首页 >出版文学> The Jerusalem Sinner Saved>第2章
  Thatword,"HetoldmeallthateverIdid,"wasagreatargumentwiththem;forbythattheygathered,thatthoughheknewhertobevile,yethedidnotdespiseher,norrefusetoshewhowwillinghewastocommunicatehisgraceuntoher;andthisfetchedover,firsther,thenthem。
  Thiswoman,asIsaid,wasaSamaritansinner,asinneroftheworstcomplexion:fortheJewsabhorredtohaveoughttodowiththem,ver。9;whereforenonemorefitthanshetobemadeoneofthedecoysofheaven,tobringothersoftheseSamaritanwild—fowlsunderthenetofthegraceofChrist。Andshedidtheworktopurpose。Many,andmanymoreoftheSamaritansbelievedonhim;ver。40—42。Theheartofman,thoughsetonsin,will,whenitcomesoncetoapersuasionthatGodiswillingtohavemercyuponus,inclinetocometoJesusChristforlife。
  Witnessthoseturn—awaysfromGodthatyoualsoreadofinJeremiah;
  foraftertheyhadheardthreeorfourtimesover,thatGodhadmercyforbacksliders,theybrokeout,andsaid,"Behold,wecomeuntothee,forthouarttheLordourGod。"OrasthoseinHoseadid,"Forintheethefatherlessfindmercy;"Jer。iii。22;Hos。xiv。1—3。
  Mercy,andtherevelationthereof,istheonlyantidoteagainstsin。
  Itisofathawingnature;itwillloosetheheartthatisfrozenupinsin;yea,itwillmaketheunwillingwillingtocometoJesusChristforlife。Wherefore,doyouthink,wasitthatJesusChristtoldtheadulterouswoman,andthatbeforesomanysinners,thathehadnotcondemnedher,buttoallureher,withthemtherepresent,tohopetofindfavourathishands?(Ashealsosaithinanotherplace,"Icamenottojudge,buttosavetheworld。")Formighttheynotthencemostrationallyconclude,thatifJesusChristhadrathersavethandamnanharlot,therewasencouragementforthemtocometohimformercy。
  Iheardonceastoryfromasoldier,whowithhiscompanyhadlaidsiegeagainstafort,thatsolongasthebesiegedwerepersuadedtheirfoeswouldshewthemnofavour,theyfoughtlikemadmen;butwhentheysawoneoftheirfellowstaken,andreceivedtofavour,theyallcametumblingdownfromtheirfortress,anddeliveredthemselvesintotheirenemies’hands。
  Iampersuaded,didmenbelievethatthereisthatgraceandwillingnessintheheartofChristtosavesinners,asthewordimportsthereis,theywouldcometumblingintohisarms:butSatanhasblindedtheirminds,thattheycannotseethisthing。Howbeit,theLordJesushas,asIsaid,thatothersmighttakeheartandcometohim,givenoutacommandment,thatmercyshouldinthefirstplacebeofferedtothebiggestsinners。"Begin,"saithhe,"atJerusalem。"AndthusIendthethirdreason。
  Fourthly,JesusChristwouldhavemercyofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners,becausethatistheway,iftheyreceiveit,mosttoweakenthekingdomofSatan,andtokeepitlowestineveryageoftheworld。Thebiggestsinners,theyareSatan’scolonelsandcaptains,theleadersofhispeople,andtheythatmoststoutlymakeheadagainsttheSonofGod。Whereforeletthesefirstbeconquered,andhiskingdomwillbeweak。WhenIshboshethhadlosthisAbner,hiskingdomwasmadeweak:nordidhesitbuttotteringthenuponhisthrone。SowhenSatanlosethhisstrongmen,themthataremightytoworkiniquity,anddexteroustomanageothersinthesame,thenishiskingdomweak;2Sam。iii。Therefore,Isay,Christdothoffermercyinthefirstplacetosuch,themoretoweakenhiskingdom。ChristJesuswasgladtoseeSatanfalllikelightningfromheaven,thatis,suddenlyorheadlong;anditwas,surely,bycastingofhimoutofstrongpossessions,andbyrecoveringofsomenotorioussinnersoutofhisclutches;Lukex。17—19。
  Samson,whenhewouldpulldownthePhilistinestemple,tookholdofthetwomainpillarsofit,andbreakingthem,downcamethehouse。
  Christcametodestroytheworksofthedevil,andtodestroybyconvertinggrace,aswellasbyredeemingblood。Nowsinswarms,andliethbylegions,andwholearmies,inthesoulsofthebiggestsinners,asingarrisons:whereforetheway,themostdirectwaytodestroyit,isfirsttodealwithsuchsinnersbythewordofhisgospel,andbythemeritsofhispassion。
  Forexample,thoughIshallgiveyoubutahomelyone:supposeafamilytobetroubledwithvermin,andoneortwoofthefamilytobeinchiefthebreeders,theway,thequickestwaytoclearthatfamily,oratleasttoweakenthesoswarmingofthosevermin,is,inthefirstplace,tosweetentheskin,head,andclothesofthechiefbreeders;andthen,thoughallthefamilyshouldbeapttobreedthem,thenumberofthem,andsothegreatnessofthatplaguethere,willbethemoreimpaired。
  Why,therearesomepeoplethatareinchiefthedevil’ssin—breedersinthetownsandplaceswheretheylive。Theplace,town,orfamilywheretheylive,mustneedsbehorriblyverminous,asitwere,eatenupwithvermin。Now,lettheLordJesus,inthefirstplace,cleansethesegreatbreeders,andtherewillbegivenaniptothoseswarmsofsinsthatusedtobecommittedinsuchplacesthroughoutthetown,house,orfamily,wheresuchsin—breedingpersonsusedtobe。
  Ispeakbyexperience:Iwasoneoftheseverminousones,oneofthesegreatsin—breeders;IinfectedalltheyouthofthetownwhereIwasborn,withallmannerofyouthfulvanities。Theneighbourscountedmeso;mypracticeprovedmeso:whereforeChristJesustookmefirst,andtakingmefirst,thecontagionwasmuchallayedallthetownover。WhenGodmademesigh,theywouldhearken,andenquiringlysay,WhatisthematterwithJohn?Theyalsogavetheirvariousopinionsofme:but,asIsaid,sincooled,andfailed,astohisfullcareer。WhenIwentouttoseekthebreadoflife,someofthemwouldfollow,andtherestbeputintoamuseathome。Yea,almostthetown,atfirst,attimeswouldgoouttohearattheplacewhereIfoundgood;yea,youngandoldforawhilehadsomereformationonthem;alsosomeofthem,perceivingthatGodhadmercyuponme,camecryingtohimformercytoo。
  ButwhatneedIgiveyouaninstanceofpoorI;IwillcometoManassehtheking。Solongashewasaring—leadingsinner,thegreatidolater,thechieffordevilism,thewholelandflowedwithwickedness;forhe"madethemtosin,"anddoworsethantheheathenthatdweltroundaboutthem,orthatwascastoutfrombeforethem:
  butwhenGodconvertedhim,thewholelandwasreformed。Downwentthegroves,theidols,andaltarsofBaal,andupwenttruereligioninmuchofthepowerandpurityofit。Youwillsay,Thekingreformedbypower。Ianswer,doubtless,andbyexampletoo;forpeopleobservetheirleaders;astheirfathersdid,sodidthey;2
  Chron。xxxiii。2。
  This,therefore,isanotherreasonwhyJesuswouldhavemercyofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners,becausethatisthebestway,iftheyreceiveit,mosttoweakenthekingdomofSatan,andtokeepitpoorandlow。
  Anddoyounotthinknow,thatifGodwouldbuttakeholdoftheheartsofsomeofthemostnotoriousinyourtown,inyourfamily,orcountry,thatthisthingwouldbeverifiedbeforeyourfaces?Itwould,itwould,tothejoyofyouthataregodly,tothemakingofhelltosigh,tothegreatsuppressingofsin,thegloryofChrist,andthejoyoftheangelsofGod。Andministersshould,therefore,thatthisworkmightgoon,takeadvantagestopersuadewiththebiggestsinnerstocomeintoChrist,accordingtomytext,andtheircommissions;"BeginningatJerusalem。"
  Fifthly,JesusChristwouldhavemercyoffered,inthefirstplace,tothebiggestsinners;becausesuch,whenconverted,areusuallythebesthelpsinthechurchagainsttemptations,andfittestforthesupportofthefeeble—mindedthere。Hence,usually,youhavesomesuchinthefirstplantationofchurches,orquicklyuponit。
  Churcheswoulddobutsorrily,ifChristJesusdidnotputsuchconvertsamongthem:theyarethemonumentsandmirrorsofmercy。
  TheverysightofsuchasinnerinGod’shouse,yea,theverythoughtofhim,wherethesightofhimcannotbehad,isofttimesgreatlyforthehelpofthefaithofthefeeble。
  "Whenthechurches(saidPaul)thatwereinJudea,heardthisconcerningme,thathewhichpersecutedthemintimepast,nowpreachedthefaithwhichoncehedestroyed,theyglorifiedGodinme;"Gal。i。20—24。
  "GlorifiedGod。"Howisthat?Why,theypraisedhim,andtookcouragetobelievethemoreinthemercyofGod;forthathehadhadmercyonsuchagreatsinnerashe。TheyglorifiedGod"inme;"theywonderedthatgraceshouldbesorich,astotakeholdofsuchawretchasIwas;andformysakebelievedinChristthemore。
  Therearetwothingsthatgreatsinnersareacquaintedwith,whentheycometodivulgethemtothesaints,thatareagreatrelieftotheirfaith。
  1。Theconteststhattheyusuallyhavewiththedevilattheirpartingwithhim。
  2。Theirknowledgeofhissecretsinhisworkings。
  Forthefirst,Thebiggestsinnershaveusuallygreatcontestswiththedevilattheirpartings;andthisisanhelptosaints:forordinarysaintsfindafterwardswhatthevileonesfindatfirst,butwhenattheopeningofhearts,theonefindshimselftobeastheother,theoneisacomforttotheother。Thelessersortofsinnersfindbutlittleofthis,tillaftertheyhavebeensometimeinprofession;butthevilemanmeetswithhisatthebeginning。
  Whereforehe,whentheotherisdown,isreadytotellthathehasmetwiththesamebefore;for,Isay,hehashaditbefore。Satanisloathtopartwithagreatsinner。Whatmytrueservant(quothhe),myoldservant,wiltthouforsakemenow?havingsooftensoldthyselftometoworkwickedness,wiltthouforsakemenow?Thouhorriblewretch,dostnotknow,thatthouhastsinnedthyselfbeyondthereachofgrace,anddostthinktofindmercynow?Artnotthouamurderer,athief,aharlot,awitch,asinnerofthegreatestsize,anddostthoulookformercynow?DostthouthinkthatChristwillfoulhisfingerswiththee?
  ’Tisenoughtomakeangelsblush,saithSatan,toseesovileaoneknockatheaven—gatesformercy,andwiltthoubesoabominablyboldtodoit?ThusSatandealtwithme,saysthegreatsinner,whenatfirstIcametoJesusChrist。Andwhatdidyoureply?saiththetempted。Why,Igrantedthewholechargetobetrue,saystheother。
  Andwhat,didyoudespair,orhow?No,saithhe,Isaid,IamMagdalen,IamZaccheus,Iamthethief,Iamtheharlot,Iamthepublican,Iamtheprodigal,andoneofChrist’smurderers:yea,worsethananyofthese;andyetGodwassofarofffromrejectingofme(asIfoundafterwards),thattherewasmusicanddancinginhishouseforme,andforjoythatIwascomehomeuntohim。OblessedbeGodforgrace(saystheother),forthenIhopethereisfavourforme。Yea,asItoldyou,suchaoneisacontinualspectacleinthechurch,foreveryonetobeholdGod’sgraceandwonderby。
  Secondly,AndasforthesecretsofSatan,suchasaresuggestionstoquestionthebeingofGod,thetruthofhisword,andtobeannoyedwithdevilishblasphemies;nonemoreacquaintedwiththesethanthebiggestsinnersattheirconversion;whereforethusalsotheyarepreparedtobehelpsinthechurchtorelieveandcomforttheother。
  Imightalsoheretellyouofthecontestsandbattlesthatsuchareengagedin,whereintheyfindthebesettingsofSatan,aboveanyotherofthesaints。AtwhichtimesSatanassaultsthesoulwithdarkness,fears,frightfulthoughtsofapparitions;nowtheysweat,pant,cryout,andstruggleforlife。
  Theangelsnowcomedowntobeholdthesight,andrejoicetoseeabitofdustandashestoovercomeprincipalitiesandpowers,andmight,anddominions。But,asIsaidwhenthesecomealittletobesettled,theyarepreparedforhelpingothers,andaregreatcomfortsuntothem。Theirgreatsinsgivegreatencouragementtothedeviltoassaultthem;andbythesetemptationsChristtakesadvantagetomakethemthemorehelpfultothechurches。
  Thebiggestsinner,whenheisconverted,andcomesintothechurch,saystothemall,byhisverycomingin,Beholdme,allyouthataremenandwomenofalowandtimorousspirit,youwhoseheartsarenarrow,forthatyouneverhadtheadvantagetoknow,becauseyoursinsarefew,thelargenessofthegraceofGod。Behold,Isay,inme,theexceedingrichesofhisgrace!Iamapatternsetforthbeforeyourfaces,onwhomyoumaylookandtakeheart。This,Isay,thegreatsinnercansay,totheexceedingcomfortofalltherest。
  Wherefore,asIhavehintedbefore,whenGodintendstostockaplacewithsaints,andtomakethatplaceexcellentlytoflourishwiththerichesofhisgrace,heusuallybeginswiththeconversionofsomeofthemostnotoriousthereabouts,andlaysthemasanexampletoallureothers,andtobuildupwhentheyareconverted。
  ItwasPaulthatmustgototheGentiles,becausePaulwasthemostoutrageousofalltheapostles,inthetimeofhisunregeneracy。
  Yea,Petermustbehe,thatafterhishorriblefall,wasthoughtfittest,whenrecoveredagain,tocomfortandstrengthenhisbrethren。SeeLukexxii。31,32。
  SomemustbepillarsinGod’shouse;andiftheybepillarsofcedar,theymuststandwhiletheyarestoutandsturdysticksintheforest,beforetheyarecutdown,andplantedorplacedthere。
  Noman,whenhebuildethhishouse,makestheprincipalpartsthereofofweakorfeebletimber;forhowcouldsuchbearuptherest?butofgreatandablewood。ChristJesusalsogoeththiswaytowork;hemakesofthebiggestsinnersbearersandsupporterstotherest。
  Thisthen,mayserveforanotherreason,whyJesusChristgivesoutincommandment,thatmercyshould,inthefirstplace,beofferedtothebiggestsinners:becausesuch,whenconverted,areusuallythebesthelpsinthechurchagainsttemptations,andfittestforthesupportofthefeeble—mindedthere。
  Sixthly,AnotherreasonwhyJesusChristwouldhavemercyofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners,is,becausethey,whenconverted,areapttolovehimmost。
  ThisagreesbothwithScriptureandreason。Scripturesaysso:"Towhommuchisforgiven,thesamelovethmuch。Towhomlittleisforgiven,thesamelovethlittle;"Lukevii。47。Reasonsaysso:
  forasitwouldbetheunreasonablestthingintheworldtorenderhatredforlove,andcontemptforforgiveness;soitwouldbeasridiculoustothink,thatthereceptionofalittlekindnessshouldlaythesameobligationsuponthehearttolove,asthereceptionofagreatdeal。IwouldnotdisparagetheloveofChrist;Iknowtheleastdrachmofit,whenitreachestoforgiveness,isgreatabovealltheworld;butcomparatively,therearegreaterextensionsoftheloveofChristtoonethantoanother。Hethathasmostsin,ifforgiven,ispartakerofthegreatestlove,ofthegreatestforgiveness。
  Iknowalso,thattherearesome,thatfromthisverydoctrinesay,"Letusdoevilthatgoodmaycome;"andthatturnthegraceofourGodintolasciviousness。ButIspeaknotofthese;thesewillneitherberuledbygracenorreason。Gracewouldteachthem,iftheyknowit,todenyungodlycourses;andsowouldreasontoo,ifitcouldtrulysensetheloveofGod;Titusii。11,12;Rom。xi。1。
  Dothitlooklikewhathathanycoherencewithreasonormercy,foramantoabusehisfriend?BecauseChristdiedformen,shallI
  thereforespitinhisface?ThebreadandwaterthatwasgivenbyElishatohisenemies,thatcameintothelandofIsraeltotakehim,hadsomuchinfluenceupontheirminds,thoughheathens,thattheyreturnedtotheirhomeswithouthurtinghim:yea,itkeptthemfromcomingagaininahostilemannerintothecoastsofIsrael;2Kingsvi。19—23。
  Buttoforbeartoillustratetillanon。OnereasonwhyChristJesusshewsmercytosinners,is,thathemightobtaintheirlove,thathemayremovetheirbaseaffectionsfrombaseobjectstohimself。Now,ifhelovestobelovedalittle,helovestobelovedmuch;butthereisnotanythatarecapableoflovingmuch,savethosethathavemuchforgiventhem。HenceitissaidofPaul,thathelabouredmorethanthemall;towit,withalabouroflove,becausehehadbeenbysinmorevileagainstChristthantheyall;1Cor。xv。HeitwasthatpersecutedthechurchofGod,andwastedit;Gal。i。13。Heofthemallwastheonlyravingbedlamagainstthesaints:"Andbeingexceedingmad,"sayshe,"againstthem,Ipersecutedthem,eventostrangecities;"Actsxxvi。11。
  Thisravingbedlam,thatoncewasso,ishethatnowsays,Ilabouredmorethanthemall,moreforChristthanthemall。
  ButPaul,whatmovedtheethustodo?TheloveofChrist,sayshe。
  ItwasnotI,butthegraceofGodthatwaswithme。Aswhoshouldsay,Ograce!Itwassuchgracetosaveme!ItwassuchmarvellousgraceforGodtolookdownfromheavenuponme,andthatsecuredmefromthewrathtocome,thatIamcaptivatedwiththesenseoftherichesofit。HenceIact,henceIlabour;forhowcanIotherwisedo,sinceGodnotonlyseparatedmefrommysinsandcompanions,butseparatedallthepowersofmysoulandbodytohisservice?IamthereforepromptedonbythisexceedinglovetolabourasIhavedone;yetnotI,butthegraceofGodwithme。
  Oh!Ishallneverforgethislove,northecircumstancesunderwhichIwas,whenhislovelaidholduponme。IwasgoingtoDamascuswithlettersfromthehigh—priest,tomakehavockofGod’speoplethere,asIhadmadehavockoftheminotherplaces。Thesebloodyletterswerenotimposeduponme。Iwenttothehigh—priestanddesiredthemofhim;Actsix。1,2;andyethesavedme!Iwasoneofthemen,ofthechiefmen,thathadahandinthebloodofhismartyrStephen;
  yethehadmercyonme!WhenIwasatDamascus,Istunksohorriblylikeablood—sucker,thatIbecameaterrortoallthereabout。Yea,Ananias(goodman)madeintercessiontomyLordagainstme;yethewouldhavemercyuponme,yea,joinedmercytomercy,untilhehadmademeamonumentofgrace!Hemadeasaintofme,andpersuadedmethatmytransgressionswereforgivenme。
  WhenIbegantopreach,thosethatheardmewereamazed,andsaid,"IsnotthishethatdestroyedthemthatcalledonthisnameinJerusalem,andcamehitherforthatintent,thathemightbringthemboundtothehigh—priest?"HelldothknowthatIwasasinner;
  heavendothknowthatIwasasinner;theworldalsoknowsthatIwasasinner,asinnerofthegreatestsize;butIobtainedmercy;1Timi。15,16。
  Shallnotthislayobligationuponme?Isnotloveofthegreatestforcetooblige?Isitnotstrongasdeath,cruelasthegrave,andhotterthanthecoalsofjuniper?Hathitnotamostvehementflame?
  canthewatersquenchit?canthefloodsdrownit?Iamundertheforceofit,andthisismycontinualcry,WhatshallIrendertotheLordforallthebenefitswhichhehasbestoweduponme?
  Ay,Paul!thisissomething;thouspeakestlikeaman,likeamanaffected,andcarriedawaywiththeloveandgraceofGod。Now,thissense,andthisaffection,andthislabour,givethtoChristthelovethathelooksfor。Buthemighthaveconvertedtwentylittlesinners,andyetnotfound,forgracebestowed,somuchloveinthemall。
  Iwonderhowfaramanmightgoamongtheconvertedsinnersofthesmallersize,beforeonecouldfindonethatsomuchaslookedanythingthiswayward。WhereishethatisthusunderpangsofloveforthegracebestoweduponhimbyJesusChrist?Exceptingonlysomefew,youmaywalktotheworld’send,andfindnone。But,asIsaid,somethereare,andsotherehasbeenineveryageofthechurch,greatsinners,thathavehadmuchforgiventhem;andtheylovemuchuponthisaccount。
  JesusChristthereforeknowswhathedoth,whenhelaysholdontheheartsofsinnersofthebiggestsize。Heknowsthatsuchanonewilllovemorethanmanythathavenotsinnedhalftheirsins。
  IwilltellyouastorythatIhavereadofMarthaandMary;thenameofthebookIhaveforgot;ImeanofthebookinwhichIfoundtherelation;butthethingwasthus:Martha,saithmyauthor,wasaveryholywoman,muchlikeLazarusherbrother;butMarywasalooseandwantoncreature;Marthadidseldommissgoodsermonsandlectures,whenshecouldcomeattheminJerusalem;butMarywouldfrequentthehouseofsports,andthecompanyofthevilestofmenforlust:AndthoughMarthahadoftendesiredthathersisterwouldgowithhertohearherpreachers,yea,hadoftenentreatedherwithtearstodoit,yetcouldsheneverprevail;forstillMarywouldmakeherexcuse,orrejectherwithdisdainforherzealandprecisenessinreligion。
  AfterMarthahadwaitedlong,triedmanywaystobringhersistertogood,andallprovedineffectual,atlastshecomesuponherthus:
  "Sister,"quothshe,"Ipraytheegowithmetothetempleto—day,tohearonepreachasermon。""Whatkindofpreacherishe?"saidshe。
  Marthareplied,"ItisoneJesusofNazareth;heisthehandsomestmanthateveryousawwithyoureyes。Oh!heshinesinbeauty,andisamostexcellentpreacher。"
  Now,whatdoesMary,afteralittlepause,butgoesupintoherchamber,andwithherpinsandherclouts,decksupherselfasfineasherfingerscouldmakeher。
  Thisdone,awayshegoes,notwithhersisterMartha,butasmuchunobservedasshecould,tothesermon,orrathertoseethepreacher。
  Thehourandpreacherbeingcome,andshehavingobservedwhereaboutthepreacherwouldstand,goesandsetsherselfsointhetemple,thatshemightbesuretohavethefullviewofthisexcellentperson。Sohecomesin,andshelooks,andthefirstglimpseofhispersonpleasedher。Well,Jesusaddressethhimselftohissermon,andshelooksearnestlyonhim。
  Now,atthattime,saithmyauthor,Jesuspreachedaboutthelostsheep,thelostgroat,andtheprodigalchild。Andwhenhecametoshewwhatcaretheshepherdtookforonelostsheep,andhowthewomanswepttofindherpiecewhichwaslost,andwhatjoytherewasattheirfinding,shebegantobetakenbytheears,andforgotwhatshecameabout,musingwhatthepreacherwouldmakeofit。Butwhenhecametotheapplication,andshewed,thatbythelostsheepwasmeantagreatsinner;bytheshepherd’scare,wasmeantGod’sloveforgreatsinners;andthatbythejoyoftheneighbours,wasshewedwhatjoytherewasamongtheangelsinheavenoveronegreatsinnerthatrepenteth;shebegantobetakenbytheheart。Andashespaketheselastwords,shethoughthepitchedhisinnocenteyesjustuponher,andlookedasifhespakewhatwasnowsaidtoher:whereforeherheartbegantotremble,beingshakenwithaffectionandfear;
  thenhereyesrandownwithtearsapace;whereforeshewasforcedtohideherfacewithherhandkerchief;andsosatsobbingandcryingalltherestofthesermon。
  Sermonbeingdone,upshegets,andawayshegoes,andwithalinquiredwherethisJesusthepreacherdinedthatday?andonetoldher,AtthehouseofSimonthePharisee。Soawaygoesshe,firsttoherchamber,andtherestripsherselfofherwantonattire:thenfallsuponherkneestoaskGodforgivenessforallherwickedlife。
  Thisdone,inamodestdressshegoestoSimon’shouse,whereshefindsJesussatatdinner。Soshegetsbehindhim,andweeps,anddropshertearsuponhisfeetlikerain,andwashesthem,andwipesthemwiththehairofherhead。Shealsokissedhisfeetwithherlips,andanointedthemwithointment。WhenSimonthePhariseeperceivedwhatthewomandid,andbeingignorantofwhatitwastobeforgivenmuch(forheneverwasforgivenmorethanfiftypence),hebegantothinkwithinhimself,thathehadbeenmistakenaboutJesusChrist,becausehesufferedsuchasinnerasthiswomanwas,totouchhim。Surely,quothhe,thisman,ifhewereaprophet,wouldnotletthiswomancomenearhim,forsheisatown—sinner(soignorantareallself—righteousmenofthewayofChristwithsinners。)ButlestMaryshouldbediscouragedwithsomeclownishcarriageofthisPhariseeandsodeserthergoodbeginnings,andhernewstepswhichshenowhadbeguntotaketowardseternallife,JesusbeganthuswithSimon。"Simon,"saithhe,"Ihavesomewhattosayuntothee。Andhesaith,Master,sayon。Therewas,"saidJesus,acertaincreditorhadtwodebtors;theoneowedfivehundredpence,andtheotherfifty。Andwhentheyhadnothingtopay,hefranklyforgavethemboth。Tellmethereforewhichofthemwilllovehimmost?Simonansweredandsaid,Isupposethathetowhomheforgavemost。Andhesaiduntohim,Thouhastrightlyjudged。Andheturnedtothewoman,andsaiduntoSimon,Seestthouthiswoman?Ienteredintothyhouse,thougavestmenowaterformyfeet;butshehathwashedmyfeetwithtears,andwipedthemwiththehairsofherhead。Thougavestmenokiss:butthiswoman,sincethetimeIcamein,hathnotceasedtokissmyfeet。Myheadwithoilthoudidstnotanoint,butthiswomanhathanointedmyfeetwithointment。WhereforeIsayuntothee,Hersinswhicharemany,areforgiven,forshelovedmuch;
  buttowhomlittleisforgiven,thesamelovethlittle。Andhesaiduntoher,Thysinsareforgiven;"Lukevii。36—50。
  Thusyouhavethestory。IfIcomeshortinanycircumstance,Ibegpardonofthosethatcancorrectme。ItisthreeorfourandtwentyyearssinceIsawthebook:yetIhave,asfarasmymemorywilladmit,givenyoutherelationofthematter。HoweverLuke,asyousee,dothherepresentyouwiththesubstanceofthewhole。
  Alas!ChristJesushasbutlittlethanksforthesavingoflittlesinners。"Towhomlittleisforgiven,thesamelovethlittle。"Hegetsnotwaterforhisfeet,byhissavingofsuchsinners。Thereareabundanceofdry—eyedChristiansintheworld,andabundanceofdry—eyeddutiestoo;dutiesthatneverwerewettedwiththetearsofcontritionandrepentance,noreversweetenedwiththegreatsinner’sboxofointment。Andthereasonis,suchsinnershavenotgreatsinstobesavedfrom;oriftheyhave,theylookupontheminthediminishingglassoftheholylawofGod。ButIratherbelieve,thattheprofessorsofourdayswantaduesenseofwhattheyare;for,verily,forthegeneralityofthem,bothbeforeandsinceconversion,theyhavebeensinnersofalustysize。Butiftheireyesbeholden,ifconvictionsarenotshewn,iftheirknowledgeoftheirsinsisbutliketotheeye—sightintwilight;theheartcannotbeaffectedwiththatgracethathaslaidholdontheman;andsoChristJesussowsmuch,andhaslittlecomingin。
  Whereforehiswayisofttimestostepoutoftheway,toJericho,toSamaria,tothecountryoftheGadarenes,tothecoastsofTyreandSidon,andalsotoMountCalvary,thathemaylayholdofsuchkindofsinnersaswilllovehimtohisliking;Lukexix。1—11;Johniv。
  3—11;Markv。1—21;Matt。xv。21—29;Lukexxiii。33—44。
  Butthusmuchforthesixthreason,whyChristJesuswouldhavemercyofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners,towit,becausesuchsinners,whenconverted,areapttolovehimmost。TheJerusalemsinnersweretheythatoutstripped,whentheywereconverted,insomethings,allthechurchesoftheGentiles。"Theywereofoneheart,andofonesoul,neithersaidanyofthem,thataughtofthethingsthattheypossessedwastheirown。""Neitherwasthereanyamongthemthatlacked:forasmanyaswerepossessorsoflandsorhousessoldthem,andbroughtthepriceofthethingsthatweresold,andlaidthemdownattheapostles’feet,"&c;Actsiv。
  32—35。Now,shewmesuchanotherpatternifyoucan。Butwhydidthesedothus?Oh!theywereJerusalemsinners。ThesewerethementhatbutalittlebeforehadkilledthePrinceofLife;andthosetowhomhedid,thatnotwithstanding,sendthefirstofferofgraceandmercy。Andthesenseofthistookthemupbetwixttheearthandtheheaven,andcarriedthemoninsuchwaysandmethodsascouldneverbetroddenbyanysince。TheytalkofthechurchofRome,andsetherinherprimitivestate,asapatternandmotherofchurches;whenthetruthis,theyweretheJerusalemsinners,whenconverts,thatout—didallthechurchesthateverwere。
  Seventhly,ChristJesuswouldhavemercyoffered,inthefirstplace,tothebiggestsinners;becausegracewhenitisreceivedbysuch,findsmattertokindleuponmorefreelythanitfindsinothersinners。Greatsinnersarelikethedrywood,orlikegreatcandles,whichburnbestandshinewithbiggestlight。Ilaynotthisdown,asIdidthosereasonsbefore,toshew,thatwhengreatsinnersareconverted,theywillbeencouragementtoothers,thoughthatistrue;
  buttoshewthatChristhasadelighttoseegrace,thegracewereceive,toshine。Welovetoseethingsthatbearagoodgloss;
  yea,wechoosetobuysuchkindofmattertoworkupon,aswill,ifwroughtuptowhatweintend,castthatlustrethatwedesire。
  Candlesthatburnnotbright,welikenot:woodthatisgreenwillrathersmother,andsputter,andsmoke,andcrack,andflounce,thancastabravelightandapleasantheat:whereforegreatfolkscarenotmuch,notsomuchforsuchkindofthings,asforthemthatwillbetteranswertheirends。
  HenceChristdesiresthebiggestsinner;inhimthereismattertoworkby,towit,agreatdealofsin;forasbythetallowofthecandle,thefiretakesoccasiontoburnthebrighter;sobythesinofthesoul,gracetakesoccasiontoshinetheclearer。Littlecandlesshinebutlittle,fortherewantethmatterforthefiretoworkupon;butinthegreatsinner,hereismorematterforgracetoworkby。Faithshines,whenitworkethtowardsChrist,throughthesidesofmanyandgreattransgressors,andsodoeslove,forthatmuchisforgiven。Andwhatmattercanbefoundinthesoulforhumilitytoworkbysowell,asbyasightthatIhavebeenandamanabominablesinner?Andthesameistobesaidofpatience,meekness,gentleness,self—denial,orofanyothergrace。Gracetakesoccasionbythevilenessofthemantoshinethemore;evenasbytheruggednessofaverystrongdistemperordisease,thevirtueofthemedicineisbestmademanifest。Wheresinabounds,gracemuchmoreabounds;Rom。v。20。Ablackstringmakesthenecklookwhiter;
  greatsinsmakegraceburnclear。Somesay,whengraceandagoodnaturemeettogether,theydomakeshiningChristians:butIsay,whengraceandagreatsinnermeet,andwhengraceshallsubduethatgreatsinnertoitself,andshalloperateafteritskindinthesoulofthatgreatsinner,thenwehaveashiningChristian;witnessallthoseofwhommentionwasmadebefore。
  AbrahamwasamongtheidolaterswheninthelandofAssyria,andservedidolswithhiskindredontheothersideoftheflood;Jos。
  xxiv。2;Gen。xi。31。Butwho,whencalled,wasthereintheworld,inwhomgraceshonesobrightasinhim?
  TheThessalonianswereidolatersbeforethewordofGodcametothem;
  butwhentheyhadreceivedit,theybecameexamplestoallthatdidbelieveinMacedoniaandAchaia;1Thess。i。6—10。
  GodtheFather,andJesusChristhisSon,areforhavingthingsseen,forhavingthewordoflifeheldforth。Theylightnotacandlethatitmightbeputunderabushel,orunderabed,butonacandlestick,thatallthatcomeinmayseethelight;Matt。v。15;Markiv。21;
  Lukeviii。16;chap。xi。33。
  And,Isay,asIsaidbefore,inwhomislightlikesotoshine,asinthesoulsofgreatsinners?
  WhentheJewishPhariseesdalliedwiththegospel,Christthreatenedtotakeitfromthem,andtogiveittothebarbarousheathensandidolaters。Whyso?Forthey,saithhe,willbringforththefruitsthereofintheirseason:"ThereforesayIuntoyou,ThekingdomofGodshallbetakenfromyou,andgiventoanationbringingforththefruitsthereof;"Matt。xxi。41—43。
  Ihaveoftenmarvelledatouryouth,andsaidinmyheart,Whatshouldbethereasonthattheyshouldbesogenerallyatthisdaydebauchedastheyare?Fortheyarenowprofanetoamazement;andsometimesIhavethoughtonething,andsometimesanother;thatis,whyGodshouldsufferitsotobe。AtlastIhavethoughtofthis:
  HowiftheGod,whosewaysarepastfindingout,shouldsufferitsotobenow,thathemightmakeofsomeofthemthemoreglorioussaintshereafter。Iknowsinisofthedevil,butitcannotworkintheworldwithoutpermission:andifithappenstobeasIhavethought,itwillnotbethefirsttimethatGodtheLordhathcaughtSataninhisowndesign。Formypart,Ibelievethatthetimeisathand,thatweshallseebettersaintsintheworldthanhasbeenseeninitthismanyaday。Andthisvileness,thatatpresentdoessomuchswallowupouryouth,isonecauseofmythinkingso:foroutofthem,forfromamongthem,whenGodsetstohishand,asofold,youshallseewhatpenitentones,whattremblingones,andwhatadmirersofgrace,willbefoundtoprofessthegospeltothegloryofGodbyChrist。
  Alas!weareacompanyofworn—outChristians,ourmoonisinthewane;wearemuchmoreblackthanwhite,moredarkthanlight;weshinebutalittle;graceinthemostofusisdecayed。ButIsay,whentheyofthesedebauchedonesthataretobesavedshallbebroughtin,whenthesethatlookmorelikedevilsthanmenshallbeconvertedtoChrist(andIbelieveseveralofthemwill),thenwillChristbeexalted,graceadored,thewordprized,Zion’spathbettertrodden,andmeninthepursuitoftheirownsalvation,totheamazementofthemthatareleftbehind。
  JustbeforeChristcameintotheflesh,theworldwasdegeneratedasitisnow:thegeneralityofthemeninJerusalem,werebecomeeitherhighandfamousforhypocrisy,orfilthybaseintheirlives。
  Thedevilalsowasbrokelooseinahideousmanner,andhadtakenpossessionofmany:yea,Ibelievethattherewasnevergenerationbeforenorsince,thatcouldproducesomanypossessedwithdevils,deformed,lame,blind,andinfectedwithmonstrousdiseases,asthatgenerationcould。Butwhatwasthereasonthereof,ImeanthereasonfromGod?Whyone(andwemaysumupmoreinthatanswerthatChristgavetohisdisciplesconcerninghimthatwasbornblind)was,thattheworksofGodmightbemademanifestinthem,andthattheSonofGodmightbeglorifiedthereby,Johnix。2,3;chap。xi。4。
  Nowifthesedevilsanddiseases,astheypossessedmenthen,weretomakewayandworkforanapproachingChristinperson,andforthedeclaringofhispower,whymaywenotthinkthatnow,evennowalso,heisreadytocomebyhisSpiritinthegospeltohealmanyofthedebaucheriesofourage?Icannotbelievethatgracewilltakethemall,fortherearebutfewthataresaved;butyetitwilltakesome,evensomeoftheworstofmen,andmakeblessedonesofthem。But,O
  howtheseringleadersinvicewillthenshineinvirtue!Theywillbetheverypillarsinchurches,theywillbeasanensignintheland。"TheLordtheirGodshallsavetheminthatdayastheflockofhispeople:fortheyshallbeasthestonesofacrown,liftedupasanensignuponhisland;"Zech。ix。16。Butwhoarethese?EvenidolatrousEphraim,andbackslidingJudah;ver。13。
  Iknowthereisgroundtofear,thattheiniquityofthisgenerationwillbepursuedwithheavyjudgments:butthatwillnothinderwhatwehavesupposed。GodtookhimagloriouschurchoutofbloodyJerusalem,yea,outofthechiefofthesinnersthere,andlefttheresttobetakenandspoiled,andsold,thirtyforapenny,inthenationswheretheywerecaptives。Thegospelworkinggloriouslyinaplace,totheseizinguponmanyoftheringleadingsinnersthereof,promisethnosecuritytotherest,butratherthreateneththemwiththeheaviestandsmartestjudgments;asintheinstancenowgiven,wehaveafulldemonstration;butindefending,theLordwilldefendhispeople;andinsaving,hewillsavehisinheritance。
  NordoesthisspeakanygreatcomforttoadecayedandbackslidingsortofChristians;forthenexttimeGodridespostwithhisgospel,hewillleavesuchChristiansbehindhim。ButIsay,Christisresolvedtosetuphislightintheworld;yea,heisdelightedtoseehisgracesshine;andthereforehecommandsthathisgospelshouldtothatendbeoffered,inthefirstplace,tothebiggestsinners;forbygreatsinsitshinethmost;thereforehesaith,"BeginatJerusalem。"
  Eighthly,andlastly,ChristJesuswillhavemercytobeofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners;forthatbythatmeanstheimpenitentthatareleftbehindwillbeatthejudgmentthemoreleftwithoutexcuse。
  God’swordhastwoedges;itcancutback—strokeandfore—stroke:ifitdoththeenogood,itwilldotheehurt;itisthesavouroflifeuntolifetothosethatreceiveit,butofdeathuntodeathtothemthatrefuseit;2Cor。ii。15,16。Butthisisnotall;thetenderofgracetothebiggestsinnersinthefirstplace,willnotonlyleavetherest,orthosethatrefuseit,inadeplorablecondition,butwillalsostoptheirmouths,andcutoffallpretencetoexcuseatthatday。"IfIhadnotcomeandspokenuntothem,"saithChrist,"theyhadnothadsin;butnowtheyhavenocloakfortheirsin,"fortheirsinofperseveringinimpenitence;Jobxv。22。
  Butwhatdidhespeaktothem?Why,eventhatwhichIhavetoldyou;
  towit,Thathehasinspecialadelightinsavingthebiggestsinners。Hespakethisinthewayofhisdoctrine;hespakethisinthewayofhispractice,eventothepouringoutofhislastbreathbeforethem;Lukexxiii。34。
  Now,sincethisisso,whatcanthecondemnedatthejudgmentsayforthemselves,whysentenceofdeathshouldnotbepasseduponthem?I
  say,whatexcusecantheymakeforthemselves,whentheyshallbeaskedwhytheydidnotinthedayofsalvationcometoChristtobesaved?WilltheyhavegroundtosaytotheLord,Thouwastonlyforsavingoflittlesinners;andthereforebecausetheyweregreatones,theydurstnotcomeuntohim?orthatthouhadstnotcompassionforthebiggestsinners,thereforeIdiedindespair?Willthesebeexcusesforthem,asthecasenowstandethwiththem?IstherenoteverywhereinGod’sbookaflatcontradictiontothis,inmultitudesofpromises,ofinvitations,ofexamples,andthelike?Alas,alas!
  therewillthenbetheremillionsofsoulstoconfutethisplea;
  ready,Isay,tostandup,andsay,O!deceivedworld,heavenswarmswithsuch,aswere,whentheywereintheworld,tothefullasbadasyou。
  Now,thiswillkillallpleaorexcuse,whytheyshouldperishintheirsins;yea,thetextsays,theyshallseethemthere。"Thereshallbeweeping,whenyoushallseeAbraham,andIsaac,andJacob,andalltheprophetsinthekingdomofheaven,andyouyourselvesthrustout。Andtheyshallcomefromtheeast,andfromthewest,andfromthenorth,andfromthesouth,andshallsitdowninthekingdomofGod;"Lukexiii。28,29。Outofwhichcompanyitiseasytopicksuchassometimeswereasbadpeopleasanythatnowbreatheonthefaceoftheearth。Whatthinkyouofthefirstman,bywhosesinstherearemillionsnowinhell?AndsoImaysay,Whatthinkyouoftenthousandmorebesides?
  Butiftheworldwillnotstifleandgagthemup(Ispeaknowforamplification’ssake),theviewofthosewhoaresavedshall。
  Therecomesanincestuouspersontothebar,andpleads,Thatthebignessofhissinswasabartohisreceivingthepromise。Butwillnothismouthbestoppedastothat,whenLotandtheincestuousCorinthianshallbesetbeforehim;Gen。xix。33—37;1Cor。v。1,2。
  Therecomesathief,andsays,Lord,mysinoftheft,Ithought,wassuchascouldnotbepardonedbythee!Butwhenheshallseethethiefthatwassavedonthecrossstandby,asclothedwithbeauteousglory,whatfurthercanhebeabletoobject?Yea,theLordwillproducetenthousandofhissaintsathiscoming,whoshallafterthismannerexecutejudgmentuponall,andsoconvinceallthatareungodlyamongthem,ofalltheirhardspeecheswhichungodlysinnershavespokenagainsthim。Andthesearehardspeechesagainsthim,tosaythathewasnotableorwillingtosavemen,becauseofthegreatnessoftheirsins,ortosaythattheywerediscouragedbyhiswordfromrepentance,becauseoftheheinousnessoftheiroffences。
  Thesethings,Isay,shallthenbeconfuted:hecomeswithtenthousandofhissaintstoconfutethem,andtostoptheirmouthsfrommakingobjectionsagainsttheirowneternaldamnation。
  HereisAdam,thedestroyeroftheworld;hereisLot,thatlaywithbothhisdaughters;hereisAbraham,thatwassometimeanidolater,andJacob,thatwasasupplanter,andReuben,thatlaywithhisfather’sconcubine,andJudahthatlaywithhisdaughter—in—law,andLeviandSimeonthatwickedlyslewtheeShechemites,andAaronthatgreatbackslider,andManassahthatmanofbloodandthatmadeanidoltobeworshipped,andthatproclaimedareligiousfeastuntoit。
  HereisalsoRachabtheharlot,andBathshebathatbareabastardtoDavid。HereisSolomonawitch。TimewouldfailmetotellyouofthewomanofCanaan’sdaughter,Magdalen,ofMatthewthepublican,andofGideonandSampson,andmanythousandsmore。
  Alas!alas!Isay,whatwillthesesinnersdo,thathave,throughtheirunbelief,eclipsedthegloriouslargenessofthemercyofGod,andgavewaytodespairofsalvation,becauseofthebignessoftheirsins?
  Forallthese,thoughnowglorioussaintsinlight,weresometimessinnersofthebiggestsize,whohadsinsthatwereofanotorioushue;yetnow,Isay,theyareintheirshiningandheavenlyrobesbeforethethroneofGodandoftheLamb,blessingforeverandeverthatSonofGodfortheirsalvation,whodiedforthemuponthetree;
  admiringthateveritshouldcomeintotheirheartsoncetothinkofcomingtoGodbyChrist;butaboveall,blessingGodforgrantingofthemlighttoseethoseencouragementsinhistestament;withoutwhich,withoutdoubt,theyhadbeendauntedandsunkdownunderguiltofsinanddespair,astheirfellow—sinnershavedone。
  ButnowtheyalsoarewitnessesforGod,andforhisgraceagainstanunbelievingworld;for,asIsaid,theyshallcometoconvincetheworldoftheirspeeches,theirhardandunbelievingwords,thattheyhavespokenconcerningthemercyofGod,andthemeritsofthepassionofhisblessedSonJesusChrist。
  Butwillitnot,thinkyou,strangelyputtosilenceallsuchthoughts,andwords,andreasoningsoftheungodlybeforethebarofGod?Doubtlessitwill;yeaandwillsendthemawayfromhispresencealso,withthegreatestguiltthatpossiblycanfastenupontheconsciencesofmen。
  Forwhatwillstinglikethis?——Ihave,throughmineownfoolish,narrow,unworthy,undervaluingthoughts,oftheloveandabilityofChristtosaveme,broughtmyselftoeverlastingruin。Itistrue,I
  wasahorriblesinner;notoneinahundreddidlivesovilealifeasI:butthisshouldnothavekeptmefromclosingwithJesusChrist:IseenowthatthereareabundanceinglorythatoncewereasbadasIhavebeen:buttheyweresavedbyfaith,andIamdamnedbyunbelief。
  WretchthatIam!whydidnotIgiveglorytotheredeemingbloodofJesus?WhydidInothumblycastmysoulathisblessedfootstoolformercy?WhydidIjudgeofhisabilitytosavemebythevoiceofmyshallowreason,andthevoiceofaguiltyconscience?WhybetooknotImyselftotheholywordofGod?WhydidInotreadandpraythatImightunderstand,sincenowIperceivethatGodsaidthen,hegivethliberallytothemthatpray,andupbraidethnot;Jam。i。5。
  Itisrationaltothink,thatbysuchcogitationsasthesetheunbelievingworldwillbetorninpiecesbeforethejudgmentofChrist;especiallythosethathavelivedwheretheydidormighthaveheardthegospelofthegraceofGod。Oh!thatsaying,"ItshallbemoretolerableforSodomatthejudgmentthanforthem,"willbebetterunderstood。SeeLukex。8—12。
  Thisreason,therefore,standethfast;namely,thatChrist,byofferingmercyinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinnernow,willstopallmouthsoftheimpenitentatthedayofjudgment,andcutoffallexcusethatshallbeattemptedtobemade(fromthethoughtsofthegreatnessoftheirsins)whytheycamenottohim。
  Ihaveoftenthoughtofthedayofjudgment,andhowGodwilldealwithsinnersatthatday;andIbelieveitwillbemanagedwiththatsweetness,withthatequitableness,withthatexcellentrighteousness,astoeverysin,andcircumstance,andaggravationthereof;thatmenthataredamned,beforethejudgmentisovershallreceivesuchconvictionoftherighteousjudgmentofGoduponthem,andoftheirdesertsofhell—fire,thattheyshallinthemselvesconcludethatthereisallthereasonintheworldthattheyshouldbeshutoutofheaven,andgotohell—fire:"Theseshallgoawayintoeverlastingpunishment;"Matt。xxv。46。
  Onlythiswilltearthem,thattheyhavemissedofmercyandglory,andobtainedeverlastingdamnationthroughtheirunbelief;butitwilltearbutthemselves,buttheirownsouls;theywillgnashuponthemselves;forinthatmercywasofferedtothechiefoftheminthefirstplace,andyettheyweredamnedforrejectingofit;theyweredamnedforforsakingwhattheyhadasortofproprietyin;forforsakingtheirownmercy。
  Andthusmuchforthereasons。Iwillconcludewithawordofapplication。
  THEAPPLICATION。
  First,WouldJesusChristhavemercyofferedinthefirstplacetothebiggestsinners?thenthisshewsushowtomakearightjudgmentoftheheartofChristtomen。Indeedwehaveadvantagetoguessatthegoodnessofhisheart,bymanythings;asbyhistakingournatureuponhim,hisdyingforus,hissendinghiswordandministerstous,andallthatwemightbesaved。ButthisofbeginningtooffermercytoJerusalem,isthatwhichheightensalltherest;forthisdothnotonlyconfirmtous,thatlovewasthecauseofhisdyingforus,butitshewsusyetmorethedepthofthatlove。Hemighthavediedforus,andyethaveextendedthebenefitofhisdeathtoafew,asonemightcallthem,ofthebestconditionedsinners,tothosewho,thoughtheywereweak,andcouldnotbutsin,yetmadenotatradeofsinning;tothosethatsinnednotlavishingly。Thereareintheworld,asonemaycallthem,themoderatesinners;thesinnersthatmixrighteousnesswiththeirpollutions;thesinnersthatthoughtheybesinners,dowhatontheirpartlies(somethatareblindwouldthinkso)thattheymightbesaved。Isay,ithadbeenlove,greatlove,ifhehaddiedfornonebutsuch,andsenthislovetosuch:butthatheshouldsendoutconditionsofpeacetothebiggestofsinners;yea,thattheyshouldbeofferedtothemfirstofall;(forsohemeanswhenhesays,"BeginatJerusalem;")thisiswonderful!thisshewshishearttopurpose,asalsotheheartofGodhisFather,whosenthimtodothus。