LXV
WhenayouthwasgivinghimselfairsintheTheatreandsaying,"Iamwise,forIhaveconversedwithmanywisemen,"
Epictetusreplied,"Itoohaveconversedwithmanyrichmen,yetIamnotrich!"
LXVI
Weseethatacarpenterbecomesacarpenterbylearningcertainthings:thatapilot,bylearningcertainthings,becomesapilot。Possiblyalsointhepresentcasethemeredesiretobewiseandgoodisnotenough。Itisnecessarytolearncertainthings。Thisisthentheobjectofoursearch。ThePhilosopherswouldhaveusfirstlearnthatthereisaGod,andthatHisProvidencedirectstheUniverse;further,thattohidefromHimnotonlyone’sactsbutevenone’sthoughtsandintentionsisimpossible;secondly,whatthenatureofGodis。Whateverthatnatureisdiscoveredtobe,themanwhowouldpleaseandobeyHimmuststrivewithallhismighttobemadelikeuntohim。IftheDivineisfaithful,healsomustbefaithful;iffree,healsomustbefree;ifbeneficent,healsomustbebeneficent;ifmagnanimous,healsomustbemagnanimous。ThusasanimitatorofGodmusthefollowHimineverydeedandword。
LXVII
IfIshowyou,thatyoulackjustwhatismostimportantandnecessarytohappiness,thathithertoyourattentionhasbeenbestowedoneverythingratherthanthatwhichclaimsitmost;
and,tocrownall,thatyouknowneitherwhatGodnorManis——
neitherwhatGoodorEvilis:why,thatyouareignorantofeverythingelse,perhapsyoumaybeartobetold;buttohearthatyouknownothingofyourself,howcouldyousubmittothat?
Howcouldyoustandyourgroundandsufferthattobeproved?
Clearlynotatall。Youinstantlyturnawayinwrath。YetwhatharmhaveIdonetoyou?Unlessindeedthemirrorharmstheill—favouredmanbyshowinghimtohimselfjustasheis;unlessthephysiciancanbethoughttoinsulthispatient,whenhetellshim:——"Friend,doyousupposethereisnothingwrongwithyou?
why,youhaveafever。Eatnothingto—day,anddrinkonlywater。"
Yetnoonesays,"Whataninsufferableinsult!"Whereasifyousaytoaman,"Yourdesiresareinflamed,yourinstinctsofrejectionareweakandlow,youraimsareinconsistent,yourimpulsesarenotinharmonywithNature,youropinionsarerashandfalse,"heforthwithgoesawayandcomplainsthatyouhaveinsultedhim。
LXVIII
Ourwayofliferesemblesafair。Theflocksandherdsarepassingalongtobesold,andthegreaterpartofthecrowdtobuyandsell。Buttherearesomefewwhocomeonlytolookatthefair,toinquirehowandwhyitisbeingheld,uponwhatauthorityandwithwhatobject。Sotoo,inthisgreatFairoflife,some,likethecattle,troublethemselvesaboutnothingbutthefodder。Knowallofyou,whoarebusiedaboutland,slavesandpublicposts,thatthesearenothingbutfodder!SomefewthereareattendingtheFair,wholovetocontemplatewhattheworldis,whatHethatadministersit。CantherebenoAdministrator?isitpossible,thatwhileneithercitynorhouseholdcouldendureevenamomentwithoutonetoadministerandseetoitswelfare,thisFabric,sofair,sovast,shouldbeadministeredinordersoharmonious,withoutapurposeandbyblindchance?ThereisthereforeanAdministrator。WhatisHisnatureandhowdoesHeadminister?AndwhoarewethatareHischildrenandwhatworkwereweborntoperform?HaveweanycloseconnectionorrelationwithHimornot?
SucharetheimpressionsofthefewofwhomIspeak。Andfurther,theyapplythemselvessolelytoconsideringandexaminingthegreatassemblybeforetheydepart。Well,theyarederidedbythemultitude。Soarethelookers—onbythetraders:
aye,andifthebeastshadanysense,theywouldderidethosewhothoughtmuchofanythingbutfodder!
LXIX
IthinkIknownowwhatIneverknewbefore——themeaningofthecommonsaying,Afoolyoucanneitherbendnorbreak。PrayheavenImayneverhaveawisefoolformyfriend!Thereisnothingmoreintractable。——"Myresolveisfixed!"——Whysomadmansaytoo;butthemorefirmlytheybelieveintheirdelusions,themoretheystandinneedoftreatment。
LXX
——"O!whenshallIseeAthensanditsAcropolisagain?"——
Miserableman!artthounotcontentedwiththedailysightsthatmeetthineeyes?canstthoubeholdaughtgreaterornoblerthantheSun,Moon,andStars;thantheoutspreadEarthandSea?IfindeedthousapprehendestHimwhoadministerstheuniverse,ifthoubearestHimaboutwithinthee,canstthoustillhankeraftermerefragmentsofstoneandfinerock?WhenthouartabouttobidfarewelltotheSunandMoonitself,wiltthousitdownandcrylikeachild?Why,whatdidstthouhear,whatdidstthoulearn?
whydidstthouwritethyselfdownaphilosopher,whenthoumightesthavewrittenwhatwasthefact,namely,"IhavemadeoneortwoConpendiums,IhavereadsomeworksofChrysippus,andI
havenoteventouchedthehemofPhilosophy’srobe"!
LXXI
Friend,layholdwithadesperategrasp,ereitistoolate,onFreedom,onTranquility,onGreatnessofsoul!Liftupthyhead,asoneescapedfromslavery;daretolookuptoGod,andsay:——"DealwithmehenceforthasThouwilt;ThouandIareofonemind。IamThine:IrefusenothingthatseeethgoodtoThee;
leadonwhitherThouwilt;clothemeinwhatgarbThoupleasest;
wiltThouhavemearulerorasubject——athomeorinexile——
poororrich?AllthesethingswillIjustifyuntomenforThee。
Iwillshowthetruenatureofeach……"
WhowouldHerculeshavebeenhadheloiteredathome?noHercules,butEurystheus。Andinhiswanderingsthroughtheworldhowmanyfriendsandcomradesdidhefind?butnothingdearertohimthanGod。WhereforehewasbelievedtobeGod’sson,asindeedhewas。SotheninobediencetoHim,hewentaboutdeliveringtheearthfrominjusticeandlawlessness。
ButthouartnotHercules,thousayest,andcanstnotdeliverothersfromtheiriniquity——notevenTheseus,todeliverthesoilofAtticafromitsmonsters?Purgeawaythineown,castforththence——fromthineownmind,notrobbersandmonsters,butFear,Desire,Envy,Malignity,Avarice,Effeminacy,Intemperance。
Andthesemaynotbecastout,exceptbylookingtoGodalone,byfixingthyaffectionsonHimonly,andbyconsecratingthyselftoHiscommands。Ifthouchoosestaughtelse,withsighsandgroansthouwiltbeforcedtofollowaMightgreaterthanthineown,everseekingTranquillitywithout,andneverabletoattainuntoher。Forthouseekestherwheresheisnottobefound;andwheresheis,therethouseekesthernot!
LXXII
IfamanwouldpursuePhilosophy,hisfirsttaskistothrowawayconceit。Foritisimpossibleforamantobegintolearnwhathehasaconceitthathealreadyknows。
LXXIII
Givemebutoneyoungman,thathascometotheSchoolwiththisintention,whostandsforthachampionofthiscause,andsays,"AllelseIrenounce,contentifIambutabletopassmylifefreefromhindranceandtrouble;toraisemyheadaloftandfaceallthingsasafreeman;tolookuptoheavenasafriendofGod,fearingnothingthatmaycometopass!"Pointoutsuchaonetome,thatImaysay,"Enter,youngman,intopossessionofthatwhichisthineown。ForthylotistoadornPhilosophy。
Thinearethesepossessions;thinethesebooks,thesediscourses!"
Andwhenourchampionhasdulyexercisedhimselfinthispartofthesubject,Ihopehewillcomebacktomeandsay:——
"WhatIdesireistobefreefrompassionandfromperturbation;
asonewhogrudgesnopainsinthepursuitofpietyandphilosophy,whatIdesireistoknowmydutytotheGods,mydutytomyparents,tomybrothers,tomycountry,tostrangers。"
"Enterthenonthesecondpartofthesubject;itisthinealso。"
"ButIhavealreadymasteredthesecondpart;onlyIwishedtostandfirmandunshaken——asfirmwhenasleepaswhenawake,asfirmwhenelatedwithwineasindespondencyanddejection。"
"Friend,youareverilyaGod!youcherishgreatdesigns。"
LXXIV
"Thequestionatstake,"saidEpictetus,"isnocommonone;
itisthis:——Areweinoursenses,orarewenot?"
LXXV
Ifyouhavegivenwaytoanger,besurethatoverandabovetheevilinvolvedtherein,youhavestrengthenedthehabit,andaddedfueltothefire。Ifovercomebyatemptationoftheflesh,donotreckonitasingledefeat,butthatyouhavealsostrengthenedyourdissolutehabits。Habitsandfacultiesarenecessarilyaffectedbythecorrespondingacts。Thosethatwerenottherebefore,springup:therestgaininstrengthandextent。ThisistheaccountwhichPhilosophersgiveoftheoriginofdiseasesofthemind:——Supposeyouhaveoncelustedaftermoney:ifreasonsufficienttoproduceasenseofevilbeapplied,thenthelustischecked,andthemindatonceregainsitsoriginalauthority;whereasifyouhaverecoursetonoremedy,youcannolongerlookforthisreturn——onthecontrary,thenexttimeitisexcitedbythecorrespondingobject,theflameofdesireleapsupmorequicklythanbefore。Byfrequentrepetition,themindinthelongrunbecomescallous;andthusthismentaldiseaseproducesconfirmedAvarice。
Onewhohashadfever,evenwhenithaslefthim,isnotinthesameconditionofhealthasbefore,unlessindeedhiscureiscomplete。Somethingofthesamesortistruealsoofdiseasesofthemind。Behind,thereremainsalegacyoftracesandblisters:
andunlesstheseareeffectuallyerased,subsequentblowsonthesamespotwillproducenolongermereblisters,butsores。Ifyoudonotwishtobepronetoanger,donotfeedthehabit;giveitnothingwhichmaytenditsincrease。Atfirst,keepquietandcountthedayswhenyouwerenotangry:"Iusedtobeangryeveryday,theneveryotherday:nexteverytwo,nexteverythreedays!"andifyousucceedinpassingthirtydays,sacrificetotheGodsinthanksgiving。
LXXVI
Howthenmaythisbeattained?——Resolve,nowifneverbefore,toapprovethyselftothyself;resolvetoshowthyselffairinGod’ssight;longtobepurewiththineownpureselfandGod!
LXXVII
Thatisthetrueathlete,thattrainshimselftoresistsuchoutwardimpressionsasthese。
"Stay,wretchedman!suffernotthyselftobecarriedaway!"
Greatisthecombat,divinethetask!youarefightingforKingship,forLiberty,forHappiness,forTranquillity。RememberGod:calluponHimtoaidthee,likeacomradethatstandsbesidetheeinthefight。
LXXVIII
WhothenisaStoic——inthesensethatwecallastatueofPhidiaswhichismodelledafterthatmaster’sart?Showmeamaninthissensemodelledafterthedoctrinesthatareeveruponhislips。Showmeamanthatissick——andhappy;anexile——andhappy;
inevilreport——andhappy!Showmehim,Iaskagain。SohelpmeHeaven,IlongtoseeoneStoic!Nay,ifyoucannotshowmeonefullymodelled,letmeatleastseeoneinwhomtheprocessisatwork——onewhosebentisinthatdirection。Domethatfavour!
Grudgeitnottoanoldman,tobeholdasighthehasneveryetbeheld。ThinkyouIwishtoseetheZeusorAthenaofPhidias,bedeckedwithgoldandivory?——Nay,showme,oneofyou,ahumansoul,desiringtobeofonemindwithGod,nomoretolayblameonGodorman,tosuffernothingtodisappoint,nothingtocrosshim,toyieldneithertoanger,envy,norjealousy——inaword,whydisguisethematter?onethatfromamanwouldfanbecomeaGod;onethatwhilestillimprisionedinthisdeadbodymakesfellowshipwithGodhisaim。Showmehim!——Ah,youcannot!Thenwhymockyourselvesanddeludeothers?whystalkabouttrickedoutinothermen’sattrire,thievesandrobbersthatyouareofnamesandthingstowhichyoucanshownotitle!
LXXIX
Ifyouhaveassumedacharacterbeyondyourstrength,youhavebothplayedapoorfigureinthat,andneglectedonethatiswithinyourpowers。
LXXX
Fellow,youhavecometoblowsathomewithaslave:youhaveturnedthehouseholdupsidedown,andthrowntheneighbourhoodintoconfusion;anddoyoucometomethenwithairsofassumedmodesty——doyousitdownlikeasageandcriticisemyexplanantionofthereadings,andwhateveridlebabbleyousayhascomeintomyhead?Haveyoucomefullofenvy,anddejectedbecausenothingissentyoufromhome;andwhilethediscussionisgoingon,doyousitbroodingonnothingbuthowyourfatheroryourbrotheraredisposedtowardsyou:——"Whataretheysayingaboutmethere?atthismomenttheyimagineIammakingprogressandsaying,Hewillreturnperfectlyomniscient!
IwishIcouldbecomeomniscientbeforeIreturn;butthatwouldbeverytroublesome。Noonesendsmeanything——thebathsatNicopolisaredirty;thingsarewretchedathomeandwretchedhere。"Andthentheysay,"NobodyisanythebetterfortheSchool。"——WhocomestotheSchoolwithasincerewishtolearn:
tosubmithisprinciplestocorrectionandhimselftotreatment?
Who,togainasenseofhiswants?WhythenbesurprisedifyoucarryhomefromtheSchoolexactlywhatyoubringintoit?
LXXXI
"Epictetus,Ihaveoftencomedesiringtohearyouspeak,andyouhavenevergivenmeanyanswer;nowifpossible,I
entreatyou,saysomethingtome。"
"Isthere,doyouthink,"repliedEpictetus,"anartofspeakingasofotherthings,ifitistobedoneskilfullyandwithprofittothehearer?"
"Yes。"
"Andareallprofitedbywhattheyhear,oronlysomeamongthem?Sothatitseemsthereisanartofhearingaswellasofspeaking……Tomakeastatueneedsskill:toviewastatuearightneedsskillalso。"
"Admitted。"
"AndIthinkallwillallowthatonewhoproposestohearphilosophersspeakneedsaconsiderabletraininginhearing。Isthatnotso?Thetellmeonwhatsubjectyourareabletohearme。"
"Why,ongoodandevil。"
"Thegoodandevilofwhat?ahorse,anox?"
"No;ofaman。"
"DoweknowthenwhatManis?whathisnatureis?whatisthideawehaveofhim?Andareourearspractisedinanydegreeonthesubject?Nay,doyouunderstandwhatNatureis?canyoufollowmeinanydegreewhenIsaythatIshallhavetousedemonstration?DoyouunderstandwhatDemonstrationis?whatTrueorFalseis?……mustIdriveyoutoPhilosophy?……ShowmewhatgoodIamtodobydiscoursingwithyou。Rousemydesiretodoso。Thesightofapastureitlovesstirsinasheepthedesiretofeed:showitastoneorabitofbreadanditremainsunmoved。Thuswealsohavecertainnaturaldesires,aye,andonethatmovesustospeakwhenwefindalistenerthatisworthhissalt:onethathhimselfstirsthespirit。Butifhesitsbylikeastoneoratuftofgrass,howcanherouseaman’sdesire?"
"Thenyouwillsaynothingtome?"
"Icanonlytellyouthis:thatonewhoknowsnotwhoheisandtowhatendhewasborn;whatkindofworldthisisandwithwhomheisassociatedtherein;onewhocannotdistinguishGoodandEvil,BeautyandFoulness,……TruthandFalsehood,willneverfollowReasoninshapinghisdesiresandimpulsesandrepulsions,noryetinassent,denial,orsuspensionofjudgement;butwillinonewordgoaboutdeafandblind,thinkinghimselftobesomewhat,whenheisintruthofnoaccount。Isthereanythingnewinallthis?Isnotthisignorancethecauseofallthemistakesandmischancesofmensincethehumanracebegan?……"
"ThisisallIhavetosaytoyou,andeventhisagainstthegrain。Why?Becauseyouhavenotstirredmyspirit。ForwhatcanIseeinyoutostirme,asaspiritedhorsewillstirajudgeofhorses?Yourbody?Thatyoumaltreat。Yourdress?Thatisluxurious。Youbehavior,yourlook?——Nothingwhatever。Whenyouwanttohearaphilosopher,donotsay,Yousaynothingtome’;
onlyshowyourselfworthyorfittohear,andthenyouwillseehowyouwillmovethespeaker。"
LXXXII
Andnow,whenyouseebrothersapparentlygoodfriendsandlivinginaccord,donotimmediatelypronounceanythingupontheirfriendship,thoughtheyshouldaffirmitwithanoath,thoughtheyshoulddeclare,"Forustoliveapartinathingimpossible!"Fortheheartofabadmanisfaithless,unprincipled,inconstant:nowoverpoweredbyoneimpression,nowbyanother。Asknottheusualquestions,Weretheybornofthesameparents,rearedtogether,andunderthesametutor;butaskthisonly,inwhattheyplacetheirrealinterest——whetherinoutwardthingsorintheWill。Ifinoutwardthings,callthemnotfriends,anymorethanfaithful,constant,braveorfree:
callthemnotevenhumanbeings,ifyouhaveanysense……ButshouldyouhearthatthesemenholdtheGoodtolieonlyintheWill,onlyinrightlydealingwiththethingsofsense,takenomoretroubletoinquirewhethertheyarefatherandsonorbrothers,orcomradesoflongstanding;but,sureofthisonething,pronounceasboldlythattheyarefriendsasthattheyarefaithfulandjust:forwhereelsecanFriendshipbefoundthanwhereModestyis,wherethereisaninterchangeofthingsfairandhonest,andofsuchonly?
LXXXIII
NomancanrobusofourWill——nomancanlorditoverthat!
LXXXIV
Whendiseaseanddeathovertakeme,IwouldfainbefoundengagedinthetaskofliberatingmineoewWillfromtheassaultsofpassion,fromhindrance,fromresentment,fromslavery。
ThuswouldIfaintobefoundemployed,sothatImaysaytoGod,"HaveIinaughttransgressedThycommands?HaveIinaughtpervertedthefaculties,thesenses,thenaturalprinciplesthatThoudidstgiveme?HaveIeverblamedTheeorfoundfaultwithThineadministration?WhenitwasThygoodpleasure,Ifellsick——
andsodidothermen:bymywillconsented。BecauseitwasThypleasure,Ibecamepoor:butmyheartrejoiced。NopowerintheStatewasmine,becauseThouwouldstnot:suchpowerIneverdesired!HastThoueverseenmeofmoredolefulcountenanceonthataccount?HaveInoteverdrawnnighuntoTheewithcheerfullook,waitinguponThycommands,attentivetoThysignals?WiltThouthatInowdepartfromthegreatAssemblyofmen?Igo:I
giveTheeallthanks,thatThouhastdeemedmeworthytotakepartwithTheeinthisAssembly:tobeholdThyworks,tocomprehendthisThineadministration。"
SuchIwouldwerethesubjectofmythoughts,mypen,mystudy,whendeathovertakesme。
LXXXV
Seemethitnothingtoyou,nevertoaccuse,nevertoblameeitherGodorMan?toweareverthesamecountenanceingoingforthasincomingin?ThiswasthesecretofSocrates:yetheneversaidthatheknewortaughtanything……Whoamongstyoumakesthishisaim?Wereitindeedso,youwouldgladlyenduresickness,hunger,aye,deathitself。
LXXXVI
HowareweconstitutedbyNature?Tobefree,tobenoble,tobemodest(forwhatotherlivingthingiscapableofblushing,oroffeelingtheimpressionofshame?)andtosubordinatepleasuretotheendsforwhichNaturedesignedus,asahandmaidandaminister,inordertocallforthouractivity;inordertokeepusconstanttothepathprescribedbyNature。
LXXXVII
Thehusbandmandealswithland;physiciansandtrainerswiththebody;thewisemanwithhisownMind。
LXXXVIII
WhichofusdoesnotadmirewhatLycurgustheSpartandid?A
youngcitizenhadputouthiseye,andbeenhandedovertohimbythepeopletobepunishedathisowndiscretion。Lycurgusabstainedfromallvengeance,butonthecontraryinstructedandmadeagoodmanofhim。Producinghiminpublicinthetheatre,hesaidtotheastonishedSpartans:——"Ireceivedthisyoungmanatyourhandsfullofviolenceandwantoninsolence;Irestorehimtoyouinhisrightmindandfittoservehiscountry。"
LXXXIX
Amoney—changermaynotrejectCaesar’scoin,normaythesellerofherbs,butmustwhenoncethecoinisshown,deliverwhatissoldforit,whetherhewillorno。SoisitalsowiththeSoul。OncetheGoodappears,itattractstowardsitself;evilrepels。ButaclearandcertainimpressionoftheGoodtheSoulwillneverreject,anymorethanmendoCaesar’scoin。OnthishangseveryimpulsealikeofManandGod。
XC
AskedwhatCommonSensewas,Epictetusreplied:——
AsthatmaybecalledaCommonEarwhichdistinguishesonlysounds,whilethatwhichdistinguishesmusicalnotesisnotcommonbutproducedbytraining;sotherearecertainthingswhichmennotentirelypervertedseebythenaturalprinciplescommontoall。SuchaconstitutionoftheMindiscalledCommonSense。
XCI
Canstthoujudgemen?……thenmakeusimitatorsofthyself,asSocratesdid。Dothis,donotdothat,elsewillI
casttheeintoprision;thisisnotgoverningmenlikereasonablecreatures。Sayrather,AsGodhathordained,sodo;elsethouwiltsufferchastisementandloss。Askestthouwhatloss?Noneotherthanthis:Tohaveleftundonewhatthoushouldsthavedone:tohavelostthefaithfulness,thereverence,themodestythatisinthee!Greaterlossthanthisseeknottofind!
XCII
"Hissonisdead。"
Whathashappened?
"Hissonisdead。"
Nothingmore?
"Nothing。"
"Hisshipislost。"
"Hehasbeenhaledtoprision。"
Whathashappened?
"Hehasbeenhaledtoprision。"
Butthatanyofthesethingsaremisfortunestohim,isanadditionwhicheveryonemakesofhisown。But(yousay)Godisunjustisthis。——Why?Forhavinggiventheeenduranceandgreatnessofsoul?Forhavingmadesuchthingstobenoevils?
Forplacinghappinesswithinthyreach,evenwhenenduringthem?
Foropenuntotheeadoor,whenthingsmakenotforthygood?——
Depart,myfriendandfindfaultnomore!
XCIII
YouaresailingtoRome(youtellme)toobtainthepostofGovernorofCnossus。Youarenotcontenttostayathomewiththehonoursyouhadbefore;youwantsomethingonalargerscale,andmoreconspicuous。Butwhendidyoueverundertakeavoyageforthepurposeofreviewingyourownprinciplesandgettingridofanyofthemthatprovedunsound?Whomdidyouevervisitforthatobject?Whattimedidyoueversetyourselfforthat?Whatage?Runoverthetimesofyourlife——byyourself,ifyouareashamedbeforeme。Didyouexamineyourprincipleswhenaboy?
Didyounotdoeverythingjustasyoudonow?Orwhenyouwereastripling,attendingtheschooloforatoryandpractisingtheartyourself,whatdidyoueverimagineyoulacked?Andwhenyouwereayoungman,entereduponpubliclife,andwerepleadingcausesandmakinganame,whoanylongerseemedequaltoyou?Andatwhatmomentwouldyouhaveenduredanotherexaminingyourprinciplesandprovingthattheywereunsound?WhatthenamItosaytoyou?"Helpmeinthismatter!"youcry。Ah,forthatI
havenorule!Andneitherdidyou,ifthatwasyourobject,cometomeasaphilosopher,butasyoumighthavegonetoaherb—selleroracobbler。——"Whatdophilosophershaverulesfor,then?"——Why,thatwhatevermaybetide,ourrulingfacultymaybeasNaturewouldhaveit,andsoremain。Thinkyouthisasmallmatter?Notso!butthegreatestthingthereis。Well,doesitneedbutashorttime?Canitbegraspedbyapasser—by?——graspit,ifyoucan!
Thenyouwillsay,"Yes,ImetEpictetus!"
Aye,justasyoumightastatueoramonument。Yousawme!
andthatisall。Butamanwhomeetsamanisonewholearnstheother’smind,andletshimseeisinturn。Learnmymind——showmeyours;andthengoandsaythatyoumetme。Letustryeachother;ifIhaveanywrongprinciple,ridmeofit;ifyouhave,outwithit。Thatiswhatmeetingaphilosophermeans。Notso,youthink;thisisonlyaflyingvisit;whilewearehiringtheship,wecanseeEpictetustoo!Letusseewhathehastosay。
Thenonleavingyoucry,"OutonEpictetusforaworthlessfellow,provincialandbarbarousofspeech!"Whatelseindeeddidyoucometojudgeof?
XCIV
Whetheryouwillorno,youarepoorerthanI!
"WhatthendoIlack?"
Whatyouhavenot:Constancyofmind,suchasNaturewouldhaveitbe:Tranquillity。Patronornopatron,whatcareI?butyoudocare。Iamricherthanyou:IamnotrackedwithanxietyastowhatCaesarmaythinkofme;Iflatternoneonthataccount。ThisiswhatIhave,insteadofvesselsofgoldandsilver!yourvesselsmaybeofgold,butyourreason,yourprinciples,youracceptedviews,yourinclinations,yourdesiresareofearthenware。
XCV
Toyou,allyouhaveseemssmall:tome,allIhaveseemsgreat。Yourdesireisinsatiable,mineissatisfied。Seechildrenthrustingtheirhandsintoanarrow—neckedjar,andstrivingtopulloutthenutsandfigsitcontains:iftheyfillthehand,theycannotpullitoutagain,andthentheyfalltotears。——
"Letgoafewofthem,andthenyoucandrawouttherest!"——
You,too,letyourdesirego!covetnotmanythings,andyouwillobtain。
XCVI
Pittacuswrongedbyonewhomhehaditinhispowertopunish,lethimgofree,saying,Forgivenessisbetterthanrevenge。Theoneshowsnativegentleness,theothersavagery。
XCVII
"Mybrotheroughtnottohavetreatedmethus。"
True:buthemustseetothat。Howeverhemaytreatme,I
mustdealrightlybyhim。Thisiswhatlieswithme,whatnonecanhinder。
XCVIII
Neverthelessamanshouldalsobepreparedtobesufficientuntohimself——todwellwithhimselfalone,evenasGoddwellswithHimselfalone,sharesHisreposewithnone,andconsidersthenatureofHisownadministration,intentuponsuchthoughtsasaremeetuntoHimself。Soshouldwealsobeabletoconversewithourselves,toneednoneelsebeside,tosighfornodistraction,tobendourthoughtsupontheDivineAdministration,andhowwestandrelatedtoallelse;toobservehowhumanaccidentstouchedusofold,andhowtheytouchusnow;whatthingstheyarethatstillhavepowertohurtus,andhowtheymaybecuredorremoved;toperfectwhatneedsperfectingasReasonwoulddirect。
XCIX
Ifamanhasfrequentintercoursewithothers,eitherinthewayofconversation,entertainment,orsimplefamiliarity,hemusteitherbecomelikethem,orchangethemtohisownfashion。
Alivecoalplacednextadeadonewilleitherkindlethatorbequenchedbyit。Suchbeingtherisk,itiswelltobecautiousinadmittingintimaciesofthissort,rememberingthatonecannotrubshoulderswithasoot—stainedmanwithoutsharingthesootoneself。Whatwillyoudo,supposingthetalkturnsongladiators,orhorses,orprize—fighters,or(whatisworse)onpersons,condemningthisandthat,approvingtheother?Orsupposeamansneersandjeersorshowsamalignanttemper?Hasanyamongustheskillofthelute—player,whoknowsatthefirsttouchwhichstringsareoutoftuneandsetstheinstrumentright:hasanyofyousuchpowerasSocrateshad,inallhisintercoursewithmen,ofwinningthemovertohisownconvictions?Nay,butyoumustneedsbeswayedhitherandthitherbytheuninstructed。Howcomesitthenthattheyprovesomuchstrongerthanyou?Becausetheyspeakfromthefulnessoftheheart——theirlow,corruptviewsaretheirrealconvictions:
whereasyourfinesentimentsarebutfromthelips,outwards;
thatiswhytheyaresonervelessanddead。Itturnsone’sstomachtolistentoyourexhortations,andhearofyourmiserableVirtue,thatyouprateofupanddown。ThusitisthattheVulgarprovetoostrongforyou。Everywherestrength,everywherevictorywaitsyourconviction!
C
Ingeneral,anymethodsofdisciplineappliedtothebodywhichtendtomodifyitsdesiresorrepulsions,aregood——forasceticends。Butifdonefordisplay,theybetrayatonceamanwhokeepsaneyeonoutwardshow;whohasanulteriorpurpose,andislookingforspectatorstoshout,"Ohwhatagreatman!"
ThisiswhyApolloniussowellsaid:"Ifyouarebentuponalittleprivatediscipline,waittillyouarechokingwithheatsomeday——thentakeamouthfulofcoldwater,andspititoutagain,andtellnoman!"
CI
Studyhowtogiveasonethatissick:thatthoumayesthereaftergiveasonethatiswhole。Fast;drinkwateronly;
abstainaltogetherfromdesire,thatthoumayesthereafterconformthydesiretoReason。
CII
Thouwouldstdogooduntomen?thenshowthembythineownexamplewhatkindofmenphilosophycanmake,andceasefromfoolishtrifling。Eating,dogoodtothemthateatwiththee;
drinking,tothemthatdrinkwiththee;yielduntoall,giveway,andbearwiththem。Thusshaltthoudothemgood:butventnotuponthemthineownevilhumour!
CIII
Evenasbadactorscannotsingalone,butonlyinchorus:sosomecannotwalkalone。
Man,ifthouartaught,strivetowalkaloneandholdconversewiththyself,insteadofskulkinginthechorus!atlengththink;lookaroungthee;bestirthyself,thatthoumayestknowwhothouart!
CIV
YouwouldfainbevictorattheOlympicgames,yousay。Yes,butweightheconditions,weightheconsequences;thenandthenonly,laytoyourhand——ifitbeforyourprofit。Youmustlivebyrule,submittodiet,abstainfromdaintymeats,exerciseyourbodyperforceatstatedhours,inheatorincold;drinknocoldwater,nor,itmaybe,wine。Inaword,youmustsurrenderyourselfwhollytoyourtrainer,asthoughtoaphysician。
Theninthehourofcontest,youwillhavetodelvetheground,itmaychancedislocateanarm,sprainanankle,gulpdownabundanceofyellowsand,bescourgewiththewhip——andwithallthissometimeslosethevictory。Countthecost——andthen,ifyourdesirestillholds,trythewrestler’slife。Elseletmetellyouthatyouwillbebehavinglikeapackofchildrenplayingnowatwrestlers,nowatgladiators;presentlyfallingtotrumpetingandanontostageplaying,whenthefancytakesthemforwhattheyhaveseen。Andyouareeventhesame:wrestler,gladiator,philosopher,oratorallbyturnsandnoneofthemwithyourwholesoul。Likeanape,youmimicwhatyousee,toonethingconstantnever;thethingthatisfamiliarcharmsnomore。
Thisisbecauseyouneverundertookaughtwithdueconsideration,norafterstrictlytestingandviewingitfromeveryside;no,yourchoicewasthoughtless;theglowofyourdesirehadwaxedcold……
Friend,bethinkyoufirstwhatitisyouwoulddo,andthenwhatyourownnatureisabletobear。Wouldyoubeawrestler,consideryourshoulders,yourthighs,yourlions——notallmenareformedtothesameend。Thinkyoutobeaphilosopherwhileactingasyoudo?thinkyougoonthuseating,thusdrinking,givingwayinlikemannertowrathandtodispleasure?Nay,youmustwatch,youmustlabour;overcomecertaindesires;quityourfamiliarfriends,submittobedespisedbyyourslave,tobeheldinderisionbythemthatmeetyou,totakethelowerplaceinallthings,inoffice,inpositionsofauthority,incourtsoflaw。
Weighthesethingsfully,andthen,ifyouwill,laytoyourhand;ifasthepriceofthesethingsyouwouldgainFreedom,Tranquillity,andpassionlessSerenity。
CV
HethathathnomusicalinstructionisachildinMusic;hethathathnolettersisachildinLearning;hethatisuntaughtisachildinLife。
CVI
Cananyprofitbederivedfromthesemen?Aye,fromall。
"What,evenfromareviler?"
"Why,tellmewhatprofitawrestlergainsfromhimyouexerciseshimbeforehand?Theverygreatest:hetrainsmeinthepracticeofendurance,ofcontrollingmytemper,ofgentleways。
Youdenyit。What,themanwholaysholdofmyneck,anddisciplinesloinsandshoulders,doesmegood,……whilehethattrainsmetokeepmytemperdoesmenone?Thisiswhatitmeans,notknowinghowtogainadvantagefrommen!Ismyneighbourbad?Badtohimself,butgoodtome:hebringsmygoodtemper,mygentlenessintoplay。Ismyfatherbad?Badtohimself,butgoodtome。ThisistherodofHermes;touchwhatyouwillwithit,theysay,anditbecomesgold。Nay,butbringwhatyouwillandIwilltransmuteitintoGood。Bringsickness,bringdeath,bringpovertyandreproach,bringtrialforlife——
allthesethingsthroughtherodofHermesshallbeturnedtoprofit。
CVII
Tillthenthesesoundopinionshavetakenfirmrootinyou,andyouhavegainedameasureofstrengthforyoursecurity,I
counselyoutobecautiousinassociatingwiththeuninstructed。
ElsewhateverimpressionsyoureceiveuponthetabletsofyourmindintheSchoolwilldaybydaymeltanddisappear,likewaxinthesun。Withdrawthensomewherefarfromtgesun,whileyouhavethesewaxensentiments。
CVIII
Wemustapproachthismatterinadifferentway;itisgreatandmystical:itisnocommonthing;norgiventoeveryman。
Wisdomalone,itmaybe,willnotsufficeforthecareofyouth:
amanneedsalsoacertainmeasureofreadiness——anaptitudefortheoffice;aye,andcertainbodilyqualities;andaboveall,tobecounselledofGodHimselftoundertakethispost;evenasHecounselledSocratestofillthepostofonewhoconfuteserror,assigningtoDiogenestheroyalofficeofhighreproof,andtoZenothatofpositiveinstruction。Whereasyouwouldfainsetupforaphysicianprovidedwithnothingbutdrugs!Whereandhowtheyshouldbeappliedyouneitherknownorcare。
CIX
Ifwhatcharmsyouisnothingbutabstractprinciples,sitdownandturmthemoverquietlyinyourmind:butneverdubyourselfaPhilosopher,norsufferotherstocallyouso。Sayrather:Heisinerror;formydesires,myimpulsesareunaltered。IgiveinmyadhesiontowhatIdidbefore;norhasmymodeofdealingwiththethingsofsenseundergoneanychange。
CX
WhenafriendinclinedtoCynicviewsaskedEpictetus,whatsortofpersonatrueCynicshouldbe,requestingageneralsketchofthesystem,heanswered:——"Wewillconsiderthatatleisure。AtpresentIcontentmyselfwithsayingthismuch:IfamanputhishandtosoweightyamatterwithoutGod,thewrathofGodabidesuponhim。Thatwhichhecovetswillbutbringuponhimpublicshame。Notevenonfindinghimselfinawell—orderedhousedoesamanstepforwardandsaytohimself,Imustbemasterhere!Elsethelordofthathousetakesnoticeofit,and,seeinghiminsolentlygivingorders,dragshimforthandchastiseshim。
SoitisalsointhisgreatCity,theWorld。HerealsoisthereaLordoftheHouse,whoordersallthing:——
"ThouaretheSun!inthineorbitthouhastpowertomaketheyearandtheseasons;
tobidthefruitsoftheearthtogrowandincrease,thewindsariseandfall;
thoucanstinduemeasurecherishwiththywarmththeframesofmen;gomakethycircuit,andthusministeruntoallfromthegreatesttotheleast!……
"ThoucanstleadahostagainstTroy;beAgamemnon!"
"ThoucanstmeetHectorinsinglecombat;beAchilles!"
ButhadThersitessteppedforwardandclaimedthechiefcommand,hehadbeenmetwitharefusal,orobtaineditonlytohisownshameandconfusionofface,beforeacloudofwitnesses。"
CXI
Othersmayfencethemselveswithwallsandhouses,whentheydosuchdeedsasthese,andwrapthemselvesindarkness——aye,theyhavemanyadevicetohidethemselves。Anothermayshuthisdoorandstationonebeforehischambertosay,ifanycomes,Hehasgoneforth!heisnotatleisure!ButthetrueCynicwillhavenoneofthesethings;insteadofthem,hemustwraphimselfinModesty:elsehewillbutbringhimselftoshame,nakedandundertheopensky。Thatishishouse;thatishisdoor;thatistheslavethatguardshischamber;thatishisdarkness!
CXII
Death?letitcomewhenitwill,whetheritsmitebutapartofthewhole:Fly,youtellme——fly!ButwhithershallIfly?
CananymancastmebeyondthelimitsoftheWorld?Itmaynotbe!AndwhithersoeverIgo,thereshallIstillfindSun,Moon,andStars;thereIshallfinddreams,andomens,andconversewiththeGods!
CXIII
FurthermorethetrueCynicmustknowthatheissentasaMessengerfromGodtomen,toshowuntothemthatastouchinggoodandeviltheyareinerror;lookingforthesewheretheyarenottobefound,noreverbethinkingthemselveswheretheyare。
AndlikeDiogeneswhenbroughtbeforePhilipafterthebattleofChaeronea,theCynicmustrememberthatheisaSpy。ForaSpyhereallyis——tobringbackwordwhatthingsareonMan’sside,andwhatagainsthim。Andwhenhehaddiligentlyobservedall,hemustcomebackwithatruereport,notterrifiedintoannouncingthemtobefoesthatarenofoes,norotherwiseperturbedorconfoundedbythethingsofsense。
CXIV
Howcanitbethatonewhohathnothing,neitherraimant,norhouse,norhome,norbodilytendance,norservant,norcity,shouldyetlivetranquilandcontented?BeholdGodhathsentyouamantoshowyouinactanddeedthatitmaybeso。Beholdme!I
haveneitherhousenorpossessionsnorservants:thegroundismycouch;Ihavenowife,nochildren,noshelter——nothingbutearthandsky,andonepoorcloak。AndwhatlackIyet?amInotuntouchedbysorrow,byfear?amInotfree?……whenhaveI
laidanythingtothechargeofGodorMan?whenhaveIaccussedany?hathanyofyouseenmewithasorrowfulcountenance?AndinwhatwisetreatIthoseofwhomyoustandinfearandawe?Isitnotasslaves?WhowhenheseethmedothnotthinkthathebeholdethhisMasterandhisKing?
CXV
Givethyselfmorediligentlytoreflection:knowthyself:
takecounselwiththeGodhead:withoutGodputthinehanduntonothing!
CXVI
"Buttomarryandtorearoffspring,"saidtheyoungman,"willtheCynicholdhimselfboundtoundertakethisasachiefduty?"
Grantmearepublicofwisemen,answeredEpictetus,andperhapsnonewilllightlytaketheCyniclifeuponhim。Foronwhoseaccountshouldheembracethatmethodoflife?Supposehoweverthathedoes,therewillthenbenothingtohinderhismarryingandrearingoffspring。Forhiswifewillbeevensuchanotherashimself,andlikewiseherfather;andinlikemannerwillhischildrenbebroughtup。
Butinthepresentconditionofthings,whichresemblesanArmyinbattlearray,oughtnottheCynictobefreefromalldistractionandgivenwhollytotheserviceofGod,sothathecangoinandoutamongmen,neitherfetteredbythedutiesnorentangledbytherelationsofcommonlife?Forifhetransgressthem,hewillforfeitthecharacterofagoodmanandtrue;
whereasifheobservethem,thereisanendtohimastheMessenger,theSpy,theHeraldoftheGods!
CXVII
AskmeifyouchooseifaCynicshallengageintheadministrationoftheState。Ofool,seekyouanobleradministrationthatthatinwhichheisengaged?AskyouifamanshallcomeforwardintheAthenianassemblyandtalkaboutrevenueandsupplies,whenhisbusinessistoconversewithallmen,Athenians,Corinthians,andRomansalike,notaboutsupplies,notaboutrevenue,noryetpeaceandwar,butaboutHappinessandMisery,ProsperityandAdversity,SlaveryandFreedom?
AskyouwhetheramanshallengageintheadministrationoftheStatewhohasengagedinsuchanAdministrationasthis?Askmetooifheshallgovern;andagainIwillanswer,Fool,whatgreatergovernmentshallheholdthanheholdsalready?
CXVIII
Suchamanneedsalsotohaveacertainhabitofbody。Ifheappearsconsumptive,thinandpale,histestimonyhasnolongerthesameauthority。HemustnotonlyprovetotheunlearnedbyshowingthemwhathisSoulisthatitispossibletobeagoodmanapartfromallthattheyadmire;buthemustalsoshowthem,byhisbody,thataplainandsimplemanneroflifeundertheopenskydoesnoharmtothebodyeither。"See,Iamproofofthis!andmybodyalso。"AsDiogenesusedtodo,whowentaboutfreshoflookandbytheveryappearanceofhisbodydrewmen’seyes。ButifaCynicisanobjectofpity,heseemsamerebeggar;allturnaway,allareoffendedathim。Norshouldhebeslovenlyoflook,soasnottoscaremenfromhiminthiswayeither;onthecontrary,hisveryroughnessshouldbecleanandattractive。
CXIX
Kingsandtyrantshavearmedguardswherewithtochastisecertainpersons,thoughtheythemselvesbeevil。ButtotheCynicconsciencegivesthispower——notarmsandguards。Whenheknowsthathehaswatchedandlabouredonbehalfofmankind:thatsleephathfoundhimpure,andlefthimpurerstill:thathisthoughtshavebeenthethoughtofaFriendoftheGods——ofaservant,yetonethathathapartinthegovernmentoftheSupremeGod:thatthewordsareeveronhislips:——
Leadme,OGod,andthou,ODestiny!
aswellasthese:——
IfthisbeGod’swill,soletitbe!
whyshouldhenotspeakboldlyuntohisownbrethren,untohischildren——inaword,untoallthatareakintohim!
CXX
DoesaPhilosopherapplytopeopletocomeandhearhim?
doeshenotrather,ofhisownnature,attractthosethatwillbebenefitedbyhim——likethesunthatwarms,thefoodthatsustainsthem?WhatPhysicianappliestomentocomeandbehealed?
(ThoughindeedIhearthatthePhysiciansatRomedonowadaysapplyforpatients——inmytimetheywereappliedto。)Iapplytoyoutocomeandhearthatyouareinevilcase;thatwhatdeservesyourattentionmostinthelastthingtogainit;thatyouknownotgoodfromevil,andareinshortahaplesswretch;afinewaytoapply!thoughunlessthewordsofthePhilosopheraffectyouthus,speakerandspeecharealikedead。
CXXI
APhilosopher’sschoolisaSurgery:pain,notpleasure,youshouldhavefelttherein。Foronenteringnoneofyouiswhole。
Onehasashoulderoutofjoint,anotheranabscess:athirdsuffersfromanissue,afourthfrompainsinthehead。AndamI
thentositdownandtreatyoutoprettysentimentsandemptyflourishes,sothatyoumayapplaudmeanddepart,withneithershoulder,norhead,norissue,norabscessawhitthebetterforyourvisit?Isitthenforthisthatyoungmenaretoquittheirhomes,andleaveparents,friends,kinsmenandsubstancetomouthoutBravotoyouremptyphrases!
CXXII
Ifanybeunhappy,lethimrememberthatheisunhappybyreasonofhimselfalone。ForGodhathmadeallmentoenjoyfelicityandconstancyofgood。
CXXIII
Shallweneverweanourselves——shallweneverheedtheteachingsofPhilosophy(unlessperchancetheyhavebeensoundinginourearslikeandenchanter’sdrone):——
ThisWorldisonegreatCity,andoneifthesubstancewhereofitisfashioned:acertainperiodindeedthereneedsmustbe,whilethesegiveplacetothose;somemustperishforotherstosucceed;somemoveandsomeabide:yetallisfulloffriends——
firstGod,thenMen,whomNaturehathboundbytiesofkindredeachtoeach。
CXXIV
Nordidtheheroweepandlamentatleavinghischildrenorphans。Forheknewthatnomanisanorphan,butitistheFatherthatcarethforallcontinuallyandforevermore。NotbymerereporthadheheardthattheSupremeGodistheFatherofmen:seeingthathecalledHimFatherbelievingHimsotobe,andinallthathedidhadeverhiseyesfixeduponHim。Whereforeinwhatsoeverplacehewas,thereiswasgivenhimtolivehappily。
CXXV
Knowyounotthatthethingisawarfare?oneman’sdutyistomountguard,anothermustgoouttoreconnoitre,athirdtobattle;allcannotbeinoneplace,norwoulditevenbeexpedient。Butyou,insteadofexecutingyouCommander’sorders,complainifaughtharsherthanusualisenjoined;notunderstandingtowhatconditionyouarebringingthearmy,sofarasinyoulies。Ifallweretofollowyourexample,nonewoulddigatrench,nonewouldcastarampartaroundthecamp,nonewouldkeepwatch,orexposehimselftodanger;butallturnoutuselessfortheserviceofwar……Thusitisherealso。Everylifeisawarfare,andthatlongandvarious。Youmustfulfilasolider’sduty,andobeyeachorderatyourcommander’snod:aye,ifitbepossible,divinewhathewouldhavedone;forbetweenthatCommandandthis,thereisnocomparison,eitherinmightorinexcellence。
CXXVI
Haveyouagainforgotten?Knowyounotthatagoodmandoesnothingforappearance’sake,butforthesakeofhavingdoneright?……
"Istherenorewardthen?"
Reward!doyouseekanygreaterrewardforagoodmanthandoingwhatisrightandjust?YetattheGreatGamesyoulookfornothingelse;therethevictor’scrownyoudeemenough。Seemsittoyousosmallathingandworthless,tobeagoodman,andhappytherein?
CXXVII
Itbefitstheenottobeunhappybyreasonofany,butrathertobehappybyreasonofallmen,andespeciallybyreasonofGod,whoformedustothisend。
CXXVIII
What,didDiogeneslovenoman,hethatwassogentle,sotrueafriendtomenascheerfullytoenduresuchbodilyhardshipsforthecommonwealofallmankind?Buthowlovedhethem?AsbehovedaministeroftheSupremeGod,alikecaringformenandsubjectuntoGod。
CXXIX
IambyNaturemadeformyowngood;notformyownevil。
CXXX
Remindthyselfthathewhomthoulovestismortal——thatwhatthoulovestisnotthineown;itisgiventheeforthepresent,notirrevocablynorforever,butevenasafigorabunchofgrapesattheappointedseasonoftheyear……
"Butthesearewordsofevilomen。"……
What,callestthouaughtofevilomensavethatwhichsignifiessomeevilthing?Cowardiceisawordofevilomen,ifthouwilt,andmeannessofspirit,andlamentationandmourning,andshamelessness……
Butdonot,Ipraythee,callofevilomenawordthatissignificantofanynaturalthing:——aswellcallofevilomenthereapingofthecorn;forthatmeansthedestructionoftheears,thoughnotoftheWorld!——aswellsaythatthefalloftheleafisofevilomen;thatthedriedfigshouldtaketheplaceofthegreen;thatraisinsshouldbemadefromgrapes。Allthesearechangesfromaformerstateintoanother;notdestruction,butanorderedeconomy,afixedadministration。Suchisleavinghome,achangeofsmallaccount;suchisDeath,agreaterchange,fromwhatnowis,nottowhatisnot,buttoehatisnotnow。
"ShallIthennolongerbe?"
Notso;thouwiltbe;butsomethingdifferent,ofwhichtheWorldnowhathneed。Forthoutoowertbornnotwhenthouchosest,butwhentheWorldhadneedofthee。
CXXXI
Whereforeagoodmanandtrue,bearinginmindwhoheisandwhencehecameandfromwhomhesprang,caresonlyhowhemayfillhispostwithduedisciplineandobediencetoGod。
WiltthouthatIcontinuetolive?ThenwillIlive,asonethatisfreeandnoble,asThouwouldsthaveme。ForThowhastmademefreefromhindranceinwhatappertainethuntome。ButhastThounofurtherneedofme?IthankThee!UptothishourhaveIstayedforThysakeandnoneother’s:andnowinobediencetoTheeIdepart。
"Howdostthoudepart?"
AgainIsay,asThounwouldsthaveme;asonethatisfree,asThyservant,asonewhoseearisopenuntowhatThoudostenjoin,whatThoudostforbid。
CXXXII
WhatsoeverplaceorpostThouassignestme,soonerwillI
dieathousanddeaths,asSocratessaid,thendepartit。AndwherewiltThouhavebeme?AtRomeofAthens?AtThebesoronadesertisland?Onlyremembermethere!ShouldstThousendmewheremancannotliveasNaturewouldhavehim,Iwilldepart,notindisobediencetoThee,butasthoughThouwertsoundingthesignalformyretreat:IamnotdesertingThee——farbethatfromme!Ionlyperceivethatthouneedestmenolonger。
CXXXIII
IfyouareinGyaros,donotletyourminddwelluponlifeatRome,andallthepleasuresitofferedtoyouwhenlivingthere,andallthatwouldattendyourreturn。Ratherbeintentonthis——howhethatlivesinGyarosmayliveinGyaroslikeamanofspirit。AndifyouareatRome,donotletyourminddwelluponthelifeatAthens,butstudyonlyhowtoliveatRome。
Finally,intheroomofallotherpleasuresputthis——thepleasurewhichspringsfromconciousobediencetoGod。
CXXXIV
Toagoodmanthereisnoevil,eitherinlifeordeath。AndifGodsupplynotfood,hasHenot,asawiseCommander,soundedthesignalforretreatandnothingmore?Iobey,Ifollow——
speakinggoodofmyCommander,andpraisingHisacts。ForatHisgoodpleasureIcame;andIdepartwhenitpleasesHim;andwhileIwasyetalivethatwasmywork,tosingpraisesuntoGod!
CXXXV
ReflectthatthechiefsourceofallevilstoMan,andofbasenessandcowardice,isnotdeath,butthefearofdeath。
Againstthisfearthen,Iprayyou,hardenyourself;tothisletallyourreasonings,yourexercises,yourreadingtend。Thenshallyouknowthatthusalonearemensetfree。
CXXXVI
Heisfreewholivesashewishestolive;towhomnonecandoviolence,nonehinderorcompel;whoseimpulsesareunimpeded,whosedesiresareattaintheirpurpose,whofallsnotintowhathewouldavoid。Whethenwouldliveinerror?——None。Whowouldlivedeceivedandpronetofall,unjust,intemperate,inabjectwhiningathislot?——None。Thendothnowickedmanliveashewould,andthereforeneitherishefree。
CXXXVII
Thusdothemorecautiousoftravellersact。Theroadissaidtobebesetbyrobbers。Thetravellerwillnotventurealone,butawaitsthecompanionshipontheroadofanambassador,aquaestororaproconsul。Tohimheattacheshimselfandthuspassesbyinsafety。Sodoththewisemanintheworld。Manyarethecompaniesofrobbersandtyrants,manythestorms,thestraits,thelossesofallamanholdsdearest。Whithershallhefallforrefuge——howshallhepassbyunassailed?Whatcompanionontheroadshallheawaitforprotection?Suchandsuchawealthyman,ofconsularrank?AndhowshallIbeprofited,ifheisstrippedandfallstolamentationandweeping?Andhowifmyfellow—travellerhimselfturnsuponmeandrobsme?WhatamItodo?IwillbecomeafriendofCaesar’s!inhistrainnonewilldomewrong!Inthefirstplace——OtheindignitiesImustenduretowindistinction!Othemultitudeofhandstherewillbetorobme!AndifIsucceed,Caesartooisbutamortal。WhileshoulditcometopassthatIoffendhim,whithershallIfleefromhispresence?Tothewilderness?Andmaynotfeverawaitmethere?
Whatthenistobedone?Cannotafellow—travellerbefoundthatishonestandloyal,stongandsecureagainstsurprise?Thusdoththewisemanreason,consideringthatifhewouldpassthroughinsafety,hemustattachhimselfuntoGod。
CXXXVIII
"HowunderstandestthouattachhimselftoGod?"
ThatwhatGodwills,heshouldwillalso;thatwhatGodwillsnot,neithershouldhewill。
"Howthenmaythiscometopass?"
ByconsideringthemovementsofGod,andHisadministration。
CXXXIX
Anddostthouthathastreceivedallfromanother’shands,repineandblametheGiver,ifHetakesanythingfromthee?Why,whoartthou,andtowhatendcomestthouhere?wasitnotHethatmadetheLightmanifestuntothee,thatgavetheefellow—workers,andsenses,andthepowertoreason?AndhowbroughtHetheeintotheworld?Wasitnotasoneborntodie;asoneboundtoliveouthisearthlylifeinsomesmalltabernacleofflesh;
tobeholdHisadministration,andforalittlewhilesharewithHiminthemightymarchofthisgreatFestivalProcession?Nowthereforethatthouhastbeheld,whileitwaspermittedthee,theSolemnFeastandAssembly,wiltthounotcheerfullydepart,whemHesummonstheeforth,withadorationandthanksgivingforwhatthouhastseenandheard?——"Nay,butIwouldfainhavestayedlongerattheFestival。"——Ah,sowouldthemysticsfainhavetheritesprolonged;soperchancewouldthecrowdattheGreatGamesfainbeholdmorewrestlersstill。ButtheSolemnAssemblyisover!Comeforth,departwiththanksgivingandmodesty——giveplacetoothersthatmustcomeintobeingevenasthyself。
CXL
Whyartthouthusinsatiable?whythusunreasonable?whyencumbertheworld?——"Aye,butIfainwouldhavemywifeandchildrenwithmetoo。"——What,aretheythenthine,andnotHisthatgavethem——Histhatmadethee?Giveupthenthatwhichisnotthineown:yieldittoOnewhoisbetterthanthou。"Nay,butwhydidHebringoneintotheworldontheseconditions?"——Ifitsuitstheenot,depart!Hehathnoneedofaspectatorwhofindsfaultwithhislot!ThemthatwilltakepartintheFeastheneedeth——thatwilllifttheirvoiceswiththerestmthatmenmayapplaudthemore,andexalttheGreatAssemblyinhymnsandsongsofpraise。ButthewretchedandthefearfulHewillnotbedispleasedtoseeabsentfromit:forwhentheywerepresent,theydidnotbehaveasataFeast,norfulfiltheirproperoffice;butmoanedasthoughinpain,andfoundfaultwiththeirfate,theirfortuneandtheircompanions;insensibletowhathadfallentotheirlot,insensibletothepowerstheyhadreceivedforaverydifferentpurpose——thepowersofMagnanimity,NobilityofHeart,ofFortitude,orFreedom!
CXLI
Artthouthenfree?amanmaysay。Sohelpmeheaven,Ilongandprayforfreedom!ButIcannotlookmymastersboldlyintheface;Istillvaluethepoorbody;Istillsetmuchstoreonitspreservationwholeandsound。
ButIcanpointtheeoutafreeman,thatthoumayestbenomoreinsearchofanexample。Diogeneswasfree。Howso?Notbecausehewasoffreeparentage(forthat,indeed,wasnotthecase),butbecausehewashimselffree。Hehadcastawayeveryhandlewherebyslaverymightlayholdofhimtoenslavehim,norwasitpossibleforanytoapproachandtakeholdofhimtoenslavehim。Allthingssatlooseuponhim——allthingsweretohimattachedbybutslenderties。Hadstthousiezeduponhispossessions,hewouldratherhaveletthemgothanhavefollowedtheeforthem——aye,haditbeenevenalimb,ormayhaphiswholebody;andinlikemanner,relatives,friends,andcountry。Forheknewwhencetheycame——fromwhosehandsandonwhattermshehadreceivedthem。Histrueforefathers,theGods,histrueCountry,heneverwouldhaveabandoned;norwouldhehaveyieldedtoanymaninobedienceandsubmissiontotheonenorincheerfullydyingfortheother。Forhewasevermindfulthateverythingthatcomestopasshasitssourceandoriginthere;beingindeedbroughtaboutforthewealofthathistrueCountry,anddirectedbyHiminwhosegovernanceitis。