I
ArethesetheonlyworksofProvidencewithinus?Whatwordssufficetopraiseorsetthemforth?Hadwebutunderstanding,shouldweeverceasehymningandblessingtheDivinePower,bothopenlyandinsecret,andtellingofHisgraciousgifts?Whetherdiggingorploughingoreating,shouldwenotsingthehymntoGod:——
GreatisGod,forthatHehathgivenussuchinstrumentstotillthegroundwithal:
GreatisGod,forthatHehathgivenushandsandthepowerofswallowinganddigesting;ofunconsciouslygrowingandbreathingwhilewesleep!
Thusshouldweeverhavesung;yeaandthis,thegrandestanddivinesthymnofall:——
GreatisGod,forthatHehathgivenusamindtoapprehendthesethings,anddulytousethem!
Whatthen!seeingthatmostofyouareblinded,shouldtherenotbesomeonetofillthisplace,andsingthehymntoGodonbehalfofallmen?WhatelsecanIthatamoldandlamedobutsingtoGod?WereIanightingale,Ishoulddoafterthemannerofanightingale。WereIaswan,Ishoulddoafterthemannerofaswan。Butnow,sinceIamareasonablebeing,ImustsingtoGod:thatismywork:Idoit,norwillIdesertthismypost,aslongasitisgrantedmetoholdit;anduponyoutooIcalltojoininthisself—samehymn。
II
Howthendomenact?Asthoughonereturningtohiscountrywhohadsojournedforthenightinafairinn,shouldbesocaptivatedtherebyastotakeuphisabodethere。
"Friend,thouhastforgottenthineintention!Thiswasnotthydestination,butonlylayonthewaythither。"
"Nay,butitisaproperplace。"
"Andhowmanymoreofthesorttheremaybe;onlytopassthroughuponthyway!Thypurposewastoreturntothycountry;
torelievethykinsmen’sfearsforthee;thyselftodischargethedutiesofacitizen;tomarryawife,tobegetoffspring,andtofilltheappointedroundofoffice。Thoudidstnotcometochooseoutwhatplacesaremostpleasant;butrathertoreturntothatwhereinthouwastbornandwherewertappointedtobaacitizen。"
III
Trytoenjoythegreatfestivaloflifewithothermen。
IV
ButIhaveonewhomImustplease,towhomImustbesubject,whomImustobey:——God,andthosewhocomenexttoHim。
Hehathentrustedmewithmyself:Hehathmademywillsubjecttomyselfaloneandgivenmerulesfortherightusethereof。
V
Rufususedtosay,Ifyouhaveleisuretopraiseme,whatI
sayisnaught。Intruthhespokeinsuchwise,thateachofuswhosatthere,thoughthatsomeonehadaccusedhimtoRufus:——sosurelydidhelayhisfingerontheverydeedswedid:sosurelydisplaythefaultsofeachbeforehisveryeyes。
VI
ButwhatsaithGod?——"Haditbeenpossible,Epictetus,I
wouldhavemadeboththatbodyofthineandthypossessionsfreeandunimpeded,butasitis,benotdeceived:——itisnotthineown;itisbutfinelytemperedclay。SincethenthisIcouldnotdo,IhavegiventheeaportionofMyself,inthepowerofdesiringanddecliningandofpursuingandavoiding,andisawordthepowerofdealingwiththethingsofsense。Andifthouneglectnotthis,butplaceallthatthouhasttherein,thoushaltneverbeletorhindered;thoushaltneverlament;thoushaltnotblameorflatterany。Whatthen?Seemththistotheealittlething?"——Godforbid!——"Becontentthentherewith!"
AndsoIpraytheGods。
VII
WhatsaithAntisthenes?Hastthouneverheard?——
Itisakinglything,OCyrus,todowellandtobeevilspokenof。
VIII
"Aye,buttodebasemyselfthuswereunworthyofme。"
"That,"saidEpictetus,"isforyoutoconsider,notforme。
Youknowyourselfwhatyouareworthinyourowneyes;andatwhatpriceyouwillsellyourself。Formensellthemselvesatvariousprices。Thiswaswhy,whenFloruswasdeliberatingwhetherheshouldappearatNero’sshows,takingpartintheperformancehimself,Agrippinusreplied,’Butwhydonotyouappear?’heanswered,’BecauseIdonotevenconsiderthequestion。’Forthemanwhohasoncestoopedtoconsidersuchquestions,andtoreckonupthevalueofexternalthings,isnotfarfromforgettingwhatmannerofmanheis。Why,whatisitthatyouaskme?Isdeathpreferable,orlife?Ireply,Life。
Painorpleasure?Ireply,Pleasure。"
"Well,butifIdonotact,Ishalllosemyhead。"
"Thengoandact!ButformypartIwillnotact。"
"Why?"
"Becauseyouthinkyourselfbutoneamongthemanythreadswhichmakeupthetextureofthedoublet。Youshouldaimatbeinglikemeningeneral——justasyourthreadhasnoambitioneithertobeanythingdistinguishedcomparedwiththeotherthreads。ButIdesiretobethepurple——thatsmallandshiningpartwhichmakestherestseemfairandbeautiful。Whythendoyoubidmebecomeevenasthemultitude?ThenwereInolongerthepurple。"
IX
Ifamancouldbethroughlypenetrated,asheought,withthisthought,thatweareallinanespecialmannersprungfromGod,andthatGodistheFatherofmenaswellasofGods,fullsurelyhewouldneverconceiveaughtignobleorbaseofhimself。
WhereasifCaesarweretoadoptyou,yourhaughtylookswouldbeintolerable;willyounotbeelatedatknowingthatyouarethesonofGod?Nowhoweveritisnotsowithus:butseeingthatinourbirththesetwothingsarecommingled——thebodywhichwesharewiththeanimals,andtheReasonandThoughtwhichwesharewiththeGods,manydeclinetowardsthisunhappykinshipwiththedead,fewrisetotheblessedkinshipwiththeDivine。Sincetheneveryonemustdealwitheachthingaccordingtotheviewwhichheformsaboutit,thosefewwhoholdthattheyarebornforfidelity,modesty,andunerringsurenessindealingwiththethingsofsense,neverconceiveaughtbaseorignobleofthemselves:butthemultitudethecontrary。Why,whatamI?——A
wretchedhumancreature;withthismiserablefleshofmine。
Miserableindeed!butyouhavesomethingbetterthanthatpaltryfleshofyours。Whythenclingtotheone,andneglecttheother?
X
Thouartbutapoorsoulladenwithalifelessbody。
XI
TheotherdayIhadanironlampplacedbesidemyhouseholdgods。Iheardanoiseatthedoorandonhasteningdownfoundmylampcarriedoff。Ireflectedthattheculpritwasinnoverystrangecase。"Tomorrow,myfriend,"Isaid,"youwillfindanearthenwarelamp;foramancanonlylosewhathehas。"
XII
ThereasonwhyIlostmylampwasthatthethiefwassuperiortomeinvigilance。Hepaidhoweverthispriceforthelamp,thatinexchangeforitheconsentedtobecomeathief:inexchangeforit,tobecomefaithless。
XIII
ButGodhathintroducedMantobeaspectatorofHimselfandofHisworks;andnotaspectatoronly,butalsoaninterpreterofthem。Whereforeitisashameformantobeginandtoleaveoffwherethebrutesdo。Ratherheshouldbeginthere,andleaveoffwhereNatureleavesoffinus:andthatisatcontemplation,andunderstanding,andamanneroflifethatisinharmonywithherself。
Seethenthatyedienotwithoutbeingspectatorsofthesethings。
XIV
YoujourneytoOlympiatoseetheworkofPhidias;andeachofyouholdsitamisfortunenottohavebeheldthesethingsbeforeyoudie。Whereaswhenthereisnoneedeventotakeajourney,butyouareonthespot,withtheworksbeforeyou,haveyounocaretocontemplateandstudythese?
Willyounotthenperceiveeitherwhoyouareoruntowhatendyouwereborn:orforwhatpurposethepowerofcontemplationhasbeenbestowedonyou?
"Well,butinlifetherearesomethingsdisagreeableandhardtobear。"
AndaretherenoneatOlympia?Areyounotscorchedbytheheat?Areyounotcrampedforroom?Haveyounottobathewithdiscomfort?Areyounotdrenchedwhenitrains?Haveyounottoenduretheclamorandshoutingandsuchannoyancesasthese?
Well,Isupposeyousetallthisoveragainstthesplendourofthespectacleandbearitpatiently。Whatthen?haveyounotreceivedgreatnessofheart,receivedcourage,receivedfortitude?WhatcareI,ifIamgreatofheart,foraughtthatcancometopass?Whatshallcastmedownordisturbme?Whatshallseempainful?ShallInotusethepowertotheendforwhichIreceivedit,insteadofmoaningandwailingoverwhatcomestopass?
XV
IfwhatphilosopherssayofthekinshipofGodandManbetrue,whatremainsformentodobutasSocratesdid:——never,whenaskedone’scountry,toanswer,"IamanAthenianoraCorinthian,"but"Iamacitizenoftheworld。"
XVI
HethathathgraspedtheadministrationoftheWorld,whohathlearnedthatthisCommunity,whichconsistsofGodandmen,istheforemostandmightiestandmostcomprehensiveofall:——
thatfromGodhavedescendedthegermsoflife,nottomyfatheronlyandfather’sfather,buttoallthingsthatarebornandgrowupontheearth,andinanespecialmannertothoseendowedwithReason(forthoseonlyarebytheirnaturefittedtoholdcommunionwithGod,beingbymeansofReasonconjoinedwithHim)
——whyshouldnotsuchanonecallhimselfacitizenoftheworld?
WhynotasonofGod?Whyshouldhefearaughtthatcomestopassamongmen?ShallkinshipwithCaesar,oranyotherofthegreatatRome,beenoughtohedgemenaroundwithsafetyandconsideration,withoutathoughtofapprehension:whiletohaveGodforourMaker,andFather,andKinsman,shallnotthissetusfreefromsorrowsandfears?
XVII
Idonotthinkthatanoldfellowlikemeneedhavebeensittingheretotryandpreventyourentertainingabjectnotionsofyourselves,andtalkingofyourselvesinanabjectandignobleway:buttopreventtherebeingbychanceamongyouanysuchyoungmenas,afterrecognisingtheirkindredtotheGods,andtheirbondageinthesechainsofthebodyanditsmanifoldnecessities,shoulddesiretocastthemoffasburdenstoogrievoustobeborne,anddeparttheirtruekindred。ThisisthestruggleinwhichyourMasterandTeacher,wereheworthyofthename,shouldbeengaged。Youwouldcometomeandsay:
"Epictetus,wecannolongerendurebeingchainedtothiswretchedbody,givingfoodanddrinkandrestandpurification:
aye,andforitssakeforcedtobesubservienttothismanandthat。Arethesenotthingsindifferentandnothingtous?Isitnottruethatdeathisnoevil?ArewenotinamannerkinsmenoftheGods,andhavewenotcomefromthem?Letusdepartthither,whencewecame:letusbefreedfromthesechainsthatconfineandpressusdown。Herearethievesandrobbersandtribunals:
andtheythatarecalledtyrants,whodeemthattheyhaveafterafashionpoweroverus,becauseofthemiserablebodyandwhatappertainstoit。Letusshowthemthattheyhavepowerovernone。"
XVIII
AndtothisIreply:——
"Friends,waitforGod。WhenHegivesthesignal,andreleasesyoufromthisservice,thendeparttoHim。Butforthepresent,enduretodwellintheplacewhereinHehathassignedyouyourpost。Shortindeedisthetimeofyourhabitationtherein,andeasytothosethatareminded。Whattyrant,whatrobber,whattribunalshaveanyterrorsforthosewhothusesteemthebodyandallthatbelongtoitasofnoaccount?Stay;departnotrashlyhence!"
XIX
Somethinglikethatiswhatshouldpassbetweenateacherandingenuousyouths。Asitis,whatdoespass?Theteacherisalifelessbody,andyouarelifelessbodiesyourselves。Whenyouhavehadenoughtoeattoday,yousitdownandweepabouttomorrow’sfood。Slave!ifyouhaveit,wellandgood;ifnot,youwilldepart:thedoorisopen——whylament?Whatfurtherroomistherefortears?Whatfurtheroccasionforflattery?Whyshouldoneenvyanother?Whyshouldyoustandinaweofthemthathavemuchorareplacedinpower,especiallyiftheybealsostrongandpassionate?Why,whatshouldtheydotous?Whattheycando,wewillnotregard:whatdoesconcernus,thattheycannotdo。Whothenshallruleonethatisthusminded?
XX
Seeingthisthen,andnotingwellthefacultieswhichyouhave,youshouldsay,——"Sendnow,OGod,anytrialthatThouwilt;lo,IhavemeansandpowersgivenmebyTheetoacquitmyselfwithhonourthroughwhatevercomestopass!"——No;butthereyousit,tremblingforfearcertainthingsshouldcometopass,andmoaningandgroaningandlamentingoverwhatdoescometopass。AndthenyouupbraidtheGods。Suchmeannessofspiritcanhavebutoneresult——impiety。
YetGodhasnotonlygivenusthesefacultiesbymeansofwhichwemaybeareverythingthatcomestopasswithoutbeingcurshedordepressedthereby;butlikeagoodKingandFather,Hehasgivenusthiswithoutletorhindrance,placedwhollyatourowndisposition,withoutreservingtoHimselfanypowerofimpedimentorrestraint。Thoughpossessingallthesethingsfreeandallyouown,youdonotusethem!youdonotperceivewhatitisyouhavereceivednorwhenceitcomes,butsitmoaningandgroaning;someofyoublindtotheGiver,makingnoacknowledgmenttoyourBenefactor;othersbaselygivingthemselvestocomplaintsandaccusationsagainstGod。
Yetwhatfacultiesandpowersyoupossessforattainingcourageandgreatnessofheart,Icaneasilyshowyou;whatyouhaveforupbraidingandaccusation,itisforyoutoshowme!
XXI
HowdidSocratesbearhimselfinthisregard?HowelsethanasbecameonewhowasfullyassuredthathewasthekinsmanofGods?
XXII
IfGodhadmadethatpartofHisownnaturewhichHeseveredfromHimselfandgavetous,liabletobehinderedorconstrainedeitherbyHimselforanyother,HewouldnothavebeenGod,norwouldHehavebeentakingcareofusasHeought……Ifyouchoose,youarefree;ifyouchoose,youneedblamenoman——
accusenoman。AllthingswillbeatonceaccordingtoyourmindandaccordingtotheMindofGod。
XXIII
Petrifactionisoftwosorts。Thereispetrifactionoftheunderstanding;andalsoofthesenseofshame。Thishappenswhenamanobstinatelyrefusestoacknowledgeplaintruths,andpersistsinmaintainingwhatisself—contradictory。Mostofusdreadmortificationofthebody,andwouldsparenopainstoescapeanythingofthatkind。Butofmortificationofthesoulweareutterlyheedless。Withregard,indeed,tothesoul,ifamanisinsuchastateastobeincapableoffollowingorunderstandinganything,Igrantyouwedothinkhiminabadway。
Butmortificationofthesenseofshameandmodestywegosofarastodubstrengthofmind!
XXIV
IfwewereasintentuponourbusinessastheoldfellowsatRomeareuponwhatintereststhem,wetoomightperhapsaccomplishsomething。IknowamanolderthanIam,nowSuperintendentoftheCorn—marketatRome,andIrememberwhenhepassedthroughthisplaceonhiswaybackfromexile,whatanaccounthegavemeofhisformerlife,declaringthatforthefuture,oncehomeagain,hisonlycareshouldbetopasshisremainingyearsinquietandtranquility。"ForhowfewyearshaveIleft!"hecried。"That,"Isaid,"youwillnotdo;butthemomentthescentofRomeisinyournostrils,youwillforgetitall;andifyoucanbutgainadmissiontoCourt,youwillbegladenoughtoelbowyourwayin,andthankGodforit。""Epictetus,"
hereplied,"ifeveryoufindmesettingasmuchasonefootwithintheCourt,thinkwhatyouwillofme。"
Well,asitwas,whatdidhedo?Ereeverheenteredthecity,hewasmetbyadespatchfromtheEmperor。Hetookit,andforgotthewholeofhisresolutions。Fromthatmoment,hehasbeenpilingonethinguponanother。Ishouldliketobebesidehimtoremindhimofwhathesaidwhenpassingthisway,andtoadd,HowmuchbetteraprophetIamthanyou!
Whatthen?doIsaymanisnotmadeforanactivelife?Farfromit!……Butthereisagreatdifferencebetweenothermen’soccupationsandours……Aglanceattheirswillmakeitcleartoyou。Alldaylongtheydonothingbutcalculate,contrive,consulthowtowringtheirprofitoutoffood—stuffs,farm—plotsandthelike……Whereas,IentreatyoutolearnwhattheadministrationoftheWorldis,andwhatplaceaBeingendowedwithreasonholdstherein:toconsiderwhatyouareyourself,andwhereinyourGoodandEvilconsists。
XXV
AmanaskedmetowritetoRomeonhisbehalfwho,asmostpeoplethought,hadmetwithmisfortune;forhavingbeenbeforewealthyanddistinguished,hehadafterwardslostallandwaslivinghere。SoIwroteabouthiminahumblestyle。Hehoweveronreadingtheletterreturnedittome,withthewords:"Iaskedforyourhelp,notforyourpity。Noevilhashappeneduntome。"
XXVI
Trueinstructionisthis:——tolearntowishthateachthingshouldcometopassasitdoes。Andhowdoesitcometopass?AstheDisposerhasdisposedit。NowHehasdisposedthatthereshouldbesummerandwinter,andplentyanddearth,andviceandvirtue,andallsuchopposites,fortheharmonyofthewhole。
XXVII
Havethisthoughteverpresentwiththee,whenthoulosestanyoutwardthing,whatthougainestinitsstead;andifthisbethemoreprecious,saynot,Ihavesufferedloss。
XXVIII
ConcerningtheGods,therearewhodenytheveryexistenceoftheGodhead;otherssaythatitexists,butneitherbestirsnorconcernsitselfnorhasforethoughtforanything。Athirdpartyattributetoitexistenceandforethought,butonlyforgreatandheavenlymatters,notforanythingthatisonearth。A
fourthpartyadmitthingsonearthaswellasinheaven,butonlyingeneral,andnotwithrespecttoeachindividual。Afifth,ofwhomwereUlyssesandSocratesarethosethatcry:——
ImovenotwithoutThyknowledge!
XXIX
Consideringallthesethings,thegoodandtruemansubmitshisjudgementtoHimthatadministerstheUniverse,evenasgoodcitizenstothelawoftheState。Andhethatisbeinginstructedshouldcomethusminded:——HowmayIinallthingsfollowtheGods;and,HowmayIrestsatisfiedwiththeDivineAdministration;and,HowmayIbecomefree?Forheisfreeforwhomallthingscometopassaccordingtohiswill,andwhomnonecanhinder。Whatthen,isfreedommadness?Godforbid。Formadnessandfreedomexistnottogether。
"ButIwishallthatIdesiretocometopassandinthemannerthatIdesire。"
——Youaremad,youarebesideyourself。KnowyounotthatFreedomisagloriousthingandofgreatworth?ButthatwhatI
desiredatrandomIshouldwishatrandomtocometopass,sofarfrombeingnoble,maywellbeexceedingbase。
XXX
Youmustknowthatitisnoeasythingforaprincipletobecomeaman’sown,unlesseachdayhemaintainitandhearitmaintained,aswellasworkitoutinlife。
XXXI
Youmustknowthatitisnoeasythingforaprincipletobecomeaman’sown,unlesseachdayhemaintainitandhearitmaintained,aswellasworkitoutinlife。
XXXII
Whatthenisthechastisementofthosewhoacceptitnot?Tobeastheyare。Isanydiscontentedwithbeingalone?lethimbeinsolitude。Isanydiscontentedwithhisparents?lethimbeabadson,andlament。Isanydiscontentedwithhischildren?lethimbeabadfather。——"Throwhimintoprision!"——Whatprision?——
Whereheisalready:forheisthereagainsthiswill;andwhereveramanisagainsthiswill,thattohimisaprision。
ThusSocrateswasnotinprision,sincehewastherewithhisownconsent。
XXXIII
KnowestthouwhataspeckthouartincomparisonwiththeUniverse?———Thatis,withrespecttothebody;sincewithrespecttoReason,thouartnotinferiortotheGods,norlessthanthey。
ForthegreatnessofReasonisnotmeasuredbylengthorheight,butbytheresolvesofthemind。PlacethenthyhappinessinthatwhereinthouartequaltotheGods。
XXXIV
AskedhowamanmighteatacceptablytotheGods,Epictetusreplied:——Ifwhenheeats,hecanbejust,cheerful,equable,temperate,andorderly,canhenotthuseatacceptablytotheGods?Butwhenyoucallforwarmwater,andyourslavedoesnotanswer,orwhenheanswersbringsitlukewarm,orisnotevenfoundtobeinthehouseatall,thennottobevexednorburstwithanger,isnotthatacceptabletotheGods?
"Buthowcanoneenduresuchpeople?"
Slave,willyounotendureyourownbrother,thathasGodtohisforefather,evenasasonsprungfromthesamestock,andofthesamehighdescentasyourself?Andifyouarestationedinahighposition,areyouthereforforthwithsetupforatyrant?
Rememberwhoyouare,andwhomyourule,thattheyarebynatureyourkinsmen,yourbrothers,theoffspringofGod。
"ButIpaidapriceforthem,nottheyforme。"
Doyouseewhitheryouarelooking——downtotheearth,tothepit,tothosedespicablelawsofthedead?ButtothelawsoftheGodsyoudonotlook。
XXXV
Whenweareinvitedtoabanquet,wetakewhatissetbeforeus;andwereonetocalluponhishosttosetfishuponthetableorsweetthings,hewouldbedeemedabsurd。Yetinaword,weasktheGodsforwhattheydonotgive;andthat,althoughtheyhavegivenussomanythings!
XXXVI
AskedhowamanmightconvincehimselfthateverysingleactofhiswasundertheeyeofGod,Epictetusanswered:——
"Doyounotholdthatthingsonearthandthingsinheavenarecontinuousandinunisonwitheachother?"
"Ido,"wasthereply。
"Elsehowshouldthetreessoregularly,asthoughbyGod’scommand,atHisbiddingflower;atHisbiddingsendforthshoots,bearfruitandripenit;atHisbiddingletitfallandshedtheirleaves,andfoldedupuponthemselveslieinquietnessandrest?Howelse,astheMoonwaxesandwanes,astheSunapproachesandrecedes,canitbethatsuchvicissitudeandalternationisseeninearthlythings?
"Ifthenallthingsthatgrow,nay,ourownbodies,arethusboundupwiththewhole,isnotthisstilltruerofoursouls?
AndifoursoulsareboundupandincontactwithGod,asbeingverypartsandfragmentspluckedfromHimself,shallHenotfeeleverymovementoftheirsasthoughitwereHisown,andbelongingtoHisownnature?"
XXXVII
"But,"yousay,"Icannotcomprehendallthisatonce。"
"Why,whotoldyouthatyourpowerswereequaltoGod’s?"
YetGodhathplacedbythesideofeachaman’sownGuardianSpirit,whoischargedtowatchoverhim——aGuardianwhosleepsnotnorisdeceived。FortowhatbetterormorewatchfulGuardiancouldHehavecommittedwachofus?Sowhenyouhaveshutthedoorsandmadeadarknesswithin,remembernevertosaythatyouarealone;foryouarenotalone,butGodiswithin,andyourGuardianSpirit,andwhatlightdotheyneedtobeholdwhatyoudo?TothisGodyoualsoshouldhaveswornallegiance,evenassolidersuntoCaesar。They,whentheirserviceishired,sweartoholdthelifeofCaesardearerthanallelse:andwillyounotswearyouroath,thataredeemedworthyofsomanyandgreatgifts?Andwillyounotkeepyouroathwhenyouhaveswornit?
Andwhatoathwillyouswear?Nevertodisobey,nevertoarraignormurmurataughtthatcomestoyoufromHishand:neverunwillinglytodoorsufferaughtthatnecessitylaysuponyou。
"Isthisoathliketheirs?"
TheysweartoholdnootherdearerthanCaesar:you,toholdourtrueselvesdearerthanallelsebeside。
XXXVIII
"Howshallmybrotherceasetobewrothwithme?"
Bringhimtome,andIwilltellhim。ButtotheeIhavenothingtosayabouthisanger。
XXXIX
WhenonetookcounselofEpictetus,saying,"WhatIseekisthis,howeventhoughmybrotherbenotreconciledtome,ImaystillremainasNaturewouldhavemetobe,"hereplied:"Allgreatthingsareslowofgrowth;nay,thisistrueevenofagrapeorofafig。Ifthenyousaytomenow,Idesireafig,I
shallanswer,Itneedstime:waittillitfirstflower,thencastitsblossom,thenripen。Whereasthenthefruitofthefig—treereachesnotmaturitysuddenlynoryetinasinglehour,doyouneverthelessdesiresoquickly,andeasilytoreapthefruitofthemindofman?——Nay,expectitnot,eventhoughIbadeyou!"
XL
Epaphroditushadashoemakerwhomhesoldasbeinggood—for—nothing。
Thisfellow,bysomeaccident,wasafterwardspurchasedbyoneofCaesar’smen,andbecameashoemakertoCaesar。YoushouldhaveseenwhatrespectEpaphrodituspaidhimthen。"HowdoesthegoodFelicion?Kindlyletmeknow!"Andifanyofusinquired,"WhatisEpaphroditusdoing?"theanswerwas,"HeisconsultingaboutsoandsowithFelicion。"——Hadhenotsoldhimasgood—for—nothing?Whohadinatriceconvertedhimintoawiseacre?
ThisiswhatcomesofholdingofimportanceanythingbutthethingsthatdependontheWill。
XLI
Whatyoushunenduringyourself,attemptnottoimposeonothers。Youshunslavery——bewareofenslavingothers!Ifyoucanenduretodothat,onewouldthingyouhadbeenonceuponatimeaslaveyourself。ForVicehasnothingincommonwithvirtue,norFreedomwithslavery。
XLII
Hasamanbeenraisedtotribuneship?Everyonethathemeetscongratulateshim。Onekisseshimontheeyes,anotherontheneck,whiletheslaveskisshishands。Hegoeshometofindtorchesburning;heascendstotheCapitoltosacrifice。——Whoeversacrificedforhavinghadrightdesires;forhavingconceivedsuchinclinationsasNaturewouldhavehim?IntruthwethanktheGodsforthatwhereinweplaceourhappiness。
XLIII
Amanwastalkingtometo—dayaboutthepriesthoodofAugustus。Isaidtohim,"Letthethinggo,mygoodSir;youwillspendagooddealtonopurpose。"
"Well,butmynamewillbeinsertedinalldocumentsandcontracts。"
"Willyoubestandingtheretotellthosethatreadthem,Thatismynamewrittenthere?Andevenifyoucouldnowbethereineverycase,whatwillyoudowhenyouaredead?"
"Atalleventsmynamewillremain。"
"Inscribeitonastoneanditwillremainjustaswell。Andthink,beyondNicopoliswhatmemoryofyouwilltherebe?"
"ButIshallhaveagoldenwreathtowear。"
"Ifyoumusthaveawreath,getawreathofrosesandputiton;youwilllookmoreelegant!"
XLIV
Aboveall,rememberthatthedoorstandsopen。Benotmorefearfulthanchildren;butasthey,whentheywearyofthegame,cry,"Iwillplaynomore,"evenso,whenthouartinthelikecase,cry,"Iwillplaynomore"anddepart。Butifthoustayest,makenolamentation。
XLV
Istheresmokeintheroom?Ifitbeslight,Iremain;ifgrievous,Iquitit。Foryoumustrememberthisandholditfast,thatthedoorstandsopen。
"YoushallnotdwellatNicopolis!"
Wellandgood。
"NoratAthens。"
ThenIwillnotdwellatAthenseither。
"NoratRome。"
NoratRomeeither。
"YoushalldwellinGyara!"
Well:buttodwellinGyaraseemstomelikeagrievoussmoke;Ideparttoaplacewherenonecanforbidmetodwell:
thathabitationisopenuntoall!Asforthelastgarmentofall,thatisthepoorbody;beyondthat,nonecandoaughtuntome。
ThiswhyDemetriussaidtoNero:"Youthreatenmewithdeath;itisNaturewhothreatensyou!"
XLVI
Thebeginningofphilosophyistoknowtheconditionofone’sownmind。Ifamanrecognisesthatthisisinaweaklystate,hewillnotthenwanttoapplyittoquestionsofthegreatestmoment。Asitis,menwhoarenotfittoswallowevenamorsel,buywholetreatisesandtrytodevourthem。Accordinglytheyeithervomitthemupagain,orsufferfromindigestion,whencecomegripings,fluxions,andfevers。Whereastheyshouldhavestoppedtoconsidertheircapacity。
XLVII
Intheoryitiseasytoconvinceanignorantperson:inactuallife,mennotonlyobjecttoofferthemselvestobeconvinced,buthatethemanwhohasconvincedthem。WhereasSocratesusedtosaythatweshouldneverleadalifenotsubjectedtoexamination。
XLVIII
ThisisthereasonwhySocrates,whenremindedthatheshouldprepareforhistrial,answered:"ThinkestthounotthatI
havebeenpreparingforitallmylife?"
"Inwhatway?"
"Ihavemaintainedthatwhichinmelay/"
"Howso?"
"Ihavenever,secretlyoropenly,doneawronguntoany。"
XLIX
Inwhatcharacterdostthounowcomeforward?
AsawitnesssummonedbyGod。"Comethou,"saithGod,"andtestifyforme,forthouartworthyofbeingbroughtforwardasawitnessbyMe。Isaughtthatisoutsidethywilleithergoodorbad?DoIhurtanyman?HaveIplacedthegoodofeachinthepowerofanyotherthanhimself?WhatwitnessdostthoubeartoGod?"
"Iaminevilstate,Master,Iamundone!Nonecarethforme,nonegivethmeaught:allmenblame,allspeakevilofme。"
Isthisthewitnessthouwiltbear,anddodishonourtothecallingwherewithHehathcalledthee,becauseHehathdonetheesogreathonour,anddeemedtheeworthyofbeingsummonedtobearwitnessinsogreatacause?
L
Wouldstthouhavemenspeakgoodofthee?speakgoodofthem。Andwhenthouhastlearnedtospeakgoodofthem,trytodogooduntothem,andthusthouwiltreapinreturntheirspeakinggoodofthee。
LI
Whenthougoestintoanyofthegreat,rememberthatAnotherfromaboveseeswhatispassing,andthatthoushouldstpleaseHimratherthanman。Hethereforeasksthee:——
"IntheSchools,whatdidstthoucallexile,imprisionment,bonds,deathandshame?"
"Icalledthemthingsindifferent。"
"Whatthendostthoucallthemnow?Aretheyatallchanged?"
"No。"
"Isitthenthouthatartchanged?"
"No。"
"Saythen,whatarethingsindifferent?"
"Thingsthatarenotinourpower。"
"Saythen,whatfollows?"
"Thatthingswhicharenotinourpowerarenothingtome。"
"Sayalsowhatthingsyouholdtobegood。"
"Awillsuchasitoughttobe,andarightuseofthethingsofsense。"
"Andwhatistheend?"
"TofollowThee!"
LII
"ThatSocratesshouldeverhavebeensotreatedbytheAthenians!"
Slave!whysay"Socrates"?Speakofthethingasitis:ThateverthenthepoorbodyofSocratesshouldhavebeendraggedawayandhaledbymainforcetoprision!ThateverhemlockshouldhavebeengiventothebodyofSocrates;thatthatshouldhavebreatheditslifeaway!——Doyoumarvelatthis?Doyouholdthisunjust?IsitforthisthatyouaccuseGod?HadSocratesnocompensationforthis?WherethenforhimwastheidealGood?
Whomshallwehearkento,youorhim?Andwhatsayshe?
"AnytusandMelitusmayputmetodeath:toinjuremeisbeyondtheirpower。"
Andagain:——
"IfsuchbethewillofGod,soletitbe。"
LIII
Nay,youngman,forheaven’ssake;butoncethouhastheardthesewords,gohomeandsaytothyself:——"ItisnotEpictetusthathastoldmethesethings:howindeedshouldhe?No,itissomegraciousGodthroughhim。Elseitwouldneverhaveenteredhisheadtotellmethem——hethatisnotusedtospeaktoanyonethus。Well,then,letusnotlieunderthewrathofGod,butbeobedientuntoHim。"———Nay,indeed;butifaravenbyitscroakingbearstheeanysign,itisnottheravenbutGodthatsendsthesignthroughtheraven;andifHesignifiesanythingtotheethroughhumanvoice,willHenotcausethemantosaythesewordstothee,thatthoumayestknowthepoweroftheDivine——
howHesendsasigntosomeinonewayandtoothersinanother,andonthegreatestandhighestmattersofallsignifiesHiswillthroughthenoblestmessenger?
Whatelsedoesthepoetmean:——
IspakeuntohimerstMyself,andsentHermestheshiningOne,tocheckandwarnhim,Thehusbandnottoslay,norwoothewife!
LIV
InthesamewaymyfriendHeraclitus,whohadatriflingsuitaboutapettyfarmatRhodes,firstshowedthejudgesthathiscausewasjust,andthenatthefinishcried,"Iwillnotentreatyou:nordoIcarewhatsentenceyoupass。Itisyouwhoareonyourtrial,notI!"——Andsoheendedthecase。
LV
Asforus,webehavelikeaherdofdeer。Whentheyfleefromthehuntsman’sfeathersinaffright,whichwaydotheyturn?Whathavenofsafetydotheymakefor?Why,theyrushuponthenets!Andthustheyperishbyconfoundingwhattheyshouldfearwiththatwhereinnodangerlies……Notdeathorpainistobefeared,butthefearofdeathorpain。Wellsaidthepoettherefore:——
Deathhasnoterror;onlyaDeathofshame!
LVI
Howisitthenthatcertainexternalthingsaresaidtobenatural,andothercontrarytoNature?
Why,justasitmightbesaidifwestoodaloneandapartfromothers。Afoot,forinstance,Iwillallowitisnaturalshouldbeclean。Butifyoutakeitasafoot,andasathingwhichdoesnotstandbyitself,itwillbeseemit(ifneedbe)towalkinthemud,totreadonthorns,andsometimeseventobecutoff,forthebenefitofthewholebody;elseitisnolongerafoot。Insomesuchwayweshouldconceiveofourselvesalso。Whatartthou?——Aman。——Lookedatasstandingbythyselfandseparate,itisnaturalfortheeinhealthandwealthlongtolive。ButlookedatasaMan,andonlyasapartofaWhole,itisforthatWhole’ssakethatthoushouldestatonetimefallsick,atanotherbravetheperilsofthesea,again,knowthemeaningofwantandperhapsdieanearlydeath。Whythenrepine?
Knowestthounotthatasthefootisnomoreafootifdetachedfromthebody,sothouinlikecaseartnolongeraMan?ForwhatisaMan?ApartofaCity:——firstoftheCityofGodsandMen;
next,ofthatwhichranksnearestit,aminatureoftheuniversalCity……Insuchabody,insuchaworldenvelopingus,amongliveslikethese,suchthingsmusthappentooneoranother。Thypart,then,beinghere,istospeakofthesethingsasismeet,andtoorderthemasbefitsthematter。
LVII
ThatwasagoodreplywhichDiogenesmadetoamanwhoaskedhimforlettersofrecommendation。——"Thatyouareaman,hewillknowwhenheseesyou;——whetheragoodorbadone,hewillknowifhehasanyskillindiscerningthegoodorbad。Butifhehasnone,hewillneverknow,thoughIwritehimathousandtimes。"——
Itisasthoughapieceofsilvermoneydesiredtoberecommendedtosomeonetobetested。Ifthemanbeagoodjudgeofsilver,hewillknow:thecoinwilltellitsowntale。
LVIII
Evenasthetravelleraskshiswayofhimthathemeets,inclinedinnowisetobeartotherightratherthantotheleft(forhedesiresonlythewayleadingwhitherhewouldgo),soshouldwecomeuntoGodastoaguide;evenasweuseoureyeswithoutadmonishingthemtoshowussomethingsratherthanothers,butcontenttoreceivetheimagesofsuchthingsastheypresenttous。Butasitiswestandanxiouslywatchingthevictim,andwiththevoiceofsupplicationcallupontheaugur:——
"Master,havemercyonme:vouchsafeuntomeawayofescape!"
Slave,wouldyouthenhaveaughtelsethenwhatisbest?isthereanythingbetterthanwhatisGod’sgoodpleasure?Why,asfarasinyoulies,wouldyoucorruptyourJudge,andleadyourCounsellorastray?
LIX
Godisbeneficent。ButtheGoodalsoisbeneficent。ItshouldseemthenthatwheretherealnatureofGodis,theretooistobefoundtherealnatureoftheGood。WhatthenistherealnatureofGod?——Intelligence,Knowledge,RightReason。HerethenwithoutmoreadoseektherealnatureoftheGood。Forsurelythoudostnotseekitinaplantorinananimalthatreasonethnot。
LX
SeekthentherealnatureoftheGoodinthatwithoutwhosepresencethouwiltnotadmittheGoodtoexistinaughtelse。——
Whatthen?ArenottheseotherthingsalsoworksofGod?——Theyare;butnotpreferredtohonour,noraretheyportionsofGod。
Butthouartathingpreferredtohonour:thouartthyselfafragmenttornfromGod:——thouhastaportionofHimwithinthyself。Howisitthenthatthoudostnotknowthyhighdescent——dostnotknowwhencethoucomest?Whenthoueatest,wiltthounotrememberwhothouartthateatestandwhomthoufeedest?Inintercourse,inexercise,indiscussionknowestthounotthatitisaGodwhomthoufeedest,aGodwhomthouexercisest,aGodwhomthoubearestaboutwiththee,Omiserable!andthouperceivestitnot。ThinkestthouthatIspeakofaGodofsilverorgold,thatiswithoutthee?Nay,thoubearestHimwithinthee!
allunconciousofpollutingHimwiththoughtsimpureanduncleandeeds。WereanimageofGodpresent,thouwouldestnotdaretoactasthoudost,yet,whenGodHimselfispresentwithinthee,beholdingandhearingall,thoudostnotblushtothinksuchthoughtsanddosuchdeeds,OthouthatartinsensibleofthineownnatureandliestunderthewrathofGod!
LXI
WhythenareweafraidwhenwesendayoungmanfromtheSchoolsintoactivelife,lestheshouldindulgehisappetitesintemperately,lestheshoulddebasehimselfbyraggedclothing,orbepuffedupbyfineraiment?KnowshenottheGodwithinhim;
knowshenotwithwhomheisstartingonhisway?Havewepatiencetohearhimsaytous,WouldIhadtheewithme!——HastthounotGodwherethouart,andhavingHimdostthoustillseekforanyother!WouldHetelltheeaughtelsethanthesethings?
Why,wertthouastatueofPhidias,anAthenaoraZeus,thouwouldstbethinktheebothofthyselfandthineartificer;andhadstthouanysense,thouwouldststrivetodonodishonourtothyselforhimthatfashionedthee,norappeartobeholdersinunbefittingguise。Butnow,becauseGodisthyMaker,isthatwhythoucarestnotofwhatsortthoushaltshowthyselftobe?Yethowdifferenttheartistsandtheirworkmanship!Whathumanartist’swork,forexample,hasinitthefacultiesthataredisplayedinfashioningit?Isitaughtbutmarble,bronze,gold,orivory?Nay,whentheAthenaofPhidiashasputforthherhandandreceivedthereinaVictory,inthatattitudeshestandsforevermore。ButGod’sworksmoveandbreathe;theyuseandjudgethethingsofsense。TheworkmanshipofsuchanArtist,wiltthoudishonorHim?Ay,whenhenotonlyfashionedthee,butplacedthee,likeaward,inthecareandguardianshipofthyselfalone,wiltthounotonlyforgetthis,butalsododishonourtowhatiscommittedtothycare!IfGodhadentrustedtheewithanorphan,wouldstthouhavethusneglectedhim?Hehathdeliveredtheetothineowncare,saying,Ihadnonemorefaithfulthanmyself:
keepthismanformesuchasNaturehathmadehim——modest,faithful,high—minded,astrangertofear,topassion,toperturbation……
SuchwillIshowmyselftoyouall。——"What,exemptfromsicknessalso:fromage,fromdeath?"——Nay,butacceptingsickness,acceptingdeathasbecomesaGod!
LXII
Nolabour,accordingtoDiogenes,isgoodbutthatwhichaimsatproducingcourageandstrengthofsoulratherthanofbody。
LXIII
Aguide,onfindingamanwhohaslosthisway,bringshimbacktotherightpath——hedoesnotmockandjeerathimandthentakehimselfoff。Youalsomustshowtheunlearnedmanthetruth,andyouwillseethathewillfollow。Butsolongasyoudonotshowithim,youshouldnotmock,butratherfeelyourownincapacity。
LXIV
ItwasthefirstandmoststrikingcharacteristicofSocratesnevertobecomeheatedindiscourse,nevertoutteraninjuriousorinsultingword——onthecontrary,hepersistentlyboreinsultfromothersandthusputanendtothefray。Ifyoucaretoknowtheextentofhispowerinthisdirection,readXenophon’sBanquet,andyouwillseehowmanyquarrelsheputanendto。ThisiswhythePoetsarerightinsohighlycommendingthisfaculty:——
Quicklyandwiselywithalevenbitterfeudswouldhesettle。
Neverthelessthepracticeisnotverysafeatpresent,especiallyinRome。Onewhoadoptsit,Ineednotsay,oughtnottocarryitoutinanobscurecorner,butboldlyaccost,ifoccasionserve,somepersonageofrankorwealth。
"Canyoutellme,sir,towhosecareyouentrustyourhorses?"
"Ican。"
"Isittothefirstcorner,whoknowsnothingaboutthem?"
"Certainlynot。"
"Well,whatofthemanwhotakescareofyourgold,yoursilveroryourraiment?"
"Hemustbeexperiencedalso。"
"Andyourbody——haveyoueverconsideredaboutentrustingittoanyone’scare?"
"OfcourseIhave。"
"Andnodoubttoapersonofexperienceasatrainer,aphysician?"
"Surely。"
"Andthesethingsthebestyoupossess,orhaveyouanythingmoreprecious?"
"Whatcanyoumean?"
"Imeanthatwhichemploysthese;whichweightsallthings;
whichtakescounselandresolve。"
"Oh,youmeanthesoul。"
"Youtakemerightly;Idomeanthesoul。ByHeaven,IholdthatfarmorepreciousthanallelseIpossess。Canyoushowmethenwhatcareyoubestowonasoul?Foritcanscarcelybethoughtthatamanofyourwisdomandconsiderationinthecitywouldsufferyourmostpreciouspossessiontogotoruinthroughcarelessnessandneglect。"
"Certainlynot。"
"Well,doyoutakecareofityourself?Didanyoneteachyoutherightmethod,ordidyoudiscoverityourself?"
Nowherecomesinthedanger:first,thatthegreatmanmayanswer,"Why,whatisthattoyou,mygoodfellow?areyoumymaster?"Andthen,ifyoupersistintroublinghim,mayraisehishandtostrikeyou。ItisapracticeofwhichIwasmyselfawarmadmireruntilsuchexperiencesasthesebefellme。