"Herearethelovelyshipsthatwe,Mother,arebyandbygoingtosee!
Whenwegetthereit’s’mostsuretobefine,Andthebandwillplay,andthesunwillshine!"
ItrainedontheskylightwithadinAswewaitedandstillnotraincamein;
ButthewordsofthechildinthesqualidroomHadspreadaglorythroughthegloom。
THECLOCK—WINDER
Itisdarkasacave,OravaultinthenaveWhentheirondoorIsclosed,andthefloorOfthechurchrelaidWithtrowelandspade。
Buttheparish—clerkCaresnotforthedarkAshewindsinthetowerAtaregularhourTherheumaticclock,WhosedilatoryknockYoucanhearwhenprayingAttheday’sdecaying,OratanylonewhileFromapewintheaisle。
Up,upfromthegroundAroundandaroundIntheturretstairHeclambers,towhereThewheelworkis,Withitstick,click,whizz,ReposefullymeasuringEachdaytoitsendThatmortalmenspendInsorrowingandpleasuringNightlythusdoesheclimbTothetrackwayofTime。
HimIfollowedonenightTothisplacewithoutlight,And,ereIspoke,heardHimsay,wordbyword,Attheendofhiswinding,Thedarknessunminding:—
"SoIwipeoutonemore,MyDear,ofthesoreSaddaysthatstillbe,LikeadryingDeadSea,Betweenyouandme!"
Whoshewasnomanknew:
HehadlongbornehimblindToallwomankind;
AndwaseveronewhoKepthispastoutofview。
OLDEXCURSIONS
"What’sthegoodofgoingtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo?
Shewillnomoreclimbupthere,OrbevisibleanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。"
Butto—night,whilewalkingweary,Nearmeseemedhershade,Comeas’tweretoupbraidThismymoodindeemingdrearyScenesthatusedtoplease;
And,ifshedidcometome,Stillsolicitous,theremaybeGoodingoingtothese。
So,I’llcaretoroamtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo,Sinceherphasmmayflitoutthere,AndmaygreetmeanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。
April1913。
THEMASKEDFACE
Ifoundmeinagreatsurgingspace,Ateitherendadoor,AndIsaid:"Whatisthisgiddyingplace,Withnofirm—fixedfloor,ThatIknewnotofbefore?"
"ItisLife,"saidamask—cladface。
Iasked:"ButhowdoIcomehere,Whoneverwishedtocome;
Canthelightandairbemademoreclear,Thefloormorequietsome,Andthedoorssetwide?TheynumbFast—locked,andfillwithfear。"
Themaskputonableaksmilethen,Andsaid,"Ovassal—wight,ThereoncecomplainedagoosequillpenTothescribeoftheInfiniteOfthewordsithadtowriteBecausetheywerepastitsken。"
INAWHISPERINGGALLERY
ThatwhispertakesthevoiceOfaSpirit’scompassioningsClose,butinvisible,AndthrowsmeunderaspellAtthekindlingvisionitbrings;
AndforamomentIrejoice,AndbelieveintranscendentthingsThatwouldmouldfromthismuddyearthAspotforthesplendidbirthOfeverlastinglives,Wheretononightarrives;
AndthisgauntgraygalleryAtabernacleofworthOnthisdrab—airedafternoon,WhenyoucanbarelyseeAcrossitshazedlacuneIfoppositeaughttherebeOffleshedhumanityWherewithImaycommune;
OrifthevoicesonearBeasoul’svoicefloatinghere。
THESOMETHINGTHATSAVEDHIM
ItwaswhenWhirlsofthickwaterslavedmeAgainandagain,Thatsomethingaroseandsavedme;
Yea,itwasthen。
InthatdayUnseeingtheazurewentI
Onmyway,AndtowhitewinterbentI,KnowingnoMay。
Reftofrenown,UnderthenightcloudsbeatingUpanddown,InmyneedfulnessgreetingCitandclown。
LongtherehadbeenMuchofamurkycolourInthescene,Dullprospectsmeetingduller;
Noughtbetween。
Last,thereloomedAclosing—inblindalley,ThoughthereboomedAfeeblesummonstorallyWhereitgloomed。
Theclockrang;
Thehourbroughtahandtodeliver;
Iupsprang,Andlookedbackatden,ditchandriver,Andsang。
THEENEMY’SPORTRAIT
Hesawtheportraitofhisenemy,offeredAtauctioninastreethejourneyednigh,Thatenemy,nowlatedead,whoinhislife—timeHadinjureddeeplyhimthepasser—by。
"Togetthatpicture,pleasedbeGod,I’lltry,Andutterlydestroyit;andnomoreShallbeinflictedonman’smortaleyeAcountenancesosinisterandsore!"
Andsoheboughtthepainting。Drivinghomeward,"Theframewillcomeinuseful,"hedeclared,"Therestisfuel。"Onhisarrival,weary,Askedwhatheborewithhim,andhowhefared,Hesaidhehadbidforapicture,thoughhecaredFortheframeonly:onthemorrowheWouldburnthecanvas,whichcouldwellbespared,Seeingthatitportrayedhisenemy。
Nextdaysomeotherdutyfoundhimbusy;
Thefoewaslaidhisfaceagainstthewall;
ButonthenexthesethimselftoloosenThestraining—strips。AndthenacasualcallPreventedhisproceedingtherewithal;
Andthusthepicturewaited,daybyday,Itsowner’spleasure,likeawretchedthrall,Untilamonthandmorehadslippedaway。
Andthenuponamornhefounditshifted,Hunginacornerbyaservitor。
"Whydidyoutakeonyoutohangthatpicture?
YouknowitwastheframeIboughtitfor。"
"Itstoodinthewayofeveryvisitor,AndIjusthitcheditthere。"——"Well,itmustgo:
Idon’tcommemoratemenwhomIabhor。
Remindme’tistodo。TheframeI’llstow。"
Butthingsbecomeforgotten。IntheshadowOfthedarkcornerhungitbyitsstring,Andthereitstayed——oncenoticedbyitsowner,Whosaid,"Ahme——Imustdestroythatthing!"
Butwhenhedied,there,noneremembering,Ithung,tillmovedtoprominence,asonesees;
Andcomerspauseandsay,examining,"Ithoughttheywerethebitterestenemies?"
IMAGININGS
ShesawherselfaladyWithfiftyfrocksinwear,Androllingwheels,androomsthebest,Andfaithfulmaidens’care,AndopenlawnsandshadyForweatherswarmordrear。
Shefoundherselfastriver,Allliberalgiftsdebarred,Withdaysofgloom,andmovementsstressed,Andearlyvisionsmarred,AndgotnomantowiveherButonewhoselotwashard。
Yetinthemoonynight—timeShestealstostileandleaDuringhisheavyslumberousrestWhenhomecomewearily,Anddreamsofsomeblestbright—timeSheknowscanneverbe。
ONTHEDOORSTEP
Therainimprintedthestep’swetshineWithtarget—circlesthatquiveredandcrossedAsIwasleavingthisporchofmine;
WhenfromwithinthereswelledandpausedAsong’ssweetnote;
AndbackIturned,andthought,"HereI’llabide。"
Thestepshineswetbeneaththerain,Whichprintsitscirclesasheretofore;
Iwatchthemfromtheporchagain,Butnosong—noteswithinthedoorNowcalltomeToshunthedrippingleaAndforthIstride。
Jan。1914。
SIGNSANDTOKENS
Saidthered—cloakedcroneInawhisperedmoan:
"ThedeadmanwaslimpWhenlaidinhischest;
Yea,limp;andwhyButtosignifyThatthegravewillcrimpErenextyear’ssunYetanotheroneOfthoseinthathouse—
Itmaybethebest—
Foritsendlessdrowse!"
Saidthebrown—shawleddameToconfirmthesame:
"AndtheslothfulfliesOntherottingfruitHavebeenseentowearWhilecrawlingthereCrapescarves,byeyesThatwerequickandacute;
AsdidthosethathadpitchedOnthecowsbythepails,AndwithflapsoftheirtailsWerefarawayswitched。"
Saidthethirdinplaid,Eachwordbeingweighed:
"AndtrottingdoesInthepark,inthelane,AndjustoutsideTheshutteredpane,Havealsobeenheard—
QuickfeetaslightAsthefeetofasprite—
AndthewisemindknowsWhatthingsmaybetideWhensuchhasoccurred。"
Criedtheblack—crapedfourth,Coldfacedasthenorth:
"O,thoughgivingsuchSomehead—room,IsmileAtyourfalteringsWhennotingthosethingsRoundyourdomicile!
Forwhat,whatcantouchOnewhom,rivenofallThatmakeslifegay,NohintscanappalOfmoretakingsaway!"
PATHSOFFORMERTIME
No;no;
Itmustnotbeso:
Theyarethewayswedonotgo。
StillchewThekine,andmooInthemeadowsweusedtowanderthrough;
StillpurlTherivuletsandcurlTowardstheweirswithamusicalswirl;
HaymakersAsinformeryearsRakerollsintoheapsthatthepitchforkrears;
WheelscrackOntheturfytrackThewaggonpursueswithitstopplingpack。
"Whythenshun—
Sincesummer’snotdone—
Allthisbecauseofthelackofone?"
HadyoubeenSharerofthatsceneYouwouldnotaskwhileitbitesinkeenWhyitissoWecannomoregoBythesummerpathsweusedtoknow!
1913。
THECLOCKOFTHEYEARS
"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface;thehairofmyfleshstoodup。"
AndtheSpiritsaid,"Icanmaketheclockoftheyearsgobackward,Butamlothtostopitwhereyouwill。"
AndIcried,"AgreedTothat。Proceed:
It’sbetterthandead!"
Heanswered,"Peace";
Andcalledherup——aslastbeforeme;
Thenyounger,youngershefreshed,totheyearIfirsthadknownHerwoman—grown,AndIcried,"Cease!—
"Thusfarisgood—
Itisenough——letherstaythusalways!"
Butalasforme。Heshookhishead:
Nostopwasthere;
Andshewanedchild—fair,Andtobabyhood。
StilllessinmienTomygreatsorrowbecamesheslowly,AndsmalledtillshewasnoughtatallInhischecklessgriff;
AnditwasasifShehadneverbeen。
"Better,"Iplained,"Sheweredeadasbefore!ThememoryofherHadlivedinme;butitcannotnow!"
Andcoldlyhisvoice:
"ItwasyourchoiceTomartheordained。"
1916。
ATTHEPIANO
Awomanwasplaying,Amanlookingon;
Andthemouldofherface,Andherneck,andherhair,WhichtheraysfelluponOfthetwocandlesthere,SenthimmentallystrayingInsomefancy—placeWherepainhadnotrace。
AcowledApparitionCamepushingbetween;
Andhernotesseemedtosigh,Andthelightstoburnpale,Asaspellnumbedthescene。
Butthemaidsawnobale,Andthemannomonition;
AndTimelaughedawry,AndthePhantomhidnigh。
THESHADOWONTHESTONE
IwentbytheDruidstoneThatbroodsinthegardenwhiteandlone,AndIstoppedandlookedattheshiftingshadowsThatatsomemomentsfallthereonFromthetreehardbywitharhythmicswing,AndtheyshapedinmyimaginingTotheshadethatawell—knownheadandshouldersThrewtherewhenshewasgardening。
Ithoughtherbehindmyback,Yea,herIlonghadlearnedtolack,AndIsaid:"Iamsureyouarestandingbehindme,Thoughhowdoyougetintothisoldtrack?"
AndtherewasnosoundbutthefallofaleafAsasadresponse;andtokeepdowngriefIwouldnotturnmyheadtodiscoverThattherewasnothinginmybelief。
YetIwantedtolookandseeThatnobodystoodatthebackofme;
ButIthoughtoncemore:"Nay,I’llnotunvisionAshapewhich,somehow,theremaybe。"
SoIwentonsoftlyfromtheglade,Andleftherbehindmethrowinghershade,Asshewereindeedanapparition—
Myheadunturnedlestmydreamshouldfade。
Begun1913:finished1916。
INTHEGARDEN
(M。H。)
WewaitedforthesunTobreakitscloudyprison(Fordaywasnotyetdone,Andnightstillunbegun)
Leaningbythedial。
Aftermanyatrial—
Weallsilentthere—
Itburstasnew—arisen,ThrowingashadetowhereTimetravelledatthatminute。
Littlesawweinit,ButthismuchIknow,Oflookersonthatshade,HertowardswhomitmadeSoonesthadtogo。
1915。
THETREEANDTHELADY
IhavedoneallIcouldForthatladyIknew!ThroughtheheatsIhaveshadedher,Drawntohersongsterswhensummerhasjadedher,Homefromtheheathorthewood。
Atthemirth—timeofMay,Whenmyshadowfirstluredher,I’ddonnedmynewbraveryOfgreenth:’twasmyall。NowIshiverinslavery,Iciclesgrievingmegray。
Plumedtoeverytwig’sendIcouldtemptherchairunderme。MuchdidItreasureherDuringthosedaysshehadnothingtopleasureher;
Mutelysheusedmeasfriend。
I’maskeletonnow,Andshe’sgone,cravingwarmth。Therimestickslikeaskintome;
ThroughmeArcturuspeers;Nor’lightsshootintome;
Goneisshe,scorningmybough!
ANUPBRAIDING
NowIamdeadyousingtomeThesongsweusedtoknow,ButwhileIlivedyouhadnowishOrcarefordoingso。
NowIamdeadyoucometomeInthemoonlight,comfortless;
Ah,whatwouldIhavegivenaliveTowinsuchtenderness!
Whenyouaredead,andstandtomeNotdifferenced,asnow,Butlikeagain,willyoubecoldAswhenwelived,orhow?
THEYOUNGGLASS—STAINER
"TheseGothicwindows,howtheywearmeoutWithcuspandfoil,andnothingstraightorsquare,Crudecolours,leadenbordersroundabout,AndfittinginPeterhere,andMatthewthere!
"Whatavocation!HeredoIdrawnowTheabnormal,lovingtheHellenicnorm;
MarthaIpaint,anddreamofHera’sbrow,Mary,andthinkofAphrodite’sform。"
Nov。1893。
LOOKINGATAPICTUREONANANNIVERSARY
Butdon’tyouknowit,mydear,Don’tyouknowit,Thatthisdayoftheyear(Whatrainbow—raysembowit!)
Wemet,strangersconfessed,Butparted——blest?
Thoughatthisquery,mydear,ThereinyourframeUnmovedyoustillappear,Youmustbethinkingthesame,ButkeepthatlookdemureJusttoallure。
AndnowatlengthatraceIsurelyvisionUponthatwistfulfaceOfold—timerecognition,Smilingforth,"Yes,asyousay,Itistheday。"
ForthisonephaseofyouNowleftonearthThisgreatdatemustendueWithpulsingsofrebirth?—
IseethemvitalizeThosetwodeepeyes!
ButifthisfaceIconDoesnotdeclareConsciousnesslivingonStillinit,littleIcareTolivemyself,mydear,Lone—labouringhere!
Spring1913。
THECHOIRMASTER’SBURIAL
HeoftenwouldaskusThat,whenhedied,AfterplayingsomanyTotheirlastrest,IfoutofusanyShouldhereabide,Anditwouldnottaskus,WewouldwithourlutesPlayoverhimByhisgrave—brimThepsalmhelikedbest—
Theonewhosesensesuits"MountEphraim"—
AndperhapsweshouldseemTohim,inDeath’sdream,Liketheseraphim。
AssoonasIknewThathisspiritwasgoneIthoughtthishisdue,Andspokethereupon。
"Ithink,"saidthevicar,"AreadservicequickerThanviolsout—of—doorsInthesefrostsandhoars。
Thatold—fashionedwayRequiresafineday,AnditseemstomeIthadbetternotbe。"
Hence,thatafternoon,ThoughneverknewheThathiswishcouldnotbe,TogetthroughitfasterTheyburiedthemasterWithoutanytune。
But’twassaidthat,whenAtthedeadofnextnightThevicarlookedout,TherestruckonhiskenThrongedroundabout,WherethefrostwasgrayingTheheadstonedgrass,AbandallinwhiteLikethesaintsinchurch—glass,SingingandplayingTheancientstaveBythechoirmaster’sgrave。
SuchthetenormantoldWhenhehadgrownold。
THEMANWHOFORGOT
Atalonelycrosswherebye—roadsmetIsatuponagate;
Isawthesundeclineandset,Andstillwasfaintowait。
AtrottingboypassedupthewayAndrousedmefrommythought;
Icalledtohim,andshowedwherelayAspotIshylysought。
"Asummer—housefairstandshiddenwhereYouseethemoonlightthrown;
Go,tellmeifwithinitthereAladysitsalone。"
Hehalfdemurred,buttookthetrack,Andsilenceheldthescene;
Isawhisfigureramblingback;
Iaskedhimifhehadbeen。
"Iwentjustwhereyousaid,butfoundNosummer—housewasthere:
Beyondtheslope’tisallbareground;
Nothingstandsanywhere。
"Amanaskedwhatmybrainswereworth;
Thehouse,hesaid,grewrotten,Andwaspulleddownbeforemybirth,Andisalmostforgotten!"
Myrightmindwoke,andIstooddumb;
Fortyyears’frostandflowerHadfleetedsinceI’dusedtocomeTomeetherinthatbower。
WHILEDRAWINGINACHURCH—YARD
"Itissadthatsomanyofworth,Stillintheflesh,"soughedtheyew,"MisjudgetheirlotwhomkindlyearthSecludesfromview。
"TheyridetheirdiurnalroundEachday—span’ssumofhoursInpeerlessease,withoutjoltorboundOrachelikeours。
"IfthelivingcouldbuthearWhatisheardbymyrootsastheycreepRoundtherestfulflock,andthethingssaidthere,Noonewouldweep。"
"’Nowsetamongthewise,’
Theysay:’Enlargedinscope,ThatnoGodtrumpetustoriseWetrulyhope。’"
IlistenedtohisstrangetaleInthemoodthatstillnessbrings,AndIgrewtoacceptasthedayworepaleThatshowofthings。
"FORLIFEIHADNEVERCAREDGREATLY"
ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly,Asworthaman’swhile;
Peradventuresunsought,Peradventuresthatfinishedinnought,HadkeptmefromyouthandthroughmanhoodtilllatelyUnwonbyitsstyle。
Inearliestyears——whyIknownot—
Ivieweditaskance;
Conditionsofdoubt,Conditionsthatleakedslowlyout,MayhaplyhavebentmetostandandtoshownotMuchzestforitsdance。
WithsymphoniessoftandsweetcolourItcourtedmethen,Tillevasionsseemedwrong,Tillevasionsgaveintoitssong,AndIwarmed,untillivingalooflyloomeddullerThanlifeamongmen。
AnewIfoundnoughttoseteyeson,When,liftingitshand,Ituncloakedastar,Uncloakeditfromfog—dampsafar,AndshoweditsbeamsburningfrompoletohorizonAsbrightasabrand。
Andso,theroughhighwayforgetting,IpacehillanddaleRegardingthesky,Regardingthevisiononhigh,Andthusre—illumedhavenohumourforlettingMypilgrimagefail。
"MENWHOMARCHAWAY"
(SONGOFTHESOLDIERS)
WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;
WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway?
Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye,WhowatchussteppingbyWithdoubtanddoloroussigh?
Canmuchponderingsohoodwinkyou!
Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye?
Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee—
Dalliersastheybe—
England’sneedarewe;
Herdistresswouldleaveusrueing:
Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee!
InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust,AndthatbraggartsmustSurelybitethedust,Presswetothefieldungrieving,InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust。
HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;
HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway。
September5,1914。
HISCOUNTRY
[Hetravelssouthward,andlooksaround;]
IjourneyedfrommynativespotAcrossthesouthseashine,AndfoundthatpeopleinhallandcotLabouredandsufferedeachhislotEvenasIdidmine。
[andcannotdiscerntheboundary]
ThusnotingtheminmeadsandmartsItdidnotseemtomeThatmydearcountrywithitshearts,Minds,yearnings,worseandbetterpartsHadendedwiththesea。
[ofhisnativecountry;]
Ifurtherandfurtherwentanon,AssuchIstillsurveyed,Andfurtheryet——yea,onandon,AndallthemenIlookeduponHadheart—stringsfellow—made。
[orwherehisdutiestohisfellow—creaturesend;]
Itracedthewholeterrestrialround,Homingtheotherside;
ThensaidI,"WhatistheretoboundMydenizenship?ItseemsIhavefoundItsscopetobeworld—wide。"
[norwhoarehisenemies]
Iaskedme:"WhomhaveItofight,AndwhomhaveItodare,Andwhomtoweaken,crush,andblight?
MycountryseemstohavekeptinsightOnmywayeverywhere。"
1913。
ENGLANDTOGERMANYIN1914
"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!"
—IsitthatTeutongeniusflowersOnlytobreathemalignityUponitsfriendofearlierhours?
—Wehaveeatenyourbread,youhaveeatenours,Wehavelovedyourburgs,yourpines’greenmoan,FairRhine—stream,anditsstoriedtowers;
YourshiningsoulsofdeathlessdowersHavewonusastheywereourown:
Wehavenursednodreamstoshedyourblood,Wehavematchedyourmightnotrancorously,SaveaflushedfewwhoseblatantmoodYouheardandmarkedaswellasweTotonguenotintheircountry’skey;
Butyetyoucrywithfaceaflame,"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!"
Andfoulinonwardhistory,Andpresentsight,yourancientname。
Autumn1914。
ONTHEBELGIANEXPATRIATION
IdreamtthatpeoplefromtheLandofChimesArrivedoneautumnmorningwiththeirbells,TohoistthemonthetowersandcitadelsOfmyowncountry,thatthemusicalrhymesRungbythemintospaceatmetedtimesAmidthemarket’sdailystirandstress,Andthenight’semptystar—litsilentness,Mightsolacesoulsofthisandkindredclimes。
ThenIawoke;andlo,beforemestoodThevisionedones,butpaleandfulloffear;
FromBrugestheycame,andAntwerp,andOstend,Nocarillonsintheirtrain。FoesofmadmoodHadshatteredthesetoshardsamidthegearOfravagedroof,andsmoulderinggable—end。
October18,1914。
ANAPPEALTOAMERICA
ONBEHALFOFTHEBELGIANDESTITUTE
SevenmillionsstandEmaciate,inthatancientDelta—land:—
Wehere,full—chargedwithourownmaimedanddead,Andcoiledinthrobbingconflictsslowandsore,CanpoorlysoothetheseailsunmeritedOfsoulsforlornuponthefacingshore!—
Wherenaked,gaunt,inendlessbandonbandSevenmillionsstand。
NomancansayToyourgreatcountrythat,withscantdelay,Youmust,perforce,easethemintheirloudneed:
Weknowthatnearerfirstyourdutylies;
But——isitmuchtoaskthatyouletpleadYourlovingkindnesswithyou——wooing—wise—
Albeitthataughtyouowe,andmustrepay,Nomancansay?
December1914。
THEPITYOFIT
IwalkedinloamyWessexlanes,afarFromrail—trackandfromhighway,andIheardInfieldandfarmsteadmanyanancientwordOflocallineagelike"Thubist,""Erwar,"
"Ichwoll,""Ersholl,"andby—talksimilar,Nighastheyspeakwhointhismonth’smoongirdAtEngland’sveryloins,thereuntospurredBygangswhoseglorythreatsandslaughtersare。
ThenseemedaHeartcrying:"WhosoevertheybeAtrootandbottomofthis,whoflungthisflameBetweenkinfolkkintonguedevenasarewe,"Sinister,ugly,lurid,betheirfame;
Maytheirfamiliarsgrowtoshuntheirname,Andtheirbroodperisheverlastingly。"
April1915。
INTIMEOFWARSANDTUMULTS
"WouldthatI’dnotdrawnbreathhere!"someonesaid,"Tostalkuponthisstageofevildeeds,WherepurposelesslymonthbymonthproceedsAplaysosorelyshapedandblood—bespread。"
Yethadhissparknotquickened,butlaindeadTothegrossspectaclesofthisourday,Andneverputontheprofferedcloakofclay,Hehadbutknownnotthingsnowmanifested;
Lifewouldhaveswirledthesame。MornswouldhavedawnedOntheuprootingbythenight—gun’sstrokeOfwhattheyesternoonshinebroughttoflower;
BrownmartialbrowsindyingthroeshavewannedDespitehisabsence;heartsnofewerbeenbrokeByEmpery’sinsatiatelustofpower。
1915。
INTIMEOF"THEBREAKINGOFNATIONS"{1}
I
OnlyamanharrowingclodsInaslowsilentwalkWithanoldhorsethatstumblesandnodsHalfasleepastheystalk。
II
OnlythinsmokewithoutflameFromtheheapsofcouch—grass;
YetthiswillgoonwardthesameThoughDynastiespass。
III
YonderamaidandherwightComewhisperingby:
War’sannalswillcloudintonightEretheirstorydie。
1915。
CRYOFTHEHOMELESS
AFTERTHEPRUSSIANINVASIONOFBELGIUM
"Instigatoroftheruin—
WhichsoeverthoumaystbeOfthemasterfulofEuropeThatcontrivedourmisery—
Hearthewormwood—wordedgreetingFromeachcity,shore,andleaOfthyvictims:
"Conqueror,allhailtothee!"
"Yea:’Allhail!’wegrimlyshouttheeThatwastauthor,fount,andheadOfthesewounds,whoeverprovenWhenourtimesarethroughlyread。
’Maythylovedbeslighted,blighted,Andforsaken,’beitsaidBythyvictims,’Andthychildrenbegtheirbread!’
"Nay:arichermalediction!—
RatherletthisthingbefallIntime’shurlingandunfurlingOnthenightwhencomesthycall;
ThatcompassiondewthypillowAndbedrenchthysensesallForthyvictims,Tilldeathdarktheewithhispall。"
August1915。
BEFOREMARCHINGANDAFTER
(inMemoriamF。W。G。)
OrionswungsouthwardaslantWherethestarvedEgdonpine—treeshadthinned,ThePleiadsaloftseemedtopantWiththeheatherthattwitchedinthewind;
Buthelookedonindifferenttosightssuchasthese,Unswayedbylove,friendship,homejoyorhomesorrow,Andwonderedtowhathewouldmarchonthemorrow。
Thecrazedhousehold—clockwithitswhirrRangmidnightwithinashestood,HeheardthelowsighingofherWhohadstrivenfromhisbirthforhisgood;
Buthestillonlyaskedthespringstarlight,thebreeze,WhatgreatthingorsmallthinghishistorywouldborrowFromthatGamewithDeathhewouldplayonthemorrow。
Whentheheathworetherobeoflatesummer,Andthefuchsia—bells,hotinthesun,Hungredbythedoor,aquickcomerBroughttidingsthatmarchingwasdoneForhimwhohadjoinedinthatgameoverseasWhereDeathstoodtowin,thoughhisnamewastoborrowAbrightnesstherefromnottofadeonthemorrow。
September1915。
"OFTENWHENWARRING"
Oftenwhenwarringforhewistnotwhat,Anenemy—soldier,passingbyoneweak,Hastenderedwater,wipedtheburningcheek,Andcooledthelipssoblackandclammedandhot;
Thengonehisway,andmaybequiteforgotThedeedofgraceamidtheroarandreek;
YetlargervisionthanloudarmsbespeakHetherehasreached,althoughhehasknownitnot。
Fornaturalmindsight,triumphingintheactOverthethroesofartificialrage,Hasthuswisemuffledvictory’spealofpride,Rendedtoribandspolicy’sspeciouspageThatdealsbutwithevasion,code,andpact,Andwar’sapologywhollystultified。
1915。
THENANDNOW
WhenbattleswerefoughtWithachivalroussenseofShouldandOught,Inspiritmensaid,"Endwequickordead,Honourissomereward!
Letusfightfair——forourownbestorworst;
So,GentlemenoftheGuard,Firefirst!"
Intheopentheystood,Mantomaninhisknightlihood:
TheywouldnotdeignToprofitbyastainOnthehonourablerules,KnowingthatpractiseperfidynomandurstWhointheheroicschoolsWasnurst。
Butnow,behold,whatIswarfarewhereinhonourisnot!
RamalamentsItsdeadinnocents:
Herodbreathes:"SlyslaughterShallrule!Letus,bymodesoncecalledaccurst,Overhead,underwater,Stabfirst。"
1915。
ACALLTONATIONALSERVICE
Upandbedoing,allwhohaveahandTolift,abacktobend。ItmustnotbeIntimeslikethesethatvaguelylingerweToairourvauntsandhopes;andleaveourlandUntendedasawildofweedsandsand。
—Say,then,"Icome!"andgo,OwomenandmenOfpalace,ploughshare,easel,counter,pen;
Thatscareless,scathless,Englandstillmaystand。
WouldyearsbutletmestirasonceIstirredAtmanyadawntotaketheforwardtrack,Andwithastrideplungedontoenterprize,InowwouldspeedlikeyesterwindthatwhirredThroughyieldingpines;andservewithneveraslack,Soloudforpromptnessallaroundoutcries!
March1917。
THEDEADANDTHELIVINGONE
Thedeadwomanlayinherfirstnight’sgrave,Andtwilightfellfromtheclouds’concave,Andthoseshehadaskedtoforgiveforgave。
ThewomanpassingcametoapauseBytheheapedwhiteshapesofwreathandcross,Andlookeduponwheretheotherwas。
Andasshemusedtherethusspokeshe:
"NeveryourcountenancedidIsee,Butyou’vebeenagoodgoodfriendtome!"
Roseaplaintivevoicefromthesodbelow:
"OwomanwhoseaccentsIdonotknow,Whatisitthatmakesyouapprovemeso?"
"Odeadone,eremysoldierwent,Iheardhimsaying,withwarmintent,Tohisfriend,whenwonbyyourblandishment:
"’Iwouldchangeforthatlasshereandnow!
AndifIreturnImaybreakmyvowTomypresentLove,andcontrivesomehow"’Tocallmyownthisnew—foundpearl,Whoseeyeshavethelight,whoselipsthecurl,Ialwayshavelookedforinagirl!’
"——Andthisiswhythatbyceasingtobe—
ThoughneveryourcountenancedidIsee—
Youproveyouagoodgoodfriendtome;
"AndIprayeachhourforyoursoul’sreposeIngratitudeforyourjoiningthoseNoloverwillclaspwhenhiscampaignsclose。"
Awaysheturned,whenarosetohereyeAmartialphantomofgorydye,Thatsaid,withathinandfar—offsigh:
"Osweetheart,neithershallIclaspyou,Forthefoethisdayhaspiercedmethrough,Andsentmetowheresheis。Adieu!—
"Andforgetnotwhenthenight—wind’swhineCallsoverthisturfwhereherlimbsrecline,Thatittravelsontolamentbymine。"
Therewasacrybythewhite—floweredmound,Therewasalaughfromunderground,Therewasadeepergloomaround。
1915。
ANEWYEAR’SEVEINWARTIME
I
Phantasmalfears,Andtheflapoftheflame,Andthethroboftheclock,Andaloosenedslate,Andtheblindnight’sdrone,Whichtiredlythespectralpinesintone!
II
AndthebloodinmyearsStrummingalwaysthesame,Andthegable—cockWithitsfitfulgrate,Andmyself,alone。
III
ThetwelfthhournearsHand—hid,asinshame;
Iundothelock,Andlisten,andwaitFortheYoungUnknown。
IV
Inthedarktherecareers—
AsifDeathastridecameTonumballwithhisknock—
AhorseatmadrateOverrutandstone。
V
Nofigureappears,Nocallofmyname,Nosoundbut"Tic—toc"
Withoutcheck。PastthegateItclatters——isgone。
VI
WhatrideritbearsThereisnonetoproclaim;
AndtheOldYearhasstruck,And,scarceanimate,TheNewmakesmoan。
VII
Maybethat"MoreTears!—
MoreFamineandFlame—
MoreSeveranceandShock!"
IstheorderfromFateThattheRiderspeedsonTopaleEurope;andtiredlythepinesintone。
1915—1916。
"IMETAMAN"
Imetamanwhennightwasnigh,Whosaid,withshiningfaceandeyeLikeMoses’afterSinai:—
"IhaveseentheMoulderofMonarchies,Realms,peoples,plainsandhills,Sittinguponthesunlitseas!—
And,asHesat,soliloquiesFellfromHimlikeanantiphonicbreezeThatpricksthewavestothrills。
"MeseemedthatofthemaimedanddeadMowndownupontheglobe,—
TheirplenteousbloomsofpromiseshedErefruiting—time——Hiswordsweresaid,SittingagainstthewesternwebofredWraptinHiscrimsonrobe。
"AndIcouldcatchthemnowandthen:
——’WhyletthesegamblingclansOfhumanCockers,pitliegemenFrommartandcity,daleandglen,Indeath—mains,buttoswellandswellagainTheirswollenAll—Emperyplans,"’Whenamerenod(ifmymalignCompeerbutpassivekeep)
WouldmendthatoldmistakeofmineImadewithSaul,andeverconsignAllLordsofWarwhosesanctuariesenshrineLiberticide,tosleep?
"’WithviolencethelandsarespreadEvenasinIsrael’sday,AnditrepentethmeIbredCharteredarmipotentslust—ledTofeuds……Yea,grievesmyheart,asthenIsaid,Toseetheirevilway!’
——"Theutterancegrew,andflappedlikeflame,AndfurtherspeechIfeared;
ButnoCelestialtonguedacclaim,Andnohuzzasfromearthlingscame,Andtheheavensmutelymaskedas’twereinshameTilldaylightdisappeared。"
Thusendedheasnightrodehigh—
Themanofshiningfaceandeye,LikeMoses’afterSinai。
1916。
"ILOOKEDUPFROMMYWRITING"
Ilookedupfrommywriting,Andgaveastarttosee,Asifraptinmyinditing,Themoon’sfullgazeonme。
HermeditativemistyheadWasspectralinitsair,AndIinvoluntarilysaid,"Whatareyoudoingthere?"
"Oh,I’vebeenscanningpondandholeAndwaterwayhereaboutForthebodyofonewithasunkensoulWhohasputhislife—lightout。
"Didyouhearhisfrenziedtattle?
ItwassorrowforhissonWhoisslaininbrutishbattle,Thoughhehasinjurednone。
"AndnowIamcurioustolookIntotheblinkeredmindOfonewhowantstowriteabookInaworldofsuchakind。"
Hertemperoverwroughtme,AndIedgedtoshunherview,ForIfeltassuredshethoughtmeOnewhoshoulddrownhimtoo。
THECOMINGOFTHEEND
Howitcametoanend!
Themeetingafarfromthecrowd,Andthelove—looksandlaughtersunpenned,Thepartingwhenmuchwasavowed,Howitcametoanend!
Itcametoanend;
Yes,theoutgazingoverthestream,Withthesunoneachserpentinebend,Or,later,theluringmoon—gleam;
Itcametoanend。
Itcametoanend,Thehousebuilding,furnishing,planting,AsiftherewereagestospendInwelcoming,feasting,andjaunting;
Itcametoanend。
Itcametoanend,Thatjourneyofonedayaweek:
("Italwaysgoeson,"saidafriend,"Justthesameinbrightweathersorbleak;")
Butitcametoanend。
"HOWwillcometoanendThisorbitsosmoothlybegun,Unlesssomeconvulsionattend?"
Ioftensaid。"WhatwillbedoneWhenitcomestoanend?"
Well,itcametoanendQuitesilently——stoppedwithoutjerk;
Betterclosenoprevisioncouldlend;
WorkingoutasOneplanneditshouldworkEreitcametoanend。
AFTERWARDS
WhenthePresenthaslatcheditsposternbehindmytremulousstay,AndtheMaymonthflapsitsgladgreenleaveslikewings,Delicate—filmedasnew—spunsilk,willtheneighbourssay,"Hewasamanwhousedtonoticesuchthings"?
Ifitbeintheduskwhen,likeaneyelid’ssoundlessblink,Thedewfall—hawkcomescrossingtheshadestoalightUponthewind—warpeduplandthorn,agazermaythink,"Tohimthismusthavebeenafamiliarsight。"
IfIpassduringsomenocturnalblackness,mothyandwarm,Whenthehedgehogtravelsfurtivelyoverthelawn,Onemaysay,"Hestrovethatsuchinnocentcreaturesshouldcometonoharm,Buthecoulddolittleforthem;andnowheisgone"?
If,whenhearingthatIhavebeenstilledatlast,theystandatthedoor,Watchingthefull—starredheavensthatwintersees,Willthisthoughtriseonthosewhowillmeetmyfacenomore,"Hewasonewhohadaneyeforsuchmysteries"?
Andwillanysaywhenmybellofquittanceisheardinthegloom,Andacrossingbreezecutsapauseinitsoutrollings,Tilltheyriseagain,astheywereanewbell’sboom,"Hehearsitnotnow,butusedtonoticesuchthings"?
Footnotes:
{1}Jer。li。20。