Somewhereitpursuesitsflight,OneofalongprocessionofsoundsTravellingaetherealroundsFarfromearth’sboundsIntheinfinite。
THEANNOUNCEMENT
Theycame,thebrothers,andtooktwochairsIntheirusualquietway;
AndforatimewedidnotthinkTheyhadmuchtosay。
AndtheybeganandtalkedawhileOfordinarythings,TillspreadthatsilenceintheroomApentthoughtbrings。
Andthentheysaid:"Theendhascome。
Yes:ithascomeatlast。"
Andwelookeddown,andknewthatdayAspirithadpassed。
THEOXEN
ChristmasEve,andtwelveoftheclock。
"Nowtheyareallontheirknees,"
AneldersaidaswesatinaflockBytheembersinhearthsideease。
WepicturedthemeekmildcreatureswhereTheydweltintheirstrawypen,NordiditoccurtooneofusthereTodoubttheywerekneelingthen。
SofairafancyfewwouldweaveIntheseyears!Yet,Ifeel,IfsomeonesaidonChristmasEve,"Come;seetheoxenkneel"InthelonelybartonbyyondercoombOurchildhoodusedtoknow,"
Ishouldgowithhiminthegloom,Hopingitmightbeso。
1915。
THETRESSES
"WhentheairwasdampItmademycurlshangslackAstheykissedmyneckandbackWhileIfootedthesalt—airedtrackIlovedtotramp。
"WhenitwasdryTheywouldrollupcrispandtightAsIwentoninthelightOfthesun,whichmyownspriteSeemedtooutvie。
"NowIamold;
AndhavenotonegaycurlAsIhadwhenagirlFordampnesstounfurlOrsunuphold!"
THEPHOTOGRAPH
TheflamecreptuptheportraitlinebylineAsitlayonthecoalsinthesilenceofnight’sprofound,Andoverthearm’sincline,Andalongthemargeofthesilkworksuperfine,Andgnawedatthedelicatebosom’sdefencelessround。
ThenIventedacryofhurt,andavertedmyeyes;
ThespectaclewasonethatIcouldnotbear,Tomydeepandsadsurprise;
But,compelledtoheed,Iagainlookedfurtive—wiseTilltheflamehadeatenherbreasts,andmouth,andhair。
"ThankGod,sheisoutofitnow!"Isaidatlast,InagreatreliefofheartwhenthethingwasdoneThathadsetmysoulaghast,AndnothingwasleftofthepictureunsheathedfromthepastButtheashenghostofthecardithadfiguredon。
Shewasawomanlonghidamidpacksofyears,Shemighthavebeenlivingordead;shewaslosttomysight,AndthedeedthathadnighdrawntearsWasdoneinacasualclearanceoflife’sarrears;
ButIfeltasifIhadputhertodeaththatnight!……
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—Well;sheknewnothingthereofdidshesurvive,Andsufferednothingifnumberedamongthedead;
Yet——yet——ifonearthaliveDidshefeelasmart,andwithvaguestrangeanguishstrive?
Ifinheaven,didshesmileatmesadlyandshakeherhead?
ONAHEATH
Icouldhearagown—skirtrustlingBeforeIcouldseehershape,RustlingthroughtheheatherThatwovethecommon’sdrape,OnthateveningofdarkweatherWhenIhearkened,lipsagape。
Andthetown—shineinthedistanceDidbutbaffleherethesight,Andthenavoiceflewforward:
Dear,is’tyou?Ifearthenight!"
AndtheheronsflappedtonorwardInthefirsuponmyright。
TherewasanotherloomingWhoselifewedidnotsee;
TherewasonestillybloomingFullnightowherewalkedwe;
TherewasashadeentombingAllthatwasbrightofme。
ANANNIVERSARY
Itwasattheverydatetowhichwehavecome,Inthemonthofthematchingname,When,atalikeminute,thesunhadupswum,Itscouch—timeatnightbeingthesame。
Andthesamepathstretchedherethatpeoplenowfollow,Andthesamestilecrossedtheirway,AndbeyondthesamegreenhillockandhollowThesamehorizonlay;
Andthesamemanpilgrimsnowherebywhopilgrimedherethatday。
Letsomuchbesaidofthedate—day’ssameness;
Butthetreethatneighboursthetrack,Andstoopslikeapedlarafflictedwithlameness,Knewofnosoggedwoundorwindcrack。
AndthejointsofthatwallwerenotenshroudedWithmossesofmanytones,AndthegarthupafarwasnotovercrowdedWithamultitudeofwhitestones,Andtheman’seyesthenwerenotsosunkthatyousawthesocket—
bones。
KINGSTON—MAURWARDEWELEASE。
"BYTHERUNICSTONE"
(Twowhobecameastory)
BytheRunicStoneTheysat,wherethegrassslopeddown,Andchattered,hewhite—hatted,sheinbrown,Pink—faced,breeze—blown。
RapttherealoneInthetransportoftalkingsoInsuchaplace,therewasnothingtoletthemknowWhathourshadflown。
AndthediethrownBythemheedlesslythere,thedentItwastocutintheirencompassment,Were,too,unknown。
ItmighthavestrownTheirzestwithqualmstosee,Asinaglass,TimetosstheirhistoryFromzonetozone!
THEPINKFROCK
"Omyprettypinkfrock,Isha’n’tbeabletowearit!
Whyishedyingjustnow?
Ihardlycanbearit!
"Hemighthavecontrivedtoliveon;
Buttheysaythere’snohopewhatever:
AndmustIshutmyselfup,Andgooutnever?
"Omyprettypinkfrock,Puff—sleevedandaccordion—pleated!
HemighthavepassedinJuly,Andnotsocheated!"
TRANSFORMATIONS
PortionofthisyewIsamanmygrandsireknew,Bosomedhereatitsfoot:
Thisbranchmaybehiswife,AruddyhumanlifeNowturnedtoagreenshoot。
ThesegrassesmustbemadeOfherwhooftenprayed,Lastcentury,forrepose;
AndthefairgirllongagoWhomIoftentriedtoknowMaybeenteringthisrose。
So,theyarenotunderground,ButasnervesandveinsaboundInthegrowthsofupperair,Andtheyfeelthesunandrain,AndtheenergyagainThatmadethemwhattheywere!
INHERPRECINCTS
Herhouselookedcoldfromthefoggylea,AndthesquareofeachwindowadullblackblurWhereshowednostir:
Yes,hergloomwithinatthelackofmeSeemedmatchingmineatthelackofher。
TheblacksquaresgrewtobesquaresoflightAstheeyeshadeswathedthehouseandlawn,Andviolsgavetone;
Therewasgleewithin。AndIfoundthatnightThegloomofseveranceminealone。
KINGSTON—MAURWARDPARK。
THELASTSIGNAL
(Oct。11,1886)
AMEMORYOFWILLIAMBARNES
SilentlyIfootedbyanuphillroadThatledfrommyabodetoaspotyew—boughed;
Yellowlythesunslopedlowdowntowestward,Anddarkwastheeastwithcloud。
Then,amidtheshadowofthatlividsadeast,Wherethelightwasleast,andagatestoodwide,Somethingflashedthefireofthesunthatwasfacingit,Likeabriefblazeonthatside。
LookinghardandharderIknewwhatitmeant—
Thesuddenshinesentfromthelivideastscene;
Itmeantthewestmirroredbythecoffinofmyfriendthere,Turningtotheroadfromhisgreen,Totakehislastjourneyforth——hewhoinhisprimeTrudgedsomanyatimefromthatgateathwarttheland!
Thusafarewelltomehesignalledonhisgrave—way,Aswithawaveofhishand。
WINTERBORNE—CAMEPATH。
THEHOUSEOFSILENCE
"Thatisaquietplace—
Thathouseinthetreeswiththeshadylawn。"
"——If,child,youknewwhattheregoesonYouwouldnotcallitaquietplace。
Why,aphantomabidesthere,thelastofitsrace,Andabrainspinstheretilldawn。"
"ButIseenobodythere,—
Nobodymovesaboutthegreen,Orwanderstheheavytreesbetween。"
"——Ah,that’sbecauseyoudonotbearThevisioningpowersofsoulswhodareTopiercethematerialscreen。
"Morning,noon,andnight,MidthosefunerealshadesthatseemTheuncannysceneryofadream,Figuresdancetoamindwithsight,AndmusicandlaughterlikefloodsoflightMakealltheprecinctsgleam。
"Itisapoet’sbower,Throughwhichtherepass,infleetarrays,Longteamsofalltheyearsanddays,Ofjoysandsorrows,ofearthandheaven,Thatmeetmankindinitsagesseven,Anaioninanhour。"
GREATTHINGS
Sweetcyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,SpinningdowntoWeymouthtownByRidgwaythirstily,AndmaidandmistresssummoningWhotendthehostelry:
Ocyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome!
Thedanceitisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,WithcandleslitandpartnersfitFornight—longrevelry;
Andgoinghomewhenday—dawningPeepspaleuponthelea:
Odancingisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome!
Loveis,yea,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome,When,havingdrawnacrossthelawnIndarknesssilently,Afigureflitslikeonea—wingOutfromthenearesttree:
Oloveis,yes,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome!
Willthesebealwaysgreatthings,Greatthingstome?……
LetitbefallthatOnewillcall,"Soul,Ihaveneedofthee:"
Whatthen?Joy—jaunts,impassionedflings,Love,anditsecstasy,Willalwayshavebeengreatthings,Greatthingstome!
THECHIMES
ThatmorningwhenItrodthetownThetwitchingchimesoflongrenownPlayedouttomeThesweetSiciliansailors’tune,AndIknewnotiflateorsoonMydaywouldbe:
Adayofsunshineberyl—brightAndwindless;yea,thinkasImight,Icouldnotsay,Eventowithinyears’measure,whenOnewouldbeatmysidewhothenWasfaraway。
WhenhardutilitariantimesHadstilledthesweetSaint—Peter’schimesIlearnttoseeThatbalemayspringwhereblissesare,AndonedesiredmightbeafarThoughneartome。
THEFIGUREINTHESCENE
ItpleasedhertostepinfrontandsitWherethecraggedslopewasgreen,WhileIstoodbackthatImightpencilitWithheramidthescene;
Tillitgloomedandrained;
ButIkepton,despitethedriftingwetThatfellandstainedMydraught,leavingforcuriousquizzingsyetTheblotsengrained。
AndthusIdrewhertherealone,SeatedamidthegauzeOfmoisture,hooded,onlyheroutlineshown,Withrainfallmarkedacross。
——Soonpassedourstay;
YetherrainyformistheGeniusstillofthespot,Immutable,yea,Thoughtheplacenowknowshernomore,andhasknownhernotEversincethatday。
Fromanoldnote。
"WHYDIDISKETCH"
WhydidIsketchanuplandgreen,AndputthefigureinOfoneonthespotwithme?—
FornowthatonehasceasedtobeseenThepicturewaxesakinToawordlessirony。
IfyougodrawingondownorcliffLetnosoftcurvesintrudeOfawoman’ssilhouette,ButshowtheescarpmentsstarkandstiffAsinuttersolitude;
Soshallyouhalfforget。
LetmesoonerpassfromsightoftheskyThanagainonathoughtlessdayLimn,laugh,andsing,andrhymeWithawomansittingnear,whomI
Paintinforlove,andwhomayBecalledhenceinmytime!
Fromanoldnote。
CONJECTURE
IftherewereinmykalendarNoEmma,Florence,Mary,Whatwouldbemyexistencenow—
Ahermit’s?——wanderer’sweary?—
HowshouldIlive,andhowNearwouldbedeath,orfar?
CouldithavebeenthatothereyesMighthaveuplitmyhighway?
Thatfond,sad,retrospectivesightWouldcatchfromthisdimbywayPrizedfiguresdifferentquiteFromthosethatnowarise?
WithhowstrangeaspectwouldtherecreepThedawn,thenight,thedaytime,IfmemorywerenotwhatitisInsong—time,toil,orpray—time。—
Owereitelsethanthis,I’dpasstopulselesssleep!
THEBLOW
Thatnomanschemeditismyhope—
Yea,thatitfellbywillandscopeOfThatWhichsomeenthrone,Andforwhosemeaningmyriadsgrope。
ForIwouldnotthatofmykindThereshould,ofhisunbiassedmind,HavebeenoneknownWhosuchastrokecouldhavedesigned;
SinceitwouldaugurworksandwaysBelowthelowestthatmanassaysTohavehurledthatstoneIntothesunshineofourdays!
Andifitprovethatnomandid,AndthattheInscrutable,theHid,WascausealoneOfthisfoulcrashourlivesamid,I’llgoinduetime,andforgetInsomedeepgraveyard’soublietteThethingwhereofIgroan,Andceasefromtroubling;thankfulyetTime’sfingershouldhavestretchedtoshowNoaimfulauthor’swastheblowThatsweptusprone,ButtheImmanentDoer’sThatdothnotknow,WhichinsomeageunguessedofusMayliftItsblindingincubus,Andsee,andown:
"ItgrievesmeIdidthusandthus!"
LOVETHEMONOPOLIST
(YoungLover’sReverie)
Thetraindrawsforthfromthestation—yard,Andwithitcarriesme。
Irise,andstretchout,andregardTheplatformleft,andseeAnairyslimblueformtherestanding,Andknowthatitisshe。
WhilewithstrainedvisionIwatchon,ThefigureturnsroundquiteTogreetfriendsgaily;thenisgone……
Theimportmaybeslight,ButwhyremainedshenothardgazingTillIwasoutofsight?
"Odonotchatwithothersthere,"
Ibrood。"TheyarenotI。
OstrainyourthoughtsasiftheywereGoldbandsbetweenus;eyeAllneighbourscenesassomuchblanknessTillIagainamby!
"AtroubledsoughinginthebreezeAndtheskyoverheadLetyourselffeel;andshadefultrees,Ripecorn,andapplesred,ReadasthingsbarrenanddistastefulWhileweareseparated!
"WhenIcomebackuncloakyourgloom,Andletinlovelyday;
ThenthelongdarkasofthetombCanwellbethrustawayWithsweetthingsIshallhavetopractise,Andyouwillhavetosay!"
Begun1871:finished—
ATMIDDLE—FIELDGATEINFEBRUARY
ThebarsarethickwithdropsthatshowAstheygatherthemselvesfromthefogLikesilverbuttonsrangedinarow,Andasevenlyspacedasifmeasured,althoughTheyfallatthefeeblestjog。
Theyloadtheleaflesshedgehardby,Andthebladesoflastyear’sgrass,WhilethefallowploughlandturnedupnighInrawrolls,clammyandclogginglie—
Toocloggingforfeettopass。
Howdryitwasonafar—backdayWhenstrawshungthehedgeandaround,WhenamidthesheavesinamorousplayIncurtainedbonnetsandlightarrayBloomedabevynowunderground!
BOCKHAMPTONLANE。
THEYOUTHWHOCARRIEDALIGHT
Isawhimpassasthenewdaydawned,Murmuringsomemusicalphrase;
Horsesweredrinkingandflounderinginthepond,Andthetiredstarsthinnedtheirgaze;
Yetthesewerenotthespectaclesatallthatheconned,Butaninnerone,givingoutrays。
Suchwasthethinginhiseye,walkingthere,Theveryandvisiblething,Acloselight,displacingthegrayofthemorningair,Andthetokensthatthedarkwastakingwing;
AndwasitnottheradianceofapurposerareThatmightripetoitsaccomplishing?
Whatbecameofthatlight?Iwonderstillitsfate!
Wasitquenchedereitsfullapogee?
Diditstrugglefrailandfrailertoabeamemaciate?
Diditthrivetillmaturedinverity?
Ordidittravelon,tobeanewyoungdreamer’sfreight,Andthenceoninfinitely?
1915。
THEHEADABOVETHEFOG
SomethingdoIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead,Afigureliketolifeindeed,Movingalongwithspectre—speed,Seenbynonebutme。
Othevisionkeen!—
TrippingalongtomeforloveAsinthefleshitusedtomove,OnlyitshatandplumeaboveTheeveningfog—fleeceseen。
Intheday—fallwan,Whennightedbirdsbreakofftheirsong,Mereghostlyheaditskimsalong,Justasitdidwhenwarmandstrong,Bodyseeminggone。
SuchitisIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead—
Yea,thatwhichoncecouldbreatheandplead!—
Skimmingalongwithspectre—speedToalasttrystwithme。
OVERLOOKINGTHERIVERSTOUR
TheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleamInthewetJune’slastbeam:
LikelittlecrossbowsanimateTheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleam。
PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedoutFromthebankthereabout,Andthroughthestream—shinerippedhisway;
PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedout。
Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen,Thoughtheday’smorningsheenHadshownitgoldenandhoneybee’d;
Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen。
AndneverIturnedmyhead,alack,WhilethesethingsmetmygazeThroughthepane’sdrop—drenchedglaze,Toseethemorebehindmyback……
OneverIturned,butlet,alack,Theselessthingsholdmygaze!
THEMUSICALBOX
LifelongtobeSeemedthefaircolourofthetime;
ThattherewasstandingshadowednearAspiritwhosangtothegentlechimeOftheself—strucknotes,Ididnothear,Ididnotsee。
ThusdiditsingTothemindlesslyrethatplayedindoorsAsshecametolistenformewithout:
"Ovaluewhatthenonceoutpours—
Thisbestoflife——thatshinesaboutYourwelcoming!"
IhadslowedalongAfterthetorridhoursweredone,ThoughstillthepostsandwallsandroadFlungbacktheirsenseofthehot—facedsun,AndhadwalkedbyStoursideMill,wherebroadStream—liliesthrong。
AndIdescriedTheduskyhousethatstoodapart,Andher,white—muslined,waitingthereIntheporchwithhigh—expectantheart,WhilestillthethinmechanicairWentoninside。
AtwhileswouldflitSwartbats,whosewings,be—webbedandtanned,Whirredlikethewheelsofancientclocks:
ShelaughedahailingasshescannedMeinthegloom,thetunefulboxIntoningit。
LifelongtobeIthoughtit。ThattherewatchedhardbyAspiritwhosangtotheindoortune,"Omakethemostofwhatisnigh!"
Ididnothearinmydullsoul—swoon—
Ididnotsee。
ONSTURMINSTERFOOT—BRIDGE
(ONOMATOPOEIC)
Reticulationscreepupontheslackstream’sfaceWhenthewindskimsirritablypast,ThecurrentcluckssmartlyintoeachhollowplaceThatyearsoffloodhavescrabbledinthepier’ssoddenbase;
Thefloating—lilyleavesrotfast。
Onaroofstandtheswallowsrangedinwistfulwaitingrows,TilltheyarrowoffanddroplikestonesAmongtheeyot—withiesatwhosefoottheriverflows;
AndbeneaththeroofisshewhointhedarkworldshowsAsalattice—gleamwhenmidnightmoans。
ROYALSPONSORS
"Thekingandthequeenwillstandtothechild;
’Twillbehandeddowninsong;
Andit’snomorethantheirdeserving,WithmylordsofaithfulatCourtsolong,Andsostaunchandstrong。
"Oneverbeforewasknownsuchathing!
’Twillbeagrandtimeforall;
Andthebeefwillbeawhole—roastbullock,Andtheservantswillhaveafeastinthehall,Andtheladiesaball。
"WhilefromJordan’sstreambyatraveller,Inaflagonofsilverwrought,Andbycaravan,stage—coach,wain,andwaggonAprecioustricklehasbeenbrought,Clearaswhencaught。"
Themorningcame。TotheparkofthepeerTheroyalcouplebore;
AndthefontwasfilledwiththeJordanwater,AndthehouseholdawaitedtheirguestsbeforeThecarpeteddoor。
Butwhentheywenttothesilk—linedcotThechildwasfoundtohavedied。
"What’snowtobedone?WecandisappointnotThekingandqueen!"thefamilycriedWitheyesspreadwide。
"Evennowtheyapproachthechestnut—drive!
Theservicemustberead。"
"Well,sincewecan’tchristenthechildalive,ByGodweshallhavetochristenhimdead!"
Themarquissaid。
Thus,breath—forsaken,acorpsewastakenTotheprivatechapel——yea—
Andthekingknewnot,northequeen,Godwot,ThattheyansweredforonereturnedtoclayAtthefontthatday。
OLDFURNITURE
IknownothowitmaybewithothersWhositamidrelicsofhouseholdryThatdatefromthedaysoftheirmothers’mothers,ButwellIknowhowitiswithmeContinually。
IseethehandsofthegenerationsThatownedeachshinyfamiliarthingInplayonitsknobsandindentations,AndwithitsancientfashioningStilldallying:
Handsbehindhands,growingpalerandpaler,Asinamirroracandle—flameShowsimagesofitself,eachfrailerAsitrecedes,thoughtheeyemayframeItsshapethesame。
Ontheclock’sdulldialafoggyfinger,MovingtosettheminutesrightWithtentativetouchesthatliftandlingerInthewontofamothonasummernight,Creepstomysight。
Onthisoldviol,too,fingersaredancing—
Aswhilom——justoverthestringsbythenut,Thetipofabowreceding,advancingInairyquivers,asifitwouldcutTheplaintivegut。
AndIseeafacebythatboxfortinder,Glowingforthinfitsfromthedark,Andfadingagain,asthelintencinderKindlestoredattheflintyspark,Orgoesoutstark。
Well,well。Itisbesttobeupanddoing,Theworldhasnouseforoneto—dayWhoeyesthingsthus——noaimpursuing!
Heshouldnotcontinueinthisstay,Butsinkaway。
ATHOUGHTINTWOMOODS
Isawit——pinkandwhite——revealedUponthewhiteandgreen;
Thewhiteandgreenwasadaisiedfield,ThepinkandwhiteEthleen。
AndasIlookeditseemedinkindThatdifferencetheyhadnone;
ThetwofairbodimentscombinedAsvariedmiensofone。
Asensethat,insomemoulderingyear,Asonetheybothwouldlie,MadememovequicklyontoherTopassthepalethoughtby。
Shelaughedandsaid:"Outthere,tome,Youlookedsoweather—browned,Andbrowninclothes,youseemedtobeMadeofthedustyground!"
THELASTPERFORMANCE
"Iamplayingmyoldesttunes,"declaredshe,"AlltheoldtunesIknow,—
ThoseIlearnteversolongago。"
—Whysheshouldthinkjustthenshe’dplaythemSilencecloakslikesnow。
WhenIreturnedfromthetownatnightfallNotescontinuedtopourAswhenIhadlefttwohoursbefore:
It’stheverylasttime,"shesaidinclosing;
"FromnowIplaynomore。"
Afewmornsonwardfoundherfading,And,asherlifeoutflew,Ithoughtofherplayinghertunesrightthrough;
AndIfeltshehadknownofwhatwascoming,Andwonderedhowsheknew。
1912。
"YOUONTHETOWER"
I
"Youonthetowerofmyfactory—
Whatdoyouseeupthere?
DoyouseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachmehere?"
—"Yea;IseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachyouhere。"
II
"Good。SoonI’llcomeandaskyouTotellmeagainthereon……
Well,whatishedoingnow?Hoi,there!"
——"Hestillisflyingon。"
"Ah,waitingtillIhavefull—finished。
Good。Tellmeagainanon……
III
Hoi,Watchman!I’mhere。Whencomeshe?
BetweenmysweatsIamchill。"
——"Oh,youthere,workingstill?
Why,surelyhereachedyouatimeback,Andtookyoumilesfromyourmill?
Hedulycameinhiswinging,Andnowhehaspassedoutofview。
Howcanitbethatyoumissedhim?
Hebrushedyoubyasheflew。"
THEINTERLOPER
"AndIsawthefigureandvisageofMadnessseekingforahome。"
Therearethreefolkdrivinginaquaintoldchaise,Andthecliff—sidetracklooksgreenandfair;
IviewthemtalkinginquietgleeAstheydropdowntowardsthepuffins’lairBytheroughestofways;
Butanotherwiththethreerideson,Isee,WhomIlikenottobethere!
No:it’snotanybodyyouthinkof。NextAdwellingappearsbyaslowsweetstreamWheretwosithappyandhalfinthedark:
Theyread,helpedoutbyafrail—wick’dgleam,Somerhythmictext;
Butonesitswiththemwhomtheydon’tmark,OneI’mwishingcouldnotbethere。
No:notwhomyouknewandname。AndnowIdiscerngaydinersinamansion—place,Andtheguestsdroppingwit——pert,prim,orchoice,Andthehostess’stenderandlaughingface,Andthehost’sblandbrow;
Icannothelphearingahollowvoice,AndI’dfainnothearitthere。
No:it’snotfromthestrangeryoumetonce。Ah,Yetagoodlierscenethanthatsucceeds;
Peopleonalawn——quiteacrowdofthem。Yes,Andtheychatterandrambleasfancyleads;
Andtheysay,"Hurrah!"
Toablithespeechmade;saveone,mirthless,Whooughtnottobethere。
Nay:it’snotthepaleFormyourimagingsraise,Thatwaitsonusallatadestinedtime,ItisnottheFourthFiguretheFurnaceshowed,Othatitweresuchashapesublime;
Intheselatterdays!
Itisthatunderwhichbestlivescorrode;
Would,woulditcouldnotbethere!
LOGSONTHEHEARTH
AMEMORYOFASISTER
ThefireadvancesalongthelogOfthetreewefelled,WhichbloomedandborestripedapplesbythepeckTillitslasthourofbearingknelled。
TheforkthatfirstmyhandwouldreachAndthenmyfootInclimbingsupwardinchbyinch,liesnowSawn,sapless,darkeningwithsoot。
Wherethebarkcharsiswhere,oneyear,Itwaspruned,andbled—
Thenovergrewthewound。Butnow,atlast,Itsgrowingsallhavestagnated。
Myfellow—climberrisesdimFromherchillygrave—
Justasshewas,herfootnearmineonthebendinglimb,Laughing,heryoungbrownhandawave。
December1915。
THESUNSHADE
Ah——it’stheskeletonofalady’ssunshade,Hereatmyfeetinthehardrock’schink,Merelyanakedsheafofwires!—
TwentyyearshavegonewiththeirliversanddiersSinceitwassilkedinitswhiteorpink。
Noonshineriddlestheribsofthesunshade,Nomoreascreenfromtheweakestray;
Nothingtotellusthehueofitsdyes,NothingbutrustybonesasitliesInitscoffinofstone,unseentillto—day。
Whereisthewomanwhocarriedthatsun—shadeUpanddownthisseasideplace?—
Littlethumbstandingagainstitsstem,Thoughtsperhapsbentonalove—stratagem,Softeningyetmorethealreadysoftface!
IsthefairwomanwhocarriedthatsunshadeAskeletonjustasherpropertyis,Laidinthechinkthatnonemayscan?
Anddoessheregret——ifregretdustcan—
Thevainthingsthoughtwhensheflourishedthis?
SWANAGECLIFFS。
THEAGEINGHOUSE
WhenthewallswereredThatnowareseenTobeoverspreadWithamouldygreen,AfreshfairheadWouldoftenleanFromthesunnycasementAndscanthescene,Whileblithelyspokethewindtothelittlesycamoretree。
ButstormshaveragedThosewallsabout,AndtheheadhasagedThatoncelookedout;
AndzestissuagedAndtrustisdoubt,AndsloweffacementIsrifethroughout,Whilefiercelygirdsthewindatthelong—limbedsycamoretree!
THECAGEDGOLDFINCH
Withinachurchyard,onarecentgrave,IsawalittlecageThatjailedagoldfinch。AllwassilencesaveItshopsfromstagetostage。
Therewasinquiryinitswistfuleye,Andonceittriedtosing;
Ofhimorherwhoplaceditthere,andwhy,Nooneknewanything。
ATMADAMETUSSAUD’SINVICTORIANYEARS
"Thatsamefirstfiddlerwholeadstheorchestrato—nightHerefiddledfourdecadesofyearsago;
Hebearsthesamebabe—likesmileofself—centreddelight,Sametrinketonwatch—chain,sameringonthehandwiththebow。
"Buthisface,ifregarded,iswoefullywanner,anddrier,Andhisoncedarkbeardhasgrownstragglingandgray;
Yetablissfulexistenceheseemstohaveledwithhislyre,Inatranceofhisown,wherenowearingortearinghadsway。
"Midthesewaxfigures,whonothingcando,itmayseemThattodobutalittlethingcountsagreatdeal;
Tobewatchedbykings,councillors,queens,maybeflatteringtohim—
Withtheirglasseyeslongingtheytoocouldwakenotesthatappeal。"
***
Ah,butheplayedstaunchly——thatfiddler——whoeverhewas,Withtheinnocentheartandthesoul—touchingstring:
MayhefindtheFairHaven!Fordidhenotsmilewithgoodcause?
Yes;gamutsthatgracedfortyyears’—flightwerenotasmallthing!
THEBALLET
Theycrushtogether——arustlingheapofflesh—
Ofmorethanflesh,aheapofsouls;andthenTheypart,enmesh,Andcrushtogetheragain,LikethepinkpetalsofatoosanguineroseFrightenedshutjustwhenitblows。
Thoughallalikeintheirtinsellivery,Andindistinguishableatasweepingglance,Theymuster,maybe,Asliveswideinirrelevance;
Aworldofherownhaseachoneunderneath,Detachedasaswordfromitssheath。
Daughters,wives,mistresses;honestorfalse,sold,bought;
Heartsofallsizes;gay,fond,gushing,orpenned,VariousinthoughtOflover,rival,friend;
Linksinaone—pulsedchain,allshowingonesmile,Yetseveredsomanyamile!
THEFIVESTUDENTS
Thesparrowdipsinhiswheel—rutbath,Thesungrowspassionate—eyed,Andboilsthedewtosmokebythepaddock—path;
Asstrenuouslywestride,—
Fiveofus;darkHe,fairHe,darkShe,fairShe,I,Allbeatingby。
Theairisshaken,thehigh—roadhot,Shadowlessswoonstheday,Thegreensaresoberedandcattleatrest;butnotWeonoururgentway,—
Fourofus;fairShe,darkShe,fairHe,I,arethere,Butone——elsewhere。
Autumnmouldsthehardfruitmellow,AndforwardstillwepressThroughmoors,briar—meshedplantations,clay—pitsyellow,Asinthespringhours——yes,Threeofus:fairHe,fairShe,I,asheretofore,But——fallenonemore。
Theleafdrops:earthwormsdrawitinAtnight—timenoiselessly,Thefingersofbirchandbeechareskeleton—thin,Andyetonthebeatarewe,—
Twoofus;fairShe,I。ButnomorelefttogoThetrackweknow。
Iciclestagthechurch—aisleleads,Theflag—ropegibbershoarse,Thehome—boundfoot—folkwraptheirsnow—flakedheads,YetIstillstalkthecourse,—
Oneofus……DarkandfairHe,darkandfairShe,gone:
Therest——anon。
THEWIND’SPROPHECY
Itravelonbybarrenfarms,AndgullsglintoutlikesilverflecksAgainstacloudthatspeaksofwrecks,Andbelliesdownwithblackalarms。
Isay:"Thusfrommylady’sarmsIgo;thosearmsIlovethebest!"
Thewindrepliesfromdipandrise,"Nay;towardherarmsthoujourneyest。"
AdistantvergemoroselygrayAppears,whileclotsofflyingfoamBreakfromitsmuddymonochrome,Andalightblinksupfaraway。
Isigh:"MyeyesnowasalldayBeholdherebonloopsofhair!"
Likeburstingbondsthewindresponds,"Nay,waitfortressesflashingfair!"
FromtidestheloftycoastlandsscreenComesmitingsliketheslamofdoors,Orhammeringsonhollowfloors,Astheswellcleavesthroughcavesunseen。
SayI:"Thoughbroadthiswildterrene,Hercityhomeismatchedofnone!"
Fromthehoarseskiesthewindreplies:
"Thoushouldsthavesaidhersea—bordone。"
Theall—prevailingcloudsexcludeTheonequicktimoroustransientstar;
ThewavesoutsidewherebreakersareHuzzalikeamadmultitude。
"Wherethesunupsit,mist—imbued,"
Icry,"therereignsthestarforme!"
Thewindoutshrieksfrompointsandpeaks:
"Here,westward,whereitdowns,meanye!"
Yondertheheadland,vulturine,SnoreslikeoldSkrymerinhissleep,AndeverychasmandeverysteepBlackensaswakeseachpharos—shine。
"Iroam,butoneissafelymine,"
Isay。"Godgrantshestaymyown!"
Lowlaughsthewindasifitgrinned:
"ThyLoveisonethou’stnotyetknown。"
Rewrittenfromanoldcopy。
DURINGWINDANDRAIN
Theysingtheirdearestsongs—
He,she,allofthem——yea,Trebleandtenorandbass,Andonetoplay;
Withthecandlesmooningeachface……
Ah,no;theyearsO!
Howthesickleavesreeldowninthrongs!
Theyclearthecreepingmoss—
Eldersandjuniors——aye,MakingthepathwaysneatAndthegardengay;
Andtheybuildashadyseat……
Ah,no;theyears,theyears;
See,thewhitestorm—birdswingacross!
Theyareblithelybreakfastingall—
Menandmaidens——yea,Underthesummertree,Withaglimpseofthebay,Whilepetfowlcometotheknee……
Ah,no;theyearsO!
Andtherottenroseisriptfromthewall。
Theychangetoahighnewhouse,He,she,allofthem——aye,ClocksandcarpetsandchairsOnthelawnallday,Andbrightestthingsthataretheirs……
Ah,no;theyears,theyears;
Downtheircarvednamestherain—dropploughs。
HEPREFERSHEREARTHLY
Thisafter—sunsetisasightforseeing,Cliff—headsofcraggycloudsurroundingit。
——Anddwellyouinthatglory—show?
Youmay;fortherearestrangestrangethingsinbeing,StrangerthanIknow。
YetifthatchasmofsplendourclaimyourpresenceWhichglowsbetweentheashcloudandthedun,Howchangedmustbeyourmortalmould!
Changedtoafirmament—ridingearthlessessenceFromwhatyouwereofold:
AlltoounlikethefondandfragilecreatureThenknowntome……Well,shallIsayitplain?
Iwouldnothaveyouthusandthere,Butstillwouldgrieveon,missingyou,stillfeatureYouastheoneyouwere。
THEDOLLS
"Wheneveryoudressmedolls,mammy,Whydoyoudressthemso,Andmakethemgallantsoldiers,WhenneveraoneIknow;
AndnotasgentleladiesWithfrillsandfrocksandcurls,AspeopledressthedolliesOfotherlittlegirls?"
Ah——whydidshenotanswer:—
"Becauseyourmammy’sheedIsalwaysgallantsoldiers,Aswellmaybe,indeed。
Oneofthemwasyourdaddy,HisnameImustnottell;
He’snotthedadwholiveshere,ButoneIlovetoowell。"
MOLLYGONE
NomoresummerforMollyandme;
Thereissnowonthetree,Andtheblackbirdsplumplargeastherooksare,almost,AndthewaterishardWheretheyusedtodipbillsatthedawnereherfigurewaslostTothesecoasts,nowmyprisonclose—barred。
NomoreplantingbyMollyandmeWherethebedsusedtobeOfsweet—william;notrainingtheclamberingroseBytheframeworkoffirNowboweringthepathway,whereonitswingsgailyandblowsAsifcallingcommendmentfromher。
NomorejauntingsbyMollyandmeTothetownbythesea,OralongoverWhitesheettoWynyard’sgreenGap,CatchingMontacuteCrestTotherightagainstSedgmoor,andCorton—Hill’sfar—distantcap,AndPilsdonandLewsdontowest。
NomoresingingbyMollytomeIntheeveningswhensheWasinmoodandinvoice,andthecandleswerelit,Andpasttheporch—quoinTherayswouldspringoutonthelaurels;anddumbledoreshitOnthepane,asifwishingtojoin。
Where,then,isMolly,who’snomorewithme?
——AsIstandonthislea,Thinkingthus,there’samany—flamedstarintheair,ThattossesasignThatherglanceisregardingitsfacefromherhome,sothatthereHereyesmayhavemeetingswithmine。
ABACKWARDSPRING
Thetreesareafraidtoputforthbuds,Andthereistimidityinthegrass;
Theplotsliegraywheregougedbyspuds,AndwhethernextweekwillpassFreeofslysourwindsisthefretofeachbushOfbarberrywaitingtobloom。
Yetthesnowdrop’sfacebetraysnogloom,Andtheprimrosepantsinitsheedlesspush,Thoughthemyrtleasksifit’sworththefightThisyearwithfrostandrimeToventureonemoretimeOndelicateleavesandbuttonsofwhiteFromtheselfsameboughasatlastyear’sprime,AndnevertoruminateonorrememberWhathappenedtoitinmid—December。
April1917。
LOOKINGACROSS
I
Itisdarkinthesky,AndsilenceiswhereOurlaughsranghigh;
AndrecalldoI
ThatOneisoutthere。
II
Thedawnisnotnigh,Andthetreesarebare,AndthewaterwayssighThatayearhasdrawnby,AndTwoareoutthere。
III
ThewinddropstodieLikethephantomofCareToofrailforacry,AndheartbringstoeyeThatThreeareoutthere。
IV
ThisLiferunsdryThatonceranrareAndrosyindye,Andfleetthedaysfly,AndFourareoutthere。
V
Tired,tiredamI
Ofthisearthlyair,Andmywraithasks:Why,Sincethesecalmlie,ArenotFiveoutthere?
December1915。
ATASEASIDETOWNIN1869
(YoungLover’sReverie)
Iwentandstoodoutsidemyself,SpelledthedarkskyAndship—lightsnigh,Andgrumblingwindsthatpassedthereby。
ThennextinsidemyselfIlooked,Andthere,aboveAll,shonemyLove,Thatnothingmatchedtheimageof。
BeyondmyselfagainIranged;
AndsawthefreeLifebythesea,Andfolkindifferenttome。
O’twasacharmtodrawwithinThereafter,whereButshewas;careForonethingonly,herhidthere!
Butsoitchanced,withoutmyselfIhadtolook,AndthenItookMoreheedofwhatIhadlongforsook:
Theboats,thesands,theesplanade,Thelaughingcrowd;
Light—hearted,loudGreetingsfromsomenotill—endowed;
Theeveningsunlitcliffs,thetalk,Hailingsandhalts,Thekeensea—salts,Theband,theMorgenblatterWaltz。
Still,whenatnightIdrewinsideForwardshecame,Sad,butthesameAswhenIfirsthadknownhername。
Thenroseatimewhen,asbyforce,OutwardlywooedBycontactscrude,Herimageinabeyancestood……
AtlastIsaid:ThisoutsidelifeShallnotendure;
I’llseekthepureThought—world,andbaskinherallure。
MyselfagainIcreptwithin,ScannedwithkeencareThetemplewhereShe’dshone,butcouldnotfindherthere。
Isoughtandsought。ButOhersoulHasnotsincethrownUponmyownOnebeam!Yea,sheisgone,isgone。
Fromanoldnote。
THEGLIMPSE
ShespedthroughthedoorAnd,followinginhaste,Andstirredtothecore,Ienteredhot—faced;
ButIcouldnotfindher,Nosignwasbehindher。
"Whereisshe?"Isaid:
—"Who?"theyaskedthatsatthere;
"Notasoul’scomeinsight。"
—"Amaidwithredhair。"
—"Ah。"Theypaled。"Sheisdead。
Peopleseeheratnight,ButyouarethefirstOnwhomshehasburstInthekeencommonlight。"
Itwasagesago,WhenIwasquitestrong:
Ihavewaitedsince,——O,Ihavewaitedsolong!
—Yea,IsetmetoownThehouse,wherenowloneIdwellinvoidroomsBoominghollowastombs!
ButInevercomenearher,ThoughnightlyIhearher。
AndmycheekhasgrownthinAndmyhairhasgrowngrayWiththiswaitingtherein;
Butshestillkeepsaway!
THEPEDESTRIAN
ANINCIDENTOF1883
"Sir,willyouletmegiveyouaride?
NoxVenit,andtheheathiswide。"
—Myphaeton—lanternshoneononeYoung,fair,evenfresh,Butburdenedwithflesh:
Aleathernsatchelathisside,Hisbreathingsshort,hiscoatundone。
’TwasasifhiscorpulentfiguresloppedWiththeshakeofhiswalkingwhenhestopped,And,thoughthenight’spinchgrewacute,HeworebutathinWind—thriddedsuit,Yetwell—shapedshoesforwalkingin,Artisticbeaver,canegold—topped。
"Alas,myfriend,"hesaidwithasmile,"Iamdailyboundtofoottenmile—
Wet,dry,ordark——beforeIrest。
SixmonthstoliveMydoctorsgiveMeasmyprospecthere,atbest,UnlessIvampmysturdiest!"
Hisvoicewasthatofamanrefined,Aman,onewellcouldfeel,ofmind,Quitewinninginitsmusicalease;
ButinmouldmalignedBysomedisease;
AndIaskedagain。Butheshookhishead;
Then,asifmoreweredue,hesaid:—
"AstudentwasI——ofSchopenhauer,Kant,Hegel,——andthefountainedbowerOftheMuses,too,knewmyregard:
Butah——IfearmeThegravegapesnearme!……
WouldIcouldthisgrosssheathdiscard,Andriseanetherealshape,unmarred!"
HowIrememberhim!——hisshortbreath,Hisaspect,markedforearlydeath,Ashedroppedintothenightforever;
OnecaughtinhisprimeOfhighendeavour;
FromallphilosophiessoontoseverThroughanunconsciencedtrickofTime!
"WHO’SINTHENEXTROOM?"
"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?
IseemedtoseeSomebodyinthedawningpassingthrough,Unknowntome。"
"Nay:yousawnought。Hepassedinvisibly。"
"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?
IseemtohearSomebodymutteringfirminalanguagenewThatchillstheear。"
"No:youcatchnothistonguewhohasenteredthere。"
"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?
IseemtofeelHisbreathlikeaclammydraught,asifitdrewFromthePolarWheel。"
"No:nonewhobreathesatalldoesthedoorconceal。"
"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?
AfigurewanWithamessagetooneinthereofsomethingdue?
ShallIknowhimanon?"
"Yeahe;andhebroughtsuch;andyou’llknowhimanon。"
ATACOUNTRYFAIR
AtabygoneWesterncountryfairIsawagiantledbyadwarfWitharedstringlikealongthinscarf;
HowmuchhewasthestrongerthereThegiantseemedunaware。
AndthenIsawthatthegiantwasblind,Andthedwarfashrewd—eyedlittlething;
Thegiant,mild,timid,obeyedthestringAsifhehadnoindependentmind,Orwillofanykind。
WhereverthedwarfdecidedtogoAthisheelstheothertrottedmeekly,(Perhaps——Iknownot——reproachingweakly)
LikeoneFatebadethatitmustbeso,Whetherhewishedorno。
VarioussightsinvariousclimesIhaveseen,andmoreImayseeyet,ButthatsightnevershallIforget,Andhavethoughtitthesorriestofpantomimes,Ifonce,ahundredtimes!
THEMEMORIALBRASS:186—
"Whydoyouweepthere,Osweetlady,Whydoyouweepbeforethatbrass?—
(I’mamerestudentsketchingthemediaeval)
Issomelatedeathlinedthere,alas?—
Yourfather’s?……Well,allpaythedebtthatpaidhe!"
"Youngman,OmustItell!——Myhusband’s!AndunderHisnameIsetmine,andmyDEATH!—
Itsdateleftvacanttillmyheirsshouldfillit,Statingmefaithfultillmylastbreath。"
—"Madam,thatyouareawidowwakesmywonder!"
"Owait!ForlastmonthI——remarried!
AndnowIfear’twasadeedamiss。
We’vejustcomehome。AndIamsickandsaddenedAtwhatthenewonewillsaytothis;
Andwillhethink——thinkthatIshouldhavetarried?
"Imayadd,surely,——withnowishtoharmhim—
Thathe’satemper——yes,Ifear!
AndwhenhecomestochurchnextSundaymorning,Andseesthatwritten……Odear,Odear!
—"Madam,Iswearyourbeautywilldisarmhim!"
HERLOVE—BIRDS
WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon,TherewasintheirtinytuneAdyingfetchlikebrokenwords,WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon。
Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birdsOnenteringtherethatday,’TwasasifhehadnoughttosayOfhislongjourneycitywards,Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birds,Onenteringtherethatday。
Andbilledandbilledthelove—birds,As’twereinfonddespairAtthestressofsilencewhereHadoncebeentonesintenorthirds,Andbilledandbilledthelove—birdsAs’twereinfonddespair。
O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme,AsIlearntwhatwastobe,Andknewmylifewasbrokeinsherds!
O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme!
PAYINGCALLS
IwentbyfootpathandbystileBeyondwherebustleends,StrayedhereamileandthereamileAndcalleduponsomefriends。
OncertainonesIhadnotseenForyearspastdidIcall,AndthenonotherswhohadbeenTheoldestfriendsofall。
ItwasthetimeofmidsummerWhentheyhadusedtoroam;
Butnow,thoughtemptingwastheair,Ifoundthemallathome。
IspoketooneandotherofthemBymoundandstoneandtreeOfthingswehaddoneeredaysweredim,Buttheyspokenottome。
THEUPPERBIRCH—LEAVES
Warmyellowy—greenIntheblueserene,HowtheyskipandswayOnthisautumnday!
TheycannotknowWhathashappenedbelow,—
ThattheirboughsdownthereArealreadyquitebare,ThattheirownwillbeWhenaweekhaspassed,—
FortheyjigasingleeTothisverylast。
Butno;thereliesAttimesintheirtuneAnotethatcriesWhatatfirstIfearIdidnothear:
"OwerememberAteachwind’shollo—
Thoughlifeholdsyet—
Wegohencesoon,For’tisNovember;
—ButthatyoufollowYoumayforget!"
"ITNEVERLOOKSLIKESUMMER"
"ItneverlookslikesummerhereOnBeenybythesea。"
Butthoughshesawitslookasdrear,Summeritseemedtome。
ItneverlookslikesummernowWhateverweather’sthere;
Butah,itcannotanyhow,OnBeenyorelsewhere!
BOSCASTLE,March8,1913。
EVERYTHINGCOMES
"ThehouseisbleakandcoldBuiltsonewforme!
AllthewindsuponthewoldSearchitthroughforme;
Noscreeningtreesabound,AndthecuriouseyesaroundKeeponviewforme。"
"MyLove,IamplantingtreesAsascreenforyouBothfromwinds,andeyesthatteaseAndpeerinforyou。
Onlywaittilltheyhavegrown,NosuchbowerwillbeknownAsImeanforyou。"
"ThenIwillbearit,Love,Andwillwait,"shesaid。
—So,withyears,theregrewagrove。
"Skillhowgreat!"shesaid。
"Asyouwished,Dear?"——"Yes,Isee!
But——I’mdying;andforme’Tistoolate,"shesaid。
THEMANWITHAPAST
Therewasmerry—makingWhenthefirstdartfellAsaheralding,—
Tillgrinnedthefullybaredthing,Andfrozelikeaspell—
Likeaspell。
Innocentwasshe,InnocentwasI,Toosimplewe!
Beforeuswedidnotsee,Nearing,aughtwry—
Aughtwry!
Icantellitnotnow,Itwaslongago;
Andsuchthingscow;
ButthatiswhyandhowTwoliveswereso—
Wereso。
Yes,theyearsmatured,AndtheblowswerethreeThattimeensuredOnher,whichshedumblyendured;
Andoneonme—
Oneonme。
HEFEARSHISGOODFORTUNE
TherewasaglorioustimeAtanepochofmyprime;
Morningsberyl—bespread,Andeveningsgolden—red;
Nothinggray:
AndinmyheartIsaid,"Howeverthischancedtobe,Itistoofullforme,Toorare,toorapturous,rash,ItsspellmustclosewithacrashSomeday!"
TheradiancewentonAnonandyetanon,AndsweetnessfellaroundLikemannaontheground。
"I’venoclaim,"
SaidI,"tobethuscrowned:
Iamnotworthythis:—
Mustitnotgoamiss?—
Well……lettheendforeseenComeduly!——Iamserene。"
——Anditcame。
HEWONDERSABOUTHIMSELF
Nousehoping,orfeelingvext,TuggedbyaforceaboveorunderLikesomefantocine,muchIwonderWhatIshallfindmedoingnext!
ShallIberushingwherebrighteyesbe?
ShallIbesufferingsorrowsseven?
ShallIbewatchingthestarsofheaven,Thinkingoneofthemlookslikethee?
PartismineofthegeneralWill,CannotmyshareinthesumofsourcesBendadigitthepoiseofforces,Andafairdesirefulfil?
Nov。1893。
JUBILATE
"TheverylasttimeIeverwashere,"hesaid,"IsawmuchlessofthequickthanIsawofthedead。"
—HewasamanIhadmetwithsomewherebefore,ButhoworwhenInowcouldrecallnomore。
"ThehazymazymoonlightatoneinthemorningSpreadoutasaseaacrossthefrozensnow,GlazedtolivesparkleslikethegreatbreastplateadorningThepriestoftheTemple,withUrimandThummimaglow。
"Theyew—treearms,gluedhardtothestiffstarkair,Hungstillinthevillageskyastheatre—scenesWhenIcamebythechurchyardwall,andhaltedthereAtashut—insoundoffiddlesandtambourines。
"AndasIstoodhearkening,dulcimers,haut—boys,andshawms,Andvioloncellos,andathree—stringeddouble—bass,Joinedin,andwereintermixedwithasingingofpsalms;
AndIlookedoveratthedeadmen’sdwelling—place。
"ThroughtheshineoftheslipperysnowInowcouldsee,Asitwerethroughacrystalroof,agreatcompanyOfthedeadminuetinginstatelystepundergroundTothetuneoftheinstrumentsIhadbeforeheardsound。
"Itwas’EdenNew,’anddancingtheysanginachore,’Weareoutofitall!——yea,inLittle—Easecrampednomore!’
AndtheirshroudedfigurespacingwithjoyIcouldseeAsyouseethestagefromthegallery。Andtheyhadnoheedofme。
"AndIliftedmyheadquitedazedfromthechurchyardwallAndIdoubtednotthatitwarnedIshouldsoonhavemycall。
But——"……Thenintheashesheemptiedthedregsofhiscup,Andonwardhewent,andthedarknessswallowedhimup。
HEREVISITSHISFIRSTSCHOOL
Ishouldnothaveshownintheflesh,Ioughttohavegoneasaghost;
Itwasawkward,unseemlyalmost,Standingsolidlythereaswhenfresh,Pink,tiny,crisp—curled,MypinionsyetfurledFromthewindsoftheworld。
AfterwaitingsomanyayearTowaitlonger,andgoasaspriteFromthetombatthemidofsomenightWastheright,radiantwaytoappear;
NotasonewanzingweakFromlife’sroarandreek,Hisreststilltoseek:
Yea,beglimpsedthroughthequaintquarriedglassOfgreenmoonlight,bymegreenermade,Whenthey’dcry,perhaps,"TheresitshisshadeInhisoldenhaunt——justashewasWheninWalkingameheConnedthegrandRule—of—ThreeWiththebentofabee。"
Buttoshowintheafternoonsun,Withanaspectofhollow—eyedcare,Whennonewishedtoseemecomethere,Wasagarishthing,betterundone。
Yes;wrongwastheway;
Butyet,letmesay,Imayrightit——someday。
"ITHOUGHT,MYHEART"
Ithought,myHeart,thatyouhadhealedOfthosesoresmartingsofthepast,AndthatthesummershadoversealedAllmarkofthematlast。
ButcloselyscanninginthenightIsawthemstandingcrimson—brightJustasshemadethem:
Nothingcouldfadethem;
Yea,IcanswearThattheretheywere—
Theystillwerethere!
ThentheVisionofherwhocutthemcame,Andlookingovermyshouldersaid,"IamsureyoudealmealltheblameForthosesharpsmartsandred;
Butmeetme,dearest,to—morrownight,Inthechurchyardatthemoon’shalf—height,AndsostrangeakissShallbemine,Iwis,Thatyou’llceasetoknowIfthewoundsyoushowBethereorno!"
FRAGMENT
AtlastIenteredalongdarkgallery,Catacomb—lined;andrangedatthesideWerethebodiesofmenfromfarandwideWho,motionpast,wereneverthelessnotdead。
"Thesenseofwaitingherestrikesstrong;
Everyone’swaiting,waiting,itseemstome;
Whatareyouwaitingforsolong?—
Whatistohappen?"Isaid。
"OwearewaitingforonecalledGod,"saidthey,"(ThoughbysometheWill,orForce,orLaws;
And,vaguely,bysome,theUltimateCause;)
Waitingforhimtoseeusbeforeweareclay。
Yes;waiting,waiting,forGodTOKNOWIT"……
"Toknowwhat?"questionedI。
"Toknowhowthingshavebeengoingonearthandbelowit:
Itisclearhemustknowsomeday。"
Ithereonaskedthemwhy。
"SincehemadeushumblepioneersOfhimselfinconsciousnessofLife’stears,ItneedsnomightyprophecyTotellthatwhathecouldmindlesslyshowHiscreatures,hehimselfwillknow。
"Bysomestillclose—cowledmysteryWehavereachedfeelingfasterthanhe,Buthewillovertakeusanon,Iftheworldgoeson。"
MIDNIGHTONTHEGREATWESTERN
Inthethird—classseatsatthejourneyingboy,Andtheroof—lamp’soilyflamePlayeddownonhislistlessformandface,Bewraptpastknowingtowhathewasgoing,Orwhencehecame。
InthebandofhishatthejourneyingboyHadaticketstuck;andastringAroundhisneckborethekeyofhisbox,Thattwinkledgleamsofthelamp’ssadbeamsLikealivingthing。
Whatpastcanbeyours,OjourneyingboyTowardsaworldunknown,Whocalmly,asifincuriousquiteOnallatstake,canundertakeThisplungealone?
Knowsyoursoulasphere,Ojourneyingboy,Ourruderealmsfarabove,WhencewithspaciousvisionyoumarkandmeteThisregionofsinthatyoufindyouin,Butarenotof?
HONEYMOONTIMEATANINN
Attheshiverofmorning,alittlebeforethefalsedawn,Themoonwasatthewindow—square,Deedilybroodingindeformeddecay—
Thecurvehewnoffhercheekasbyanadze;
AttheshiverofmorningalittlebeforethefalsedawnSothemoonlookedinthere。
Herspeechlesseyeingreachedacrossthechamber,Wherelaytwosoulsopprest,Oneawhiteladysighing,"WhyamIsad!"
Tohimwhosighedback,"Sad,myLove,amI!"
Andspeechlesslytheoldmoonconnedthechamber,Andthesetworeftofrest。
Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Noughtseemingimminent,Somethingfellsheer,andcrashed,andfromthefloorLayglitteringatthepairwithashatteredgaze,Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Andthemany—eyedthingoutleant。
Withastarttheysawthatitwasanold—timepier—glassWhichhadstoodonthemantelnear,Itssilveringblemished,——yes,asifwornawayBytheeyesofthecountlessdeadwhohadsmirkedatitErethesetwoeverknewthatold—timepier—glassAnditsvagueandvacantleer。
Ashelooked,hisbridelikeamothskimmedforth,andkneelingQuick,withquiveringsighs,Gatheredthepiecesunderthemoon’sslyray,Unwittingasanautomatonwhatshedid;
Tillheentreated,hastingtowhereshewaskneeling,Letitstaywhereitlies!"
"Longyearsofsorrowthismeans!"breathedtheladyAstheyretired。"Alas!"
Andsheliftedonepalehandacrosshereyes。
"Don’ttrouble,Love;it’snothing,"thebridegroomsaid。
"Longyearsofsorrowforus!"murmuredthelady,"Oreverthisevilpass!"
AndtheSpiritsIroniclaughedbehindthewainscot,AndtheSpiritsofPitysighed。
It’sgood,"saidtheSpiritsIronic,"totickletheirmindsWithaportentoftheirwedlock’safter—grinds。"
AndtheSpiritsofPitysighedbehindthewainscot,"It’saportentwecannotabide!
"More,whatshallhappentoprovethetruthoftheportent?"
——"Oh;inbrief,theywillfadetillold,Andtheirlovesgrownumbederedeath,bythecarkofcare。"
—"Butnoughtseewethatasksforportentsthere?—
’Tisthelotofall。"——"Well,nolesstrueisaportentThatitfitsallmortalmould。"
THEROBIN
WhenupaloftIflyandfly,IseeinpoolsTheshiningsky,AndahappybirdAmI,amI!
WhenIdescendTowardstheirbrinkIstand,andlook,Andstoop,anddrink,Andbathemywings,Andchinkandprink。
WhenwinterfrostMakesearthassteelIsearchandsearchButfindnomeal,AndmostunhappyThenIfeel。
Butwhenitlasts,Andsnowsstillfall,IgettofeelNogriefatall,ForIturntoacoldstiffFeatheryball!
"IROSEANDWENTTOROU’TORTOWN"
(She,alone)
IroseandwenttoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart,Andardourforthestart,ThatmorningerethemoonwasdownThatlitmeofftoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart。
WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface,IstrovethatnoneshouldtraceThepaleandgray,oncepinkandbrown,WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface。
TheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrueIcannottellanew:
Butnoughtcanquench,butnoughtcandrownTheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrue!
THENETTLES
This,then,isthegraveofmyson,Whoseheartshewon!AndnettlesgrowUponhismound;andshelivesjustbelow。
Howheupbraidedme,andleft,Andourliveswerecleft,becauseIsaidShewashard,unfeeling,caringbuttowed。
Well,toseethissightIhavefaredthesemiles,Andherfirelightsmilesfromherwindowthere,Whomhelefthismothertocherishwithtendercare!
Itisenough。I’llturnandgo;
Yes,nettlesgrowwherelonelieshe,Whospurnedmeforseeingwhathecouldnotsee。
INAWAITING—ROOM
OnamorningsickasthedayofdoomWiththedrizzlinggrayOfanEnglishMay,Therewerefewintherailwaywaiting—room。
AboutitswallswereframedandvarnishedPicturesofliners,fly—blown,tarnished。
ThetableboreaTestamentFortravellers’reading,ifsuchwisebent。
Ireaditonandon,And,throngingtheGospelofSaintJohn,Werefigures——additions,multiplications—
Bysomeonescrawled,withsundryemendations;
Notscoffinglydesigned,Butwithanabsentmind,—
Plainlyabagman’scountsofcost,Whathehadprofited,whatlost;
AndwhilstIwonderediftherecouldhavebeenAnyparticleofasoulInthatpoormanatall,TocypherratesofwageUponthatprintedpage,TherejoinedinthecharmlesssceneAndstoodovermeandthescribbledbook(Tolendthehour’smeanhueAsmearoftragedytoo)
Asoldierandwife,withhaggardlookSubduedtostonebystrongendeavour;
AndthenIheardFromacasualwordTheywerepartingastheybelievedforever。
ButnexttherecameLiketheeasternflameOfsomehighaltar,children——apair—
Wholaughedatthefly—blownpicturesthere。