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第4章

  Surely,sir,youcannotdesirethatmydaughtershouldcontinuetolivewithamanwhohasstruckhersobrutal,socowardly,ablow。"
  "IfIrefuseyourrequest,"thedoctoranswered,"itisintheinterestofyourdaughter。"Then,seeingtheother’sexcitementreturning,hecontinued,"Inyourstateofmind,MonsieurLoches,Iknowthatyouwillprobablybeabusingmebeforefiveminuteshaspassed。Butthatwillnottroubleme。Ihaveseenmanycases。AndsinceIhavemadethemistakeoflettingmyselfbetrappedintothisdiscussion,Imustexplaintoyouthereasonformyattitude。Youaskofmeacertificatesothatyoumayproveincourtthatyourson—in—lawisafflictedwithsyphilis。"
  "Precisely,"saidtheother。
  "Andhaveyounotreflecteduponthis——thatatthesametimeyouwillbepubliclyattestingthatyourdaughterhasbeenexposedtothecontagion?Withsuchanadmission,anadmissionofficiallyregisteredinthepublicrecords,doyoubelievethatshewillfinditeasytore—marrylateron?"
  "Shewillneverre—marry,"saidthefather。
  "Shesaysthattoday,butcanyouaffirmthatshewillsaythesamethingfiveyearsfromnow,tenyearsfromnow?Itellyouyouwillnotobtainthatdivorce,becauseIwillmostcertainlyrefuseyouthenecessarycertificate。"
  "Then,"criedtheother,"Iwillfindothermeansofestablishingproofs。Iwillhavethechildexaminedbyanotherdoctor!"
  Theotheranswered。"Thenyoudonotfindthatthatpoorlittleonehasbeenalreadysufficientlyhandicappedattheoutsetofitslife?Yourgranddaughterhasaphysicaldefect。Doyouwishtoaddtothatacertificateofhereditarysyphilis,whichwillfollowherallherlife?"
  MonsieurLochessprangfromhischair。"Youmeanthatifthevictimsseektodefendthemselves,theywillbestrucktheharder!Youmeanthatthelawgivesmenoweaponagainstamanwho,knowinghiscondition,takesayounggirl,sound,trusting,innocent,andbefoulsherwiththeresultofhisdebauches——makesherthemotherofapoorlittlecreature,whosefutureissuchthatthosewholoveherthemostdonotknowwhethertheyoughttoprayforherlife,orforherimmediatedeliverance?Sir,"hecontinued,inhisorator’svoice,"thatmanhasinflicteduponthewomanhehasmarriedasupremeinsult。Hehasmadeherthevictimofthemostodiousassault。Hehasdegradedher——hehasbroughther,sotospeak,intocontactwiththewomanofthestreets。HehascreatedbetweenherandthatcommonwomanIknownotwhatmysteriousrelationship。Itisthepoisonedbloodoftheprostitutewhichpoisonsmydaughterandherchild;thatabjectcreature,shelives,shelivesinus!Shebelongstoourfamily——hehasgivenheraseatatourhearth!Hehassoiledtheimaginationandthethoughtsofmypoorchild,ashehassoiledherbody。Hehasunitedforeverinhersoultheideaoflovewhichshehasplacedsohigh,withIknownotwhathorrorsofthehospitals。Hehastaintedherinherdignityandhermodesty,inherloveaswellasinherbaby。Hehasstruckherdownwithphysicalandmoraldecay,hehasoverwhelmedherwithvileness。
  Andyetthelawissuch,thecustomsofsocietyaresuch,thatthewomancannotseparateherselffromthatmansavebytheaidoflegalproceedingswhosescandalwillfalluponherselfanduponherchild!"
  MonsieurLocheshadbeenpacingupanddowntheroomashespoke,andnowheclenchedhisfistsinsuddenfury。
  "Verywell!Iwillnotaddressmyselftothelaw。SinceI
  learnedthetruthIhavebeenaskingmyselfifitwasnotmydutytofindthatmonsterandtoputabulletintohishead,asonedoestoamaddog。Idon’tknowwhatweakness,whatcowardice,hasheldmeback,anddecidedmetoappealtothelaw。Sincethelawwillnotprotectme,Iwillseekjusticeformyself。Perhapshisdeathwillbeagoodwarningfortheothers!"
  Thedoctorshruggedhisshoulders,asiftosaythatthiswasnoaffairofhisandthathewouldnottrytointerfere。Butheremarked,quietly:"Youwillbetriedforyourlife。"
  "Ishallbeacquitted!"criedtheother。
  "Yes,butafterapublicrevelationofallyourmiseries。Youwillmakethescandalgreater,themiseriesgreater——thatisall。
  Andhowdoyouknowbutthatonthemorrowofyouracquittal,youwillfindyourselfconfrontinganothercourt,ahigherandmoresevereone?Howdoyouknowbutthatyourdaughter,seizedatlastbypityforthemanyouhavekilled,willnotdemandtoknowbywhatrightyouhaveactedso,bywhatrightyouhavemadeanorphanofherchild?Howcanyouknowbutthatherchildalsomaysomedaydemandanaccountingofyou?"
  MonsieurLocheslethishandsfall,andstood,apictureofcrusheddespair。"Tellmethen,"hesaid,inafaintvoice,"whatoughtItodo?"
  "Forgive!"
  Forawhilethedoctorsatlookingathim。"Sir,"hesaid,atlast,"tellmeonething。Youareinflexible;youfeelyouhavetherighttobeinflexible。Butareyoureallysocertainthatitwasnotyourduty,onceuponatime,tosaveyourdaughterfromthepossibilityofsuchmisfortune?"
  "What?"criedtheother。"Myduty?Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Imeanthis,sir。Whenthatmarriagewasbeingdiscussed,youcertainlytookprecautionstoinformyourselfaboutthefinancialconditionofyourfutureson—in—law。Youdemandedthatheshouldprovetoyouthathisstocksandbondswereactualvalue,listedontheexchange。Also,youobtainedsomeinformationabouthischaracter。Infact,youforgotonlyonepoint,themostimportantofall——thatwas,toinquireifhewasingoodhealth。
  Youneverdidthat。"
  Thefather—in—law’svoicehadbecomefaint。"No,"hesaid。
  "Butwhynot?"
  "Becausethatisnotthecustom。"
  "Verywell,butthatoughttobethecustom。Surelythefatherofafamily,beforehegiveshisdaughtertoaman,shouldtakeasmuchprecautionasabusinessconcernwhichacceptsanemployee。"
  "Youareright,"wasthereply,"thereshouldbealaw。"Themanspokeasadeputy,havingauthorityinthesematters。
  Butthedoctorcried,"No,no,sir!Donotmakeanewlaw。Wehavetoomanyalready。Thereisnoneedofit。Itwouldsufficethatpeopleshouldknowalittlebetterwhatsyphilisis。Thecustomwouldestablishitselfveryquicklyforasuitortoaddtoalltheotherdocumentswhichhepresents,acertificateofadoctor,asproofthathecouldbereceivedintoafamilywithoutbringingapestilencewithhim。Thatwouldbeverysimple。Onceletthecustombeestablished,thenthesuitorwouldgotothedoctorforacertificateofhealth,justashegoestothepriestforacertificatethathehasconfessed;andbythatmeansyouwouldpreventagreatdealofsufferingintheworld。Orletmeputitanotherway,sir。Nowadays,beforeyouconcludeamarriage,yougetthelawyersofthetwofamiliestogether。Itwouldbeofatleastequalimportancetogettheirtwodoctorstogether。Yousee,sir,yourinquiryconcerningyourson—in—lawwasfarfromcomplete。Soyourdaughtermayfairlyaskyou,whyyou,beingaman,beingafatherwhooughttoknowthesethings,didnottakeasmuchcareofherhealthasyoutookofherfortune。Soitis,sir,thatIsaytoyou,forgive!"
  ButMonsieurLochessaidagain,"Never!"
  Andagainthedoctorsatandwatchedhimforaminute。"Come,sir,"hebegan,finally,"sinceitisnecessarytoemploythelastargument,Iwilldoso。Tobesosevereandsopitiless——
  areyouyourselfwithoutsin?"
  Theotheranswered,"Ihaveneverhadashamefuldisease。"
  "Idonotaskyouthat,"interruptedthedoctor。"Iaskyouifyouhaveneverexposedyourselftothechanceofhavingit。"Andthen,readingtheother’sface,hewenton,inatoneofquietcertainty。"Yes,youhaveexposedyourself。Then,sir,itwasnotvirtuethatyouhad;itwasgoodfortune。Thatisoneofthethingswhichexasperatemethemost——thatterm’shamefuldisease’
  whichyouhavejustused。Likeallotherdiseases,thatisoneofourmisfortunes,anditisnevershamefultobeunfortunate——
  evenifonehasdeservedit。"Thedoctorpaused,andthenwithsomeexcitementhewenton:"Come,sir,come,wemustunderstandeachother。Amongmenthemostexacting,amongthosewhowiththeirmiddle—classpruderydarenotpronouncethenameofsyphilis,orwhomakethemostterrifyingfaces,themostdisgusted,whentheyconsenttospeakofit——whoregardthesyphiliticassinners——Ishouldwishtoknowhowmanytherearewhohaveneverexposedthenselvestoasimilarmisadventure。
  Theyandtheyalonehavetherighttospeak。Howmanyarethere?
  Amongathousandmen,aretherefour?Verywell,then。
  Exceptingthosefour,betweenalltherestandthesyphiliticthereisnothingbutthedifferenceofchance。"
  Therecameintothedoctor’svoiceatthismomentanoteofintensefeeling;fortheseweremattersofwhichevidencecametohimeveryday。"Itellyou,sir,thatsuchpeoplearedeservingofsympathy,becausetheyaresuffering。Iftheyhavecommittedafault,theyhaveatleastthepleathattheyareexpiatingit。
  No,sir,letmehearnomoreofthathypocrisy。Recallyourownyouth,sir。Thatwhichafflictsyourson—in—law,youhavedeserveditjustasmuchashe——morethanhe,perhaps。
  Therefore,havepityonhim;haveforhimthetolerationwhichtheunpunishedcriminaloughttohaveforthecriminallessfortunatethanhimselfuponwhomthepenaltyhasfallen。Isthatnotso?"
  MonsieurLocheshadbeenlisteningtothisdiscoursewiththefeelingofathiefbeforethebar。Therewasnothingthathecouldanswer。"Sir,"hestammered,"asyoupresentthisthingtome——"
  "ButamInotright?"insistedthedoctor。
  "Perhapsyouare,"theotheradmitted。"But——Icannotsayallthattomydaughter,topersuadehertogobacktoherhusband。"
  "Youcangiveherotherarguments,"wastheanswer。
  "Whatarguments,inGod’sname?"
  "Thereisnolackofthem。Youwillsaytoherthataseparationwouldbeamisfortuneforall;thatherhusbandistheonlyoneintheworldwhowouldbedevotedenoughtohelphersaveherchild。Youwillsaytoherthatoutoftheruinsofherfirsthappinessshecanbuildherselfanotherstructure,farstronger。
  And,sir,youwilladdtothatwhateveryourgoodheartmaysuggest——andwewillarrangesothatthenextchildofthepairshallbesoundandvigorous。"
  MonsieurLochesreceivedthisannouncementwiththesamesurprisethatGeorgehimselfhadmanifested。"Isthatpossible?"heasked。
  Thedoctorcried:"Yes,yes,yes——athousandtimesyes!ThereisaphrasewhichIrepeatoneveryoccasion,andwhichIwouldwishtopostuponthewalls。Itisthatsyphilisisanimperiousmistress,whoonlydemandsthatoneshouldrecognizeherpower。
  Sheisterribleforthosewhothinkherinsignificant,andgentlewiththosewhoknowhowdangeroussheis。Youknowthatkindofmistress——whoisonlyvexedwhensheisneglected。Youmaytellthistoyourdaughter——youwillrestorehertothearmsofherhusband,fromwhomshehasnolongeranythingtofear,andIwillguaranteethatyouwillbeahappygrandfathertwoyearsfromnow。"
  MonsieurLochesatlastshowedthathewasweakenedinhisresolution。
  "Doctor,"hesaid,"IdonotknowthatIcanevergosofarasforgiveness,butIpromiseyouthatIwilldonoirreparableact,andthatIwillnotopposeareconciliationifafterthelapseofsometime——Icannotventuretosayhowlong——mypoorchildshouldmakeuphermindtoareconciliation。"
  "Verygood,"saidtheother。"Butletmeaddthis:Ifyouhaveanotherdaughter,takecaretoavoidthefaultwhichyoucommittedwhenyoumarriedoffthefirst。"
  "But,"saidtheoldman,"Ididnotknow。"
  "Ah,surely!"criedtheother。"Youdidnotknow!Youareafather,andyoudidnotknow!Youareadeputy,youhaveassumedtheresponsibilityandthehonorofmakingourlaws——andyoudidnotknow!Youareignorantaboutsyphilis,justasyouprobablyareignorantaboutalcoholismandtuberculosis。"
  "No,"exclaimedtheother,quickly。
  "Verywell,"saidthedoctor,"Iwillleaveyouout,ifyouwish。
  Iamtalkingoftheothers,thefivehundred,andIdon’tknowhowmanymore,whoarethereintheChamberofDeputies,andwhocallthemselvesrepresentativesofthepeople。Theyarenotabletofindasinglehourtodiscussthesethreecruelgods,towhichegotismandindifferencemakeeverydaysuchfrightfulhumansacrifices。Theyhavenotsufficientleisuretocombatthisferocioustrinity,whichdestroyseverydaythousandsoflives。
  Alcoholism!Itwouldbenecessarytoforbidthemanufactureofpoisons,andtorestrictthenumberoflicenses;butasonehasfearofthegreatdistillers,whoarerichandpowerful,andofthelittledealers,whoarethemastersofuniversalsuffrage,oneputsone’sconsciencetosleepbylamentingtheimmoralityoftheworking—class,andpublishinglittlepamphletsandsermons。
  Imbeciles!……Tuberculosis!Everybodyknowsthetrueremedy,whichwouldbethepayingofsufficientwages,andthetearingdownofthefilthytenementsintowhichthelaborersarepacked——
  thosewhoarethemostusefulandthemostunfortunateamongourpopulation!Butneedlesstosay,noonewantsthatremedy,sowegoroundbeggingtheworkingmennottospitonthesidewalks。
  Wonderful!Butsyphilis——whydoyounotoccupyyourselfwiththat?Why,sinceyouhaveministerswhosedutyitistoattendtoallsortsofthings,doyounothaveaministertoattendtothepublichealth?"
  "MydearDoctor,"respondedMonsieurLoches,"youfallintotheFrenchhabitofconsideringthegovernmentasthecauseofallevils。Showustheway,youlearnedgentlemen!Sincethatisamatteraboutwhichyouareinformed,andweareignorant,beginbytellinguswhatmeasuresyoubelievetobenecessary。"
  "Ah,ah!"exclaimedtheother。"That’sfine,indeed!Itwasabouteighteenyearsagothataprojectofthatnature,workedoutbytheAcademyofMedicine,andapprovedbyitUNANIMOUSLY,wassenttotheproperminister。Wehavenotyetheardhisreply。"
  "Youreallybelieve,"inquiredMonsieurLoches,insomebewilderment,"youbelievethattherearesomemeasures——"
  "Sir,"brokeinthedoctor,"beforewegetthough,youaregoingtosuggestsomemeasuresyourself。Letmetellyouwhathappenedtoday。WhenIreceivedyourcardIdidnotknowthatyouwerethefather—in—lawofGeorgeDupont。Isaythatyouwereadeputy,andIthoughtthatyouwantedtogetsomeinformationaboutthesematters。Therewasawomanpatientwaitingtoseeme,andIkeptherinmywaiting—room——sayingtomyself,"Thisisjustthesortofpersonthatourdeputiesoughttotalkto。"
  Thedoctorpausedforamoment,thencontinued:"Bereassured,I
  willtakecareofyournerves。Thispatienthasnotroublethatisapparenttotheeye。SheissimplyanillustrationoftheargumentIhavebeenadvancing——thatourworstenemyisignorance。Ignorance——youunderstandme?SinceIhavegotyouhere,sir,IamgoingtoholdyouuntilIhavemanagedtocurealittleofyourignorance!ForItellyou,sir,itisathingwhichdrivesmetodistraction——weMUSTdosomethingabouttheseconditions!Takethiscase,forexample。Hereisawomanwhoisveryseriouslyinfected。Itoldher——well,wait;youshallseeforyourself。
  ThedoctorwenttothedoorandsummonedintotheroomawomanwhomMonsieurLocheshadnoticedwaitingthere。Shewasvergingonoldage,small,frail,andill—nourishedinappearance,poorlydressed,andyetwithasuggestionofrefinementabouther。Shestoodnearthedoor,twistingherhandstogethernervously,andshrinkingfromthegazeofthestrangegentleman。Thedoctorbeganinanangryvoice。"DidInottellyoutocomeandseemeonceeveryeightdays?Isthatnottrue?"
  Thewomananswered,inafaintvoice,"Yes,sir。"
  "Well,"heexclaimed,"andhowlonghasitbeensinceyouwerehere?"
  "Threemonths,sir。"
  "Threemonths!AndyoubelievethatIcantakecareofyouundersuchconditions?Igiveyouup!Doyouunderstand?Youdiscourageme,youdiscourageme。"Therewasapause。Then,seeingthewoman’ssuffering,hebegan,inagentlertone,"Comenow,whatisthereasonthatyouhavenotcome?Didn’tyouknowthatyouhaveaseriousdisease——mostserious?"
  "Oh,yes,sir,"repliedthewoman,"Iknowthatverywell——sincemyhusbanddiedofit。"
  Thedoctor’svoiceboreonceagainitsnoteofpity。"Yourhusbanddiedofit?"
  "Yes,sir。"
  "Hetooknocareofhimself?"
  "No,sir。"
  "Andwasnotthatawarningtoyou?"
  "Doctor,"thewomanreplied,"Iwouldasknothingbetterthantocomeasoftenasyoutoldme,butthecostistoogreat。"
  "How——whatcost?Youwerecomingtomyfreeclinic。"
  "Yes,sir,"repliedthewoman,"butthat’sduringworkinghours,andthenitisalongwayfromhome。Therearesomanysickpeople,andIhavetowaitmyturn,Itisinthemorning——
  sometimesIloseawholeday——andthenmyemployerisannoyed,andhethreatenstoturnmeoff。Itisthingslikethatthatkeeppeoplefromcoming,untiltheydarenotputitoffanylonger。Then,too,sir——"thewomanstopped,hesitating。
  "Well,"demandedthedoctor。
  "Oh,nothing,sir,"shestammered。"Youhavebeentoogoodtomealready。"
  "Goon,"commandedtheother。"Tellme。"
  "Well,"murmuredthewoman,"IknowIoughtnottoputonairs,butyouseeIhavenotalwaysbeensopoor。Beforemyhusband’smisfortune,wewerewellfixed。Soyousee,Ihavealittlepride。Ihavealwaysmanagedtotakecareofmyself。Iamnotawomanofthestreets,andtostandaroundlikethat,witheverybodyelse,tobeobligedtotellallone’smiseriesoutloudbeforetheworld!Iamwrong,Iknowitperfectlywell;Iarguewithmyself——butallthesame,it’shard,sir;Iassureyou,itistrulyhard。"
  "Poorwoman!"saidthedoctor;andforawhiletherewasasilence。Thenheasked:"Itwasyourhusbandwhobroughtyouthedisease?"
  "Yes,sir,"wasthereply。"Everythingwhichhappenedtouscamefromhim。Wewerelivinginthecountrywhenhegotthedisease。
  Hewenthalfcrazy。Henolongerknewhowtomanagehisaffairs。
  Hegaveordershereandthereforconsiderablesums。Wewerenotabletofindthemoney。"
  "Whydidhenotundergotreatment?"
  "Hedidn’tknowthen。Weweresoldout,andwecametoParis。
  Butwehadn’tapenny。Hedecidedtogotothehospitalfortreatment。"
  "Andthen?"
  "Why,theylookedhimover,buttheyrefusedhimanymedicine。"
  "Howwasthat?"
  "BecausewehadbeeninParisonlythreemonths。Ifonehasn’tbeenaresidentsixmonths,onehasnorighttofreemedicine。"
  "Isthattrue?"brokeinMonsieurLochesquickly。
  "Yes,"saidthedoctor,"that’stherule。"
  "Soyousee,"saidthewoman,"itwasnotourfault。"
  "Youneverhadchildren?"inquiredthedoctor。
  "Iwasneverabletobringonetobirth,"wastheanswer。"Myhusbandwastakenjustatthebeginningofourmarriage——itwaswhilehewasservinginthearmy。Youknow,sir——therearewomenaboutthegarrisons——"Shestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。
  "Come,"saidthedoctor,"that’sallright。Iwillarrangeitwithyou。Youcancomeheretomyoffice,andyoucancomeonSundaymornings。"Andasthepoorcreaturestartedtoexpresshergratitude,heslippedacoinintoherhand。"Come,come;
  takeit,"hesaidgruffly。"Youarenotgoingtoplayproudwithme。No,no,Ihavenotimetolistentoyou。Hush!"Andhepushedheroutofthedoor。
  Thenheturnedtothedeputy。"Youheardherstory,sir,"hesaid。"Herhusbandwasservinghistimeinthearmy;itwasyoulaw—makerswhocompelledhimtodothat。Andtherearewomenaboutthegarrisons——youheardhowhervoicetrembledasshesaidthat?Takemyadvice,sir,andlookupthestatisticsastotheprevalenceofthisdiseaseamongoursoldiers。Cometosomeofmyclinics,andletmeintroduceyoutoothersocialtypes。Youdon’tcareverymuchaboutsoldiers,perhaps——theybelongtothelowerclasses,andyouthinkofthemasroughmen。Butletmeshowyouwhatisgoingonamongourcollegestudents——amongthemenourdaughtersaresomedaytomarry。Letmeshowyouthewomenwhopreyuponthem!Perhaps,whoknows——Icanshowyoutheverywomanwhowasthecauseofallthemiseryinyourownfamily!"
  AndasMonsieurLochesrosefromhischair,thedoctorcametohimandtookhimbythehand。"Promiseme,sir,"hesaid,earnestly,"thatyouwillcomebackandletmeteachyoumoreaboutthesematters。ItisachancethatImustnotletgo——thefirsttimeinmylifethatIevergotholdofareallivedeputy!
  Comeandmakeastudyofthissubject,andletustrytoworkoutsomesensibleplan,andgetseriouslytoworktoremedythesefrightfulevils!"
  CHAPTERVI
  GeorgelivedwithhismotherafterHenriettehadlefthishome。
  Hewaswretchedlyunhappyandlonely。Hecouldfindnointerestinanyofthethingswhichhadpleasedhimbefore。Hewasashamedtomeetanyofhisfriends,becauseheimaginedthateveryonemusthaveheardthedreadfulstory——orbecausehewasnotequaltomakingupexplanationsforhismournfulstate。Henolongercaredmuchabouthiswork。Whatwastheuseofmakingareputationorearninglargefeeswhenonehadnothingtospendthemfor?
  Allhisthoughtswerefixeduponthewifeandchildhehadlost。
  HewasremindedofHenrietteinathousandways,andeachwaybroughthimaseparatepangofgrief。Hehadneverrealizedhowmuchhehadcometodependuponherineverylittlething——untilnow,whenhercompanionshipwaswithdrawnfromhim,andeverythingseemedtobeablank。Hewouldcomehomeatnight,andoppositetohimatthedinner—tablewouldbehismother,silentandspectral。HowdifferentfromthedayswhenHenriettewasthere,radiantandmerry,eagertobetoldeverythingthathadhappenedtohimthroughtheday!
  TherewasalsohisworryaboutlittleGervaise。Hemightnolongerhearhowshewasdoing,forhecouldnotgetupcouragetoaskhismotherthenews。ThuspoorGeorgewaspayingforhissins。Hecouldmakenocomplaintsagainsttheprice,howeverhigh——onlysometimeshewonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletopayit。Thereweretimesofsuchdiscouragementthathethoughtofdifferentwaysofkillinghimself。
  Acuriousadventurebefellhimduringthisperiod。Hewaswalkingonedayinthepark,whenhesawapproachingagirlwhosefacestruckhimasfamiliar。Atfirsthecouldnotrecollectwherehehadseenher。Itwasonlywhenshewasnearlyoppositehimthatherealized——itwasthegirlwhohadbeenthecauseofallhismisery!
  Hetriedtolookaway,buthewastoolate。Hereyeshadcaughthis,andshenoddedandthenstopped,exclaiming,"Why,howdoyoudo?"
  Georgehadtofaceher。"Howdoyoudo?"heresponded,weakly。
  Sheheldoutherhandandhehadtotakeit,buttherewasnotmuchwelcomeinhisclasp。"Wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourself?"sheasked。Then,ashehesitated,shelaughedgood—
  naturedly,"What’sthematter?Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。"
  Thegirl——Theresewashername——hadalittlepackageunderherarm,asifshehadbeenshopping。Shewasnotwelldressed,aswhenGeorgehadmetherbefore,anddoubtlessshethoughtthatwasthereasonforhislackofcordiality。Thismadehimratherashamed,andso,onlyhalfrealizingwhathewasdoing,hebegantostrollalongwithher。
  "Whydidyounevercometoseemeagain?"sheasked。
  Georgehesitated。"I——I——"hestammered——"I’vebeenmarriedsincethen。"
  Shelaughed。"Oh!Sothat’sit!"Andthen,astheycametoabenchundersometrees,"Won’tyousitdownawhile?"Therewasallurementinherglance,butitmadeGeorgeshudder。Itwasincredibletohimthathehadeverbeenattractedbythiscrudegirl。Thespellwasnowbrokencompletely。
  Shequicklysawthatsomethingwaswrong。"Youdon’tseemverycheerful,"shesaid。"What’sthematter?"
  Andtheman,staringather,suddenlyblurtedout,"Don’tyouknowwhatyoudidtome?"
  "WhatIdidtoyou?"Thereserepeatedwonderingly。
  "Youmustknow!"heinsisted。
  Andthenshetriedtomeethisgazeandcouldnot。"Why——"shestammered。
  Therewassilencebetweenthem。WhenGeorgespokeagainhisvoicewaslowandtrembling。"Youruinedmywholelife,"hesaid——"notonlymine,butmyfamily’s。Howcouldyoudoit?"
  Shestrovetolaughitoff。"Acheerfultopicforanafternoonstroll!"
  ForalongwhileGeorgedidnotanswer。Then,almostinawhisper,herepeated,"Howcouldyoudoit?"
  "Someonedidittomefirst,"wastheresponse。"Aman!"
  "Yes,"saidGeorge,"buthedidn’tknow。"
  "Howcanyoutellwhetherheknewornot?"
  "Youknew?"heinquired,wonderingly。
  Theresehesitated。"Yes,Iknew,"shesaidatlast,defiantly。
  "Ihaveknownforyears。"
  "AndI’mnottheonlyman。"
  Shelaughed。"Iguessnot!"
  Therefollowedalongpause。Atlastheresumed,"Idon’twanttoblameyou;there’snothingtobegainedbythat;it’sdone,andcan’tbeundone。ButsometimesIwonderaboutit。Ishouldliketounderstand——whydidyoudoit?"
  "Why?That’seasyenough。IdiditbecauseIhavetolive。"
  "Youlivethatway?"heexclaimed。
  "Whyofcourse。Whatdidyouthink?"
  "Ithoughtyouwerea——a——"Hehesitated。
  "YouthoughtIwasrespectable,"laughedTherese。"Well,that’sjustalittlegameIwasplayingonyou。"
  "ButIdidn’tgiveyouanymoney!"heargued。
  "Notthattime,"shesaid,"butIthoughtyouwouldcomeback。"
  Hesatgazingather。"Andyouearnyourlivingthatwaystill?"
  heasked。"Whenyouknowwhat’sthematterwithyou!Whenyouknow——"
  "WhatcanIdo?Ihavetolive,don’tI?"
  "Butdon’tyoueventakecareofyourself?Surelytheremustbesomeway,someplace——"
  "Thereformatory,perhaps,"shesneered。"No,thanks!I’llgotherewhenthepolicecatchme,notbefore。Iknowsomegirlsthathavetriedthat。"
  "Butaren’tyouafraid?"criedtheman。"Andthethingsthatwillhappentoyou!Haveyouevertalkedtoadoctor——orreadabook?"
  "Iknow,"shesaid。"I’veseenitall。Ifitcomestome,I’llgooverthesideofoneofthebridgessomedarknight。"
  Georgesatlostinthought。Astrangeadventureitseemedtohim——tomeetthisgirlundersuchdifferentcircumstances!Itwasasifhewerewatchingaplayfrombehindthescenesinsteadofinfront。Ifonlyhehadhadthisnewviewintime——howdifferentwouldhavebeenhislife!Andhowterribleitwastothinkoftheotherswhodidn’tknow——theaudiencewhowerestillsittingoutinfront,watchingthespectacle,interestedinit!"
  HisthoughtscamebacktoTherese。Hewascuriousaboutherandthelifeshelived。"Tellmealittleaboutit,"hesaid。"Howyoucametobedoingthis。"Andheadded,"Don’tthinkIwanttopreach;I’dreallyliketounderstand。"
  "Oh,it’sacommonstory,"shesaid——"nothingespeciallyromantic。IcametoPariswhenIwasagirl。Myparentshaddied,andIhadnofriends,andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。Igotaplaceasanursemaid。Iwasseventeenyearsoldthen,andI
  didn’tknowanything。IbelievedwhatIwastold,andIbelievedmyemployer。Hiswifewasillinahospital,andhesaidhewantedtomarrymewhenshedied。Well,Ilikedhim,andIwassorryforhim——andthenthefirstthingIknewIhadababy。Andthenthewifecameback,andIwasturnedoff。Ihadbeenafool,ofcourse。IfIhadbeeninherplaceshouldhavedonejustwhatshedid。"
  Thegirlwasspeakinginacold,matter—of—factvoice,asofthingsaboutwhichshewasnolongerabletosuffer。"So,thereIwas——onthestreet,"shewenton。"Youhavealwayshadmoney,acomfortablehome,education,friendstohelpyou——allthat。
  Youcan’timaginehowitistobeintheworldwithoutanyofthesethings。IlivedonmysavingsaslongasIcould;thenI
  hadtoleavemybabyinafoundling’shome,andIwentouttodomyfivehoursontheboulevards。Youknowthegame,Ihavenodoubt。"
  Yes,Georgeknewthegame。Somehoworotherhenolongerfeltbittertowardsthispoorcreature。Shewaspartofthesystemofwhichhewasavictimalso。Therewasnothingtobegainedbyhatingeachother。Justasthedoctorsaid,whatwasneededwasenlightenment。"Listen,"hesaid,"whydon’tyoutrytogetcured?"
  "Ihaven’tgottheprice,"wastheanswer。
  "Well,"hesaid,hesitatingly,"Iknowadoctor——oneofthereallygoodmen。Hehasafreeclinic,andI’venodoubthewouldtakeyouinifIaskedhimto。"
  "YOUaskhim?"echoedtheother,lookingatGeorgeinsurprise。
  Theyoungmanfeltsomewhatuncomfortable。HewasnotusedtoplayingtheroleofthegoodSamaritan。"I——Ineednottellhimaboutus,"hestammered。"IcouldjustsaythatImetyou。I
  havehadsuchawretchedtimemyself,Ifeelsorryforanybodythat’sinthesameplight。IshouldliketohelpyouifI
  could。"
  Thegirlsatstaringbeforeher,lostinthought。"Ihavetreatedyoubadly,Iguess,"shesaid。"I’msorry。I’mashamedofmyself。"
  Georgetookapencilandpaperfromhispocketandwrotethedoctor’saddress。"Hereitis,"hesaid,inabusiness—likeway,becausehefeltthatotherwisehecouldbecomesentimental。Hewashalftemptedtotellthewomanwhathadhappenedtohim,andallaboutHenrietteandthesickchild;butherealizedthatthatwouldnotdo。Soheroseandshookhandswithherandleft。
  Thenexttimehesawthedoctorhetoldhimaboutthisgirl。Hedecidedtotellhimthetruth——havingalreadymadesomanymistakestryingtoconcealthings。Thedoctoragreedtotreatthewoman,makingtheconditionthatGeorgepromisenottoseeheragain。
  Theyoungmanwasrathershockedatthis。"Doctor,"heexclaimed,"Iassureyouyouaremistaken。Thethingyouhaveinmindwouldbeutterlyimpossible。"
  "Iknow,"saidtheother,"youthinkso。ButIthink,youngman,thatIknowmoreaboutlifethanyoudo。Whenamanandawomanhaveoncecommittedsuchasin,itiseasyforthemtoslipback。
  Thelesstimetheyspendtalkingabouttheirmisfortunes,andbeinggenerousandforbearingtoeachother,thebetterforthemboth。"
  "But,Doctor,"criedGeorge。"IloveHenriette!Icouldnotpossiblyloveanyoneelse。Itwouldbehorribletome!"
  "Yes,"saidthedoctor。"ButyouarenotlivingwithHenriette。
  Youarewanderinground,notknowingwhattodowithyourselfnext。"
  TherewasnoneedforanybodytotellGeorgethat。"Whatdoyouthink?"heaskedabruptly。"Isthereanyhopeforme?"
  "Ithinkthereis,"saidtheother,who,inspiteofhisresolution,hadbecomeasortofambassadorfortheunhappyhusband。HehadtogototheLocheshousetoattendthechild,andsohecouldnothelpseeingHenriette,andtalkingtoheraboutthechild’shealthandherownfuture。HeconsideredthatGeorgehadhadhislesson,andurgedupontheyoungwifethathewouldbewiserinfuture,andsafetotrust。
  Georgehadindeedlearnedmuch。Hegotnewlessonseverytimehewenttocallatthephysician’soffice——hecouldreadtheminthefacesofthepeoplehesawthere。Onedaywhenhewasaloneinthewaiting—room,thedoctorcameoutofhisinneroffice,talkingtoanelderlygentleman,whomGeorgerecognizedasthefatherofoneofhisclassmatesatcollege。Thefatherwasalittleshopkeeper,andtheyoungmanrememberedhowpatheticallyproudhehadbeenofhisson。Coulditbe,thoughtGeorge,thatthisoldmanwasavictimofsyphilis?
  Butitwastheson,andnotthefather,whowasthesubjectoftheconsultation。Theoldmanwasspeakinginadeeplymovedvoice,andhestoodsothatGeorgecouldnothelphearingwhathesaid。"Perhapsyoucan’tunderstand,"hesaid,"justwhatitmeanstous——thehopeswehadofthatboy!Suchafinefellowhewas,andagoodfellow,too,sir!Weweresoproudofhim;wehadbledourveinstokeephimincollege——andnowjustsee!"
  "Don’tdespair,sir,"saidthedoctor,"we’lltrytocurehim。"
  AndheaddedwiththatsamenoteofsorrowinhisvoicewhichGeorgehadheard,"Whydidyouwaitsolongbeforeyoubroughttheboytome?"
  "HowwasItoknowwhathehad?"criedtheother。"Hedidn’tdaretellme,sir——hewasafraidofmyscoldinghim。Andinthemeantimethediseasewasrunningitscourse。Whenherealizedthathehadit,hewentsecretlytooneofthequacks,whorobbedhim,anddidn’tcurehim。Youknowhowitis,sir。"
  "Yes,Iknow,"saidthedoctor。
  "Suchthingsoughtnottobepermitted,"criedtheoldman。
  "Whatisourgovernmentaboutthatitallowssuchthingstogoon?Taketheconditionsthereatthecollegewheremypoorboywasruined。Attheverygatesofthebuildingthesewomenarewaitingforthelads!Oughttheytobepermittedtodebauchyoungboysonlyfifteenyearsold?Haven’twegotpoliceenoughtopreventathinglikethat?Tellme,sir!"
  "Onewouldthinkso,"saidthedoctor,patiently。
  "Butisitthatthepolicedon’twantto?"
  "Nodoubttheyhavethesameexcuseasalltherest——theydon’tknow。Takecourage,sir;wehavecuredworsecasesthanyourson’s。Andsomeday,perhaps,weshallbeabletochangetheseconditions。"
  Sohewentonwiththeman,leavingGeorgewithsomethingtothinkabout。Howmuchhecouldhavetoldthemaboutwhathadhappenedtothatyoungfellowwhenonlyfifteenyearsold!Ithadnotbeenaltogetherthefaultofthewomenwhowerelurkingoutsideofthecollegegates;itwasafactthattheboy’sclassmateshadteasedhimandridiculedhim,hadliterallymadehislifeatorment,untilhehadyieldedtotemptation。
  Itwastheold,oldstoryofignorantandunguidedschoolboysallovertheworld!Theythoughtthattobechastewastobeweakandfoolish;thatafellowwasnotamanunlessheledalifeofdebaucheryliketherest。Andwhatdidtheyknowaboutthesedreadfuldiseases?Theyhadthemosthorriblesuperstitions——
  ideasofcuressoloathsomethattheycouldnotbesetdowninprint;ideasasignorantanddestructiveasthoseofsavagesintheheartofAfrica。Andyoumighthearthemlaughingandjestingaboutoneanother’scondition。Theymightbeafflictedwithdiseaseswhichwouldhavethemostterribleafter—effectsupontheirwholelivesandupontheirfamilies——diseaseswhichcausetensofthousandsofsurgicaloperationsuponwomen,andalargepercentageofblindnessandidiocyinchildren——andyoumighthearthemconfidentlyexpresstheopinionthatthesediseaseswerenoworsethanabadcold!
  Andallthismassofmiseryandignorancecoveredoverandclampeddownbyatabooofsilence,imposedbythehorriblesuperstitionofsex—prudery!Georgewentoutfromthedoctor’sofficetremblingwithexcitementoverthissituation。Oh,whyhadnotsomeonewarnedhimintime?Whydidn’tthedoctorsandtheteachersliftuptheirvoicesandtellyoungmenaboutthesefrightfuldangers?Hewantedtogooutinthehighwaysandpreachithimself——exceptthathedarednot,becausehecouldnotexplaintotheworldhisownsuddeninterestinthisforbiddentopic。
  Thesewasonlyonepersonhedaredtotalkto:thatwashismother——towhomheoughttohavetalkedmany,manyyearsbefore。
  Hewasmovedtomentiontohertheinterviewhehadoverheardinthedoctor’soffice。Inasuddenburstofgriefhetoldherofhisstrugglesandtemptations;hepleadedwithhertogotoHenrietteoncemore——totellherthesethings,andtrytomakeherrealizethathealonewasnottoblameforthem,thattheywereaconditionwhichprevailedeverywhere,thattheonlydifferencebetweenherhusbandandothermenwasthathehadhadthemisfortunetobecaught。
  TherewaspressurebeingappliedtoHenriettefromseveralsides。
  Afterall,whatcouldshedo?Shewascomfortableinherfather’shome,sofarasthephysicalsideofthingswent;butsheknewthatallherfriendsweregossipingandspeculatingaboutherseparationfromherhusband,andsoonerorlatershewouldhavetomakeuphermind,eithertoseparatepermanentlyfromGeorgeortoreturntohim。Therewasnotmuchhappinessforherinthethoughtofgettingadivorcefromamanwhomdeepinherheartsheloved。Shewouldbepracticallyawidowtherestofherlife,andthehomeinwhichpoorlittleGervaisewouldbebroughtupwouldnotbeacheerfulone。
  Georgewasreadytoofferanyterms,ifonlyshewouldcomebacktohishome。TheymightliveseparatelivesforaslongasHenriettewished。Theywouldhavenomorechildrenuntilthedoctordeclareditwasquitesafe;andinthemeantimehewouldbehumbleandpatient,andwouldtryhisbesttoatoneforthewrongthathehaddoneher。
  TotheseargumentsMadameDupontaddedothersofherown。Shetoldthegirlsomethingswhichthroughbitterexperienceshehadlearnedaboutthenatureandhabitsofmen;thingsthatshouldbetoldtoeverygirlbeforemarriage,butwhichalmostallofthemarelefttofindoutafterwards,withterriblesufferinganddisillusionment。WhateverGeorge’ssinsmayhavebeen,hewasamanwhohadbeenchastenedbysuffering,andwouldknowhowtovalueawoman’slovefortherestofhislife。Notallmenknewthat——noteventhosewhohadbeenfortunateinescapingfromtheso—called"shamefuldisease。"
  Henriettewasalsohearingargumentsfromherfather,whobythistimehadhadtimetothinkthingsover,andhadcometotheconclusionthatthedoctorwasright。Hehadnotedhisson—in—
  law’spatienceandpenitence,andhadalsomadesurethatinspiteofeverythingHenriettestilllovedhim。Thebabyapparentlywasdoingwell;andtheFrenchman,withhisstrongsenseoffamilyties,feltitaseriousmattertoseparateachildpermanentlyfromitsfather。Sointheendhecasttheweightofhisinfluenceinfavorofareconciliation,andHenriettereturnedtoherhusband,upontermswhichthedoctorlaiddown。
  Thedoctorplayedinthesenegotiationsthepartwhichhehadnotbeenallowedtoplayinthemarriage。Forthedeputywasnowthoroughlyawaketotheimportanceofthedutyheowedhisdaughter。Infact,hehadbecomesomewhatofa"crank"uponthewholesubject。Hehadattendedseveralofthedoctor’sclinics,andhadreadbooksandpamphletsonthesubjectofsyphilis,andwasnowdeterminedthatthereshouldbesomepracticalstepstowardsreform。
  Attheoutset,hehadtakentheattitudeoftheaveragelegislator,thatthethingtodowastostrengthenthelawsagainstprostitution,andtoenforcethemmorestrictly。HeechoedthecryoftheoldmanwhomGeorgehadheardinthedoctor’soffice:"Aretherenotenoughpolice?"
  "Wemustgotothesource,"hedeclared。"Wemustproceedagainstthesemiserablewomen——veritablepoisonersthattheyare!"
  Hereallythoughtthiswasgoingtothesource!Butthedoctorwasquicktoanswerhisarguments。"Poisoners?"hesaid。"Youforgetthattheyhavefirstbeenpoisoned。Everyoneofthesewomenwhocommunicatesthediseasehasfirstreceiveditfromsomeman。"
  MonsieurLochesadvancedtohissecondidea,topunishthemen。
  Butthedoctorhadlittleinterestinthisideaeither。Hehadseenittriedsomanytimes——suchalawcouldneverbeenforced。
  Whatmustcomefirstwaseducation,andbythismeansamodificationofmorals。Peoplemustceasetotreatsyphilisasamysteriousevil,ofwhichnoteventhenamecouldbepronounced。
  "But,"objectedtheother,"onecannotlayitbaretochildreninoureducationalinstitutions!"
  "Whynot?"askedthedoctor。
  "Because,sir,therearecuriositieswhichitwouldbeimprudenttoawaken。"
  Thedoctorbecamemuchexcitedwheneverheheardthisargument。
  "Youbelievethatyouarepreventingthesecuriositiesfromawakening?"hedemanded。"Iappealtothose——bothmenandwomen——whohavepassedthroughcollegesandboardingschools!
  Suchcuriositiescannotbesmothered,andtheysatisfythemselvesasbesttheycan,basely,vilely。Itellyou,sir,thereisnothingimmoralabouttheactwhichperpetuateslifebymeansoflove。Butweorganizearoundit,sofarasconcernsourchildren,agiganticandrigorousconspiracyofsilence。Theworthycitizentakeshisdaughterandhissontopopularmusicalcomedies,wheretheylistentothingswhichwouldmakeamonkeyblush;butitisforbiddentodiscussseriouslybeforetheyoungthatactoflovewhichpeopleseemtothinktheyshouldonlyknowofthroughblasphemiesandprofanations!Eitherthatactisathingofwhichpeoplecanspeakwithoutblushing——orelse,sir,itisamatterfortheinnuendoesofthecabaretandthewitticismsofthemessroom!Pornographyisadmitted,butscienceisnot!Itellyou,sir,thatisthethingwhichmustbechanged!Wemustelevatethesouloftheyoungmanbytakingthesefactsoutoftherealmofmysteryandofslang。Wemustawakeninhimaprideinthatcreativepowerwithwhicheachoneofusisendowed。Wemustmakehimunderstandthatheisasortoftempleinwhichispreparedthefutureoftherace,andwemustteachhimthathemusttransmit,intact,theheritageentrustedtohim——thepreciousheritagewhichhasbeenbuiltoutofthetearsandmiseriesandsufferingsofaninterminablelineofancestors!"
  Sothedoctorargued。Hebroughtforthcaseaftercasetoprovethattheprostitutewaswhatshewas,notbecauseofinnatevileness,butbecauseofeconomicconditions。IthappenedthatthedeputycametooneoftheclinicswherehemetTherese。Thedoctorbroughtherintohisconsultingroom,aftertellingherthattheimposing—lookinggentlemanwasafriendofthedirectoroftheopera,andmightbeabletorecommendherforapositiononthestagetowhichsheaspired。"Tellhimallaboutyourself,"hesaid,"howyoulive,andwhatyoudo,andwhatyouwouldliketodo。Youwillgethiminterestedinyou。"
  Sothepoorgirlretoldthestoryofherlife。Shespokeinamatter—of—factvoice,andwhenshecametotellhowshehadbeenobligedtoleaveherbabyinthefoundlingasylum,shewassurprisedthatMonsieurLochesshowedhorror。"WhatcouldIdo?"
  shedemanded。"HowcouldIhavetakencareofit?"
  "Didn’tyouevermissit?"heasked。
  "OfcourseImissedit。Butwhatdifferencedidthatmake?Itwouldhavediedofhungerwithme。"
  "Still,"hesaid,"itwasyourchild——"
  "Itwasthefather’schild,too,wasn’tit?Muchattentionhepaidtoit!IfIhadbeensureofgettingmoneyenough,Iwouldhaveputitouttonurse。Butwiththetwenty—fiveorthirtyfrancsamonthIcouldhaveearnedasaservant,couldIhavepaidforababy?That’sthesituationagirlfaces——solongasI
  wantedtoremainhonest,itwasimpossibleformetokeepmychild。Youanswer,perhaps,’Youdidn’tstayhonestanyway。’
  That’strue。Butthen——whenyouarehungry,andaniceyoungfellowoffersyoudinner,you’dhavetobemadeofwoodtorefusehim。Ofcourse,ifIhadhadatrade——butIdidn’thaveany。SoIwentonthestreet——Youknowhowitis。"
  "Tellusaboutit,"saidthedoctor。"Thisgentlemanisfromthecountry。"
  "Isthatso?"saidthegirl。"Ineversupposedtherewasanyonewhodidn’tknowaboutsuchthings。Well,Itookthepartofalittleworking—girl。Averysimpledress——thingsIhadmadeespeciallyforthat——alittlebundleinablacknapkincarriedinmyhand——soIwalkedalongwheretheshopsare。It’stiresome,becausetodoitright,youhavetopatteralongfast。ThenI
  stopbeforeashop,andninetimesoutoften,thereyouare!A
  funnythingisthatthemen——you’dimaginetheyhadagreedonthewordstoapproachyouwith。Theyhaveonlytwophrases;theynevervarythem。It’seither,’Youaregoingfast,littleone。’
  Orit’s,’Aren’tyouafraidallalone?’Onethingortheother。
  Oneknowsprettywellwhattheymean。Isn’titso?"Thegirlpaused,thenwenton。"Again,Iwouldgetmyselfupasayoungwidow。There,too,onehastowalkfast:Idon’tknowwhythatshouldbeso,butitis。Afteraminuteortwoofconversation,theygenerallyfindoutthatIamnotayoungwidow,butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference——theygoonjustthesame。"
  "Whoarethemen?"askedthedeputy。"Clerks?Travelingsalesmen?"
  "Notmuch,"sheresponded。"Ikeepalookoutforgentlemen——likeyourself。"
  "TheySAYtheyaregentlemen,"hesuggested。
  "SometimesIcanseeit,"wastheresponse。"Sometimestheywearorders。It’sfunny——iftheyhaveonaribbonwhenyoufirstnoticethem,theyfollowyou,andpresto——theribbonisgone!I
  alwayslaughoverthat。I’vewatchedthemintheglassoftheshopwindows。Theytrytolookunconcerned,butastheywalkalongtheysnapouttheribbonwiththeirthumb——asoneshellslittlepeas,youknow。"
  Shepaused;then,asnoonejoinedinherlaugh,shecontinued,"Well,atlastthepolicegotafterme,That’sastorythatI’veneverbeenabletounderstand。Thosefilthymengavemeanastydisease,andthenIwastobeshutinprisonforit!Thatwasalittletoomuch,itseemstome。"
  "Well,"saidthedoctor,grimly,"yourevengedyourselfonthem——
  fromwhatyouhavetoldme。"
  Theotherlaughed。"Oh,yes,"shesaid。"Ihadmyinnings。"
  SheturnedtoMonsieurLoches。"Youwantmetotellyouthat?
  Well,justontheverydayIlearnedthatthepolicewereafterme,Iwascominghomefurious,naturally。ItwasontheBoulevardSt。Denis,ifyouknowtheplace——andwhomdoyouthinkImet?Myoldmaster——theonewhogotmeintotrouble,youknow。
  Thereitwas,God’sownwill!Isaidtomyself,’Now,mygoodfellow,here’sthetimewhereyoupaymewhatyouoweme,andwithinterest,too!’Iputonalittlesmile——oh,itdidn’ttakeverylong,youmaybesure!"
  Thewomanpaused;herfacedarkened,andshewenton,inavoicetremblingwithagitation:"WhenIhadlefthim,Iwasseizedwitharage。Asortofmadnessgotintomyblood。Itookonallthemenwhoofferedthemselves,forwhatevertheyofferedme,fornothing,iftheydidn’toffermeanything。ItookasmanyasI
  could,theyoungestonesandthehandsomestones。Justso!I
  onlygavethembackwhattheyhadgiventome。AndsincethattimeIhaven’treallycaredaboutanyoneanymore。Ijustturneditallintoajoke。"Shepaused,andthenlookingatthedeputy,andreadinginhisfacethehorrorwithwhichhewasregardingher,"Oh,Iamnottheonlyone!"sheexclaimed。"Therearelotsofotherwomenwhodothesame。Tobesure,itisnotforvengeance——itisbecausetheymusthavesomethingtoeat。Forevenifyouhavesyphilis,youhavetoeat,don’tyou?Eh?"
  Shehadturnedtothedoctor,buthedidnotanswer。Therewasalongsilence;andthenthinkingthathisfriend,thedeputy,hadheardenoughforonesession,thedoctorrose。Hedismissedthewoman,thecauseofallGeorgeDupont’smisfortunes,andturningtoMonsieurLoches,said:"ItwasonpurposethatIbroughtthatwretchedprostitutebeforeyou。Inherthewholestoryissummedup——notmerelythestoryofyourson—in—law,butthatofallthevictimsoftheredplague。Thatwomanherselfisavictim,andsheisasymboloftheevilwhichwehavecreatedandwhichfallsuponourownheadsagain。Icouldaddnothingtoherstory,I
  onlyaskyou,MonsieurLoches——whennextyouareproposingnewlawsintheChamberofDeputies,nottoforgetthehorrorswhichthatpoorwomanhasexposedtoyou!"