首页 >出版文学> An Introduction to the Study of Robert Browning’s>第39章
  But,mindyou,whenaboystarvesinthestreetsEightyearstogetherasmyfortunewas,Watchingfolk’sfacestoknowwhowillflingThebitofhalf-strippedgrape-bunchhedesires,Andwhowillcurseorkickhimforhispains,——
  Whichgentlemanprocessionalandfine,HoldingacandletotheSacrament,WillwinkandlethimliftaplateandcatchThedroppingsofthewaxtosellagain,[120]
  OrhollafortheEightandhavehimwhipped,——
  HowsayI?——nay,whichdogbites,whichletsdropHisbonefromtheheapofoffalinthestreet,——
  Why,soulandsenseofhimgrowsharpalike,Helearnsthelookofthings,andnonethelessForadmonitionfromthehunger-pinch。
  Ihadastoreofsuchremarks,besure,Which,afterIfoundleisure,turnedtouse:
  Idrewmen’sfacesonmycopy-books,Scrawledthemwithintheantiphonary’smarge,[130]
  Joinedlegsandarmstothelongmusic-notes,FoundeyesandnoseandchinforA’sandB’s,AndmadeastringofpicturesoftheworldBetwixttheinsandoutsofverbandnoun,Onthewall,thebench,thedoor。Themonkslookedblack。”Nay,”quoththePrior,”turnhimout,d’yesay?
  Innowise。Loseacrowandcatchalark。
  Whatifatlastwegetourmanofparts,WeCarmelites,likethoseCamaldoleseAndPreachingFriars,todoourchurchupfine[140]
  Andputthefrontonitthatoughttobe!”
  Andhereuponhebademedaubaway。
  Thankyou!myheadbeingcrammed,thewallsablank,Neverwassuchpromptdisemburdening。
  Firsteverysortofmonk,theblackandwhite,Idrewthem,fatandlean:then,folksatchurch,FromgoodoldgossipswaitingtoconfessTheircribsofbarrel-droppings,candle-ends,——
  Tothebreathlessfellowatthealtar-foot,Freshfromhismurder,safeandsittingthere[150]
  WiththelittlechildrenroundhiminarowOfadmiration,halfforhisbeard,andhalfForthatwhiteangerofhisvictim’ssonShakingafistathimwithonefiercearm,SigninghimselfwiththeotherbecauseofChristWhosesadfaceonthecrossseesonlythisAfterthepassionofathousandyears,Tillsomepoorgirl,heraprono’erherheadWhichtheintenseeyeslookedthrough,cameateveOntiptoe,saidaword,droppedinaloaf,[160]
  Herpairofear-ringsandabunchofflowersThebrutetookgrowling,prayed,andsowasgone。
  Ipaintedall,thencried,”’Tisaskandhave;
  Choose,formore’sready!”——laidtheladderflat,Andshowedmycoveredbitofcloister-wall。
  ThemonksclosedinacircleandpraisedloudTillchecked,taughtwhattoseeandnottosee,Beingsimplebodies,——”That’stheveryman!
  Lookattheboywhostoopstopatthedog!
  Thatwoman’slikethePrior’sniecewhocomes[170]
  Tocareabouthisasthma:it’sthelife!”
  Buttheremytriumph’sstraw-fireflaredandfunked;
  Theirbetterstooktheirturntoseeandsay:
  ThepriorandthelearnedpulledafaceAndstoppedallthatinnotime。”How?what’shere?
  Quitefromthemarkofpainting,blessusall!
  Faces,arms,legs,andbodieslikethetrueAsmuchaspeaandpea!it’sdevil’sgame!
  Yourbusinessisnottocatchmenwithshow,Withhomagetotheperishableclay,[180]
  Butliftthemoverit,ignoreitall,Makethemforgetthere’ssuchathingasflesh。
  Yourbusinessistopaintthesoulsofmen——
  Man’ssoul,andit’safire,smoke……no,it’snot……
  It’svapordoneuplikeanew-bornbabe——
  Inthatshapewhenyoudieitleavesyourmouth,It’s……well,whatmatterstalking,it’sthesoul!
  Giveusnomoreofbodythanshowssoul!
  Here’sGiotto,withhisSainta-praisingGod,Thatsetsuspraising,——whynotstopwithhim?[190]
  WhyputallthoughtsofpraiseoutofourheadWithwonderatlines,colors,andwhatnot?
  Paintthesoul,nevermindthelegsandarms!
  Ruballout,tryatitasecondtime!
  Oh,thatwhitesmallishfemalewiththebreasts,She’sjustmyniece……Herodias,Iwouldsay,——
  Whowentanddanced,andgotmen’sheadscutoff!
  Haveitallout!”Now,isthissense,Iask?
  Afinewaytopaintsoul,bypaintingbodySoill,theeyecan’tstopthere,mustgofurther[200]
  Andcan’tfareworse!Thus,yellowdoesforwhiteWhenwhatyouputforyellow’ssimplyblack,AndanysortofmeaninglooksintenseWhenallbesideitselfmeansandlooksnaught。
  Whycan’tapainterlifteachfootinturn,Leftfootandrightfoot,goadoublestep,Makehisfleshlikerandhissoulmorelike,Bothintheirorder?Taketheprettiestface,ThePrior’sniece……patron-saint——isitsoprettyYoucan’tdiscoverifitmeanshope,fear,[210]
  Sorroworjoy?won’tbeautygowiththese?
  SupposeI’vemadehereyesallrightandblue,Can’tItakebreathandtrytoaddlife’sflash,Andthenaddsoulandheightenthemthreefold?
  Orsaythere’sbeautywithnosoulatall——
  Ineversawit——putthecasethesame——
  Ifyougetsimplebeautyandnaughtelse,YougetaboutthebestthingGodinvents:
  That’ssomewhat:andyou’llfindthesoulyouhavemissed,Withinyourself,whenyoureturnhimthanks。[220]”Ruballout!”Well,well,there’smylife,inshort,Andsothethinghasgoneoneversince。
  I’mgrownamannodoubt,I’vebrokenbounds:
  YoushouldnottakeafelloweightyearsoldAndmakehimsweartoneverkissthegirls。
  I’mmyownmaster,paintnowasIplease——
  Havingafriend,yousee,intheCorner-house!
  Lord,it’sfastholdingbytheringsinfront——
  ThosegreatringsservemorepurposesthanjustToplantaflagin,ortieupahorse![230]
  Andyettheoldschoolingsticks,theoldgraveeyesArepeepingo’ermyshoulderasIwork,Theheadsshakestill——”It’sart’sdecline,myson!
  You’renotofthetruepainters,greatandold;
  BrotherAngelico’stheman,you’llfind;
  BrotherLorenzostandshissinglepeer:
  Fagonatflesh,you’llnevermakethethird!”
  `Flowero’thepine,Youkeepyourmistr……manners,andI’llsticktomine!’
  I’mnotthethird,then:blessus,theymustknow![240]
  Don’tyouthinkthey’rethelikeliesttoknow,TheywiththeirLatin?So,Iswallowmyrage,Clinchmyteeth,suckmylipsintight,andpaintTopleasethem——sometimesdo,andsometimesdon’t;
  For,doingmost,there’sprettysuretocomeAturn,somewarmevefindsmeatmysaints——
  Alaugh,acry,thebusinessoftheworld——
  `Flowero’thepeach,Deathforusall,andhisownlifeforeach!’
  Andmywholesoulrevolves,thecuprunsover,[250]
  Theworldandlife’stoobigtopassforadream,AndIdothesewildthingsinsheerdespite,Andplaythefooleriesyoucatchmeat,Inpurerage!Theoldmill-horse,outatgrassAfterhardyears,throwsuphisstiffheelsso,AlthoughthemillerdoesnotpreachtohimTheonlygoodofgrassistomakechaff。
  Whatwouldmenhave?Dotheylikegrassorno——
  Maytheyormayn’tthey?allIwant’sthethingSettledforeveroneway。Asitis,[260]
  Youtelltoomanyliesandhurtyourself:
  Youdon’tlikewhatyouonlyliketoomuch,Youdolikewhat,ifgivenyouatyourword,Youfindabundantlydetestable。
  Forme,IthinkIspeakasIwastaught;
  Ialwaysseethegarden,andGodthereA-makingman’swife:and,mylessonlearned,Thevalueandsignificanceofflesh,Ican’tunlearntenminutesafterwards。
  Youunderstandme:I’mabeast,Iknow。[270]
  Butsee,now——why,IseeascertainlyAsthatthemorning-star’sabouttoshine,Whatwillhapsomeday。We’veayoungsterhereComestoourconvent,studieswhatIdo,Slouchesandstaresandletsnoatomdrop:
  HisnameisGuidi——he’llnotmindthemonks——
  TheycallhimHulkingTom,heletsthemtalk——
  Hepicksmypracticeup——he’llpaintapace,Ihopeso——thoughIneverlivesolong,Iknowwhat’ssuretofollow。Youbejudge![280]
  YouspeaknoLatinmorethanI,belike;
  However,you’remyman,you’veseentheworld——Thebeautyandthewonderandthepower,Theshapesofthings,theircolors,lights,andshades,Changes,surprises,——andGodmadeitall!——
  Forwhat?Doyoufeelthankful,ayorno,Forthisfairtown’sface,yonderriver’sline,Themountainrounditandtheskyabove,Muchmorethefiguresofman,woman,child,Thesearetheframeto?What’sitallabout?[290]
  Tobepassedover,despised?ordweltupon,Wonderedat?oh,thislastofcourse!——yousay。
  Butwhynotdoaswellassay,——painttheseJustastheyare,carelesswhatcomesofit?
  God’sworks——paintanyone,andcountitcrimeToletatruthslip。Don’tobject,”HisworksAreherealready;natureiscomplete:
  Supposeyoureproduceher——whichyoucan’t
  There’snoadvantage!youmustbeather,then。”
  For,don’tyoumark?we’remadesothatwelove[300]
  Firstwhenweseethempainted,thingswehavepassedPerhapsahundredtimesnorcaredtosee;
  Andsotheyarebetter,painted——bettertous,Whichisthesamething。Artwasgivenforthat;
  Godusesustohelpeachotherso,Lendingourmindsout。Haveyounoticed,nowYourcullion’shangingface?Abitofchalk,Andtrustmebutyoushould,though!HowmuchmoreIfIdrewhigherthingswiththesametruth!
  ThatweretotakethePrior’spulpit-place,[310]
  InterpretGodtoallofyou!Oh,oh,ItmakesmemadtoseewhatmenshalldoAndweinourgraves!Thisworld’snoblotforus,Norblank;itmeansintensely,andmeansgood:
  Tofinditsmeaningismymeatanddrink。”Ay,butyoudon’tsoinstigatetoprayer!”
  StrikesinthePrior:”whenyourmeaning’splainItdoesnotsaytofolks——remembermatins,Or,mindyourfastnextFriday!”Why,forthisWhatneedofartatall?Askullandbones,[320]
  Twobitsofsticknailedcross-wise,or,what’sbest,Abelltochimethehourwith,doesaswell。
  IpaintedaSaintLaurencesixmonthssinceAtPrato,splashedthefrescoinfinestyle:”Howlooksmypainting,nowthescaffold’sdown?”
  Iaskabrother:”Hugely,”hereturns——”AlreadynotonephizofyourthreeslavesWhoturntheDeaconoffhistoastedside,But’sscratchedandproddedtoourheart’scontent,Thepiouspeoplehavesoeasedtheirown[330]
  Withcomingtosayprayersthereinarage:
  Wegetonfasttoseethebricksbeneath。
  Expectanotherjobthistimenextyear,Forpityandreligiongrowi’thecrowd——
  Yourpaintingservesitspurpose!”Hangthefools!——
  Thatis——you’llnotmistakeanidlewordSpokeinahuffbyapoormonk,Gotwot,TastingtheairthisspicynightwhichturnsTheunaccustomedheadlikeChiantiwine!
  Oh,thechurchknows!don’tmisreportme,now![340]
  It’snaturalapoormonkoutofboundsShouldhavehisaptwordtoexcusehimself:
  AndhearkenhowIplottomakeamends。
  Ihavebethoughtme:Ishallpaintapiece……There’sforyou!Givemesixmonths,thengo,seeSomethinginSant’Ambrogio’s!Blessthenuns!
  Theywantacasto’myoffice。IshallpaintGodinthemidst,Madonnaandherbabe,Ringedbyabowery,floweryangel-brood,Liliesandvestmentsandwhitefaces,sweet[350]
  Aspuffonpuffofgratedorris-rootWhenladiescrowdtochurchatmidsummer。
  Andtheni’thefront,ofcourseasaintortwo——
  SaintJohn,becausehesavestheFlorentines,SaintAmbrose,whoputsdowninblackandwhiteTheconvent’sfriendsandgivesthemalongday,AndJob,Imusthavehimtherepastmistake,ThemanofUzandUswithoutthez,Painterswhoneedhispatience。Well,alltheseSecuredattheirdevotion,upshallcome[360]
  Outofacornerwhenyouleastexpect,Asonebyadarkstairintoagreatlight,Musicandtalking,whobutLippo!I!——
  Mazed,motionless,andmoon-struck——I’mtheman!
  BackIshrink——whatisthisIseeandhear?
  I,caughtupwithmymonk’sthingsbymistake,Myoldsergegownandropethatgoesallround,I,inthispresence,thispurecompany!
  Where’sahole,where’sacornerforescape?
  Thenstepsasweetangelicslipofathing[370]
  Forward,putsoutasoftpalm——”Notsofast!”