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  St。36。andupgoesthespire:Giotto’splanincludedaspireof100feet,buttheprojectwasabandonedbyTaddeoGaddi,whocarriedontheworkafterthedeathofGiottoin1336。”ThemountainsfromwithoutInsilencelistenforthewordsaidnext。
  Whatwordwillmensay,——herewhereGiottoplantedHisCampanilelikeanunperplexedFinequestionheaven-ward,touchingthethingsgrantedAnoblepeople,who,beinggreatlyvexedInact,inaspirationkeepundaunted?”——
  Mrs。Browning’s`CasaGuidiWindows’,Pt。I。,vv。66-72。
  PictorIgnotus。
  [Florence,15。]
  Icouldhavepaintedpictureslikethatyouth’sYepraiseso。Howmysoulspringsup!NobarStayedme——ah,thoughtwhichsaddenswhileitsoothes!——
  Neverdidfateforbidme,starbystar,Tooutburstonyournight,withallmygiftOffiresfromGod:norwouldmyfleshhaveshrunkFromsecondingmysoul,witheyesupliftAndwidetoheaven,or,straightlikethunder,sunkTothecentre,ofaninstant;oraroundTurnedcalmlyandinquisitive,toscan[10]
  Thelicenseandthelimit,spaceandbound,Allowedtotruthmadevisibleinman。
  And,likethatyouthyepraiseso,allIsaw,Overthecanvascouldmyhandhaveflung,Eachfaceobedienttoitspassion’slaw,Eachpassionclearproclaimedwithoutatongue:
  WhetherHoperoseatonceinalltheblood,A-tiptoefortheblessingofembrace,OrRapturedroopedtheeyes,aswhenherbroodPulldownthenestingdove’shearttoitsplace;[20]
  OrConfidencelitswifttheforeheadup,Andlockedthemouthfast,likeacastlebraved,——
  Ohumanfaces!hathitspilt,mycup?
  WhatdidyegivemethatIhavenotsaved?
  NorwillIsayIhavenotdreamedhowwell!
  Ofgoing——I,ineachnewpicture,——forth,As,makingnewheartsbeatandbosomsswell,ToPopeorKaiser,East,West,South,orNorth,BoundforthecalmlysatisfiedgreatState,Orgladaspiringlittleburgh,itwent,[30]
  Flowerscastuponthecarwhichborethefreight,Througholdstreetsnamedafreshfromtheevent,Tillitreachedhome,wherelearnedageshouldgreetMyface,andyouth,thestarnotyetdistinctAbovehishair,lielearningatmyfeet!——
  Oh,thustolive,Iandmypicture,linkedWithloveabout,andpraise,tilllifeshouldend,Andthennotgotoheaven,butlingerhere,Hereonmyearth,earth’severymanmyfriend,Thethoughtgrewfrightful,’twassowildlydear![40]
  Butavoicechangedit。GlimpsesofsuchsightsHavescaredme,liketherevelsthroughadoorOfsomestrangehouseofidolsatitsrites!
  Thisworldseemednottheworlditwas,before:
  Mixedwithmylovingtrustingones,theretrooped……WhosummonedthosecoldfacesthatbegunTopressonmeandjudgeme?ThoughIstoopedShrinking,asfromthesoldieryanun,Theydrewmeforth,andspiteofme……enough!
  Thesebuyandsellourpictures,takeandgive,[50]
  Countthemforgarnitureandhousehold-stuff,AndwheretheyliveneedsmustourpicturesliveAndseetheirfaces,listentotheirprate,Partakersoftheirdailypettiness,Discussedof,——”ThisIlove,orthisIhate,Thislikesmemore,andthisaffectsmeless!”
  WhereforeIchosemyportion。IfatwhilesMyheartsinks,asmonotonousIpaintTheseendlesscloistersandeternalaislesWiththesameseries,Virgin,Babe,andSaint,[60]
  Withthesamecoldcalmbeautifulregard,——
  Atleastnomerchanttrafficsinmyheart;
  Thesanctuary’sgloomatleastshallwardVaintonguesfromwheremypicturesstandapart:
  OnlyprayerbreaksthesilenceoftheshrineWhile,blackeninginthedailycandle-smoke,Theymoulderonthedampwall’stravertine,’Midechoesthelightfootstepneverwoke。
  So,diemypictures!surely,gentlydie!
  Oyouth,menpraiseso,——holdstheirpraiseitsworth?[70]
  Blownharshly,keepsthetrumpitsgoldencry?
  Tastessweetthewaterwithsuchspecksofearth?——
  3。ah,thoughtwhichsaddenswhileitsoothes:thethoughtsaddenshimthathehasnotrealizedhiscapabilities,andsootheshimthathehasresistedthetemptationstoearthlyfame,andbeentruetohissoul。
  14-22。hecouldhaveexpressedHope,Rapture,Confidence,andallotherpassions,inthehumanface,eachclearproclaimedwithoutatongue。
  23。hathitspilt,mycup?:thecupofhismemory。
  24。WhatdidyegivemethatIhavenotsaved?:hehasretainedalltheimpressionshehasreceivedfromhumanfaces。
  25etseq。:NorwillIsayIhavenotdreamedhowwellIhavedreamed!ofgoingforthineachnewpicture,asitwenttoPopeorKaiser,etc。,makingnewheartsbeatandbosomsswell。
  34。thestarnotyetdistinctabovehishair:hisfamenothavingyetshonebrightlyout;”his”refersto”youth”。
  35。lielearning:andshouldlie。
  41。Butavoicechangedit:thevoiceofhissecretsoul。
  67。travertine:coatingoflime;properlyalimestone。
  Lat。,`lapisTiburtinus’,foundnearTibur,nowTivoli。
  AndreadelSarto。
  [Called”TheFaultlessPainter”。]
  Butdonotletusquarrelanymore,No,myLucrezia!bearwithmeforonce:
  Sitdownandallshallhappenasyouwish。
  Youturnyourface,butdoesitbringyourheart?
  I’llworkthenforyourfriend’sfriend,neverfear,Treathisownsubjectafterhisownway,Fixhisowntime,accepttoohisownprice,AndshutthemoneyintothissmallhandWhennextittakesmine。Willit?tenderly?
  Oh,I’llcontenthim,——butto-morrow,Love![10]
  Ioftenammuchwearierthanyouthink,Thiseveningmorethanusual:anditseemsAsif——forgivenow——shouldyouletmesitHerebythewindow,withyourhandinmine,AndlookahalfhourforthonFiesole,Bothofonemind,asmarriedpeopleuse,Quietly,quietlytheeveningthrough,Imightgetupto-morrowtomyworkCheerfulandfreshasever。Letustry。
  To-morrow,howyoushallbegladforthis![20]
  Yoursofthandisawomanofitself,Andmine,theman’sbaredbreastshecurlsinside。
  Don’tcountthetimelost,neither;youmustserveForeachofthefivepictureswerequire:
  Itsavesamodel。So!keeplookingso——
  Myserpentiningbeauty,roundsonrounds!——
  Howcouldyoueverprickthoseperfectears,Eventoputthepearlthere!oh,sosweet——
  Myface,mymoon,myeverybody’smoon,Whicheverybodylooksonandcallshis,[30]
  And,Isuppose,islookedonbyinturn,Whileshelooks——noone’s:verydear,noless。
  Yousmile?why,there’smypicturereadymade,That’swhatwepainterscallourharmony!
  Acommongraynesssilverseverything,——
  Allinatwilight,youandIalike——You,atthepointofyourfirstprideinmeThat’sgone,youknow——butI,ateverypoint;
  Myyouth,myhope,myart,beingalltoneddownToyondersoberpleasantFiesole。[40]
  There’sthebellclinkingfromthechapel-top;
  Thatlengthofconvent-wallacrossthewayHoldsthetreessafer,huddledmoreinside;
  Thelastmonkleavesthegarden;daysdecrease,Andautumngrows,autumnineverything。
  Eh?thewholeseemstofallintoashape,AsifIsawalikemyworkandselfAndallthatIwasborntobeanddo,Atwilight-piece。Love,weareinGod’shand。
  Howstrangenow,looksthelifehemakesuslead;[50]
  Sofreeweseem,sofetteredfastweare!
  Ifeelhelaidthefetter:letitlie!
  Thischamber,forexample——turnyourhead——
  Allthat’sbehindus!Youdon’tunderstandNorcaretounderstandaboutmyart,Butyoucanhearatleastwhenpeoplespeak:
  Andthatcartoon,thesecondfromthedoor——Itisthething,Love!sosuchthingsshouldbe:
  BeholdMadonna!——Iamboldtosay。
  IcandowithmypencilwhatIknow,[60]
  WhatIsee,whatatbottomofmyheartIwishfor,ifIeverwishsodeep——
  Doeasily,too——whenIsay,perfectly,Idonotboast,perhaps:yourselfarejudge,WholistenedtotheLegate’stalklastweek;
  AndjustasmuchtheyusedtosayinFrance。
  Atanyrate’tiseasy,allofit!
  Nosketchesfirst,nostudies,that’slongpast:
  Idowhatmanydreamof,alltheirlives,——Dream?strivetodo,andagonizetodo,[70]
  Andfailindoing。IcouldcounttwentysuchOntwiceyourfingers,andnotleavethistown,Whostrive——youdon’tknowhowtheothersstriveTopaintalittlethinglikethatyousmearedCarelesslypassingwithyourrobesafloat,——
  Yetdomuchless,somuchless,Someonesays,Iknowhisname,nomatter——somuchless!
  Well,lessismore,Lucrezia:Iamjudged。
  ThereburnsatruerlightofGodinthem,Intheirvexedbeatingstuffedandstopped-upbrain,[80]
  Heart,orwhate’erelse,thangoesontopromptThislow-pulsedforthrightcraftsman’shandofmine。
  Theirworksdropgroundward,butthemselves,Iknow,Reachmanyatimeaheaventhat’sshuttome,Enterandtaketheirplacetheresureenough,Thoughtheycomebackandcannottelltheworld。
  Myworksarenearerheaven,butIsithere。
  Thesuddenbloodofthesemen!ataword——
  Praisethem,itboils,orblamethem,itboilstoo。
  I,paintingfrommyselfandtomyself,[90]
  KnowwhatIdo,amunmovedbymen’sblameOrtheirpraiseeither。SomebodyremarksMorello’soutlinethereiswronglytraced,Hishuemistaken;whatofthat?orelse,Rightlytracedandwellordered;whatofthat?
  Speakastheyplease,whatdoesthemountaincare?
  Ah,butaman’sreachshouldexceedhisgrasp,Orwhat’saheavenfor?Allissilver-gray,Placidandperfectwithmyart:theworse!
  IknowbothwhatIwantandwhatmightgain;[100]
  Andyethowprofitlesstoknow,tosigh”HadIbeentwo,anotherandmyself,Ourheadwouldhaveo’erlookedtheworld!”Nodoubt。
  Yonder’saworknow,ofthatfamousyouthTheUrbinatewhodiedfiveyearsago。
  ’Tiscopied,GeorgeVasarisentitme。
  Well,Icanfancyhowhediditall,Pouringhissoul,withkingsandpopestosee,Reaching,thatheavenmightsoreplenishhim,Aboveandthroughhisart——foritgivesway;[110]
  Thatarmiswronglyput——andthereagain——
  Afaulttopardoninthedrawing’slines,Itsbody,sotospeak:itssoulisright,Hemeansright——that,achildmayunderstand。
  Still,whatanarm!andIcouldalterit:
  Butalltheplay,theinsightandthestretch——
  Outofme,outofme!Andwhereforeout?
  Hadyouenjoinedthemonme,givenmesoul,WemighthaverisentoRafael,Iandyou。
  Nay,Love,youdidgiveallIasked,Ithink——[120]
  MorethanImerit,yes,bymanytimes。
  Buthadyou——oh,withthesameperfectbrow,Andperfecteyes,andmorethanperfectmouth,Andthelowvoicemysoulhears,asabirdThefowler’spipe,andfollowstothesnare——
  Hadyou,withthesethesame,butbroughtamind!
  Somewomendoso。Hadthemouththereurged”Godandtheglory!nevercareforgain。
  Thepresentbythefuture,whatisthat?
  Liveforfame,sidebysidewithAgnolo![130]
  Rafaeliswaiting:uptoGod,allthree!”
  Imighthavedoneitforyou。Soitseems:
  Perhapsnot。AllisasGodover-rules。
  Beside,incentivescomefromthesoul’sself;
  Therestavailnot。WhydoIneedyou?
  WhatwifehadRafael,orhasAgnolo?
  Inthisworld,whocandoathing,willnot;
  Andwhowoulddoit,cannot,Iperceive:
  Yetthewill’ssomewhat——somewhat,too,thepower——
  Andthuswehalf-menstruggle。Attheend,[140]
  God,Iconclude,compensates,punishes。
  ’Tissaferforme,iftheawardbestrict,ThatIamsomethingunderratedhere,Poorthislongwhile,despised,tospeakthetruth。
  Idarednot,doyouknow,leavehomeallday,ForfearofchancingontheParislords。
  Thebestiswhentheypassandlookaside;
  Buttheyspeaksometimes;Imustbearitall。
  Wellmaytheyspeak!ThatFrancis,thatfirsttime,AndthatlongfestalyearatFontainebleau![150]
  Isurelythencouldsometimesleavetheground,Putontheglory,Rafael’sdailywear,Inthathumanegreatmonarch’sgoldenlook,——
  OnefingerinhisbeardortwistedcurlOverhismouth’sgoodmarkthatmadethesmile,Onearmaboutmyshoulder,roundmyneck,Thejingleofhisgoldchaininmyear,Ipaintingproudlywithhisbreathonme,Allhiscourtroundhim,seeingwithhiseyes,SuchfrankFrencheyes,andsuchafireofsouls[160]
  Profuse,myhandkeptplyingbythosehearts,——
  And,bestofall,this,this,thisfacebeyond,Thisinthebackground,waitingonmywork,Tocrowntheissuewithalastreward!
  Agoodtime,wasitnot,mykinglydays?
  Andhadyounotgrownrestless……butIknow