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第27章

Kim
  `Stop!’hecried。`Stayhere。Idonotgototheschoolatonce。’
  `Butwhatistopaymeforthiscomingandre-coming?’saidthedriverpetulantly。`Istheboymad?Lasttimeitwasadancing-girl。Thistimeitisapriest。’
  Kimwasintheroadheadlong,pattingthedustyfeetbeneaththedirtyyellowrobe。
  `Ihavewaitedhereadayandahalf,’thelama’slevelvoicebegan。
  `Nay,Ihadadisciplewithme。HethatwasmyfriendattheTempleoftheTirthankarsgavemeaguideforthisjourney。IcamefromBenaresinthete-rain,whenthyletterwasgivenme。Yes,Iamwellfed。I
  neednothing。’
  `ButwhydidstthounotstaywiththeKuluwoman,OHolyOne?InwhatwaydidstthougettoBenares?Myhearthasbeenheavysinceweparted。’
  `Thewomanweariedmebyconstantfluxoftalkandrequiringcharmsforchildren。Iseparatedmyselffromthatcompany,permittinghertoacquiremeritbygifts。Sheisatleastawomanofopenhands,andImadeapromisetoreturntoherhouseifneedarose。Then,perceivingmyselfaloneinthisgreatandterribleworld,Ibethoughtmeofthete-raintoBenares,whereIknewoneabodeintheTirthankars’TemplewhowasaSeeker,evenasI。’
  `Ah!ThyRiver,’saidKim。`IhadforgottentheRiver。’
  `Sosoon,mychela?Ihaveneverforgottenit。ButwhenIhadlefttheeitseemedbetterthatIshouldgototheTempleandtakecounsel,for,lookyou,Indiaisverylarge,anditmaybethatwisemenbeforeus,sometwoorthree,haveleftarecordoftheplaceofourRiver。ThereisdebateintheTempleoftheTirthankarsonthismatter;somesayingonething,andsomeanother。Theyarecourteousfolk。’
  `Sobeit;butwhatdostthoudonow?’
  `IacquiremeritinthatIhelpthee,mychela,towisdom。ThepriestofthatbodyofmenwhoservetheRedBullwrotemethatallshouldbeasIdesiredforthee。Isentthemoneytosufficeforoneyear,andthenIcame,asthouseestme,towatchfortheegoingupintotheGatesofLearning。AdayandahalfhaveIwaited-notbecauseIwasledbyanyaffectiontowardsthee-thatisnopartoftheWay-but,astheysaidattheTirthankars’Temple,because,moneyhavingbeenpaidforlearning,itwasrightthatIshouldoverseetheendofthematter。Theyresolvedmydoubtsmostclearly。Ihadafearthat,perhaps,IcamebecauseIwishedtoseethee-misguidedbytheRedMistofaffection。Itisnotso……Moreover,Iamtroubledbyadream。’
  `Butsurely,HolyOne,thouhastnotforgottentheRoadandallthatbefellonit。Surelyitwasalittletoseemethatthoudidstcome?’
  `Thehorsesarecold,anditispasttheirfeeding-time,’whinedthedriver。
  `GotoJehannumandabidetherewiththyreputationlessaunt!’Kimsnarledoverhisshoulder。`Iamallaloneinthisland;IknownotwhereIgonorwhatshallbefallme。MyheartwasinthatletterIsentthee。ExceptforMahbubAli,andheisaPathan,Ihavenofriendsavethee,HolyOne。
  Donotaltogethergoaway。’
  `Ihaveconsideredthatalso,’thelamareplied,inashakingvoIce。
  `ItismanifestthatfromtimetotimeIshallacquiremerit-ifbeforethatIhavenotfoundmyRiver-byassuringmyselfthatthyfeetaresetonwisdom。WhattheywillteachtheeIdonotknow,butthepriestwrotemethatnosonofaSahibinallIndiawillbebettertaughtthanthou。
  Sofromtimetotime,therefore,Iwillcomeagain。MaybethouwiltbesuchaSahibashewhogavemethesespectacles’-thelamawipedthemelaborately-`intheWonderHouseatLahore。Thatismyhope,forhewasaFountainofWisdom-wiserthanmanyabbots……Again,maybethouwiltforgetmeandourmeetings。’
  `IfIeatthybread,’criedKimpassionately,`howshallIeverforgetthee?’
  `No-no。’Heputtheboyaside。`ImustgobacktoBenares。Fromtimetotime,nowthatIknowthecustomsofletter-writersinthisland,I
  willsendtheealetter,andfromtimetotimeIwillcomeandseethee。’
  `ButwhithershallIsendmyletters?’wailedKim,clutchingattherobe,allforgetfulthathewasaSahib。
  `TotheTempleoftheTirthankarsatBenares。ThatistheplaceIhavechosentillIfindmyRiver。Donotweep;for,lookyou,allDesireisIllusionandanewbindingupontheWheel。GouptotheGatesofLearning。
  Letmeseetheego……Dostthouloveme?Thengo,ormyheartcracks……
  Iwillcomeagain。SurelyIwillcomeagain。’
  Thelamawatchedtheticca-gharrirumbleintothecompound,andstrodeoff,snuffingbetweeneachlongstride。
  TheGatesofLearningshutwithaclang。Thecountrybornandbredboyhashisownmannersandcustoms,whichdonotresemblethoseofanyotherland;andhisteachersapproachhimbyroadswhichanEnglishmasterwouldnotunderstand。Therefore,youwouldscarcelybeinterestedinKim’sexperiencesasaStXavier’sboyamongtwoorthreehundredprecociousyouths,mostofwhomhadneverseenthesea。Hesufferedtheusualpenaltiesforbreakingoutofboundswhentherewascholerainthecity。ThiswasbeforehehadlearnedtowritefairEnglish,andsowasobligedtofindabazarletter-writer。Hewas,ofcourse,indictedforsmokingandfortheuseofabusemorefull-flavouredthanevenStXavier’shadeverheard。HelearnedtowashhimselfwiththeLeviticalscrupulosityofthenative-born,whoinhisheartconsiderstheEnglishmanratherdirty。
  Heplayedtheusualtricksonthepatientcooliespullingthepunkahsinthesleeping-roomswheretheboysthreshedthroughthehotnightstellingtalestillthedawn;andquietlyhemeasuredhimselfagainsthisself-reliantmates。
  TheyweresonsofsubordinateofficialsintheRailway,Telegraph,andCanalServices;ofwarrant-officers,sometimesretiredandsometimesactingascommanders-in-chieftoafeudatoryRajah’sarmy;ofcaptainsoftheIndianMarineGovernmentpensioners,planters,Presidencyshopkeepers,andmissionaries。AfewwerecadetsoftheoldEurasianhousesthathavetakenstrongrootinDhurrumtollah-Pereiras,DeSouzas,andD’Silvas。
  TheirparentscouldwellhaveeducatedtheminEngland,buttheylovedtheschoolthathadservedtheirownyouth,andgenerationfollowedsallow-huedgenerationatStXavier’s。TheirhomesrangedfromHowrahoftherailwaypeopletoabandonedcantonmentslikeMonghyrandChunar;losttea-gardensShillong-way;villageswheretheirfatherswerelargelandholdersinOudhortheDeccan;Mission-stationsaweekfromthenearestrailwayline;seaportsathousandmilessouth,facingthebrazenIndiansurf,andcinchona-plantationssouthofall。Themerestoryoftheiradventures,whichtothemwerenoadventures,ontheirroadtoandfromschoolwouldhavecrispedaWesternboy’shair。Theywereusedtojoggingoffalonethroughahundredmilesofjungle,wheretherewasalwaysthedelightfulchanceofbeingdelayedbytigers;buttheywouldnomorehavebathedintheEnglishChannelinanEnglishAugustthantheirbrothersacrosstheworldwouldhavelainstillwhilealeopardsnuffedattheirpalanquin。Therewereboysoffifteenwhohadspentadayandahalfonanisletinthemiddleofafloodedriver,takingcharge,asbyright,ofacampoffranticpilgrimsreturningfromashrine。Therewereseniorswhohadrequisitionedachance-metRajah’selephant,inthenameofStFrancisXavier,whentheRainsonceblottedoutthecart-trackthatledtotheirfather’sestate,andhadallbutlostthehugebeastinaquicksand。Therewasaboywho,hesaid,andnonedoubted,hadhelpedhisfathertobeatoffwithriflesfromtheverandaarushofAkasinthedayswhenthosehead-hunterswereboldagainstlonelyplantations。
  Andeverytalewastoldintheeven,passionlessvoiceofthenative-born,mixedwithquaintreflections,borrowedunconsciouslyfromnativefoster-mothers,andturnsofspeechthatshowedtheyhadbeenthatinstanttranslatedfromthevernacular。Kimwatched,listened,andapproved。Thiswasnotinsipid,single-wordtalkofdrummer-boys。Itdealtwithalifeheknewandinpartunderstood。Theatmospheresuitedhim,andhethrovebyinches。Theygavehimawhitedrillsuitastheweatherwarmed,andherejoicedinthenew-foundbodilycomfortsasherejoicedtousehissharpenedmindoverthetaskstheysethim。HisquicknesswouldhavedelightedanEnglishmaster;butatStXavier’stheyknowthefirstrushofmindsdevelopedbysunandsurroundings,astheyknowthehalf-collapsethatsetsinattwenty-twoortwenty-three。
  Nonethelessherememberedtoholdhimselflowly。Whentalesweretoldofhotnights,Kimdidnotsweeptheboardwithhisreminiscences;forStXavier’slooksdownonboyswhogonativeall-together。OnemustneverforgetthatoneisaSahib,andthatsomeday,whenexaminationsarepassed,onewillcommandnatives。Kimmadeanoteofthis,forhebegantounderstandwhereexaminationsled。
  ThencametheholidaysfromAugusttoOctober-thelongholidaysimposedbytheheatandtheRains。KimwasinformedthathewouldgonorthtosomestationinthehillsbehindUmballa,whereFatherVictorwouldarrangeforhim。
  `Abarrack-school?’saidKim,whohadaskedmanyquestionsandthoughtmore。
  `Yes,Isupposeso,’saidthemaster。`Itwillnotdoyouanyharmtokeepyououtofmischief。YoucangoupwithyoungDeCastroasfarasDelhi。’
  Kimconsidereditineverypossiblelight。Hehadbeendiligent,evenastheColoneladvised。Aboy’sholidaywashisownproperty-ofsomuchthetalkofhiscompanionshadadvisedhim,-andabarrack-schoolwouldbetormentafterStXavier’s。Moreover-thiswasmagicworthanythingelse-hecouldwrite。Inthreemonthshehaddiscoveredhowmencanspeaktoeachotherwithoutathirdparty,atthecostofhalfanannaandalittleknowledge。Nowordhadcomefromthelama,butthereremainedtheRoad。Kimyearnedforthecaressofsoftmudsquishingupbetweenthetoes,ashismouthwateredformuttonstewedwithbutterandcabbages,forricespeckledwithstrong-scentedcardamoms,forthesaffron-tintedrice,garlicandonions,andtheforbiddengreasysweetmeatsofthebazars。Theywouldfeedhimrawbeefonaplatteratthebarrack-school,andhemustsmokebystealth。Butagain,hewasaSahibandwasatStXavier’s,andthatpigMahbub……No,hewouldnottestMahbub’shospitality-andyet……
  Hethoughtitoutaloneinthedormitory,andcametotheconclusionhehadbeenunjusttoMahbub。
  Theschoolwasempty;nearlyallthemastershadgoneaway;ColonelCreighton’srailwaypasslayinhishand,andKimpuffedhimselfthathehadnotspentColonelCreighton’sorMahbub’smoneyinriotousliving。
  Hewasstilllordoftworupeessevenannas。Hisnewbullock-trunk,markedK。O’H。,andbedding-rolllayintheemptysleeping-room。`Sahibsarealwaystiedtotheirbaggage,’saidKim,noddingatthem。`Youwillstayhere。’Hewentoutintothewarmrain,smilingsinfully,andsoughtacertainhousewhoseoutsidehehadnoteddownsometimebefore……
  `Arré;!Dostthouknowwhatmannerofwomenwebeinthisquarter?Oh,shame!’