`Stop!’hecried。`Stayhere。Idonotgototheschoolatonce。’
`Butwhatistopaymeforthiscomingandre-coming?’saidthedriverpetulantly。`Istheboymad?Lasttimeitwasadancing-girl。Thistimeitisapriest。’
Kimwasintheroadheadlong,pattingthedustyfeetbeneaththedirtyyellowrobe。
`Ihavewaitedhereadayandahalf,’thelama’slevelvoicebegan。
`Nay,Ihadadisciplewithme。HethatwasmyfriendattheTempleoftheTirthankarsgavemeaguideforthisjourney。IcamefromBenaresinthete-rain,whenthyletterwasgivenme。Yes,Iamwellfed。I
neednothing。’
`ButwhydidstthounotstaywiththeKuluwoman,OHolyOne?InwhatwaydidstthougettoBenares?Myhearthasbeenheavysinceweparted。’
`Thewomanweariedmebyconstantfluxoftalkandrequiringcharmsforchildren。Iseparatedmyselffromthatcompany,permittinghertoacquiremeritbygifts。Sheisatleastawomanofopenhands,andImadeapromisetoreturntoherhouseifneedarose。Then,perceivingmyselfaloneinthisgreatandterribleworld,Ibethoughtmeofthete-raintoBenares,whereIknewoneabodeintheTirthankars’TemplewhowasaSeeker,evenasI。’
`Ah!ThyRiver,’saidKim。`IhadforgottentheRiver。’
`Sosoon,mychela?Ihaveneverforgottenit。ButwhenIhadlefttheeitseemedbetterthatIshouldgototheTempleandtakecounsel,for,lookyou,Indiaisverylarge,anditmaybethatwisemenbeforeus,sometwoorthree,haveleftarecordoftheplaceofourRiver。ThereisdebateintheTempleoftheTirthankarsonthismatter;somesayingonething,andsomeanother。Theyarecourteousfolk。’
`Sobeit;butwhatdostthoudonow?’
`IacquiremeritinthatIhelpthee,mychela,towisdom。ThepriestofthatbodyofmenwhoservetheRedBullwrotemethatallshouldbeasIdesiredforthee。Isentthemoneytosufficeforoneyear,andthenIcame,asthouseestme,towatchfortheegoingupintotheGatesofLearning。AdayandahalfhaveIwaited-notbecauseIwasledbyanyaffectiontowardsthee-thatisnopartoftheWay-but,astheysaidattheTirthankars’Temple,because,moneyhavingbeenpaidforlearning,itwasrightthatIshouldoverseetheendofthematter。Theyresolvedmydoubtsmostclearly。Ihadafearthat,perhaps,IcamebecauseIwishedtoseethee-misguidedbytheRedMistofaffection。Itisnotso……Moreover,Iamtroubledbyadream。’
`Butsurely,HolyOne,thouhastnotforgottentheRoadandallthatbefellonit。Surelyitwasalittletoseemethatthoudidstcome?’
`Thehorsesarecold,anditispasttheirfeeding-time,’whinedthedriver。
`GotoJehannumandabidetherewiththyreputationlessaunt!’Kimsnarledoverhisshoulder。`Iamallaloneinthisland;IknownotwhereIgonorwhatshallbefallme。MyheartwasinthatletterIsentthee。ExceptforMahbubAli,andheisaPathan,Ihavenofriendsavethee,HolyOne。
Donotaltogethergoaway。’
`Ihaveconsideredthatalso,’thelamareplied,inashakingvoIce。
`ItismanifestthatfromtimetotimeIshallacquiremerit-ifbeforethatIhavenotfoundmyRiver-byassuringmyselfthatthyfeetaresetonwisdom。WhattheywillteachtheeIdonotknow,butthepriestwrotemethatnosonofaSahibinallIndiawillbebettertaughtthanthou。
Sofromtimetotime,therefore,Iwillcomeagain。MaybethouwiltbesuchaSahibashewhogavemethesespectacles’-thelamawipedthemelaborately-`intheWonderHouseatLahore。Thatismyhope,forhewasaFountainofWisdom-wiserthanmanyabbots……Again,maybethouwiltforgetmeandourmeetings。’
`IfIeatthybread,’criedKimpassionately,`howshallIeverforgetthee?’
`No-no。’Heputtheboyaside。`ImustgobacktoBenares。Fromtimetotime,nowthatIknowthecustomsofletter-writersinthisland,I
willsendtheealetter,andfromtimetotimeIwillcomeandseethee。’
`ButwhithershallIsendmyletters?’wailedKim,clutchingattherobe,allforgetfulthathewasaSahib。
`TotheTempleoftheTirthankarsatBenares。ThatistheplaceIhavechosentillIfindmyRiver。Donotweep;for,lookyou,allDesireisIllusionandanewbindingupontheWheel。GouptotheGatesofLearning。
Letmeseetheego……Dostthouloveme?Thengo,ormyheartcracks……
Iwillcomeagain。SurelyIwillcomeagain。’
Thelamawatchedtheticca-gharrirumbleintothecompound,andstrodeoff,snuffingbetweeneachlongstride。
TheGatesofLearningshutwithaclang。Thecountrybornandbredboyhashisownmannersandcustoms,whichdonotresemblethoseofanyotherland;andhisteachersapproachhimbyroadswhichanEnglishmasterwouldnotunderstand。Therefore,youwouldscarcelybeinterestedinKim’sexperiencesasaStXavier’sboyamongtwoorthreehundredprecociousyouths,mostofwhomhadneverseenthesea。Hesufferedtheusualpenaltiesforbreakingoutofboundswhentherewascholerainthecity。ThiswasbeforehehadlearnedtowritefairEnglish,andsowasobligedtofindabazarletter-writer。Hewas,ofcourse,indictedforsmokingandfortheuseofabusemorefull-flavouredthanevenStXavier’shadeverheard。HelearnedtowashhimselfwiththeLeviticalscrupulosityofthenative-born,whoinhisheartconsiderstheEnglishmanratherdirty。
Heplayedtheusualtricksonthepatientcooliespullingthepunkahsinthesleeping-roomswheretheboysthreshedthroughthehotnightstellingtalestillthedawn;andquietlyhemeasuredhimselfagainsthisself-reliantmates。
TheyweresonsofsubordinateofficialsintheRailway,Telegraph,andCanalServices;ofwarrant-officers,sometimesretiredandsometimesactingascommanders-in-chieftoafeudatoryRajah’sarmy;ofcaptainsoftheIndianMarineGovernmentpensioners,planters,Presidencyshopkeepers,andmissionaries。AfewwerecadetsoftheoldEurasianhousesthathavetakenstrongrootinDhurrumtollah-Pereiras,DeSouzas,andD’Silvas。
TheirparentscouldwellhaveeducatedtheminEngland,buttheylovedtheschoolthathadservedtheirownyouth,andgenerationfollowedsallow-huedgenerationatStXavier’s。TheirhomesrangedfromHowrahoftherailwaypeopletoabandonedcantonmentslikeMonghyrandChunar;losttea-gardensShillong-way;villageswheretheirfatherswerelargelandholdersinOudhortheDeccan;Mission-stationsaweekfromthenearestrailwayline;seaportsathousandmilessouth,facingthebrazenIndiansurf,andcinchona-plantationssouthofall。Themerestoryoftheiradventures,whichtothemwerenoadventures,ontheirroadtoandfromschoolwouldhavecrispedaWesternboy’shair。Theywereusedtojoggingoffalonethroughahundredmilesofjungle,wheretherewasalwaysthedelightfulchanceofbeingdelayedbytigers;buttheywouldnomorehavebathedintheEnglishChannelinanEnglishAugustthantheirbrothersacrosstheworldwouldhavelainstillwhilealeopardsnuffedattheirpalanquin。Therewereboysoffifteenwhohadspentadayandahalfonanisletinthemiddleofafloodedriver,takingcharge,asbyright,ofacampoffranticpilgrimsreturningfromashrine。Therewereseniorswhohadrequisitionedachance-metRajah’selephant,inthenameofStFrancisXavier,whentheRainsonceblottedoutthecart-trackthatledtotheirfather’sestate,andhadallbutlostthehugebeastinaquicksand。Therewasaboywho,hesaid,andnonedoubted,hadhelpedhisfathertobeatoffwithriflesfromtheverandaarushofAkasinthedayswhenthosehead-hunterswereboldagainstlonelyplantations。
Andeverytalewastoldintheeven,passionlessvoiceofthenative-born,mixedwithquaintreflections,borrowedunconsciouslyfromnativefoster-mothers,andturnsofspeechthatshowedtheyhadbeenthatinstanttranslatedfromthevernacular。Kimwatched,listened,andapproved。Thiswasnotinsipid,single-wordtalkofdrummer-boys。Itdealtwithalifeheknewandinpartunderstood。Theatmospheresuitedhim,andhethrovebyinches。Theygavehimawhitedrillsuitastheweatherwarmed,andherejoicedinthenew-foundbodilycomfortsasherejoicedtousehissharpenedmindoverthetaskstheysethim。HisquicknesswouldhavedelightedanEnglishmaster;butatStXavier’stheyknowthefirstrushofmindsdevelopedbysunandsurroundings,astheyknowthehalf-collapsethatsetsinattwenty-twoortwenty-three。
Nonethelessherememberedtoholdhimselflowly。Whentalesweretoldofhotnights,Kimdidnotsweeptheboardwithhisreminiscences;forStXavier’slooksdownonboyswhogonativeall-together。OnemustneverforgetthatoneisaSahib,andthatsomeday,whenexaminationsarepassed,onewillcommandnatives。Kimmadeanoteofthis,forhebegantounderstandwhereexaminationsled。
ThencametheholidaysfromAugusttoOctober-thelongholidaysimposedbytheheatandtheRains。KimwasinformedthathewouldgonorthtosomestationinthehillsbehindUmballa,whereFatherVictorwouldarrangeforhim。
`Abarrack-school?’saidKim,whohadaskedmanyquestionsandthoughtmore。
`Yes,Isupposeso,’saidthemaster。`Itwillnotdoyouanyharmtokeepyououtofmischief。YoucangoupwithyoungDeCastroasfarasDelhi。’
Kimconsidereditineverypossiblelight。Hehadbeendiligent,evenastheColoneladvised。Aboy’sholidaywashisownproperty-ofsomuchthetalkofhiscompanionshadadvisedhim,-andabarrack-schoolwouldbetormentafterStXavier’s。Moreover-thiswasmagicworthanythingelse-hecouldwrite。Inthreemonthshehaddiscoveredhowmencanspeaktoeachotherwithoutathirdparty,atthecostofhalfanannaandalittleknowledge。Nowordhadcomefromthelama,butthereremainedtheRoad。Kimyearnedforthecaressofsoftmudsquishingupbetweenthetoes,ashismouthwateredformuttonstewedwithbutterandcabbages,forricespeckledwithstrong-scentedcardamoms,forthesaffron-tintedrice,garlicandonions,andtheforbiddengreasysweetmeatsofthebazars。Theywouldfeedhimrawbeefonaplatteratthebarrack-school,andhemustsmokebystealth。Butagain,hewasaSahibandwasatStXavier’s,andthatpigMahbub……No,hewouldnottestMahbub’shospitality-andyet……
Hethoughtitoutaloneinthedormitory,andcametotheconclusionhehadbeenunjusttoMahbub。
Theschoolwasempty;nearlyallthemastershadgoneaway;ColonelCreighton’srailwaypasslayinhishand,andKimpuffedhimselfthathehadnotspentColonelCreighton’sorMahbub’smoneyinriotousliving。
Hewasstilllordoftworupeessevenannas。Hisnewbullock-trunk,markedK。O’H。,andbedding-rolllayintheemptysleeping-room。`Sahibsarealwaystiedtotheirbaggage,’saidKim,noddingatthem。`Youwillstayhere。’Hewentoutintothewarmrain,smilingsinfully,andsoughtacertainhousewhoseoutsidehehadnoteddownsometimebefore……
`Arré;!Dostthouknowwhatmannerofwomenwebeinthisquarter?Oh,shame!’
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