Theywentbacktowheretheotherswerestanding,talkinginundertones:
andonesaid-Suecouldnothearwhich-`She’shiswife,Isuppose?’
`SomesayYes:somesayNo,’wasthereplyfromthecharwoman。
`Not?Thensheoughttobe,orsomebody’s-that’sveryclear!’
`They’veonlybeenmarriedaveryfewweeks,whetherorno。’
`AstrangepairtobepaintingtheTwoTables!IwonderBilesandWilliscouldthinkofsuchathingashiringthose!’
ThechurchwardensupposedthatBilesandWillisknewofnothingwrong,andthentheother,whohadbeentalkingtotheoldwoman,explainedwhatshemeantbycallingthemstrangepeople。
Theprobabledriftofthesubduedconversationwhichfollowedwasmadeplainbythechurchwardenbreakingintoananecdote,inavoicethateverybodyinthechurchcouldhear,thoughobviouslysuggestedbythepresentsituation:
`Well,now,itisacuriousthing,butmygrandfathertoldmeastrangetaleofamostimmoralcasethathappenedatthepaintingoftheCommandmentsinachurchoutbyGaymead-whichisquitewithinawalkofthisone。InthemdaysCommandmentsweremostlydoneingiltlettersonablackground,andthat’showtheywereoutwhereIsay,beforetheowldchurchwasrebuilded。ItmusthavebeensomewhereaboutahundredyearsagothatthemCommandmentswanteddoingupjustasoursdohere,andtheyhadtogetmenfromAldbrickhamtodo’em。NowtheywishedtogetthejobfinishedbyaparticularSunday,sothemenhadtoworklateSaturdaynight,againsttheirwill,forovertimewasnotpaidthenas’tisnow。Therewasnotruereligioninthecountryatthatdate,neitheramongpa’sons,clerks,norpeople,andtokeepthemenuptotheirworkthevicarhadtolet’emhaveplentyofdrinkduringtheafternoon。Aseveningdrawedontheysentforsomemorethemselves;rum,byallaccount。Itgotlaterandlater,andtheygotmoreandmorefuddled,tillatlasttheywenta-puttingtheirrum-bottleandrummersuponthecommuniontable,anddrawedupatrestleortwo,andsateroundcomfortableandpouredoutagainrightheartybumpers。Nosoonerhadtheytossedofftheirglassesthan,sothestorygoestheyfelldownsenseless,oneandall。Howlongtheybodesotheydidn’tknow,butwhentheycametothemselvestherewasaterriblethunder-storma-raging,andtheyseemedtoseeinthegloomadarkfigurewithverythinlegsandacuriousvoot,a-standingontheladder,andfinishingtheirwork。Whenitgotdaylighttheycouldseethattheworkwasreallyfinished,andcouldn’tatallmindfinishingitthemselves。Theywenthome,andthenextthingtheyheardwasthatagreatscandalhadbeencausedinthechurchthatSundaymorning,forwhenthepeoplecameandservicebegan,allsawthattheTenCommandmentswezpaintedwiththe`nots’leftout。Decentpeoplewouldn’tattendservicethereforalongtime,andtheBishophadtobesentfortoreconsecratethechurch。That’sthetraditionasIusedtohearitasachild。Youmusttakeitforwhatitiswo’th,butthiscaseto-dayhasremindedmeo’t,asIsay。’
Thevisitorsgaveonemoreglance,asiftoseewhetherJudeandSuehadleftthe`nots’outlikewise,andthenseverallyleftthechurch,eventheoldwomanatlast。SueandJude,whohadnotstoppedworking,sentbackthechildtoschool,andremainedwithoutspeaking;till,lookingathernarrowly,hefoundshehadbeencryingsilently。
`Nevermind,comrade!’hesaid。`Iknowwhatitis!’
`Ican’tbearthatthey,andeverybody,shouldthinkpeoplewickedbecausetheymayhavechosentolivetheirownway!Itisreallytheseopinionsthatmakethebestintentionedpeoplereckless,andactuallybecomeimmoral!’
`Neverbecastdown!Itwasonlyafunnystory。’
`Ah,butwesuggestedit!IamafraidIhavedoneyoumischief,Jude,insteadofhelpingyoubycoming!’
Tohavesuggestedsuchastorywascertainlynotveryexhilarating,inaseriousviewoftheirposition。However,inafewminutesSueseemedtoseethattheirpositionthismorninghadaludicrousside,andwipinghereyesshelaughed。
`Itisdroll,afterall,’shesaid,`thatwetwo,ofallpeople,withourqueerhistory,shouldhappentobeherepaintingtheTenCommandments!
Youareprobate,andI-inmycondition……Odear!’……Andwithherhandoverhereyesshelaughedagainsilentlyandintermittently,tillshewasquiteweak。
`That’sbetter,’saidJudegaily。`Nowwearerightagain,aren’twe,littlegirl!’
`Ohbutitisserious,allthesame!’shesighedasshetookupthebrushandrightedherself。`Butdoyouseetheydon’tthinkwearemarried?Theywon’tbelieveit!Itisextraordinary!’
`Idon’tcarewhethertheythinksoornot,’saidJude。`Ishan’ttakeanymoretroubletomakethem。’
Theysatdowntolunch-whichtheyhadbroughtwiththemnottohindertime-andhavingeatenitwereabouttosettoworkanewwhenamanenteredthechurch,andJuderecognizedinhimthecontractorWillis。
HebeckonedtoJude,andspoketohimapart。
`Here-I’vejusthadacomplaintaboutthis,’hesaid,withratherbreathlessawkwardness。`Idon’twishtogointothematter-asofcourseIdidn’tknowwhatwasgoingon-butIamafraidImustaskyouandhertoleaveoff,andletsomebodyelsefinishthis!Itisbest,toavoidallunpleasantness。I’llpayyoufortheweek,allthesame。’
Judewastooindependenttomakeanyfuss;andthecontractorpaidhim,andleft。Judepickeduphistools,andSuecleansedherbrush。
Thentheireyesmet。
`Howcouldwebesosimpleastosupposewemightdothis!’saidshe,droppingtohertragicnote。`Ofcourseweoughtnot-Ioughtnot-tohavecome!’
`Ihadnoideathatanybodywasgoingtointrudeintosuchalonelyplaceandseeus!’Judereturned。`Well,itcan’tbehelped,dear;andofcourseIwouldn’twishtoinjureWillis’strade-connectionbystaying。’
Theysatdownpassivelyforafewminutes,proceededoutofthechurch,andovertakingtheboypursuedtheirthoughtfulwaytoAldbrickham。
Fawleyhadstillaprettyzealinthecauseofeducation,and,aswasnaturalwithhisexperiences,hewasactiveinfurthering`equalityofopportunity’byanyhumblemeansopentohim。HehadjoinedanArtizans’
MutualImprovementSocietyestablishedinthetownaboutthetimeofhisarrivalthere;itsmembersbeingyoungmenofallcreedsanddenominations,includingChurchmen,Congregationalists,Baptists,Unitarians,Positivists,andothers-agnosticshadscarcelybeenheardofatthistime-theironecommonwishtoenlargetheirmindsformingasufficientlyclosebondofunion。Thesubscriptionwassmall,andtheroomhomely;andJude’sactivity,uncustomaryacquirements,andaboveall,singularintuitiononwhattoreadandhowtosetaboutit-begottenofhisyearsofstruggleagainstmalignantstars-hadledtohisbeingplacedonthecommittee。
Afeweveningsafterhisdismissalfromthechurchrepairs,andbeforehehadobtainedanymoreworktodo,hewenttoattendameetingoftheaforesaidcommittee。Itwaslatewhenhearrived:alltheothershadcome,andasheenteredtheylookeddubiouslyathim,andhardlyutteredawordofgreeting。Heguessedthatsomethingbearingonhimselfhadbeeneitherdiscussedormooted。Someordinarybusinesswastransacted,anditwasdisclosedthatthenumberofsubscriptionshadshownasuddenfallingoffforthatquarter。Onemember-areallywell-meaninganduprightman-beganspeakinginenigmasaboutcertainpossiblecauses:thatitbehovedthemtolookwellintotheirconstitution;forifthecommitteewerenotrespected,andhadnotatleast,intheirdifferences,acommonstandardofconduct,theywouldbringtheinstitutiontotheground。NothingfurtherwassaidinJude’spresence,butheknewwhatthismeant;andturningtothetablewroteanoteresigninghisofficethereandthen。
Thusthesupersensitivecoupleweremoreandmoreimpelledtogoaway。Andthenbillsweresentin,andthequestionarose,whatcouldJudedowithhisgreat-aunt’sheavyoldfurniture,ifheleftthetowntotravelheknewnotwhither?This,andthenecessityofreadymoney,compelledhimtodecideonanauction,muchashewouldhavepreferredtokeepthevenerablegoods。
Thedayofthesalecameon;andSueforthelasttimecookedherown,thechild’s,andJude’sbreakfastinthelittlehousehehadfurnished。
Itchancedtobeawetday;moreoverSuewasunwell,andnotwishingtodesertherpoorJudeinsuchgloomycircumstances,forhewascompelledtostayawhile,sheactedonthesuggestionoftheauctioneer’sman,andensconcedherselfinanupperroom,whichcouldbeemptiedofitseffects,andsokeptclosedtothebidders。HereJudediscoveredher;andwiththechild,andtheirfewtrunks,baskets,andbundles,andtwochairsandatablethatwerenotinthesale,thetwosatinmeditativetalk。
Footstepsbeganstampingupanddownthebarestairs,thecomersinspectingthegoods,someofwhichwereofsoquaintandancientamakeastoacquireanadventitiousvalueasart。Theirdoorwastriedonceortwice,andtoguardthemselvesagainstintrusionJudewrote`Private’onascrapofpaper,andstuckituponthepanel。
Theysoonfoundthat,insteadofthefurniture,theirownpersonalhistoriesandpastconductbegantobediscussedtoanunexpectedandintolerableextentbytheintendingbidders。Itwasnottillnowthattheyreallydiscoveredwhatafools’paradiseofsupposedunrecognitiontheyhadbeenlivinginoflate。Suesilentlytookhercompanion’shand,andwitheyesoneachothertheyheardthesepassingremarks-thequaintandmysteriouspersonalityofFatherTimebeingasubjectwhichformedalargeingredientinthehintsandinnuendoes。Atlengththeauctionbeganintheroombelow,whencetheycouldheareachfamiliararticleknockeddown,thehighlyprizedonescheaply,theunconsideredatanunexpectedprice。
`Peopledon’tunderstandus,’hesighedheavily。`Iamgladwehavedecidedtogo。’
`Thequestionis,whereto?’
`ItoughttobetoLondon。Thereonecanliveasonechooses。’
`No-notLondon,dear!Iknowitwell。Weshouldbeunhappythere。’
`Why?’
`Can’tyouthink?’
`BecauseArabellaisthere?’
`That’sthechiefreason。’
`ButinthecountryIshallalwaysbeuneasylestthereshouldbesomemoreofourlateexperience。AndIdon’tcaretolessenitbyexplaining,foronething,allabouttheboy’shistory。TocuthimofffromhispastIhavedeterminedtokeepsilence。Iamsickenedofecclesiasticalworknow;andIshouldn’tliketoacceptit,ifofferedme!’
`Yououghttohavelearntclassic。Gothicisbarbaricart,afterall。Puginwaswrong,andWrenwasright。RemembertheinteriorofChristminsterCathedral-almostthefirstplaceinwhichwelookedineachother’sfaces。
UnderthepicturesquenessofthoseNormandetailsonecanseethegrotesquechildishnessofuncouthpeopletryingtoimitatethevanishedRomanforms,rememberedbydimtraditiononly。’
`Yes-youhavehalf-convertedmetothatviewbywhatyouhavesaidbefore。Butonecanwork,anddespisewhatonedoes。Imustdosomething,ifnotchurchgothic。’
`Iwishwecouldbothfollowanoccupationinwhichpersonalcircumstancesdon’tcount,’shesaid,smilingupwistfully。`Iamasdisqualifiedforteachingasyouareforecclesiasticalart。Youmustfallbackuponrailwaystations,bridges,theatres,music-halls,hotels-everythingthathasnoconnectionwithconduct。’
`Iamnotskilledinthose……Ioughttotaketobread-baking。
Igrewupinthebakingbusinesswithaunt,youknow。Butevenabakermustbeconventional,togetcustomers。’
`Unlesshekeepsacakeandgingerbreadstallatmarketsandfairs,wherepeoplearegloriouslyindifferenttoeverythingexceptthequalityofthegoods。’
Theirthoughtsweredivertedbythevoiceoftheauctioneer:`Nowthisantiqueoaksettle-auniqueexampleofoldEnglishfurniture,worthytheattentionofallcollectors!’
`Thatwasmygreat-grandfather’s,’saidJude。`Iwishwecouldhavekeptthepooroldthing!’
Onebyonethearticleswent,andtheafternoonpassedaway。Judeandtheothertwoweregettingtiredandhungry,butaftertheconversationtheyhadheardtheywereshyofgoingoutwhilethepurchaserswereintheirlineofretreat。However,thelaterlotsdrewon,anditbecamenecessarytoemergeintotherainsoon,totakeonSue’sthingstotheirtemporarylodging。
`Nowthenextlot:twopairsofpigeons,allaliveandplump-
anicepieforsomebodyfornextSunday’sdinner!’
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