首页 >出版文学> Jude the Obscure>第1章
  I-iTheschoolmasterwasleavingthevillage,andeverybodyseemedsorry。ThemilleratCresscombelenthimthesmallwhitetiltedcartandhorsetocarryhisgoodstothecityofhisdestination,abouttwentymilesoff,suchavehicleprovingofquitesufficientsizeforthedepartingteacher’seffects。Fortheschoolhousehadbeenpartlyfurnishedbythemanagers,andtheonlycumbersomearticlepossessedbythemaster,inadditiontothepacking-caseofbooks,wasacottagepianothathehadboughtatanauctionduringtheyearinwhichhethoughtoflearninginstrumentalmusic。
  Buttheenthusiasmhavingwanedhehadneveracquiredanyskillinplaying,andthepurchasedarticlehadbeenaperpetualtroubletohimeversinceinmovinghouse。
  Therectorhadgoneawayfortheday,beingamanwhodislikedthesightofchanges。Hedidnotmeantoreturntilltheevening,whenthenewschool-teacherwouldhavearrivedandsettledin,andeverythingwouldbesmoothagain。
  Theblacksmith,thefarmbailiff,andtheschoolmasterhimselfwerestandinginperplexedattitudesintheparlourbeforetheinstrument。
  ThemasterhadremarkedthatevenifhegotitintothecartheshouldnotknowwhattodowithitonhisarrivalatChristminster,thecityhewasboundfor,sincehewasonlygoingintotemporarylodgingsjustatfirst。
  Alittleboyofeleven,whohadbeenthoughtfullyassistinginthepacking,joinedthegroupofmen,andastheyrubbedtheirchinshespokeup,blushingatthesoundofhisownvoice:`Aunthavegotagreatfuel-house,anditcouldbeputthere,perhaps,tillyou’vefoundaplacetosettlein,sir。’
  `Apropergoodnotion,’saidtheblacksmith。
  Itwasdecidedthatadeputationshouldwaitontheboy’saunt-anoldmaidenresident-andaskherifshewouldhousethepianotillMr。Phillotsonshouldsendforit。Thesmithandthebailiffstartedtoseeaboutthepracticabilityofthesuggestedshelter,andtheboyandtheschoolmasterwereleftstandingalone。
  `SorryIamgoing,Jude?’askedthelatterkindly。
  Tearsroseintotheboy’seyes,forhewasnotamongtheregulardayscholars,whocameunromanticallyclosetotheschoolmaster’slife,butonewhohadattendedthenightschoolonlyduringthepresentteacher’stermofoffice。Theregularscholars,ifthetruthmustbetold,stoodatthepresentmomentafaroff,likecertainhistoricdisciples,indisposedtoanyenthusiasticvolunteeringofaid。
  Theboyawkwardlyopenedthebookheheldinhishand,whichMr。
  Phillotsonhadbestowedonhimasapartinggift,andadmittedthathewassorry。
  `SoamI,’saidMr。Phillotson。
  `Whydoyougo,sir?’askedtheboy。
  `Ah-thatwouldbealongstory。Youwouldn’tunderstandmyreasons,Jude。Youwill,perhaps,whenyouareolder。’
  `IthinkIshouldnow,sir。’
  `Well-don’tspeakofthiseverywhere。Youknowwhatauniversityis,andauniversitydegree?Itisthenecessaryhallmarkofamanwhowantstodoanythinginteaching。Myscheme,ordream,istobeauniversitygraduate,andthentobeordained。BygoingtoliveatChristminster,ornearit,Ishallbeatheadquarters,sotospeak,andifmyschemeispracticableatall,IconsiderthatbeingonthespotwillaffordmeabetterchanceofcarryingitoutthanIshouldhaveelsewhere。’
  Thesmithandhiscompanionreturned。OldMissFawley’sfuel-housewasdry,andeminentlypracticable;andsheseemedwillingtogivetheinstrumentstanding-roomthere。Itwasaccordinglyleftintheschooltilltheevening,whenmorehandswouldbeavailableforremovingit;andtheschoolmastergaveafinalglanceround。
  TheboyJudeassistedinloadingsomesmallarticles,andatnineo’clockMr。Phillotsonmountedbesidehisboxofbooksandotherimpedimenta,andbadehisfriendsgood-bye。
  `Ishan’tforgetyou,Jude,’hesaid,smiling,asthecartmovedoff。`Beagoodboy,remember;andbekindtoanimalsandbirds,andreadallyoucan。AndifeveryoucometoChristminsterrememberyouhuntmeoutforoldacquaintance’sake。’
  Thecartcreakedacrossthegreen,anddisappearedroundthecornerbytherectory-house。Theboyreturnedtothedraw-wellattheedgeofthegreensward,wherehehadlefthisbucketswhenhewenttohelphispatronandteacherintheloading。Therewasaquiverinhislipnowandafteropeningthewell-covertobeginloweringthebuckethepausedandleantwithhisforeheadandarmsagainsttheframework,hisfacewearingthefixityofathoughtfulchild’swhohasfeltthepricksoflifesomewhatbeforehistime。Thewellintowhichhewaslookingwasasancientasthevillageitself,andfromhispresentpositionappearedasalongcircularperspectiveendinginashiningdiskofquiveringwateratadistanceofahundredfeetdown。Therewasaliningofgreenmossnearthetop,andnearerstillthehart’s-tonguefern。
  Hesaidtohimself,inthemelodramatictonesofawhimsicalboy,thattheschoolmasterhaddrawnatthatwellscoresoftimesonamorninglikethis,andwouldneverdrawthereanymore。`I’veseenhimlookdownintoit,whenhewastiredwithhisdrawing,justasIdonow,andwhenherestedabitbeforecarryingthebucketshome!Buthewastooclevertobidehereanylonger-asmallsleepyplacelikethis!’
  Atearrolledfromhiseyeintothedepthsofthewell。Themorningwasalittlefoggy,andtheboy’sbreathingunfurleditselfasathickerfoguponthestillandheavyair。Histhoughtswereinterruptedbyasuddenoutcry:
  `Bringonthatwater,willye,youidleyoungharlican!’
  Itcamefromanoldwomanwhohademergedfromherdoortowardsthegardengateofagreen-thatchedcottagenotfaroff。Theboyquicklywavedasignalofassent,drewthewaterwithwhatwasagreateffortforoneofhisstature,landedandemptiedthebigbucketintohisownpairofsmallerones,andpausingamomentforbreath,startedwiththemacrossthepatchofclammygreenswardwhereonthewellstood-nearlyinthecentreofthelittlevillage,orratherhamletofMarygreen。
  Itwasasold-fashionedasitwassmall,anditrestedinthelapofanundulatinguplandadjoiningtheNorthWessexdowns。Oldasitwas,however,thewell-shaftwasprobablytheonlyrelicofthelocalhistorythatremainedabsolutelyunchanged。Manyofthethatchedanddormereddwelling-houseshadbeenpulleddownoflateyears,andmanytreesfelledonthegreen。
  Aboveall,theoriginalchurch,hump-backed,wood-turreted,andquaintlyhipped,hadbeentakendown,andeithercrackedupintoheapsofroad-metalinthelane,orutilizedaspig-stywalls,gardenseats,guard-stonestofences,androckeriesintheflower-bedsoftheneighbourhood。InplaceofitatallnewbuildingofmodernGothicdesign,unfamiliartoEnglisheyes,hadbeenerectedonanewpieceofgroundbyacertainobliteratorofhistoricrecordswhohadrundownfromLondonandbackinaday。ThesitewhereonsolonghadstoodtheancienttempletotheChristiandivinitieswasnotevenrecordedonthegreenandlevelgrass-plotthathadimmemoriallybeenthechurchyard,theobliteratedgravesbeingcommemoratedbyeighteen-pennycastironcrosseswarrantedtolastfiveyears。
  JudetheObscureChapter02I-iiSlenderaswasJudeFawley’sframeheborethetwobrimminghouse-bucketsofwatertothecottagewithoutresting。Overthedoorwasalittlerectangularpieceofblueboard,onwhichwaspaintedinyellowletters,`DrusillaFawley,Baker。’Withinthelittleleadpanesofthewindow-thisbeingoneofthefewoldhousesleft-werefivebottlesofsweets,andthreebunsonaplateofthewillowpattern。
  Whileemptyingthebucketsatthebackofthehousehecouldhearananimatedconversationinprogresswithin-doorsbetweenhisgreat-aunt,theDrusillaofthesign-board,andsomeothervillagers。Havingseentheschool-masterdepart,theyweresummingupparticularsoftheevent,andindulginginpredictionsofhisfuture。
  `Andwho’she?’askedone,comparativelyastranger,whentheboyentered。
  `Wellyemedaskit,Mrs。Williams。He’smygreat-nephew-comesinceyouwaslastthisway。’Theoldinhabitantwhoansweredwasatall,gauntwoman,whospoketragicallyonthemosttrivialsubject,andgaveaphraseofherconversationtoeachauditorinturn。`HecomefromMellstock,downinSouthWessex,aboutayearago-worseluckfor’n,Belinda’turningtotheright`wherehisfatherwasliving,andwastookwi’theshakingsfordeath,anddiedintwodays,asyouknow,Caroline’turningtotheleft。`Itwouldha’beenablessingifGoddy-mightyhadtooktheetoo,wi’thymotherandfather,pooruselessboy!ButI’vegothimheretostaywithmetillIcanseewhat’stobedonewithun,thoughIamobligedtolethimearnanypennyhecan。Justnowhe’sa-scaringofbirdsforFarmerTroutham。Itkeepshimoutofmischty。Whydoyeturnaway,Jude?’shecontinued,astheboy,feelingtheimpactoftheirglanceslikeslapsuponhisface,movedaside。
  ThelocalwasherwomanrepliedthatitwasperhapsaverygoodplanofMissorMrs。Fawley’sastheycalledherindifferentlytohavehimwithher-`tokip’eecompanyinyourloneliness,fetchwater,shetthewinder-shet-terso’nights,andhelpinthebito’baking。’
  MissFawleydoubtedit……`Whydidn’tyegettheschoolmastertotake’eetoChristminsterwi’un,andmakeascholarof’ee,’shecontinued,infrowningpleasantry。`I’msurehecouldn’tha’tookabetterone。Theboyiscrazyforbooks,thatheis。Itrunsinourfamilyrather。HiscousinSueisjustthesame-soI’veheard;butIhavenotseenthechildforyears,thoughshewasborninthisplace,withinthesefourwalls,asithappened。Mynieceandherhusband,aftertheyweremarried,didn’getahouseoftheirownforsomeyearormore;andthentheyonlyhadonetill-Well,Iwon’tgointothat。Jude,mychild,don’tyouevermarry。
  ’Tisn’tfortheFawleystotakethatstepanymore。She,theironlyone,waslikeachildo’myown,Belinda,tillthesplitcome!Ah,thatalittlemaidshouldknowsuchchanges!’
  Jude,findingthegeneralattentionagaincenteringonhimself,wentouttothebakehouse,whereheatethecakeprovidedforhisbreakfast。
  Theendofhissparetimehadnowarrived,andemergingfromthegardenbygettingoverthehedgeatthebackhepursuedapathnorthward,tillhecametoawideandlonelydepressioninthegeneralleveloftheupland,whichwassownasacorn-field。ThisvastconcavewasthesceneofhislaboursforMrTrouthamthefarmer,andhedescendedintothemidstofit。
  Thebrownsurfaceofthefieldwentrightuptowardstheskyallround,whereitwaslostbydegreesinthemistthatshutouttheactualvergeandaccentuatedthesolitude。Theonlymarksontheuniformityofthescenewerearickoflastyear’sproducestandinginthemidstofthearable,therooksthatroseathisapproach,andthepathathwartthefallowbywhichhehadcome,troddennowbyhehardlyknewwhom,thoughoncebymanyofhisowndeadfamily。
  `Howuglyitishere!’hemurmured。
  Thefreshharrow-linesseemedtostretchlikethechannellingsinapieceofnewcorduroy,lendingameanlyutilitarianairtotheexpanse,takingawayitsgradations,anddeprivingitofallhistorybeyondthatofthefewrecentmonths,thoughtoeveryclodandstonetherereallyattachedassociationsenoughandtospare-echoesofsongsfromancientharvest-days,ofspokenwords,andofsturdydeeds。Everyinchofgroundhadbeenthesite,firstorlast,ofenergy,gaiety,horse-play,bickerings,weariness。
  Groupsofgleanershadsquattedinthesunoneverysquareyard。Love-matchesthathadpopulatedtheadjoininghamlethadbeenmadeuptherebetweenreapingandcarrying。Underthehedgewhichdividedthefieldfromadistantplantationgirlshadgiventhemselvestoloverswhowouldnotturntheirheadstolookatthembythenextharvest;andinthatancientcornfieldmanyamanhadmadelove-promisestoawomanatwhosevoicehehadtrembledbythenextseed-timeafterfulfillingtheminthechurchadjoining。ButthisneitherJudenortherooksaroundhimconsidered。Forthemitwasalonelyplace,possessing,intheoneview,onlythequalityofawork-ground,andintheotherthatofagranarygoodtofeedin。
  Theboystoodundertherickbeforementioned,andeveryfewsecondsusedhisclackerorrattlebriskly。Ateachclacktherooksleftoffpecking,androseandwentawayontheirleisurelywings,burnishedliketassetsofmail,afterwardswheelingbackandregardinghimwarily,anddescendingtofeedatamorerespectfuldistance。
  Hesoundedtheclackertillhisarmached,andatlengthhisheartgrewsympatheticwiththebirds’thwarteddesires。Theyseemed,likehimself,tobelivinginaworldwhichdidnotwantthem。Whyshouldhefrightenthemaway?Theytookuponmoreandmoretheaspectofgentlefriendsandpensioners-theonlyfriendshecouldclaimasbeingintheleastdegreeinterestedinhim,forhisaunthadoftentoldhimthatshewasnot。Heceasedhisrattling,andtheyalightedanew。
  `Poorlittledears!’saidJude,aloud。`Youshallhavesomedinner-youshall。Thereisenoughforusall。FarmerTrouthamcanaffordtoletyouhavesome。Eat,thenmydearlittlebirdies,andmakeagoodmeal!’
  Theystayedandate,inkyspotsonthenut-brownsoilandJudeenjoyedtheirappetite。Amagicthreadoffellow-feelingunitedhisownlifewiththeirs。Punyandsorryasthoseliveswere,theymuchresembledhisown。
  Hisclackerhehadbythistimethrownawayfromhim,asbeingameanandsordidinstrument,offensivebothtothebirdsandtohimselfastheirfriend。Allatoncehebecameconsciousofasmartblowuponhisbuttocks,followedbyaloudclack,whichannouncedtohissurprisedsensesthattheclackerhadbeentheinstrumentofoffenceused。ThebirdsandJudestartedupsimultaneously,andthedazedeyesofthelatterbeheldthefarmerinperson,thegreatTrouthamhimself,hisredfaceglaringdownuponJude’scoweringframe,theclackerswinginginhishand。