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第5章

  “’Alice’isbest,“saidJeremy,sighing。“Youknowitbetterthantheothers。“Hecurledhimselfintoacornerofthewindow-seat。
  Fromhispositiontherehehadafineview。Immediatelybelowhimwasthegarden,whiteandgreyunderthegreysky,thebrokenfountainstandinguplikeasnowmaninthemiddleofit。Thesnowhadceasedtofallandagreatstillnessheldtheworld。
  Beyondthelittleirongateofthegardenthatalwayssneezed“Tishoo“whenyouclosedit,wasthetopofOrangeStreet;thendownthehillontherightwasthetowerofhisfather’schurch;exactlyoppositethegatewastheroadthatledtotheOrchards,andontherightofthatwasthePolchesterHighSchoolforYoungLadies,heldingreatcontemptbyJeremy,themorethatHelenwouldshortlybeaday-boarderthere,wouldscreamwiththeothergirls,and,worstofall,wouldsoonbeseenwalkingwithherarmroundanothergirl’sneck,chatteringandeatingsweets……
  Thewholeworldseemeddeserted。Nocolour,nomovement,nosound。
  Hesighedoncemore——“I’dliketoeatjamandjam——lotsofit,“hethought。“Itwouldbefuntobesick。“
  Maryarrivedandswungherselfupontothewindow-seat。
  “It’sthe’LookingGlass’one。Ihopeyoudon’tmind,“shesaidapprehensively。
  “Oh,it’sallright,“heallowed。Heflungaglancebacktothelightednursery。Itseemedbycontrastwiththatgreyworldoutsidetoblazewithcolour;thered-paintedshipsonthewallpaper,thebrightlightsandshadowsof“TheChargeoftheLightBrigade,“thesalmonfrontsofthedoll’shouse,thegreenandredofthevillageonthefloorwiththeflowerytrees,thebluetablecloth,theshiningbrasscoal-scuttleallaliveandsparklingintheflamesandshadowsofthefire,caughtandheldbythefinegoldofthehigherfender。Beyondthatdeadwhite——soonitwouldbedark,thecurtainswouldbedrawn,andstilltherewouldbenothingtodo。Hesighedagain。
  “It’sanicebitabouttheshop,“saidMary。Jeremysaidnothing,soshebegan。Shestartedatarun:
  “ShelookedattheQueen,whoseemedtohave’“——sniff,sniff-“’sud-
  den-lysuddenlywra-wra-w-r-a-p-p-e-dwrapped——’“
  “Wrapped?“askedJeremy。
  “Idon’tknow,“saidMary,rubbinghernose,“whatitmeans,butperhapswe’llseepresently,herselfupinw-o-o-lwool。’Alicerubbedhereyesandlookedagainshecouldn’t——’“
  “’Lookedagainshecouldn’t’?“askedJeremy。“Itshouldbe,’shecouldn’tlookagain。’“
  “Oh,there’sastop,“saidMary。“Ididn’tsee。After’again’
  there’sastop。’Shecouldn’tmakeoutwhathadhappenedatall——’“
  “Ican’teither,“saidJeremycrossly。“ItwouldbebetterperhapsifIreaditmyself。“
  “Itwillbeallrightinaminute,“saidMaryconfidently。“’Wassheinashop?Andwasthatreally——wasitreallyashipthatwassittingonthecounter?’“shefinishedwitharun。
  “Awhat?“askedJeremy。
  “Aship——“
  “Aship!Howcoulditsitonacounter?“heasked。
  “Ohno,it’sasheep。HowsillyIam!“Maryexclaimed。
  “Youdoreadbadly,“heagreedfrankly。“Inevercanunderstandnothing。“AnditwasatthatverymomentthathesawtheDog。
  II
  Hehadbeenstaringdownintothegardenwithagazehalfabstracted,halfspeculative,listeningwithoneeartoMary,withtheothertothestirofthefire,theheavybeatoftheclockandtherustlingsofMarthathecanary。
  Hewatchedthesnowyexpanseofgarden,theblackgate,theroadbeyond。Avastwaveofpalegreylight,theheraldofapproachingdusk,sweptthehorizon,thesnowyroofs,thestreets,andJeremyfeltsomecontactwiththestrangeair,themysteriousomensthatthefirstsnowsofthewinterspreadabouttheland。Hewatchedasthoughhewerewaitingforsomethingtohappen。
  ThecreaturecameupveryslowlyoverthecrestofOrangeStreet。Nooneelsewasinsight,nocart,nohorse,noweather-beatenwayfarer。Atfirstthedogwasonlyalittleblacksmudgeagainstthesnow;then,ashearrivedattheColes’garden-gate,Jeremycouldseehimverydistinctly。Hewas,itappeared,quitealone;hehadbeen,itwasevident,badlybeatenbythestorm。Intendedbynaturetobearoughandhairydog,henowappearedbeforeGodandmenashiveringbatteredcreature,drippingandwind-tossed,bedraggledandbewildered。Andyet,eveninthatfirstdistantglimpse,Jeremydiscernedafineindependence。Hewasashortstumpydog,innowaydesignedfordignifiedattitudesandpatronisingsuperiority;nevertheless,ashenowwanderedslowlyupthestreet,hisnosewasintheairandhesaidtothewholeworld:“Thestormmayhavedoneitsbesttodefeatme——ithasfailed。IamasIwas。I
  askcharityofnoman。Iknowwhatisduetome。“
  ItwasthisthatattractedJeremy;hehadhimselffeltthusafteraslipperingfromhisfather,oridioticpunishmentsfromtheJampot,andtheuninvitedconsolationsofMaryorHelenuponsuchoccasionshadbeenresentedwithsofierceabitternessthathisreputationforsulkinesshadbeensoundlyestablishedwithallhiscircle。
  Marywasreading……!“’anoldSheep,sittinginanarm-chair,knitting,andeverynowandthenleavingofftolookatherthroughagreatpairofspec-t-a-c-lesspectacles!’“
  Hetouchedherarmandwhispered:
  “Isay,Mary,stopaminute——lookatthatdogdownthere。“
  Theybothstareddownintothegarden。Thedoghadstoppedatthegate;itsniffedatthebars,sniffedatthewallbeyond,thenveryslowlybutwithrealdignitycontinueditswayuptheroad。
  “Poorthing,“saidJeremy。“ItISinamess。“Thentotheirastonishmentthedogturnedbackand,saunteringdowntheroadagainasthoughithadnothingalldaytodobuttowanderabout,andasthoughitwerenotwet,shiveringandhungry,itoncemoresmeltthegate。
  “Oh,“saidMaryandJeremytogether。
  “It’slikeMother,“saidJeremy,“whenshe’sgoingtoseesomeoneandisn’tsurewhetherit’stherighthouse。“
  Then,mostmarvellousofunexpectedclimaxes,thedogsuddenlybegantosqueezeitselfbetweenthebottombarofthegateandtheground。
  Theintervalwasfortunatelyalargeone;amomentlatertheanimalwasintheColes’garden。
  ThemotivesthatledJeremytobehaveashedidareuncertain。Itmayhavebeensomethingtodowiththegeneralboredomoftheafternoon,itmayhavebeenthathefeltpityforthebedraggledaspectoftheanimal——mostprobablereasonofall,wasthatdevil-
  may-careindependenceflungupfromtheroad,asitwere,expresslyathimself。
  ThedogobviouslydidnotfeelanygreatrespectfortheColehousehold。Hewanderedaboutthegarden,sniffingandsmellingexactlyasthoughthewholeplacebelongedtohim,andaridiculousstumpoftail,unsubduedbytheweather,gavehimtheludicrousdignityofaMalvolio。
  “I’mgoingdown,“whisperedJeremy,flingingacautiousglanceatHelenwhowasabsorbedinhersewing。
  Mary’seyesgrewwidewithhorrorandadmiration。“You’renotgoingout,“shewhispered。“Inthesnow。Oh,Jeremy。TheyWILLbeangry。“
  “Idon’tcare,“whisperedJeremybackagain。“Theycanbe。“
  Indeed,beforeMary’sfrightenedwhisperhehadnotintendedtodomorethancreepdownintothepantryandwatchthedogatcloserange;nowitwasasthoughMaryhadchallengedhim。Heknewthatitwasthemostwickedthingthathecoulddo——togooutintothesnowwithoutacoatandinhisslippers。Hemighteven,accordingtoAuntAmy,dieofit,butasdeathatpresentmeantnomoretohimthanapositionofimportanceandaquantityofred-currantjellyandchicken,THATprospectdidnotdeterhim。HelefttheroomsoquietlythatHelendidnotevenlifthereyes。
  Thenuponthelandinghewaitedandlistened。Thehousehadallthelightedtremblingduskofthesnowyafternoon;therewasnosoundsavethetickingoftheclocks。HemightcomeupontheJampotatanymoment,butthiswasjustthehourwhenshelikedtodrinkhercupofteainthekitchen;heknewfromdeepandconstantstudyeverymovementofherday。Fortunefavouredhim。Hereachedwithouttroublethelittledarkcorkscrewservants’staircase。Downthishecrept,andfoundhimselfbesidethelittlegardener’sdoor。Althoughheretherewasonlysnow-litdusk,hefeltforthehandleofthelock,foundit,turnedit,andwas,atonce,overthesteps,intothegarden。
  Here,withavengeance,hefeltthefullromanceanddangerofhisenterprise。Itwashorriblycold;hehadbeeninthenurseryfortwowholedays,wrappedupandwarm,andnowthesnowyworldseemedtoleapupathimanddraghimdownasthoughintoanicywell。
  Mysteriousshadowshoveredoverthegarden;thefountainpointeddarklyagainstthesky,andhecouldfeelfromthefeatherytouchesuponhisfacethatthesnowhadbeguntofallagain。
  Hemovedforwardafewsteps;thehousewassodarkbehindhim,theworldsodimanduncertaininfrontofhim,thatforamomenthisheartfailedhim。Hemighthavetosearchthewholegardenforthedog。
  Thenheheardasniff,feltsomethingwetagainsthisleg——hehadalmoststeppedupontheanimal。Hebentdownandstrokeditswetcoat。Thedogstoodquitestill,thenmovedforwardtowardsthehouse,sniffedatthesteps,atlastwalkedcalmlythroughtheopendoorasthoughthehousebelongedtohim。Jeremyfollowed,closedthedoorbehindhim;thentheretheywereinthelittledarkpassagewiththeboy’sheartbeatinglikeadrum,histeethchattering,andaterribletemptationtosneezehoveringaroundhim。Lethimreachthenurseryandestablishtheanimalthereandallmightbewell,butletthembediscovered,coldandshivering,inthepassage,andoutthedogwouldbeflung。Heknewsoexactlywhatwouldhappen。Hecouldhearthevoicesinthekitchen。Heknewthattheyweresittingwarmtherebythefire,butthatatanymomentJampotmightthinkgoodtoclimbthestairsandsee“whatmischieftheychildrenwereupto。“Everythingdependeduponthedog。Didhebarkorwhine,outintothenighthemustgoagain,probablytodieinthecold。ButJeremy,theleastsentimentalofthatmostsentimentalracetheEnglish,wastoointentuponhisthreatenedsneezetopaymuchattentiontotheseawfulpossibilities。
  Hetookoffhisslippersandbegantoclimbthestairs,thedogclosebehindhim,verygraveanddignified,inspiteofthelittletrailofsnowandwaterthatheleftinhistrack。Thenurserydoorwasreached,pushedsoftlyopen,andthestartledgazeofMaryandHelenfellwide-eyedupontheadventurerandhisprize。