“MymindisasKi’sinthismatter。ItoothinkthataterriblepowerisafootinEgypt,onethathasitshomeinthelandofGoshen,andthatIdidwelltorefusethethrone。ButfromwhatgodthesefortunescomeIdonotknow。Perhapstimewilltellus。MeanwhileifthereisaughtintheprophesiesoftheseHebrews,asinterpretedbyJabez,atleastyouandImaysleepinpeace,whichismorethanwillchancetoPharaohonthethronethatUserticovets。Ifso,thisplaywillbeworththewatching。Youhavedoneyourmissionwell,Ana。GorestyouwhileIthinkoverallthatyouhavesaid。“
ItwaseveningandasthepalacewasveryhotIwentintothegardenandmakingmywaytothatlittlepleasure-housewhereSetiandIwerewonttostudy,Isatmyselfdownthereand,beingweary,fellasleep。
WhenIawokefromadreamaboutsomewomanwhowasweeping,nighthadfallenandthefullmoonshoneinthesky,sothatitsraysfellonthegardenbeforeme。
Nowinfrontofthislittlehouse,asIhavesaid,grewtreesthatatthisseasonoftheyearwerecoveredwithwhiteandcup-likeblossoms,andbetweenthesetreeswasaseatbuiltupofsun-driedbricks。OnthisseatsatawomanwhomIknewfromhershapetobeMerapi。Alsoshewassad,foralthoughherheadwasbowedandherlonghairhidherfaceIcouldhearhergentlesighs。
ThesightofhermovedmeverymuchandIrememberedwhatthePrincehadsaidtome,tellingmethatIshoulddowelltoaskthisladywhethershehadanymindmyway。ThereforeifIdidso,surelyIcouldnotbeblamed。YetIwascertainthatitwasnottomethatherheartturned,thoughtospeakthetruth,muchIwisheditotherwise。Whowouldlookattheibisintheswampwhenthewide-wingedeaglefloatedinheavenabove?
Anevilthoughtcameintomymind,sentbySet。Supposethatthiswatcher’seyeswerefixedupontheeagle,lordoftheair。Supposethatsheworshippedthiseagle;thatsheloveditbecauseitshomewasheaven,becausetoheritwasthekingofallthebirds。Andsupposeonetoldherthatifshelureditdowntoearthfromtheglorioussafetyoftheskies,shewouldbringittocaptivityordeathatthehandofthesnarer。Thenwouldnotthatlovingwatchersay:“Letitgofreeandhappy,howevermuchIlongtolookuponit,“andwhenithadsailedfromsight,perhapsturnhereyestothehumbleibisinthemud?
JabezhadtoldmethatifthiswomanandthePrincegrewdeartoeachothershewouldbringgreatsorrowonhishead。IfIrepeatedhiswordstoher,shewhohadfaithinthepropheciesofherpeoplewouldcertainlybelievethem。Moreover,whateverherheartmightprompt,beingsohigh-natured,neverwouldsheconsenttodowhatmightbringtroubleonSeti’shead,eveniftorefusehimshouldsinkhersoulinsorrow。NorwouldshereturntotheHebrewstheretofallintothehandsofoneshehated。ThenperhapsI。ShouldItellher?IfJabezhadnotmeantthatthemattermustbebroughttoherears,wouldhehavespokenofitatall?Inshortwasitnotmydutytoher,andperhapsalsotothePrincewhotherebymightbesavedfrommiseriestocome,thatisifthistalkoffuturetroubleswereanythingmorethananidlestory。
SuchwastheevilreasoningwithwhichSetassailedmyspirit。HowI
beatitdownIdonotknow。Notbymyowngoodness,Iamsure,sinceatthemomentIwasaflamewithloveforthesweetandbeautifulladywhosatbeforemeandinmyfoolishnesswould,Ithink,havegivenmylifetokissherhand。Notaltogetherforhersakeeither,sincepassionisveryselfish。No,IbelieveitwasbecausethelovethatI
borethePrincewasmoredeepandrealthanthatwhichIcouldfeelforanywoman,andIknewwellthatwereshenotinmysightnosuchtreacherywouldhaveovercomemyheart。ForIwassure,althoughhehadneversaidsotome,thatSetilovedMerapiandaboveallearthlythingsdesiredherashiscompanion,whileifonceIspokethosewords,whatevermyowngainorlossandwhateverhersecretwish,thatshewouldneverbe。
SoIconquered,thoughthevictoryleftmetremblinglikeachild,andwishingthatIhadnotbeenborntoknowthepangsoflovedenied。Myrewardwasveryswift,forjustthenMerapiunfastenedagemfromthebreastofherwhiterobeandheldittowardsthemoon,asthoughtostudyit。InaninstantIknewitagain。Itwasthatroyalscaraboflapis-lazuliwithwhichinGoshenthePrincehadmadefastthebandageonherwoundedfood,whichalsohadbeensnatchedfromherbreastbysomepoweronthatnightwhenthestatueofAmonwasshatteredinthetemple。
Longandearnestlyshelookedatit,thenhavingglancedroundtomakesureshewasalone,shepressedittoherlipsandkisseditthricewithpassion,mutteringIknownotwhatbetweenthekisses。NowthescalesfellfrommyeyesandIknewthatshelovedSeti,andoh!howI
thankedmyguardiangodwhohadsavedmefromsuchuselessshame。
Iwipedthecolddampfrommybrowandwasabouttofleeaway,discoveringmyselfwithasfewwordsasmightbe,when,lookingup,I
sawstandingbehindMerapithefigureofaman,whowaswatchingherreplacetheornamentinherrobe。WhileIhesitatedamomentthemanspokeandIknewthevoiceforthatofSeti。ThenagainIthoughtofflight,butbeingsomewhattimidbynature,fearedtoshowmyselfuntilitwastoolate,thinkingthatafterwardthePrincewouldmakemethetargetofhiswit。SoIsatcloseandstill,hearingandseeingalldespitemyself。
“Whatgemisthat,Lady,whichyouadmireandcherishsotenderly?“
askedSetiinhisslowvoicethatsooftenhidahintoflaughter。
Sheutteredalittlescreamandspringingup,sawhim。
“Oh!mylord,“sheexclaimed,“pardonyourservant。Iwassittinghereinthecool,asyougavemeleavetodo,andthemoonwassobright——
that——IwishedtobeseeifbyitIcouldreadthewritingonthisscarab。“
Neverbefore,thoughtItomyself,didIknowonewhoreadwithherlips,thoughitistruethatfirstsheusedhereyes。
“Andcouldyou,Lady?Willyousuffermetotry?“
Veryslowlyandcolouring,sothateventhemoonlightshowedherblushes,shewithdrewtheornamentagainandheldittowardshim。
“Surelythisisfamiliartome?HaveInotseenitbefore?“heasked。
“Perhaps。Iworeitthatnightinthetemple,yourHighness。“
“YoumustnotnamemeHighness,Lady。IhavenolongeranyrankinEgypt。“
“Iknow——becauseof——mypeople。Oh!itwasnoble。“
“Butaboutthescarab?us-“hebrokein,withawaveofhishand。
“Surelyitisthesamewithwhichthebandagewasmadefastuponyourhurt——oh!yearsago?“
“Yes,itisthesame,“sheanswered,lookingdown。
“Ithoughtit。AndwhenIgaveittoyou,Isaidsomewordsthatseemedtomewellspokenatthetime。Whatwerethey?Icannotremember。Haveyoualsoforgotten?“
“Yes——Imean——no。YousaidthatnowIhadallEgyptbeneathmyfoot,speakingoftheroyalcartoucheuponthescarab。“
“Ah!Irecall。Howtrue,andyethowfalsethejest,orprophecy。“
“Howcananythingbebothtrueandfalse,Prince?“
“ThatIcouldprovetoyouveryeasily,butitwouldtakeanhourormore,soitshallbeforanothertime。Thisscarabisapoorthing,giveitbacktomeandyoushallhaveabetter。Orwouldyouchoosethissignet?AsIamnolongerPrinceofEgyptitisuselesstome。“
“Keepthescarab,Prince。Itisyourown。ButIwillnottaketheringbecauseitis-“
“-uselesstome,andyouwouldnothavethatwhichiswithoutvaluetothegiver。Oh!Istringwordsill,buttheywerenotwhatImeant。“
“No,Prince,becauseyourroyalringistoolargeforonesosmall。“
“Howcanyoutelluntilyouhavetried?Alsothatisafaultwhichmightperhapsbemended。“
Thenhelaughed,andshelaughedalso,butasyetshedidnottakethering。
“HaveyouseenAna?“hewenton。“Ibelievehesetouttosearchforyou,insuchahurryindeedthathecouldscarcelyfinishhisreporttome。“
“Didhesaythat?“
“No,heonlylookedit。SomuchsothatIsuggestedheshouldseekyouatonce。Heansweredthathewasgoingtorestafterhislongjourney,orperhapsIsaidthatheoughttodoso。Iforget,asoftenonedoes,onsobeauteousanightwhenotherthoughtsseemnearer。“
“WhydidAnawishtoseeme,Prince?“
“HowcanItell?Whydoesamanwhoisstillyoung——wanttoseeasweetandbeautifullady?Oh!Iremember。HehadmetyouruncleatTaniswhoinquiredastoyourhealth。Perhapsthatiswhyhewantedtoseeyou。“
“IdonotwishtohearaboutmyuncleatTanis。Heremindsmeoftoomanythingsthatgivepain,andtherearenightswhenonewishestoescapepain,whichissuretobefoundagainonthemorrow。“
“Areyoustillofthesamemindaboutreturningtoyourpeople?“heasked,moreearnestly。
“Surely。Oh!donotsaythatyouwillsendmehenceto-“
“Laban,Lady?“
“Labanamongstothers。Remember,Prince,thatIamoneunderacurse。
IfIreturntoGoshen,inthiswayorinthat,soonIshalldie。“
“AnasaysthatyouruncleJabezdeclaresthatthemadfellowwhotriedtomurderyouhadnoauthoritytocurseandmuchlesstokillyou。Youmustaskhimtotellyouall。“
“Yetthecursewillclingandcrushmeatthelast。HowcanI,onelonelywoman,standagainstthemightofthepeopleofIsraelandtheirpriests?“
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