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第31章

  “MymindisasKi’sinthismatter。ItoothinkthataterriblepowerisafootinEgypt,onethathasitshomeinthelandofGoshen,andthatIdidwelltorefusethethrone。ButfromwhatgodthesefortunescomeIdonotknow。Perhapstimewilltellus。MeanwhileifthereisaughtintheprophesiesoftheseHebrews,asinterpretedbyJabez,atleastyouandImaysleepinpeace,whichismorethanwillchancetoPharaohonthethronethatUserticovets。Ifso,thisplaywillbeworththewatching。Youhavedoneyourmissionwell,Ana。GorestyouwhileIthinkoverallthatyouhavesaid。“
  ItwaseveningandasthepalacewasveryhotIwentintothegardenandmakingmywaytothatlittlepleasure-housewhereSetiandIwerewonttostudy,Isatmyselfdownthereand,beingweary,fellasleep。
  WhenIawokefromadreamaboutsomewomanwhowasweeping,nighthadfallenandthefullmoonshoneinthesky,sothatitsraysfellonthegardenbeforeme。
  Nowinfrontofthislittlehouse,asIhavesaid,grewtreesthatatthisseasonoftheyearwerecoveredwithwhiteandcup-likeblossoms,andbetweenthesetreeswasaseatbuiltupofsun-driedbricks。OnthisseatsatawomanwhomIknewfromhershapetobeMerapi。Alsoshewassad,foralthoughherheadwasbowedandherlonghairhidherfaceIcouldhearhergentlesighs。
  ThesightofhermovedmeverymuchandIrememberedwhatthePrincehadsaidtome,tellingmethatIshoulddowelltoaskthisladywhethershehadanymindmyway。ThereforeifIdidso,surelyIcouldnotbeblamed。YetIwascertainthatitwasnottomethatherheartturned,thoughtospeakthetruth,muchIwisheditotherwise。Whowouldlookattheibisintheswampwhenthewide-wingedeaglefloatedinheavenabove?
  Anevilthoughtcameintomymind,sentbySet。Supposethatthiswatcher’seyeswerefixedupontheeagle,lordoftheair。Supposethatsheworshippedthiseagle;thatsheloveditbecauseitshomewasheaven,becausetoheritwasthekingofallthebirds。Andsupposeonetoldherthatifshelureditdowntoearthfromtheglorioussafetyoftheskies,shewouldbringittocaptivityordeathatthehandofthesnarer。Thenwouldnotthatlovingwatchersay:“Letitgofreeandhappy,howevermuchIlongtolookuponit,“andwhenithadsailedfromsight,perhapsturnhereyestothehumbleibisinthemud?
  JabezhadtoldmethatifthiswomanandthePrincegrewdeartoeachothershewouldbringgreatsorrowonhishead。IfIrepeatedhiswordstoher,shewhohadfaithinthepropheciesofherpeoplewouldcertainlybelievethem。Moreover,whateverherheartmightprompt,beingsohigh-natured,neverwouldsheconsenttodowhatmightbringtroubleonSeti’shead,eveniftorefusehimshouldsinkhersoulinsorrow。NorwouldshereturntotheHebrewstheretofallintothehandsofoneshehated。ThenperhapsI。ShouldItellher?IfJabezhadnotmeantthatthemattermustbebroughttoherears,wouldhehavespokenofitatall?Inshortwasitnotmydutytoher,andperhapsalsotothePrincewhotherebymightbesavedfrommiseriestocome,thatisifthistalkoffuturetroubleswereanythingmorethananidlestory。
  SuchwastheevilreasoningwithwhichSetassailedmyspirit。HowI
  beatitdownIdonotknow。Notbymyowngoodness,Iamsure,sinceatthemomentIwasaflamewithloveforthesweetandbeautifulladywhosatbeforemeandinmyfoolishnesswould,Ithink,havegivenmylifetokissherhand。Notaltogetherforhersakeeither,sincepassionisveryselfish。No,IbelieveitwasbecausethelovethatI
  borethePrincewasmoredeepandrealthanthatwhichIcouldfeelforanywoman,andIknewwellthatwereshenotinmysightnosuchtreacherywouldhaveovercomemyheart。ForIwassure,althoughhehadneversaidsotome,thatSetilovedMerapiandaboveallearthlythingsdesiredherashiscompanion,whileifonceIspokethosewords,whatevermyowngainorlossandwhateverhersecretwish,thatshewouldneverbe。
  SoIconquered,thoughthevictoryleftmetremblinglikeachild,andwishingthatIhadnotbeenborntoknowthepangsoflovedenied。Myrewardwasveryswift,forjustthenMerapiunfastenedagemfromthebreastofherwhiterobeandheldittowardsthemoon,asthoughtostudyit。InaninstantIknewitagain。Itwasthatroyalscaraboflapis-lazuliwithwhichinGoshenthePrincehadmadefastthebandageonherwoundedfood,whichalsohadbeensnatchedfromherbreastbysomepoweronthatnightwhenthestatueofAmonwasshatteredinthetemple。
  Longandearnestlyshelookedatit,thenhavingglancedroundtomakesureshewasalone,shepressedittoherlipsandkisseditthricewithpassion,mutteringIknownotwhatbetweenthekisses。NowthescalesfellfrommyeyesandIknewthatshelovedSeti,andoh!howI
  thankedmyguardiangodwhohadsavedmefromsuchuselessshame。
  Iwipedthecolddampfrommybrowandwasabouttofleeaway,discoveringmyselfwithasfewwordsasmightbe,when,lookingup,I
  sawstandingbehindMerapithefigureofaman,whowaswatchingherreplacetheornamentinherrobe。WhileIhesitatedamomentthemanspokeandIknewthevoiceforthatofSeti。ThenagainIthoughtofflight,butbeingsomewhattimidbynature,fearedtoshowmyselfuntilitwastoolate,thinkingthatafterwardthePrincewouldmakemethetargetofhiswit。SoIsatcloseandstill,hearingandseeingalldespitemyself。
  “Whatgemisthat,Lady,whichyouadmireandcherishsotenderly?“
  askedSetiinhisslowvoicethatsooftenhidahintoflaughter。
  Sheutteredalittlescreamandspringingup,sawhim。
  “Oh!mylord,“sheexclaimed,“pardonyourservant。Iwassittinghereinthecool,asyougavemeleavetodo,andthemoonwassobright——
  that——IwishedtobeseeifbyitIcouldreadthewritingonthisscarab。“
  Neverbefore,thoughtItomyself,didIknowonewhoreadwithherlips,thoughitistruethatfirstsheusedhereyes。
  “Andcouldyou,Lady?Willyousuffermetotry?“
  Veryslowlyandcolouring,sothateventhemoonlightshowedherblushes,shewithdrewtheornamentagainandheldittowardshim。
  “Surelythisisfamiliartome?HaveInotseenitbefore?“heasked。
  “Perhaps。Iworeitthatnightinthetemple,yourHighness。“
  “YoumustnotnamemeHighness,Lady。IhavenolongeranyrankinEgypt。“
  “Iknow——becauseof——mypeople。Oh!itwasnoble。“
  “Butaboutthescarab?us-“hebrokein,withawaveofhishand。
  “Surelyitisthesamewithwhichthebandagewasmadefastuponyourhurt——oh!yearsago?“
  “Yes,itisthesame,“sheanswered,lookingdown。
  “Ithoughtit。AndwhenIgaveittoyou,Isaidsomewordsthatseemedtomewellspokenatthetime。Whatwerethey?Icannotremember。Haveyoualsoforgotten?“
  “Yes——Imean——no。YousaidthatnowIhadallEgyptbeneathmyfoot,speakingoftheroyalcartoucheuponthescarab。“
  “Ah!Irecall。Howtrue,andyethowfalsethejest,orprophecy。“
  “Howcananythingbebothtrueandfalse,Prince?“
  “ThatIcouldprovetoyouveryeasily,butitwouldtakeanhourormore,soitshallbeforanothertime。Thisscarabisapoorthing,giveitbacktomeandyoushallhaveabetter。Orwouldyouchoosethissignet?AsIamnolongerPrinceofEgyptitisuselesstome。“
  “Keepthescarab,Prince。Itisyourown。ButIwillnottaketheringbecauseitis-“
  “-uselesstome,andyouwouldnothavethatwhichiswithoutvaluetothegiver。Oh!Istringwordsill,buttheywerenotwhatImeant。“
  “No,Prince,becauseyourroyalringistoolargeforonesosmall。“
  “Howcanyoutelluntilyouhavetried?Alsothatisafaultwhichmightperhapsbemended。“
  Thenhelaughed,andshelaughedalso,butasyetshedidnottakethering。
  “HaveyouseenAna?“hewenton。“Ibelievehesetouttosearchforyou,insuchahurryindeedthathecouldscarcelyfinishhisreporttome。“
  “Didhesaythat?“
  “No,heonlylookedit。SomuchsothatIsuggestedheshouldseekyouatonce。Heansweredthathewasgoingtorestafterhislongjourney,orperhapsIsaidthatheoughttodoso。Iforget,asoftenonedoes,onsobeauteousanightwhenotherthoughtsseemnearer。“
  “WhydidAnawishtoseeme,Prince?“
  “HowcanItell?Whydoesamanwhoisstillyoung——wanttoseeasweetandbeautifullady?Oh!Iremember。HehadmetyouruncleatTaniswhoinquiredastoyourhealth。Perhapsthatiswhyhewantedtoseeyou。“
  “IdonotwishtohearaboutmyuncleatTanis。Heremindsmeoftoomanythingsthatgivepain,andtherearenightswhenonewishestoescapepain,whichissuretobefoundagainonthemorrow。“
  “Areyoustillofthesamemindaboutreturningtoyourpeople?“heasked,moreearnestly。
  “Surely。Oh!donotsaythatyouwillsendmehenceto-“
  “Laban,Lady?“
  “Labanamongstothers。Remember,Prince,thatIamoneunderacurse。
  IfIreturntoGoshen,inthiswayorinthat,soonIshalldie。“
  “AnasaysthatyouruncleJabezdeclaresthatthemadfellowwhotriedtomurderyouhadnoauthoritytocurseandmuchlesstokillyou。Youmustaskhimtotellyouall。“
  “Yetthecursewillclingandcrushmeatthelast。HowcanI,onelonelywoman,standagainstthemightofthepeopleofIsraelandtheirpriests?“