首页 >出版文学> Miss Billie Married>第6章
  Well,I’lltellyou。JustnowIwantitforTommyDunn,andtheGreggorysifIcangetthem,andmaybeoneortwoothers。There’llalwaysbesomebody。Yousee,IhadthoughtI’dhavethemattheStrata。’
  TommyDunn——attheStrata!’
  Billylaughedagainruefully。
  Odear!YousoundjustlikeBertram,’shepouted。Hedidn’twantTommy,either,noranyoftherestofthem。’
  Therestofthem!’
  Well,Icouldhavehadalotmore,youknow,theStrataissobig,especiallynowthatCyrilhasgone,andleftallthoseemptyrooms。_I_gotrealenthusiastic,butBertramdidn’t。Hejustlaughedandsaid`nonsense!’untilhefoundI
  wasreallyinearnest;thenhe——well,hesaid`nonsense,’then,too——onlyhedidn’tlaugh,’
  finishedBilly,withasigh。
  AuntHannahregardedherwithfond,thoughslightlyexasperatedeyes。
  Billy,youare,indeed,amostextraordinaryyoungwoman——attimes。Surely,withyou,abodyneverknowswhattoexpect——excepttheunexpected。’
  Why,AuntHannah!——andfromyou,too!’
  reproachedBilly,mischievously;butAuntHannahhadyetmoretosay。
  OfcourseBertramthoughtitwasnonsense。
  Theideaofyou,abride,fillingupyourhousewith——withpeoplelikethat!TommyDunn,indeed!’
  Oh,BertramsaidhelikedTommyallright,’
  sighedBilly;buthesaidthatthatdidn’tmeanhewantedhimforthreemealsaday。OnewouldthinkpoorTommywasabreakfastfood!SothatiswhenIthoughtofkeepingupthishouse,yousee,andthat’swhyIwantyouhere——totakechargeofit。Andyou’lldothat——forme,won’tyou?’
  AuntHannahfellbackinherchair。
  Why,y-yes,Billy,ofcourse,if——ifyouwantit。Butwhatanextraordinaryidea,child!’
  Billyshookherhead。Adeepercolorcametohercheeks,andasofterglowtohereyes。
  Idon’tthinkso,AuntHannah。It’sonlythatI’msohappythatsomeofithasjustgottooverflowsomewhere,andthisisgoingtobetheoverflowhouse——asortofsafetyvalveforme,yousee。I’mgoingtocallittheAnnex——itwillbeanannextoourhome。AndIwanttokeepitfull,always,ofpeoplewho——whocanmakethebestuseofallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tpossiblyusemyself,’shefinishedalittletremulously。Don’tyousee?’
  Oh,yes,I_see_,’repliedAuntHannah,withafondshakeofthehead。
  But,really,listen——it’ssensible,’urgedBilly。First,there’sTommy。Hismotherdiedlastmonth。He’sataneighbor’snow,butthey’regoingtosendhimtoaHomeforCrippledChildren;
  andhe’sgrievinghisheartoutoverit。
  I’mgoingtobringhimheretoarealhome——
  thekindthatdoesn’tbeginwithacapitalletter。
  Headoresmusic,andhe’sgotrealtalent,Ithink。
  Thenthere’stheGreggorys。’
  AuntHannahlookeddubious。
  Youcan’tgettheGreggorysto——touseanyofthathappiness,Billy。They’retooproud。’
  Billysmiledradiantly。
  IknowIcan’tgetthemto_use_it,AuntHannah,butIbelieveIcangetthemto_give_it,’
  shedeclaredtriumphantly。IshallaskAliceGreggorytoteachTommymusic,andIshallaskMrs。Greggorytoteachhimbooks;andI
  shalltellthemboththatIpositivelyneedthemtokeepyoucompany。’
  Oh,butBilly,’bridledAuntHannah,withpromptobjection。
  Tut,tut!——Iknowyou’llbewillingtobethrownasalittlebitofasoptotheGreggorys’
  pride,’coaxedBilly。YoujustwaittillIgettheOverflowAnnexinrunningorder。Why,AuntHannah,youdon’tknowhowbusyyou’regoingtobehandingoutallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tuse!’
  Youdearchild!’AuntHannahsmiledmistily。Theblackshawlhadfallenunheededtothefloornow。Asifanybodyeverhadanymorehappinessthanone’sselfcoulduse!’
  Ihave,’avowedBilly,promptly,andit’sgoingtokeepgrowingandgrowing,Iknow。’
  Oh,mygriefandconscience,Billy,don’t!’
  exclaimedAuntHannah,liftingshockedhandsofremonstrance。Raponwood——do!Howcanyouboastlikethat?’
  Billydimpledroguishlyandsprangtoherfeet{。??}
  Why,AuntHannah,I’mashamedofyou!
  Tobesuperstitiouslikethat——you,agoodPresbyterian!’
  AuntHannahsubsidedshamefacedly。
  Yes,Iknow,Billy,itissilly;butIjustcan’thelpit。’
  Oh,butit’sworsethansilly,AuntHannah,’
  teasedBilly,witharemorselesschuckle。It’sreally_heathen!_Bertramtoldmeoncethatitdates’waybacktothetimeoftheDruids——
  appealingtothegodoftrees,orsomethinglikethat——whenyouraponwood,youknow。’
  Ugh!’shudderedAuntHannah。AsifIwould,Billy!HowisBertram,bytheby?’
  AswiftshadowcrossedBilly’sbrightface。
  He’slovely——onlyhisarm。’
  Hisarm!ButIthoughtthatwasbetter。’
  Oh,itis,’droopedBilly,butitgetsalongsoslowly,anditfretshimdreadfully。Youknowhenevercandoanythingwithhislefthand,hesays,andhejusthatestohavethingsdoneforhim——thoughPeteandDongLingarequarrelingwitheachotherallthetimetodothingsforhim,andI’mquarrelingwithbothofthemtodothemforhimmyself!Bytheway,DongLingisgoingtoleaveusnextweek。Didyouknowit?’
  DongLing——leave!’
  Yes。Oh,hetoldBertramlongagoheshouldgowhenweweremarried;thathehadplentymuchmoney,andwasgoingbacktoChina,andnotbeMelicanmananylonger。ButIdon’tthinkBertramthoughthe’ddoit。WilliamsaysDongLingwenttoPete,however,afterweleft,andtoldhimhewantedtogo;thathelikedthelittleMisseeplentywell,butthatthere’dbetoomuchhen-talkwhenshegotback,and——’
  Why,theimpudentcreature!’
  Billylaughedmerrily。
  Yes;Petewasfurious,Williamsays,butDongLingdidn’tmeananydisrespect,I’msure。
  Hejustwasn’tusedtohavingpetticoatsaround,anddidn’twanttotakeordersfromthem;that’sall。’
  But,Billy,whatwillyoudo?’
  Oh,Pete’sfixedallthatlovely,’returnedBilly,nonchalantly。YouknowhisniecelivesoverinSouthBoston,anditseemsshe’sgotadaughterwho’safinecookandwillbegladtocome。Mercy!Lookatthetime,’shebrokeoff,glancingattheclock。Ishallbelatetodinner,andDongLingloathesanybodywho’slatetohismeals——asIfoundouttomysorrowthenightwegothome。Good-by,dear。I’llbeoutsoonagainandfixitallup——abouttheAnnex,youknow。’Andwithabrightsmileshewasgone。
  Dearme,’sighedAuntHannah,stoopingtopickuptheblackshawl;dearme!Ofcourseeverythingwillbeallright——there’sagirlcoming,evenifDongLingisgoing。But——but——
  Oh,mygriefandconscience,whatanextraordinarychildBillyis,tobesure——butwhatadearone!’sheadded,wipingaquicktearfromhereye。AnOverflowAnnex,indeed,forher`extrahappiness’!Nowisn’tthatjustlikeBilly?’
  SeptemberpassedandOctobercame,bringingwithitcooldaysandclear,crispeveningsroyallyruledoverbyagorgeousharvestmoon。AccordingtoBillyeverythingwasjustperfect——except,ofcourse,poorBertram’sarm;andeventhefactthatthatgainedsoslowlywasnotwithoutitsadvantageagainaccordingtoBilly,foritgaveBertrammoretimetobewithher。
  Yousee,dear,aslongasyou_can’t_paint,’shetoldhimearnestly,oneday,why,I’mnotreallyhinderingyoubykeepingyouwithmesomuch。’
  Youcertainlyarenot,’heretorted,withasmile。
  ThenImaybejustashappyasIlikeoverit,’settledBilly,comfortably。
  Asifyouevercouldhinderme,’heridiculed。
  Oh,yes,Icould,’noddedBilly,emphatically。
  Youforget,sir。Thatwaswhatworriedmeso。Everybody,eventhenewspapersandmagazines,saidI_would_doit,too。TheysaidI’dslayyourArt,stifleyourAmbition,destroyyourInspiration,andbeanuisancegenerally。AndKatesaid——’
  Yes。Well,nevermindwhatKatesaid,’
  interruptedtheman,savagely。
  Billylaughed,andgavehisearaplayfultweak。
  Allright;butI’mnotgoingtodoit,youknow——spoilyourcareer,sir。Youjustwait,’
  shecontinueddramatically。Theminuteyourarmgetssoyoucanpaint,Imyselfshallconductyoutoyourstudio,thrustthebrushesintoyourhand,fillyourpalettewithallthecolorsoftherainbow,andorderyoutopaint,mylord,paint!
  But——untilthenI’mgoingtohaveyouallI
  like,’shefinished,withacompletechangeofmanner,nestlingintothereadycurveofhisgoodleftarm。
  Youwitch!’laughedtheman,fondly。
  Why,Billy,youcouldn’thinderme。You’ll_be_
  myinspiration,dear,insteadofslayingit。You’llsee。_This_timeMargueriteWinthrop’sportraitisgoingtobeasuccess。’
  Billyturnedquickly。
  Thenyouare——thatis,youhaven’t——I
  mean,you’regoingto——paintit?’
  Ijustam,’avowedtheartist。Andthistimeit’llbeasuccess,too,withyoutohelp。’
  Billydrewinherbreathtremulously。
  Ididn’tknowbutyou’dalreadystartedit,’
  shefaltered。
  Heshookhishead。
  No。Aftertheotheronefailed,andMr。
  Winthropaskedmetotryagain,Icouldn’t_then_。
  Iwassotroubledoveryou。That’sthetimeyoudidhinderme,’hesmiled。Thencameyournotebreakingtheengagement。OfcourseIknewtoomuchtoattemptathinglikethatportraitthen。Butnow——_now_——!’Thepauseandtheemphasiswereeloquent。
  Ofcourse,_now_,’noddedBilly,brightly,butalittlefeverishly。Andwhendoyoubegin?’
  NottillJanuary。MissWinthropwon’tbebacktillthen。IsawJ。G。lastweek,andItoldhimI’daccepthisoffertotryagain。’
  Whatdidhesay?’
  Hegavemylefthandabiggripandsaid:
  `Good!——andyou’llwinoutthistime。’’
  Ofcourseyouwill,’noddedBilly,again,thoughstillalittlefeverishly。AndthistimeIsha’n’tmindabitifyoudostaytoluncheon,andbreakengagementswithme,sir,’shewenton,tiltingherchinarchly,forIshallknowit’stheportraitandnotthesitterthat’sreallykeepingyou。Oh,you’llseewhatafineartist’swifeI’llmake!’
  Theverybest,’declaredBertramsoardentlythatBillyblushed,andshookherheadinreproof。
  Nonsense!Iwasn’tfishing。Ididn’tmeanitthatway,’sheprotested。Then,ashetriedtocatchher,shelaughedanddancedteasinglyoutofhisreach。
  BecauseBertramcouldnotpaint,therefore,BillyhadhimquitetoherselftheseOctoberdays;
  nordidshehesitatetoappropriatehim。Neither,onhispart,wasBertramloathtobeappropriated。