首页 >出版文学> Miss Billie Married>第31章
  Octoberprovedtobeunusuallymild,andaboutthemiddleofthemonth,Bertram,aftermuchunselfishurgingonthepartofBilly,wenttoafriend’scampintheAdirondacksforaweek’sstay。Hecamebackwithanangry,lugubriousface——andabrokenarm。
  Oh,Bertram!Andyourrightone,too——
  thesameoneyoubrokebefore!’mournedBilly,tearfully。
  Ofcourse,’retortedBertram,tryinginvaintogiveanairofjauntinesstohisreply。Didn’twanttobetoochangeable,youknow!’
  Buthowdidyoudoit,dear?’
  Fellintoasillylittleholecoveredwithunderbrush。But——oh,Billy,what’stheuse?I
  didit,andIcan’tundoit——more’sthepity!’
  Ofcourseyoucan’t,youpoorboy,’
  sympathizedBilly;andyousha’n’tbetormentedwithquestions。We’lljustbethankful’twasnoworse。
  Youcan’tpaintforawhile,ofcourse;butwewon’tmindthat。It’lljustgiveBabyandmeachancetohaveyoualltoourselvesforatime,andwe’lllovethat!’
  Yes,ofcourse,’sighedBertram,soabstractedlythatBillybridledwithprettyresentment。
  Well,Ilikeyourenthusiasm,sir,’shefrowned。
  I’mafraidyoudon’tappreciatetheblessingsyoudohave,youngman!DidyourealizewhatIsaid?Iremarkedthatyoucouldbewith_Baby_
  and_me_,’sheemphasized。
  Bertramlaughed,andgavehiswifeanaffectionatekiss。
  IndeedIdoappreciatemyblessings,dear——
  whenthoseblessingsaresuchtreasuresasyouandBaby,but——’Onlyhisdolefuleyesfixedonhisinjuredarmfinishedhissentence。
  Iknow,dear,ofcourse,andIunderstand,’
  murmuredBilly,alltendernessatonce。
  TheywerenoteasyforBertram——thosefollowingdays。Onceagainhewasobligedtoacceptthelittleintimatepersonalservicesthathesodisliked。Onceagainhecoulddonothingbutread,orwanderdisconsolatelyintohisstudioandgazeathishalf-finishedFaceofaGirl。’
  Occasionally,itistrue,drivennearlytodesperationbythehauntingvisioninhismind’seye,hepickedupabrushandattemptedtomakehislefthandservehiswill;butabarehalf-dozenirritating,ineffectualstrokeswereusuallyenoughtomakehimthrowdownhisbrushindisgust。
  Henevercoulddoanythingwithhislefthand,hetoldhimselfdejectedly。
  Manyofhishours,ofcourse,hespentwithBillyandhisson,andtheywerehappyhours,too;buttheyalwayscametoberestlessonesbeforethedaywashalfover。Billywasalwaysdevotionitselftohim——whenshewasnotattendingtothebaby;hehadnofaulttofindwithBilly。Andthebabywasdelightful——hecouldfindnofaultwiththebaby。Butthebaby_was_
  fretful——hewasteething,Billysaid——andheneededagreatdealofattention;so,naturally,Bertramdriftedoutofthenursery,afteratime,andwentdownintohisstudio,wherewerehisdear,emptypalette,hisorderlybrushes,andhistantalizingFaceofaGirl。’Fromthestudio,generally,Bertramwentoutontothestreet。
  Sometimeshedroppedintoafellow-artist’sstudio。Sometimeshestrolledintoacluborcafwhereheknewhewouldbelikelytofindsomefriendwhowouldhelphimwhileawayatiresomehour。Bertram’sfriendsquiteviedwitheachotherinrenderingthissortofaid,somuchso,indeed,that——naturally,perhaps——Bertramcametocallontheirservicesmoreandmorefrequently。
  Particularlywasthisthecasewhen,afterthesplintswereremoved,Bertramfound,asthedayspassed,thathisarmwasnotimprovingasitshouldimprove。Thisnotonlydisappointedandannoyedhim,butworriedhim。Herememberedsundrydisquietingwarningsgivenbythephysicianatthetimeoftheformerbreak——warningsconcerningtheprobableseriousnessofarepetitionoftheinjury。ToBilly,ofcourse,Bertramsaidnothingofallthis;butjustbeforeChristmashewenttoseeanotedspecialist。
  Anhourlater,almostinfrontofthelearnedsurgeon’sdoor,BertrammetBobSeaver。
  GreatScott,Bertie,what’sup?’ejaculatedSeaver。Youlookasifyou’dseenaghost。’
  Ihave,’answeredBertram,withgrimbitterness。I’veseentheghostof——ofevery`FaceofaGirl’Ieverpainted。’
  Gorry!Sobadasthat?Nowonderyoulookasifyou’dbeendisportingingraveyards,’
  chuckledSeaver,laughingathisownjokeWhat’sthematter——armonarampagetoday?’
  Hepausedforreply,butasBertramdidnotansweratonce,heresumed,withgayinsistence:
  Comeon!Youneedcheeringup。SupposewegodowntoTrentini’sandseewho’sthere。’
  Allright,’agreedBertram,dully。Suityourself。’
  BertramwasnotthinkingofSeaver,Trentini’s,orwhomhemightfindthere。Bertramwasthinkingofcertainwordshehadheardlessthanhalfanhourago。Hewaswondering,too,ifeveragainhecouldthinkofanythingbutthosewords。
  Thetruth?’thegreatsurgeonhadsaid。
  Well,thetruthis——I’msorrytotellyouthetruth,Mr。Henshaw,butifyouwillhaveit——
  you’vepaintedthelastpictureyou’lleverpaintwithyourrighthand,Ifear。It’sabadcase。
  Thisbreak,comingasitdidontopoftheseriousinjuryoftwoorthreeyearsago,wasbadenough;
  but,tomakemattersworse,thebonewasimperfectlysetandwronglytreated,whichcouldnotbehelped,ofcourse,asyouweremilesawayfromskilledsurgeonsatthetimeoftheinjury。We’lldothebestwecan,ofcourse;but——well,youaskedforthetruth,youremember;soIhadtogiveittoyou。’
  Bertrammadeuphismindatoncethat,forthepresent,atleast,hewouldtellnoonewhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim。Hehadplacedhimselfundertheman’scare,andtherewasnothingtodobuttotaketheprescribedtreatmentandawaitresultsaspatientlyashecould。
  MeanwhiletherewasnoneedtoworryBilly,orWilliam,oranybodyelsewiththematter。
  BillywassobusywithherholidayplansthatshewasonlyvaguelyawareofwhatseemedtobeanincreaseofrestlessnessonthepartofherhusbandduringthosedaysjustbeforeChristmas。
  Poordear,isthearmfeelinghorridto-day?’
  sheaskedonemorning,whenthegloomonherhusband’sfacewasdeeperthanusual。
  Bertramfrownedanddidnotanswerdirectly。
  LotsofgoodIamthesedays!’heexclaimed,hismoodyeyesonthearmfulofmany-shaped,many-sizedpackagesshecarried。Whatarethosefor-thetree?’
  Yes;andit’sgoingtobesopretty,Bertram,’
  exultedBilly。And,doyouknow,Babypositivelyactsasifhesuspectedthings——littleasheis,’shewentoneagerly。He’sasnervousasawitch。Ican’tkeephimstillaminute!’
  Howabouthismother?’hintedBertram,withafaintsmile。
  Billylaughed。
  Well,I’mafraidsheisn’texactlycalmherself,’sheconfessed,asshehurriedoutoftheroomwithherparcels。
  Bertramlookedafterherlongingly,despondently。
  Iwonderwhatshe’dsayifshe——knew,’
  hemuttered。Butshesha’n’tknow——tillshejusthasto,’hevowedsuddenly,underhisbreath,stridingintothehallforhishatandcoat。
  NeverhadtheStrataknownsuchaChristmasasthiswasplannedtobe。Cyril,Marie,andthetwinsweretobethere,alsoKate,herhusbandandthreechildren,Paul,Egbert,andlittleKate,fromtheWest。OnChristmasDaytherewastobeabigfamilydinner,withAuntHannahdownfromtheAnnex。Then,inconcessiontotheextremeyouthoftheyounghostandhistwincousins,therewastobeanafternoontree。Theshadesweretobedrawnandthecandleslighted,however,sothattheremightbenolossofeffect。
  Intheeveningthetreewastobeoncemoreloadedwithfascinatingpackagesandcandy-bags,andthistimetheGreggorys,TommyDunn,andalltherestfromtheAnnexweretohavethefunalloveragain。
  FromgarrettobasementtheStratawasaflamewithholly,andaglitterwithtinsel。Nowheredidthereseemtobeaspotthatdidnothaveitsbitoftissuepaperoritstrailofredribbon。Andeverything——holly,ribbon,tissue,andtinsel——
  ledtothemysteriouslycloseddoorsofthegreatfrontdrawing-room,pastwhichnonebutBillyandheraccreditedmessengersmightventure。
  Nowonder,indeed,thatevenBabyscentedexcitement,andthatBaby’smotherwasnotexactlycalm。Nowonder,too,thatBertram,withhishelplessrightarm,andhisheavyheart,feltpeculiarlyforlornandoutofit。’Nowonder,also,thathetookhimselfliterallyoutofitwithgrowingfrequency。
  Mr。andMrs。HartwellandlittleKateweretostayattheStrata。Theboys,PaulandEgbert,weretogotoCyril’s。Promptlyattheappointedtime,twodaysbeforeChristmas,theyarrived。AndfromthathouruntiltwodaysafterChristmas,whenthelastbitofholly,ribbon,tissue,andtinseldisappearedfromthefloor,Billymovedinawhirlofanxiousresponsibilitythatwasyetfilledwithfun,frolic,andlaughter。
  Itwasagreatsuccess,thewholeaffair。
  Everybodyseemedpleasedandhappy——thatis,everybodybutBertram;andheveryplainlytriedtoseempleasedandhappy。EvenCyrilunbenttotheextentofnotappearingtomindthenoiseonebit;andSisterKateBertramsaidfoundonlytheextraordinarilysmallnumberoffourdetailstochangeinthearrangements。Babyobliginglylethisteeth-gettinggo,fortheoccasion,andheandthetwins,FranzandFelix,weretheadmirationanddelightofall。LittleKate,tobesure,wasatrifledisconcertingonceortwice,buteverybodywastooabsorbedtopaymuchattentiontoher。Billydid,however,rememberheropeningremarks。
  Well,littleKate,doyourememberme?’
  Billyhadgreetedherpleasantly。
  Oh,yes,’littleKatehadanswered,withawinningsmile。You’remyAuntBillywhatmarriedmyUncleBertraminsteadofUncleWilliamasyousaidyouwouldfirst。’
  Everybodylaughed,andBillycolored,ofcourse;butlittleKatewentoneagerly:
  AndI’vebeenwantingjustawfullytoseeyou,’sheannounced。
  Haveyou?I’mglad,I’msure。Ifeelhighlyflattered,’smiledBilly。
  Well,Ihave。Yousee,Iwantedtoaskyousomething。Haveyoueverwishedthatyou_had_
  marriedUncleWilliaminsteadofUncleBertram,orthatyou’dtriedforUncleCyrilbeforeAuntyMariegothim?’
  Kate!’gaspedherhorrifiedmother。I
  toldyou——Yousee,’shebrokeoff,turningtoBillydespairingly。She’sbeenpesteringmewithquestionslikethateversincesheknewshewascoming。Sheneverhasforgottenthewayyouchangedfromoneuncletotheother。Youmayremember;itmadeagreatimpressiononheratthetime。’
  Yes,I——Iremember,’stammeredBilly,tryingtolaughoffherembarrassment。
  Butyouhaven’ttoldmeyetwhetheryoudidwishyou’dmarriedUncleWilliam,orUncleCyril,’interposedlittleKate,persistently。
  No,no,ofcoursenot!’exclaimedBilly,withavividblush,castinghereyesaboutforadoorofescape,andrejoicinggreatlywhenshespiedDeliawiththebabycomingtowardthem。
  There,look,mydear,here’syournewcousin,littleBertram!’sheexclaimed。Don’tyouwanttoseehim?’
  LittleKateturneddutifully。
  Yes’m,AuntBilly,butI’dratherseethetwins。Mothersays_they’re_realprettyandcunning。’
  Er——y-yes,theyare,’murmuredBilly,onwhomtheemphasisofthethey’re’hadnotbeenlost。
  Naturally,asmaybesupposed,therefore,BillyhadnotforgottenlittleKate’sopeningremarks。
  ImmediatelyafterChristmasMr。HartwellandtheboyswentbacktotheirWesternhome,leavingMrs。HartwellandherdaughtertomakearoundofvisitstofriendsintheEast。ForalmostaweekafterChristmastheyremainedattheStrata;anditwasonthelastdayoftheirstaythatlittleKateaskedthequestionthatprovedsomomentousinresults。
  Billy,almostunconsciously,hadavoidedtte-
  -tteswithhersmallguest。Butto-daytheywerealonetogether。
  AuntBilly,’beganthelittlegirl,afterameditativegazeintotheother’sface,you_are_