Octoberprovedtobeunusuallymild,andaboutthemiddleofthemonth,Bertram,aftermuchunselfishurgingonthepartofBilly,wenttoafriend’scampintheAdirondacksforaweek’sstay。Hecamebackwithanangry,lugubriousface——andabrokenarm。
Oh,Bertram!Andyourrightone,too——
thesameoneyoubrokebefore!’mournedBilly,tearfully。
Ofcourse,’retortedBertram,tryinginvaintogiveanairofjauntinesstohisreply。Didn’twanttobetoochangeable,youknow!’
Buthowdidyoudoit,dear?’
Fellintoasillylittleholecoveredwithunderbrush。But——oh,Billy,what’stheuse?I
didit,andIcan’tundoit——more’sthepity!’
Ofcourseyoucan’t,youpoorboy,’
sympathizedBilly;andyousha’n’tbetormentedwithquestions。We’lljustbethankful’twasnoworse。
Youcan’tpaintforawhile,ofcourse;butwewon’tmindthat。It’lljustgiveBabyandmeachancetohaveyoualltoourselvesforatime,andwe’lllovethat!’
Yes,ofcourse,’sighedBertram,soabstractedlythatBillybridledwithprettyresentment。
Well,Ilikeyourenthusiasm,sir,’shefrowned。
I’mafraidyoudon’tappreciatetheblessingsyoudohave,youngman!DidyourealizewhatIsaid?Iremarkedthatyoucouldbewith_Baby_
and_me_,’sheemphasized。
Bertramlaughed,andgavehiswifeanaffectionatekiss。
IndeedIdoappreciatemyblessings,dear——
whenthoseblessingsaresuchtreasuresasyouandBaby,but——’Onlyhisdolefuleyesfixedonhisinjuredarmfinishedhissentence。
Iknow,dear,ofcourse,andIunderstand,’
murmuredBilly,alltendernessatonce。
TheywerenoteasyforBertram——thosefollowingdays。Onceagainhewasobligedtoacceptthelittleintimatepersonalservicesthathesodisliked。Onceagainhecoulddonothingbutread,orwanderdisconsolatelyintohisstudioandgazeathishalf-finishedFaceofaGirl。’
Occasionally,itistrue,drivennearlytodesperationbythehauntingvisioninhismind’seye,hepickedupabrushandattemptedtomakehislefthandservehiswill;butabarehalf-dozenirritating,ineffectualstrokeswereusuallyenoughtomakehimthrowdownhisbrushindisgust。
Henevercoulddoanythingwithhislefthand,hetoldhimselfdejectedly。
Manyofhishours,ofcourse,hespentwithBillyandhisson,andtheywerehappyhours,too;buttheyalwayscametoberestlessonesbeforethedaywashalfover。Billywasalwaysdevotionitselftohim——whenshewasnotattendingtothebaby;hehadnofaulttofindwithBilly。Andthebabywasdelightful——hecouldfindnofaultwiththebaby。Butthebaby_was_
fretful——hewasteething,Billysaid——andheneededagreatdealofattention;so,naturally,Bertramdriftedoutofthenursery,afteratime,andwentdownintohisstudio,wherewerehisdear,emptypalette,hisorderlybrushes,andhistantalizingFaceofaGirl。’Fromthestudio,generally,Bertramwentoutontothestreet。
Sometimeshedroppedintoafellow-artist’sstudio。Sometimeshestrolledintoacluborcafwhereheknewhewouldbelikelytofindsomefriendwhowouldhelphimwhileawayatiresomehour。Bertram’sfriendsquiteviedwitheachotherinrenderingthissortofaid,somuchso,indeed,that——naturally,perhaps——Bertramcametocallontheirservicesmoreandmorefrequently。
Particularlywasthisthecasewhen,afterthesplintswereremoved,Bertramfound,asthedayspassed,thathisarmwasnotimprovingasitshouldimprove。Thisnotonlydisappointedandannoyedhim,butworriedhim。Herememberedsundrydisquietingwarningsgivenbythephysicianatthetimeoftheformerbreak——warningsconcerningtheprobableseriousnessofarepetitionoftheinjury。ToBilly,ofcourse,Bertramsaidnothingofallthis;butjustbeforeChristmashewenttoseeanotedspecialist。
Anhourlater,almostinfrontofthelearnedsurgeon’sdoor,BertrammetBobSeaver。
GreatScott,Bertie,what’sup?’ejaculatedSeaver。Youlookasifyou’dseenaghost。’
Ihave,’answeredBertram,withgrimbitterness。I’veseentheghostof——ofevery`FaceofaGirl’Ieverpainted。’
Gorry!Sobadasthat?Nowonderyoulookasifyou’dbeendisportingingraveyards,’
chuckledSeaver,laughingathisownjokeWhat’sthematter——armonarampagetoday?’
Hepausedforreply,butasBertramdidnotansweratonce,heresumed,withgayinsistence:
Comeon!Youneedcheeringup。SupposewegodowntoTrentini’sandseewho’sthere。’
Allright,’agreedBertram,dully。Suityourself。’
BertramwasnotthinkingofSeaver,Trentini’s,orwhomhemightfindthere。Bertramwasthinkingofcertainwordshehadheardlessthanhalfanhourago。Hewaswondering,too,ifeveragainhecouldthinkofanythingbutthosewords。
Thetruth?’thegreatsurgeonhadsaid。
Well,thetruthis——I’msorrytotellyouthetruth,Mr。Henshaw,butifyouwillhaveit——
you’vepaintedthelastpictureyou’lleverpaintwithyourrighthand,Ifear。It’sabadcase。
Thisbreak,comingasitdidontopoftheseriousinjuryoftwoorthreeyearsago,wasbadenough;
but,tomakemattersworse,thebonewasimperfectlysetandwronglytreated,whichcouldnotbehelped,ofcourse,asyouweremilesawayfromskilledsurgeonsatthetimeoftheinjury。We’lldothebestwecan,ofcourse;but——well,youaskedforthetruth,youremember;soIhadtogiveittoyou。’
Bertrammadeuphismindatoncethat,forthepresent,atleast,hewouldtellnoonewhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim。Hehadplacedhimselfundertheman’scare,andtherewasnothingtodobuttotaketheprescribedtreatmentandawaitresultsaspatientlyashecould。
MeanwhiletherewasnoneedtoworryBilly,orWilliam,oranybodyelsewiththematter。
BillywassobusywithherholidayplansthatshewasonlyvaguelyawareofwhatseemedtobeanincreaseofrestlessnessonthepartofherhusbandduringthosedaysjustbeforeChristmas。
Poordear,isthearmfeelinghorridto-day?’
sheaskedonemorning,whenthegloomonherhusband’sfacewasdeeperthanusual。
Bertramfrownedanddidnotanswerdirectly。
LotsofgoodIamthesedays!’heexclaimed,hismoodyeyesonthearmfulofmany-shaped,many-sizedpackagesshecarried。Whatarethosefor-thetree?’
Yes;andit’sgoingtobesopretty,Bertram,’
exultedBilly。And,doyouknow,Babypositivelyactsasifhesuspectedthings——littleasheis,’shewentoneagerly。He’sasnervousasawitch。Ican’tkeephimstillaminute!’
Howabouthismother?’hintedBertram,withafaintsmile。
Billylaughed。
Well,I’mafraidsheisn’texactlycalmherself,’sheconfessed,asshehurriedoutoftheroomwithherparcels。
Bertramlookedafterherlongingly,despondently。
Iwonderwhatshe’dsayifshe——knew,’
hemuttered。Butshesha’n’tknow——tillshejusthasto,’hevowedsuddenly,underhisbreath,stridingintothehallforhishatandcoat。
NeverhadtheStrataknownsuchaChristmasasthiswasplannedtobe。Cyril,Marie,andthetwinsweretobethere,alsoKate,herhusbandandthreechildren,Paul,Egbert,andlittleKate,fromtheWest。OnChristmasDaytherewastobeabigfamilydinner,withAuntHannahdownfromtheAnnex。Then,inconcessiontotheextremeyouthoftheyounghostandhistwincousins,therewastobeanafternoontree。Theshadesweretobedrawnandthecandleslighted,however,sothattheremightbenolossofeffect。
Intheeveningthetreewastobeoncemoreloadedwithfascinatingpackagesandcandy-bags,andthistimetheGreggorys,TommyDunn,andalltherestfromtheAnnexweretohavethefunalloveragain。
FromgarrettobasementtheStratawasaflamewithholly,andaglitterwithtinsel。Nowheredidthereseemtobeaspotthatdidnothaveitsbitoftissuepaperoritstrailofredribbon。Andeverything——holly,ribbon,tissue,andtinsel——
ledtothemysteriouslycloseddoorsofthegreatfrontdrawing-room,pastwhichnonebutBillyandheraccreditedmessengersmightventure。
Nowonder,indeed,thatevenBabyscentedexcitement,andthatBaby’smotherwasnotexactlycalm。Nowonder,too,thatBertram,withhishelplessrightarm,andhisheavyheart,feltpeculiarlyforlornandoutofit。’Nowonder,also,thathetookhimselfliterallyoutofitwithgrowingfrequency。
Mr。andMrs。HartwellandlittleKateweretostayattheStrata。Theboys,PaulandEgbert,weretogotoCyril’s。Promptlyattheappointedtime,twodaysbeforeChristmas,theyarrived。AndfromthathouruntiltwodaysafterChristmas,whenthelastbitofholly,ribbon,tissue,andtinseldisappearedfromthefloor,Billymovedinawhirlofanxiousresponsibilitythatwasyetfilledwithfun,frolic,andlaughter。
Itwasagreatsuccess,thewholeaffair。
Everybodyseemedpleasedandhappy——thatis,everybodybutBertram;andheveryplainlytriedtoseempleasedandhappy。EvenCyrilunbenttotheextentofnotappearingtomindthenoiseonebit;andSisterKateBertramsaidfoundonlytheextraordinarilysmallnumberoffourdetailstochangeinthearrangements。Babyobliginglylethisteeth-gettinggo,fortheoccasion,andheandthetwins,FranzandFelix,weretheadmirationanddelightofall。LittleKate,tobesure,wasatrifledisconcertingonceortwice,buteverybodywastooabsorbedtopaymuchattentiontoher。Billydid,however,rememberheropeningremarks。
Well,littleKate,doyourememberme?’
Billyhadgreetedherpleasantly。
Oh,yes,’littleKatehadanswered,withawinningsmile。You’remyAuntBillywhatmarriedmyUncleBertraminsteadofUncleWilliamasyousaidyouwouldfirst。’
Everybodylaughed,andBillycolored,ofcourse;butlittleKatewentoneagerly:
AndI’vebeenwantingjustawfullytoseeyou,’sheannounced。
Haveyou?I’mglad,I’msure。Ifeelhighlyflattered,’smiledBilly。
Well,Ihave。Yousee,Iwantedtoaskyousomething。Haveyoueverwishedthatyou_had_
marriedUncleWilliaminsteadofUncleBertram,orthatyou’dtriedforUncleCyrilbeforeAuntyMariegothim?’
Kate!’gaspedherhorrifiedmother。I
toldyou——Yousee,’shebrokeoff,turningtoBillydespairingly。She’sbeenpesteringmewithquestionslikethateversincesheknewshewascoming。Sheneverhasforgottenthewayyouchangedfromoneuncletotheother。Youmayremember;itmadeagreatimpressiononheratthetime。’
Yes,I——Iremember,’stammeredBilly,tryingtolaughoffherembarrassment。
Butyouhaven’ttoldmeyetwhetheryoudidwishyou’dmarriedUncleWilliam,orUncleCyril,’interposedlittleKate,persistently。
No,no,ofcoursenot!’exclaimedBilly,withavividblush,castinghereyesaboutforadoorofescape,andrejoicinggreatlywhenshespiedDeliawiththebabycomingtowardthem。
There,look,mydear,here’syournewcousin,littleBertram!’sheexclaimed。Don’tyouwanttoseehim?’
LittleKateturneddutifully。
Yes’m,AuntBilly,butI’dratherseethetwins。Mothersays_they’re_realprettyandcunning。’
Er——y-yes,theyare,’murmuredBilly,onwhomtheemphasisofthethey’re’hadnotbeenlost。
Naturally,asmaybesupposed,therefore,BillyhadnotforgottenlittleKate’sopeningremarks。
ImmediatelyafterChristmasMr。HartwellandtheboyswentbacktotheirWesternhome,leavingMrs。HartwellandherdaughtertomakearoundofvisitstofriendsintheEast。ForalmostaweekafterChristmastheyremainedattheStrata;anditwasonthelastdayoftheirstaythatlittleKateaskedthequestionthatprovedsomomentousinresults。
Billy,almostunconsciously,hadavoidedtte-
-tteswithhersmallguest。Butto-daytheywerealonetogether。
AuntBilly,’beganthelittlegirl,afterameditativegazeintotheother’sface,you_are_
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