Arkwrightisstillabroad,asIpresumeyouknow。
Ihearheisdoinggreatstuntsoverthere,andwillsinginBerlinandParisthiswinter。I’mthinkingofgoingacrossfromPanamalater。IfIdoIshalllookhimup。Mr。andMrs。Cyrilareaswellascouldbeexpectedwhenyourealizethattheyhaven’tyetsettledonapairofnamesforthetwins。’
Iknowit——andthepoorlittlethingsthreemonthsold,too!Ithinkit’sashame。You’veheardthereason,Isuppose。Cyrildeclaresthatnamingbabiesisoneofthemostseriousanddelicateoperationsintheworld,andthat,forhispart,hethinkspeopleoughttoselecttheirownnameswhenthey’vearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。
Hewantstowaittillthetwinsareeighteen,andthenmakeeachofthemabirthdaypresentofthenameoftheirownchoosing。’
Well,ifthatisn’tthelimit!’laughedCalderwell。I’dheardsomesuchthingbefore,butIhadn’tsupposeditwasreallyso。’
Well,itis。Hesaysheknowsmoretomboysandenormousfatwomennamed`Grace’and`Lily,’andsweetlittlemouse-likeladiesstaggeringalongunderasonorous`JerushaTheodosia’
or`ZenobiaJane’;andthatifheshouldnametheboys`Franz’and`Felix’afterSchubertandMendelssohnasMariewantsto,they’daslikelyasnotturnouttobemenwhohatedthesoundofmusicanddotedonstocksanddrygoods。’
Humph!’gruntedCalderwell。IsawCyrillastweek,andhesaidhehadn’tnamedthetwinsyet,buthedidn’ttellmewhy。Iofferedhimtwoperfectlygoodnamesmyself,buthedidn’tseeminterested。’
Whatwerethey?’
EldadandBildad。’
Hugh!’protestedBilly。
Well,whynot?’bridledtheman。I’msurethosearenewandunique,andreallymusical,too——’wayaheadofyourFranzandFelix。’
Butthosearen’treallynames!’
Indeedtheyare。’
Wheredidyougetthem?’
Offourfamilytree,thoughthey’reBiblenames,Bellesays。Perhapsyoudidn’tknow,butSisterBellehasbeenmakingthedirtflyquitelivelyoflatearoundthatfamilytreeofours,andshewrotemesomeofherdiscoveries。Itseemstwooftheroots,orbranches——say,areancestorsroots,orbranches?——werecalledEldadandBildad。NowIthoughtthosenamesweregoodenoughtopassalong,but,asIsaidbefore,Cyrilwasn’tinterested。’
Ishouldsaynot,’laughedBilly。But,honestly,Hugh,it’sreallyserious。Mariewantsthemnamed_something_,butshedoesn’tsaymuchtoCyril。Mariewouldn’treallybreathe,youknow,ifshethoughtCyrildisapprovedofbreathing。
AndinthiscaseCyrildoesnothesitatetodeclarethattheboysshallnamethemselves。’
Whatasituation!’laughedCalderwell。
Isn’tit?But,doyouknow,Icansympathizewithit,inaway,forI’vealwaysmournedsoover_my_name。`Billy’wasalwayssuchatrialtome!PoorUncleWilliamwasn’ttheonlyonethatpreparedgunsandfishingrodstoentertaintheexpectedboy。Idon’tknow,though,I’mafraidifI’dbeenallowedtoselectmynameIshouldhavebeena`HelenClarabella’allmydays,forthatwasthenameIgaveallmydolls,with`first,’`second,’`third,’andsoon,addedtothemfordistinction。EvidentlyIthoughtthat`HelenClarabella’wasthemostfeminineappellationpossible,andthemostforeigntothedespised`Billy。’SoyouseeIcansympathizewithCyriltoacertainextent。’
Buttheymustcallthelittlechaps_something_,now,’arguedHugh。
Billygaveasuddenmerrylaugh。
Theydo,’shegurgled,andthat’sthefunniestpartofit。Oh,Cyrildoesn’t。Healwayscallsthemimpersonally`they’or`it。’Hedoesn’tseemuchofthemanyway,now,Iunderstand。
Mariewashorrifiedwhensherealizedhowthenurseshadbeenusinghisdenasanurseryannexandshechangedallthatinstanter,whenshetookchargeofthingsagain。Thetwinsstayinthenurserynow,I’mtold。Butaboutthenames——
thenurses,itseems,havegotintothewayofcallingthem`Dot’and`Dimple。’Onehasadimpleinhischeek,andtheotherisalittlesmallerofthetwo。Marieisnoenddistressed,particularlyasshefindsthatsheherselfcallsthemthat;
andshesaystheideaofboysbeing`Dot’and`Dimple’!’
Ishouldsayso,’laughedCalderwell。NotIregardthatasworsethanmy`Eldad’and`Bildad。’’
Iknowit,andAlicesays——Bytheway,youhaven’tmentionedAlice,butIsupposeyouseeheroccasionally。’
Billypausedinevidentexpectationofareply。
Billywas,infact,quiteplumingherselfontheadroitcasualnesswithwhichshehadintroducedthesubjectnearestherheart。
Calderwellraisedhiseyebrows。
Oh,yes,Iseeher。’
Butyouhadn’tmentionedher。’
Therewasthebriefestofpauses;thenwithahalf-quizzicaldejection,therecametheremark:
Youseemtoforget。ItoldyouthatIstayedherethissummerforreasonstoonumerous,andonetooheart-breaking,tomention。Shewasthe_one_。’
Youmean——’
Yes。Theusualthing。Sheturnedmedown。
Oh,Ihaven’taskedheryetasmanytimesasI
didyou,but——’
_Hugh!_’
Hughtossedheragrimsmileandwentonimperturbably。
I’moldernow,ofcourse,andknowmore,perhaps。Besides,thefinalityofherremarkswasnottobemistaken。’
Billy,inspiteofhersympathyforCalderwell,wasconsciousofathrobofreliefthatatleastonestumbling-blockwasremovedfromArkwright’spossiblepathwaytoAlice’sheart。
Didshegiveanyspecialreason?’hazardedBilly,ashadetooanxiously。
Oh,yes。Shesaidshewasn’tgoingtomarryanybody——onlyhermusic。’
Nonsense!’ejaculatedBilly,fallingbackinherchairalittle。
Yes,Isaidthat,too,’gloomedtheman;
butitdidn’tdoanygood。Yousee,Ihadknownanothergirlwho’dsaidthesamethingonce。’Hedidnotlookup,butavividredflamedsuddenlyintoBilly’scheeks。Andshe——whentherightonecame——forgotallaboutthemusic,andmarriedtheman。SoInaturallysuspectedthatAlicewoulddothesamething。
Infact,Isaidsotoher。Iwasboldenoughtoevencallthemanbyname——Ihadn’tbeenjealousofArkwrightfornothing,yousee——butshedeniedit,andflewintosuchanindignantallegationthattherewasn’tawordoftruthinit,thatIhadtosueforpardonbeforeIgotanythinglikepeace。’
Oh-h!’saidBilly,inadisappointedvoice,fallingquitebackinherchairthistime。
Andsothat’swhyI’mwantingespeciallyjustnowtoseethewheelsgo’round,’smiledCalderwell,alittlewistfully。Oh,Ishallgetoverit,Isuppose。Itisn’tthefirsttime,I’llown——butsomedayItakeittherewillbealasttime。Enoughofthis,however!Youhaven’ttoldmeathingaboutyourself。Howaboutit?
WhenIcomeback,areyougoingtogivemeadinnercookedbyyourownfairhands?GoingtostillplayBridget?’
Billylaughedandshookherhead。
No;farfromit。Elizahascomeback,andhercousinfromVermontiscomingassecondgirltohelpher。ButI_could_cookadinnerforyouifIhadtonow,sir,anditwouldn’tbepotato-mushandcoldlamb,’shebraggedshamelessly,astheresoundedBertram’speculiarring,andtheclickofhiskeyinthelock。
ItwasthenextafternoonthatBillycalledonMarie。FromMarie’s,BillywenttotheAnnex,whichwasverynearCyril’snewhouse;andthere,inAuntHannah’sroom,shehadwhatshetoldBertramafterwardswasaperfectlylovelyvisit。
AuntHannah,too,enjoyedthevisitverymuch,thoughyettherewasonethingthatdisturbedher——thevaguelytroubledlookinBilly’seyes,whichto-daywasmoreapparentthanever。NotuntiljustbeforeBillywenthomedidsomethingoccurtogiveAuntHannahapossibleclueastowhatwasthemeaningofit。ThatsomethingwasaquestionfromBilly。
AuntHannah,whydon’tIfeellikeMariedid?whydon’tIfeellikeeverybodydoesinbooksandstories?Mariewentaroundwithsuchadetached,heavenly,absorbedlookinhereyes,beforethetwinscametoherhome。ButIdon’t。
Idon’tfindanythinglikethatinmyface,whenI
lookintheglass。AndIdon’tfeeldetachedandabsorbedandheavenly。I’mhappy,ofcourse;
butIcan’thelpthinkingofthedear,deartimesBertramandIhavetogether,justwetwo,andI
can’tseemtoimagineitatallwithathirdpersonaround。’
Billy!_Thirdperson_,indeed!’
There!Iknew’twouldshockyou,’mournedBilly。Itshocksme。I_want_tofeeldetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed。’
ButBilly,dear,thinkofit——callingyourownbabyathirdperson!’
Billysigheddespairingly。
Yes,Iknow。AndIsupposeImightaswellownuptotherestofittoo。I——I’mactuallyafraidofbabies,AuntHannah!Well,Iam,’shereiterated,inanswertoAuntHannah’sgaspofdisapproval。I’mnotusedtothematall。Ineverhadanylittlebrothersandsisters,andIdon’tknowhowtotreatbabies。I——I’malwaysafraidthey’llbreak,orsomething。I’mjustasafraidofthetwinsasIcanbe。HowMariecanhandlethem,andtossthemaboutasshedoes,Idon’tsee。’
Tossthemabout,indeed!’
Well,itlooksthatwaytome,’sighedBilly。
Anyhow,IknowIcannevergettohandlethemlikethat——andthat’snowaytofeel!AndI’mashamedofmyselfbecauseI_can’t_bedetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed,’sheadded,risingtogo。Everybodyalwaysis,itseems,butjustme。’
Fiddlededee,mydear!’scoffedAuntHannah,pattingBilly’sdowncastface。Waittillayearfromnow,andwe’llseeaboutthatthird-
personbugabooyou’reworryingabout。_I’m_
notworryingnow;soyou’dbetternot!’
OnthedayCyrilHenshaw’stwinsweresixmonthsold,amomentousoccurrencemarkedthedatewithaflamingredletterofremembrance;
anditallbeganwithababy’ssmile。
Cyril,inquestofhiswifeataboutteno’clockthatmorning,andnotfindingher,pursuedhissearcheventothenursery——aroomheveryseldomentered。Cyrildidnotliketogointothenursery。Hefeltillatease,andasifhewereawayfromhome——andCyrilwasknowntoabhorbeingawayfromhomesincehewasmarried。
NowthatMariehadtakenoverthereinsofgovernmentagain,hehadbeenobligedtoseeverylittleofthosestrangewomenandbabies。Notbutthathelikedthebabies,ofcourse。Theywerehissons,andhewasproudofthem。Theyshouldhaveeveryadvantagethatcollege,specialtraining,andtravelcouldgivethem。Hequiteanticipatedwhattheywouldbetohim——whentheyreallyknewanything。But,ofcourse,_now_,whentheycoulddonothingbutcryandwavetheirabsurdlittlefists,andwobbletheirheadsinsofearsomeamanner,asiftheysimplydidnotknowthemeaningofthewordbackbone——
and,forthatmatter,ofcoursetheydidn’t——
why,hecouldnotbeexpectedtobeanythingbutrelievedwhenhehadhisdentohimselfagain,withareasonablechanceoffindinghismanuscriptashehadleftit,andnotcutupintoaridiculousstringofpaperdollsholdinghands,ashehadoncefoundit,afteravisitfromawomanwithasmallgirl。
SinceMariehadbeenatthehelm,however,hehadnotbeentroubledinsuchaway。Hehad,indeed,knownalmosthisoldcustomarypeaceandfreedomfrominterruption,withonlyanoccasionalflittingacrosshispathofthestrangewomenandbabies——thoughhehadrealized,ofcourse,thattheywereinthehouse,especiallyinthenursery。Forthatreason,therefore,healwaysavoidedthenurserywhenpossible。Butto-dayhewantedhiswife,andhiswifewasnottobefoundanywhereelseinthehouse。So,reluctantly,heturnedhisstepstowardthenursery,and,withafrown,knockedandpushedopenthedoor。
IsMrs。Henshawhere?’hedemanded,notovergently。
Absolutesilencegreetedhisquestion。Themansawthenthattherewasnooneintheroomsaveababysittingonamatinthemiddleofthefloor,barricadedonallsideswithpillows。
Withadeeperfrownthemanturnedtogo,whenagleefulAh——goo!’haltedhisstepsmidway。
Hewheeledsharply。
Er——eh?’hequeried,uncertainlyeyeinghissmallsononthefloor。
Ah——goo!’observedtheinfantwhohadbeenverylonesome,withgreateremphasis;andthistimehesentintohisfather’seyesthemostbewitchingofsmiles。
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