Ihave,’hesaid。Ihavepaintedhermanytimes。Infact,IhavepaintedhersooftenthatsheoncedeclareditwasonlythetiltofherchinandtheturnofherheadthatIloved——topaint,’hesaidmerrily,enjoyingBilly’sprettyconfusion,andnotrealizingthathiswordsreallydistressedher。Ihaveawholestudiofullof`Billys’athome。’
Oh,haveyou,really?’questionedMissWinthrop,eagerly。Thenmayn’tIseethem?
Mayn’tI,please,Mrs。Henshaw?I’dsoloveto!’
Why,ofcourseyoumay,’murmuredboththeartistandhiswife。
Thankyou。ThenI’mcomingrightaway。
MayI?I’mgoingtoWashingtonnextweek,yousee。Willyouletmecometo-morrowat——
athalf-pastthree,then?Willitbequiteconvenientforyou,Mrs。Henshaw?’
Quiteconvenient。Ishallbegladtoseeyou,’smiledBilly。AndBertramechoedhiswife’scordialpermission。
Thankyou。ThenI’llbethereathalf-pastthree,’noddedMissWinthrop,withasmile,assheturnedtogiveplacetoanadmiringgroup,whowerewaitingtopaytheirrespectstotheartistandhiswife。
Therewas,afterall,thatevening,oneflyinBilly’sointment。
Itflutteredinatthebehestofanoldacquaintance——oneoftheadvicewomen,’asBillytermedsomeofhertoointerestedfriends。
Well,they’relovely,perfectlylovely,ofcourse,Mrs。Henshaw,’saidthislady,cominguptosaygood-night。But,allthesamee{sic},I’mgladmyhusbandisjustaplainlawyer。Lookout,mydear,thatwhileMr。Henshawisstealingallthoseprettyfacesforhiscanvases——justlookoutthatthefairladiesdon’tturnaroundandstealhisheartbeforeyouknowit。Dearme,butyoumustbesoproudofhim!’
Iam,’smiledBilly,serenely;andonlythejaggedsplitthatrentthegloveonherhand,atthatmoment,toldofthefierceangerbehindthatsmile。
AsifIcouldn’ttrustBertram!’ragedBillypassionatelytoherself,stealingasurreptitiousglanceatherruinedglove。Andasifthereweren’teveranyperfectlyhappymarriages——
evenifyoudon’teverhearofthem,orreadofthem!’
BertramwasnothometoluncheononthedayfollowingtheopeningnightoftheBohemianTenClub。Amatterofbusinesscalledhimawayfromthehouseearlyinthemorning;buthetoldhiswifethathesurelywouldbeonhandforMissWinthrop’scallathalf-pastthreeo’clockthatafternoon。
Yes,do,’Billyhadurged。Ithinkshe’slovely,butyouknowhersomuchbetterthanI
dothatIwantyouhere。Besides,youneedn’tthink_I’m_goingtoshowherallthoseBillysofyours。Imaybevain,butI’mnotquitevainenoughforthat,sir!’
Don’tworry,’herhusbandhadlaughed。
I’llbehere。’
Asitchanced,however,somethingoccurredanhourbeforehalf-pastthreeo’clockthatdroveeverythoughtofMissWinthrop’scallfromBilly’shead。
Forthreedays,now,PetehadbeenatthehomeofhisnieceinSouthBoston。Hehadbeenforced,finally,togiveupandgoaway。Newsfromhimthedaybeforehadbeenanythingbutreassuring,andto-day,Bertrambeinggone,BillyhadsuggestedthatElizaserveasimpleluncheonandgoimmediatelyafterwardtoSouthBostontoseehowherunclewas。ThissuggestionElizahadfollowed,leavingthehouseatoneo’clock。
ShortlyaftertwoCalderwellhaddroppedintobringBertram,asheexpressedit,abunchofbouquetshehadgatheredatthepictureshowthenightbefore。Hewasstillinthedrawing-
room,chattingwithBilly,whenthetelephonebellrang。
Ifthat’sBertram,tellhimtocomehome;
he’sgotcompany,’laughedCalderwell,asBillypassedintothehall。
AmomentlaterheheardBillygiveastartledcry,followedbyafewbrokenwordsatshortintervals。Then,beforehecouldsurmisewhathadhappened,shewasbackinthedrawing-roomagain,hereyesfulloftears。
It’sPete,’shechoked。Elizasayshecan’tlivebutafewminutes。Hewantstoseemeoncemore。WhatshallIdo?John’sgotPeggyoutwithAuntHannahandMrs。Greggory。Itwassoniceto-dayImadethemgo。ButImustgettheresomeway——Peteiscallingforme。UncleWilliamisgoing,andItoldElizawhereshemightreachBertram;butwhatshall_I_do?HowshallIgo?’
Calderwellwasonhisfeetatonce。
I’llgetataxi。Don’tworry——we’llgetthere。Pooroldsoul——ofcoursehewantstoseeyou!Getonyourthings。I’llhaveithereinnotime,’hefinished,hurryingtothetelephone。
Oh,Hugh,I’msogladI’vegot_you_here,’
sobbedBilly,stumblingblindlytowardthestairway。I’llbereadyintwominutes。’
Andshewas;butneitherthen,noralittlelaterwhensheandCalderwelldrovehurriedlyawayfromthehouse,didBillyoncerememberthatMissMargueriteWinthropwascomingtocallthatafternoontoseeMrs。BertramHenshawandaroomfulofBillypictures。
PetewasstillalivewhenCalderwellleftBillyatthedoorofthemodestlittlehomewhereEliza’smotherlived。
Yes,you’reintime,ma’am,’sobbedEliza;
and,oh,I’msogladyou’vecome。He’sbeenaskin’andaskin’forye。’
FromElizaBillylearnedthenthatMr。Williamwasthere,butnotMr。Bertram。TheyhadnotbeenabletoreachMr。Bertram,orMr。Cyril。
BillyneverforgotthelookofreverentadorationthatcameintoPete’seyesassheenteredtheroomwherehelay。
MissBilly——myMissBilly!Youweresogood-tocome,’hewhisperedfaintly。
Billychokedbackasob。
OfcourseI’dcome,Pete,’shesaidgently,takingoneofthethin,wornhandsintobothhersoftones。
ItwasmorethanafewminutesthatPetelived。
Fouro’clockcame,andfive,andhewasstillwiththem。Oftenheopenedhiseyesandsmiled。
SometimeshespokealowwordtoWilliamorBilly,ortooneoftheweepingwomenatthefootofthebed。Thatthepresenceofhisbelovedmasterandmistressmeantmuchtohimwasplaintobeseen。
I’msosorry,’hefalteredonce,aboutthatprettydress——Ispoiled,MissBilly。Butyouknow——myhands——’
Iknow,Iknow,’soothedBilly;butdon’tworry。Itwasn’tspoiled,Pete。It’sallfixednow。’
Oh,I’msoglad,’sighedthesickman。AfteranotherlongintervalofsilenceheturnedtoWilliam。
Themsocks——themediumthinones——you’doughterbeputtin’’emonsoon,sir,now。They’reintheright-handcornerofthebottomdrawer——
youknow。’
Yes,Pete;I’llattendtoit,’Williammanagedtostammer,afterhehadclearedhisthroat。
Eliza’sturncamenext。
Rememberaboutthecoffee,’Petesaidtoher,——thewayMr。Williamlikesit。Andalwayseggs,youknow,for——for——’Hisvoicetrailedintoanindistinctmurmur,andhiseyelidsdroopedwearily。
Onebyonetheminutespassed。Thedoctorcameandwent:therewasnothinghecoulddo。
Athalf-pastfivethethinoldfacebecameagainalightwithconsciousness。Therewasagood-bymessageforBertram,andoneforCyril。AuntHannahwasremembered,andevenlittleTommyDunn。Then,gradually,agrayshadowcreptoverthewastedfeatures。Thewordscamemorebrokenly。Themind,plainly,waswandering,foroldPetewasyoungagain,andaroundhimweretheladsheloved,William,Cyril,andBertram。Andthen,veryquietly,soonaftertheclockstrucksix,Petefellintothebeginningofhislongsleep。
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Itwasalittleafterhalf-pastthreeo’clockthatafternoonwhenBertramHenshawhurriedupBeaconStreettowardhishome。Hehadbeendelayed,andhefearedthatMissWinthropwouldalreadyhavereachedthehouse。MindfulofwhatBillyhadsaidthatmorning,heknewhowhiswifewouldfretifhewerenottherewhentheguestarrived。ThesightofwhathesurmisedtobeMissWinthrop’slimousinebeforehisdoorhastenedhisstepsstillmore。Butashereachedthehouse,hewassurprisedtofindMissWinthropherselfturningawayfromthedoor。
Why,MissWinthrop,’hecried,you’renotgoing_now!_Youcan’thavebeenhereany——yet!’
Well,no,I——Ihaven’t,’retortedthelady,withheightenedcolorandasomewhatpeculiaremphasis。Myringwasn’tanswered。’
Wasn’tanswered!’Bertramreddenedangrily。Why,whatcanthatmean?Where’sthemaid?Where’smywife?Mrs。Henshawmustbehere!Shewasexpectingyou。’
Bertram,inhisannoyedamazement,spokeloudly,vehemently。Hencehewasquiteplainlyheardbythegroupofsmallboysandgirlswhohadbeenimprovingthemildweatherforafroliconthesidewalk,andwhohadbeenattractedtohisdooramomentbeforebytheshiningmagnetoftheWinthroplimousinewithitsresplendentlyliveriedchauffeur。AsBertramspoke,oneofthesmallgirls,BessieBailey,steppedforwardandpipedupashrillreply。
Sheain’t,Mr。Henshaw!Sheain’there。
Isawhergoawayjustalittlewhileago。’
Bertramturnedsharply。
Yousawhergoaway!Whatdoyoumean?’
SmallBessieswelledwithimportance。Bessiewasthirteen,inspiteofherdiminutiveheight。
Bessie’smotherwasdead,andBessie’scaretakersweregossipingnursesandservants,whofrequentlyleftinherwaybooksthatweremuchtoooldforBessietoread——butshereadthem。
Imeansheain’there——yourwife,Mr。Henshaw。
Shewentaway。Isawher。Iguesslikelyshe’seloped,sir。’
Eloped!’
Bessieswelledstillmoreimportantly。Toherexperiencedeyesthesituationcontainedallthenecessaryelementsforthecustomaryflightoftheheroineinherstory-books,ashere,now,wastheirate,desertedhusband。
Sure!And’twasjustbeforeyoucame——
quiteawhilebefore。Abigshinyblackautomobilelikethisdroveup——onlyitwasn’tquitesuchaniceone——an’Mrs。Henshawan’amancameoutofyourhousean’gotin,an’droverightaway_quick!_Theyjustrantogetintoit,too——didn’tthey?’Sheappealedtoheryoungmatesgroupedabouther。
AchorusofshrillexclamationsbroughtMr。
BertramHenshawsuddenlytohissenses。Byadesperateefforthehidhisangryannoyanceasheturnedtothemanifestlyembarrassedyoungwomanwhowasalreadydescendingthesteps。
MydearMissWinthrop,’heapologizedcontritely,I’msureyou’llforgivethisseeminggreatrudenessonthepartofmywife。Notwithstandingtheluridtalesofouryoungfriendshere,IsuspectnothingmoreserioushashappenedthanthatmywifehasbeenhastilysummonedtoAuntHannah,perhaps。Or,ofcourse,shemaynothaveunderstoodthatyouwerecomingto-dayathalf-pastthree——thoughIthoughtshedid。
ButI’msosorry——whenyouweresokindastocome——’MissWinthropinterruptedwithaquickgesture。
Saynomore,Ibegofyou,’sheentreated。
Mrs。Henshawisquiteexcusable,I’msure。
Pleasedon’tgiveitanotherthought,’shefinished,aswithahurrieddirectiontothemanwhowasholdingopenthedoorofhercar,shesteppedinsideandbowedhergood-byes。
Bertram,withsternself-control,forcedhimselftowalknonchalantlyuphissteps,leisurelytakeouthiskey,andopenhisdoor,undertheinterestedeyesofBessieBaileyandherfriends;
butoncebeyondtheirhatefulstare,hisdemeanorunderwentacompletechange。Throwingasidehishatandcoat,hestrodetothetelephone。
Oh,isthatyou,AuntHannah?’hecalledcrisply,amomentlater。Well,ifBilly’stherewillyoutellherIwanttospeaktoher,please?’
Billy?’answeredAuntHannah’sslow,gentletones。Why,mydearboy,Billyisn’there!’
Sheisn’t?Well,whendidsheleave?She’sbeenthere,hasn’tshe?’
Why,Idon’tthinkso,butI’llsee,ifyoulike。Mrs。GreggoryandIhavejustthisminutecomeinfromanautomobileride。Wewouldhavestayedlonger,butitbegantogetchilly,andIforgottotakeoneoftheshawlsthatI’dlaidout。’
Yes;well,ifyouwillsee,please,ifBillyhasbeenthere,andwhensheleft,’saidBertram,withgrimself-control。
Allright。I’llsee,’murmuredAuntHannah。
Inafewmomentshervoiceagainsoundedacrossthewires。Why,no,Bertram,Rosasaysshehasn’tbeenheresinceyesterday。Isn’tshetheresomewhereaboutthehouse?Didn’tyouknowwhereshewasgoing?’
Well,no,Ididn’t——elseIshouldn’thavebeenaskingyou,’snappedtheirateBertramandhungupthereceiverwithmostrudehaste,therebycuttingoffanastoundedOh,mygriefandconscience!’inthemiddleofit。
ThenexttenminutesBertramspentingoingthroughthewholehouse,fromgarrettobasement。
Needlesstosay,hefoundnothingtoenlightenhim,ortosoothehistemper。Fouro’clockcame,thenhalf-past,andfive。AtfiveBertrambegantolookforEliza,butinvain。
Athalf-pastfivehewatchedforWilliam;butWilliam,too,didnotcome。
Bertramwaspacingthefloornow,nervously。
Hewasalittlefrightened,butmoremortifiedandangry。ThatBillyshouldhaveallowedMissWinthroptocallbyappointmentonlytofindnohostess,nomessage,nomaid,even,toanswerherring——itwasinexcusable!Impulsiveness,unconventionality,andgirlishirresponsibilitywereallverydelightful,ofcourse——attimes;butnotnow,certainly。Billywasnotagirlanylonger。Shewasamarriedwoman。_Something_
wasduetohim,herhusband!Aprettypicturehemusthavemadeonthosesteps,tryingtoapologizeforatruantwife,andtolaughoffthatabsurdBessieBailey’spreposterousassertionatthesametime!WhatwouldMissWinthropthink?Whatcouldshethink?Bertramfairlygroundhisteethwithchagrin,atthesituationinwhichhefoundhimself。
NorweremattershelpedanybythefactthatBertramwashungry。Bertram’sluncheonhadbeenmeagerandunsatisfying。Thatthekitchendown-stairsstillremainedinsilent,spotlessorderinsteadofbeingastirwiththesoundsandsmellsofagooddinnerasitshouldhavebeendidnotimprovehistemper。WhereBillywashecouldnotimagine。Hethought,onceortwice,ofcallingupsomeofherfriends;butsomethingheldhimbackfromthat——thoughhedidtrytogetMarie,knowingverywellthatshewasprobablyovertothenewhouseandwouldnotanswer。
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