WithwhatMegcalled`agreatwantofmanners’Johadsavedsomebonbonsforthelittlegirls,andtheysoonsubsided,afterhearingthemostthrillingeventsoftheevening。
“Ideclare,itreallyseemslikebeingafineyounglady,tocomehomefromthepartyinacarriageandsitinmydressinggownwitamaidtowaitonme,“saidMeg,asJoboundupherfootwitharnicaandbrushedherhair。
“Idon’tbelievefineyoungladiesenjoythemselvesabitmorethanwedo,inspiteofourburnedhair,oldgowns,onegloveapieceandtightslippersthatsprainourankleswhenwearesillyenoughtowearthem,“AndIthinkJowasquiteright。
“Oh,dear,howharditdoesseemtotakeupourpacksandgoon,“sighedMegthemorningaftertheparty,fornowtheholidayswereover,theweekofmerrymakingdidnotfitherforgoingoneasilywiththetasksheneverliked。
“IwishitwasChristmasorNewYear’sallthetime。
Wouldn’titbefun?“answeredJo,yawningdismally。
“Weshouldn’tenjoyourselveshalfsomuchaswedonow。
Butitdoesseemsonicetohavelittlesuppersandbouquets,andgotoparties,anddrivehome,andreadandrest,andnotwork。It’slikeotherpeople,youknow,andIalwaysenvygirlswhodosuchthings,I’msofondofluxury,“saidMeg,tryingtodecidewhichoftwoshabbygownswastheleastshabby。
“Well,wecan’thaveit,sodon’tletusgrumblebutshoulderourbundlesandtrudgealongascheerfullyasMarmeedoes。I’msureAuntMarchisaregularOldManoftheSeatome,butIsupposewhenI’velearnedtocarryherwithoutcomplaining,shewilltumbleoff,orgetsolightthatIshan’tmindher。“
ThisideatickledJo’sfancyandputheringoodspirits,butMegdidn’tbrighten,forherburden,consistingoffourspoiledchildren,seemedheavierthanever。
Shehadnotheartenougheventomakeherselfprettyasusualbyputtingonablueneckribbonanddressingherhairinthemostbecomingway。
“Where’stheuseoflookingnice,whennooneseesmebutthosecrossmidgets,andnoonecareswhetherI’mprettyornot?“shemuttered,shuttingherdrawerwithajerk。“I
shallhavetotoilandmoilallmydays,withonlylittlebitsoffunnowandthen,andgetoldanduglyandsour,becauseI’mpoorandcan’tenjoymylifeasothergirlsdo。
It’sashame!“
SoMegwentdown,wearinganinjuredlook,andwasn’tatallagreeableatbreakfasttime。Everyoneseemedratheroutofsortsandinclinedtocroak。
Bethhadaheadacheandlayonthesofa,tryingtocomfortherselfwiththecatandthreekittens。Amywasfrettingbecauseherlessonswerenotlearned,andshecouldn’tfindherrubbers。Jowouldwhistleandmakeagreatracketgettingready。
Mrs。Marchwasverybusytryingtofinishaletter,whichmustgoatonce,andHannahhadthegrumps,forbeinguplatedidn’tsuither。
“Thereneverwassuchacrossfamily!“criedJo,losinghertemperwhenshehadupsetaninkstand,brokenbothbootlacings,andsatdownuponherhat。
“You’rethecrossestpersoninit!“returnedAmy,washingoutthesumthatwasallwrongwiththetearsthathadfallenonherslate。
“Beth,ifyoudon’tkeepthesehorridcatsdowncellarI’llhavethemdrowned,“exclaimedMegangrilyasshetriedtogetridofthekittenwhichhadscrambledupherbackandstucklikeaburrjustoutofreach。
Jolaughed,Megscolded,Bethimplored,andAmywailedbecauseshecouldn’trememberhowmuchninetimestwelvewas。
“Girls,girls,dobequietoneminute!Imustgetthisoffbytheearlymail,andyoudrivemedistractedwithyourworry,“criedMrs。March,crossingoutthethirdspoiledsentenceinherletter。
Therewasamomentarylull,brokenbyHannah,whostalkedin,laidtwohotturnoversonthetable,andstalkedoutagain。
Theseturnoverswereaninstitution,andthegirlscalledthem`muffs’,fortheyhadnoothersandfoundthehotpiesverycomfortingtotheirhandsoncoldmornings。
Hannahneverforgottomakethem,nomatterhowbusyorgrumpyshemightbe,forthewalkwaslongandbleak。
Thepoorthingsgotnootherlunchandwereseldomhomebeforetwo。
“Cuddleyourcatsandgetoveryourheadache,Bethy。
Goodbye,Marmee。Weareasetofrascalsthismorning,butwe’llcomehomeregularangels。Nowthen,Meg!“AndJotrampedaway,feelingthatthepilgrimswerenotsettingoutastheyoughttodo。
Theyalwayslookedbackbeforeturningthecorner,fortheirmotherwasalwaysatthewindowtonodandsmile,andwaveherhandtothem。Somehowitseemedasiftheycouldn’thavegotthroughthedaywithoutthat,forwhatevertheirmoodmightbe,thelastglimpseofthatmotherlyfacewassuretoaffectthemlikesunshine。
“IfMarmeeshookherfistinsteadofkissingherhandtous,itwouldserveusright,formoreungratefulwretchesthanwearewereneverseen,“criedJo,takingaremorsefulsatisfactioninthesnowywalkandbitterwind。
“Don’tusesuchdreadfulexpressions,“repliedMegfromthedepthsoftheveilinwhichshehadshroudedherselflikeanunsickoftheworld。
“Ilikegoodstrongwordsthatmeansomething,“repliedJo,catchingherhatasittookaleapoffherheadpreparatorytoflyingawayaltogether。
“Callyourselfanynamesyoulike,butIamneitherarascalnorawretchandIdon’tchoosetobecalledso。“
“You’reablightedbeing,anddecidedlycrosstodaybecauseyoucan’tsitinthelapofluxuryallthetime。Poordear,justwaittillImakemyfortune,andyoushallrevelincarriagesandicecreamandhigh-heeledslippers,andposies,andred-headedboystodancewith。“
“Howridiculousyouare,Jo!“ButMeglaughedatthenonsenseandfeltbetterinspiteofherself。
“LuckyforyouIam,forifIputoncrushedairsandtriedtobedismal,asyoudo,weshouldbeinanicestate。
Thankgoodness,Icanalwaysfindsomethingfunnytokeepmeup。Don’tcroakanymore,butcomehomejolly,there’sadear。“
Jogavehersisteranencouragingpatontheshoulderastheypartedfortheday,eachgoingadifferentway,eachhuggingherlittlewarmturnover,andeachtryingtobecheerfulinspiteofwintryweather,hardwork,andtheunsatisfieddesiresofpleasure-lovingyouth。
WhenMr。Marchlosthispropertyintryingtohelpanunfortunatefriend,thetwooldestgirlsbeggedtobeallowedtodosomethingtowardtheirownsupport,atleast。Believingthattheycouldnotbegintooearlytocultivateenergy,industry,andindependence,theirparentsconsented,andbothfelltoworkwiththeheartygoodwillwhichinspiteofallobstaclesissuretosucceedatlast。
Margaretfoundaplaceasnurserygovernessandfeltrichwithhersmallsalary。Asshesaid,shewas`fondofluxury’,andherchieftroublewaspoverty。Shefoundithardertobearthantheothersbecauseshecouldrememberatimewhenhomewasbeautiful,lifefullofeaseandpleasure,andwantofanykindunknown。Shetriednottobeenviousordiscontented,butitwasverynaturalthattheyounggirlshouldlongforprettythings,gayfriends,accomplishments,andahappylife。AttheKings’shedailysawallshewanted,forthechildren’soldersisterswerejustout,andMegcaughtfrequentglimpsesofdaintyballdressesandbouquets,heardlivelygossipabouttheaters,concerts,sleighingparties,andmerrymakingsofallkinds,andsawmoneylavishedontrifleswhichwouldhavebeensoprecioustoher。PoorMegseldomcomplained,butasenseofinjusticemadeherfeelbittertowardeveryonesometimes,forshehadnotyetlearnedtoknowhowrichshewasintheblessingswhichalonecanmakelifehappy。
JohappenedtosuitAuntMarch,whowaslameandneededanactivepersontowaituponher。Thechildlessoldladyhadofferedtoadoptoneofthegirlswhenthetroublescame,andwasmuchoffendedbecauseherofferwasdeclined。OtherfriendstoldtheMarchesthattheyhadlostallchanceofbeingrememberedinthericholdlady’swill,buttheunworldlyMarchesonlysaid……
“Wecan’tgiveupourgirlsforadozenfortunes。Richorpoor,wewillkeeptogetherandbehappyinoneanother。“
Theoldladywouldn’tspeaktothemforatime,buthappeningtomeetJoatatafriend’s,somethinginhercomicalfaceandbluntmannersstrucktheoldlady’sfancy,andsheproposedtotakeherforacompanion。ThisdidnotsuitJoatall,butsheacceptedtheplacesincenothingbetterappearedand,toeveryone’ssurprise,gotonremarkablywellwithherirasciblerelative。Therewasanoccasionaltempest,andonceJomarchedhome,declaringshecouldn’tbearitlonger,butAuntMarchalwaysclearedupquickly,andsentforhertocomebackagainwithsuchurgencythatshecouldnotrefuse,forinherheartsheratherlikedthepepperyoldlady。
Isuspectthattherealattractionwasalargelibraryoffinebooks,whichwaslefttodustandspiderssinceUncleMarchdied。Jorememberedthekindoldgentleman,whousedtoletherbuildrailroadsandbridgeswithhisbigdictionaries,tellherstoriesaboutqueerpicturesinhisLatinbooks,andbuyhercardsofgingerbreadwheneverhemetherinthestreet。Thedim,dustyroom,withthebustsstaringdownfromthetallbookcases,thecozychairs,theglobes,andbestofall,thewildernessofbooksinwhichshecouldwanderwheresheliked,madethelibraryaregionofblisstoher。
ThemomentAuntMarchtookhernap,orwasbusywithcompany,Johurriedtothisquietplace,andcurlingherselfupintheeasychair,devouredpoetry,romance,history,travels,andpictureslikearegularbookworm。But,likeallhappiness,itdidnotlastlong,forassureasshehadjustreachedtheheartofthestory,thesweetestverseofasong,orthemostperilousadventureofhertraveler,ashrillvoicecalled,“Josy-phine!Josy-phine!andshehadtoleaveherparadisetowindyarn,washthepoodle,orreadBelsham’sEssaysbythehourtogether。
Jo’sambitionwastodosomethingverysplendid。Whatitwas,shehadnoideaasyet,butleftitfortimetotellher,andmeanwhile,foundhergreatestafflictioninthefactthatshecouldn’tread,run,andrideasmuchassheliked。Aquicktemper,sharptongue,andrestlessspiritwerealwaysgettingherintoscrapes,andherlifewasaseriesofupsanddowns,whichwerebothcomicandpathetic。
ButthetrainingshereceivedatAuntMarch’swasjustwhatsheneeded,andthethoughtthatshewasdoingsomethingtosupportherselfmadeherhappyinspiteoftheperpetual“Josy-phine!“
Bethwastoobashfultogotoschool。Ithadbeentried,butshesufferedsomuchthatitwasgivenup,andshedidherlessonsathomewithherfather。Evenwhenhewentaway,andhermotherwascalledtodevoteherskillandenergytoSoldiers’AidSocieties,Bethwentfaithfullyonbyherselfanddidthebestshecould。Shewasahousewifelylittlecreature,andhelpedHannahkeephomeneatandcomfortablefortheworkers,neverthinkingofanyrewardbuttobeloved。Long,quietdaysshespent,notlonelynoridle,forherlittleworldwaspeopledwithimaginaryfriends,andshewasbynatureabusybee。Thereweresixdollstobetakenupanddressedeverymorning,forBethwasachildstillandandlovedherpetsaswellasever。Notonewholeorhandsomeoneamongthem,allwereoutcaststillBethtookthemin,forwhenhersistersoutgrewtheseidols,theypassedtoherbecauseAmywouldhavenothingoldorugly。
Bethcherishedthemallthemoretenderlyforthatveryreason,andsetupahospitalforinfirmdolls。Nopinswereeverstuckintotheircottonvitals,noharshwordsorblowswereevergiventhem,noneglecteversaddenedtheheartorthemostrepulsive,butallwerefedandclothed,nursedandcaressedwithanaffectionwhichneverfailed。
OneforlornfragmentofdollanityhadbelongedtoJoand,havingledatempestuouslife,wasleftawreckintheragbag,fromwhichdrearypoorhouseitwasrescuedbyBethandtakentoherrefuge。Havingnotoptoitshead,shetiedonaneatlittlecap,andasbotharmsandlegsweregone,shehidthesedeficienciesbyfoldingitinablanketanddevotingherbestbedtothischronicinvalid。Ifanyonehadknownthecarelavishedonthatdolly,Ithinkitwouldhavetouchedtheirhearts,evenwhiletheylaughed。
Shebroughtitbitsofbouquets,shereadtoit,tookitouttobreathefreshair,hiddenunderhercoat,shesangitlullabiesandneverwenttobewithoutkissingitsdirtyfaceandwhisperingtenderly,“Ihopeyou’llhaveagoodnight,mypoordear。“
Bethhadhertroublesaswellastheothers,andnotbeinganangelbutaveryhumanlittlegirl,sheoften`weptalittleweep’asJosaid,becauseshecouldn’ttakemusiclessonsandhaveafinepiano。Shelovedmusicsodearly,triedsohardtolearn,andpracticedawaysopatientlyatthejinglingoldinstrument,thatitdidseemasifsomeonenottohintAuntMarchoughttohelpher。Nobodydid,however,andnobodysawBethwipethetearsofftheyellowkeys,thatwouldn’tkeepintune,whenshewasallalone。
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