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第30章

  “IjustsatandhelditsoftlytillMrs。Hummelcamewiththedoctor。Hesaiditwasdead,andlookedatHeinrichandMinna,whohavesorethroats。`Scarletfever,ma’am。Oughttohavecalledmebefore,’hesaidcrossly。Mrs。Hummeltoldhimshewaspoor,andhadtriedtocurebabyherself,butnowitwastoolate,andshecouldonlyaskhimtohelptheothersandtrusttocharityforhispay。Hesmiledthen,andwaskinder,butitwasverysad,andI
  criedwiththemtillheturnedroundallofasudden,andtoldmetogohomeandtakebelladonnarightaway,orI’dhavethefever。“
  “No,youwon’t!“criedJo,huggingherclose,withafrightenedlook。“Oh,Beth,ifyoushouldbesickInevercouldforgivemyself!
  Whatshallwedo?“
  “Don’tbefrightened,IguessIshan’thaveitbadly。IlookedinMother’sbook,andsawthatitbeginswithheadache,sorethroat,andqueerfeelingslikemine,soIdidtakesomebelladonna,andI
  feelbetter,“saidBeth,layinghercoldhandsonherhotforeheadandtryingtolookwell。
  “IfMotherwasonlyathome!“exclaimedJo,seizingthebook,andfeelingthatWashingtonwasanimmensewayoff。Shereadapage,lookedatBeth,feltherhead,peepedintoherthroat,andthensaidgravely,“You’vebeenoverthebabyeverydayformorethanaweek,andamongtheotherswhoaregoingtohaveit,soI’mafraidyouaregoingtohaveit,Beth。I’llcallHannah,sheknowsallaboutsickness。“
  “Don’tletAmycome。Sheneverhadit,andIshouldhatetogiveittoher。Can’tyouandMeghaveitoveragain?“askedBeth,anxiously。
  “Iguessnot。Don’tcareifIdo。Servemeright,selfishpig,toletyougo,andstaywritingrubbishmyself!“mutteredJo,asshewenttoconsultHannah。
  Thegoodsoulwaswideawakeinaminute,andtooktheleadatonce,assuringthattherewasnoneedtoworry;everyonehadscarletfever,andifrightlytreated,nobodydied,allofwhichJobelieved,andfeltmuchrelievedastheywentuptocallMeg。
  “NowI’lltellyouwhatwe’lldo,“saidHannah,whenshehadexaminedandquestionedBeth,“wewillhaveDr。Bangs,justtotakealookatyou,dear,andseethatwestartright。Thenwe’llsendAmyofftoAuntMarch’sforaspell,tokeepheroutofharm’sway,andoneofyougirlscanstayathomeandamuseBethforadayortwo。“
  “Ishallstay,ofcourse,I’moldest,“beganMeg,lookinganxiousandself-reproachful。
  “Ishall,becauseit’smyfaultsheissick。ItoldMotherI’ddotheerrands,andIhaven’t,“saidJodecidedly。
  “Whichwillyouhave,Beth?Thereain’tnoneedofbutone,“
  aidHannah。
  “Jo,please。“AndBethleanedherheadagainsthersisterwithacontentedlook,whicheffectuallysettledthatpoint。
  “I’llgoandtellAmy,“saidMeg,feelingalittlehurt,yetratherrelievedonthewhole,forshedidnotlikenursing,andJodid。
  Amyrebelledoutright,andpassionatelydeclaredthatshehadratherhavethefeverthangotoAuntMarch。Megreasoned,pleaded,andcommanded,allinvain。Amyprotestedthatshewouldnotgo,andMegleftherindespairtoaskHannahwhatshouldbedone。
  Beforeshecameback,LauriewalkedintotheparlortofindAmysobbing,withherheadinthesofacushions。Shetoldherstory,expectingtobeconsoled,butLaurieonlyputhishandsinhispocketsandwalkedabouttheroom,whistlingsoftly,asheknithisbrowsindeepthought。Presentlyhesatdownbesideher,andsaid,inhismostwheedlesometone,“Nowbeasensiblelittlewoman,anddoastheysay。
  No,don’tcry,buthearwhatajollyplanI’vegot。YougotoAuntMarch’s,andI’llcomeandtakeyououteveryday,drivingorwalking,andwe’llhavecapitaltimes。Won’tthatbebetterthanmopinghere?“
  “Idon’twishtobesentoffasifIwasintheway,“beganAmy,inaninjuredvoice。
  “Blessyourheart,child,it’stokeepyouwell。Youdon’twanttobesick,doyou?“
  “No,I’msureIdon’t,butIdaresayIshallbe,forI’vebeenwithBethallthetime。“
  “That’stheveryreasonyououghttogoawayatonce,sothatyoumayescapeit。Changeofairandcarewillkeepyouwell,I
  daresay,orifitdoesnotentirely,youwillhavethefevermorelightly。Iadviseyoutobeoffassoonasyoucan,forscarletfeverisnojoke,miss。“
  “Butit’sdullatAuntMarch’s,andsheissocross,“saidAmy,lookingratherfrightened。
  “Itwon’tbedullwithmepopping;ineverydaytotellyouhowBethis,andtakeyououtgallivanting。Theoldladylikesme,andI’llbeassweetaspossibletoher,soshewon’tpeckatus,whateverwedo。“
  “WillyoutakemeoutinthetrottingwagonwithPuck?“
  “Onmyhonorasagentleman。“
  “Andcomeeverysingleday?“
  “SeeifIdon’t/“
  “AndbringmebacktheminuteBethiswell?“
  “Theidenticalminute。“
  “Andgotothetheater,truly?“
  “Adozentheaters,ifwemay。“
  “Well——IguessIwill,“saidAmyslowly。
  “Goodgirl!CallMeg,andtellheryou’llgivein,“saidLaurie,withanapprovingpat,whichannoyedAmymorethanthe`givingin’。
  MegandJocamerunningdowntobeholdthemiraclewhichhadbeenwrought,andAmy,feelingverypreciousandself-sacrificing,promisedtogo,ifthedoctorsaidBethwasgoingtobeill。
  “Howisthelittledear?“askedLaurie,forBethwashisespecialpet,andhefeltmoreanxiousaboutherthanhelikedtoshow。
  “SheislyingdownonMother’sbed,andfeelsbetter。Thebaby’sdeathtroubledher,butIdaresayshehasonlygotcold。
  Hannahsaysshethinksso,butshelooksworried,andthatmakesmefidgety,“answeredMeg。
  “Whatatryingworlditis!“saidJo,rumplingupherhairinafretfulway。“Nosoonerdowegetoutofonetroublethandowncomesanother。Theredoesn’tseemtobeanythingtoholdontowhenMother’sgone,soI’mallatsea。“
  “Well,don’tmakeaporcupineofyourself,itisn’tbecoming。
  Settleyourwig,Jo,andtellmeifIshalltelegraphtoyourmother,ordoanything?“askedLaurie,whoneverhadbeenreconciledtothelossofhisfriend’sonebeauty。
  “Thatiswhattroublesme,“saidMeg。“IthinkweoughttotellherifBethisreallyill,butHannahsayswemustn’t,forMothercan’tleaveFather,anditwillonlymakethemanxious。Bethwon’tbesicklong,andHannahknowsjustwhattodo,andMothersaidweweretomindher,soIsupposewemust,butitdoesn’tseemquiterighttome。“
  “Hum,well,Ican’tsay。SupposeyouaskGrandfatherafterthedoctorhasbeen。“
  “Wewill。Jo,goandgetDr。Bangsatonce,“commandedMeg。
  “Wecan’tdecideanythingtillhehasbeen。“
  “Staywhereyouare,Jo。I’merrandboytothisestablishment,“
  saidLaurie,takinguphiscap。
  “I’mafraidyouarebusy,“beganMeg。
  “No,I’vedonemylessonsfortheday。“
  “Doyoustudyinvacationtime?“askedJo。
  “Ifollowthegoodexamplemyneighborssetme,“wasLaurie’sanswer,asheswunghimselfoutoftheroom。
  “Ihavegreathopesformyboy,“observedJo,watchinghimflyoverthefencewithanapprovingsmile。
  “Hedoesverywell,foraboy,“wasMeg’ssomewhatungraciousanswer,forthesubjectdidnotinteresther。
  Dr。Bangscame,saidBethhadsymptomsofthefever,buthethoughtshewouldhaveitlightly,thoughhelookedsoberovertheHummelstory。
  Amywasorderedoffatonce,andprovidedwithsomethingtowardoffdanger,shedepartedingreatstate,withJoandLaurieasescort。
  AuntMarchreceivedthemwithherusualhospitality。
  “Whatdoyouwantnow?“sheasked,lookingsharplyoverherspectacles,whiletheparrot,sittingonthebackofherchair,calledout……
  “Goaway。Noboysallowedhere。“
  Laurieretiredtothewindow,andJotoldherstory。
  “NomorethanIexpected,ifyouareallowedtogopokingaboutamongpoorfolks。Amycanstayandmakeherselfusefulifsheisn’tsick,whichI’venodoubtshewillbe,lookslikeitnow。Don’tcry,child,itworriesmetohearpeoplesniff。“
  Amywasonthepointofcrying,butLaurieslylypulledtheparrot’stail,whichcausedPollytoutteranastonishedcroakandcallout,“Blessmyboots!“insuchafunnyway,thatshelaughedinstead。
  “Whatdoyouhearfromyourmother?“askedtheoldladygruffly。
  “Fatherismuchbetter,“repliedJo,tryingtokeepsober。
  “Oh,isher?Well,thatwon’tlastlong,Ifancy。Marchneverhadanystamina,“wasthecheerfulreply。
  “Ha,ha!Neversaydie,takeapinchofsnuff,goodbye,goodbye!“
  squalledPolly,dancingonherperch,andclawingattheoldlady’scapasLaurietweakedhimintherear。
  “Holdyourtongue,youdisrespectfuloldbird!And,Jo,you’dbettergoatonce。Itisn’tpropertobegaddingaboutsolatewitharattlepatedboylike……“
  “Holdyourtongue,youdisrespectfuloldbird!“criedPolly,tumblingoffthechairwithabounce,andrunningtopeckthe`rattlepated’boy,whowasshakingwithlaughteratthelastspeech。
  “Idon’tthinkIcanbearit,butI’lltry,“thoughtAmy,asshewasleftalonewithAuntMarch。
  “Getalong,youfright!“screamedPolly,andatthatrudespeechAmycouldnotrestrainasniff。
  Chapter18CHAPTEREIGHTEEN
  Bethdidhavethefever,andwasmuchsickerthananyonebutHannahandthedoctorsuspected。Thegirlsknewnothingaboutillness,andMr。Laurencewasnotallowedtoseeher,soHannahhadeverythingherownway,andbusyDr。Bangsdidhisbest,butleftagooddealtotheexcellentnurse。Megstayedathome,lestsheshouldinfecttheKings,andkepthouse,feelingveryanxiousandalittleguiltywhenshewrotelettersinwhichnomentionwasmadeofBeth’sillness。Shecouldnotthinkitrighttodeceivehermother,butshehadbeenbiddentomindHannah,andHannahwouldn’thearof`Mrs。Marchbein’told,andworriedjustforsechatrifle。’
  JodevotedherselftoBethdayandnight,notahardtask,forBethwasverypatient,andboreherpainuncomplaininglyaslongasshecouldcontrolherself。Buttherecameatimewhenduringthefeverfitsshebegantotalkinahoarse,brokenvoice,toplayonthecoverletasifonherbelovedlittlepiano,andtrytosingwithathroatsoswollenthattherewasnomusicleft,atimewhenshedidnotknowthefamiliarfacesaroundher,butaddressedthembywrongnames,andcalledimploringlyforhermother。ThenJogrewfrightened,Megbeggedtobeallowedtowritethetruth,andevenHannahsaidshe`wouldthinkofit,thoughtherewasnodangeryet’。AletterfromWashingtonaddedtotheirtrouble,forMr。
  Marchhadhadarelapse,andcouldnotthinkofcominghomeforalongwhile。
  Howdarkthedaysseemednow,howsadandlonelythehouse,andhowheavyweretheheartsofthesistersastheyworkedandwaited,whiletheshadowofdeathhoveredovertheoncehappyhome。
  ThenitwasthatMargaret,sittingalonewithtearsdroppingoftenonherwork,felthowrichshehadbeeninthingsmorepreciousthananyluxuriesmoneycouldbuy——inlove,protection,peace,andhealth,therealblessingsoflife。ThenitwasthatJo,livinginthedarkenedroom,withthatsufferinglittlesisteralwaysbeforehereyesandthatpatheticvoicesoundinginherears,learnedtoseethebeautyandtosweetnessofBeth’snature,tofeelhowdeepandtenderaplaceshefilledinallhearts,andtoacknowledgetheworthofBeth’sunselfishambitiontoliveforothers,andmakehomehappybythatexerciseofthosesimplevirtueswhichallmaypossess,andwhichallshouldloveandvaluemorethantalent,wealth,orbeauty。AndAmy,inherexile,longedeagerlytobeathome,thatshemightworkforBeth,feelingnowthatnoservicewouldbehardorirksome,andremembering,withregretfulgrief,howmanyneglectedtasksthosewillinghandshaddoneforher。Lauriehauntedthehouselikearestlessghost,andMr。Laurencelockethegrandpiano,becausehecouldnotbeartoberemindedoftheyoungneighborwhousedtomakethetwilightpleasantforhim。EveryonemissedBeth。
  Themilkman,baker,grocer,andbutcherinquiredhowshedid,poorMrs。HummelcametobegpardonforherthoughtlessnessandtogetashroudforMinna,theneighborssentallsortsofcomfortsandgoodwishes,andeventhosewhoknewherbestweresurprisedtofindhowmanyfriendsshylittleBethhadmade。
  MeanwhileshelayonherbedwitholdJoannaatherside,foreveninherwanderingsshedidnotforgetherforlornprotege。
  Shelongedforhercats,butwouldnothavethembrought,lesttheyshouldgetsick,andinherquiethoursshewasfullofanxietyaboutJo。ShesentlovingmessagestoAmy,badethemtellhermotherthatshewouldwritesoon,andoftenbeggedforpencilandpapertotrytosayaword,thatFathermightnotthinkshehadneglectedhim。
  Butsooneventheseintervalsofconsciousnessended,andshelayhourafterhour,tossingtoandfro,withincoherentwordsonherlips,orsankintoaheavysleepwhichbroughthernorefreshment。
  Dr。Bangscametwiceaday,Hannahsatupatnight,Megkeptatelegraminherdeskallreadytosendoffatanyminute,andJoneverstirredfromBeth’sside。
  ThefirstofDecemberwasawintrydayindeedtothem,forabitterwindblew,snowfellfast,andtheyearseemedgettingreadyforitsdeath。WhenDr。Bangscamethatmorning,helookedlongatBeth,heldthehothandinbothhisownforaminute,andlaiditgentlydown,saying,inalowvoicetoHannah,“IfMrs。Marchcanleaveherhusbandshe’dbetterbesentfor。“
  Hannahnoddedwithoutspeaking,forherlipstwitchednervously,Megdroppeddownintoachairasthestrengthseemedtogooutofherlimbsatthesoundofthosewords,andJo,standingwithapalefaceforaminute,rantotheparlor,snatchedupthetelegram,andthrowingonherthings,rushedoutintothestorm。Shewassoonback,andwhilenoiselesslytakingoffhercloak,Lauriecameinwithaletter,sayingthatMr。Marchwasmendingagain。Joreaditthankfully,buttheheavyweightdidnotseemliftedoffherheart,andherfacewassofullofmiserythatLaurieaskedquickly,“Whatisit?IsBethworse?“
  “I’vesentforMother,“saidJo,tuggingatherrubberbootswithatragicexpression。