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第16章

  “Idothinkitwasthemostfortunatethingintheworldthatthosechildrenshouldhavethemeaslesjustnow,“saidMeg,oneAprilday,asshestoodpackingthe`goabroady’trunkinherroom,surroundedbyhersisters。
  “AndsoniceofAnnieMoffatnottoforgetherpromise。A
  wholefortnightoffunwillberegularlysplendid,“repliedJo,lookinglikeawindmillasshefoldedskirtswithherlongarms。
  “Andsuchlovelyweather,I’msogladofthat,“addedBeth,tidilysortingneckandhairribbonsinherbestbox,lentforthegreatoccasion。
  “IwishIwasgoingtohaveafinetimeandwearallthesenicethings,“saidAmywithhermouthfullofpins,assheartisticallyreplenishedhersister’scushion。
  “Iwishyouwereallgoing,butasyoucan’t,IshallkeepmyadventurestotellyouwhenIcomeback。I’msureit’stheleastIcandowhenyouhavebeensokind,lendingmethingsandhelpingmegetready,“saidMeg,glancingroundtheroomattheverysimpleoutfit,whichseemednearlyperfectintheireyes。
  “WhatdidMothergiveyououtofthetreasurebox?“askedAmy,whohadnotbeenpresentattheopeningofacertaincedarchestinwhichMrs。Marchkeptafewrelicsofpastsplendor,asgiftsforhergirlswhenthepropertimecame。
  “Apairofsilkstockings,thatprettycarvedfan,andalovelybluesash。Iwantedthevioletsilk,butthereisn’ttimetomakeitover,soImustbecontentedwithmyoldtarlatan。“
  “Itwilllookniceovermynewmuslinskirt,andthesashwillsetitoffbeautifully。IwishIhadn’tsmashedmycoralbracelet,foryoumighthavehadit,“saidJo,wholovedtogiveandlend,butwhosepossessionswereusuallytoodilapidatedtobeofmuchuse。
  “Thereisalovelyold-fashionedpearlsetinthetreasurechest,butMothersaidrealflowersweretheprettiestornamentforayounggirl,andLauriepromisedtosendmeallIwant,“
  repliedMeg。“Now,letmesee,there’smynewgraywalkingsuit,justcurlupthefeatherinmyhat,Beth,thenmypoplinforSundayandthesmallparty,itlooksheavyforspring,doesn’tit?Thevioletsilkwouldbesonice。Oh,dear!“
  “Nevermind,you’vegotthetarlatanforthebigparty,andyoualwayslooklikeanangelinwhite,“saidAmy,broodingoverthelittlestoreoffineryinwhichhersouldelighted。
  “Itisn’tlow-necked,anditdoesn’tsweepenough,butitwillhavetodo。Mybluehousedresslookssowell,turnedandfreshlytrimmed,thatIfeelasifI’dgotanewone。Mysilksacqueisn’tabitthefashion,andmybonnetdoesn’tlooklikeSallie’s。Ididn’tliketosayanything,butIwassadlydisappointedinmyumbrella。ItoldMotherblackwithawhitehandle,butsheforgotandboughtagreenonewithayellowishhandle。It’sstrongandneat,soIoughtnottocomplain,butI
  knowIshallfeelashamedofitbesideAnnie’ssilkonewithagoldtop,“sighedMeg,surveyingthelittleumbrellawithgreatdisfavor。
  “Changeit,“advisedJo。
  “Iwon’tbesosilly,orhurtMarmee’sfeelings,whenshetooksomuchpainstogetmythings。It’sanonsensicalnotionofmine,andI’mnotgoingtogiveuptoit。Mysilkstockingsandtwopairsofnewglovesaremycomfort。Youareadeartolendmeyours,Jo。Ifeelsorichandsortofelegant,withtwonewpairs,andtheoldonescleanedupforcommon。“AndMegtookarefreshingpeepatherglovebox。
  “AnnieMoffathasblueandpinkbowsonhernightcaps。
  Wouldyouputsomeonmine?“sheasked,asBethbroughtupapileofsnowymuslins,freshfromHannah’shands。
  “No,Iwouldn’t,forthesmartcapswon’tmatchtheplaingownswithoutanytrimmingonthem。Poorfolksshouldn’trig,“
  saidJodecidedly。
  “IwonderifIshalleverbehappyenoughtohavereallaceonmyclothesandbowsonmycaps?“saidMegimpatiently。
  “Yousaidtheotherdaythatyou’dbeperfectlyhappyifyoucouldonlygotoAnnieMoffat’s,“observedBethinherquietway。
  “SoIdid!Well,Iamhappy,andIwon’tfret,butitdoesseemasifthemoreonegetsthemoreonewants,doesn’tit?Therenow,thetraysareready,andeverythinginbutmyballdress,whichIshallleaveforMothertopack,“saidMeg,cheeringup,assheglancedfromthehalf-filledtrunktothemanytimespressedandmendedwhitetarlatan,whichshecalledher`balldress’withanimportantair。
  Thenextdaywasfine,andMegdepartedinstyleforafortnightofnoveltyandpleasure。Mrs。Marchhadconsentedtothevisitratherreluctantly,fearingthatMargaretwouldcomebackmorediscontentedthanshewent。Butshebeggedsohard,andSalliehadpromisedtotakegoodcareofher,andalittlepleasureseemedsodelightfulafterawinterofirksomeworkthatthemotheryielded,andthedaughterwenttotakeherfirsttasteoffashionablelife。
  TheMoffatswereveryfashionable,andsimpleMegwasratherdaunted,atfirst,bythesplendorofthehouseandtheeleganceofitsoccupants。Buttheywerekindlypeople,inspiteofthefrivolouslifetheyled,andsoonputtheirguestatherease。
  PerhapsMegfelt,withoutunderstandingwhy,thattheywerenotparticularlycultivatedorintelligentpeople,andthatalltheirgildingcouldnotquiteconcealtheordinarymaterialofwhichtheyweremade。Itcertainlywasagreeabletofaresumptuously,driveinafinecarriage,wearherbestfrockeveryday,anddonothingbutenjoyherself。Itsuitedherexactly,andsoonshebegantoimitatethemannersandconversationofthoseabouther,toputonlittleairsandgraces,useFrenchphrases,crimpherhair,takeinherdresses,andtalkaboutthefashionsaswellasshecould。ThemoreshesawofAnnieMoffat’sprettythings,themoresheenviedherandsighedtoberich。Homenowlookedbareanddismalasshethoughtofit,workgrewharderthanever,andshefeltthatshewasaverydestituteandmuch-injuredgirl,inspiteofthenewglovesandsilkstockings。
  Shehadnotmuchtimeforrepining,however,forthethreeyounggirlswerebusilyemployedin`havingagoodtime’。Theyshopped,walked,rode,andcalledallday,wenttotheatersandoperasorfrolickedathomeintheevening,forAnniehadmanyfriendsandknewhowtoentertainthem。Heroldersisterswereveryfineyoungladies,andonewasengaged,whichwasextremelyinterestingandromantic,Megthought。Mr。Moffatwasafat,jollyoldgentleman,whoknewherfather,andMrs。Moffat,afat,jollyoldlady,whotookasgreatafancytoMegasherdaughterhaddone。Everyonepettedher,and`Daisey’,astheycalledher,wasinafairwaytohaveherheadturned。
  Whentheeveningforthesmallpartycame,shefoundthatthepoplinwouldn’tdoatall,fortheothergirlswereputtingonthindressesandmakingthemselvesveryfineindeed。Sooutcamethetarlatan,lookingolder,limper,andshabbierthaneverbesideSallie’scrispnewone。Megsawthegirlsglanceatitandthenatoneanother,andhercheeksbegantoburn,forwithallhergentlenessshewasveryproud。Noonesaidawordaboutit,butSallieofferedtodressherhair,andAnnietotiehersash,andBelle,theengagedsister,praisedherwhitearms。ButintheirkindnessMegsawonlypityforherpoverty,andherheartfeltveryheavyasshestoodbyherself,whiletheotherslaughed,chattered,andflewaboutlikegauzybutterflies。Thehard,bitterfeelingwasgettingprettybad,whenthemaidbroughtinaboxofflowers。Beforeshecouldspeak,Anniehadthecoveroff,andallwereexclaimingatthelovelyroses,heath,andfernwithin。
  “It’sforBelle,ofcourse,Georgealwayssendshersome,butthesearealtogetherravishing,“criedAnnie,withagreatsniff。
  “TheyareforMissMarch,themansaid。Andhere’sanote,“
  putinthemaid,holdingittoMeg。
  “Whatfun!Whoaretheyfrom?Didn’tknowyouhadalover,“
  criedthegirls,flutteringaboutMeginahighstateofcuriosityandsurprise。
  “ThenoteisfromMother,andtheflowersfromLaurie,“saidMegsimply,yetmuchgratifiedthathehadnotforgottenher。
  “Oh,indeed!“saidAnniewithafunnylook,asMegslippedthenoteintoherpocketasasortoftalismanagainstenvy,vanity,andfalsepride,forthefewlovingwordshaddonehergood,andtheflowerscheeredherupbytheirbeauty。
  Feelingalmosthappyagain,shelaidbyafewfernsandrosesforherself,andquicklymadeuptherestindaintybouquetsforthebreasts,hair,orskirtsofherfriends,offeringthemsoprettilythatClara,theeldersister,toldhershewas`thesweetestlittlethingsheeversaw’,andtheylookedquitecharmedwithhersmallattention。Somehowthekindactfinishedherdespondency,andwhenalltherestwenttoshowthemselvestoMrs。Moffat,shesawahappy,bright-eyedfaceinthemirror,asshelaidherfernsagainstherripplinghairandfastenedtherosesinthedressthatdidn’tstrikeherassoveryshabbynow。
  Sheenjoyedherselfverymuchthatevening,forshedancedtoherheart’scontent。Everyonewasverykind,andshehadthreecompliments。Anniemadehersing,andsomeonesaidshehadaremarkablyfinevoice。MajorLincolnaskedwho`thefreshlittlegirlwiththebeautifuleyes’was,andMr。Moffatinsistedondancingwithherbecauseshe`didn’tdawdle,buthadsomespringinher’,ashegracefullyexpressedit。Soaltogethershehadaverynicetime,tillsheoverheardabitofconversation,whichdisturbedherextremely。Shewassittingjustinsidetheconservatory,waitingforherpartnertobringheranice,whensheheardavoiceaskontheothersideoftheflowerywall……
  “Howoldishe?“
  “Sixteenorseventeen,Ishouldsay,“repliedanothervoice。
  “Itwouldbeagrandthingforoneofthosegirls,wouldn’tit?Salliesaystheyareveryintimatenow,andtheoldmanquitedotesonthem。“
  “Mrs。M。hasmadeherplans,Idaresay,andwillplayhercardswell,earlyasitis。Thegirlevidentlydoesn’tthinkofityet,“saidMrs。Moffat。
  “Shetoldthatfibabouthermomma,asifshedidknow,andcoloredupwhentheflowerscamequiteprettily。Poorthing!
  She’dbesoniceifshewasonlygotupinstyle。Doyouthinkshe’dbeoffendedifweofferedtolendheradressforThursday?“
  askedanothervoice。
  “She’sproud,butIdon’tbelieveshe’dmind,forthatdowdytarlatanisallshehasgot。Shemaytearittonight,andthatwillbeagoodexcuseforofferingadecentone。“
  HereMeg’spartnerappeared,tofindherlookingmuchflushedandratheragitated。Shewasproud,andherpridewasusefuljustthen,forithelpedherhidehermortification,anger,anddisgustatwhatshehadjustheard。For,innocentandunsuspiciousasshewas,shecouldnothelpunderstandingthegossipofherfriends。Shetriedtoforgetit,butcouldnot,andkeptrepeatingtoherself,“Mrs。M。hasmadeherplans,““thatfibabouthermamma,“and’dowdytarlatan,“tillshewasreadytocryandrushhometotellhertroublesandaskforadvice。Asthatwasimpossible,shedidherbesttoseemgay,andbeingratherexcited,shesucceededsowellthatnoonedreamedwhataneffortshewasmaking。
  Shewasverygladwhenitwasalloverandshewasquietinherbed,whereshecouldthinkandwonderandfumetillherheadachedandherhotcheekswerecooledbyafewnaturaltears。Thosefoolish,yetwellmeantwords,hadopenedanewworldtoMeg,andmuchdisturbedthepeaceoftheoldoneinwhichtillnowshehadlivedashappilyasachild。HerinnocentfriendshipwithLauriewasspoiledbythesillyspeechesshehadoverheard。HerfaithinhermotherwasalittleshakenbytheworldlyplansattributedtoherbyMrs。Moffat,whojudgedothersbyherself,andthesensibleresolutiontobecontentedwiththesimplewardrobewhichsuitedapoorman’sdaughterwasweakenedbytheunnecessarypityofgirlswhothoughtashabbydressoneofthegreatestcalamitiesunderheaven。