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第14章

  “Ican’t,dear,becauseyouaren’tinvited,“beganMeg,butJobrokeinimpatiently,“Now,Meg,bequietoryouwillspoilitall。Youcan’tgo,Amy,sodon’tbeababyandwhineaboutit。“
  “YouaregoingsomewherewithLaurie,Iknowyouare。Youwerewhisperingandlaughingtogetheronthesofalastnight,andyoustoppedwhenIcamein。Aren’tyougoingwithhim?“
  “Yes,weare。Nowdobestill,andstopbothering。“
  Amyheldhertongue,butusedhereyes,andsawMegslipafanintoherpocket。
  “Iknow!Iknow!You’regoingtothetheatertoseetheSEVENCASTLES!“shecried,addingresolutely,“andIshallgo,forMothersaidImightseeit,andI’vegotmyragmoney,anditwasmeannottotellmeintime。“
  “Justlistentomeaminute,andbeagoodchild,“saidMegsoothingly。“Motherdoesn’twishyoutogothisweek,becauseyoureyesarenotwellenoughyettobearthelightofthisfairypiece。NextweekyoucangowithBethandHannah,andhaveanicetime。“
  “Idon’tlikethathalfaswellasgoingwithyouandLaurie。
  Pleaseletme。I’vebeensickwiththiscoldsolong,andshutup,I’mdyingforsomefun。Do,Meg!I’llbeeversogood,“
  pleadedAmy,lookingaspatheticasshecould。
  “Supposewetakeher。Idon’tbelieveMotherwouldmind,ifwebundleherupwell,“beganMeg。
  “IfshegoesIshan’t,andifIdon’t,Lauriewon’tlikeit,anditwillbeveryrude,afterheinvitedonlyus,togoanddraginAmy。Ishouldthinkshe’dhatetopokeherselfwheresheisn’twanted,“saidJocrossly,forshedislikedthetroubleofoverseeingafidgetychildwhenshewantedtoenjoyherself。
  HertoneandmannerangeredAmy,whobegantoputherbootson,saying,inhermostaggravatingway,“Ishallgo。MegsaysI
  may,andifIpayformyself,Lauriehasn’tanythingtodowithit。“
  “Youcan’tsitwithus,forourseatsarereserved,andyoumustn’tsitalone,soLauriewillgiveyouhisplace,andthatwillspoilourpleasure。Orhe’llgetanotherseatforyou,andthatisn’tproperwhenyouweren’tasked。Youshan’tstirastep,soyoumayjuststaywhereyouare,“scoldedJo,crosserthanever,havingjustprickedherfingerinherhurry。
  Sittingonthefloorwithonebooton,AmybegantocryandMegtoreasonwithher,whenLauriecalledfrombelow,andthetwogirlshurrieddown,leavingtheirsisterwailing。Fornowandthensheforgothergrown-upwaysandactedlikeaspoiledchild。Justasthepartywassettingout,Amycalledoverthebanistersinathreateningtone,“You’llbesorryforthis,JoMarch,seeifyouain’t。“
  “Fiddlesticks!“returnedJo,slammingthedoor。
  Theyhadacharmingtime,forTHESEVENCASTLESOFTHE
  DIAMONDLAKEwasasbrilliantandwonderfulasheartcouldwish。
  Butinspiteofthecomicalredimps,sparklingelves,andthegorgeousprincesandprincesses,Jo’spleasurehadadropofbitternessinit。Thefairyqueen’syellowcurlsremindedherofAmy,andbetweentheactssheamusedherselfwithwonderingwhathersisterwoulddotomakeher`sorryforit’。SheandAmyhadhadmanylivelyskirmishesinthecourseoftheirlives,forbothhadquicktempersandwereapttobeviolentwhenfairlyroused。AmyteasedJo,andJoirritatedAmy,andsemioccasionalexplosionsoccurred,ofwhichbothweremuchashamedafterward。
  Althoughtheoldest,Johadtheleastself-control,andhadhardtimestryingtocurbthefieryspiritwhichwascontinuallygettingherintotrouble。Herangerneverlastedlong,andhavinghumblyconfessedherfault,shesincerelyrepentedandtriedtodobetter。
  HersistersusedtosaythattheyratherlikedtogetJointoafurybecauseshewassuchanangelafterward。PoorJotrieddesperatelytobegood,butherbosomenemywasalwaysreadytoflameupanddefeather,andittookyearsofpatientefforttosubdueit。
  Whentheygothome,theyfoundamyreadingintheparlor。
  Sheassumedaninjuredairastheycamein,neverliftedhereyesfromherbook,oraskedasinglequestion。Perhapscuriositymighthaveconqueredresentment,ifBethhadnotbeentheretoinquireandreceiveaglowingdescriptionoftheplay。Ongoinguptoputawayherbesthat,Jo’sfirstlookwastowardthebureau,forintheirlastquarrelAmyhadsoothedherfeelingsbyturningJo’stopdrawerupsidedownonthefloor。Everythingwasinitsplace,however,andafterahastyglanceintohervariousclosets,bags,andboxes,JodecidedthatAmyhadforgivenandforgottenherwrongs。
  ThereJowasmistaken,fornextdayshemadeadiscoverywhichproducedatempest。Meg,Beth,andAmyweresittingtogether,lateintheafternoon,whenJoburstintotheroom,lookingexcitedanddemandingbreathlessly,“Hasanyonetakenmybook?“
  MegandBethsaid,“No。“atonce,andlookedsurprised。Amypokedthefireandsaidnothing。Josawhercolorriseandwasdownuponherinaminute。
  “Amy,you’vegotit!“
  “No,Ihaven’t。“
  “Youknowwhereitis,then!“
  “No,Idon’t。“
  “That’safib!“criedJo,takingherbytheshoulders,andlookingfierceenoughtofrightenamuchbraverchildthanAmy。
  “Itisn’t。Ihaven’tgotit,don’tknowwhereitisnow,anddon’tcare。“
  “Youknowsomethingaboutit,andyou’dbettertellatonce,orI’llmakeyou。“AndJogaveheraslightshake。
  “Scoldasmuchasyoulike,you’llneverseeyoursillyoldbookagain,“criedAmy,gettingexcitedinherturn。
  “whynot?“
  “Iburneditup。“
  “What!MylittlebookIwassofondof,andworkedover,andmeanttofinishbeforeFathergothome?Haveyoureallyburnedit?“
  saidJo,turningverypale,whilehereyeskindledandherhandsclutchedAmynervously。
  “Yes,Idid!ItoldyouI’dmakeyoupayforbeingsocrossyesterday,andIhave,so……“
  Amygotnofarther,forJo’shottempermasteredher,andsheshookAmytillherteethchatteredinherhead,cryinginapassionofgriefandanger……
  “Youwicked,wickedgirl!Inevercanwriteitagain,andI’llneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive。“
  MegflewtorescueAmy,andBethtopacifyJo,butJowasquitebesideherself,andwithapartingboxonhersister’sear,sherushedoutoftheroomuptotheoldsofainthegarret,andfinishedherfightalone。
  Thestormclearedupbelow,forMrs。Marchcamehome,and,havingheardthestory,soonbroughtAmytoasenseofthewrongshehaddonehersister。Jo’sbookwastheprideofherheart,andwasregardedbyherfamilyasaliterarysproutofgreatpromise。Itwasonlyhalfadozenlittlefairytales,butJohadworkedoverthempatiently,puttingherwholeheartintoherwork,hopingtomakesomethinggoodenoughtoprint。Shehadjustcopiedthemwithgreatcare,andhaddestroyedtheoldmanuscript,sothatAmy’sbonfirehadconsumedthelovingworkofseveralyears。Itseemedasmalllosstoothers,buttoJoitwasadreadfulcalamity,andshefeltthatitnevercouldbemadeuptoher。Bethmournedasforadepartedkitten,andMegrefusedtodefendherpet。Mrs。Marchlookedgraveandgrieved,andAmyfeltthatnoonewouldlovehertillshehadaskedpardonfortheactwhichshenowregrettedmorethananyofthem。
  Whentheteabellrang,Joappeared,lookingsogrimandunapproachablethatittookallAmy’scouragetosaymeekly……
  “Pleaseforgiveme,Jo。I’mvery,verysorry。“
  “Inevershallforgiveyou,“wasJo’ssternanswer,andfromthatmomentsheignoredAmyentirely。
  Noonespokeofthegreattrouble,notevenMrs。March,forallhadlearnedbyexperiencethatwhenJowasinthatmoodwordswerewasted,andthewisestcoursewastowaittillsomelittleaccident,orherowngenerousnature,softenedJo’sresentmentandhealedthebreach。Itwasnotahappyevening,forthoughtheysewedasusual,whiletheirmotherreadaloudfromBremer,Scott,orEdgeworth,somethingwaswanting,andthesweethomepeacewasdisturbed。Theyfeltthismostwhensingingtimecame,forBethcouldonlyplay,Jostooddumbasastone,andAmybrokedown,soMegandMothersangalone。Butinspiteoftheireffortstobeascheeryaslarks,theflutelikevoicesdidnotseemtochordaswellasusual,andallfeltoutoftune。
  AsJoreceivedhergood-nightkiss,Mrs。Marchwhisperedgently,“Mydear,don’tletthesungodownuponyouranger。Forgiveeachother,helpeachother,andbeginagaintomorrow。“
  Jowantedtolayherheaddownonthatmotherlybosom,andcryhergriefandangerallaway,buttearswereanunmanlyweakness,andshefeltsodeeplyinjuredthatshereallycouldn’tquiteforgiveyet。Soshewinkedhard,shookherhead,andsaidgrufflybecauseAmywaslistening,“Itwasanabominablething,andshedoesn’tdeservetobeforgiven。“
  Withthatshemarchedofftobed,andtherewasnomerryorconfidentialgossipthatnight。
  Amywasmuchoffendedthatheroverturesofpeacehadbeenrepulsed,andbegantowishshehadnothumbledherself,tofeelmoreinjuredthanever,andtoplumeherselfonhersuperiorvirtueinawaywhichwasparticularlyexasperating。Jostilllookedlikeathundercloud,andnothingwentwellallday。Itwasbittercoldinthemorning,shedroppedherpreciousturnoverinthegutter,AuntMarchhadanattackofthefidgets,Megwassensitive,Bethwouldlookgrievedandwistfulwhenshegothome,andAmykeptmakingremarksaboutpeoplewhowerealwaystalkingaboutbeinggoodandyetwouldn’teventrywhenotherpeoplesetthemavirtuousexample。
  “Everybodyissohateful,I’llaskLaurietogoskating。Heisalwayskindandjolly,andwillputmetorights,Iknow,“saidJotoherself,andoffshewent。
  Amyheardtheclashofskates,andlookedoutwithanimpatientexclamation。
  “There!ShepromisedIshouldgonexttime,forthisisthelasticeweshallhave。Butit’snousetoasksuchacrosspatchtotakeme。“
  “Don’tsaythat。Youwereverynaughty,anditishardtoforgivethelossofherpreciouslittlebook,butIthinkshemightdoitnow,andIguessshewill,ifyoutryherattherightminute,“saidMeg。“Goafterthem。Don’tsayanythingtillJohasgotgood-naturedwithLaurie,thantakeaquietminuteandjustkissher,ordosomekindthing,andI’msureshe’llbefriendsagainwithallherheart。“