“Ican’t,dear,becauseyouaren’tinvited,“beganMeg,butJobrokeinimpatiently,“Now,Meg,bequietoryouwillspoilitall。Youcan’tgo,Amy,sodon’tbeababyandwhineaboutit。“
“YouaregoingsomewherewithLaurie,Iknowyouare。Youwerewhisperingandlaughingtogetheronthesofalastnight,andyoustoppedwhenIcamein。Aren’tyougoingwithhim?“
“Yes,weare。Nowdobestill,andstopbothering。“
Amyheldhertongue,butusedhereyes,andsawMegslipafanintoherpocket。
“Iknow!Iknow!You’regoingtothetheatertoseetheSEVENCASTLES!“shecried,addingresolutely,“andIshallgo,forMothersaidImightseeit,andI’vegotmyragmoney,anditwasmeannottotellmeintime。“
“Justlistentomeaminute,andbeagoodchild,“saidMegsoothingly。“Motherdoesn’twishyoutogothisweek,becauseyoureyesarenotwellenoughyettobearthelightofthisfairypiece。NextweekyoucangowithBethandHannah,andhaveanicetime。“
“Idon’tlikethathalfaswellasgoingwithyouandLaurie。
Pleaseletme。I’vebeensickwiththiscoldsolong,andshutup,I’mdyingforsomefun。Do,Meg!I’llbeeversogood,“
pleadedAmy,lookingaspatheticasshecould。
“Supposewetakeher。Idon’tbelieveMotherwouldmind,ifwebundleherupwell,“beganMeg。
“IfshegoesIshan’t,andifIdon’t,Lauriewon’tlikeit,anditwillbeveryrude,afterheinvitedonlyus,togoanddraginAmy。Ishouldthinkshe’dhatetopokeherselfwheresheisn’twanted,“saidJocrossly,forshedislikedthetroubleofoverseeingafidgetychildwhenshewantedtoenjoyherself。
HertoneandmannerangeredAmy,whobegantoputherbootson,saying,inhermostaggravatingway,“Ishallgo。MegsaysI
may,andifIpayformyself,Lauriehasn’tanythingtodowithit。“
“Youcan’tsitwithus,forourseatsarereserved,andyoumustn’tsitalone,soLauriewillgiveyouhisplace,andthatwillspoilourpleasure。Orhe’llgetanotherseatforyou,andthatisn’tproperwhenyouweren’tasked。Youshan’tstirastep,soyoumayjuststaywhereyouare,“scoldedJo,crosserthanever,havingjustprickedherfingerinherhurry。
Sittingonthefloorwithonebooton,AmybegantocryandMegtoreasonwithher,whenLauriecalledfrombelow,andthetwogirlshurrieddown,leavingtheirsisterwailing。Fornowandthensheforgothergrown-upwaysandactedlikeaspoiledchild。Justasthepartywassettingout,Amycalledoverthebanistersinathreateningtone,“You’llbesorryforthis,JoMarch,seeifyouain’t。“
“Fiddlesticks!“returnedJo,slammingthedoor。
Theyhadacharmingtime,forTHESEVENCASTLESOFTHE
DIAMONDLAKEwasasbrilliantandwonderfulasheartcouldwish。
Butinspiteofthecomicalredimps,sparklingelves,andthegorgeousprincesandprincesses,Jo’spleasurehadadropofbitternessinit。Thefairyqueen’syellowcurlsremindedherofAmy,andbetweentheactssheamusedherselfwithwonderingwhathersisterwoulddotomakeher`sorryforit’。SheandAmyhadhadmanylivelyskirmishesinthecourseoftheirlives,forbothhadquicktempersandwereapttobeviolentwhenfairlyroused。AmyteasedJo,andJoirritatedAmy,andsemioccasionalexplosionsoccurred,ofwhichbothweremuchashamedafterward。
Althoughtheoldest,Johadtheleastself-control,andhadhardtimestryingtocurbthefieryspiritwhichwascontinuallygettingherintotrouble。Herangerneverlastedlong,andhavinghumblyconfessedherfault,shesincerelyrepentedandtriedtodobetter。
HersistersusedtosaythattheyratherlikedtogetJointoafurybecauseshewassuchanangelafterward。PoorJotrieddesperatelytobegood,butherbosomenemywasalwaysreadytoflameupanddefeather,andittookyearsofpatientefforttosubdueit。
Whentheygothome,theyfoundamyreadingintheparlor。
Sheassumedaninjuredairastheycamein,neverliftedhereyesfromherbook,oraskedasinglequestion。Perhapscuriositymighthaveconqueredresentment,ifBethhadnotbeentheretoinquireandreceiveaglowingdescriptionoftheplay。Ongoinguptoputawayherbesthat,Jo’sfirstlookwastowardthebureau,forintheirlastquarrelAmyhadsoothedherfeelingsbyturningJo’stopdrawerupsidedownonthefloor。Everythingwasinitsplace,however,andafterahastyglanceintohervariousclosets,bags,andboxes,JodecidedthatAmyhadforgivenandforgottenherwrongs。
ThereJowasmistaken,fornextdayshemadeadiscoverywhichproducedatempest。Meg,Beth,andAmyweresittingtogether,lateintheafternoon,whenJoburstintotheroom,lookingexcitedanddemandingbreathlessly,“Hasanyonetakenmybook?“
MegandBethsaid,“No。“atonce,andlookedsurprised。Amypokedthefireandsaidnothing。Josawhercolorriseandwasdownuponherinaminute。
“Amy,you’vegotit!“
“No,Ihaven’t。“
“Youknowwhereitis,then!“
“No,Idon’t。“
“That’safib!“criedJo,takingherbytheshoulders,andlookingfierceenoughtofrightenamuchbraverchildthanAmy。
“Itisn’t。Ihaven’tgotit,don’tknowwhereitisnow,anddon’tcare。“
“Youknowsomethingaboutit,andyou’dbettertellatonce,orI’llmakeyou。“AndJogaveheraslightshake。
“Scoldasmuchasyoulike,you’llneverseeyoursillyoldbookagain,“criedAmy,gettingexcitedinherturn。
“whynot?“
“Iburneditup。“
“What!MylittlebookIwassofondof,andworkedover,andmeanttofinishbeforeFathergothome?Haveyoureallyburnedit?“
saidJo,turningverypale,whilehereyeskindledandherhandsclutchedAmynervously。
“Yes,Idid!ItoldyouI’dmakeyoupayforbeingsocrossyesterday,andIhave,so……“
Amygotnofarther,forJo’shottempermasteredher,andsheshookAmytillherteethchatteredinherhead,cryinginapassionofgriefandanger……
“Youwicked,wickedgirl!Inevercanwriteitagain,andI’llneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive。“
MegflewtorescueAmy,andBethtopacifyJo,butJowasquitebesideherself,andwithapartingboxonhersister’sear,sherushedoutoftheroomuptotheoldsofainthegarret,andfinishedherfightalone。
Thestormclearedupbelow,forMrs。Marchcamehome,and,havingheardthestory,soonbroughtAmytoasenseofthewrongshehaddonehersister。Jo’sbookwastheprideofherheart,andwasregardedbyherfamilyasaliterarysproutofgreatpromise。Itwasonlyhalfadozenlittlefairytales,butJohadworkedoverthempatiently,puttingherwholeheartintoherwork,hopingtomakesomethinggoodenoughtoprint。Shehadjustcopiedthemwithgreatcare,andhaddestroyedtheoldmanuscript,sothatAmy’sbonfirehadconsumedthelovingworkofseveralyears。Itseemedasmalllosstoothers,buttoJoitwasadreadfulcalamity,andshefeltthatitnevercouldbemadeuptoher。Bethmournedasforadepartedkitten,andMegrefusedtodefendherpet。Mrs。Marchlookedgraveandgrieved,andAmyfeltthatnoonewouldlovehertillshehadaskedpardonfortheactwhichshenowregrettedmorethananyofthem。
Whentheteabellrang,Joappeared,lookingsogrimandunapproachablethatittookallAmy’scouragetosaymeekly……
“Pleaseforgiveme,Jo。I’mvery,verysorry。“
“Inevershallforgiveyou,“wasJo’ssternanswer,andfromthatmomentsheignoredAmyentirely。
Noonespokeofthegreattrouble,notevenMrs。March,forallhadlearnedbyexperiencethatwhenJowasinthatmoodwordswerewasted,andthewisestcoursewastowaittillsomelittleaccident,orherowngenerousnature,softenedJo’sresentmentandhealedthebreach。Itwasnotahappyevening,forthoughtheysewedasusual,whiletheirmotherreadaloudfromBremer,Scott,orEdgeworth,somethingwaswanting,andthesweethomepeacewasdisturbed。Theyfeltthismostwhensingingtimecame,forBethcouldonlyplay,Jostooddumbasastone,andAmybrokedown,soMegandMothersangalone。Butinspiteoftheireffortstobeascheeryaslarks,theflutelikevoicesdidnotseemtochordaswellasusual,andallfeltoutoftune。
AsJoreceivedhergood-nightkiss,Mrs。Marchwhisperedgently,“Mydear,don’tletthesungodownuponyouranger。Forgiveeachother,helpeachother,andbeginagaintomorrow。“
Jowantedtolayherheaddownonthatmotherlybosom,andcryhergriefandangerallaway,buttearswereanunmanlyweakness,andshefeltsodeeplyinjuredthatshereallycouldn’tquiteforgiveyet。Soshewinkedhard,shookherhead,andsaidgrufflybecauseAmywaslistening,“Itwasanabominablething,andshedoesn’tdeservetobeforgiven。“
Withthatshemarchedofftobed,andtherewasnomerryorconfidentialgossipthatnight。
Amywasmuchoffendedthatheroverturesofpeacehadbeenrepulsed,andbegantowishshehadnothumbledherself,tofeelmoreinjuredthanever,andtoplumeherselfonhersuperiorvirtueinawaywhichwasparticularlyexasperating。Jostilllookedlikeathundercloud,andnothingwentwellallday。Itwasbittercoldinthemorning,shedroppedherpreciousturnoverinthegutter,AuntMarchhadanattackofthefidgets,Megwassensitive,Bethwouldlookgrievedandwistfulwhenshegothome,andAmykeptmakingremarksaboutpeoplewhowerealwaystalkingaboutbeinggoodandyetwouldn’teventrywhenotherpeoplesetthemavirtuousexample。
“Everybodyissohateful,I’llaskLaurietogoskating。Heisalwayskindandjolly,andwillputmetorights,Iknow,“saidJotoherself,andoffshewent。
Amyheardtheclashofskates,andlookedoutwithanimpatientexclamation。
“There!ShepromisedIshouldgonexttime,forthisisthelasticeweshallhave。Butit’snousetoasksuchacrosspatchtotakeme。“
“Don’tsaythat。Youwereverynaughty,anditishardtoforgivethelossofherpreciouslittlebook,butIthinkshemightdoitnow,andIguessshewill,ifyoutryherattherightminute,“saidMeg。“Goafterthem。Don’tsayanythingtillJohasgotgood-naturedwithLaurie,thantakeaquietminuteandjustkissher,ordosomekindthing,andI’msureshe’llbefriendsagainwithallherheart。“
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