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第87章

  ’Mine?’Helookedfirstathisownfigure,andthenathisbrother’s,andthen,drawingalongbreath,cried,’Hah,tobesure!Yes,yes,yes。’
  ’Yourposition,mydearFrederick,isnowafineone。Yourposition,asmybrother,isaveryfineone。AndIknowthatitbelongstoyourconscientiousnaturetotrytobecomeworthyofit,mydearFrederick,andtotrytoadornit。Tobenodiscredittoit,buttoadornit。’
  ’William,’saidtheotherweakly,andwithasigh,’Iwilldoanythingyouwish,mybrother,provideditliesinmypower。Praybesokindastorecollectwhatalimitedpowermineis。Whatwouldyouwishmetodoto-day,brother?Saywhatitis,onlysaywhatitis。’
  ’MydearestFrederick,nothing。Itisnotworthtroublingsogoodaheartasyourswith。’
  ’Praytroubleit,’returnedtheother。’Itfindsitnotrouble,William,todoanythingitcanforyou。’
  Williampassedhishandacrosshiseyes,andmurmuredwithaugustsatisfaction,’Blessingsonyourattachment,mypoordearfellow!’
  Thenhesaidaloud,’Well,mydearFrederick,ifyouwillonlytry,aswewalkout,toshowthatyouarealivetotheoccasion——thatyouthinkaboutit——’
  ’Whatwouldyouadvisemetothinkaboutit?’returnedhissubmissivebrother。
  ’Oh!mydearFrederick,howcanIansweryou?Icanonlysaywhat,inleavingthesegoodpeople,Ithinkmyself。’
  ’That’sit!’criedhisbrother。’Thatwillhelpme。’
  ’IfindthatIthink,mydearFrederick,andwithmixedemotionsinwhichasoftenedcompassionpredominates,Whatwilltheydowithoutme!’
  ’True,’returnedhisbrother。’Yes,yes,yes,yes。I’llthinkthataswego,Whatwilltheydowithoutmybrother!Poorthings!
  Whatwilltheydowithouthim!’
  Twelveo’clockhavingjuststruck,andthecarriagebeingreportedreadyintheoutercourt-yard,thebrothersproceededdown-stairsarm-in-arm。EdwardDorrit,EsquireonceTip,andhissisterFannyfollowed,alsoarm-in-arm;MrPlornishandMaggy,towhomhadbeenentrustedtheremovalofsuchofthefamilyeffectsaswereconsideredworthremoving,followed,bearingbundlesandburdenstobepackedinacart。
  Intheyard,weretheCollegiansandturnkeys。Intheyard,wereMrPancksandMrRugg,cometoseethelasttouchgiventotheirwork。Intheyard,wasYoungJohnmakinganewepitaphforhimself,ontheoccasionofhisdyingofabrokenheart。Intheyard,wasthePatriarchalCasby,lookingsotremendouslybenevolentthatmanyenthusiasticCollegiansgraspedhimferventlybythehand,andthewivesandfemalerelativesofmanymoreCollegianskissedhishand,nothingdoubtingthathehaddoneitall。Intheyard,wasthemanwiththeshadowygrievancerespectingtheFundwhichtheMarshalembezzled,whohadgotupatfiveinthemorningtocompletethecopyingofaperfectlyunintelligiblehistoryofthattransaction,whichhehadcommittedtoMrDorrit’scare,asadocumentofthelastimportance,calculatedtostuntheGovernmentandeffecttheMarshal’sdownfall。Intheyard,wastheinsolventwhoseutmostenergieswerealwayssetongettingintodebt,whobrokeintoprisonwithasmuchpainsasothermenhavebrokenoutofit,andwhowasalwaysbeingclearedandcomplimented;whiletheinsolventathiselbow——amerelittle,snivelling,strivingtradesman,halfdeadofanxiouseffortstokeepoutofdebt——founditahardmatter,indeed,togetaCommissionertoreleasehimwithmuchreproofandreproach。Intheyard,wasthemanofmanychildrenandmanyburdens,whosefailureastonishedeverybody;intheyard,wasthemanofnochildrenandlargeresources,whosefailureastonishednobody。There,werethepeoplewhowerealwaysgoingoutto-morrow,andalwaysputtingitoff;there,werethepeoplewhohadcomeinyesterday,andwhoweremuchmorejealousandresentfulofthisfreakoffortunethantheseasonedbirds。
  There,weresomewho,inpuremeannessofspirit,cringedandbowedbeforetheenrichedCollegianandhisfamily;there,wereotherswhodidsoreallybecausetheireyes,accustomedtothegloomoftheirimprisonmentandpoverty,couldnotsupportthelightofsuchbrightsunshine。There,weremanywhoseshillingshadgoneintohispockettobuyhimmeatanddrink;butnonewhowerenowobtrusivelyHailfellowwellmet!withhim,onthestrengthofthatassistance。Itwasrathertoberemarkedofthecagedbirds,thattheywerealittleshyofthebirdabouttobesograndlyfree,andthattheyhadatendencytowithdrawthemselvestowardsthebars,andseemalittleflutteredashepassed。
  Throughthesespectatorsthelittleprocession,headedbythetwobrothers,movedslowlytothegate。MrDorrit,yieldingtothevastspeculationhowthepoorcreaturesweretogetonwithouthim,wasgreat,andsad,butnotabsorbed。HepattedchildrenontheheadlikeSirRogerdeCoverleygoingtochurch,hespoketopeopleinthebackgroundbytheirChristiannames,hecondescendedtoallpresent,andseemedfortheirconsolationtowalkencircledbythelegendingoldencharacters,’Becomforted,mypeople!Bearit!’
  Atlastthreehonestcheersannouncedthathehadpassedthegate,andthattheMarshalseawasanorphan。Beforetheyhadceasedtoringintheechoesoftheprisonwalls,thefamilyhadgotintotheircarriage,andtheattendanthadthestepsinhishand。
  Then,andnotbefore,’GoodGracious!’criedMissFannyallatonce,’Where’sAmy!’
  Herfatherhadthoughtshewaswithhersister。Hersisterhadthoughtshewas’somewhereorother。’Theyhadalltrustedtofindingher,astheyhadalwaysdone,quietlyintherightplaceattherightmoment。Thisgoingawaywasperhapstheveryfirstactionoftheirjointlivesthattheyhadgotthroughwithouther。
  Aminutemighthavebeenconsumedintheascertainingofthesepoints,whenMissFanny,who,fromherseatinthecarriage,commandedthelongnarrowpassageleadingtotheLodge,flushedindignantly。
  ’NowIdosay,Pa,’criedshe,’thatthisisdisgraceful!’
  ’Whatisdisgraceful,Fanny?’
  ’Idosay,’sherepeated,’thisisperfectlyinfamous!Reallyalmostenough,evenatsuchatimeasthis,tomakeonewishonewasdead!HereisthatchildAmy,inheruglyoldshabbydress,whichshewassoobstinateabout,Pa,whichIoverandoveragainbeggedandprayedhertochange,andwhichsheoverandoveragainobjectedto,andpromisedtochangeto-day,sayingshewishedtowearitaslongaseversheremainedintherewithyou——whichwasabsolutelyromanticnonsenseofthelowestkind——hereisthatchildAmydisgracingustothelastmomentandatthelastmoment,bybeingcarriedoutinthatdressafterall。AndbythatMrClennamtoo!’
  Theoffencewasproved,asshedeliveredtheindictment。Clennamappearedatthecarriage-door,bearingthelittleinsensiblefigureinhisarms。
  ’Shehasbeenforgotten,’hesaid,inatoneofpitynotfreefromreproach。’IranuptoherroomwhichMrChiveryshowedmeandfoundthedooropen,andthatshehadfaintedonthefloor,dearchild。Sheappearedtohavegonetochangeherdress,andtohavesunkdownoverpowered。Itmayhavebeenthecheering,oritmayhavehappenedsooner。Takecareofthispoorcoldhand,MissDorrit。Don’tletitfall。’
  ’Thankyou,sir,’returnedMissDorrit,burstingintotears。’I
  believeIknowwhattodo,ifyouwillgivemeleave。DearAmy,openyoureyes,that’salove!Oh,Amy,Amy,Ireallyamsovexedandashamed!Dorouseyourself,darling!Oh,whyaretheynotdrivingon!Pray,Pa,dodriveon!’
  Theattendant,gettingbetweenClennamandthecarriage-door,withasharp’Byyourleave,sir!’bundledupthesteps,andtheydroveaway。
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  RICHES
  FellowTravellersIntheautumnoftheyear,DarknessandNightwerecreepinguptothehighestridgesoftheAlps。
  ItwasvintagetimeinthevalleysontheSwisssideofthePassoftheGreatSaintBernard,andalongthebanksoftheLakeofGeneva。
  Theairtherewaschargedwiththescentofgatheredgrapes。
  Baskets,troughs,andtubsofgrapesstoodinthedimvillagedoorways,stoppedthesteepandnarrowvillagestreets,andhadbeencarryingalldayalongtheroadsandlanes。Grapes,splitandcrushedunderfoot,layabouteverywhere。Thechildcarriedinaslingbytheladenpeasantwomantoilinghome,wasquietedwithpicked-upgrapes;theidiotsunninghisbiggoitreundertheleavesofthewoodenchaletbythewaytotheWaterfall,satMunchinggrapes;thebreathofthecowsandgoatswasredolentofleavesandstalksofgrapes;thecompanyineverylittlecabaretwereeating,drinking,talkinggrapes。Apitythatnoripetouchofthisgenerousabundancecouldbegiventothethin,hard,stonywine,whichafterallwasmadefromthegrapes!
  Theairhadbeenwarmandtransparentthroughthewholeofthebrightday。Shiningmetalspiresandchurch-roofs,distantandrarelyseen,hadsparkledintheview;andthesnowymountain-topshadbeensoclearthatunaccustomedeyes,cancellingtheinterveningcountry,andslightingtheirruggedheightsforsomethingfabulous,wouldhavemeasuredthemaswithinafewhourseasyreach。Mountain-peaksofgreatcelebrityinthevalleys,whencenotraceoftheirexistencewasvisiblesometimesformonthstogether,hadbeensincemorningplainandnearinthebluesky。
  Andnow,whenitwasdarkbelow,thoughtheyseemedsolemnlytorecede,likespectreswhoweregoingtovanish,asthereddyeofthesunsetfadedoutofthemandleftthemcoldlywhite,theywereyetdistinctlydefinedintheirlonelinessabovethemistsandshadows。
  Seenfromthesesolitudes,andfromthePassoftheGreatSaintBernard,whichwasoneofthem,theascendingNightcameupthemountainlikearisingwater。WhenitatlastrosetothewallsoftheconventoftheGreatSaintBernard,itwasasifthatweather-
  beatenstructurewereanotherArk,andfloatedontheshadowywaves。
  Darkness,outstrippingsomevisitorsonmules,hadrisenthustotheroughconventwalls,whenthosetravellerswereyetclimbingthemountain。Astheheatoftheglowingdaywhentheyhadstoppedtodrinkatthestreamsofmeltediceandsnow,waschangedtothesearchingcoldofthefrostyrarefiednightairatagreatheight,sothefreshbeautyofthelowerjourneyhadyieldedtobarrennessanddesolation。Acraggytrack,upwhichthemulesinsinglefilescrambledandturnedfromblocktoblock,asthoughtheywereascendingthebrokenstaircaseofagiganticruin,wastheirwaynow。Notreesweretobeseen,noranyvegetablegrowthsaveapoorbrownscrubbymoss,freezinginthechinksofrock。Blackenedskeletonarmsofwoodbythewaysidepointedupwardtotheconventasiftheghostsofformertravellersoverwhelmedbythesnowhauntedthesceneoftheirdistress。Icicle-hungcavesandcellarsbuiltforrefugesfromsuddenstorms,werelikesomanywhispersoftheperilsoftheplace;never-restingwreathsandmazesofmistwanderedabout,huntedbyamoaningwind;andsnow,thebesettingdangerofthemountain,againstwhichallitsdefencesweretaken,driftedsharplydown。
  Thefileofmules,jadedbytheirday’swork,turnedandwoundslowlyupthedeepascent;theforemostledbyaguideonfoot,inhisbroad-brimmedhatandroundjacket,carryingamountainstaffortwouponhisshoulder,withwhomanotherguideconversed。Therewasnospeakingamongthestringofriders。Thesharpcold,thefatigueofthejourney,andanewsensationofacatchinginthebreath,partlyasiftheyhadjustemergedfromveryclearcrispwater,andpartlyasiftheyhadbeensobbing,keptthemsilent。
  Atlength,alightonthesummitoftherockystaircasegleamedthroughthesnowandmist。Theguidescalledtothemules,themulesprickeduptheirdroopingheads,thetravellers’tongueswereloosened,andinasuddenburstofslipping,climbing,jingling,clinking,andtalking,theyarrivedattheconventdoor。