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第85章

  Itwasastrangelyunrealridethroughtheoldsqualidstreets,withasensationofbeingraisedoutofthemintoanairyworldofwealthandgrandeur。WhenArthurtoldherthatshewouldsoonrideinherowncarriagethroughverydifferentscenes,whenallthefamiliarexperienceswouldhavevanishedaway,shelookedfrightened。Butwhenhesubstitutedherfatherforherself,andtoldherhowhewouldrideinhiscarriage,andhowgreatandgrandhewouldbe,hertearsofjoyandinnocentpridefellfast。Seeingthatthehappinesshermindcouldrealisewasallshininguponhim,Arthurkeptthatsinglefigurebeforeher;andsotheyrodebrightlythroughthepoorstreetsintheprisonneighbourhoodtocarryhimthegreatnews。
  WhenMrChivery,whowasonduty,admittedthemintotheLodge,hesawsomethingintheirfaceswhichfilledhimwithastonishment。
  Hestoodlookingafterthem,whentheyhurriedintotheprison,asthoughheperceivedthattheyhadcomebackaccompaniedbyaghosta-piece。TwoorthreeCollegianswhomtheypassed,lookedafterthemtoo,andpresentlyjoiningMrChivery,formedalittlegroupontheLodgesteps,inthemidstofwhichtherespontaneouslyoriginatedawhisperthattheFatherwasgoingtogethisdischarge。Withinafewminutes,itwasheardintheremotestroomintheCollege。
  LittleDorritopenedthedoorfromwithout,andtheybothentered。
  Hewassittinginhisoldgreygownandhisoldblackcap,inthesunlightbythewindow,readinghisnewspaper。Hisglasseswereinhishand,andhehadjustlookedround;surprisedatfirst,nodoubt,byherstepuponthestairs,notexpectingheruntilnight;
  surprisedagain,byseeingArthurClennaminhercompany。Astheycamein,thesameunwontedlookinbothofthemwhichhadalreadycaughtattentionintheyardbelow,struckhim。Hedidnotriseorspeak,butlaiddownhisglassesandhisnewspaperonthetablebesidehim,andlookedatthemwithhismouthalittleopenandhislipstrembling。WhenArthurputouthishand,hetouchedit,butnotwithhisusualstate;andthenheturnedtohisdaughter,whohadsatdownclosebesidehimwithherhandsuponhisshoulder,andlookedattentivelyinherface。
  ’Father!Ihavebeenmadesohappythismorning!’
  ’Youhavebeenmadesohappy,mydear?’
  ’ByMrClennam,father。Hebroughtmesuchjoyfulandwonderfulintelligenceaboutyou!Ifhehadnotwithhisgreatkindnessandgentleness,preparedmeforit,father——preparedmeforit,father——IthinkIcouldnothaveborneit。’
  Heragitationwasexceedinglygreat,andthetearsrolleddownherface。Heputhishandsuddenlytohisheart,andlookedatClennam。
  ’Composeyourself,sir,’saidClennam,’andtakealittletimetothink。Tothinkofthebrightestandmostfortunateaccidentsoflife。Wehaveallheardofgreatsurprisesofjoy。Theyarenotatanend,sir。Theyarerare,butnotatanend。’
  ’MrClennam?Notatanend?Notatanendfor——’Hetouchedhimselfuponthebreast,insteadofsaying’me。’
  ’No,’returnedClennam。
  ’Whatsurprise,’heasked,keepinghislefthandoverhisheart,andtherestoppinginhisspeech,whilewithhisrighthandheputhisglassesexactlylevelonthetable:’whatsuchsurprisecanbeinstoreforme?’
  ’Letmeanswerwithanotherquestion。Tellme,MrDorrit,whatsurprisewouldbethemostunlookedforandthemostacceptabletoyou。Donotbeafraidtoimagineit,ortosaywhatitwouldbe。’
  HelookedsteadfastlyatClennam,and,solookingathim,seemedtochangeintoaveryoldhaggardman。Thesunwasbrightuponthewallbeyondthewindow,andonthespikesattop。Heslowlystretchedoutthehandthathadbeenuponhisheart,andpointedatthewall。
  ’Itisdown,’saidClennam。’Gone!’
  Heremainedinthesameattitude,lookingsteadfastlyathim。
  ’Andinitsplace,’saidClennam,slowlyanddistinctly,’arethemeanstopossessandenjoytheutmostthattheyhavesolongshutout。MrDorrit,thereisnotthesmallestdoubtthatwithinafewdaysyouwillbefree,andhighlyprosperous。Icongratulateyouwithallmysoulonthischangeoffortune,andonthehappyfutureintowhichyouaresoontocarrythetreasureyouhavebeenblestwithhere——thebestofalltherichesyoucanhaveelsewhere——thetreasureatyourside。’
  Withthosewords,hepressedhishandandreleasedit;andhisdaughter,layingherfaceagainsthis,encircledhiminthehourofhisprosperitywithherarms,asshehadinthelongyearsofhisadversityencircledhimwithherloveandtoilandtruth;andpouredoutherfullheartingratitude,hope,joy,blissfulecstasy,andallforhim。
  ’IshallseehimasIneversawhimyet。Ishallseemydearlove,withthedarkcloudclearedaway。Ishallseehim,asmypoormothersawhimlongago。Omydear,mydear!Ofather,father!
  OthankGod,thankGod!’
  Heyieldedhimselftoherkissesandcaresses,butdidnotreturnthem,exceptthatheputanarmabouther。Neitherdidhesayoneword。HissteadfastlookwasnowdividedbetweenherandClennam,andhebegantoshakeasifhewereverycold。ExplainingtoLittleDorritthathewouldruntothecoffee-houseforabottleofwine,Arthurfetcheditwithallthehastehecoulduse。Whileitwasbeingbroughtfromthecellartothebar,anumberofexcitedpeopleaskedhimwhathadhappened;whenhehurriedlyinformedthemthatMrDorrithadsucceededtoafortune。
  Oncomingbackwiththewineinhishand,hefoundthatshehadplacedherfatherinhiseasychair,andhadloosenedhisshirtandneckcloth。Theyfilledatumblerwithwine,andheldittohislips。Whenhehadswallowedalittle,hetooktheglasshimselfandemptiedit。Soonafterthat,heleanedbackinhischairandcried,withhishandkerchiefbeforehisface。
  AfterthishadlastedawhileClennamthoughtitagoodseasonfordivertinghisattentionfromthemainsurprise,byrelatingitsdetails。Slowly,therefore,andinaquiettoneofvoice,heexplainedthemasbesthecould,andenlargedonthenatureofPancks’sservice。
  ’Heshallbe——ha——heshallbehandsomelyrecompensed,sir,’saidtheFather,startingupandmovinghurriedlyabouttheroom。
  ’Assureyourself,MrClennam,thateverybodyconcernedshallbe——
  ha——shallbenoblyrewarded。Noone,mydearsir,shallsaythathehasanunsatisfiedclaimagainstme。Ishallrepaythe——hum——
  theadvancesIhavehadfromyou,sir,withpeculiarpleasure。I
  begtobeinformedatyourearliestconvenience,whatadvancesyouhavemademyson。’
  Hehadnopurposeingoingabouttheroom,buthewasnotstillamoment。
  ’Everybody,’hesaid,’shallberemembered。Iwillnotgoawayfromhereinanybody’sdebt。Allthepeoplewhohavebeen——ha——
  wellbehavedtowardsmyselfandmyfamily,shallberewarded。
  Chiveryshallberewarded。YoungJohnshallberewarded。I
  particularlywish,andintend,toactmunificently,MrClennam。’
  ’Willyouallowme,’saidArthur,layinghispurseonthetable,’tosupplyanypresentcontingencies,MrDorrit?Ithoughtitbesttobringasumofmoneyforthepurpose。’
  ’Thankyou,sir,thankyou。Iacceptwithreadiness,atthepresentmoment,whatIcouldnotanhouragohaveconscientiouslytaken。Iamobligedtoyouforthetemporaryaccommodation。
  Exceedinglytemporary,butwelltimed——welltimed。’Hishandhadcloseduponthemoney,andhecarrieditaboutwithhim。’Besokind,sir,astoaddtheamounttothoseformeradvancestowhichIhavealreadyreferred;beingcareful,ifyouplease,nottoomitadvancesmadetomyson。AmereverbalstatementofthegrossamountisallIshall——ha——allIshallrequire。’
  Hiseyefelluponhisdaughteratthispoint,andhestoppedforamomenttokissher,andtopatherhead。
  ’Itwillbenecessarytofindamilliner,mylove,andtomakeaspeedyandcompletechangeinyourveryplaindress。SomethingmustbedonewithMaggytoo,whoatpresentis——ha——barelyrespectable,barelyrespectable。Andyoursister,Amy,andyourbrother。Andmybrother,youruncle——poorsoul,Itrustthiswillrousehim——messengersmustbedespatchedtofetchthem。Theymustbeinformedofthis。Wemustbreakittothemcautiously,buttheymustbeinformeddirectly。Weoweitasadutytothemandtoourselves,fromthismoment,nottoletthem——hum——nottoletthemdoanything。’
  Thiswasthefirstintimationhehadevergiven,thathewasprivytothefactthattheydidsomethingforalivelihood。
  Hewasstilljoggingabouttheroom,withthepurseclutchedinhishand,whenagreatcheeringaroseintheyard。’Thenewshasspreadalready,’saidClennam,lookingdownfromthewindow。’Willyoushowyourselftothem,MrDorrit?Theyareveryearnest,andtheyevidentlywishit。’
  ’I——hum——ha——IconfessIcouldhavedesired,Amymydear,’hesaid,joggingaboutinamorefeverishflutterthanbefore,’tohavemadesomechangeinmydressfirst,andtohaveboughta——
  hum——awatchandchain。Butifitmustbedoneasitis,it——ha——
  itmustbedone。Fastenthecollarofmyshirt,mydear。MrClennam,wouldyouobligeme——hum——withablueneckclothyouwillfindinthatdraweratyourelbow。Buttonmycoatacrossatthechest,mylove。Itlooks——ha——itlooksbroader,buttoned。’
  Withhistremblinghandhepushedhisgreyhairup,andthen,takingClennamandhisdaughterforsupporters,appearedatthewindowleaningonanarmofeach。TheCollegianscheeredhimveryheartily,andhekissedhishandtothemwithgreaturbanityandprotection。Whenhewithdrewintotheroomagain,hesaid’Poorcreatures!’inatoneofmuchpityfortheirmiserablecondition。
  LittleDorritwasdeeplyanxiousthatheshouldliedowntocomposehimself。OnArthur’sspeakingtoherofhisgoingtoinformPancksthathemightnowappearassoonashewould,andpursuethejoyfulbusinesstoitsclose,sheentreatedhiminawhispertostaywithheruntilherfathershouldbequitecalmandatrest。Heneedednosecondentreaty;andshepreparedherfather’sbed,andbeggedhimtoliedown。Foranotherhalf-hourormorehewouldbepersuadedtodonothingbutgoabouttheroom,discussingwithhimselftheprobabilitiesforandagainsttheMarshal’sallowingthewholeoftheprisonerstogotothewindowsoftheofficialresidencewhichcommandedthestreet,toseehimselfandfamilydepartforeverinacarriage——which,hesaid,hethoughtwouldbeaSightforthem。Butgraduallyhebegantodroopandtire,andatlaststretchedhimselfuponthebed。
  Shetookherfaithfulplacebesidehim,fanninghimandcoolinghisforehead;andheseemedtobefallingasleepalwayswiththemoneyinhishand,whenheunexpectedlysatupandsaid:
  ’MrClennam,Ibegyourpardon。AmItounderstand,mydearsir,thatIcould——ha——couldpassthroughtheLodgeatthismoment,and——hum——takeawalk?’
  ’Ithinknot,MrDorrit,’wastheunwillingreply。’Therearecertainformstobecompleted;andalthoughyourdetentionhereisnowinitselfaform,Ifearitisonethatforalittlelongerhastobeobservedtoo。’
  Atthisheshedtearsagain。
  ’Itisbutafewhours,sir,’Clennamcheerfullyurgeduponhim。
  ’Afewhours,sir,’hereturnedinasuddenpassion。’Youtalkveryeasilyofhours,sir!Howlongdoyousuppose,sir,thatanhouristoamanwhoischokingforwantofair?’
  Itwashislastdemonstrationforthattime;as,aftersheddingsomemoretearsandquerulouslycomplainingthathecouldn’tbreathe,heslowlyfellintoaslumber。Clennamhadabundantoccupationforhisthoughts,ashesatinthequietroomwatchingthefatheronhisbed,andthedaughterfanninghisface。