Itwasastrangelyunrealridethroughtheoldsqualidstreets,withasensationofbeingraisedoutofthemintoanairyworldofwealthandgrandeur。WhenArthurtoldherthatshewouldsoonrideinherowncarriagethroughverydifferentscenes,whenallthefamiliarexperienceswouldhavevanishedaway,shelookedfrightened。Butwhenhesubstitutedherfatherforherself,andtoldherhowhewouldrideinhiscarriage,andhowgreatandgrandhewouldbe,hertearsofjoyandinnocentpridefellfast。Seeingthatthehappinesshermindcouldrealisewasallshininguponhim,Arthurkeptthatsinglefigurebeforeher;andsotheyrodebrightlythroughthepoorstreetsintheprisonneighbourhoodtocarryhimthegreatnews。
WhenMrChivery,whowasonduty,admittedthemintotheLodge,hesawsomethingintheirfaceswhichfilledhimwithastonishment。
Hestoodlookingafterthem,whentheyhurriedintotheprison,asthoughheperceivedthattheyhadcomebackaccompaniedbyaghosta-piece。TwoorthreeCollegianswhomtheypassed,lookedafterthemtoo,andpresentlyjoiningMrChivery,formedalittlegroupontheLodgesteps,inthemidstofwhichtherespontaneouslyoriginatedawhisperthattheFatherwasgoingtogethisdischarge。Withinafewminutes,itwasheardintheremotestroomintheCollege。
LittleDorritopenedthedoorfromwithout,andtheybothentered。
Hewassittinginhisoldgreygownandhisoldblackcap,inthesunlightbythewindow,readinghisnewspaper。Hisglasseswereinhishand,andhehadjustlookedround;surprisedatfirst,nodoubt,byherstepuponthestairs,notexpectingheruntilnight;
surprisedagain,byseeingArthurClennaminhercompany。Astheycamein,thesameunwontedlookinbothofthemwhichhadalreadycaughtattentionintheyardbelow,struckhim。Hedidnotriseorspeak,butlaiddownhisglassesandhisnewspaperonthetablebesidehim,andlookedatthemwithhismouthalittleopenandhislipstrembling。WhenArthurputouthishand,hetouchedit,butnotwithhisusualstate;andthenheturnedtohisdaughter,whohadsatdownclosebesidehimwithherhandsuponhisshoulder,andlookedattentivelyinherface。
’Father!Ihavebeenmadesohappythismorning!’
’Youhavebeenmadesohappy,mydear?’
’ByMrClennam,father。Hebroughtmesuchjoyfulandwonderfulintelligenceaboutyou!Ifhehadnotwithhisgreatkindnessandgentleness,preparedmeforit,father——preparedmeforit,father——IthinkIcouldnothaveborneit。’
Heragitationwasexceedinglygreat,andthetearsrolleddownherface。Heputhishandsuddenlytohisheart,andlookedatClennam。
’Composeyourself,sir,’saidClennam,’andtakealittletimetothink。Tothinkofthebrightestandmostfortunateaccidentsoflife。Wehaveallheardofgreatsurprisesofjoy。Theyarenotatanend,sir。Theyarerare,butnotatanend。’
’MrClennam?Notatanend?Notatanendfor——’Hetouchedhimselfuponthebreast,insteadofsaying’me。’
’No,’returnedClennam。
’Whatsurprise,’heasked,keepinghislefthandoverhisheart,andtherestoppinginhisspeech,whilewithhisrighthandheputhisglassesexactlylevelonthetable:’whatsuchsurprisecanbeinstoreforme?’
’Letmeanswerwithanotherquestion。Tellme,MrDorrit,whatsurprisewouldbethemostunlookedforandthemostacceptabletoyou。Donotbeafraidtoimagineit,ortosaywhatitwouldbe。’
HelookedsteadfastlyatClennam,and,solookingathim,seemedtochangeintoaveryoldhaggardman。Thesunwasbrightuponthewallbeyondthewindow,andonthespikesattop。Heslowlystretchedoutthehandthathadbeenuponhisheart,andpointedatthewall。
’Itisdown,’saidClennam。’Gone!’
Heremainedinthesameattitude,lookingsteadfastlyathim。
’Andinitsplace,’saidClennam,slowlyanddistinctly,’arethemeanstopossessandenjoytheutmostthattheyhavesolongshutout。MrDorrit,thereisnotthesmallestdoubtthatwithinafewdaysyouwillbefree,andhighlyprosperous。Icongratulateyouwithallmysoulonthischangeoffortune,andonthehappyfutureintowhichyouaresoontocarrythetreasureyouhavebeenblestwithhere——thebestofalltherichesyoucanhaveelsewhere——thetreasureatyourside。’
Withthosewords,hepressedhishandandreleasedit;andhisdaughter,layingherfaceagainsthis,encircledhiminthehourofhisprosperitywithherarms,asshehadinthelongyearsofhisadversityencircledhimwithherloveandtoilandtruth;andpouredoutherfullheartingratitude,hope,joy,blissfulecstasy,andallforhim。
’IshallseehimasIneversawhimyet。Ishallseemydearlove,withthedarkcloudclearedaway。Ishallseehim,asmypoormothersawhimlongago。Omydear,mydear!Ofather,father!
OthankGod,thankGod!’
Heyieldedhimselftoherkissesandcaresses,butdidnotreturnthem,exceptthatheputanarmabouther。Neitherdidhesayoneword。HissteadfastlookwasnowdividedbetweenherandClennam,andhebegantoshakeasifhewereverycold。ExplainingtoLittleDorritthathewouldruntothecoffee-houseforabottleofwine,Arthurfetcheditwithallthehastehecoulduse。Whileitwasbeingbroughtfromthecellartothebar,anumberofexcitedpeopleaskedhimwhathadhappened;whenhehurriedlyinformedthemthatMrDorrithadsucceededtoafortune。
Oncomingbackwiththewineinhishand,hefoundthatshehadplacedherfatherinhiseasychair,andhadloosenedhisshirtandneckcloth。Theyfilledatumblerwithwine,andheldittohislips。Whenhehadswallowedalittle,hetooktheglasshimselfandemptiedit。Soonafterthat,heleanedbackinhischairandcried,withhishandkerchiefbeforehisface。
AfterthishadlastedawhileClennamthoughtitagoodseasonfordivertinghisattentionfromthemainsurprise,byrelatingitsdetails。Slowly,therefore,andinaquiettoneofvoice,heexplainedthemasbesthecould,andenlargedonthenatureofPancks’sservice。
’Heshallbe——ha——heshallbehandsomelyrecompensed,sir,’saidtheFather,startingupandmovinghurriedlyabouttheroom。
’Assureyourself,MrClennam,thateverybodyconcernedshallbe——
ha——shallbenoblyrewarded。Noone,mydearsir,shallsaythathehasanunsatisfiedclaimagainstme。Ishallrepaythe——hum——
theadvancesIhavehadfromyou,sir,withpeculiarpleasure。I
begtobeinformedatyourearliestconvenience,whatadvancesyouhavemademyson。’
Hehadnopurposeingoingabouttheroom,buthewasnotstillamoment。
’Everybody,’hesaid,’shallberemembered。Iwillnotgoawayfromhereinanybody’sdebt。Allthepeoplewhohavebeen——ha——
wellbehavedtowardsmyselfandmyfamily,shallberewarded。
Chiveryshallberewarded。YoungJohnshallberewarded。I
particularlywish,andintend,toactmunificently,MrClennam。’
’Willyouallowme,’saidArthur,layinghispurseonthetable,’tosupplyanypresentcontingencies,MrDorrit?Ithoughtitbesttobringasumofmoneyforthepurpose。’
’Thankyou,sir,thankyou。Iacceptwithreadiness,atthepresentmoment,whatIcouldnotanhouragohaveconscientiouslytaken。Iamobligedtoyouforthetemporaryaccommodation。
Exceedinglytemporary,butwelltimed——welltimed。’Hishandhadcloseduponthemoney,andhecarrieditaboutwithhim。’Besokind,sir,astoaddtheamounttothoseformeradvancestowhichIhavealreadyreferred;beingcareful,ifyouplease,nottoomitadvancesmadetomyson。AmereverbalstatementofthegrossamountisallIshall——ha——allIshallrequire。’
Hiseyefelluponhisdaughteratthispoint,andhestoppedforamomenttokissher,andtopatherhead。
’Itwillbenecessarytofindamilliner,mylove,andtomakeaspeedyandcompletechangeinyourveryplaindress。SomethingmustbedonewithMaggytoo,whoatpresentis——ha——barelyrespectable,barelyrespectable。Andyoursister,Amy,andyourbrother。Andmybrother,youruncle——poorsoul,Itrustthiswillrousehim——messengersmustbedespatchedtofetchthem。Theymustbeinformedofthis。Wemustbreakittothemcautiously,buttheymustbeinformeddirectly。Weoweitasadutytothemandtoourselves,fromthismoment,nottoletthem——hum——nottoletthemdoanything。’
Thiswasthefirstintimationhehadevergiven,thathewasprivytothefactthattheydidsomethingforalivelihood。
Hewasstilljoggingabouttheroom,withthepurseclutchedinhishand,whenagreatcheeringaroseintheyard。’Thenewshasspreadalready,’saidClennam,lookingdownfromthewindow。’Willyoushowyourselftothem,MrDorrit?Theyareveryearnest,andtheyevidentlywishit。’
’I——hum——ha——IconfessIcouldhavedesired,Amymydear,’hesaid,joggingaboutinamorefeverishflutterthanbefore,’tohavemadesomechangeinmydressfirst,andtohaveboughta——
hum——awatchandchain。Butifitmustbedoneasitis,it——ha——
itmustbedone。Fastenthecollarofmyshirt,mydear。MrClennam,wouldyouobligeme——hum——withablueneckclothyouwillfindinthatdraweratyourelbow。Buttonmycoatacrossatthechest,mylove。Itlooks——ha——itlooksbroader,buttoned。’
Withhistremblinghandhepushedhisgreyhairup,andthen,takingClennamandhisdaughterforsupporters,appearedatthewindowleaningonanarmofeach。TheCollegianscheeredhimveryheartily,andhekissedhishandtothemwithgreaturbanityandprotection。Whenhewithdrewintotheroomagain,hesaid’Poorcreatures!’inatoneofmuchpityfortheirmiserablecondition。
LittleDorritwasdeeplyanxiousthatheshouldliedowntocomposehimself。OnArthur’sspeakingtoherofhisgoingtoinformPancksthathemightnowappearassoonashewould,andpursuethejoyfulbusinesstoitsclose,sheentreatedhiminawhispertostaywithheruntilherfathershouldbequitecalmandatrest。Heneedednosecondentreaty;andshepreparedherfather’sbed,andbeggedhimtoliedown。Foranotherhalf-hourormorehewouldbepersuadedtodonothingbutgoabouttheroom,discussingwithhimselftheprobabilitiesforandagainsttheMarshal’sallowingthewholeoftheprisonerstogotothewindowsoftheofficialresidencewhichcommandedthestreet,toseehimselfandfamilydepartforeverinacarriage——which,hesaid,hethoughtwouldbeaSightforthem。Butgraduallyhebegantodroopandtire,andatlaststretchedhimselfuponthebed。
Shetookherfaithfulplacebesidehim,fanninghimandcoolinghisforehead;andheseemedtobefallingasleepalwayswiththemoneyinhishand,whenheunexpectedlysatupandsaid:
’MrClennam,Ibegyourpardon。AmItounderstand,mydearsir,thatIcould——ha——couldpassthroughtheLodgeatthismoment,and——hum——takeawalk?’
’Ithinknot,MrDorrit,’wastheunwillingreply。’Therearecertainformstobecompleted;andalthoughyourdetentionhereisnowinitselfaform,Ifearitisonethatforalittlelongerhastobeobservedtoo。’
Atthisheshedtearsagain。
’Itisbutafewhours,sir,’Clennamcheerfullyurgeduponhim。
’Afewhours,sir,’hereturnedinasuddenpassion。’Youtalkveryeasilyofhours,sir!Howlongdoyousuppose,sir,thatanhouristoamanwhoischokingforwantofair?’
Itwashislastdemonstrationforthattime;as,aftersheddingsomemoretearsandquerulouslycomplainingthathecouldn’tbreathe,heslowlyfellintoaslumber。Clennamhadabundantoccupationforhisthoughts,ashesatinthequietroomwatchingthefatheronhisbed,andthedaughterfanninghisface。
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