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第59章

  ButhereagainshewasundeceivedbyanomalousandincongruousconductonthepartofMrPanckshimself。Shehadleftthetablehalfanhour,andwasatworkalone。Florahad’gonetoliedown’
  inthenextroom,concurrentlywithwhichretirementasmellofsomethingtodrinkhadbrokenoutinthehouse。ThePatriarchwasfastasleep,withhisphilanthropicmouthopenunderayellowpocket-handkerchiefinthedining-room。Atthisquiettime,MrPanckssoftlyappearedbeforeher,urbanelynodding。
  ’Finditalittledull,MissDorrit?’inquiredPancksinalowvoice。
  ’No,thankyou,sir,’saidLittleDorrit。
  ’Busy,Isee,’observedMrPancks,stealingintotheroombyinches。’Whatarethosenow,MissDorrit?’
  ’Handkerchiefs。’
  ’Arethey,though!’saidPancks。’Ishouldn’thavethoughtit。’
  Notintheleastlookingatthem,butlookingatLittleDorrit。
  ’PerhapsyouwonderwhoIam。ShallItellyou?Iamafortune-
  teller。’
  LittleDorritnowbegantothinkhewasmad。
  ’Ibelongbodyandsoultomyproprietor,’saidPancks;’yousawmyproprietorhavinghisdinnerbelow。ButIdoalittleintheotherway,sometimes;privately,veryprivately,MissDorrit。’
  LittleDorritlookedathimdoubtfully,andnotwithoutalarm。
  ’Iwishyou’dshowmethepalmofyourhand,’saidPancks。’I
  shouldliketohavealookatit。Don’tletmebetroublesome。’
  Hewassofartroublesomethathewasnotatallwantedthere,butshelaidherworkinherlapforamoment,andheldoutherlefthandwithherthimbleonit。
  ’Yearsoftoil,eh?’saidPancks,softly,touchingitwithhisbluntforefinger。’Butwhatelsearewemadefor?Nothing。
  Hallo!’lookingintothelines。’What’sthiswithbars?It’saCollege!Andwhat’sthiswithagreygownandablackvelvetcap?
  it’safather!Andwhat’sthiswithaclarionet?It’sanuncle!
  Andwhat’sthisindancing-shoes?It’sasister!Andwhat’sthisstragglingaboutinanidlesortofaway?It’sabrother!Andwhat’sthisthinkingfor’emall?Why,thisisyou,MissDorrit!’
  Hereyesmethisasshelookedupwonderinglyintohisface,andshethoughtthatalthoughhisweresharpeyes,hewasabrighterandgentler-lookingmanthanshehadsupposedatdinner。Hiseyeswereonherhandagaindirectly,andheropportunityofconfirmingorcorrectingtheimpressionwasgone。
  ’Now,thedeuceisinit,’mutteredPancks,tracingoutalineinherhandwithhisclumsyfinger,’ifthisisn’tmeinthecornerhere!WhatdoIwanthere?What’sbehindme?’
  Hecarriedhisfingerslowlydowntothewrist,androundthewrist,andaffectedtolookatthebackofthehandforwhatwasbehindhim。
  ’Isitanyharm?’askedLittleDorrit,smiling。
  ’Deuceabit!’saidPancks。’Whatdoyouthinkit’sworth?’
  ’Ioughttoaskyouthat。Iamnotthefortune-teller。’
  ’True,’saidPancks。’What’sitworth?Youshalllivetosee,MissDorrit。’
  Releasingthehandbyslowdegrees,hedrewallhisfingersthroughhisprongsofhair,sothattheystoodupintheirmostportentousmanner;andrepeatedslowly,’RememberwhatIsay,MissDorrit。
  Youshalllivetosee。’
  Shecouldnothelpshowingthatshewasmuchsurprised,ifitwereonlybyhisknowingsomuchabouther。
  ’Ah!That’sit!’saidPancks,pointingather。’MissDorrit,notthat,ever!’
  Moresurprisedthanbefore,andalittlemorefrightened,shelookedtohimforanexplanationofhislastwords。
  ’Notthat,’saidPancks,making,withgreatseriousness,animitationofasurprisedlookandmannerthatappearedtobeunintentionallygrotesque。’Don’tdothat。Neveronseeingme,nomatterwhen,nomatterwhere。Iamnobody。Don’ttakeontomindme。Don’tmentionme。Takenonotice。Willyouagree,MissDorrit?’
  ’Ihardlyknowwhattosay,’returnedLittleDorrit,quiteastounded。’Why?’
  ’BecauseIamafortune-teller。Pancksthegipsy。Ihaven’ttoldyousomuchofyourfortuneyet,MissDorrit,astotellyouwhat’sbehindmeonthatlittlehand。Ihavetoldyouyoushalllivetosee。Isitagreed,MissDorrit?’
  ’AgreedthatI——am——to——’
  ’Totakenonoticeofmeawayfromhere,unlessItakeonfirst。
  NottomindmewhenIcomeandgo。It’sveryeasy。Iamnoloss,Iamnothandsome,Iamnotgoodcompany,Iamonlymyproprietorsgrubber。Youneeddonomorethanthink,“Ah!Pancksthegipsyathisfortune-telling——he’lltelltherestofmyfortuneoneday——I
  shalllivetoknowit。“Isitagreed,MissDorrit?’
  ’Ye-es,’falteredLittleDorrit,whomhegreatlyconfused,’I
  supposeso,whileyoudonoharm。’
  ’Good!’MrPancksglancedatthewalloftheadjoiningroom,andstoopedforward。’Honestcreature,womanofcapitalpoints,butheedlessandaloosetalker,MissDorrit。’Withthatherubbedhishandsasiftheinterviewhadbeenverysatisfactorytohim,pantedawaytothedoor,andurbanelynoddedhimselfoutagain。
  IfLittleDorritwerebeyondmeasureperplexedbythiscuriousconductonthepartofhernewacquaintance,andbyfindingherselfinvolvedinthissingulartreaty,herperplexitywasnotdiminishedbyensuingcircumstances。BesidesthatMrPanckstookeveryopportunityaffordedhiminMrCasby’shouseofsignificantlyglancingatherandsnortingather——whichwasnotmuch,afterwhathehaddonealready——hebegantopervadeherdailylife。Shesawhiminthestreet,constantly。WhenshewenttoMrCasby’s,hewasalwaysthere。WhenshewenttoMrsClennam’s,hecamethereonanypretence,asiftokeepherinhissight。Aweekhadnotgoneby,whenshefoundhimtoherastonishmentintheLodgeonenight,conversingwiththeturnkeyonduty,andtoallappearanceoneofhisfamiliarcompanions。Hernextsurprisewastofindhimequallyathiseasewithintheprison;tohearofhispresentinghimselfamongthevisitorsatherfather’sSundaylevee;toseehimarminarmwithaCollegiatefriendabouttheyard;tolearn,fromFame,thathehadgreatlydistinguishedhimselfoneeveningatthesocialclubthathelditsmeetingsintheSnuggery,byaddressingaspeechtothemembersoftheinstitution,singingasong,andtreatingthecompanytofivegallonsofale——reportmadlyaddedabushelofshrimps。TheeffectonMrPlornishofsuchofthesephenomenaashebecameaneye-witnessofinhisfaithfulvisits,madeanimpressiononLittleDorritonlysecondtothatproducedbythephenomenathemselves。Theyseemedtogagandbindhim。Hecouldonlystare,andsometimesweaklymutterthatitwouldn’tbebelieveddownBleedingHeartYardthatthiswasPancks;butheneversaidawordmore,ormadeasignmore,eventoLittleDorrit。
  MrPanckscrownedhismysteriesbymakinghimselfacquaintedwithTipinsomeunknownmanner,andtakingaSundaysaunterintotheCollegeonthatgentleman’sarm。ThroughouthenevertookanynoticeofLittleDorrit,saveonceortwicewhenhehappenedtocomeclosetoherandtherewasnooneverynear;onwhichoccasions,hesaidinpassing,withafriendlylookandapuffofencouragement,’Pancksthegipsy——fortune-telling。’
  LittleDorritworkedandstroveasusual,wonderingatallthis,butkeepingherwonder,asshehadfromherearliestyearskeptmanyheavierloads,inherownbreast。Achangehadstolen,andwasstealingyet,overthepatientheart。Everydayfoundhersomethingmoreretiringthanthedaybefore。Topassinandoutoftheprisonunnoticed,andelsewheretobeoverlookedandforgotten,were,forherself,herchiefdesires。
  Toherownroomtoo,strangelyassortedroomforherdelicateyouthandcharacter,shewasgladtoretreatasoftenasshecouldwithoutdesertionofanyduty。Therewereafternoontimeswhenshewasunemployed,whenvisitorsdroppedintoplayahandatcardswithherfather,whenshecouldbesparedandwasbetteraway。
  Thenshewouldflitalongtheyard,climbthescoresofstairsthatledtoherroom,andtakeherseatatthewindow。Manycombinationsdidthosespikesuponthewallassume,manylightshapesdidthestrongironweaveitselfinto,manygoldentouchesfellupontherust,whileLittleDorritsattheremusing。Newzig-
  zagssprungintothecruelpatternsometimes,whenshesawitthroughaburstoftears;butbeautifiedorhardenedstill,alwaysoveritandunderitandthroughit,shewasfaintolookinhersolitude,seeingeverythingwiththatineffaceablebrand。
  Agarret,andaMarshalseagarretwithoutcompromise,wasLittleDorrit’sroom。Beautifullykept,itwasuglyinitself,andhadlittlebutcleanlinessandairtosetitoff;forwhatembellishmentshehadeverbeenabletobuy,hadgonetoherfather’sroom。Howbeit,forthispoorplacesheshowedanincreasinglove;andtositinitalonebecameherfavouriterest。
  Insomuch,thatonacertainafternoonduringthePancksmysteries,whenshewasseatedatherwindow,andheardMaggy’swell-knownstepcomingupthestairs,shewasverymuchdisturbedbytheapprehensionofbeingsummonedaway。AsMaggy’sstepcamehigherupandnearer,shetrembledandfaltered;anditwasasmuchasshecoulddotospeak,whenMaggyatlengthappeared。
  ’Please,LittleMother,’saidMaggy,pantingforbreath,’youmustcomedownandseehim。He’shere。’
  ’Who,Maggy?’
  ’Who,o’courseMrClennam。He’sinyourfather’sroom,andhesaystome,Maggy,willyoubesokindandgoandsayit’sonlyme。’
  ’Iamnotverywell,Maggy。Ihadbetternotgo。Iamgoingtoliedown。See!Iliedownnow,toeasemyhead。Say,withmygratefulregard,thatyouleftmeso,orIwouldhavecome。’
  ’Well,itan’tverypolitethough,LittleMother,’saidthestaringMaggy,’toturnyourfaceaway,neither!’
  Maggywasverysusceptibletopersonalslights,andveryingeniousininventingthem。’Puttingbothyourhandsaforeyourfacetoo!’
  shewenton。’Ifyoucan’tbearthelooksofapoorthing,itwouldbebettertotellhersoatonce,andnotgoandshutheroutlikethat,hurtingherfeelingsandbreakingherheartattenyearold,poorthing!’
  ’It’stoeasemyhead,Maggy。’
  ’Well,andifyoucrytoeaseyourhead,LittleMother,letmecrytoo。Don’tgoandhaveallthecryingtoyourself,’expostulatedMaggy,’thatan’tnotbeinggreedy。’Andimmediatelybegantoblubber。
  Itwaswithsomedifficultythatshecouldbeinducedtogobackwiththeexcuse;butthepromiseofbeingtoldastory——ofoldhergreatdelight——onconditionthatsheconcentratedherfacultiesupontheerrandandleftherlittlemistresstoherselfforanhourlonger,combinedwithamisgivingonMaggy’spartthatshehadlefthergoodtemperatthebottomofthestaircase,prevailed。Soawayshewent,mutteringhermessageallthewaytokeepitinhermind,and,attheappointedtime,cameback。