TheFatheroftheMarshalseaintwoorthreeRelationsThebrothersWilliamandFrederickDorrit,walkingupanddowntheCollege-yard——ofcourseonthearistocraticorPumpside,fortheFathermadeitapointofhisstatetobecharyofgoingamonghischildrenonthePoorside,exceptonSundaymornings,ChristmasDays,andotheroccasionsofceremony,intheobservancewhereofhewasverypunctual,andatwhichtimeshelaidhishandupontheheadsoftheirinfants,andblessedthoseyounginsolventswithabenignitythatwashighlyedifying——thebrothers,walkingupanddowntheCollege-yardtogether,wereamemorablesight。Frederickthefree,wassohumbled,bowed,withered,andfaded;Williamthebond,wassocourtly,condescending,andbenevolentlyconsciousofaposition;thatinthisregardonly,ifinnoother,thebrotherswereaspectacletowonderat。
TheywalkedupanddowntheyardontheeveningofLittleDorrit’sSundayinterviewwithherloverontheIronBridge。Thecaresofstatewereoverforthatday,theDrawingRoomhadbeenwellattended,severalnewpresentationshadtakenplace,thethree-and-
sixpenceaccidentallyleftonthetablehadaccidentallyincreasedtotwelveshillings,andtheFatheroftheMarshalsearefreshedhimselfwithawhiffofcigar。Ashewalkedupanddown,affablyaccommodatinghissteptotheshuffleofhisbrother,notproudinhissuperiority,butconsiderateofthatpoorcreature,bearingwithhim,andbreathingtolerationofhisinfirmitiesineverylittlepuffofsmokethatissuedfromhislipsandaspiredtogetoverthespikedwall,hewasasighttowonderat。
HisbrotherFrederickofthedimeye,palsiedhand,bentform,andgropingmind,submissivelyshuffledathisside,acceptinghispatronageasheacceptedeveryincidentofthelabyrinthianworldinwhichhehadgotlost。Heheldtheusualscrewedbitofwhitey-
brownpaperinhishand,fromwhichheeverandagainunscrewedasparepinchofsnuff。Thatfalteringlytaken,hewouldglanceathisbrothernotunadmiringly,puthishandsbehindhim,andshuffleonsoathissideuntilhetookanotherpinch,orstoodstilltolookabouthim——perchancesuddenlymissinghisclarionet。
TheCollegevisitorsweremeltingawayastheshadesofnightdrewon,buttheyardwasstillprettyfull,theCollegiansbeingmostlyout,seeingtheirfriendstotheLodge。Asthebrotherspacedtheyard,Williamthebondlookedabouthimtoreceivesalutes,returnedthembygraciouslyliftingoffhishat,and,withanengagingair,preventedFrederickthefreefromrunningagainstthecompany,orbeingjostledagainstthewall。TheCollegiansasabodywerenoteasilyimpressible,buteventhey,accordingtotheirvariouswaysofwondering,appearedtofindinthetwobrothersasighttowonderat。
’Youarealittlelowthisevening,Frederick,’saidtheFatheroftheMarshalsea。’Anythingthematter?’
’Thematter?’Hestaredforamoment,andthendroppedhisheadandeyesagain。’No,William,no。Nothingisthematter。’
’Ifyoucouldbepersuadedtosmartenyourselfupalittle,Frederick——’
’Aye,aye!’saidtheoldmanhurriedly。’ButIcan’tbe。Ican’tbe。Don’ttalkso。That’sallover。’
TheFatheroftheMarshalseaglancedatapassingCollegianwithwhomhewasonfriendlyterms,aswhoshouldsay,’Anenfeebledoldman,this;butheismybrother,sir,mybrother,andthevoiceofNatureispotent!’andsteeredhisbrotherclearofthehandleofthepumpbythethreadbaresleeve。Nothingwouldhavebeenwantingtotheperfectionofhischaracterasafraternalguide,philosopherandfriend,ifhehadonlysteeredhisbrotherclearofruin,insteadofbringingituponhim。
’Ithink,William,’saidtheobjectofhisaffectionateconsideration,’thatIamtired,andwillgohometobed。’
’MydearFrederick,’returnedtheother,’don’tletmedetainyou;
don’tsacrificeyourinclinationtome。’
’Latehours,andaheatedatmosphere,andyears,Isuppose,’saidFrederick,’weakenme。’
’MydearFrederick,’returnedtheFatheroftheMarshalsea,’doyouthinkyouaresufficientlycarefulofyourself?Doyouthinkyourhabitsareaspreciseandmethodicalas——shallIsayasmineare?
NottorevertagaintothatlittleeccentricitywhichImentionedjustnow,Idoubtifyoutakeairandexerciseenough,Frederick。
Hereistheparade,alwaysatyourservice。Whynotuseitmoreregularlythanyoudo?’
’Hah!’sighedtheother。’Yes,yes,yes,yes。’
’Butitisofnousesayingyes,yes,mydearFrederick,’theFatheroftheMarshalseainhismildwisdompersisted,’unlessyouactonthatassent。Considermycase,Frederick。Iamakindofexample。Necessityandtimehavetaughtmewhattodo。Atcertainstatedhoursoftheday,youwillfindmeontheparade,inmyroom,intheLodge,readingthepaper,receivingcompany,eatinganddrinking。IhaveimpresseduponAmyduringmanyyears,thatI
musthavemymealsforinstancepunctually。Amyhasgrownupinasenseoftheimportanceofthesearrangements,andyouknowwhatagoodgirlsheis。’
Thebrotheronlysighedagain,asheploddeddreamilyalong,’Hah!
Yes,yes,yes,yes。’
’Mydearfellow,’saidtheFatheroftheMarshalsea,layinghishanduponhisshoulder,andmildlyrallyinghim——mildly,becauseofhisweakness,poordearsoul;’yousaidthatbefore,anditdoesnotexpressmuch,Frederick,evenifitmeansmuch。IwishIcouldrouseyou,mygoodFrederick;youwanttoberoused。’
’Yes,William,yes。Nodoubt,’returnedtheother,liftinghisdimeyestohisface。’ButIamnotlikeyou。’
TheFatheroftheMarshalseasaid,withashrugofmodestself-
depreciation,’Oh!Youmightbelikeme,mydearFrederick;youmightbe,ifyouchose!’andforbore,inthemagnanimityofhisstrength,topresshisfallenbrotherfurther。
Therewasagreatdealofleave-takinggoingonincorners,aswasusualonSundaynights;andhereandthereinthedark,somepoorwoman,wifeormother,wasweepingwithanewCollegian。ThetimehadbeenwhentheFatherhimselfhadwept,intheshadesofthatyard,ashisownpoorwifehadwept。Butitwasmanyyearsago;
andnowhewaslikeapassengeraboardshipinalongvoyage,whohasrecoveredfromsea-sickness,andisimpatientofthatweaknessinthefresherpassengerstakenaboardatthelastport。Hewasinclinedtoremonstrate,andtoexpresshisopinionthatpeoplewhocouldn’tgetonwithoutcrying,hadnobusinessthere。Inmanner,ifnotinwords,healwaystestifiedhisdispleasureattheseinterruptionsofthegeneralharmony;anditwassowellunderstood,thatdelinquentsusuallywithdrewiftheywereawareofhim。
OnthisSundayevening,heaccompaniedhisbrothertothegatewithanairofenduranceandclemency;beinginablandtemperandgraciouslydisposedtooverlookthetears。IntheflaringgaslightoftheLodge,severalCollegianswerebasking;sometakingleaveofvisitors,andsomewhohadnovisitors,watchingthefrequentturningofthekey,andconversingwithoneanotherandwithMrChivery。Thepaternalentrancemadeasensationofcourse;andMrChivery,touchinghishatinashortmannerthoughwithhiskey,hopedhefoundhimselftolerable。
’Thankyou,Chivery,quitewell。Andyou?’
MrChiverysaidinalowgrowl,’Oh!hewasallright。’Whichwashisgeneralwayofacknowledginginquiriesafterhishealthwhenalittlesullen。
’IhadavisitfromYoungJohnto-day,Chivery。Andverysmarthelooked,Iassureyou。’
SoMrChiveryhadheard。MrChiverymustconfess,however,thathiswishwasthattheboydidn’tlayoutsomuchmoneyuponit。
Forwhatdiditbringhimin?Itonlybroughthiminwexation。
Andhecouldgetthatanywherefornothing。
’Howvexation,Chivery?’askedthebenignantfather。
’Noodds,’returnedMrChivery。’Nevermind。MrFrederickgoingout?’
’Yes,Chivery,mybrotherisgoinghometobed。Heistired,andnotquitewell。Takecare,Frederick,takecare。Goodnight,mydearFrederick!’
Shakinghandswithhisbrother,andtouchinghisgreasyhattothecompanyintheLodge,FrederickslowlyshuffledoutofthedoorwhichMrChiveryunlockedforhim。TheFatheroftheMarshalseashowedtheamiablesolicitudeofasuperiorbeingthatheshouldcometonoharm。
’Besokindastokeepthedooropenamoment,Chivery,thatImayseehimgoalongthepassageanddownthesteps。Takecare,Frederick!Heisveryinfirm。Mindthesteps!Heissoveryabsent。Becarefulhowyoucross,Frederick。Ireallydon’tlikethenotionofhisgoingwanderingatlarge,heissoextremelyliabletoberunover。’
Withthesewords,andwithafaceexpressiveofmanyuneasydoubtsandmuchanxiousguardianship,heturnedhisregardsupontheassembledcompanyintheLodge:soplainlyindicatingthathisbrotherwastobepitiedfornotbeingunderlockandkey,thatanopiniontothateffectwentroundamongtheCollegiansassembled。
Buthedidnotreceiveitwithunqualifiedassent;onthecontrary,hesaid,No,gentlemen,no;letthemnotmisunderstandhim。HisbrotherFrederickwasmuchbroken,nodoubt,anditmightbemorecomfortabletohimselftheFatheroftheMarshalseatoknowthathewassafewithinthewalls。Still,itmustberememberedthattosupportanexistencethereduringmanyyears,requiredacertaincombinationofqualities——hedidnotsayhighqualities,butqualities——moralqualities。Now,hadhisbrotherFrederickthatpeculiarunionofqualities?Gentlemen,hewasamostexcellentman,amostgentle,tender,andestimableman,withthesimplicityofachild;butwouldhe,thoughunsuitedformostotherplaces,doforthatplace?No;hesaidconfidently,no!And,hesaid,HeavenforbidthatFrederickshouldbethereinanyothercharacterthaninhispresentvoluntarycharacter!Gentlemen,whoevercametothatCollege,toremaintherealengthoftime,musthavestrengthofcharactertogothroughagooddealandtocomeoutofagooddeal。WashisbelovedbrotherFrederickthatman?No。Theysawhim,evenasitwas,crushed。Misfortunecrushedhim。Hehadnotpowerofrecoilenough,notelasticityenough,tobealongtimeinsuchaplace,andyetpreservehisself-respectandfeelconsciousthathewasagentleman。FrederickhadnotifhemightusetheexpressionPowerenoughtoseeinanydelicatelittleattentionsand——and——Testimonialsthathemightundersuchcircumstancesreceive,thegoodnessofhumannature,thefinespiritanimatingtheCollegiansasacommunity,andatthesametimenodegradationtohimself,andnodepreciationofhisclaimsasagentleman。
Gentlemen,Godblessyou!
SuchwasthehomilywithwhichheimprovedandpointedtheoccasiontothecompanyintheLodgebeforeturningintothesallowyardagain,andgoingwithhisownpoorshabbydignitypasttheCollegianinthedressing-gownwhohadnocoat,andpasttheCollegianinthesea-sideslipperswhohadnoshoes,andpastthestoutgreengrocerCollegianinthecorduroyknee-breecheswhohadnocares,andpasttheleanclerkCollegianinbuttonlessblackwhohadnohopes,uphisownpoorshabbystaircasetohisownpoorshabbyroom。
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