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第136章

  ’Notawordtoanyonebutme,Cavalletto。’
  ’Al-tro!’criedCavalletto。Andwasgonewithgreatspeed。
  CHAPTER23
  MistressAfferymakesaConditionalPromise,respectingherDreamsLeftalone,withtheexpressivelooksandgesturesofMrBaptist,otherwiseGiovanniBaptistaCavalletto,vividlybeforehim,Clennamenteredonawearyday。Itwasinvainthathetriedtocontrolhisattentionbydirectingittoanybusinessoccupationortrainofthought;itrodeatanchorbythehauntingtopic,andwouldholdtonootheridea。Asthoughacriminalshouldbechainedinastationaryboatonadeepclearriver,condemned,whatevercountlessleaguesofwaterflowedpasthim,alwaystoseethebodyofthefellow-creaturehehaddrownedlyingatthebottom,immovable,andunchangeable,exceptastheeddiesmadeitbroadorlong,nowexpanding,nowcontractingitsterriblelineaments;soArthur,belowtheshiftingcurrentoftransparentthoughtsandfancieswhichweregoneandsucceededbyothersassoonascome,saw,steadyanddark,andnottobestirredfromitsplace,theonesubjectthatheendeavouredwithallhismighttoridhimselfof,andthathecouldnotflyfrom。Theassurancehenowhad,thatBlandois,whateverhisrightname,wasoneoftheworstofcharacters,greatlyaugmentedtheburdenofhisanxieties。Thoughthedisappearanceshouldbeaccountedforto-morrow,thefactthathismotherhadbeenincommunicationwithsuchaman,wouldremainunalterable。Thatthecommunicationhadbeenofasecretkind,andthatshehadbeensubmissivetohimandafraidofhim,hehopedmightbeknowntonoonebeyondhimself;yet,knowingit,howcouldheseparateitfromhisoldvaguefears,andhowbelievethattherewasnothingevilinsuchrelations?
  Herresolutionnottoenteronthequestionwithhim,andhisknowledgeofherindomitablecharacter,enhancedhissenseofhelplessness。Itwasliketheoppressionofadreamtobelievethatshameandexposurewereimpendingoverherandhisfather’smemory,andtobeshutout,asbyabrazenwall,fromthepossibilityofcomingtotheiraid。Thepurposehehadbroughthometohisnativecountry,andhadeversincekeptinview,was,withhergreatestdetermination,defeatedbyhismotherherself,atthetimeofallotherswhenhefearedthatitpressedmost。Hisadvice,energy,activity,money,credit,allhisresourceswhatsoever,wereallmadeuseless。Ifshehadbeenpossessedoftheoldfabledinfluence,andhadturnedthosewholookeduponherintostone,shecouldnothaverenderedhimmorecompletelypowerlesssoitseemedtohiminhisdistressofmindthanshedid,whensheturnedherunyieldingfacetohisinhergloomyroom。
  Butthelightofthatday’sdiscovery,shiningontheseconsiderations,rousedhimtotakeamoredecidedcourseofaction。
  Confidentintherectitudeofhispurpose,andimpelledbyasenseofoverhangingdangerclosinginaround,heresolved,ifhismotherwouldstilladmitofnoapproach,tomakeadesperateappealtoAffery。Ifshecouldbebroughttobecomecommunicative,andtodowhatlayinhertobreakthespellofsecrecythatenshroudedthehouse,hemightshakeofftheparalysisofwhicheveryhourthatpassedoverhisheadmadehimmoreacutelysensible。Thiswastheresultofhisday’sanxiety,andthiswasthedecisionheputinpracticewhenthedayclosedin。
  Hisfirstdisappointment,onarrivingatthehouse,wastofindthedooropen,andMrFlintwinchsmokingapipeonthesteps。Ifcircumstanceshadbeencommonlyfavourable,MistressAfferywouldhaveopenedthedoortohisknock。Circumstancesbeinguncommonlyunfavourable,thedoorstoodopen,andMrFlintwinchwassmokinghispipeonthesteps。
  ’Goodevening,’saidArthur。
  ’Goodevening,’saidMrFlintwinch。
  ThesmokecamecrookedlyoutofMrFlintwinch’smouth,asifitcirculatedthroughthewholeofhiswryfigureandcamebackbyhiswrythroat,beforecomingforthtominglewiththesmokefromthecrookedchimneysandthemistsfromthecrookedriver。
  ’Haveyouanynews?’saidArthur。
  ’Wehavenonews,’saidJeremiah。
  ’Imeanoftheforeignman,’Arthurexplained。
  _’I_meanoftheforeignman,’saidJeremiah。
  Helookedsogrim,ashestoodaskew,withtheknotofhiscravatunderhisear,thatthethoughtpassedintoClennam’smind,andnotforthefirsttimebymany,couldFlintwinchforapurposeofhisownhavegotridofBlandois?Couldithavebeenhissecret,andhissafety,thatwereatissue?Hewassmallandbent,andperhapsnotactivelystrong;yethewasastoughasanoldyew-tree,andascrustyasanoldjackdaw。Suchaman,comingbehindamuchyoungerandmorevigorousman,andhavingthewilltoputanendtohimandnorelenting,mightdoitprettysurelyinthatsolitaryplaceatalatehour。
  While,inthemorbidconditionofhisthoughts,thesethoughtsdriftedoverthemainonethatwasalwaysinClennam’smind,MrFlintwinch,regardingtheoppositehouseoverthegatewaywithhisnecktwistedandoneeyeshutup,stoodsmokingwithaviciousexpressionuponhim;moreasifheweretryingtobiteoffthestemofhispipe,thanasifhewereenjoyingit。Yethewasenjoyingitinhisownway。
  ’You’llbeabletotakemylikeness,thenexttimeyoucall,Arthur,Ishouldthink,’saidMrFlintwinch,drily,ashestoopedtoknocktheashesout。
  Ratherconsciousandconfused,Arthuraskedhispardon,ifhehadstaredathimunpolitely。’Butmymindrunssomuchuponthismatter,’hesaid,’thatIlosemyself。’
  ’Hah!YetIdon’tsee,’returnedMrFlintwinch,quiteathisleisure,’whyitshouldtroubleYOU,Arthur。’
  ’No?’
  ’No,’saidMrFlintwinch,veryshortlyanddecidedly:muchasifhewereofthecaninerace,andsnappedatArthur’shand。
  ’Isitnothingtoseethoseplacardsabout?Isitnothingtometoseemymother’snameandresidencehawkedupanddowninsuchanassociation?’
  ’Idon’tsee,’returnedMrFlintwinch,scrapinghishornycheek,’thatitneedsignifymuchtoyou。ButI’lltellyouwhatIdosee,Arthur,’glancingupatthewindows;’Iseethelightoffireandcandleinyourmother’sroom!’
  ’Andwhathasthattodowithit?’
  ’Why,sir,Ireadbyit,’saidMrFlintwinch,screwinghimselfathim,’thatifit’sadvisableastheproverbsaysitistoletsleepingdogslie,it’sjustasadvisable,perhaps,toletmissingdogslie。Let’embe。Theygenerallyturnupsoonenough。’
  MrFlintwinchturnedshortroundwhenhehadmadethisremark,andwentintothedarkhall。Clennamstoodthere,followinghimwithhiseyes,ashedippedforalightinthephosphorus-boxinthelittleroomattheside,gotoneafterthreeorfourdips,andlightedthedimlampagainstthewall。Allthewhile,Clennamwaspursuingtheprobabilities——ratherasiftheywerebeingshowntohimbyaninvisiblehandthanasifhehimselfwereconjuringthemup——ofMrFlintwinch’swaysandmeansofdoingthatdarkerdeed,andremovingitstracesbyanyoftheblackavenuesofshadowthatlayaroundthem。
  ’Now,sir,’saidthetestyJeremiah;’willitbeagreeabletowalkup-stairs?’
  ’Mymotherisalone,Isuppose?’
  ’Notalone,’saidMrFlintwinch。’MrCasbyandhisdaughterarewithher。TheycameinwhileIwassmoking,andIstayedbehindtohavemysmokeout。’
  Thiswastheseconddisappointment。Arthurmadenoremarkuponit,andrepairedtohismother’sroom,whereMrCasbyandFlorahadbeentakingtea,anchovypaste,andhotbutteredtoast。Therelicsofthosedelicacieswerenotyetremoved,eitherfromthetableorfromthescorchedcountenanceofAffery,who,withthekitchentoasting-forkstillinherhand,lookedlikeasortofallegoricalpersonage;exceptthatshehadaconsiderableadvantageoverthegeneralrunofsuchpersonagesinpointofsignificantemblematicalpurpose。
  Florahadspreadherbonnetandshawluponthebed,withacareindicativeofanintentiontostaysometime。MrCasby,too,wasbeamingnearthehob,withhisbenevolentknobsshiningasifthewarmbutterofthetoastwereexudingthroughthepatriarchalskull,andwithhisfaceasruddyasifthecolouringmatteroftheanchovypasteweremantlinginthepatriarchalvisage。Seeingthis,asheexchangedtheusualsalutations,Clennamdecidedtospeaktohismotherwithoutpostponement。
  Ithadlongbeencustomary,assheneverchangedherroom,forthosewhohadanythingtosaytoherapart,towheelhertoherdesk;whereshesat,usuallywiththebackofherchairturnedtowardstherestoftheroom,andthepersonwhotalkedwithherseatedinacorner,onastoolwhichwasalwayssetinthatplaceforthatpurpose。Exceptthatitwaslongsincethemotherandsonhadspokentogetherwithouttheinterventionofathirdperson,itwasanordinarymatterofcoursewithintheexperienceofvisitorsforMrsClennamtobeasked,withawordofapologyfortheinterruption,ifshecouldbespokenwithonamatterofbusiness,and,onherreplyingintheaffirmative,tobewheeledintothepositiondescribed。
  Therefore,whenArthurnowmadesuchanapology,andsucharequest,andmovedhertoherdeskandseatedhimselfonthestool,MrsFinchingmerelybegantotalklouderandfaster,asadelicatehintthatshecouldoverhearnothing,andMrCasbystrokedhislongwhitelockswithsleepycalmness。
  ’Mother,Ihaveheardsomethingto-daywhichIfeelpersuadedyoudon’tknow,andwhichIthinkyoushouldknow,oftheantecedentsofthatmanIsawhere。’
  ’Iknownothingoftheantecedentsofthemanyousawhere,Arthur。’
  Shespokealoud。Hehadloweredhisownvoice;butsherejectedthatadvancetowardsconfidenceassherejectedeveryother,andspokeinherusualkeyandinherusualsternvoice。
  ’Ihavereceiveditonnocircuitousinformation;ithascometomedirect。’
  Sheaskedhim,exactlyasbefore,ifheweretheretotellherwhatitwas?
  ’Ithoughtitrightthatyoushouldknowit。’
  ’Andwhatisit?’
  ’HehasbeenaprisonerinaFrenchgaol。’
  Sheansweredwithcomposure,’Ishouldthinkthatverylikely。’
  ’Butinagaolforcriminals,mother。Onanaccusationofmurder。’
  Shestartedattheword,andherlooksexpressedhernaturalhorror。Yetshestillspokealoud,whenshedemanded:——
  ’Whotoldyouso?’
  ’Amanwhowashisfellow-prisoner。’
  ’Thatman’santecedents,Isuppose,werenotknowntoyou,beforehetoldyou?’
  ’No。’
  ’Thoughthemanhimselfwas?’
  ’Yes。’
  ’MycaseandFlintwinch’s,inrespectofthisotherman!Idaresaytheresemblanceisnotsoexact,though,asthatyourinformantbecameknowntoyouthroughaletterfromacorrespondentwithwhomhehaddepositedmoney?Howdoesthatpartoftheparallelstand?’
  Arthurhadnochoicebuttosaythathisinformanthadnotbecomeknowntohimthroughtheagencyofanysuchcredentials,orindeedofanycredentialsatall。MrsClennam’sattentivefrownexpandedbydegreesintoaseverelookoftriumph,andsheretortedwithemphasis,’Takecarehowyoujudgeothers,then。Isaytoyou,Arthur,foryourgood,takecarehowyoujudge!’
  Heremphasishadbeenderivedfromhereyesquiteasmuchasfromthestressshelaiduponherwords。Shecontinuedtolookathim;
  andif,whenheenteredthehouse,hehadhadanylatenthopeofprevailingintheleastwithher,shenowlookeditoutofhisheart。