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第117章

  ’Beasrichasyoucan,sir,’Pancksadjuredhimwithapowerfulconcentrationofallhisenergiesontheadvice。’Beasrichasyouhonestlycan。It’syourduty。Notforyoursake,butforthesakeofothers。Taketimebytheforelock。PoorMrDoycewhoreallyisgrowingolddependsuponyou。Yourrelativedependsuponyou。Youdon’tknowwhatdependsuponyou。’
  ’Well,well,well!’returnedArthur。’Enoughforto-night。’
  ’Onewordmore,MrClennam,’retortedPancks,’andthenenoughforto-night。Whyshouldyouleaveallthegainstothegluttons,knaves,andimpostors?Whyshouldyouleaveallthegainsthataretobegottomyproprietorandthelikeofhim?Yetyou’realwaysdoingit。WhenIsayyou,Imeansuchmenasyou。Youknowyouare。Why,Iseeiteverydayofmylife。Iseenothingelse。
  It’smybusinesstoseeit。ThereforeIsay,’urgedPancks,’Goinandwin!’
  ’ButwhatofGoinandlose?’saidArthur。
  ’Can’tbedone,sir,’returnedPancks。’Ihavelookedintoit。
  Nameupeverywhere——immenseresources——enormouscapital——greatposition——highconnection——governmentinfluence。Can’tbedone!’
  Gradually,afterthisclosingexposition,MrPanckssubsided;
  allowedhishairtodroopasmuchasiteverwoulddroopontheutmostpersuasion;reclaimedthepipefromthefire-irons,filleditanew,andsmokeditout。Theysaidlittlemore;butwerecompanytooneanotherinsilentlypursuingthesamesubjects,anddidnotpartuntilmidnight。Ontakinghisleave,MrPancks,whenhehadshakenhandswithClennam,workedcompletelyroundhimbeforehesteamedoutatthedoor。This,ArthurreceivedasanassurancethathemightimplicitlyrelyonPancks,ifheevershouldcometoneedassistance;eitherinanyofthemattersofwhichtheyhadspokenthatnight,oranyothersubjectthatcouldinanywayaffecthimself。
  Atintervalsallnextday,andevenwhilehisattentionwasfixedonotherthings,hethoughtofMrPancks’sinvestmentofhisthousandpounds,andofhishaving’lookedintoit。’HethoughtofMrPancks’sbeingsosanguineinthismatter,andofhisnotbeingusuallyofasanguinecharacter。HethoughtofthegreatNationalDepartment,andofthedelightitwouldbetohimtoseeDoycebetteroff。HethoughtofthedarklythreateningplacethatwentbythenameofHomeinhisremembrance,andofthegatheringshadowswhichmadeityetmoredarklythreateningthanofold。Heobservedanewthatwhereverhewent,hesaw,orheard,ortouched,thecelebratednameofMerdle;hefounditdifficulteventoremainathisdeskacoupleofhours,withouthavingitpresentedtooneofhisbodilysensesthroughsomeagencyorother。Hebegantothinkitwascurioustoothatitshouldbeeverywhere,andthatnobodybutheshouldseemtohaveanymistrustofit。Thoughindeedhebegantoremember,whenhegottothis,evenhedidnotmistrustit;hehadonlyhappenedtokeepalooffromit。
  Suchsymptoms,whenadiseaseofthekindisrife,areusuallythesignsofsickening。
  TakingAdviceWhenitbecameknowntotheBritonsontheshoreoftheyellowTiberthattheirintelligentcompatriot,MrSparkler,wasmadeoneoftheLordsoftheirCircumlocutionOffice,theytookitasapieceofnewswithwhichtheyhadnonearerconcernthanwithanyotherpieceofnews——anyotherAccidentorOffence——intheEnglishpapers。Somelaughed;somesaid,bywayofcompleteexcuse,thatthepostwasvirtuallyasinecure,andanyfoolwhocouldspellhisnamewasgoodenoughforit;some,andthesethemoresolemnpoliticaloracles,saidthatDecimusdidwiselytostrengthenhimself,andthatthesoleconstitutionalpurposeofallplaceswithinthegiftofDecimus,was,thatDecimusshouldstrengthenhimself。AfewbiliousBritonstherewerewhowouldnotsubscribetothisarticleoffaith;buttheirobjectionwaspurelytheoretical。Inapracticalpointofview,theylistlesslyabandonedthematter,asbeingthebusinessofsomeotherBritonsunknown,somewhere,ornowhere。Inlikemanner,athome,greatnumbersofBritonsmaintained,foraslongasfour-and-twentyconsecutivehours,thatthoseinvisibleandanonymousBritons’oughttotakeitup;’andthatiftheyquietlyacquiescedinit,theydeservedit。ButofwhatclasstheremissBritonswerecomposed,andwheretheunluckycreatureshidthemselves,andwhytheyhidthemselves,andhowitconstantlyhappenedthattheyneglectedtheirinterests,whensomanyotherBritonswerequiteatalosstoaccountfortheirnotlookingafterthoseinterests,wasnot,eitherupontheshoreoftheyellowTiberortheshoreoftheblackThames,madeapparenttomen。
  MrsMerdlecirculatedthenews,asshereceivedcongratulationsonit,withacarelessgracethatdisplayedittoadvantage,asthesettingdisplaysthejewel。Yes,shesaid,Edmundhadtakentheplace。MrMerdlewishedhimtotakeit,andhehadtakenit。ShehopedEdmundmightlikeit,butreallyshedidn’tknow。Itwouldkeephimintownagooddeal,andhepreferredthecountry。Still,itwasnotadisagreeableposition——anditwasaposition。TherewasnodenyingthatthethingwasacomplimenttoMrMerdle,andwasnotabadthingforEdmundifhelikedit。Itwasjustaswellthatheshouldhavesomethingtodo,anditwasjustaswellthatheshouldhavesomethingfordoingit。WhetheritwouldbemoreagreeabletoEdmundthanthearmy,remainedtobeseen。
  ThustheBosom;accomplishedintheartofseemingtomakethingsofsmallaccount,andreallyenhancingthemintheprocess。WhileHenryGowan,whomDecimushadthrownaway,wentthroughthewholeroundofhisacquaintancebetweentheGateofthePeopleandthetownofAlbano,vowing,almostbutnotquitewithtearsinhiseyes,thatSparklerwasthesweetest-tempered,simplest-hearted,altogethermostlovablejackassthatevergrazedonthepubliccommon;andthatonlyonecircumstancecouldhavedelightedhimGowanmore,thanhisthebelovedjackass’sgettingthispost,andthatwouldhavebeenhisGowan’sgettingithimself。HesaiditwastheverythingforSparkler。Therewasnothingtodo,andhewoulddoitcharmingly;therewasahandsomesalarytodraw,andhewoulddrawitcharmingly;itwasadelightful,appropriate,capitalappointment;andhealmostforgavethedonorhisslightofhimself,inhisjoythatthedeardonkeyforwhomhehadsogreatanaffectionwassoadmirablystabled。Nordidhisbenevolencestophere。Hetookpains,onallsocialoccasions,todrawMrSparklerout,andmakehimconspicuousbeforethecompany;and,althoughtheconsiderateactionalwaysresultedinthatyounggentleman’smakingadrearyandforlornmentalspectacleofhimself,thefriendlyintentionwasnottobedoubted。
  Unless,indeed,itchancedtobedoubtedbytheobjectofMrSparkler’saffections。MissFannywasnowinthedifficultsituationofbeinguniversallyknowninthatlight,andofnothavingdismissedMrSparkler,howevercapriciouslysheusedhim。
  Hence,shewassufficientlyidentifiedwiththegentlemantofeelcompromisedbyhisbeingmorethanusuallyridiculous;andhence,beingbynomeansdeficientinquickness,shesometimescametohisrescueagainstGowan,anddidhimverygoodservice。But,whiledoingthis,shewasashamedofhim,undeterminedwhethertogetridofhimormoredecidedlyencouragehim,distractedwithapprehensionsthatshewaseverydaybecomingmoreandmoreimmeshedinheruncertainties,andtorturedbymisgivingsthatMrsMerdletriumphedinherdistress。Withthistumultinhermind,itisnosubjectforsurprisethatMissFannycamehomeonenightinastateofagitationfromaconcertandballatMrsMerdle’shouse,andonhersisteraffectionatelytryingtosootheher,pushedthatsisterawayfromthetoilette-tableatwhichshesatangrilytryingtocry,anddeclaredwithaheavingbosomthatshedetestedeverybody,andshewishedshewasdead。
  ’DearFanny,whatisthematter?Tellme。’
  ’Matter,youlittleMole,’saidFanny。’Ifyouwerenottheblindestoftheblind,youwouldhavenooccasiontoaskme。Theideaofdaringtopretendtoassertthatyouhaveeyesinyourhead,andyetaskmewhat’sthematter!’
  ’IsitMrSparkler,dear?’
  ’Mis-terSpark-ler!’repeatedFanny,withunboundedscorn,asifhewerethelastsubjectintheSolarsystemthatcouldpossiblybenearhermind。’No,MissBat,itisnot。’
  Immediatelyafterwards,shebecameremorsefulforhavingcalledhersisternames;declaringwithsobsthatsheknewshemadeherselfhateful,butthateverybodydrovehertoit。
  ’Idon’tthinkyouarewellto-night,dearFanny。’
  ’Stuffandnonsense!’repliedtheyounglady,turningangryagain;
  ’Iamaswellasyouare。PerhapsImightsaybetter,andyetmakenoboastofit。’
  PoorLittleDorrit,notseeingherwaytotheofferingofanysoothingwordsthatwouldescaperepudiation,deemeditbesttoremainquiet。Atfirst,Fannytookthisill,too;protestingtoherlooking-glass,thatofallthetryingsistersagirlcouldhave,shedidthinkthemosttryingsisterwasaflatsister。Thatsheknewshewasattimesawretchedtemper;thatsheknewshemadeherselfhateful;thatwhenshemadeherselfhateful,nothingwoulddoherhalfthegoodasbeingtoldso;butthat,beingafflictedwithaflatsister,sheneverWAStoldso,andtheconsequenceresultedthatshewasabsolutelytemptedandgoadedintomakingherselfdisagreeable。Besidessheangrilytoldherlooking-
  glass,shedidn’twanttobeforgiven。Itwasnotarightexample,thatsheshouldbeconstantlystoopingtobeforgivenbyayoungersister。AndthiswastheArtofit——thatshewasalwaysbeingplacedinthepositionofbeingforgiven,whethershelikeditornot。Finallysheburstintoviolentweeping,and,whenhersistercameandsatcloseathersidetocomforther,said,’Amy,you’reanAngel!’
  ’But,Itellyouwhat,myPet,’saidFanny,whenhersister’sgentlenesshadcalmedher,’itnowcomestothis;thatthingscannotandshallnotgoonastheyareatpresentgoingon,andthattheremustbeanendofthis,onewayoranother。’
  Astheannouncementwasvague,thoughveryperemptory,LittleDorritreturned,’Letustalkaboutit。’
  ’Quiteso,mydear,’assentedFanny,asshedriedhereyes。’Letustalkaboutit。Iamrationalagainnow,andyoushalladviseme。Willyouadviseme,mysweetchild?’
  EvenAmysmiledatthisnotion,butshesaid,’Iwill,Fanny,aswellasIcan。’
  ’Thankyou,dearestAmy,’returnedFanny,kissingher。’Youaremyanchor。’
  HavingembracedherAnchorwithgreataffection,Fannytookabottleofsweettoilettewaterfromthetable,andcalledtohermaidforafinehandkerchief。Shethendismissedthatattendantforthenight,andwentontobeadvised;dabbinghereyesandforeheadfromtimetotimetocoolthem。
  ’Mylove,’Fannybegan,’ourcharactersandpointsofviewaresufficientlydifferentkissmeagain,mydarling,tomakeitveryprobablethatIshallsurpriseyoubywhatIamgoingtosay。WhatIamgoingtosay,mydear,is,thatnotwithstandingourproperty,welabour,sociallyspeaking,underdisadvantages。Youdon’tquiteunderstandwhatImean,Amy?’
  ’IhavenodoubtIshall,’saidAmy,mildly,’afterafewwordsmore。’
  ’Well,mydear,whatImeanis,thatweare,afterall,newcomersintofashionablelife。’
  ’Iamsure,Fanny,’LittleDorritinterposedinherzealousadmiration,’nooneneedfindthatoutinyou。’
  ’Well,mydearchild,perhapsnot,’saidFanny,’thoughit’smostkindandmostaffectionateinyou,youpreciousgirl,tosayso。’
  Hereshedabbedhersister’sforehead,andblewuponitalittle。
  ’Butyouare,’resumedFanny,’asiswellknown,thedearestlittlethingthateverwas!Toresume,mychild。Paisextremelygentlemanlyandextremelywellinformed,butheis,insometriflingrespects,alittledifferentfromothergentlemenofhisfortune:partlyonaccountofwhathehasgonethrough,poordear:
  partly,Ifancy,onaccountofitsoftenrunninginhismindthatotherpeoplearethinkingaboutthat,whileheistalkingtothem。
  Uncle,mylove,isaltogetherunpresentable。ThoughadearcreaturetowhomIamtenderlyattached,heis,sociallyspeaking,shocking。Edwardisfrightfullyexpensiveanddissipated。Idon’tmeanthatthereisanythingungenteelinthatitself——farfromit——
  butIdomeanthathedoesn’tdoitwell,andthathedoesn’t,ifImaysoexpressmyself,getthemoney’s-worthinthesortofdissipatedreputationthatattachestohim。’