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第104章

  Hehadthepower,oftentobefoundinunionwithsuchacharacter,ofexplainingwhathehimselfperceived,andmeant,withthedirectforceanddistinctnesswithwhichitstruckhisownmind。Hismannerofdemonstrationwassoorderlyandneatandsimple,thatitwasnoteasytomistakehim。Therewassomethingalmostludicrousinthecompleteirreconcilabilityofavagueconventionalnotionthathemustbeavisionaryman,withtheprecise,sagacioustravellingofhiseyeandthumbovertheplans,theirpatientstoppagesatparticularpoints,theircarefulreturnstootherpointswhencelittlechannelsofexplanationhadtobetracedup,andhissteadymannerofmakingeverythinggoodandeverythingsoundateachimportantstage,beforetakinghisheareronaline’s-breadthfurther。Hisdismissalofhimselffromhisdescription,washardlylessremarkable。Heneversaid,I
  discoveredthisadaptationorinventedthatcombination;butshowedthewholethingasiftheDivineartificerhadmadeit,andhehadhappenedtofindit;somodesthewasaboutit,suchapleasanttouchofrespectwasmingledwithhisquietadmirationofit,andsocalmlyconvincedhewasthatitwasestablishedonirrefragablelaws。
  Notonlythatevening,butforseveralsucceedingevenings,Clennamwasquitecharmedbythisinvestigation。Themorehepursuedit,andtheoftenerheglancedatthegreyheadbendingoverit,andtheshrewdeyekindlingwithpleasureinitandloveofit——
  instrumentforprobinghisheartthoughithadbeenmadefortwelvelongyears——thelesshecouldreconcileittohisyoungerenergytoletitgowithoutoneeffortmore。Atlengthhesaid:
  ’Doyce,itcametothisatlast——thatthebusinesswastobesunkwithHeavenknowshowmanymorewrecks,orbegunalloveragain?’
  ’Yes,’returnedDoyce,’that’swhatthenoblemenandgentlemenmadeofitafteradozenyears。’
  ’Andprettyfellowstoo!’saidClennam,bitterly。
  ’Theusualthing!’observedDoyce。’Imustnotmakeamartyrofmyself,whenIamoneofsolargeacompany。’
  ’Relinquishit,orbeginitalloveragain?’musedClennam。
  ’Thatwasexactlythelongandtheshortofit,’saidDoyce。
  ’Then,myfriend,’criedClennam,startingupandtakinghiswork-
  roughenedhand,’itshallbebegunalloveragain!’
  Doycelookedalarmed,andrepliedinahurry——forhim,’No,no。
  Betterputitby。Farbetterputitby。Itwillbeheardof,oneday。Icanputitby。Youforget,mygoodClennam;IHAVEputitby。It’sallatanend。’
  ’Yes,Doyce,’returnedClennam,’atanendasfarasyoureffortsandrebuffsareconcerned,Iadmit,butnotasfarasmineare。I
  amyoungerthanyou:Ihaveonlyoncesetfootinthatpreciousoffice,andIamfreshgameforthem。Come!I’lltrythem。Youshalldoexactlyasyouhavebeendoingsincewehavebeentogether。IwilladdasIeasilycantowhatIhavebeendoing,theattempttogetpublicjusticedonetoyou;and,unlessIhavesomesuccesstoreport,youshallhearnomoreofit。’
  DanielDoycewasstillreluctanttoconsent,andagainandagainurgedthattheyhadbetterputitby。Butitwasnaturalthatheshouldgraduallyallowhimselftobeover-persuadedbyClennam,andshouldyield。Yieldhedid。SoArthurresumedthelongandhopelesslabourofstrivingtomakewaywiththeCircumlocutionOffice。
  Thewaiting-roomsofthatDepartmentsoonbegantobefamiliarwithhispresence,andhewasgenerallyusheredintothembyitsjanitorsmuchasapickpocketmightbeshownintoapolice-office;
  theprincipaldifferencebeingthattheobjectofthelatterclassofpublicbusinessistokeepthepickpocket,whiletheCircumlocutionobjectwastogetridofClennam。However,hewasresolvedtosticktotheGreatDepartment;andsotheworkofform-
  filling,corresponding,minuting,memorandum-making,signing,counter-signing,counter-counter-signing,referringbackwardsandforwards,andreferringsideways,crosswise,andzig-zag,recommenced。
  HerearisesafeatureoftheCircumlocutionOffice,notpreviouslymentionedinthepresentrecord。WhenthatadmirableDepartmentgotintotrouble,andwas,bysomeinfuriatedmembersofParliamentwhomthesmallerBarnaclesalmostsuspectedoflabouringunderdiabolicpossession,attackedonthemeritsofnoindividualcase,butasanInstitutionwhollyabominableandBedlamite;thenthenobleorrighthonourableBarnaclewhorepresenteditintheHouse,wouldsmitethatmemberandcleavehimasunder,withastatementofthequantityofbusinessforthepreventionofbusinessdonebytheCircumlocutionOffice。ThenwouldthatnobleorrighthonourableBarnacleholdinhishandapapercontainingafewfigures,towhich,withthepermissionoftheHouse,hewouldentreatitsattention。ThenwouldtheinferiorBarnaclesexclaim,obeyingorders,’Hear,Hear,Hear!’and’Read!’ThenwouldthenobleorrighthonourableBarnacleperceive,sir,fromthislittledocument,whichhethoughtmightcarryconvictioneventotheperversestmindDerisivelaughterandcheeringfromtheBarnaclefry,thatwithintheshortcompassofthelastfinancialhalf-
  year,thismuch-malignedDepartmentCheershadwrittenandreceivedfifteenthousandlettersLoudcheers,hadwrittentwenty-fourthousandminutesLoudercheers,andthirty-twothousandfivehundredandseventeenmemorandaVehementcheering。
  Nay,aningeniousgentlemanconnectedwiththeDepartment,andhimselfavaluablepublicservant,haddonehimthefavourtomakeacuriouscalculationoftheamountofstationeryconsumedinitduringthesameperiod。Itformedapartofthissameshortdocument;andhederivedfromittheremarkablefactthatthesheetsoffoolscappaperithaddevotedtothepublicservicewouldpavethefootwaysonbothsidesofOxfordStreetfromendtoend,andleavenearlyaquarterofamiletosparefortheparkImmensecheeringandlaughter;whileoftape——redtape——ithadusedenoughtostretch,ingracefulfestoons,fromHydeParkCornertotheGeneralPostOffice。Then,amidstaburstofofficialexultation,wouldthenobleorrighthonourableBarnaclesitdown,leavingthemutilatedfragmentsoftheMemberonthefield。Noone,afterthatexemplarydemolitionofhim,wouldhavethehardihoodtohintthatthemoretheCircumlocutionOfficedid,thelesswasdone,andthatthegreatestblessingitcouldconferonanunhappypublicwouldbetodonothing。
  Withsufficientoccupationonhishands,nowthathehadthisadditionaltask——suchataskhadmanyandmanyaserviceablemandiedofbeforehisday——ArthurClennamledalifeofslightvariety。Regularvisitstohismother’sdullsickroom,andvisitsscarcelylessregulartoMrMeaglesatTwickenham,wereitsonlychangesduringmanymonths。
  HesadlyandsorelymissedLittleDorrit。Hehadbeenpreparedtomissherverymuch,butnotsomuch。Heknewtothefullextentonlythroughexperience,whatalargeplaceinhislifewasleftblankwhenherfamiliarlittlefigurewentoutofit。Hefelt,too,thathemustrelinquishthehopeofitsreturn,understandingthefamilycharactersufficientlywelltobeassuredthatheandsheweredividedbyabroadgroundofseparation。Theoldinteresthehadhadinher,andheroldtrustingrelianceonhim,weretingedwithmelancholyinhismind:sosoonhadchangestolenoverthem,andsosoonhadtheyglidedintothepastwithothersecrettendernesses。
  Whenhereceivedherletterhewasgreatlymoved,butdidnotthelesssensiblyfeelthatshewasfardividedfromhimbymorethandistance。Ithelpedhimtoaclearerandkeenerperceptionoftheplaceassignedhimbythefamily。Hesawthathewascherishedinhergratefulremembrancesecretly,andthattheyresentedhimwiththejailandtherestofitsbelongings。
  Throughallthesemeditationswhicheverydayofhislifecrowdedabouther,hethoughtofherotherwiseintheoldway。Shewashisinnocentfriend,hisdelicatechild,hisdearLittleDorrit。Thisverychangeofcircumstancesfittedcuriouslyinwiththehabit,begunonthenightwhentherosesfloatedaway,ofconsideringhimselfasamucholdermanthanhisyearsreallymadehim。Heregardedherfromapointofviewwhichinitsremoteness,tenderasitwas,helittlethoughtwouldhavebeenunspeakableagonytoher。Hespeculatedaboutherfuturedestiny,andaboutthehusbandshemighthave,withanaffectionforherwhichwouldhavedrainedherheartofitsdearestdropofhope,andbrokenit。
  Everythingabouthimtendedtoconfirmhiminthecustomoflookingonhimselfasanelderlyman,fromwhomsuchaspirationsashehadcombatedinthecaseofMinnieGowanthoughthatwasnotsolongagoeither,reckoningbymonthsandseasons,werefinallydeparted。Hisrelationswithherfatherandmotherwerelikethoseonwhichawidowerson-in-lawmighthavestood。Ifthetwinsisterwhowasdeadhadlivedtopassawayinthebloomofwomanhood,andhehadbeenherhusband,thenatureofhisintercoursewithMrandMrsMeagleswouldprobablyhavebeenjustwhatitwas。Thisimperceptiblyhelpedtorenderhabitualtheimpressionwithinhim,thathehaddonewith,anddismissedthatpartoflife。
  HeinvariablyheardofMinniefromthem,astellingtheminherlettershowhappyshewas,andhowshelovedherhusband;butinseparablefromthatsubject,heinvariablysawtheoldcloudonMrMeagles’sface。MrMeagleshadneverbeenquitesoradiantsincethemarriageasbefore。HehadneverquiterecoveredtheseparationfromPet。Hewasthesamegood-humoured,opencreature;
  butasifhisface,frombeingmuchturnedtowardsthepicturesofhistwochildrenwhichcouldshowhimonlyonelook,unconsciouslyadoptedacharacteristicfromthem,italwayshadnow,throughallitschangesofexpression,alookoflossinit。
  OnewintrySaturdaywhenClennamwasatthecottage,theDowagerMrsGowandroveup,intheHamptonCourtequipagewhichpretendedtobetheexclusiveequipageofsomanyindividualproprietors。
  Shedescended,inhershadyambuscadeofgreenfan,tofavourMrandMrsMeagleswithacall。
  ’Andhowdoyoubothdo,PapaandMamaMeagles?’saidshe,encouragingherhumbleconnections。’Andwhendidyoulasthearfromoraboutmypoorfellow?’
  Mypoorfellowwasherson;andthismodeofspeakingofhimpolitelykeptalive,withoutanyoffenceintheworld,thepretencethathehadfallenavictimtotheMeagles’wiles。
  ’Andthedearprettyone?’saidMrsGowan。’HaveyoulaternewsofherthanIhave?’
  Whichalsodelicatelyimpliedthathersonhadbeencapturedbymerebeauty,andunderitsfascinationhadforgoneallsortsofworldlyadvantages。
  ’Iamsure,’saidMrsGowan,withoutstrainingherattentionontheanswersshereceived,’it’sanunspeakablecomforttoknowtheycontinuehappy。Mypoorfellowisofsucharestlessdisposition,andhasbeensousedtorovingabout,andtobeinginconstantandpopularamongallmannerofpeople,thatit’sthegreatestcomfortinlife。Isupposethey’reaspoorasmice,PapaMeagles?’
  MrMeagles,fidgetyunderthequestion,replied,’Ihopenot,ma’am。Ihopetheywillmanagetheirlittleincome。’
  ’Oh!mydearestMeagles!’returnedthelady,tappinghimonthearmwiththegreenfanandthenadroitlyinterposingitbetweenayawnandthecompany,’howcanyou,asamanoftheworldandoneofthemostbusiness-likeofhumanbeings——foryouknowyouarebusiness-like,andagreatdealtoomuchforuswhoarenot——’
  Whichwenttotheformerpurpose,bymakingMrMeaglesouttobeanartfulschemer。
  ’——Howcanyoutalkabouttheirmanagingtheirlittlemeans?Mypoordearfellow!Theideaofhismanaginghundreds!Andthesweetprettycreaturetoo。Thenotionofhermanaging!PapaMeagles!Don’t!’
  ’Well,ma’am,’saidMrMeagles,gravely,’Iamsorrytoadmit,then,thatHenrycertainlydoesanticipatehismeans。’
  ’Mydeargoodman——Iusenoceremonywithyou,becauseweareakindofrelations;——positively,MamaMeagles,’exclaimedMrsGowancheerfully,asiftheabsurdcoincidencethenflasheduponherforthefirsttime,’akindofrelations!Mydeargoodman,inthisworldnoneofuscanhaveeverythingourownway。’
  Thisagainwenttotheformerpoint,andshowedMrMeagleswithallgoodbreedingthat,sofar,hehadbeenbrilliantlysuccessfulinhisdeepdesigns。MrsGowanthoughtthehitsogoodaone,thatshedweltuponit;repeating’Noteverything。No,no;inthisworldwemustnotexpecteverything,PapaMeagles。’