Hehadthepower,oftentobefoundinunionwithsuchacharacter,ofexplainingwhathehimselfperceived,andmeant,withthedirectforceanddistinctnesswithwhichitstruckhisownmind。Hismannerofdemonstrationwassoorderlyandneatandsimple,thatitwasnoteasytomistakehim。Therewassomethingalmostludicrousinthecompleteirreconcilabilityofavagueconventionalnotionthathemustbeavisionaryman,withtheprecise,sagacioustravellingofhiseyeandthumbovertheplans,theirpatientstoppagesatparticularpoints,theircarefulreturnstootherpointswhencelittlechannelsofexplanationhadtobetracedup,andhissteadymannerofmakingeverythinggoodandeverythingsoundateachimportantstage,beforetakinghisheareronaline’s-breadthfurther。Hisdismissalofhimselffromhisdescription,washardlylessremarkable。Heneversaid,I
discoveredthisadaptationorinventedthatcombination;butshowedthewholethingasiftheDivineartificerhadmadeit,andhehadhappenedtofindit;somodesthewasaboutit,suchapleasanttouchofrespectwasmingledwithhisquietadmirationofit,andsocalmlyconvincedhewasthatitwasestablishedonirrefragablelaws。
Notonlythatevening,butforseveralsucceedingevenings,Clennamwasquitecharmedbythisinvestigation。Themorehepursuedit,andtheoftenerheglancedatthegreyheadbendingoverit,andtheshrewdeyekindlingwithpleasureinitandloveofit——
instrumentforprobinghisheartthoughithadbeenmadefortwelvelongyears——thelesshecouldreconcileittohisyoungerenergytoletitgowithoutoneeffortmore。Atlengthhesaid:
’Doyce,itcametothisatlast——thatthebusinesswastobesunkwithHeavenknowshowmanymorewrecks,orbegunalloveragain?’
’Yes,’returnedDoyce,’that’swhatthenoblemenandgentlemenmadeofitafteradozenyears。’
’Andprettyfellowstoo!’saidClennam,bitterly。
’Theusualthing!’observedDoyce。’Imustnotmakeamartyrofmyself,whenIamoneofsolargeacompany。’
’Relinquishit,orbeginitalloveragain?’musedClennam。
’Thatwasexactlythelongandtheshortofit,’saidDoyce。
’Then,myfriend,’criedClennam,startingupandtakinghiswork-
roughenedhand,’itshallbebegunalloveragain!’
Doycelookedalarmed,andrepliedinahurry——forhim,’No,no。
Betterputitby。Farbetterputitby。Itwillbeheardof,oneday。Icanputitby。Youforget,mygoodClennam;IHAVEputitby。It’sallatanend。’
’Yes,Doyce,’returnedClennam,’atanendasfarasyoureffortsandrebuffsareconcerned,Iadmit,butnotasfarasmineare。I
amyoungerthanyou:Ihaveonlyoncesetfootinthatpreciousoffice,andIamfreshgameforthem。Come!I’lltrythem。Youshalldoexactlyasyouhavebeendoingsincewehavebeentogether。IwilladdasIeasilycantowhatIhavebeendoing,theattempttogetpublicjusticedonetoyou;and,unlessIhavesomesuccesstoreport,youshallhearnomoreofit。’
DanielDoycewasstillreluctanttoconsent,andagainandagainurgedthattheyhadbetterputitby。Butitwasnaturalthatheshouldgraduallyallowhimselftobeover-persuadedbyClennam,andshouldyield。Yieldhedid。SoArthurresumedthelongandhopelesslabourofstrivingtomakewaywiththeCircumlocutionOffice。
Thewaiting-roomsofthatDepartmentsoonbegantobefamiliarwithhispresence,andhewasgenerallyusheredintothembyitsjanitorsmuchasapickpocketmightbeshownintoapolice-office;
theprincipaldifferencebeingthattheobjectofthelatterclassofpublicbusinessistokeepthepickpocket,whiletheCircumlocutionobjectwastogetridofClennam。However,hewasresolvedtosticktotheGreatDepartment;andsotheworkofform-
filling,corresponding,minuting,memorandum-making,signing,counter-signing,counter-counter-signing,referringbackwardsandforwards,andreferringsideways,crosswise,andzig-zag,recommenced。
HerearisesafeatureoftheCircumlocutionOffice,notpreviouslymentionedinthepresentrecord。WhenthatadmirableDepartmentgotintotrouble,andwas,bysomeinfuriatedmembersofParliamentwhomthesmallerBarnaclesalmostsuspectedoflabouringunderdiabolicpossession,attackedonthemeritsofnoindividualcase,butasanInstitutionwhollyabominableandBedlamite;thenthenobleorrighthonourableBarnaclewhorepresenteditintheHouse,wouldsmitethatmemberandcleavehimasunder,withastatementofthequantityofbusinessforthepreventionofbusinessdonebytheCircumlocutionOffice。ThenwouldthatnobleorrighthonourableBarnacleholdinhishandapapercontainingafewfigures,towhich,withthepermissionoftheHouse,hewouldentreatitsattention。ThenwouldtheinferiorBarnaclesexclaim,obeyingorders,’Hear,Hear,Hear!’and’Read!’ThenwouldthenobleorrighthonourableBarnacleperceive,sir,fromthislittledocument,whichhethoughtmightcarryconvictioneventotheperversestmindDerisivelaughterandcheeringfromtheBarnaclefry,thatwithintheshortcompassofthelastfinancialhalf-
year,thismuch-malignedDepartmentCheershadwrittenandreceivedfifteenthousandlettersLoudcheers,hadwrittentwenty-fourthousandminutesLoudercheers,andthirty-twothousandfivehundredandseventeenmemorandaVehementcheering。
Nay,aningeniousgentlemanconnectedwiththeDepartment,andhimselfavaluablepublicservant,haddonehimthefavourtomakeacuriouscalculationoftheamountofstationeryconsumedinitduringthesameperiod。Itformedapartofthissameshortdocument;andhederivedfromittheremarkablefactthatthesheetsoffoolscappaperithaddevotedtothepublicservicewouldpavethefootwaysonbothsidesofOxfordStreetfromendtoend,andleavenearlyaquarterofamiletosparefortheparkImmensecheeringandlaughter;whileoftape——redtape——ithadusedenoughtostretch,ingracefulfestoons,fromHydeParkCornertotheGeneralPostOffice。Then,amidstaburstofofficialexultation,wouldthenobleorrighthonourableBarnaclesitdown,leavingthemutilatedfragmentsoftheMemberonthefield。Noone,afterthatexemplarydemolitionofhim,wouldhavethehardihoodtohintthatthemoretheCircumlocutionOfficedid,thelesswasdone,andthatthegreatestblessingitcouldconferonanunhappypublicwouldbetodonothing。
Withsufficientoccupationonhishands,nowthathehadthisadditionaltask——suchataskhadmanyandmanyaserviceablemandiedofbeforehisday——ArthurClennamledalifeofslightvariety。Regularvisitstohismother’sdullsickroom,andvisitsscarcelylessregulartoMrMeaglesatTwickenham,wereitsonlychangesduringmanymonths。
HesadlyandsorelymissedLittleDorrit。Hehadbeenpreparedtomissherverymuch,butnotsomuch。Heknewtothefullextentonlythroughexperience,whatalargeplaceinhislifewasleftblankwhenherfamiliarlittlefigurewentoutofit。Hefelt,too,thathemustrelinquishthehopeofitsreturn,understandingthefamilycharactersufficientlywelltobeassuredthatheandsheweredividedbyabroadgroundofseparation。Theoldinteresthehadhadinher,andheroldtrustingrelianceonhim,weretingedwithmelancholyinhismind:sosoonhadchangestolenoverthem,andsosoonhadtheyglidedintothepastwithothersecrettendernesses。
Whenhereceivedherletterhewasgreatlymoved,butdidnotthelesssensiblyfeelthatshewasfardividedfromhimbymorethandistance。Ithelpedhimtoaclearerandkeenerperceptionoftheplaceassignedhimbythefamily。Hesawthathewascherishedinhergratefulremembrancesecretly,andthattheyresentedhimwiththejailandtherestofitsbelongings。
Throughallthesemeditationswhicheverydayofhislifecrowdedabouther,hethoughtofherotherwiseintheoldway。Shewashisinnocentfriend,hisdelicatechild,hisdearLittleDorrit。Thisverychangeofcircumstancesfittedcuriouslyinwiththehabit,begunonthenightwhentherosesfloatedaway,ofconsideringhimselfasamucholdermanthanhisyearsreallymadehim。Heregardedherfromapointofviewwhichinitsremoteness,tenderasitwas,helittlethoughtwouldhavebeenunspeakableagonytoher。Hespeculatedaboutherfuturedestiny,andaboutthehusbandshemighthave,withanaffectionforherwhichwouldhavedrainedherheartofitsdearestdropofhope,andbrokenit。
Everythingabouthimtendedtoconfirmhiminthecustomoflookingonhimselfasanelderlyman,fromwhomsuchaspirationsashehadcombatedinthecaseofMinnieGowanthoughthatwasnotsolongagoeither,reckoningbymonthsandseasons,werefinallydeparted。Hisrelationswithherfatherandmotherwerelikethoseonwhichawidowerson-in-lawmighthavestood。Ifthetwinsisterwhowasdeadhadlivedtopassawayinthebloomofwomanhood,andhehadbeenherhusband,thenatureofhisintercoursewithMrandMrsMeagleswouldprobablyhavebeenjustwhatitwas。Thisimperceptiblyhelpedtorenderhabitualtheimpressionwithinhim,thathehaddonewith,anddismissedthatpartoflife。
HeinvariablyheardofMinniefromthem,astellingtheminherlettershowhappyshewas,andhowshelovedherhusband;butinseparablefromthatsubject,heinvariablysawtheoldcloudonMrMeagles’sface。MrMeagleshadneverbeenquitesoradiantsincethemarriageasbefore。HehadneverquiterecoveredtheseparationfromPet。Hewasthesamegood-humoured,opencreature;
butasifhisface,frombeingmuchturnedtowardsthepicturesofhistwochildrenwhichcouldshowhimonlyonelook,unconsciouslyadoptedacharacteristicfromthem,italwayshadnow,throughallitschangesofexpression,alookoflossinit。
OnewintrySaturdaywhenClennamwasatthecottage,theDowagerMrsGowandroveup,intheHamptonCourtequipagewhichpretendedtobetheexclusiveequipageofsomanyindividualproprietors。
Shedescended,inhershadyambuscadeofgreenfan,tofavourMrandMrsMeagleswithacall。
’Andhowdoyoubothdo,PapaandMamaMeagles?’saidshe,encouragingherhumbleconnections。’Andwhendidyoulasthearfromoraboutmypoorfellow?’
Mypoorfellowwasherson;andthismodeofspeakingofhimpolitelykeptalive,withoutanyoffenceintheworld,thepretencethathehadfallenavictimtotheMeagles’wiles。
’Andthedearprettyone?’saidMrsGowan。’HaveyoulaternewsofherthanIhave?’
Whichalsodelicatelyimpliedthathersonhadbeencapturedbymerebeauty,andunderitsfascinationhadforgoneallsortsofworldlyadvantages。
’Iamsure,’saidMrsGowan,withoutstrainingherattentionontheanswersshereceived,’it’sanunspeakablecomforttoknowtheycontinuehappy。Mypoorfellowisofsucharestlessdisposition,andhasbeensousedtorovingabout,andtobeinginconstantandpopularamongallmannerofpeople,thatit’sthegreatestcomfortinlife。Isupposethey’reaspoorasmice,PapaMeagles?’
MrMeagles,fidgetyunderthequestion,replied,’Ihopenot,ma’am。Ihopetheywillmanagetheirlittleincome。’
’Oh!mydearestMeagles!’returnedthelady,tappinghimonthearmwiththegreenfanandthenadroitlyinterposingitbetweenayawnandthecompany,’howcanyou,asamanoftheworldandoneofthemostbusiness-likeofhumanbeings——foryouknowyouarebusiness-like,andagreatdealtoomuchforuswhoarenot——’
Whichwenttotheformerpurpose,bymakingMrMeaglesouttobeanartfulschemer。
’——Howcanyoutalkabouttheirmanagingtheirlittlemeans?Mypoordearfellow!Theideaofhismanaginghundreds!Andthesweetprettycreaturetoo。Thenotionofhermanaging!PapaMeagles!Don’t!’
’Well,ma’am,’saidMrMeagles,gravely,’Iamsorrytoadmit,then,thatHenrycertainlydoesanticipatehismeans。’
’Mydeargoodman——Iusenoceremonywithyou,becauseweareakindofrelations;——positively,MamaMeagles,’exclaimedMrsGowancheerfully,asiftheabsurdcoincidencethenflasheduponherforthefirsttime,’akindofrelations!Mydeargoodman,inthisworldnoneofuscanhaveeverythingourownway。’
Thisagainwenttotheformerpoint,andshowedMrMeagleswithallgoodbreedingthat,sofar,hehadbeenbrilliantlysuccessfulinhisdeepdesigns。MrsGowanthoughtthehitsogoodaone,thatshedweltuponit;repeating’Noteverything。No,no;inthisworldwemustnotexpecteverything,PapaMeagles。’
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