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第21章

  ButMissBucknerinterposed。“Oh,well,“saidshe,“nexttime;ifhedoesitnexttime。It’ssolateto-night!You’llnotfrightenusthatwayagainifheletsyouoff?“sheaskedBilly。
  “No,“saidBilly,lookingatherwithinterest。“Father’dhavecowhidedmeanyway,Iguess,“headded,meditatively。
  “Doyoucallhimfather?“
  “Ah,father’satLaramie,“saidBilly,withdisgust。“He’dnotstopforyourasking。Lindon’tbothermemuch。“
  “Youquittalkingandstepupthere!“orderedhisguardian。“Well,m’m,I
  guessyu’cansleepgoodnowinthere。“
  “Ifitwasonlyan’L。andN。’I’dnothaveathingagainstit!
  Good-night,Mr。McLean;good-night,youngMr——“
  “I’mBillyLusk。IcanrideChalkeye’spintothatbuckedHoneyWiggin。“
  “Iamsureyoucanridefinely,Mr。Lusk。MaybeyouandIcantakearidetogether。Pleasantdreams!“
  Shenoddedandsmiledtohim,andslidherdoorto;andBillyconsideredit,remarking:“Ilikeher。Whatmakesherliveinacar?“
  ButhewasdrowsingwhileItoldhim;andIliftedhimuptoLin,whotookhiminhisownblankets,wherehefellimmediatelyasleep。Onedistantwhistleshowedhowfarthelateenginehadgonefromus。Weleftourcaropen,andIlayenjoyingthecoolair。ThuswasIdriftingoff,whenIgrewawareofafigureinthedoor。ItwasLin,standinginhisstockingsandnotmuchelse,withhispistol。Helistened,andthenleapeddown,lightasacat。Iheardsomerepressedtalking,andlayinexpectancy;butbackhecame,noiselessinhisstockings,andasheslidintobedIaskedwhatthematterwas。HehadfoundtheTexasboy,ManassasDonohoe,bythegirl’scar,withnoworseintentionthankeepingawatchonit。“SoIgavehimtounderstand,“saidLin,“thatIhadnoobjectiontohimamusinghimselfplayingpicket-line,butthatIguessedIwasenoughguard,andhewouldfindsleephealthierforhissystem。“
  AfterthisIwenttosleepwholly;but,wakingonceinthenight,thoughtIheardsomeoneoutside,andlearnedinthemorningfromLinthattheboyhadnotgoneuntilthetimecameforhimtojoinhisoutfitatthecorrals。AndIwassurprisedthatLin,theusuallygood-hearted,shouldfindnothingbutmirthintheideaofthisunknown,unthankedyoungsentinel。“Sleeping’saheapbetterforthemkindtilltheygettheirgrowth,“washissingleobservation。
  ButwhenSeparhaddwindledtotoysbehindusinthejourneyingstageI
  toldMissJessamine,andalthoughshelaughedtoo,itwaswithanotethatyoungTexaswouldhavelikedtohear;andshehopedshemightseehimuponherreturn,tothankhim。
  “AnyJackcanwalkaroundallnight,“saidMr。McLean,disparagingly。
  “Well,then,andIknowaJackwhodidn’t,“observedtheyounglady。
  Thisspeechcausedheradmirertobefullofexplanations;sothatwhenshesawhowreadilyshecouldperplexhim,andyethowcapableanduntiringhewasabouthercomfort,helpingheroutortuckingherinatthestationswherewehadamealorchangedhorses,sheenjoyedthehoursverymuch,inspiteoftheirgrowingawkwardness。
  Butoh,thesparkling,unbashfulLin!Sometimeshesathimselfbesidehertobeclose,andthenhewouldmoveopposite,thebettertobeholdher。
  Never,exceptoncelongafterwhensorrowmanfullybornehadstillfurtherrefinedhisclay,haveIheardLin’svoiceorseenhislooksowinning。Nodoubtmanyamalebirdcaresnothingwhatneighborbirdoverhearshisspringsongfromthetopoftheopentree,butIextremelydoubtifhislady-love,evenifshebeafrank,bouncingrobin,doesnotprefertolistenfromsomethicket,andnotuponthepubliclawn。
  Jessaminegrewsilentandalmostpeevish;andfromdiscourseuponmanandwomanshehopped,sheskipped,sheflew。WhenLinlookedathiswatchandcountedthediminishedhoursbetweenherandBuffalo,shesmiledtoherself;butfrommentionofherbrothersheshrank,glancingswiftlyatmeandmywell-assumedslumber。
  Anditwaswithindignationandself-pitythatIclimbedoutinthehotsunatlastbesidethedriverandsmallBilly。
  “Iknowthisroad,“pipedBilly,onthebox“’Icampedherewithfatherwhenmotherwasoffthattime。Youcantakealeft-handtrailbythosecottonwoodsandstrikethemountains。“
  SoIinquiredwhatgamehehadthenshot。
  “Ah,justasage-hen。Lin’sa-goingtoletmeshootabear,youknow。
  WhatmadeLinmarrymotherwhenfatherwasaround?“
  ThedrivergavemealookoverBilly’shead,andIgavehimone;andI
  instructedBillythatpeoplesupposedhisfatherwasdead。IwithheldthathismothergaveherselfoutasMissPeckinthedayswhenLinmetheronBearCreek。
  Theformidablenine-year-oldpondered。“ThegeographysaystheyusedtohavealotofwivesatSaltLakeCity。Isthereaplacewhereawomancanhavealotofhusbands?“
  “Itdon’tespeciallydependontheplace,“remarkedthedrivertome。
  “Because,“Billywenton,“BertTaylortoldmeinrecessthatmother’dhadalot,andItoldhimhelied,andtheotherboystheylaughedandI
  blackedBert’seyeonhim,andI’dhaveblackedtheotherstoo,onlyMissWoodcameout。Iwouldn’ttellherwhatBertsaid,andBertwouldn’t,andSophyArmstrongtoldher。Bert’sfatherfoundout,andhecomeround,andIthoughthewasa-goingtolickmeabouttheeye,andhelickedBert!
  Say,amILin’s,honest?“
  “No,Billy,you’renot,“Isaid。
  “WishIwas。Theycouldn’tgetmebacktoLaramiethen;but,oh,bother!
  I’dnotgofor’em!I’dliketosee’emtry!Linwouldn’tleavemego。
  Youain’tmarried,areyou?NomoreisLinnow,Iguess。Agoodmanyare,butIwouldn’twantto。Idon’tthinkanythingof’em。I’veseenmothertake’pothecarystuffonthesly。She’swhaledmeworsethanLineverdoes。Iguesshewouldn’twanttobemother’shusbandagain,andifhedoes,“saidBilly,hisvoicesuddenlyvindictive,“I’llquithimandskip。“
  “Nodanger,Bill,“saidI。
  “Howwouldtheniceladyinsidepleaseyou?“inquiredthedriver。
  “Ah,pshaw!sheain’tafterLin!“sangoutBilly,loudandscornful。
  “She’safterherbrother。She’sallright,though,“headded,approvingly。
  Atthisalltalkstoppedshortinside,revivinginacasual,scantymanner;whileunconsciousBillyLusk,tiredoftheonesubject,nowspokecheerfullyofbirds’eggs。
  Whoknowsthechild-soul,youngindays,yetoldasAdamandthehills?
  Thatschool-yardslurabouthismotherwasasdimtohisunderstandingastotheoffender’s,yetmysteriousnaturehadbidhimgotoinstantwar!
  HowforeseeinginLintochoketheunfoundedjestabouthisrelationtoBillyLusk,inhopestosavetheboy’severawakeningtothefactsofhismother’slife!“Though,“saidthedriver,aneasygoingcynic,“folkswithlotsoffatherswillfindheapsofbrothersinthiscountry!“ButpresentlyheletBillyholdthereins,andatthenextstationcarefullyliftedhimdownandup。“I’veknowedthatwoman,too,“hewhisperedtome。“Sidney,Nebraska。Luskwasoffhalfthetime。WelaughedwhenshefooledLinintomarryin’her。Cometothink,“hemused,astwilightdeepenedaroundourclankingstage,andsmallBillysleptsoundbetweenus,“there’sscarcelyathinginlifeyougetalaughoutofthatdon’tmakesobernessforsomebody。“
  Sobernesshadnowvisitedthepairbehindus;evenLin’slivelytalkhadquieted,andhistoneswerelowandfew。ButthoughMissJessamineatournextchangeofhorses“hoped“Iwouldcomeinside,Iknewshedidnothopeveryearnestly,andoutsideIremaineduntilBuffalo。
  Journeyingdone,herfacerevealedthestrainbeneathherbravebrightness,andthehauntingcareshecouldnolongerkeepfromhereyes。
  Theimminenceofthejailandthemeetinghadmadehercheekswhiteandhercountenanceseemactuallysmaller;andwhen,remindingmethatweshouldmeetagainsoon,shegavemeherhand,itwasice-cold。IthinkshewasafraidLinmightoffertogowithher。Buthisheartunderstoodthelonelysacrednessofhernexthalf-hour,andthecowpuncher,standingasideforhertopass,liftedhishatwistfullyandspokeneveraword。Foramomenthelookedafterherwithsombreemotion;butthecourt-houseandprisonstoodnearandinsight,and,asplainasifhehadsaidso,Isawhimsuddenlyfeelsheshouldnotbestaredatgoingupthosesteps;itmustbeallalone,thepainandthejoyofthatreprieve!
  Heturnedawaywithme,andafterafewsilentstepssaid,“Wasted!allwasted!“
  “Letushope——“Ibegan。
  “You’renotafool,“hebrokein,roughly。“Youdon’thopeanything。“
  “He’llstartlifeelsewhere,“saidI。
  “Elsewhere!Yes,keepstartingtillalltheelsewheresknowhimlikePowderRiverknowshim。Butshe!Ihavehadtositandhearhertellandtellabouthim;allaboutbackinKentuckyplayin’aroundthefarm,andhowsheraisedhimaftertheoldfolksdied。Thenhegotbiggerandmadeherselltheirfarm,andshetoldhowitwasrightheshouldturnitintomoneyandgethishalf。Ididnotdaresayaword,forshe’dhavejustbitmyheadoff,and——andthatwouldsurehurtmenow!“Linbroughtupwithacomicalchuckle。“Andshewenttowork,andheclearedout,andnomoreseenorheardofhim。That’sforfiveyears,andshe’dgivenuptracinghim,whenonemorningshereadsinthepaperabouthowherlong-lostbrotherisconvictedforforgery。That’sthewaysheknowshe’snotdead,andshetakeshersavingsoffherrailroadsalaryandstartsforhim。ShewasthathastyshethoughtitwasBuffalo,NewYork,tillshegotinthecarsandreadthepaperoveragain。ButshehadtogoasfarasCincinnati,eitherway。Shehaspaideverycentofthemoneyhestole。“Wehadcometothebridge,andLinjerkedastoneintothequicklittleriver。“She’sawfulstrictinsomeways。ThoughtBuffalomustbeawickedplacebecauseoftheshopsbein’openSunday。NowifthatwasallBuffalo’swickedness!Andshethinksdivorceismostlysin。ButherheartisashieldforNate。“
  “Herfaceisasbeautifulasheractions,“headded。
  “Well,“saidI,“andwouldyoumakesuchavillainyourbrother-in-law?“
  Hewhirledroundandtookbothmyshoulders。“Comewalking!“heurged。“I
  musttalksome。“Sowefollowedthestreamoutoftowntowardsthemountains。“Icameawfulnearaskingherinthestage,“saidhe。
  “Goodness,Lin!giveyourselftime!“
  “Timecan’tincreasemyfeelings。“
  “Hers,man,hers!Howmanyhourshaveyouknownher?“
  “Hoursandhours!You’retalkingfoolishness!Whathavetheygottodowithit?Andshewilllistentome。Icantellshewill。IknowIcanbesoshe’lllisten,anditwillgoallright,forI’llasksohard。Andeverything’llcomeoutstraight。Yu’see,I’venotbeenspendingtospeakofsinceBilly’sonmyhands,andnowI’llfixupmycabinandfinishmyfencingandmyditch——andshe’sgoingtolikeBoxElderCreekbetterthanShawhan。She’sthefirstI’veeverloved。“
  “ThenI’dliketoask——“Icriedout。
  “Askaway!“heexclaimed,inattentively,inhisenthusiasm。
  “Whenyou——“butIstopped,perceivingitimpossible。Itwas,ofcourse,notthemanytransientpassionsonwhichhehadsquanderedhissubstance,buttheonewherefaithalsohadseemedtounite。Hadhenotmarriedonce,innocentofthewoman’sbeingalreadyawife?ButIstopped,fortotrenchherewasnotformeoranyone。
  AndmypausestrangelyflashedonhimsomethingofthatIhadinmymind。
  “No,“hesaid,hiseyessteadyandseriousuponme,“don’tyouaskaboutthethingsyou’remeaning。“Thenhisfacegrewradiantandratherstern。
  “DoyousupposeIdon’tknowshe’stoogoodforme?Andthatsomebygonescan’teverbebygones?Butifyou,“hesaid,“nevercometolookawayuptoawomanfromawaydown,andmeantowinherjustthesameasifyoudiddeserveher,why,you’llmakeaturrublemessofthewholebusiness!“
  Whenwewalkedinsilenceforalongwhile,helightedagainwiththeblossomingdawnofhissentiment。IthoughtofthecoarseyettakingvagabondoftwentyIhadoncechancedupon,andhuntedandcampedwithsincethroughtheyears。Decidedlyhewasnotthatboyto-day!Itisnottruethatallofusrisethroughadversity,anymorethanthatallplantsneedshadow。Somestarveoutofthesunshine;andIhaveseenmiserydeadenoncekindpeopletoeverythingbutself——almostthesaddestsightintheworld!ButLin’scharacterhadnotstoodwelltheordealofhappiness,andforhimcertainlyharshdaysandresponsibilityhadbeenneededtoripenthespirit。Yes,JessamineBucknerwouldhavebeenmuchtoogoodforhimbeforethathumiliationofhismarriage,andthiscareofyoungBillywithwhichhehadloadedhimself。“Lin,“saidI,“Iwilldrinkyourhealthandluck。“
  “I’mhealthyenough,“saidhe;andwecamebacktothemainstreetandintothemainsaloon。