ButMissBucknerinterposed。“Oh,well,“saidshe,“nexttime;ifhedoesitnexttime。It’ssolateto-night!You’llnotfrightenusthatwayagainifheletsyouoff?“sheaskedBilly。
“No,“saidBilly,lookingatherwithinterest。“Father’dhavecowhidedmeanyway,Iguess,“headded,meditatively。
“Doyoucallhimfather?“
“Ah,father’satLaramie,“saidBilly,withdisgust。“He’dnotstopforyourasking。Lindon’tbothermemuch。“
“Youquittalkingandstepupthere!“orderedhisguardian。“Well,m’m,I
guessyu’cansleepgoodnowinthere。“
“Ifitwasonlyan’L。andN。’I’dnothaveathingagainstit!
Good-night,Mr。McLean;good-night,youngMr——“
“I’mBillyLusk。IcanrideChalkeye’spintothatbuckedHoneyWiggin。“
“Iamsureyoucanridefinely,Mr。Lusk。MaybeyouandIcantakearidetogether。Pleasantdreams!“
Shenoddedandsmiledtohim,andslidherdoorto;andBillyconsideredit,remarking:“Ilikeher。Whatmakesherliveinacar?“
ButhewasdrowsingwhileItoldhim;andIliftedhimuptoLin,whotookhiminhisownblankets,wherehefellimmediatelyasleep。Onedistantwhistleshowedhowfarthelateenginehadgonefromus。Weleftourcaropen,andIlayenjoyingthecoolair。ThuswasIdriftingoff,whenIgrewawareofafigureinthedoor。ItwasLin,standinginhisstockingsandnotmuchelse,withhispistol。Helistened,andthenleapeddown,lightasacat。Iheardsomerepressedtalking,andlayinexpectancy;butbackhecame,noiselessinhisstockings,andasheslidintobedIaskedwhatthematterwas。HehadfoundtheTexasboy,ManassasDonohoe,bythegirl’scar,withnoworseintentionthankeepingawatchonit。“SoIgavehimtounderstand,“saidLin,“thatIhadnoobjectiontohimamusinghimselfplayingpicket-line,butthatIguessedIwasenoughguard,andhewouldfindsleephealthierforhissystem。“
AfterthisIwenttosleepwholly;but,wakingonceinthenight,thoughtIheardsomeoneoutside,andlearnedinthemorningfromLinthattheboyhadnotgoneuntilthetimecameforhimtojoinhisoutfitatthecorrals。AndIwassurprisedthatLin,theusuallygood-hearted,shouldfindnothingbutmirthintheideaofthisunknown,unthankedyoungsentinel。“Sleeping’saheapbetterforthemkindtilltheygettheirgrowth,“washissingleobservation。
ButwhenSeparhaddwindledtotoysbehindusinthejourneyingstageI
toldMissJessamine,andalthoughshelaughedtoo,itwaswithanotethatyoungTexaswouldhavelikedtohear;andshehopedshemightseehimuponherreturn,tothankhim。
“AnyJackcanwalkaroundallnight,“saidMr。McLean,disparagingly。
“Well,then,andIknowaJackwhodidn’t,“observedtheyounglady。
Thisspeechcausedheradmirertobefullofexplanations;sothatwhenshesawhowreadilyshecouldperplexhim,andyethowcapableanduntiringhewasabouthercomfort,helpingheroutortuckingherinatthestationswherewehadamealorchangedhorses,sheenjoyedthehoursverymuch,inspiteoftheirgrowingawkwardness。
Butoh,thesparkling,unbashfulLin!Sometimeshesathimselfbesidehertobeclose,andthenhewouldmoveopposite,thebettertobeholdher。
Never,exceptoncelongafterwhensorrowmanfullybornehadstillfurtherrefinedhisclay,haveIheardLin’svoiceorseenhislooksowinning。Nodoubtmanyamalebirdcaresnothingwhatneighborbirdoverhearshisspringsongfromthetopoftheopentree,butIextremelydoubtifhislady-love,evenifshebeafrank,bouncingrobin,doesnotprefertolistenfromsomethicket,andnotuponthepubliclawn。
Jessaminegrewsilentandalmostpeevish;andfromdiscourseuponmanandwomanshehopped,sheskipped,sheflew。WhenLinlookedathiswatchandcountedthediminishedhoursbetweenherandBuffalo,shesmiledtoherself;butfrommentionofherbrothersheshrank,glancingswiftlyatmeandmywell-assumedslumber。
Anditwaswithindignationandself-pitythatIclimbedoutinthehotsunatlastbesidethedriverandsmallBilly。
“Iknowthisroad,“pipedBilly,onthebox“’Icampedherewithfatherwhenmotherwasoffthattime。Youcantakealeft-handtrailbythosecottonwoodsandstrikethemountains。“
SoIinquiredwhatgamehehadthenshot。
“Ah,justasage-hen。Lin’sa-goingtoletmeshootabear,youknow。
WhatmadeLinmarrymotherwhenfatherwasaround?“
ThedrivergavemealookoverBilly’shead,andIgavehimone;andI
instructedBillythatpeoplesupposedhisfatherwasdead。IwithheldthathismothergaveherselfoutasMissPeckinthedayswhenLinmetheronBearCreek。
Theformidablenine-year-oldpondered。“ThegeographysaystheyusedtohavealotofwivesatSaltLakeCity。Isthereaplacewhereawomancanhavealotofhusbands?“
“Itdon’tespeciallydependontheplace,“remarkedthedrivertome。
“Because,“Billywenton,“BertTaylortoldmeinrecessthatmother’dhadalot,andItoldhimhelied,andtheotherboystheylaughedandI
blackedBert’seyeonhim,andI’dhaveblackedtheotherstoo,onlyMissWoodcameout。Iwouldn’ttellherwhatBertsaid,andBertwouldn’t,andSophyArmstrongtoldher。Bert’sfatherfoundout,andhecomeround,andIthoughthewasa-goingtolickmeabouttheeye,andhelickedBert!
Say,amILin’s,honest?“
“No,Billy,you’renot,“Isaid。
“WishIwas。Theycouldn’tgetmebacktoLaramiethen;but,oh,bother!
I’dnotgofor’em!I’dliketosee’emtry!Linwouldn’tleavemego。
Youain’tmarried,areyou?NomoreisLinnow,Iguess。Agoodmanyare,butIwouldn’twantto。Idon’tthinkanythingof’em。I’veseenmothertake’pothecarystuffonthesly。She’swhaledmeworsethanLineverdoes。Iguesshewouldn’twanttobemother’shusbandagain,andifhedoes,“saidBilly,hisvoicesuddenlyvindictive,“I’llquithimandskip。“
“Nodanger,Bill,“saidI。
“Howwouldtheniceladyinsidepleaseyou?“inquiredthedriver。
“Ah,pshaw!sheain’tafterLin!“sangoutBilly,loudandscornful。
“She’safterherbrother。She’sallright,though,“headded,approvingly。
Atthisalltalkstoppedshortinside,revivinginacasual,scantymanner;whileunconsciousBillyLusk,tiredoftheonesubject,nowspokecheerfullyofbirds’eggs。
Whoknowsthechild-soul,youngindays,yetoldasAdamandthehills?
Thatschool-yardslurabouthismotherwasasdimtohisunderstandingastotheoffender’s,yetmysteriousnaturehadbidhimgotoinstantwar!
HowforeseeinginLintochoketheunfoundedjestabouthisrelationtoBillyLusk,inhopestosavetheboy’severawakeningtothefactsofhismother’slife!“Though,“saidthedriver,aneasygoingcynic,“folkswithlotsoffatherswillfindheapsofbrothersinthiscountry!“ButpresentlyheletBillyholdthereins,andatthenextstationcarefullyliftedhimdownandup。“I’veknowedthatwoman,too,“hewhisperedtome。“Sidney,Nebraska。Luskwasoffhalfthetime。WelaughedwhenshefooledLinintomarryin’her。Cometothink,“hemused,astwilightdeepenedaroundourclankingstage,andsmallBillysleptsoundbetweenus,“there’sscarcelyathinginlifeyougetalaughoutofthatdon’tmakesobernessforsomebody。“
Sobernesshadnowvisitedthepairbehindus;evenLin’slivelytalkhadquieted,andhistoneswerelowandfew。ButthoughMissJessamineatournextchangeofhorses“hoped“Iwouldcomeinside,Iknewshedidnothopeveryearnestly,andoutsideIremaineduntilBuffalo。
Journeyingdone,herfacerevealedthestrainbeneathherbravebrightness,andthehauntingcareshecouldnolongerkeepfromhereyes。
Theimminenceofthejailandthemeetinghadmadehercheekswhiteandhercountenanceseemactuallysmaller;andwhen,remindingmethatweshouldmeetagainsoon,shegavemeherhand,itwasice-cold。IthinkshewasafraidLinmightoffertogowithher。Buthisheartunderstoodthelonelysacrednessofhernexthalf-hour,andthecowpuncher,standingasideforhertopass,liftedhishatwistfullyandspokeneveraword。Foramomenthelookedafterherwithsombreemotion;butthecourt-houseandprisonstoodnearandinsight,and,asplainasifhehadsaidso,Isawhimsuddenlyfeelsheshouldnotbestaredatgoingupthosesteps;itmustbeallalone,thepainandthejoyofthatreprieve!
Heturnedawaywithme,andafterafewsilentstepssaid,“Wasted!allwasted!“
“Letushope——“Ibegan。
“You’renotafool,“hebrokein,roughly。“Youdon’thopeanything。“
“He’llstartlifeelsewhere,“saidI。
“Elsewhere!Yes,keepstartingtillalltheelsewheresknowhimlikePowderRiverknowshim。Butshe!Ihavehadtositandhearhertellandtellabouthim;allaboutbackinKentuckyplayin’aroundthefarm,andhowsheraisedhimaftertheoldfolksdied。Thenhegotbiggerandmadeherselltheirfarm,andshetoldhowitwasrightheshouldturnitintomoneyandgethishalf。Ididnotdaresayaword,forshe’dhavejustbitmyheadoff,and——andthatwouldsurehurtmenow!“Linbroughtupwithacomicalchuckle。“Andshewenttowork,andheclearedout,andnomoreseenorheardofhim。That’sforfiveyears,andshe’dgivenuptracinghim,whenonemorningshereadsinthepaperabouthowherlong-lostbrotherisconvictedforforgery。That’sthewaysheknowshe’snotdead,andshetakeshersavingsoffherrailroadsalaryandstartsforhim。ShewasthathastyshethoughtitwasBuffalo,NewYork,tillshegotinthecarsandreadthepaperoveragain。ButshehadtogoasfarasCincinnati,eitherway。Shehaspaideverycentofthemoneyhestole。“Wehadcometothebridge,andLinjerkedastoneintothequicklittleriver。“She’sawfulstrictinsomeways。ThoughtBuffalomustbeawickedplacebecauseoftheshopsbein’openSunday。NowifthatwasallBuffalo’swickedness!Andshethinksdivorceismostlysin。ButherheartisashieldforNate。“
“Herfaceisasbeautifulasheractions,“headded。
“Well,“saidI,“andwouldyoumakesuchavillainyourbrother-in-law?“
Hewhirledroundandtookbothmyshoulders。“Comewalking!“heurged。“I
musttalksome。“Sowefollowedthestreamoutoftowntowardsthemountains。“Icameawfulnearaskingherinthestage,“saidhe。
“Goodness,Lin!giveyourselftime!“
“Timecan’tincreasemyfeelings。“
“Hers,man,hers!Howmanyhourshaveyouknownher?“
“Hoursandhours!You’retalkingfoolishness!Whathavetheygottodowithit?Andshewilllistentome。Icantellshewill。IknowIcanbesoshe’lllisten,anditwillgoallright,forI’llasksohard。Andeverything’llcomeoutstraight。Yu’see,I’venotbeenspendingtospeakofsinceBilly’sonmyhands,andnowI’llfixupmycabinandfinishmyfencingandmyditch——andshe’sgoingtolikeBoxElderCreekbetterthanShawhan。She’sthefirstI’veeverloved。“
“ThenI’dliketoask——“Icriedout。
“Askaway!“heexclaimed,inattentively,inhisenthusiasm。
“Whenyou——“butIstopped,perceivingitimpossible。Itwas,ofcourse,notthemanytransientpassionsonwhichhehadsquanderedhissubstance,buttheonewherefaithalsohadseemedtounite。Hadhenotmarriedonce,innocentofthewoman’sbeingalreadyawife?ButIstopped,fortotrenchherewasnotformeoranyone。
AndmypausestrangelyflashedonhimsomethingofthatIhadinmymind。
“No,“hesaid,hiseyessteadyandseriousuponme,“don’tyouaskaboutthethingsyou’remeaning。“Thenhisfacegrewradiantandratherstern。
“DoyousupposeIdon’tknowshe’stoogoodforme?Andthatsomebygonescan’teverbebygones?Butifyou,“hesaid,“nevercometolookawayuptoawomanfromawaydown,andmeantowinherjustthesameasifyoudiddeserveher,why,you’llmakeaturrublemessofthewholebusiness!“
Whenwewalkedinsilenceforalongwhile,helightedagainwiththeblossomingdawnofhissentiment。IthoughtofthecoarseyettakingvagabondoftwentyIhadoncechancedupon,andhuntedandcampedwithsincethroughtheyears。Decidedlyhewasnotthatboyto-day!Itisnottruethatallofusrisethroughadversity,anymorethanthatallplantsneedshadow。Somestarveoutofthesunshine;andIhaveseenmiserydeadenoncekindpeopletoeverythingbutself——almostthesaddestsightintheworld!ButLin’scharacterhadnotstoodwelltheordealofhappiness,andforhimcertainlyharshdaysandresponsibilityhadbeenneededtoripenthespirit。Yes,JessamineBucknerwouldhavebeenmuchtoogoodforhimbeforethathumiliationofhismarriage,andthiscareofyoungBillywithwhichhehadloadedhimself。“Lin,“saidI,“Iwilldrinkyourhealthandluck。“
“I’mhealthyenough,“saidhe;andwecamebacktothemainstreetandintothemainsaloon。
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