首页 >出版文学> Life of Johnsonl>第13章

第13章

  Thathissufferingsuponthedeathofhiswifeweresevere,beyondwhatarecommonlyendured,Ihavenodoubt,fromtheinformationofmanywhowerethenabouthim,tononeofwhomIgivemorecreditthantoMr。FrancisBarber,hisfaithfulnegroservant,whocameintohisfamilyaboutafortnightafterthedismalevent。Thesesufferingswereaggravatedbythemelancholyinherentinhisconstitution;andalthoughheprobablywasnotoftenerinthewrongthanshewas,inthelittledisagreementswhichsometimestroubledhismarriedstate,duringwhich,heownedtome,thatthegloomyirritabilityofhisexistencewasmorepainfultohimthanever,hemightverynaturally,afterherdeath,betenderlydisposedtochargehimselfwithslightomissionsandoffences,thesenseofwhichwouldgivehimmuchuneasiness。Accordinglywefind,aboutayearafterherdecease,thathethusaddressedtheSupremeBeing:
  ’OLORD,whogivestthegraceofrepentance,andhearesttheprayersofthepenitent,grantthatbytruecontritionImayobtainforgivenessofallthesinscommitted,andofalldutiesneglectedinmyunionwiththewifewhomthouhasttakenfromme;fortheneglectofjointdevotion,patientexhortation,andmildinstruction。’Thekindnessofhisheart,notwithstandingtheimpetuosityofhistemper,iswellknowntohisfriends;andI
  cannottracethesmallestfoundationforthefollowingdarkanduncharitableassertionbySirJohnHawkins:’Theapparitionofhisdepartedwifewasaltogetheroftheterrifickkind,andhardlyaffordedhimahopethatshewasinastateofhappiness。’Thathe,inconformitywiththeopinionofmanyofthemostable,learned,andpiousChristiansinallages,supposedthattherewasamiddlestateafterdeath,previoustothetimeatwhichdepartedsoulsarefinallyreceivedtoeternalfelicity,appears,Ithink,unquestionablyfromhisdevotions:’And,OLORD,sofarasitmaybelawfulinme,Icommendtothyfatherlygoodnessthesoulofmydepartedwife;beseechingtheetograntherwhateverisbestinherpresentstate,andfinallytoreceivehertoeternalhappiness。’
  Butthisstatehasnotbeenlookeduponwithhorrour,butonlyaslessgracious。
  HedepositedtheremainsofMrs。JohnsoninthechurchofBromley,inKent,towhichhewasprobablyledbytheresidenceofhisfriendHawkesworthatthatplace。Thefuneralsermonwhichhecomposedforher,whichwasneverpreached,buthavingbeengiventoDr。Taylor,hasbeenpublishedsincehisdeath,isaperformanceofuncommonexcellence,andfullofrationalandpiouscomforttosuchasaredepressedbythatsevereafflictionwhichJohnsonfeltwhenhewroteit。Whenitisconsideredthatitwaswritteninsuchanagitationofmind,andintheshortintervalbetweenherdeathandburial,itcannotbereadwithoutwonder。
  FromMr。FrancisBarberIhavehadthefollowingauthentickandartlessaccountofthesituationinwhichhefoundhimrecentlyafterhiswife’sdeath:
  ’Hewasingreataffliction。Mrs。Williamswasthenlivinginhishouse,whichwasinGough-square。HewasbusywiththeDictionary。
  Mr。Shiels,andsomeothersofthegentlemenwhohadformerlywrittenforhim,usedtocomeabouthim。Hehadthenlittleforhimself,butfrequentlysentmoneytoMr。Shielswhenindistress。
  Thefriendswhovisitedhimatthattime,werechieflyDr。
  Bathurst,andMr。Diamond,anapothecaryinCork-street,Burlington-gardens,withwhomheandMrs。WilliamsgenerallydinedeverySunday。TherewasatalkofhisgoingtoIcelandwithhim,whichwouldprobablyhavehappenedhadhelived。TherewerealsoMr。Cave,Dr。Hawkesworth,Mr。Ryland,merchantonTowerHill,Mrs。
  Masters,thepoetess,wholivedwithMr。Cave,Mrs。Carter,andsometimesMrs。Macaulay,alsoMrs。Gardiner,wifeofatallow-
  chandleronSnow-hill,notinthelearnedway,butaworthygoodwoman;Mr。nowSirJoshuaReynolds;Mr。Millar,Mr。Dodsley,Mr。
  Bouquet,Mr。PayneofPaternoster-row,booksellers;Mr。Strahan,theprinter;theEarlofOrrery,LordSouthwell,Mr。Garrick。’
  Manyare,nodoubt,omittedinthiscatalogueofhisfriends,and,inparticular,hishumblefriendMr。RobertLevet,anobscurepractiserinphysickamongstthelowerpeople,hisfeesbeingsometimesverysmallsums,sometimeswhateverprovisionshispatientscouldaffordhim;butofsuchextensivepracticeinthatway,thatMrs。Williamshastoldme,hiswalkwasfromHounsditchtoMarybone。ItappearsfromJohnson’sdiarythattheiracquaintancecommencedabouttheyear1746;andsuchwasJohnson’spredilectionforhim,andfancifulestimationofhismoderateabilities,thatIhaveheardhimsayheshouldnotbesatisfied,thoughattendedbyalltheCollegeofPhysicians,unlesshehadMr。
  Levetwithhim。EversinceIwasacquaintedwithDr。Johnson,andmanyyearsbefore,asIhavebeenassuredbythosewhoknewhimearlier,Mr。Levethadanapartmentinhishouse,orhischambers,andwaiteduponhimeverymorning,throughthewholecourseofhislateandtediousbreakfast。Hewasofastrangegrotesqueappearance,stiffandformalinhismanner,andseldomsaidawordwhileanycompanywaspresent。
  Thecircleofhisfriends,indeed,atthistimewasextensiveandvarious,farbeyondwhathasbeengenerallyimagined。Totracehisacquaintancewitheachparticularperson,ifitcouldbedone,wouldbeatask,ofwhichthelabourwouldnotberepaidbytheadvantage。Butexceptionsaretobemade;oneofwhichmustbeafriendsoeminentasSirJoshuaReynolds,whowastrulyhisdulcedecus,andwithwhomhemaintainedanuninterruptedintimacytothelasthourofhislife。WhenJohnsonlivedinCastle-street,Cavendish-square,heusedfrequentlytovisittwoladies,wholivedoppositetohim,MissCotterells,daughtersofAdmiralCotterell。
  Reynoldsusedalsotovisitthere,andthustheymet。Mr。
  Reynolds,asIhaveobservedabove,had,fromthefirstreadingofhisLifeofSavage,conceivedaveryhighadmirationofJohnson’spowersofwriting。Hisconversationnolessdelightedhim;andhecultivatedhisacquaintancewiththelaudablezealofonewhowasambitiousofgeneralimprovement。SirJoshua,indeed,wasluckyenoughattheirveryfirstmeetingtomakearemark,whichwassomuchabovethecommon-placestyleofconversation,thatJohnsonatonceperceivedthatReynoldshadthehabitofthinkingforhimself。
  Theladieswereregrettingthedeathofafriend,towhomtheyowedgreatobligations;uponwhichReynoldsobserved,’Youhave,however,thecomfortofbeingrelievedfromaburthenofgratitude。’Theywereshockedalittleatthisalleviatingsuggestion,astooselfish;butJohnsondefendeditinhisclearandforciblemanner,andwasmuchpleasedwiththeMIND,thefairviewofhumannature,whichitexhibited,likesomeofthereflectionsofRochefaucault。Theconsequencewas,thathewenthomewithReynolds,andsuppedwithhim。
  SirJoshuatoldmeapleasantcharacteristicalanecdoteofJohnsonaboutthetimeoftheirfirstacquaintance。WhentheywereoneeveningtogetherattheMissCotterells’,thethenDuchessofArgyleandanotherladyofhighrankcamein。JohnsonthinkingthattheMissCotterellsweretoomuchengrossedbythem,andthatheandhisfriendwereneglected,aslowcompanyofwhomtheyweresomewhatashamed,grewangry;andresolvingtoshocktheirsupposedpride,bymakingtheirgreatvisitorsimaginethathisfriendandhewerelowindeed,headdressedhimselfinaloudtonetoMr。
  Reynolds,saying,’HowmuchdoyouthinkyouandIcouldgetinaweek,ifweweretoWORKASHARDaswecould?’——asiftheyhadbeencommonmechanicks。
  HisacquaintancewithBennetLangton,Esq。ofLangton,inLincolnshire,anothermuchvaluedfriend,commencedsoonaftertheconclusionofhisRambler;whichthatgentleman,thenayouth,hadreadwithsomuchadmiration,thathecametoLondonchieflywiththeviewofendeavouringtobeintroducedtoitsauthour。ByafortunatechancehehappenedtotakelodgingsinahousewhereMr。
  Levetfrequentlyvisited;andhavingmentionedhiswishtohislandlady,sheintroducedhimtoMr。Levet,whoreadilyobtainedJohnson’spermissiontobringMr。Langtontohim;as,indeed,Johnson,duringthewholecourseofhislife,hadnoshyness,realoraffected,butwaseasyofaccesstoallwhowereproperlyrecommended,andevenwishedtoseenumbersathislevee,ashismorningcircleofcompanymight,withstrictpropriety,becalled。
  Mr。Langtonwasexceedinglysurprisedwhenthesagefirstappeared。
  Hehadnotreceivedthesmallestintimationofhisfigure,dress,ormanner。Fromperusinghiswritings,hefanciedheshouldseeadecent,well-drest,inshort,remarkablydecorousphilosopher。
  Insteadofwhich,downfromhisbed-chamber,aboutnoon,came,asnewlyrisen,ahugeuncouthfigure,withalittledarkwigwhichscarcelycoveredhishead,andhisclotheshanginglooseabouthim。
  Buthisconversationwassorich,soanimated,andsoforcible,andhisreligiousandpoliticalnotionssocongenialwiththoseinwhichLangtonhadbeeneducated,thatheconceivedforhimthatvenerationandattachmentwhichheeverpreserved。JohnsonwasnotthelessreadytoloveMr。Langton,forhisbeingofaveryancientfamily;forIhaveheardhimsay,withpleasure,’Langton,Sir,hasagrantoffreewarrenfromHenrytheSecond;andCardinalStephenLangton,inKingJohn’sreign,wasofthisfamily。’
  Mr。LangtonafterwardswenttopursuehisstudiesatTrinityCollege,Oxford,whereheformedanacquaintancewithhisfellowstudent,Mr。TophamBeauclerk;who,thoughtheiropinionsandmodesoflifeweresodifferent,thatitseemedutterlyimprobablethattheyshouldatallagree,hadsoardentaloveofliterature,soacuteanunderstanding,sucheleganceofmanners,andsowelldiscernedtheexcellentqualitiesofMr。Langton,agentlemaneminentnotonlyforworthandlearning,butforaninexhaustiblefundofentertainingconversation,thattheybecameintimatefriends。
  Johnson,soonafterthisacquaintancebegan,passedaconsiderabletimeatOxford。HeatfirstthoughtitstrangethatLangtonshouldassociatesomuchwithonewhohadthecharacterofbeingloose,bothinhisprinciplesandpractice;but,bydegrees,hehimselfwasfascinated。Mr。Beauclerk’sbeingoftheSt。Alban’sfamily,andhaving,insomeparticulars,aresemblancetoCharlestheSecond,contributed,inJohnson’simagination,tothrowalustreuponhisotherqualities;and,inashorttime,themoral,piousJohnson,andthegay,dissipatedBeauclerk,werecompanions。’Whatacoalition!saidGarrick,whenheheardofthis;IshallhavemyoldfriendtobailoutoftheRound-house。’ButIcanbeartestimonythatitwasaveryagreeableassociation。Beauclerkwastoopolite,andvaluedlearningandwittoomuch,tooffendJohnsonbysalliesofinfidelityorlicentiousness;andJohnsondelightedinthegoodqualitiesofBeauclerk,andhopedtocorrecttheevil。
  InnumerablewerethescenesinwhichJohnsonwasamusedbytheseyoungmen。Beauclerkcouldtakemorelibertywithhim,thananybodywithwhomIeversawhim;but,ontheotherhand,Beauclerkwasnotsparedbyhisrespectablecompanion,whenreproofwasproper。Beauclerkhadsuchapropensitytosatire,thatatonetimeJohnsonsaidtohim,’Youneveropenyourmouthbutwithintentiontogivepain;andyouhaveoftengivenmepain,notfromthepowerofwhatyousaid,butfromseeingyourintention。’Atanothertimeapplyingtohim,withaslightalteration,alineofPope,hesaid,’Thyloveoffolly,andthyscornoffools