’Can’stthounotministertoaminddiseas’d;
Pluckfromthememoryarootedsorrow;
Razeoutthewrittentroublesofthebrain;
And,withsomesweetobliviousantidote,Cleansethestuff’dbosomofthatperilousstuff,Whichweighsupontheheart?’
TowhichDr。Brocklesbyreadilyanswered,fromthesamegreatpoet:——
’——thereinthepatientMustministertohimself。’
Johnsonexpressedhimselfmuchsatisfiedwiththeapplication。
Onanotherdayafterthis,whentalkingonthesubjectofprayer,Dr。BrocklesbyrepeatedfromJuvenal,——
’Orandumest,utsitmenssanaincorporesano,’
andsoontotheendofthetenthsatire;butinrunningitquicklyover,hehappened,intheline,’Quispatiumvitaeextremumintermuneraponat,’
topronouncesupremumforextremum;atwhichJohnson’scriticalearinstantlytookoffence,anddiscoursingvehementlyontheunmetricaleffectofsuchalapse,heshewedhimselfasfullaseverofthespiritofthegrammarian。
Havingnonearrelations,ithadbeenforsometimeJohnson’sintentiontomakealiberalprovisionforhisfaithfulservant,Mr。
FrancisBarber,whomhelookeduponasparticularlyunderhisprotection,andwhomhehadallalongtreatedtrulyasanhumblefriend。HavingaskedDr。Brocklesbywhatwouldbeaproperannuitytoafavouriteservant,andbeingansweredthatitmustdependonthecircumstancesofthemaster;and,thatinthecaseofanobleman,fiftypoundsayearwasconsideredasanadequaterewardformanyyears’faithfulservice;’Then,saidJohnson,shallIbenobilissimus,forImeantoleaveFrankseventypoundsayear,andIdesireyoutotellhimso。’Itisstrange,however,tothink,thatJohnsonwasnotfreefromthatgeneralweaknessofbeingaversetoexecuteawill,sothathedelayeditfromtimetotime;
andhaditnotbeenforSirJohnHawkins’srepeatedlyurgingit,I
thinkitisprobablethathiskindresolutionwouldnothavebeenfulfilled。Aftermakingone,which,asSirJohnHawkinsinformsus,extendednofurtherthanthepromisedannuity,Johnson’sfinaldispositionofhispropertywasestablishedbyaWillandCodicil。
Theconsiderationofnumerouspapersofwhichhewaspossessed,seemstohavestruckJohnson’smind,withasuddenanxiety,andastheywereingreatconfusion,itismuchtobelamentedthathehadnotentrustedsomefaithfulanddiscreetpersonwiththecareandselectionofthem;insteadofwhich,heinaprecipitatemanner,burntlargemassesofthem,withlittleregard,asIapprehend,todiscrimination。NotthatIsupposewehavethusbeendeprivedofanycompositionswhichhehadeverintendedforthepublickeye;
but,fromwhatescapedtheflames,Ijudgethatmanycuriouscircumstancesrelatingbothtohimselfandotherliterarycharactershaveperished。
Twoveryvaluablearticles,Iamsure,wehavelost,whichweretwoquartovolumes,containingafull,fair,andmostparticularaccountofhisownlife,fromhisearliestrecollection。Iownedtohim,thathavingaccidentallyseenthem,Ihadreadagreatdealinthem;andapologizingforthelibertyIhadtaken,askedhimifIcouldhelpit。Heplacidlyanswered,’Why,Sir,Idonotthinkyoucouldhavehelpedit。’IsaidthatIhad,foronceinmylife,felthalfaninclinationtocommittheft。Ithadcomeintomymindtocarryoffthosetwovolumes,andneverseehimmore。Uponmyinquiringhowthiswouldhaveaffectedhim,’Sir,saidhe,I
believeIshouldhavegonemad。’
Duringhislastillness,Johnsonexperiencedthesteadyandkindattachmentofhisnumerousfriends。Mr。Hoolehasdrawnupanarrativeofwhatpassedinthevisitswhichhepaidhimduringthattime,fromthe10thofNovembertothe13thofDecember,thedayofhisdeath,inclusive,andhasfavouredmewithaperusalofit,withpermissiontomakeextracts,whichIhavedone。NobodywasmoreattentivetohimthanMr。Langton,towhomhetenderlysaid,Teteneammoriensdeficientemanu。AndIthinkithighlytothehonourofMr。Windham,thathisimportantoccupationsasanactivestatesmandidnotpreventhimfrompayingassiduousrespecttothedyingSagewhomherevered,Mr。Langtoninformsme,that,’onedayhefoundMr。BurkeandfourorfivemorefriendssittingwithJohnson。Mr。Burkesaidtohim,“Iamafraid,Sir,suchanumberofusmaybeoppressivetoyou。““No,Sir,saidJohnson,
itisnotso;andImustbeinawretchedstate,indeed,whenyourcompanywouldnotbeadelighttome。“Mr。Burke,inatremulousvoice,expressiveofbeingverytenderlyaffected,replied,“MydearSir,youhavealwaysbeentoogoodtome。“Immediatelyafterwardshewentaway。Thiswasthelastcircumstanceintheacquaintanceofthesetwoeminentmen。’
Thefollowingparticularsofhisconversationwithinafewdaysofhisdeath,IgiveontheauthorityofMr。JohnNichols:——
’Hesaid,thattheParliamentaryDebatesweretheonlypartofhiswritingswhichthengavehimanycompunction:butthatatthetimehewrotethem,hehadnoconceptionhewasimposingupontheworld,thoughtheywerefrequentlywrittenfromveryslendermaterials,andoftenfromnoneatall,——themerecoinageofhisownimagination。Heneverwroteanypartofhisworkswithequalvelocity。ThreecolumnsoftheMagazine,inanhour,wasnouncommoneffort,whichwasfasterthanmostpersonscouldhavetranscribedthatquantity。
’OfhisfriendCave,healwaysspokewithgreataffection。“Yetsaidhe,Cave,whoneverlookedoutofhiswindow,butwithaviewtotheGentleman’sMagazine,wasapenuriouspay-master;hewouldcontractforlinesbythehundred,andexpectthelonghundred;buthewasagoodman,andalwaysdelightedtohavehisfriendsathistable。“
’Hesaidatanothertime,threeorfourdaysonlybeforehisdeath,speakingofthelittlefearhehadofundergoingachirurgicaloperation,“Iwouldgiveoneoftheselegsforayearmoreoflife,Imeanofcomfortablelife,notsuchasthatwhichInowsuffer;“——
andlamentedmuchhisinabilitytoreadduringhishoursofrestlessness;“Iusedformerly,headded,whensleeplessinbed,toreadlikeaTurk。“
’Whilstconfinedbyhislastillness,itwashisregularpracticetohavethechurch-servicereadtohim,bysomeattentiveandfriendlyDivine。TheRev。Mr。Hooleperformedthiskindofficeinmypresenceforthelasttime,when,byhisowndesire,nomorethantheLitanywasread;inwhichhisresponseswereinthedeepandsonorousvoicewhichMr。Boswellhasoccasionallynoticed,andwiththemostprofounddevotionthatcanbeimagined。Hishearingnotbeingquiteperfect,hemorethanonceinterruptedMr。Hoole,with“Louder,mydearSir,louder,Ientreatyou,oryouprayinvain!“——and,whentheservicewasended,he,withgreatearnestness,turnedroundtoanexcellentladywhowaspresent,saying,“Ithankyou,Madam,veryheartily,foryourkindnessinjoiningmeinthissolemnexercise。Livewell,Iconjureyou;andyouwillnotfeelthecompunctionatthelast,whichInowfeel。“
Sotrulyhumblewerethethoughtswhichthisgreatandgoodmanentertainedofhisownapproachestoreligiousperfection。’
AmidstthemelancholycloudswhichhungoverthedyingJohnson,hischaracteristicalmannersheweditselfondifferentoccasions。
WhenDr。Warren,intheusualstyle,hopedthathewasbetter;hisanswerwas,’No,Sir;youcannotconceivewithwhataccelerationI
advancetowardsdeath。’
Amanwhomhehadneverseenbeforewasemployedonenighttositupwithhim。Beingaskednextmorninghowhelikedhisattendant,hisanswerwas,’Notatall,Sir:thefellow’sanideot;heisasaukwardasaturn-spitwhenfirstputintothewheel,andassleepyasadormouse。’
Mr。Windhamhavingplacedapillowconvenientlytosupporthim,hethankedhimforhiskindness,andsaid,’Thatwilldo,——allthatapillowcando。’
HerequestedthreethingsofSirJoshuaReynolds:——Toforgivehimthirtypoundswhichhehadborrowedofhim;toreadtheBible;andnevertousehispencilonaSunday。SirJoshuareadilyacquiesced。
Johnson,withthatnativefortitude,which,amidstallhisbodilydistressandmentalsufferings,neverforsookhim,askedDr。
Brocklesby,asamaninwhomhehadconfidence,totellhimplainlywhetherhecouldrecover。’Givemesaidhe,adirectanswer。’
TheDoctorhavingfirstaskedhimifhecouldhearthewholetruth,whichwaysoeveritmightlead,andbeingansweredthathecould,declaredthat,inhisopinion,hecouldnotrecoverwithoutamiracle。’Then,saidJohnson,Iwilltakenomorephysick,notevenmyopiates;forIhaveprayedthatImayrenderupmysoultoGODunclouded。’Inthisresolutionhepersevered,and,atthesametime,usedonlytheweakestkindsofsustenance。BeingpressedbyMr。Windhamtotakesomewhatmoregenerousnourishment,lesttoolowadietshouldhavetheveryeffectwhichhedreaded,bydebilitatinghismind,hesaid,’Iwilltakeanythingbutinebriatingsustenance。’
TheReverendMr。Strahan,whowasthesonofhisfriend,andhadbeenalwaysoneofhisgreatfavourites,had,duringhislastillness,thesatisfactionofcontributingtosootheandcomforthim。Thatgentleman’shouse,atIslington,ofwhichheisVicar,affordedJohnson,occasionallyandeasily,anagreeablechangeofplaceandfreshair;andheattendedalsouponhimintowninthedischargeofthesacredofficesofhisprofession。
Mr。Strahanhasgivenmetheagreeableassurance,that,afterbeinginmuchagitation,Johnsonbecamequitecomposed,andcontinuedsotillhisdeath。
Dr。Brocklesby,whowillnotbesuspectedoffanaticism,obligedmewiththefollowingaccount:——
’Forsometimebeforehisdeath,allhisfearswerecalmedandabsorbedbytheprevalenceofhisfaith,andhistrustinthemeritsandpropitiationofJESUSCHRIST。’
JohnsonhavingthusinhismindthetrueChristianscheme,atoncerationalandconsolatory,unitingjusticeandmercyintheDivinity,withtheimprovementofhumannature,previoustohisreceivingtheHolySacramentinhisapartment,composedandferventlyutteredthisprayer:——
’AlmightyandmostmercifulFather,Iamnowastohumaneyes,itseems,abouttocommemorate,forthelasttime,thedeathofthySonJESUSCHRIST,ourSaviourandRedeemer。Grant,OLORD,thatmywholehopeandconfidencemaybeinhismerits,andthymercy;
enforceandacceptmyimperfectrepentance;makethiscommemorationavailabletotheconfirmationofmyfaith,theestablishmentofmyhope,andtheenlargementofmycharity;andmakethedeathofthySonJESUSCHRISTeffectualtomyredemption。Havemercyuponme,andpardonthemultitudeofmyoffences。Blessmyfriends;havemercyuponallmen。Supportme,bythyHolySpirit,inthedaysofweakness,andatthehourofdeath;andreceiveme,atmydeath,toeverlastinghappiness,forthesakeofJESUSCHRIST。Amen。’
Having,ashasbeenalreadymentioned,madehiswillonthe8thand9thofDecember,andsettledallhisworldlyaffairs,helanguishedtillMonday,the13thofthatmonth,whenheexpired,aboutseveno’clockintheevening,withsolittleapparentpainthathisattendantshardlyperceivedwhenhisdissolutiontookplace。
Ofhislastmoments,mybrother,ThomasDavid,hasfurnishedmewiththefollowingparticulars:——
’TheDoctor,fromthetimethathewascertainhisdeathwasnear,appearedtobeperfectlyresigned,wasseldomorneverfretfuloroutoftemper,andoftensaidtohisfaithfulservant,whogavemethisaccount,“Attend,Francis,tothesalvationofyoursoul,whichistheobjectofgreatestimportance:“healsoexplainedtohimpassagesintheScripture,andseemedtohavepleasureintalkinguponreligioussubjects。
’OnMonday,the13thofDecember,thedayonwhichhedied,aMissMorris,daughtertoaparticularfriendofhis,called,andsaidtoFrancis,thatshebeggedtobepermittedtoseetheDoctor,thatshemightearnestlyrequesthimtogiveherhisblessing。Franciswentintohisroom,followedbytheyounglady,anddeliveredthemessage。TheDoctorturnedhimselfinthebed,andsaid,“GOD
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