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  IthasbeengenerallysupposedthatNapoleonwasabelieverinthedoctrineofpredestination.ThefollowingconversationwithLasCasesclearlydecidesthatpoint."Pray,"saidhe,"amInotthoughttobegiventoabeliefinpredestination?"——"Yes,Sire;atleastbymanypeople."——"Well,well!letthemsaywhattheyplease,onemaysometimesbetemptedtosetapart,anditmayoccasionallybeuseful.Butwhataremen?Howmucheasierisittooccupytheirattentionandtostriketheirimaginationsbyabsurditiesthanbyrationalideas!Butcanamanofsoundsenselistenforonemomenttosuchadoctrine?Eitherpredestinationadmitstheexistenceoffree—will,oritrejectsit.
  Ifitadmitsit,whatkindofpredeterminedresultcanthatbewhichasimpleresolution,astep,aword,mayalterormodifyadinfinitum?
  Ifpredestination,onthecontrary,rejectstheexistenceoffree—willitisquiteanotherquestion;inthatcaseachildneedonlybethrownintoitscradleassoonasitisborn,thereisnonecessityforbestowingtheleastcareuponit,forifitbeirrevocablydecreedthatitistolive,itwillgrowthoughnofoodshouldbegiventoit.Youseethatsuchadoctrinecannotbemaintained;predestinationisbutawordwithoutmeaning.TheTurksthemselves,theprofessorsofpredestination,arenotconvincedofthedoctrine,forinthatcasemedicinewouldnotexistinTurkey,andamanresidinginathirdfloorwouldnottakethetroubleofgoingdownstairs,butwouldimmediatelythrowhimselfoutofthewindow.
  Youseetowhatastringofabsurditiesthatwilllead?"
  Thefollowingtraitsarecharacteristicoftheman.Inthecommonintercourseoflife,andhisfamiliarconversation,Napoleonmutilatedthenamesmostfamiliartohim,evenFrenchnames;yetthiswouldnothaveoccurredonanypublicoccasion.HehasbeenheardmanytimesduringhiswalkstorepeatthecelebratedspeechofAugustusinCorneille’stragedy,andhehasnevermissedsaying,"Takeaseat,Sylla,"insteadofCinna.Hewouldfrequentlycreatenamesaccordingtohisfancy,andwhenhehadonceadoptedthemtheyremainedfixedinhismind,althoughtheywerepronouncedproperlyahundredtimesadayinhishearing;buthewouldhavebeenstruckifothershadusedthemashehadalteredthem.Itwasthesamethingwithrespecttoorthography;ingeneralhedidnotattendtoit,yetifthecopieswhichweremadecontainedanyfaultsofspellinghewouldhavecomplainedofit.OnedayNapoleonsaidtoLasCases,"Yourorthographyisnotcorrect,isit?"
  Thisquestiongaveoccasiontoasarcasticsmilefromapersonwhostoodnear,whothoughtitwasmeanttoconveyareproach.TheEmperor,whosawthis,continued,"AtleastIsupposeitisnot,foramanoccupiedwithimportantpublicbusiness,aminister,forinstance,cannotandneednotattendtoorthography.Hisideasmustflowfasterthanhishandcantracethem,hehasonlytimetodwelluponessentials;hemustputwordsinletters,andphrasesinwords,andletthescribesmakeitoutafterwards."Napoleonindeedleftagreatdealforthecopyiststodo;
  hewastheirtorment;hishandwritingactuallyresembledhieroglyphics——
  heoftencouldnotdecipherithimself.LasCases’sonwasonedayreadingtohimachapterofTheCampaignofItaly;onasuddenhestoppedshort,unabletomakeoutthewriting."Thelittleblockhead,"saidNapoleon,"cannotreadhisownhandwriting."——"Itisnotmine,Sire."——
  "Andwhose,then?"——"YourMajesty’s."——"Howso,youlittlerogue;doyoumeantoinsultme?"TheEmperortookthemanuscript,triedalongwhiletoreadit,andatlastthrewitdown,saying,"Heisright;Icannottellmyselfwhatiswritten."HehasoftensentthecopyiststoLasCasestoreadwhathehadhimselfbeenunabletodecipher.
  WearenowapproachingthelastmelancholyepochofNapoleon’slife,whenhefirstfelttheravagesofthatmaladywhichfinallyputaperiodtohisexistence.Occasionalmanifestationsofitspresencehadbeenexhibitedforsomeyears,buthisusualhealthalwaysreturnedaftereveryattack,anditsfatalnaturewasnotsuspected,althoughNapoleonhimselfhadseveraltimessaidthatheshoulddieofascirrhusinthepylorus,thediseasewhichkilledhisfather,andwhichthephysiciansofMontpelierdeclaredwouldbehereditaryinhisfamily.Aboutthemiddleoftheyear1818itwasobservedthathishealthgrewgraduallyworse,anditwasthoughtproperbyO’MearatoreporttotheGovernorthestateinwhichhewas.EvenontheseoccasionsNapoleonseizedtheopportunityforrenewinghisclaimtothetitleofEmperor.HeinsistedthatthephysicianshouldnotsendanybulletinwhateverunlesshenamedhiminitbyhisImperialdesignation.O’MearaexplainedthattheinstructionsofhisGovernmentandtheordersofSirHudsonLoweprohibitedhimfromusingtheterm;butitwasinvain.Aftersomedifficultyitwasagreeduponthattheword"patient"shouldbeusedinsteadofthetitleofGeneral,whichcausedsomuchoffence,andthissubstitutiongotridofthedifficulty.
  O’MearaafterwardsproposedtocallintheassistanceofDr.Baxter,theprincipalmedicalofficeroftheisland,butthisofferNapoleonrefusedatonce,allegingthat,although"itwastruehelookedlikeanhonestman,hewastoomuchattachedtothathangman"(Lows),healsopersistedinrejectingtheaidofmedicine,anddeterminedtotakenoexerciseout—
  of—doorsaslongasheshouldbesubjectedtothechallengeofsentinels.
  Toarepresentationthathisdeterminationmightconvertacurabletoafatalmalady,hereplied,"IshallatleasthavetheconsolationthatmydeathwillbeaneternaldishonourtotheEnglishnationwhosentmetothisclimatetodieunderthehandsof"
  AnimportantincidentinNapoleon’smonotonouslifewastheremovalofO’Meara,whohadattendedhimashisphysicianfromthetimeofhisarrivalontheisland.Theremovalofthisgentleman,wasoccasionedbythesuspicionofsimilarconducttothatwhichbroughtaboutthedismissalofLasCasestwentymonthspreviously,namely,thecarryingonsecretcorrespondencewithpersonsoutoftheisland.Napoleoncomplainedbitterlyofthelossofhismedicalattendant,thoughhehadmostassuredlyveryseldomattendedtohisadvice,andrepelledasaninsulttheprofferedassistanceofDr.Baxter,insinuatingthattheGovernorwishedtohavehislifeinhispower.SometimeafterDr.
  Stokes,anavalsurgeon,wascalledin,butwithdrawnandeventuallytriedbycourt—martialforfurnishinginformationtotheFrenchatLongwood.AfterthisNapoleonexpressedhisdeterminationtoadmitnomorevisitsfromanyEnglishphysicianwhatever,andCardinalFeschwasrequestedbytheBritishMinistrytoselectsomephysicianofreputationinItalywhoshouldbesenttoSt.HelenatoattendonNapoleon.ThechoicefellonDr.Antommarchi,ayoungsurgeon,whowasaccordinglysenttoSt.HelenaincompanywithtwoCatholicpriests,theAbbesBuonavitaandVignale,andtwodomestics,incompliancewiththewishofNapoleontothateffect.Thepartyreachedtheislandon10thSeptember1819.
  OnhisfirstvisittheEmperoroverwhelmedAntommarchiwithquestionsconcerninghismotherandfamily,thePrincessJulie(wifeofJoseph),andLasCases,whomAntommarchihadseeninpassingthroughFrankfort,expatiatedwithsatisfactionontheretreatwhichhehadatonetimemeditatedinCorsica,enteredintosomediscussionswiththedoctoronhisprofession,andthendirectedhisattentiontothedetailsofhisdisorder.WhileheexaminedthesymptomstheEmperorcontinuedhisremarks.Theyweresometimesserious,sometimeslively;kindness,indignation,gaiety,wereexpressedbyturnsinhiswordsandinhiscountenance."Well,doctor!"heexclaimed,"whatisyouropinion?AmI
  totroublemuchlongerthedigestionofKings?"——"Youwillsurvivethem,Sire."——"Aye,Ibelieveyou;theywillnotbeabletosubjecttothebanofEuropethefameofourvictories,itwilltraverseages,itwill.
  proclaimtheconquerorsandtheconquered,thosewhoweregenerousandthosewhowerenotso;posteritywilljudge,Idonotdreaditsdecision."——"Thisafter—lifebelongstoyouofright.Yournamewillneverberepeatedwithadmirationwithoutrecallingthoseingloriouswarriorssobaselyleaguedagainstasingleman.Butyouarenotnearyourend,youhaveyetalongcareertorun."——"No,Doctor!Icannotholdoutlongunderthisfrightfulclimate."——"Yourexcellentconstitutionisproofagainstitsperniciouseffects."——"Itoncedidnotyieldtothestrengthofmindwithwhichnaturehasendowedme,butthetransitionfromalifeofactiontoacompleteseclusionhasruinedall.
  Ihavegrownfat,myenergyisgone,thebowisunstrung."Antommarchididnottrytocombatanopinionbuttoowell—founded,butdivertedtheconversationtoanothersubject."Iresignmyself,"saidNapoleon,"toyourdirection.Letmedicinegivetheorder,Isubmittoitsdecisions.
  Ientrustmyhealthtoyourcare.IoweyouthedetailofthehabitsI
  haveacquired,oftheaffectionstowhichIamsubject.
  "ThehoursatwhichIobeytheinjunctionsofnatureareingeneralextremelyirregular.Isleep,IeataccordingtocircumstancesorthesituationinwhichIamplaced;mysleepisordinarilysoundandtranquil.IfpainoranyaccidentinterruptitIjumpoutofbed,callforalight,walk,settowork,andfixmyattentiononsomesubject;
  sometimesIremaininthedark,changemyapartment,liedowninanotherbed,orstretchmyselfonthesofa.Iriseattwo,three,orfourinthemorning;Icallforsomeonetokeepmecompany,amusemyselfwithrecollectionsorbusiness,andwaitforthereturnofday.Igooutassoonasdawnappears,takeastroll,andwhenthesunshowsitselfI
  reenterandgotobedagain,whereIremainalongerorshortertime,accordingasthedaypromisestoturnout.Ifitisbad,andIfeelirritationanduneasiness,IhaverecoursetothemethodIhavejustmentioned.Ichangemyposture,passfrommybedtothesofa,fromthesofatothebed,seekandfindadegreeoffreshness.Idonotdescribetoyoumymorningcostume;ithasnothingtodowiththesufferingsI
  endure,andbesides,Idonotwishtodepriveyouofthepleasureofyoursurprisewhenyouseeit.Theseingeniouscontrivancescarrymeontonineorteno’clock,sometimeslater.Ithenorderthebreakfasttobebrought,whichItakefromtimetotimeinmybath,butmostfrequentlyinthegarden.EitherBertrandorMontholonkeepmecompany,oftenbothofthem.Physicianshavetherightofregulatingthetable;itisproperthatIshouldgiveyouanaccountofmine.Well,then,abasinofsoup,twoplatesofmeat,oneofvegetables,asaladwhenIcantakeit,composethewholeservice;halfabottleofclaret;whichIdilutewithagooddealofwater,servesmefordrink;Idrinkalittleofitpuretowardstheendoftherepast.Sometimes,whenIfeelfatigued,I
  substitutechampagneforclaret,itisacertainmeansofgivingafilliptothestomach."
  ThedoctorhavingexpressedhissurpriseatNapoleon’stemperance,hereplied,"InmymarcheswiththearmyofItalyIneverfailedtoputintothebowofmysaddleabottleofwine,somebread,andacoldfowl.Thisprovisionsufficedforthewantsoftheday,——ImayevensaythatIoftenshareditwithothers.Ithusgainedtime.Ieatfast,masticatelittle,mymealsdonotconsumemyhours.Thisisnotwhatyouwillapprovethemost,butinmypresentsituationwhatsignifiesit?Iamattackedwithalivercomplaint,amaladywhichisgeneralinthishorribleclimate."
  Antommarchi,havinggainedhisconfidence,nowbecamecompanionaswellasphysiciantotheEmperor,andsometimesreadwithhim.Heeagerlyturnedoverthenewspaperswhentheyarrived,andcommentedfreelyontheircontents."Itisamusing,"hewouldsay,"toseethesagemeasuresresortedtobytheAlliestomakepeopleforgetmytyranny!"Ononeoccasionhefeltmorelanguidthanordinary,andlightingonthe’Andromache’ofRacine;hetookupthebook,begantoread,butsoonletitdropfromhishands.Hehadcometothefamouspassagewherethemotherdescribesherbeingallowedtoseehersononceaday.
  Hewasmoved,coveredhisfacewithhishands,and,sayingthathewastoomuchaffected,desiredtobeleftalone.Hegrewcalmer,fellasleep,andwhenheawoke,desiredAntommarchitobecalledagain.Hewasgettingreadytoshave,andthedoctorwascurioustowitnesstheoperation.Hewasinhisshirt,hisheaduncovered,withtwovaletsathisside,oneholdingtheglassandatowel,theothertherestoftheapparatus.TheEmperorspreadthesoapoveronesideofhisface,putdownthebrush,wipedhishandsandmouth,tookarazordippedinhotwaterandshavedtherightsidewithsingulardexterity."Isitdone,Noverraz?"——"Yes,Sire."——"Well,then,faceabout.Come,villain,quick,standstill."Thelightfellontheleftside,which,afterapplyingthelather,heshavedinthesamemannerandwiththesamedexterity.Hedrewhishandoverhischin."Raisetheglass.AmIquiteright?"——
  "Quiteso."——"Notahairhasescapedme:whatsayyou?"——"No,Sire,"
  repliedthevaletdechambre."No!IthinkIperceiveone.Liftuptheglass,placeitinabetterlight.How,rascal!Flattery?YoudeceivemeatSt.Helena?Onthisrock?You,too,areanaccomplice."Withthishegavethembothaboxontheear,laughed,andjokedinthemostpleasantmannerpossible.
  AnalmostincredibleinstanceofthedeterminationoftheexilestomakeasmanyenemiesastheypossiblycouldwasexhibitedtoAntommarchionhisarrivalatLongwood.HestatesthatbeforehewaspermittedtoenteronhisfunctionsassurgeonhewasrequiredtotakeanoaththathewouldnotcommunicatewiththeEnglish,andthathewouldmoreespeciallyavoidgivingthemtheleastinformationrespectingtheprogressofNapoleon’sdisorder.Hewasnotallowedtoseehisillustriouspatientuntiltheoathwastaken.AfterexactingsuchanoathfromhisphysiciantheattendantsofBonapartehadlittlerighttocomplain,astheydid,thattherealstateofhisdisorderwaspurposelyconcealedfromtheworldbytheEnglishGovernment.Itismorethanprobablethattheconstantattemptsobservedtothrowmysteryandsecrecyaroundthemmusthavetendedtocreatethesuspicionofescape,andtoincreasetheconsequentrigouroftheregulationsmaintainedbytheGovernor.
  SoonafterthearrivalofthepriestsNapoleondetermined,wemaysupposepartlyinjest,toelevateoneofthemtothedignityofbishop,andhechoseforadiocesetheJumna."ThelastboxbroughtfromEuropehadbeenbrokenopen,"saysAntommarchi;"itcontainedthevasesandchurchornaments."Stop,"saidNapoleon,"thisisthepropertyofSt.Peter;
  haveacarewhotouchesit;sendfortheabbes——buttalkingoftheabbes,doyouknowthattheCardinal[Fesch]isapoorcreature?Hesendsmemissionariesandpropagandists,asifIwereapenitent,andasifawholestringoftheirEminenceshadnotalwaysattendedatmychapel.
  Iwilldowhatheoughttohavedone;Ipossesstherightofinvestiture,andIshalluseit.AbbeBuonavitawasjustenteringtheroom,`Igiveyoutheepiscopalmitre.’——’Sire!’——’Irestoreittoyou;youshallwearitinspiteoftheheretics;theywillnotagaintakeitfromyou.’——
  ’But,Sire!’——’IcannotaddtoitsorichabeneficeasthatofValencia,whichSuchethadgivenyou,butatanyrateyourseeshallbesecurefromthechancesofbattles.IappointyouBishopof——letmesee——oftheJumna.Thevastcountriesthroughwhichthatriverflowswereonthepointofenteringintoalliancewithme——allwasinreadiness,allweregoingtomarch.WewereabouttogivethefinishingblowtoEngland."
  ThespeechconcludedwithanordertoCountMontholontoprocurethenecessarydressfortheabbeinordertostrikewithawealltheheretics.Theupshotofthewholewas,thatthescarletandvioletcolouredclothesnecessarytofurnishthenewbishopwiththeonlyvaluableportionofhistemporalities,hisdress,couldnotbeprocuredintheisland,andtheabberemainedanabbeinspiteoftheinvestiture,andthewholefarcewasforgotten.
  WeoccasionallyseetheExileinbettermoods,whenhelistenedtothevoiceofreason,andthoughtlessoftheannoyancesinseparablefromthestatetowhichhisambition,orashehimselfalwaysaverred,hisdestiny,hadreducedhim.Hehadforalongtimedebarredhimselffromallexercise,having,asheexpressedit,determinednottoexposehimselftotheinsultofbeingaccompaniedonhisridebyaBritishofficer;orthepossibilityofbeingchallengedbyasentinel.Onedaywhenhecomplai...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看

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