首页 >出版文学> Memoirs of Napoleon Bonaparte>第12章
  Atteno’clockthe’maitred’hotel’entered,andannouncedbreakfast,saying,’TheGeneralisserved."Wewenttobreakfast,andtherepastwasexceedinglysimple.Heatealmosteverymorningsomechicken,dressedwithoilandonions.Thisdishwasthen,Ibelieve,called’pouletalaProvencale’;butourrestaurateurshavesinceconferreduponitthemoreambitiousnameof’pouletalaMarengo.’
  Bonapartedranklittlewine,alwayseitherclaretorBurgundy,andthelatterbypreference.Afterbreakfast,aswellasafterdinner,hetookacupofstrongcoffee.
  ——[M.BrillatdeSavarin,whosememoryisdeartoallgourmands,hadestablished,asagastronomicprinciple,that"hewhodoesnottakecoffeeaftereachmealisassuredlynotamenoftaste."——
  Bourrienne.]——
  Ineversawhimtakeanybetweenhismeals,andIcannotimaginewhatcouldhavegivenrisetotheassertionofhisbeingparticularlyfondofcoffee.Whenheworkedlateatnightheneverorderedcoffee,butchocolate,ofwhichhemademetakeacupwithhim.Butthisonlyhappenedwhenourbusinesswasprolongedtilltwoorthreeinthemorning.
  AllthathasbeensaidaboutBonaparte’simmoderateuseofsnuffhasnomorefoundationintruththanhispretendedpartialityforcoffee.Itistruethatatanearlyperiodofhislifehebegantotakesnuff,butitwasverysparingly,andalwaysoutofabox;andifheboreanyresemblancetoFredericktheGreat,itwasnotbyfillinghiswaistcoat—
  pocketswithsnuff,forImustagainobservehecarriedhisnotionsofpersonalneatnesstoafastidiousdegree.
  Bonapartehadtworulingpassions,gloryandwar.Hewasnevermoregaythaninthecamp,andnevermoremorosethanintheinactivityofpeace.
  Plansfortheconstructionofpublicmonumentsalsopleasedhisimagination,andfilledupthevoidcausedbythewantofactiveoccupation.Hewasawarethatmonumentsformpartofthehistoryofnations,ofwhosecivilisationtheybearevidenceforagesafterthosewhocreatedthemhavedisappearedfromtheearth,andthattheylikewiseoftenbearfalse—witnesstoremoteposterityoftherealityofmerelyfabulousconquests.Bonapartewas,however,mistakenastothemodeofaccomplishingtheobjecthehadinview.Hisciphers,histrophies,andsubsequentlyhiseagles,splendidlyadornedthemonumentsofhisreign.
  Butwhydidhewishtostampfalseinitialsonthingswithwhichneitherhenorhisreignhadanyconnection;as,forexampletheoldLouvre?Didheimaginethattheletter,"N"whicheverywhereobtrudeditselfontheeye,hadinitacharmtocontroverttherecordsofhistory,oralterthecourseoftime?
  ——[WhenLouisXVIII.returnedtotheTuileriesin1814hefoundthatBonapartehadbeenanexcellenttenant,andthathehadlefteverythinginverygoodcondition.]——
  Bethisasitmay,Bonapartewellknewthatthefineartsentaillastinggloryongreatactions,andconsecratethememoryofprinceswhoprotectandencouragethem.Heoftenerthanoncesaidtome,"Agreatreputationisagreatpoise;themorethereismade,thefartheroffitisheard.
  Laws,institutions,monuments,nations,allfall;butthenoisecontinuesandresoundsinafterages."Thiswasoneofhisfavouriteideas."Mypower,"hewouldsayatothertimes,"dependsonmyglory,andmygloryonmyvictories.MypowerwouldfallwereInottosupportitbynewgloryandnewvictories.ConquesthasmademewhatIam,andconquestalonecanmaintainme."Thiswasthen,andprobablyalwayscontinuedtobe,hispredominantidea,andthatwhichpromptedhimcontinuallytoscattertheseedsofwarthroughEurope.Hethoughtthatifheremainedstationaryhawouldfall,andhewastormentedwiththedesireofcontinuallyadvancing.Nottodosomethinggreatanddecidedwas,inhisopinion,todonothing."Anewly—bornGovernment,"saidhetome,"mustdazzleandastonish.Whenitceasestodothatitfalls."Itwasvaintolookforrestfromamanwhowasrestlessnessitself.
  HissentimentstowardsFrancenowdifferedwidelyfromwhatIhadknownthemtobeinhisyouth.HelongindignantlycherishedtherecollectionoftheconquestofCorsica,whichhewasoncecontenttoregardashiscountry.Butthatrecollectionwaseffaced,anditmightbesaidthathenowardentlylovedFrance.Hisimaginationwasfiredbytheverythoughtofseeinghergreat,happy,andpowerful,and,asthefirstnationintheworld,dictatinglawstotherest.HefanciedhisnameinseparablyconnectedwithFrance,andresoundingin,theearsofposterity.Inallhisactionshelostsightofthepresentmoment,andthoughtonlyoffuturity;so,inallplaceswhereheledthewaytoglory,theopinionofFrancewaseverpresentinhisthoughts.AsAlexanderatArbelapleasedhimselflessinhavingconqueredDariusthaninhavinggainedthesuffrageoftheAthenians,soBonaparteatMarengowashauntedbytheideaofwhatwouldbesaidinFrance.BeforehefoughtabattleBonapartethoughtlittleaboutwhatheshoulddoincaseofsuccess,butagreatdealaboutwhatheshoulddoincaseofareverseoffortune.
  ImentionthisasafactofwhichIhaveoftenbeenawitness,andleavetohisbrothersinarmstodecidewhetherhiscalculationswerealwayscorrect.Hehaditinhispowertodomuch,forheriskedeverythingandsparednothing.Hisinordinateambitiongoadedhimontotheattainmentofpower;andpowerwhenpossessedservedonlytoaugmenthisambition.
  Bonapartewasthoroughlyconvincedofthetruththattriflesoftendecidethegreatestevents;thereforehewatchedratherthanprovokedopportunity,andwhentherightmomentapproached,hesuddenlytookadvantageofit.Itiscuriousthat,amidstalltheanxietiesofwarandgovernment,thefearoftheBourbonsincessantlypursuedhim,andtheFaubourgSt.Germainwastohimalwaysathreateningphantom.
  Hedidnotesteemmankind,whom,indeed,hedespisedmoreandmoreinproportionashebecameacquaintedwiththem.Inhimthisunfavourableopinionofhumannaturewasjustifiedbymanyglaringexamplesofbaseness,andheusedfrequentlytorepeat,"Therearetwoleversformovingmen,——interestandfear."Whatrespect,indeed,couldBonaparteentertainfortheapplicantstothetreasuryoftheopera?Intothistreasurythegaming—housespaidaconsiderablesum,partofwhichwenttocovertheexpensesofthatmagnificenttheatre.Therestwasdistributedinsecretgratuities,whichwerepaidonorderssignedbyDuroc.
  IndividualsofverydifferentcharacterswereoftenseencatchingthelittledoorintheRueRameau.TheladywhowasforawhilethefavouriteoftheGeneral—in—ChiefinEgypt,andwhosehusbandwasmaliciouslysentback—bytheEnglish,wasafrequentvisitortothetreasury.Onanoccasionwouldbeseenassembledthereadistinguishedscholarandanactor,acelebratedoratorandamusician;onanother,thetreasurerwouldhavepaymentstomaketoapriest,acourtesan,andacardinal.
  OneofBonaparte’sgreatestmisfortuneswas,thatheneitherbelievedinfriendshipnotfeltthenecessityofloving.HowoftenhaveIheardhimsay,"Friendshipisbutaname;Ilovenobody.Idonotevenlovemybrothers.PerhapsJoseph,alittle,fromhabitandbecauseheismyelder;andDuroc,Ilovehimtoo.Butwhy?Becausehischaracterpleasesme.Heissternandresolute;andIreallybelievethefellownevershedatear.Formypart,IknowverywellthatIhavenotruefriends.AslongasIcontinuewhatIam,ImayhaveasmanypretendedfriendsasIplease.Leavesensibilitytowomen;itistheirbusiness.
  Butmenshouldbefirminheartandinpurpose,ortheyshouldhavenothingtodowithwarorgovernment."
  InhissocialrelationsBonaparte’stemperwasbad;buthisfitsofill—
  humourpassedawaylikeacloud,andspentthemselvesinwords.Hisviolentlanguageandbitterimprecationswerefrequentlypremeditated.
  Whenhewasgoingtoreprimandanyonehelikedtohaveawitnesspresent.Hewouldthensaytheharshestthings,andlevelblowsagainstwhichfewcouldbearup.Buthenevergavewaytothoseviolentebullitionsofrageuntilbeacquiredundoubtedproofsofthemisconductofthoseagainstwhomtheyweredirected.InscenesofthissortIhavefrequentlyobservedthatthepresenceofathirdpersonseemedtogivehimconfidence.Consequently,ina’tete—a—tete’interview,anyonewhoknewhischaracter,andwhocouldmaintainsufficientcoolnessandfirmness,wassuretogetthebetterofhim.HetoldhisfriendsatSt.
  Helenathatheadmittedathirdpersononsuchoccasionsonlythattheblowmightresoundthefarther.Thatwasnothisrealmotive,orthebetterwaywouldhavebeentoperformthesceneinpublic.Hehadotherreasons.Iobservedthathedidnotlikea’tete—a—tete’;andwhenheexpectedanyone,hewouldsaytomebeforehand,"Bourrienne,youmayremain;"andwhenanyonewasannouncedwhomhedidnotexpect,asaministerorageneral;ifIrosetoretirehewouldsayinahalf—
  whisper,"Staywhereyouare."Certainlythiswasnotdonewiththedesignofgettingwhathesaidreportedabroad;foritbelongedneithertomycharacternormydutytogossipaboutwhatIhadheard.Besides,itmaybepresumed,thatthefewwhowereadmittedaswitnessestotheconferencesofNapoleonwereawareoftheconsequencesattendingindiscreetdisclosuresunderaGovernmentwhichwasmadeacquaintedwithallthatwassaidanddone.
  BonaparteentertainedaprofounddislikeofthesanguinarymenoftheRevolution,andespeciallyoftheregicides.Hefelt,asapainfulburden,theobligationofdissemblingtowardsthem.HespoketomeintermsofhorrorofthosewholehecelledtheassassinsofLouisXVI,andhewasannoyedatthenecessityofemployingthemandtreatingthemwithapparentrespect.HowmanytimeshashenotsaidtoCambaceres,pinchinghimbytheear,tosoften,bythathabitualfamiliarity,thebitternessoftheremark,"Mydearfellow,yourcaseisclear;ifevertheBourbonscomebackyouwillbehanged!"AforcedsmilewouldthenrelaxthelividcountenanceofCambaceres,andwasusuallytheonlyreplyoftheSecondConsul,who,however,ononeoccasionsaidinmyhearing,"Come,come,havedonewiththisjoking."
  OnethingwhichgaveBonapartegreatpleasurewheninthecountrywastoseeatall,slenderwoman,dressedinwhite,walkingbeneathanalleyofshadedtrees.Hedetestedcoloureddresses,andespeciallydarkones.
  Tofatwomenhehadaninvincibleantipathy,andhecouldnotendurethesightofapregnantwoman;itthereforerarelyhappenedthatafemaleinthatsituationwasinvitedtohisparties.Hepossessedeveryrequisiteforbeingwhatiscalledinsocietyanagreeableman,exceptthewilltobeso.Hismannerwasimposingratherthanpleasing,andthosewhodidnotknowhimwellexperiencedinhispresenceaninvoluntaryfeelingofawe.Inthedrawing—room,whereJosephinedidthehonourswithsomuchgraceandaffability,allwasgaietyandease,andnoonefeltthepresenceofasuperior;butonBonaparte’sentranceallwaschanged,andeveryeyewasdirectedtowardshim,toreadhishumourinhiscountenance,whetherheintendedtobesilentortalkative,dullorcheerful.
  Heoftentalkedagreatdeal,andsometimesalittletoomuch;butnoonecouldtellastoryinamoreagreeableandinterestingway.Hisconversationrarelyturnedongayorhumoroussubjects,andneverontrivialmatters.Hewassofondofargumentthatinthewarmthofdiscussionitwaseasytodrawfromhimsecretswhichhewasmostanxioustoconceal.Sometimes,inasmallcircle,hewouldamusehimselfbyrelatingstoriesofpresentimentsandapparitions.Forthishealwayschosethetwilightofevening,andhewouldpreparehishearersforwhatwascomingbysomesolemnremark.Ononeoccasionofthiskindhesaid,inaverygravetoneofvoice,"Whendeathstrikesapersonwhomwelove,andwhoisdistantfromus,aforebodingalmostalwaysdenotestheevent,andthedyingpersonappearstousatthemomentofhisdissolution."
  Hethenimmediatelyrelatedthefollowinganecdote:"AgentlemanoftheCourtofLouisXIV.wasinthegalleryofVersaillesatthetimethattheKingwasreadingtohiscourtiersthebulletinofthebattleofFriedlingengainedbyVillars.Suddenlythegentlemansaw,atthefartherendofthegallery,theghostofhisson,whoservedunderVillars.Heexclaimed,’Mysonisnomore!’andnextmomenttheKingnamedhimamongthedead."
  WhentravellingBonapartewasparticularlytalkative.Inthewarmthofhisconversation,whichwasalwayscharacterisedbyoriginalandinterestingidea,hesometimesdroppedhintsofhisfutureviews,or,atleast,hesaidthingswhichwerecalculatedtodisclosewhathewishedtoconceal.Itookthelibertyofmentioningtohimthisindiscretion,andfarfrombeingoffended,heacknowledgedhismistake,addingthathewasnotawarehehadgonesofar.HefranklyavowedthiswantofcautionwhenatSt.Helena.
  Wheningoodhumourhisusualtokensofkindnessconsistedinalittlerapontheheadoraslightpinchoftheear.Inhismostfriendlyconversationswiththosewhomheadmittedintohisintimacyhewouldsay,"Youareafool"——"asimpleton"——"aninny"——"ablockhead."These,andafewotherwordsoflikeimport,enabledhimtovaryhiscatalogueofcompliments;butheneveremployedthemangrily,andthetoneinwhichtheywereutteredsufficientlyindicatedthattheyweremeantinkindness.
  Bonapartehadmanysingularhabitsandtastes.Wheneverheexperiencedanyvexation,orwhenanyunpleasantthoughtoccupiedhismind,hewouldhumsomethingwhichwasfarfromresemblingatune,forhisvoicewasveryunmusical.Hewould,atthesametime,seathimselfbeforethewriting—table,andswingbackinhischairsofarthatIhaveoftenbeenfearfulofhisfalling.
  Hewouldthenventhisill—humourontherightarmofhischair,mutilatingitwithhispenknife,whichheseemedtokeepfornootherpurpose.Ialwaystookcaretokeepgoodpensreadyforhim;for,asitwasmybusinesstodecipherhiswriting,IhadastronginterestindoingwhatIcouldtomakeitlegible.
  ThesoundofbellsalwaysproducedinBonapartepleasurablesensations,whichIcouldneveraccountfor.WhenwewereatMalmaison,andwalkinginthealleyleadingtotheplainofRuel,howmanytimeshasthebellofthevillagechurchinterruptedourmostseriousconversations!
  Hewouldstop,lestthenoiseofourfootstepsshoulddrownanyportionofthedelightfulsound:HewasalmostangrywithmebecauseIdidnotexperiencetheimpressionshedid.Sopowerfulwastheeffectproduceduponhimbythesoundofthesebellsthathisvoicewouldfalterashesaid,"Ah!thatremindsmeofthefirstyearsIspentatBrienne!Iwasthenhappy!"Whenthebellsceasedhewouldresumethecourseofhisspeculations,carryhimselfintofuturity,placeacrownonhishead;anddethronekings.
  Nowhere,exceptonthefieldofbattle,didIeverseeBonapartemorehappythaninthegardensofMalmaison.AtthecommencementoftheConsulateweusedtogothereeverySaturdayevening,andstaythewholeofSunday,andsometimesMonday.Bonaparteusedtospendaconsiderablepartofhistimeinwalkingandsuperintendingtheimprovementswhichhehadordered.Atfirstheusedtomakeexcursionsabouttheneighbourhood,butthereportsofthepolicedisturbedhisnaturalconfidence,andgavehimreasontofeartheattemptsofconcealedroyalistpartisans.
  DuringthefirstfourorfivedaysthatBonapartespentatMalmaisonheamusedhimselfafterbreakfastwithcalculatingtherevenueofthatdomain.Accordingtohisestimatesitamountedto8000francs."Thatisnotbad!"saidhe;"buttoliveherewouldrequireauincomeof30,000
  livres!"Icouldnothelpsmilingtoseehimseriouslyengagedinsuchacalculation.
  Bonapartehadnofaithinmedicine.Hespokeofitasanartentirelyconjectural,andhisopiniononthissubjectwasfiredandincontrovertible.Hisvigorousmindrejectedallbutdemonstrativeproofs.
  Hehadlittlememoryforpropername,words,ordates,buthehadawonderfulrecollectionoffactsandplaces.Irecollectthat,ongoingfromParistoToulon,hepointedouttometenplacescalculatedforgreatbattles,andheneverforgotthem.Theywerememorandaofhisfirstyouthfuljourneys.
  Bonapartewasinsensibletothecharmsofpoeticharmony.Hehadnotevensufficienteartofeeltherhythm,ofpoetry,andhenevercouldreciteaversewithoutviolatingthemetre;yetthegrandideasofpoetrycharmedhim.HeabsolutelyworshippedCorneille;and,oneday,afterhavingwitnessedaperformanceof’Cinna’,hesaidtome,"IfamanlikeCorneillewerelivinginmytimeIwouldmakehimmyPrimeMinister.ItisnothispoetrythatImostadmire;itishispowerfulunderstanding,hisvastknowledgeofthehumanheart,andhisprofoundpolicy!"AtSt.
  Helenahesaidthath?wouldhavemadeCorneilleaprince;butatthetimehespoketomeofCorneillehehadnothoughtofmakingeitherprincesorkings.
  GallantrytowomenwasbynomeansatraitinBonaparte’scharacter.
  Heseldomsaidanythingagreeabletofemales,andhefrequentlyaddressedtothemtherudestandmostextraordinaryremarks.Toonehewouldsay,"Heavens,howredyourelbowsare!"Toanother,"Whatanuglyheaddressyouhavegot!"Atanothertimehewouldsay,"YourdressisnoneofthecleanestDoyoueverchangeyourgown?Ihaveseenyouinthattwentytimes!"Heshowednomercytoanywhodispleasedhimonthesepoints.HeoftengaveJosephinedirectionsabouthertoilet,andtheexquisitetasteforwhichshewasdistinguishedmighthavehelpedtomakehimfastidiousaboutthecostumeofotherladies.Atfirsthelookedtoeleganceaboveallthings:atalaterperiodheadmiredluxuryandsplendour,buthealwaysrequiredmodesty.Hefrequentlyexpressedhisdisapprovalofthelow—neckeddresseswhichweresomuchinfashionatthebeginningoftheConsulate.
  Bonapartedidnotlovecards,andthiswasveryfortunateforthosewhowereinvitedtohisparties;forwhenhewasseatedatacard—table,ashesometimesthoughthimselfobligedtobe,nothingcouldexceedthedulnessofthedrawing—roomeitherattheLuxembourgortheTuileries.
  When,onthecontrary,hewalkedaboutamongthecompany,allwerepleased,forheusuallyspoketoeverybody,thoughhepreferredtheconversationofmenofscience,especiallythosewhohadbeenwithhimininEgypt;asforexample,MongeandBerthollet.HealsolikedtotalkwithChaptalandLacphede,andwithLemercier,theauthorof’Agamemnon’.
  Bonapartewasseentolessadvantageinadrawing—roomthanattheheadofhistroops.Hismilitaryuniformbecamehimmuchbetterthanthehandsomestdressofanyotherkind.Hisfirsttrialsofdress—coatswereunfortunate.Ihavebeeninformedthatthefirsttimeheworeonehekeptonhisblackcravat.Thisincongruitywasremarkedtohim,andhereplied,"Somuchthebetter;itleavesmesomethingofamilitaryair,andthereisnoharminthat."Formyownpart,Ineithersawtheblackcravatnorheardthisreply.
  TheFirstConsulpaidhisownprivatebillsverypunctually;buthewasalwaystardyinsettlingtheaccountsofthecontractorswhobargainedwithMinistersforsuppliesforthepublicservice.Heputoffthesepaymentsbyallsortsofexcusesandshufflings.Hencearoseimmensearrearsintheexpenditure,andthenecessityofappointingacommitteeofliquidation.Inhisopinionthetermscontractorandrogueweresynonymous.Allthatheavoidedpayingthemheregardedasajustrestitutiontohimself;andallthesumswhichwerestruckofffromtheiraccountsheregardedassomuchdeductedfromatheft.ThelessaMinisterpaidoutofhisbudgetthemoreBonapartewaspleasedwithhim;
  andthisruinoussystemofeconomycanaloneexplainthecreditwhichDecressolongenjoyedattheexpenseoftheFrenchnavy.
  OnthesubjectofreligionBonaparte’sideaswereveryvague.
  "Myreason,"saidhe,"makesmeincredulousrespectingmanythings;buttheimpressionsofmychildhoodandearlyyouththrowmeintouncertainty."Hewasveryfondoftalkingofreligion.InItaly,inEgypt,andonboardthe’Orient’andthe’Muiron’,Ihaveknownhimtotakepartinveryanimatedconversationsonthissubject.
  Hereadilyyieldedupallthatwasprovedagainstreligionastheworkofmenandtime:buthewouldnothearofmaterialism.Irecollectthatonefinenight,whenhewasondeckwithsomepersonswhowerearguinginfavourofmaterialism,Bonaparteraisedhishandtoheavenand,pointingtothestars,said,"Youmaytalkaslongasyouplease,gentlemen,butwhomadeallthat?"Theperpetuityofanameinthememoryofmanwastohimtheimmortalityofthesoul.Hewasperfectlytoleranttowardseveryvarietyofreligiousfaith.
  AmongBonaparte’ssingularhabitswasthatofseatinghimselfonanytablewhichhappenedtobeofasuitableheightforhim.Hewouldoftensitonmine,restinghisleftarmonmyrightshoulder,andswinginghisleftleg,whichdidnotreachtheground;andwhilehedictatedtomehewouldjoltthetablesothatIcouldscarcelywrite.
  Bonapartehadagreatdisliketoreconsideranydecision,evenwhenitwasacknowledgedtobeunjust.Inlittleaswellasingreatthingsheevincedhisrepugnancetoretrograde.AninstanceofthisoccurredintheaffairofGeneralLatour—Foissac.TheFirstConsulfelthowmuchhehadwrongedthatgeneral;buthewishedsometimetoelapsebeforeherepairedhiserror.Hisheartandhisconductwereatvariance;buthisfeelingswereovercomebywhatheconceivedtobepoliticalnecessity.
  Bonapartewasneverknowntosay,"Ihavedonewrong:"hisusualobservationwas,"Ibegintothinkthereissomethingwrong."
  Inspiteofthissortoffeeling,whichwasmoreworthyofanill—
  humouredphilosopherthantheheadofagovernment,Bonapartewasneithermalignantnorvindictive.Icannotcertainlydefendhimagainstallthereproacheswhichheincurredthroughtheimperiouslawofwarandcruelnecessity;butImaysaythathehasoftenbeenunjustlyaccused.NonebutthosewhoareblindedbyfurywillcallhimaNerooraCaligula.
  IthinkIhaveavowedhisfaultswithsufficientcandourtoentitlemetocreditwhenIspeakinhiscommendation;andIdeclarethat,outofthefieldofbattle,Bonapartehadakindandfeelingheart.Hewasveryfondofchildren,atraitwhic...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看

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