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  sharpeneditmyself;ithasanedgelikeaskean。’
  Heplacedinmyhandthesteelheadofahalberd。Graspingitfirmly,Ifoundthatitmadebynomeansabadweaponinpointofconvenience;foritfeltinthehandlikeaheavydagger,theportionwhichformedthebladeorpointbeingcrossednearlyatthelowerextremitybyasmallbarofmetal,atonesideshapedintotheformofanaxe,andattheotherintothatofahook。Thesetwotransverseappendagesbeingmuffledbythefoldsofmycravat,whichIremovedforthepurpose,formedaperfectguardorhilt,andthelowerextremityformedlikeatube,inwhichthepike-handlehadbeeninserted,affordedamplespaceforthegraspofmyhand;thepointhadbeenmadeassharpasaneedle,andthemetalheassuredmewasgood。
  Thusequippedheleftme,havingobserved,’Thecaptainsentmetobringyoutoyoursenses,andgiveyousomewaterthathemightfindyouproperforhisvisit。Hereisthepitcher;IthinkIhaverevivedyousufficientlyforthecaptain’spurpose。’
  Withalowsavagelaughheleftmetomyreflections。
  Havingexaminedandadjustedtheweapon,Icarefullyboundtheendsofthecravat,withwhichIhadsecuredthecrosspartofthespear-head,firmlyroundmywrist,sothatincaseofastruggleitmightnoteasilybeforcedfrommyhand;andhavingmadetheseprecautionarydispositions,Isatdownuponthegroundwithmybackagainstthewall,andmyhandstogetherundermycoat,awaitingmyvisitor。
  Thetimeworeslowlyon;theduskbecamedimmeranddimmer,untilitnearlyborderedontotaldarkness。
  ’How’sthis?’saidI,inwardly;
  ’CaptainOliver,yousaidIshouldnotseethemoonriseto-night。Methinksyouaresomewhattardyinfulfillingyourprophecy。’
  AsImadethisreflection,anoiseattheouterdoorannouncedtheentranceofavisitant。Iknewthatthedecisivemomentwascome,andlettingmyheadsinkuponmybreast,andassuringmyselfthatmyhandswereconcealed,Iwaited,intheat-
  titudeofdeepdejection,theapproachofmyfoeandbetrayer。
  AsIhadexpected,CaptainOliverenteredtheroomwhereIlay。Hewasequippedforinstantduty,asfarastheimperfecttwilightwouldallowmetosee;
  thelongswordclankeduponthefloorashemadehiswaythroughthelobbieswhichledtomyplaceofconfinement;hisamplemilitarycloakhunguponhisarm;hiscockedhatwasuponhishead,andinallpointshewaspreparedfortheroad。
  Thistalliedexactlywithwhatmystrangeinformanthadtoldme。
  Ifeltmyheartswellandmybreathcomethickastheawfulmomentwhichwastowitnessthedeath-struggleofoneorotherofusapproached。
  CaptainOliverstoodwithinayardortwooftheplacewhereIsat,orratherlay;
  andfoldinghisarms,heremainedsilentforaminuteortwo,asifarranginginhismindhowheshouldaddressme。
  ’HardressFitzgerald,’hebeganatlength,’areyouawake?Standup,ifyoudesiretohearofmattersnearlytouchingyourlifeordeath。Getup,Isay。’
  Iarosedoggedly,andaffectingtheawkwardmovementsofonewhosehandswerebound,’Well,’saidI,’whatwouldyouofme?
  IsitnotenoughthatIamthusimprisonedwithoutacause,andabout,asIsuspect,tosufferamostunjustandviolentsentence,butmustIalsobedisturbedduringthefewmomentsleftmeforreflectionandrepentancebythepresenceofmypersecutor?
  Whatdoyouwantofme?’
  ’Astoyourpunishment,sir,’saidhe,’yourowndesertshavenodoubtsug-
  gestedthelikelihoodofittoyourmind;
  butInowamwithyoutoletyouknowthatwhatevermitigationofyoursentenceyoumaylookfor,mustbeearnedbyyourcompliancewithmyorders。Youmustfranklyandfullyexplainthecontentsofthepacketwhichyouendeavouredthisdaytodestroy;andfurther,youmusttellallthatyouknowofthedesignsofthepopishrebels。’
  ’AndifIdothisIamtoexpectamitigationofmypunishment——isitnotso?’
  Oliverbowed。
  ’AndwhatISthismitigationtobe?
  Onthehonourofasoldier,whatisittobe?’inquiredI。
  ’Whenyouhavemadethedisclosurerequired,’hereplied,’youshallhear。’Tisthentimetotalkofindulgences。’
  ’Methinksitwouldthenbetoolate,’
  answeredI。’Butachanceisachance,andadrowningmanwillcatchatastraw。
  Youareanhonourableman,CaptainOliver。
  Imustdepend,Isuppose,onyourgoodfaith。Well,sir,beforeImakethedesiredcommunicationIhaveonequestionmoretoput。WhatistobefallmeincasethatI,rememberingthehonourofasoldierandagentleman,rejectyourinfamousterms,scornyourmitigations,anddefyyourutmostpower?’
  ’Inthatcase,’repliedhe,coolly,’beforehalfanhouryoushallbeacorpse。’
  ’ThenGodhavemercyonyoursoul!’
  saidI;andspringingforward,IdashedtheweaponwhichIheldathisthroat。
  Imissedmyaim,butstruckhimfullinthemouthwithsuchforcethatmostofhisfrontteethweredislodged,andthepointofthespear-headpassedoutunderhisjaw,attheear。
  Myonsetwassosuddenandunexpectedthathereeledbacktothewall,anddidnotrecoverhisequilibriumintimetopreventmydealingasecondblow,whichI
  didwithmywholeforce。Thepointunfortunatelystruckthecuirass,neartheneck,andglancingasideitinflictedbutafleshwound,tearingtheskinandtendonsalongthethroat。
  Henowgrappledwithme,strangetosay,withoututteringanycryofalarm;
  beingaverypowerfulman,andifanythingratherheavierandmorestronglybuiltthanI,hesucceededindrawingmewithhimtotheground。Wefelltogetherwithaheavycrash,tuggingandstraininginwhatwewerebothconsciouswasamortalstruggle。AtlengthIsucceededingettingoverhim,andstruckhimtwicemoreintheface;stillhestruggledwithanenergywhichnothingbutthetremendousstakeatissuecouldhavesustained。
  Isucceededagainininflictingseveralmorewoundsuponhim,anyoneofwhichmighthavebeenmortal。Whilethuscontendingheclutchedhishandsaboutmythroat,sofirmlythatIfeltthebloodswellingtheveinsofmytemplesandfacealmosttobursting。AgainandagainI
  strucktheweapondeepintohisfaceandthroat,butlifeseemedtoadhereinhimwithanalmostINSECTtenacity。
  Mysightnownearlyfailed,mysensesalmostforsookme;Ifeltuponthepointofsuffocationwhen,withonedesperateeffort,Istruckhimanotherandalastblowintheface。TheweaponwhichIwieldedhadlightedupontheeye,andthepointpenetratedthebrain;thebodyquiveredunderme,thedeadlygrasprelaxed,andOliverlayuponthegroundacorpse!
  AsIaroseandshooktheweaponandthebloodyclothfrommyhand,themoonwhichhehadforetoldIshouldneverseerise,shonebrightandbroadintotheroom,anddisclosed,withghastlydistinctness,themangledfeaturesofthedeadsoldier;
  themouth,fullofclottingbloodandbrokenteeth,layopen;theeye,closebywhoselidthefatalwoundhadbeeninflicted,wasnot,asmighthavebeenexpected,bathedinblood,buthadstartedforthnearlyfromthesocket,andgavetotheface,byitsfearfulunlikenesstotheotherglazingorb,aleermorehideousandunearthlythanfancyeversaw。Thewig,withallitsrichcurls,hadfallenwiththehattothefloor,leavingtheshornheadexposed,andinmanyplacesmarkedbytherecentstruggle;therichlacecravatwasdrenchedinblood,andthegayuniforminmanyplacessoiledwiththesame。
  Itishardtosay,withwhatfeelingsI
  lookedupontheunsightlyandrevoltingmasswhichhadsolatelybeenalivingandacomelyman。Ihadnotanytime,however,tospareforreflection;thedeedwasdone——theresponsibilitywasuponme,andallwasregisteredinthebookofthatGodwhojudgesrightly。
  WitheagerhasteIremovedfromthebodysuchofthemilitaryaccoutrementsaswerenecessaryforthepurposeofmydisguise。Ibuckledonthesword,drewoffthemilitaryboots,anddonnedthemmyself,placedthebrigadierwigandcockedhatuponmyhead,threwonthecloak,drewitupaboutmyface,andproceeded,withthepaperswhichIfoundasthesoldierhadforetoldme,andthekeyoftheouterlobby,tothedooroftheguard-room;thisIopened,andwithafirmandrapidtreadwalkedthroughtheofficers,whoroseasIentered,andpassedwithoutquestionorinterruptiontothestreet-door。HereIwasmetbythegrim-
  lookingcorporal,Hewson,who,salutingme,said:
  ’Howsoon,captain,shallthefilebedrawnoutandtheprisonerdespatched?’
  ’Inhalfanhour,’Ireplied,withoutraisingmyvoice。
  Themanagainsaluted,andintwostepsIreachedthesoldierwhoheldthetwohorses,ashehadintimated。
  ’Isallright?’saidhe,eagerly。
  ’Ay,’saidI,’whichhorseamItomount?’
  Hesatisfiedmeuponthispoint,andI
  threwmyselfintothesaddle;thesoldiermountedhishorse,anddashingthespursintotheflanksoftheanimalwhichI
  bestrode,wethunderedalongthenarrowbridge。Atthefarextremityasentinel,asweapproached,calledout,’Whogoesthere?
  stand,andgivetheword!’Heedlessoftheinterruption,withmyheartboundingwithexcitement,Idashedon,asdidalsothesoldierwhoaccompaniedme。
  ’Stand,orIfire!givetheword!’criedthesentry。
  ’Godsavetheking,andtohellwiththeprince!’shoutedI,flingingthecockedhatinhisfaceasIgallopedby。
  Theresponsewasthesharpreportofacarbine,accompaniedbythewhizofabullet,whichpasseddirectlybetweenmeandmycomrade,nowridingbesideme。
  ’Hurrah!’Ishouted;’tryitagain,myboy。’
  Andawaywewentatagallop,whichbidfairtodistanceanythinglikepursuit。
  Neverwasspurmoreneeded,however,forsoontheclatterofhorses’hoofs,infullspeed,crossingthebridge,camesharpandclearthroughthestillnessofthenight。
  Awaywewent,withourpursuersclosebehind;onemilewaspassed,anothernearlycompleted。Themoonnowshoneforth,and,turninginthesaddle,I
  lookedbackupontheroadwehadpassed。
  Onetrooperhadheadedtherest,andwaswithinahundredyardsofus。
  Isawthefellowthrowhimselffromhishorseupontheground。
  Iknewhisobject,andsaidtomycomrade:
  ’Loweryourbody——lieflatoverthesaddle;thefellowisgoingtofire。’
  Ihadhardlyspokenwhenthereportofacarbinestartledtheechoes,andtheball,strikingthehindlegofmycompanion’shorse,thepooranimalfellheadlongupontheroad,throwinghisriderhead-foremostoverthesaddle。
  Myfirstimpulsewastostopandsharewhateverfatemightawaitmycomrade;
  butmysecondandwiseronewastospuron,andsavemyselfandmydespatch。
  Irodeonatagallop,turningtoobservemycomrade’sfate。Isawhispursuer,havingremounted,riderapidlyuptohim,and,onreachingthespotwherethemanandhorselay,reininanddismount。
  Hewashardlyupontheground,whenmycompanionshothimdeadwithoneoftheholster-pistolswhichhehaddrawnfromthepipe;and,leapingnimblyoveraditchatthesideoftheroad,hewassoonlostamongtheditchesandthorn-
  busheswhichcoveredthatpartofthecountry。
  Anothermilebeingpassed,Ihadthesatisfactiontoperceivethatthepursuitwasgivenover,andinanhourmoreIcrossedThomondBridge,andsleptthatnightinthefortressofLimerick,havingdeliveredthepacket,theresultofwhosesafearrivalwasthedestructionofWilliam’sgreattrainofartillery,thenuponitswaytothebesiegers。
  Yearsafterthisadventure,ImetinFranceayoungofficer,whoIfoundhadservedinCaptainOliver’sregiment;andheexplainedwhatIhadneverbeforeunderstood——
  themotivesofthemanwhohadwroughtmydeliverance。Strangetosay,hewasthefoster-brotherofOliver,whomhethusdevotedtodeath,butinrevengeforthemostgrievouswrongwhichonemancaninflictuponanother!
  ’THEQUAREGANDER。’
  BeingaTwelfthExtractfromtheLegacyofthelateFrancisPurcell,P。P。ofDrumcoolagh。
  AsIrodeataslowwalk,onesoftautumnevening,fromtheoncenotedandnoticeabletownofEmly,nowasqualidvillage,towardsthenolessremarkabletownofTipperary,I
  fellintoameditativemood。
  Myeyewanderedoveragloriouslandscape;abroadseaofcorn-fields,thatmighthavegladdenedevenagoldenage,waswavingbeforeme;groupsoflittlecabins,withtheirpoplars,osiers,andlightmountainashes,clusteredshelteringlyaroundthem,werescatteredovertheplain;
  thethinbluesmokearosefloatingthroughtheirboughsinthestilleveningair。Andfarawaywithalltheirbroadlightsandshades,softenedwiththehazeofapproachingtwilight,stoodtheboldwildGalties。
  AsIgazedonthisscene,whoserichnesswasdeepenedbythemelancholyglowofthesettingsun,thetearsrosetomyeyes,andIsaid:
  ’Alas,mycountry!whatamournfulbeautyisthine。Dressedinlovelinessandlaughter,thereismortaldecayatthyheart:sorrow,sin,andshamehavemingledthycupofmisery。Strangerulershavebruisedthee,andlaughedtheetoscorn,andtheyhavemadeallthysweetnessbitter。Thyshamesandsinsaretheausterefruitsofthymiseries,andthymiserieshavebeenpouredoutupontheebyforeignhands。Alas,mystrickencountry!clothedwiththismostpity-movingsmile,withthismostunutterablymournfulloveliness,thousore-grieved,thoudesperately-beloved!
  Isthereforthee,mycountry,aresurrection?’
  IknownothowlongImighthavecontinuedtorhapsodizeinthisstrain,hadnotmywanderingthoughtsbeensuddenlyrecalledtomyownimmediateneighbourhoodbythemonotonousclatterofahorse’shoofsupontheroad,evidentlymoving,atthatpeculiarpacewhichisneitherawalknoratrot,andyetpartakesofboth,somuchinvogueamongthesouthernfarmers。
  Inamomentmypursuerwasupwithme,andcheckinghissteedintoawalkhesalutedmewithmuchrespect。Thecavalierwasalight-builtfellow,withgood-humouredsun-burntfeatures,ashrewdandlivelyblackeye,andaheadcoveredwithacropofclosecurlyblackhair,andsurmountedwithaturf-colouredcaubeen,inthepack-
  threadbandofwhichwasstuckashortpipe,whichhadevidentlyseenmuchservice。
  Mycompanionwasadealerinallkindsoflocallore,andsoontookoccasiontoletmeseethathewasso。
  Aftertwoorthreeshortstories,inwhichthescandalousandsupernaturalwerehappilyblended,wehappenedtoarriveatanarrowroadorbohreenleadingtoasnug-lookingfarm-house。
  ’That’sacomfortablebitivafarm,’