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  whomCERTAINpersonsthoughttobedead,wasnotso,butliving,andinfullpossessionofhismemory,andmoreoverreadyandabletomakeGREATdelinquentstremble。’Itthenwentontodescribethemurder,without,however,mentioningnames;andindoingso,itenteredintominuteandcircumstantialparticularsofwhichnonebutanEYE-WITNESScouldhavebeenpossessed,andbyimplicationsalmosttoounequivocaltoberegardedinthelightofinsinuation,toinvolvethe’TITLED
  GAMBLER’intheguiltofthetransaction。
  MyfatheratonceurgedSirArthurtoproceedagainstthepaperinanactionoflibel;buthewouldnothearofit,norconsenttomyfather’stakinganylegalstepswhateverinthematter。Myfather,however,wroteinathreateningtonetoFaulkner,demandingasurrenderoftheauthoroftheobnoxiousarticle。Theanswertothisapplicationisstillinmypossession,andispennedinanapologetictone:itstatesthatthemanuscripthadbeenhandedin,paidfor,andinsertedasanadvertisement,withoutsufficientinquiry,oranyknowledgeastowhomitreferred。
  Nostep,however,wastakentoclearmyuncle’scharacterinthejudgmentofthepublic;andasheimmediatelysoldasmallproperty,theapplicationoftheproceedsofwhichwasknowntonone,hewassaidtohavedisposedofittoenablehimselftobuyoffthethreatenedinformation。
  Howeverthetruthmighthavebeen,itiscertainthatnochargesrespectingthemysteriousmurderwereafterwardspubliclymadeagainstmyuncle,and,asfarasexternaldisturbanceswereconcerned,heenjoyedhenceforwardperfectsecurityandquiet。
  Adeepandlastingimpression,however,hadbeenmadeuponthepublicmind,andSirArthurT——nwasnolongervisitedornoticedbythegentryandaristocracyofthecounty,whoseattentionandcourtesieshehadhithertoreceived。Heaccordinglyaffectedtodespisetheseenjoymentswhichhecouldnotprocure,andshunnedeventhatsocietywhichhemighthavecommanded。
  ThisisallthatIneedrecapitulateofmyuncle’shistory,andInowrecurtomyown。
  Althoughmyfatherhadnever,withinmyrecollection,visited,orbeenvisitedby,myuncle,eachbeingofsedentary,procrastinating,andsecludedhabits,andtheirrespectiveresidencesbeingveryfarapart——
  theonelyinginthecountyofGalway,theotherinthatofCork——hewasstronglyattachedtohisbrother,andevincedhisaffectionbyanactivecorrespondence,andbydeeplyandproudlyresentingthatneglectwhichhadmarkedSirArthurasunfittomixinsociety。
  WhenIwasabouteighteenyearsofage,myfather,whosehealthhadbeengraduallydeclining,died,leavingmeinheartwretchedanddesolate,and,owingtohispreviousseclusion,withfewacquaintances,andalmostnofriends。
  Theprovisionsofhiswillwerecurious,andwhenIhadsufficientlycometomyselftolistentoorcomprehendthem,surprisedmenotalittle:allhisvastpropertywaslefttome,andtotheheirsofmybody,forever;and,indefaultofsuchheirs,itwastogoaftermydeathtomyuncle,SirArthur,withoutanyentail。
  Atthesametime,thewillappointedhimmyguardian,desiringthatImightbereceivedwithinhishouse,andresidewithhisfamily,andunderhiscare,duringthetermofmyminority;andinconsiderationoftheincreasedexpenseconsequentuponsuchanarrangement,ahandsomeannuitywasallottedtohimduringthetermofmyproposedresidence。
  TheobjectofthislastprovisionIatonceunderstood:myfatherdesired,bymakingitthedirect,apparentinterestofSirArthurthatIshoulddiewithoutissue,whileatthesametimeheplacedmewhollyinhispower,toprovetotheworldhowgreatandunshakenwashisconfidenceinhisbrother’sinnocenceandhonour,andalsotoaffordhimanopportunityofshowingthatthismarkofconfidencewasnotunworthilybestowed。
  Itwasastrange,perhapsanidlescheme;butasIhadbeenalwaysbroughtupinthehabitofconsideringmyuncleasadeeply-injuredman,andhadbeentaught,almostasapartofmyreligion,toregardhimastheverysoulofhonour,Ifeltnofurtheruneasinessrespectingthearrangementthanthatlikelytoresulttoatimidgirl,ofsecludedhabits,fromtheimmediateprospectoftakingupherabodeforthefirsttimeinherlifeamongtotalstrangers。
  Previoustoleavingmyhome,whichIfeltIshoulddowithaheavyheart,Ire-
  ceivedamosttenderandaffectionateletterfrommyuncle,calculated,ifanythingcoulddoso,toremovethebitternessofpartingfromscenesfamiliaranddearfrommyearliestchildhood,andinsomedegreetoreconcilemetothemeasure。
  ItwasduringafineautumnthatI
  approachedtheolddomainofCarrickleigh。
  IshallnotsoonforgettheimpressionofsadnessandofgloomwhichallthatIsawproduceduponmymind;thesunbeamswerefallingwitharichandmelancholytintuponthefineoldtrees,whichstoodinlordlygroups,castingtheirlong,sweepingshadowsoverrockandsward。Therewasanairofneglectanddecayaboutthespot,whichamountedalmosttodesolation;thesymptomsofthisincreasedinnumberasweapproachedthebuildingitself,nearwhichthegroundhadbeenoriginallymoreartificiallyandcarefullycultivatedthanelsewhere,andwhoseneglectconsequentlymoreimmediatelyandstrikinglybetrayeditself。
  Asweproceeded,theroadwoundnearthebedsofwhathadbeenformallytwofish-ponds,whichwerenownothingmorethanstagnantswamps,overgrownwithrankweeds,andhereandthereencroacheduponbythestragglingunderwood;theavenueitselfwasmuchbroken,andinmanyplacesthestoneswerealmostconcealedbygrassandnettles;theloosestonewallswhichhadhereandthereintersectedthebroadparkwere,inmanyplaces,brokendown,soasnolongertoanswertheiroriginalpurposeasfences;
  pierswerenowandthentobeseen,butthegatesweregone;and,toaddtothegeneralairofdilapidation,somehugetrunkswerelyingscatteredthroughthevenerableoldtrees,eithertheworkofthewinterstorms,orperhapsthevictimsofsomeextensivebutdesultoryschemeofdenudation,whichtheprojectorhadnotcapitalorperseverancetocarryintofulleffect。
  Afterthecarriagehadtravelledamileofthisavenue,wereachedthesummitofratheranabrupteminence,oneofthemanywhichaddedtothepicturesqueness,ifnottotheconvenienceofthisrudepassage。FromthetopofthisridgethegreywallsofCarrickleighwerevisible,risingatasmalldistanceinfront,anddarkenedbythehoarywoodwhichcrowdedaroundthem。Itwasaquadrangularbuildingofconsiderableextent,andthefrontwhichlaytowardsus,andinwhichthegreatentrancewasplaced,boreunequivocalmarksofantiquity;thetime-worn,solemnaspectoftheoldbuilding,theruinousanddesertedappearanceofthewholeplace,andtheassociationswhichconnecteditwithadarkpageinthehistoryofmyfamily,combinedtodepressspiritsalreadypredisposedforthereceptionofsombreanddejectingimpressions。
  Whenthecarriagedrewupinthegrass-
  growncourtyardbeforethehall-door,twolazy-lookingmen,whoseappearancewellaccordedwiththatoftheplacewhichtheytenanted,alarmedbytheobstreperousbarkingofagreatchaineddog,ranoutfromsomehalf-ruinousout-houses,andtookchargeofthehorses;thehall-doorstoodopen,andIenteredagloomyandimperfectlylightedapartment,andfoundnoonewithin。However,Ihadnotlongtowaitinthisawkwardpredicament,forbeforemyluggagehadbeendepositedinthehouse,indeed,beforeIhadwellremovedmycloakandotherwraps,soastoenablemetolookaround,ayounggirlranlightlyintothehall,andkissingmeheartily,andsomewhatboisterously,exclaimed:
  ’Mydearcousin,mydearMargaret——
  Iamsodelighted——sooutofbreath。Wedidnotexpectyoutillteno’clock;myfatherissomewhereabouttheplace,hemustbecloseathand。James——Corney——runoutandtellyourmaster——mybrotherisseldomathome,atleastatanyreasonablehour——youmustbesotired——sofatigued——letmeshowyoutoyourroom——
  seethatLadyMargaret’sluggageisallbroughtup——youmustliedownandrestyourself——Deborah,bringsomecoffee——upthesestairs;wearesodelightedtoseeyou——youcannotthinkhowlonelyIhavebeen——howsteepthesestairsare,arenotthey?Iamsogladyouarecome——I
  couldhardlybringmyselftobelievethatyouwerereallycoming——howgoodofyou,dearLadyMargaret。’
  Therewasrealgood-natureanddelightinmycousin’sgreeting,andakindofconstitutionalconfidenceofmannerwhichplacedmeatonceatease,andmademefeelimmediatelyupontermsofintimacywithher。Theroomintowhichsheusheredme,althoughpartakinginthegeneralairofdecaywhichpervadedthemansionandallaboutit,hadneverthelessbeenfittedupwithevidentattentiontocomfort,andevenwithsomedingyattemptatluxury;butwhatpleasedmemostwasthatitopened,byaseconddoor,uponalobbywhichcommunicatedwithmyfaircousin’sapartment;acircumstancewhichdivestedtheroom,inmyeyes,oftheairofsolitudeandsadnesswhichwouldotherwisehavecharacterisedit,toadegreealmostpainfultoonesodejectedinspiritsasIwas。
  AftersucharrangementsasIfoundnecessarywerecompleted,webothwentdowntotheparlour,alargewainscotedroom,hungroundwithgrimoldportraits,and,asIwasnotsorrytosee,containinginitsamplegratealargeandcheerfulfire。Heremycousinhadleisuretotalkmoreatherease;andfromherIlearnedsomethingofthemannersandthehabitsofthetworemainingmembersofherfamily,whomIhadnotyetseen。
  OnmyarrivalIhadknownnothingofthefamilyamongwhomIwascometoreside,exceptthatitconsistedofthreeindividuals,myuncle,andhissonanddaughter,LadyT——nhavingbeenlongdead。Inadditiontothisveryscantystockofinformation,Ishortlylearnedfrommycommunicativecompanionthatmyunclewas,asIhadsuspected,completelyretiredinhishabits,andbesidesthat,havingbeensofarbackasshecouldwellrecollect,alwaysratherstrict,asreformedrakesfrequentlybecome,hehadlatterlybeengrowingmoregloomilyandsternlyreligiousthanheretofore。
  Heraccountofherbrotherwasfarlessfavourable,thoughshedidnotsayanythingdirectlytohisdisadvantage。FromallthatIcouldgatherfromher,Iwasledtosupposethathewasaspecimenoftheidle,coarse-mannered,profligate,low-minded’squirearchy’——aresultwhichmightnaturallyhaveflowedfromthecircum-
  stanceofhisbeing,asitwere,outlawedfromsociety,anddrivenforcompanionshiptogradesbelowhisown——enjoying,too,thedangerousprerogativeofspendingmuchmoney。
  However,youmayeasilysupposethatIfoundnothinginmycousin’scommunicationfullytobearmeoutinsoverydecidedaconclusion。
  Iawaitedthearrivalofmyuncle,whichwaseverymomenttobeexpected,withfeelingshalfofalarm,halfofcuriosity——asensationwhichIhaveoftensinceexperienced,thoughtoalessdegree,whenuponthepointofstandingforthefirsttimeinthepresenceofoneofwhomIhavelongbeeninthehabitofhearingorthinkingwithinterest。
  Itwas,therefore,withsomelittleperturbationthatIheard,firstaslightbustleattheouterdoor,thenaslowsteptraversethehall,andfinallywitnessedthedooropen,andmyuncleentertheroom。
  Hewasastriking-lookingman;frompeculiaritiesbothofpersonandofgarb,thewholeeffectofhisappearanceamountedtoextremesingularity。Hewastall,andwhenyounghisfiguremusthavebeenstrikinglyelegant;asitwas,however,itseffectwasmarredbyaverydecidedstoop。
  Hisdresswasofasobercolour,andinfashionanteriortoanythingwhichIcouldremember。Itwas,however,handsome,andbynomeanscarelesslyputon;butwhatcompletedthesingularityofhisappearancewashisuncut,whitehair,whichhunginlong,butnotatallneglectedcurls,evensofarashisshoulders,andwhichcombinedwithhisregularlyclassicfeatures,andfinedarkeyes,tobestowuponhimanairofvenerabledignityandpride,whichIhaveneverseenequalledelsewhere。Iroseasheentered,andmethimaboutthemiddleoftheroom;hekissedmycheekandbothmyhands,saying:
  ’Youaremostwelcome,dearchild,aswelcomeasthecommandofthispoorplaceandallthatitcontainscanmakeyou。Iammostrejoicedtoseeyou——
  trulyrejoiced。Itrustthatyouarenotmuchfatigued——praybeseatedagain。’
  Heledmetomychair,andcontinued:’I
  amgladtoperceiveyouhavemadeacquaintancewithEmilyalready;Isee,inyourbeingthusbroughttogether,thefoundationofalastingfriendship。Youarebothinnocent,andbothyoung。Godblessyou——Godblessyou,andmakeyouallthatIcouldwish。’
  Heraisedhiseyes,andremainedforafewmomentssilent,asifinsecretprayer。
  Ifeltthatitwasimpossiblethatthisman,withfeelingssoquick,sowarm,sotender,couldbethewretchthatpublicopinionhadrepresentedhimtobe。Iwasmorethaneverconvincedofhisinnocence。
  Hismannerwas,orappearedtome,mostfascinating;therewasamingledkindnessandcourtesyinitwhichseemedtospeakbenevolenceitself。ItwasamannerwhichIfeltcoldartcouldneverhavetaught;itowedmostofitscharmtoitsappearingtoemanatedirectlyfromtheheart;itmustbeagenuineindexoftheowner’smind。SoIthought。
  MyunclehavinggivenmefullytounderstandthatIwasmostwelcome,andmightcommandwhateverwashisown,pressedmetotakesomerefreshment;andonmyrefusing,heobservedthatpreviouslytobiddingmegood-night,hehadonedutyfurthertoperform,oneinwhoseobservancehewasconvincedIwouldcheerfullyacquiesce。