ItoldhimthatIhadbutdonemyduty,andurgedhimtoproceedtothematterwhichweigheduponhismind。Hethenspokenearlyasfollows:
’IcameindrunkonFridaynightlast,andgottomybedhere;Idon’trememberhow。SometimeinthenightitseemedtomeIwakened,andfeelingunasyinmyself,Igotupoutofthebed。Iwantedthefreshair;butIwouldnotmakeanoisetoopenthewindow,forfearI’dwakenthecrathurs。Itwasverydarkandthroublesometofindthedoor;butatlastIdidgetit,andIgropedmywayout,andwentdownasasyasIcould。I
feltquitesober,andIcountedthestepsoneafteranother,asIwasgoingdown,thatImightnotstumbleatthebottom。
’WhenIcametothefirstlanding-place——Godbeaboutusalways!——thefloorofitsunkunderme,andIwentdown——down——
down,tillthesensesalmostleftme。IdonotknowhowlongIwasfalling,butitseemedtomeagreatwhile。WhenI
camerightlytomyselfatlast,Iwassittingnearthetopofagreattable;
andIcouldnotseetheendofit,ifithadany,itwassofaroff。Andtherewasmenbeyondreckoning,sittingdownallalongbyit,ateachside,asfarasI
couldseeatall。Ididnotknowatfirstwasitintheopenair;buttherewasaclosesmotheringfeelinitthatwasnotnatural。Andtherewasakindoflightthatmyeyesightneversawbefore,redandunsteady;andIdidnotseeforalongtimewhereitwascomingfrom,untilIlookedstraightup,andthenIseenthatitcamefromgreatballsofblood-colouredfirethatwererollinghighoverheadwithasortofrushing,tremblingsound,andIperceivedthattheyshoneontheribsofagreatroofofrockthatwasarchedoverheadinsteadofthesky。WhenIseenthis,scarceknowingwhatIdid,Igotup,andIsaid,“Ihavenorighttobehere;Imustgo。“
Andthemanthatwassittingatmylefthandonlysmiled,andsaid,“Sitdownagain;youcanNEVERleavethisplace。“Andhisvoicewasweakerthananychild’svoiceIeverheerd;andwhenhewasdonespeakinghesmiledagain。
’ThenIspokeoutveryloudandbold,andIsaid,“InthenameofGod,letmeoutofthisbadplace。“AndtherewasagreatmanthatIdidnotseebefore,sittingattheendofthetablethatIwasnear;andhewastallerthantwelvemen,andhisfacewasveryproudandterribletolookat。
Andhestoodupandstretchedouthishandbeforehim;andwhenhestoodup,allthatwasthere,greatandsmall,boweddownwithasighingsound,andadreadcameonmyheart,andhelookedatme,andI
couldnotspeak。IfeltIwashisown,todowhathelikedwith,forIknewatoncewhohewas;andhesaid,“Ifyoupromisetoreturn,youmaydepartforaseason;“andthevoicehespokewithwasterribleandmournful,andtheechoesofitwentrollingandswellingdowntheendlesscave,andmixingwiththetremblingofthefireoverhead;sothatwhenhesatdowntherewasasoundafterhim,allthroughtheplace,liketheroaringofafurnace,andIsaid,withallthestrengthIhad,“I
promisetocomeback——inGod’snameletmego!“
’AndwiththatIlostthesightandthehearingofallthatwasthere,andwhenmysensescametomeagain,I
wassittinginthebedwiththebloodalloverme,andyouandtherestprayingaroundtheroom。’
Herehepausedandwipedawaythechilldropsofhorrorwhichhunguponhisforehead。
Iremainedsilentforsomemoments。
Thevisionwhichhehadjustdescribedstruckmyimaginationnotalittle,forthiswaslongbeforeVathekandthe’HallofEblis’haddelightedtheworld;
andthedescriptionwhichhegavehad,asIreceivedit,alltheattractionsofnoveltybesidetheimpressivenesswhichalwaysbelongstothenarrationofanEYE-WITNESS,whetherinthebodyorinthespirit,ofthesceneswhichhedescribes。Therewassomething,too,inthesternhorrorwithwhichthemanrelatedthesethings,andintheincongruityofhisdescription,withthevulgarlyreceivednotionsofthegreatplaceofpunishment,andofitspresidingspirit,whichstruckmymindwithawe,almostwithfear。Atlengthhesaid,withanexpressionofhorrible,imploringearnestness,whichIshallneverforget——
’Well,sir,isthereanyhope;isthereanychanceatall?or,ismysoulpledgedandpromisedawayforever?isitgoneoutofmypower?mustIgobacktotheplace?’
Inansweringhim,Ihadnoeasytasktoperform;forhoweverclearmightbemyinternalconvictionofthegroundlessnessofhistears,andhoweverstrongmyscepticismrespectingtherealityofwhathehaddescribed,Ineverthelessfeltthathisimpressiontothecontrary,andhishumilityandterrorresultingfromit,mightbemadeavailableasnomeanenginesintheworkofhisconversionfromprodigacy,andofhisrestorationtodecenthabits,andtoreligiousfeeling。
Ithereforetoldhimthathewastoregardhisdreamratherinthelightofawarningthaninthatofaprophecy;thatoursalvationdependednotuponthewordordeedofamoment,butuponthehabitsofalife;that,infine,ifheatoncediscardedhisidlecompanionsandevilhabits,andfirmlyadheredtoasober,industrious,andreligiouscourseoflife,thepowersofdarknessmightclaimhissoulinvain,forthattherewerehigherandfirmerpledgesthanhumantonguecouldutter,whichpromisedsalvationtohimwhoshouldrepentandleadanewlife。
Ilefthimmuchcomforted,andwithapromisetoreturnuponthenextday。I
didso,andfoundhimmuchmorecheerfulandwithoutanyremainsofthedoggedsullennesswhichIsupposehadarisenfromhisdespair。Hispromisesofamendmentweregiveninthattoneofdeliberateearnestness,whichbelongstodeepandsolemndetermination;anditwaswithnosmalldelightthatIobserved,afterrepeatedvisits,thathisgoodresolutions,sofarfromfailing,didbutgatherstrengthbytime;andwhenIsawthatmanshakeofftheidleanddebauchedcompanions,whosesocietyhadforyearsformedalikehisamusementandhisruin,andrevivehislongdiscardedhabitsofindustryandsobriety,Isaidwithinmyself,thereissomethingmoreinallthisthantheoperationofanidledream。
Oneday,sometimeafterhisperfectrestorationtohealth,Iwassurprisedonascendingthestairs,forthepurposeofvisitingthisman,tofindhimbusilyemployedinnailingdownsomeplanksuponthelanding-place,throughwhich,atthecommencementofhismysteriousvision,itseemedtohimthathehadsunk。I
perceivedatoncethathewasstrengtheningthefloorwithaviewtosecuringhimselfagainstsuchacatastrophe,andcouldscarcelyforbearasmileasIbid’Godblesshiswork。’
Heperceivedmythoughts,Isuppose,forheimmediatelysaid:
’Icanneverpassoverthatfloorwithouttrembling。I’dleavethishouseifI
could,butIcan’tfindanotherlodginginthetownsocheap,andI’llnottakeabettertillI’vepaidoffallmydebts,pleaseGod;butIcouldnotbeasyinmymindtillImadeitassafeasIcould。You’llhardlybelieveme,yourhonour,thatwhileI’mworking,maybeamileaway,myheartisinaflutterthewholewayback,withthebarethoughtsofthetwolittlestepsI
havetowalkuponthisbitofafloor。Soit’snowonder,sir,I’dthrytomakeitsoundandfirmwithanyidletimberI
have。’
Iapplaudedhisresolutiontopayoffhisdebts,andthesteadinesswithwhichheperusedhisplansofconscientiouseconomy,andpassedon。
Manymonthselapsed,andstillthereappearednoalterationinhisresolutionsofamendment。Hewasagoodworkman,andwithhisbetterhabitsherecoveredhisformerextensiveandprofitableemployment。
Everythingseemedtopromisecomfortandrespectability。Ihavelittlemoretoadd,andthatshallbetoldquickly。IhadoneeveningmetPatConnell,ashereturnedfromhiswork,andasusual,afteramutual,andonhissiderespectfulsalutation,I
spokeafewwordsofencouragementandapproval。Ilefthimindustrious,active,healthy——whennextIsawhim,notthreedaysafter,hewasacorpse。
Thecircumstanceswhichmarkedtheeventofhisdeathweresomewhatstrange——Imightsayfearful。Theunfortunatemanhadaccidentallymetanearlyfriendjustreturned,afteralongabsence,andinamomentofexcitement,forgettingeverythinginthewarmthofhisjoy,heyieldedtohisurgentinvitationtoaccompanyhimintoapublic-house,whichlayclosebythespotwheretheencounterhadtakenplace。
Connell,however,previouslytoenteringtheroom,hadannouncedhisdeterminationtotakenothingmorethanthestrictesttemperancewouldwarrant。
Butoh!whocandescribetheinveteratetenacitywithwhichadrunkard’shabitsclingtohimthroughlife?Hemayrepent——hemayreform——hemaylookwithactualabhorrenceuponhispastprofligacy;
butamidallthisreformationandcompunction,whocantellthemomentinwhichthebaseandruinouspropensitymaynotrecur,triumphingoverresolution,remorse,shame,everything,andprostratingitsvictimoncemoreinallthatisdestructiveandrevoltinginthatfatalvice?
Thewretchedmanlefttheplaceinastateofutterintoxication。Hewasbroughthomenearlyinsensible。andplacedinhisbed,wherehelayinthedeepcalmlethargyofdrunkenness。Theyoungerpartofthefamilyretiredtorestmuchaftertheirusualhour;butthepoorwiferemainedupsittingbythefire,toomuchgrievedandshockedattheoccur-
renceofwhatshehadsolittleexpected,tosettletorest;fatigue,however,atlengthovercameher,andshesankgraduallyintoanuneasyslumber。Shecouldnottellhowlongshehadremainedinthisstate,whensheawakened,andimmediatelyonopeninghereyes,sheperceivedbythefaintredlightofthesmoulderingturfembers,twopersons,oneofwhomsherecognisedasherhusband,noiselesslyglidingoutoftheroom。
’Pat,darling,whereareyougoing?’
saidshe。Therewasnoanswer——thedoorclosedafterthem;butinamomentshewasstartledandterrifiedbyaloudandheavycrash,asifsomeponderousbodyhadbeenhurleddownthestair。Muchalarmed,shestartedup,andgoingtotheheadofthestaircase,shecalledrepeatedlyuponherhusband,butinvain。Shereturnedtotheroom,andwiththeassistanceofherdaughter,whomIhadoccasiontomentionbefore,shesucceededinfindingandlightingacandle,withwhichshehurriedagaintotheheadofthestaircase。
Atthebottomlaywhatseemedtobeabundleofclothes,heapedtogether,motionless,lifeless——itwasherhusband。Ingoingdownthestair,forwhatpurposecannevernowbeknown,hehadfallenhelplesslyandviolentlytothebottom,andcomingheadforemost,thespineattheneckhadbeendislocatedbytheshock,andinstantdeathmusthaveensued。Thebodylayuponthatlanding-placetowhichhisdreamhadreferred。Itisscarcelyworthendeavouringtoclearupasinglepointinanarrativewhereallismystery;
yetIcouldnothelpsuspectingthatthesecondfigurewhichhadbeenseenintheroombyConnell’swifeonthenightofhisdeath,mighthavebeennootherthanhisownshadow。Isuggestedthissolutionofthedifficulty;butshetoldmethattheunknownpersonhadbeenconsiderablyinadvanceoftheother,andonreachingthedoor,hadturnedbackasiftocommunicatesomethingtohiscompanion。Itwasthenamystery。
Wasthedreamverified?——whitherhadthedisembodiedspiritsped?——whocansay?Weknownot。ButIleftthehouseofdeaththatdayinastateofhorrorwhichIcouldnotdescribe。ItseemedtomethatIwasscarceawake。Iheardandsaweverythingasifunderthespellofanight-mare。Thecoincidencewasterrible。
EndThePurcellPapers,Volume2
byJosephSheridanLeFanuWithaMemoirbyALFREDPERCEVALGRAVES
CONTENTSOFVOL。II——
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THEPURCELLPAPERS。
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SECRETHISTORYOFANIRISH
COUNTESS。
BeingaFifthExtractfromtheLegacyofthelateFrancisPurcell,P。P。ofDrumcoolagh。
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