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第79章

  believeforaconsiderabletime;IwassuddenlyawakenedbytheceasingofthejoltingtowhichIhadbecomeaccustomed,andofwhichIwasperfectlysensibleinmysleep。Istartedupandlookedaroundme,themoonwasstillshining,andthefaceoftheheavenwasstuddedwithstars;Ifoundmyselfamidstamazeofbushesofvariouskinds,butprincipallyhazelandholly,throughwhichwasapathordriftwaywithgrassgrowingoneitherside,uponwhichtheponywasalreadydiligentlybrowsing。Iconjecturedthatthisplacehadbeenoneofthehauntsofhisformermaster,and,ondismountingandlookingabout,wasstrengthenedinthatopinionbyfindingaspotunderanashtreewhich,fromitsburntandblackenedappearance,seemedtohavebeenfrequentlyusedasafireplace。Iwilltakeupmyquartershere,thoughtI;itisanexcellentspotformetocommencemynewprofessionin;Iwasquiterighttotrustmyselftotheguidanceofthepony。Unharnessingtheanimalwithoutdelay,Ipermittedhimtobrowseatfreewillonthegrass,convincedthathewouldnotwanderfarfromaplacetowhichhewassomuchattached;IthenpitchedthelittletentclosebesidetheashtreetowhichIhavealluded,andconveyedtwoorthreearticlesintoit,andinstantlyfeltthatIhadcommencedhousekeepingforthefirsttimeinmylife。Housekeeping,however,withoutafireisaverysorryaffair,somethinglikethehousekeepingofchildrenintheirtoyhouses;ofthisIwasthemoresensiblefromfeelingverycoldandshivering,owingtomylateexposuretotherain,andsleepinginthenightair。
  Collecting,therefore,allthedrysticksandfurzeIcouldfind,I
  placedthemuponthefireplace,addingcertainchipsandabilletwhichIfoundinthecart,ithavingapparentlybeenthehabitofSlingsbytocarrywithhimasmallstoreoffuel。Havingthenstruckasparkinatinder-boxandlightedamatch,Isetfiretothecombustibleheap,andwasnotslowinraisingacheerfulblaze;
  Ithendrewmycartnearthefire,and,seatingmyselfononeoftheshafts,hungoverthewarmthwithfeelingsofintensepleasureandsatisfaction。Havingcontinuedinthispostureforaconsiderabletime,Iturnedmyeyestotheheaveninthedirectionofaparticularstar;I,however,couldnotfindthestar,norindeedmanyofthestarrytrain,thegreaternumberhavingfled,fromwhichcircumstance,andfromtheappearanceofthesky,I
  concludedthatmorningwasnigh。AboutthistimeIagainbegantofeeldrowsy;Ithereforearose,andhavingpreparedformyselfakindofcouchinthetent,Iflungmyselfuponitandwenttosleep。
  IwillnotsaythatIwasawakenedinthemorningbythecarollingofbirds,asIperhapsmightifIwerewritinganovel;Iawokebecause,tousevulgarlanguage,Ihadsleptmysleepout,notbecausethebirdswerecarollingaroundmeinnumbers,astheyhadprobablybeenforhourswithoutmyhearingthem。Igotupandleftmytent;themorningwasyetmorebrightthanthatoftheprecedingday。Impelledbycuriosity,Iwalkedaboutendeavouringtoascertaintowhatplacechance,orratherthepony,hadbroughtme;
  followingthedriftwayforsometime,amidstbushesandstuntedtrees,Icametoagroveofdarkpines,throughwhichitappearedtolead;Itrackeditafewhundredyards,butseeingnothingbuttrees,andthewaybeingwetandsloughy,owingtotherecentrain,Ireturnedonmysteps,and,pursuingthepathinanotherdirection,cametoasandyroadleadingoveracommon,doubtlesstheoneIhadtraversedtheprecedingnight。Mycuriositysatisfied,Ireturnedtomylittleencampment,andonthewaybeheldasmallfootpathontheleftwindingthroughthebushes,whichhadbeforeescapedmyobservation。Havingreachedmytentandcart,IbreakfastedonsomeoftheprovisionswhichIhadprocuredthedaybefore,andthenproceededtotakearegularaccountofthestockformerlypossessedbySlingsbythetinker,butnowbecomemyownbyrightoflawfulpurchase。
  Besidesthepony,thecart,andthetent,IfoundIwaspossessedofamattressstuffedwithstrawonwhichtolie,andablankettocoverme,thelastquitecleanandnearlynew;thentherewasafrying-panandakettle,thefirstforcookinganyfoodwhichrequiredcooking,andthesecondforheatinganywaterwhichI
  mightwishtoheat。Ilikewisefoundanearthenteapotandtwoorthreecups;ofthefirstIshouldrathersayIfoundtheremains,itbeingbrokeninthreeparts,nodoubtsinceitcameintomypossession,whichwouldhaveprecludedthepossibilityofmyaskinganybodytoteaforthepresent,shouldanybodyvisitme,evensupposingIhadteaandsugar,whichwasnotthecase。Ithenoverhauledwhatmightmorestrictlybecalledthestockintrade;
  thisconsistedofvarioustools,anironladle,achafing-panandsmallbellows,sundrypansandkettles,thelatterbeingoftin,withtheexceptionofonewhichwasofcopper,allinastateofconsiderabledilapidation-ifImayusetheterm;ofthesefirstSlingsbyhadspokeninparticular,advisingmetomendthemassoonaspossible,andtoendeavourtosellthem,inorderthatImighthavethesatisfactionofreceivingsomereturnupontheoutlaywhichIhadmade。Therewaslikewiseasmallquantityofblocktin,sheettin,andsolder。’ThisSlingsby,’saidI,’iscertainlyaveryhonestman,hehassoldmemorethanmymoney’sworth;I
  believe,however,thereissomethingmoreinthecart。’ThereuponIrummagedthefartherendofthecart,and,amidstaquantityofstraw,Ifoundasmallanvilandbellowsofthatkindwhichareusedinforges,andtwohammerssuchassmithsuse,onegreat,andtheothersmall。
  Thesightoftheselastarticlescausedmenolittlesurprise,asnowordwhichhadescapedfromthemouthofSlingsbyhadgivenmereasontosupposethathehadeverfollowedtheoccupationofasmith;yet,ifhehadnot,howdidhecomebythem?Isatdownupontheshaft,andponderedthequestiondeliberatelyinmymind;
  atlengthIconcludedthathehadcomebythembyoneofthosenumerouscasualtieswhichoccurupontheroads,ofwhichI,beingayounghandupontheroads,musthaveaveryimperfectconception;
  honestly,ofcourse-forIscoutedtheideathatSlingsbywouldhavestolenthisblacksmith’sgear-forIhadthehighestopinionofhishonesty,whichopinionIstillretainatthepresentday,whichisupwardsoftwentyyearsfromthetimeofwhichIamspeaking,duringthewholeofwhichperiodIhaveneitherseenthepoorfellownorreceivedanyintelligenceofhim。
  CHAPTERLXX
  Newprofession-Beautifulnight-Jupiter-Sharpandshrill-TheRommanychi-Allalone-Three-and-sixpence-WhatisRommany?Becivil-Parracotute-Slightstart-Shewillbegrateful-Therustling。
  IPASSEDthegreaterpartofthedayinendeavouringtoteachmyselfthemysteriesofmynewprofession。IcannotsaythatIwasverysuccessful,butthetimepassedagreeably,andwasthereforenotillspent。TowardseveningIflungmyworkaside,tooksomerefreshment,andafterwardsawalk。
  ThistimeIturnedupthesmallfootpathofwhichIhavealreadyspoken。Itledinazigzagmannerthroughthicketsofhazel,elder,andsweet-brier;afterfollowingitswindingsforsomewhatbetterthanafurlong,Iheardagentlesoundofwater,andpresentlycametoasmallrill,whichrandirectlyacrossthepath。
  Iwasrejoicedatthesight,forIhadalreadyexperiencedthewantofwater,whichIyetknewmustbenighathand,asIwasinaplacetoallappearanceoccasionallyfrequentedbywanderingpeople,whoIwasawarenevertakeuptheirquartersinplaceswherewaterisdifficulttobeobtained。ForthwithIstretchedmyselfontheground,andtookalonganddeliciousdraughtofthecrystalstream,andthen,seatingmyselfinabush,Icontinuedforsometimegazingonthewaterasitpurledtinklingawayinitschannelthroughanopeninginthehazels,andshouldhaveprobablycontinuedmuchlongerhadnotthethoughtthatIhadleftmypropertyunprotectedcompelledmetoriseandreturntomyencampment。
  Nightcameon,andabeautifulnightitwas;uprosethemoon,andinnumerablestarsdeckedthefirmamentofheaven。Isatontheshaft,myeyesturnedupwards。Ihadfoundit:thereitwastwinklingmillionsofmilesaboveme,mightieststarofthesystemtowhichwebelong:ofallstarstheonewhichhasmostinterestforme-thestarJupiter。
  WhyhaveIalwaystakenaninterestinthee,OJupiter?Iknownothingaboutthee,savewhateverychildknows,thatthouartabigstar,whoseonlylightisderivedfrommoons。Andisnotthatknowledgeenoughtomakemefeelaninterestinthee?Ay,truly;I
  neverlookattheewithoutwonderingwhatisgoingoninthee;whatislifeinJupiter?ThatthereislifeinJupiterwhocandoubt?
  Thereislifeinourownlittlestar,thereforetheremustbelifeinJupiter,whichisnotalittlestar。ButhowdifferentmustlifebeinJupiterfromwhatitisinourownlittlestar!Lifehereislifebeneaththedearsun-lifeinJupiterislifebeneathmoons-fourmoons-nosinglemoonisabletoilluminethatvastbulk。Allknowwhatlifeisinourownlittlestar;itisanythingbutaroutineofhappinesshere,wherethedearsunrisestouseveryday:thenhowsadandmopingmustlifebeinmightyJupiter,onwhichnosunevershines,andwhichisneverlightedsavebypalemoonbeams!ThethoughtthatthereismoresadnessandmelancholyinJupiterthaninthisworldofours,where,alas!
  thereisbuttoomuch,hasalwaysmademetakeamelancholyinterestinthathugedistantstar。
  Twoorthreedayspassedbyinmuchthesamemannerasthefirst。
  DuringthemorningIworkeduponmykettles,andemployedtheremainingpartofthedayasIbestcould。ThewholeofthistimeIonlysawtwoindividuals,rustics,whopassedbymyencampmentwithoutvouchsafingmeaglance;theyprobablyconsideredthemselvesmysuperiors,asperhapstheywere。
  Oneverybrilliantmorning,asIsatatworkinverygoodspirits,forbythistimeIhadactuallymendedinaverycreditableway,asIimagined,twokettlesandafrying-pan,Iheardavoicewhichseemedtoproceedfromthepathleadingtotherivulet;atfirstitsoundedfromaconsiderabledistance,butdrewnearerbydegrees。
  Isoonremarkedthatthetoneswereexceedinglysharpandshrill,withyetsomethingofchildhoodinthem。OnceortwiceI
  distinguishedcertainwordsinthesongwhichthevoicewassinging;thewordswere-butno,IthoughtagainIwasprobablymistaken-andthenthevoiceceasedforatime;presentlyIhearditagain,closetotheentranceofthefootpath;inanothermomentIhearditinthelaneorgladeinwhichstoodmytent,whereitabruptlystopped,butnotbeforeIhadheardtheverywordswhichI
  atfirstthoughtIhaddistinguished。
  Iturnedmyhead;attheentranceofthefootpath,whichmightbeaboutthirtyyardsfromtheplacewhereIwassitting,Iperceivedthefigureofayounggirl;herfacewasturnedtowardsme,andsheappearedtobescanningmeandmyencampment;afteralittletimeshelookedintheotherdirection,onlyforamoment,however;
  probablyobservingnothinginthatquarter,sheagainlookedtowardsme,andalmostimmediatelysteppedforward;and,assheadvanced,sangthesongwhichIhadheardinthewood,thefirstwordsofwhichwerethosewhichIhavealreadyalludedto。
  ’TheRommanychiAndtheRommanychalShalljawtasaulorTodrabthebawlor,AnddookthegryOfthefarmingrye。’
  Averyprettysong,thoughtI,fallingagainhardtoworkuponmykettle;averyprettysong,whichbodesthefarmersmuchgood。Letthemlooktotheircattle。
  ’Allalonehere,brother?’saidavoiceclosebyme,insharpbutnotdisagreeabletones。