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第66章

  Themilestone-Themeditation-Wanttogetup?-Theoff-handleader-Sixteenshillings-Thenear-handwheeler-Allright。
  INabouttwohoursIhadclearedtheGreatCity,andgotbeyondthesuburbanvillages,orrathertowns,inthedirectioninwhichIwastravelling;Iwasinabroadandexcellentroad,leadingIknewnotwhither。Inowslackenedmypace,whichhadhithertobeengreat。
  Presently,comingtoamilestoneonwhichwasgravenninemiles,I
  restedagainstit,andlookingroundtowardsthevastcity,whichhadlongceasedtobevisible,Ifellintoatrainofmeditation。
  Ithoughtofallmywaysanddoingssincethedayofmyfirstarrivalinthatvastcity-Ihadworkedandtoiled,and,thoughI
  hadaccomplishednothingatallcommensuratewiththehopeswhichI
  hadentertainedprevioustomyarrival,Ihadachievedmyownliving,preservedmyindependence,andbecomeindebtedtonoone。
  Iwasnowquittingit,poorinpurse,itistrue,butnotwhollyempty;ratherailingitmaybe,butnotbrokeninhealth;and,withhopewithinmybosom,hadInotcauseuponthewholetobethankful?Perhapsthereweresomewho,arrivingatthesametimeundernotmorefavourablecircumstances,hadaccomplishedmuchmore,andwhosefuturewasfarmorehopeful-Good!Buttheremightbeotherswho,inspiteofalltheirefforts,hadbeeneithertroddendowninthepress,nevermoretobeheardof,orwerequittingthatmightytownbrokeninpurse,brokeninhealth,and,oh!withnotonedearhopetocheerthem。HadInot,uponthewhole,abundantcausetobegrateful?Truly,yes!
  Mymeditationover,Ileftthemilestoneandproceededonmywayinthesamedirectionasbeforeuntilthenightbegantoclosein。I
  hadalwaysbeenagoodpedestrian;butnow,whetherowingtoindispositionortonothavingforsometimepastbeenmuchinthehabitoftakingsuchlengthywalks,Ibegantofeelnotalittleweary。JustasIwasthinkingofputtingupforthenightatthenextinnorpublic-houseIshouldarriveat,Iheardwhatsoundedlikeacoachcominguprapidlybehindme。Induced,perhaps,bythewearinesswhichIfelt,Istoppedandlookedwistfullyinthedirectionofthesound;presentlyupcameacoach,seeminglyamail,drawnbyfourboundinghorses-therewasnooneuponitbutthecoachmanandtheguard;whennearlyparallelwithmeitstopped。’Wanttogetup?’soundedavoice,inthetruecoachman-
  liketone-halfquerulous,halfauthoritative。Ihesitated;Iwastired,itistrue,butIhadleftLondonboundonapedestrianexcursion,andIdidnotmuchliketheideaofhavingrecoursetoacoachafteraccomplishingsoveryinconsiderableadistance。
  ’Come,wecan’tbestayinghereallnight,’saidthevoice,moresharplythanbefore。’Icanridealittleway,andgetdownwheneverIlike,’thoughtI;andspringingforwardIclamberedupthecoach,andwasgoingtositdownuponthebox,nextthecoachman。’No,no,’saidthecoachman,whowasamanaboutthirty,withahookednoseandredface,dressedinafashionably-cutgreatcoat,withafashionableblackcastoronhishead。’No,no,keepbehind-theboxain’tforthelikeofyou,’saidhe,ashedroveoff;’theboxisforlords,orgentlemenatleast。’Imadenoanswer。’D-thatoff-handleader,’saidthecoachman,astheright-handfronthorsemadeadesperatestartatsomethinghesawintheroad;and,halfrising,hewithgreatdexterityhitwithhislongwhiptheoff-handleaderacutontheoffcheek。’Theseseemtobefinehorses,’saidI。Thecoachmanmadenoanswer。’Nearlythoroughbred,’Icontinued;thecoachmandrewhisbreath,withakindofhissingsound,throughhisteeth。’Come,youngfellow,noneofyourchaff。Don’tyouthink,becauseyourideonmymail,I’mgoingtotalktoyouabout’orses。Italktonobodyabout’orsesexceptlords。’’Well,’saidI,’Ihavebeencalledalordinmytime。’’Itmusthavebeenbyathimble-rigger,then,’saidthecoachman,bendingback,andhalfturninghisfaceroundwithabroadleer。’Youhavehitthemarkwonderfully,’saidI。’Youcoachmen,whateverelseyoumaybe,arecertainlynofools。’’Weain’t,ain’twe?’saidthecoachman。’Thereyouareright;and,toshowyouthatyouare,I’llnowtroubleyouforyourfare。Ifyouhavebeenamongstthethimble-riggersyoumustbetolerablywellclearedout。Whereareyougoing?-to-?IthinkIhaveseenyouthere。Thefareissixteenshillings。Come,tipustheblunt;
  themthathasnomoneycan’trideonmymail。’
  Sixteenshillingswasalargesum,andtopayitwouldmakeaconsiderableinroadonmyslenderfinances;Ithought,atfirst,thatIwouldsayIdidnotwanttogosofar;butthenthefellowwouldaskatoncewhereIwantedtogo,andIwasashamedtoacknowledgemyutterignoranceoftheroad。Idetermined,therefore,topaythefare,withatacitdeterminationnottomountacoachinfuturewithoutknowingwhitherIwasgoing。SoIpaidthemanthemoney,who,turninground,shoutedtotheguard-’Allright,Jem;gotfareto-’;andforthwithwhippedonhishorses,especiallytheoffhandleader,forwhomheseemedtoentertainaparticularspite,togreaterspeedthanbefore-thehorsesflew。
  Ayoungmoongaveafeeblelight,partiallyilluminatingalineofroadwhich,appearingbynomeansinteresting,Ithelessregrettedhavingpaidmymoneyfortheprivilegeofbeinghurriedalongitintheflyingvehicle。Wefrequentlychangedhorses;andatlastmyfriendthecoachmanwasreplacedbyanother,theveryimageofhimself-hawknose,redface,withnarrow-rimmedhatandfashionablebenjamin。Afterhehaddrivenaboutfiftyyards,thenewcoachmanfelltowhippingoneofthehorses。’D-thisnear-
  handwheeler,’saidhe,’thebrutehasgotacorn。’’Whippinghimwon’tcurehimofhiscorn,’saidI。’Whotoldyoutospeak?’saidthedriver,withanoath;’mindyourownbusiness;’tisn’tfromthelikeofyouIamtolearntodrive’orses。’PresentlyIfellintoabrokenkindofslumber。InanhourortwoIwasarousedbyaroughvoice-’Gotto-,youngman;getdownifyouplease。’I
  openedmyeyes-therewasadimandindistinctlight,likethatwhichprecedesdawn;thecoachwasstandingstillinsomethinglikeastreet;justbelowmestoodtheguard。’Doyoumeantogetdown,’saidhe,’orwillyoukeepusheretillmorning?otherfareswanttogetup。’ScarcelyknowingwhatIdid,Itookmybundleandstickanddescended,whilsttwopeoplemounted。’Allright,John,’
  saidtheguardtothecoachman,springingupbehind;whereuponoffwhiskedthecoach,oneortwoindividualswhowerestandingbydisappeared,andIwasleftalone。
  CHAPTERLX
  Thestillhour-Athrill-Thewondrouscircle-Theshepherd-
  Heapsandbarrows-Whatdoyoumean?-Milkoftheplains-
  Hengistsparedit-Nopresents。
  AFTERstandingstillaminuteortwo,consideringwhatIshoulddo,Imoveddownwhatappearedtobethestreetofasmallstragglingtown;presentlyIpassedbyachurch,whichroseindistinctlyonmyrighthand;anontherewastherustlingoffoliageandtherushingofwaters。Ireachedabridge,beneathwhichasmallstreamwasrunninginthedirectionofthesouth。Istoppedandleanedovertheparapet,forIhavealwayslovedtolookuponstreams,especiallyatthestillhours。’Whatstreamisthis,Iwonder?’
  saidI,asIlookeddownfromtheparapetintothewater,whichwhirledandgurgledbelow。
  Leavingthebridge,Iascendedagentleacclivity,andpresentlyreachedwhatappearedtobeatractofmooryundulatingground。Itwasnowtolerablylight,buttherewasamistorhazeabroadwhichpreventedmyseeingobjectswithmuchprecision。Ifeltchillinthedampairoftheearlymorn,andwalkedrapidlyforward。InabouthalfanhourIarrivedwheretheroaddividedintotwo,atanangleortongueofdarkgreensward。’Totherightortheleft?’
  saidI,andforthwithtook,withoutknowingwhy,theleft-handroad,alongwhichIproceededaboutahundredyards,when,inthemidstofthetongueofswardformedbythetworoads,collaterallywithmyself,IperceivedwhatIatfirstconceivedtobeasmallgroveofblightedtrunksofoaks,barkedandgray。Istoodstillforamoment,andthen,turningofftheroad,advancedslowlytowardsitoverthesward;asIdrewnearer,Iperceivedthattheobjectswhichhadattractedmycuriosity,andwhichformedakindofcircle,werenottrees,butimmenseuprightstones。Athrillpervadedmysystem;justbeforemeweretwo,themightiestofthewhole,tallasthestemsofproudoaks,supportingontheirtopsahugetransversestone,andformingawonderfuldoorway。IknewnowwhereIwas,and,layingdownmystickandbundle,andtakingoffmyhat,Iadvancedslowly,andcastmyself-itwasfolly,perhaps,butIcouldnothelpwhatIdid-castmyself,withmyfaceonthedewyearth,inthemiddleoftheportalofgiants,beneaththetransversestone。
  ThespiritofStonehengewasstronguponme!
  AndafterIhadremainedwithmyfaceonthegroundforsometime,Iarose,placedmyhatonmyhead,and,takingupmystickandbundle,wanderedroundthewondrouscircle,examiningeachindividualstone,fromthegreatesttotheleast;andthen,enteringbythegreatdoor,seatedmyselfuponanimmensebroadstone,onesideofwhichwassupportedbyseveralsmallones,andtheotherslantedupontheearth;andthere,indeepmeditation,I
  satforanhourortwo,tillthesunshoneinmyfaceabovethetallstonesoftheeasternside。
  AndasIstillsatthere,Iheardthenoiseofbells,andpresentlyalargenumberofsheepcamebrowsingpastthecircleofstones;
  twoorthreeentered,andgrazeduponwhattheycouldfind,andsoonamanalsoenteredthecircleatthenorthernside。
  ’Earlyhere,sir,’saidtheman,whowastall,anddressedinadarkgreenslop,andhadalltheappearanceofashepherd;’atraveller,Isuppose?’
  ’Yes,’saidI,’Iamatraveller;arethesesheepyours?’
  ’Theyare,sir;thatis,theyaremymaster’s。Astrangeplacethis,sir,’saidhe,lookingatthestones;’everherebefore?’
  ’Neverinbody,frequentlyinmind。’
  ’Heardofthestones,Isuppose;nowonder-allthepeopleoftheplaintalkofthem。’
  ’Whatdothepeopleoftheplainsayofthem?’
  ’Why,theysay-Howdidtheyevercomehere?’
  ’Dotheynotsupposethemtohavebeenbrought?’
  ’Whoshouldhavebroughtthem?’
  ’Ihavereadthattheywerebroughtbymanythousandmen。’
  ’Wherefrom?’
  ’Ireland。’
  ’Howdidtheybringthem?’
  ’Idon’tknow。’
  ’Andwhatdidtheybringthemfor?’
  ’Toformatemple,perhaps。’
  ’Whatisthat?’
  ’AplacetoworshipGodin。’
  ’AstrangeplacetoworshipGodin。’
  ’Why?’
  ’Ithasnoroof。’
  ’Yes,ithas。’
  ’Where?’saidtheman,lookingup。
  ’Whatdoyouseeaboveyou?’
  ’Thesky。’
  ’Well?’
  ’Well!’
  ’Haveyouanythingtosay?’
  ’Howdidthesestonescomehere?’
  ’Arethereotherstonesliketheseontheplains?’saidI。
  ’None;andyetthereareplentyofstrangethingsonthesedowns。’
  ’Whatarethey?’
  ’Strangeheaps,andbarrows,andgreatwallsofearthbuiltonthetopsofhills。’
  ’Dothepeopleoftheplainwonderhowtheycamethere?’
  ’Theydonot。’
  ’Why?’
  ’Theywereraisedbyhands。’
  ’Andthesestones?’