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第5章

  theywerehandsomelybound,andtothemIfirstturnedmyattention。Iopenedthemsuccessively,andendeavouredtomakeouttheirmeaning;theircontents,however,asfarasIwasabletounderstandthem,werebynomeansinteresting:whoeverpleasesmayreadthesebooksforme,andkeepthem,too,intothebargain,saidItomyself。
  Inowtookupthethirdbook:itdidnotresembletheothers,beinglongerandconsiderablythicker;thebindingwasofdingycalf-skin。Iopenedit,andasIdidsoanotherstrangethrillofpleasureshotthroughmyframe。Thefirstobjectonwhichmyeyesrestedwasapicture;itwasexceedinglywellexecuted,atleastthescenewhichitrepresentedmadeavividimpressionuponme,whichwouldhardlyhavebeenthecasehadtheartistnotbeenfaithfultonature。Awildsceneitwas-aheavyseaandrockyshore,withmountainsinthebackground,abovewhichthemoonwaspeering。Notfarfromtheshore,uponthewater,wasaboatwithtwofiguresinit,oneofwhichstoodatthebow,pointingwithwhatIknewtobeagunatadreadfulshapeinthewater;firewasflashingfromthemuzzleofthegun,andthemonsterappearedtobetransfixed。IalmostthoughtIhearditscry。Iremainedmotionless,gazinguponthepicture,scarcelydaringtodrawmybreath,lestthenewandwondrousworldshouldvanishofwhichI
  hadnowobtainedaglimpse。’Whoarethosepeople,andwhatcouldhavebroughtthemintothatstrangesituation?’Iaskedofmyself;
  andnowtheseedofcuriosity,whichhadsolonglaindormant,begantoexpand,andIvowedtomyselftobecomespeedilyacquaintedwiththewholehistoryofthepeopleintheboat。Afterlookingonthepicturetilleverymarkandlineinitwerefamiliartome,IturnedovervariousleavestillIcametoanotherengraving;anewsourceofwonder-alowsandybeachonwhichthefuriousseawasbreakinginmountain-likebillows;cloudandrackdeformedthefirmament,whichworeadullandleaden-likehue;
  gullsandotheraquaticfowlsweretopplingupontheblast,orskimmingoverthetopsofthemaddeningwaves-’Mercyuponhim!hemustbedrowned!’Iexclaimed,asmyeyesfelluponapoorwretchwhoappearedtobestrivingtoreachtheshore;hewasuponhislegs,butwasevidentlyhalfsmotheredwiththebrine;highabovehisheadcurledahorriblebillow,asiftoengulfhimforever。
  ’Hemustbedrowned!hemustbedrowned!’Ialmostshrieked,anddroppedthebook。Isoonsnatcheditupagain,andnowmyeyelightedonathirdpicture:againashore,butwhatasweetandlovelyone,andhowIwishedtobetreadingit;therewerebeautifulshellslyingonthesmoothwhitesand,somewereemptylikethoseIhadoccasionallyseenonmarblemantelpieces,butoutofotherspeeredtheheadsandbodiesofwondrouscrayfish,awoodofthickgreentreesskirtedthebeachandpartlyshadeditfromtheraysofthesun,whichshonehotabove,whilebluewavesslightlycrestedwithfoamweregentlycurlingagainstit;therewasahumanfigureuponthebeach,wildanduncouth,cladintheskinsofanimals,withahugecaponhishead,ahatchetathisgirdle,andinhishandagun;hisfeetandlegswerebare;hestoodinanattitudeofhorrorandsurprise;hisbodywasbentfarback,andhiseyes,whichseemedstartingoutofhishead,werefixeduponamarkonthesand-alargedistinctmark-ahumanfootprint……
  Reader,isitnecessarytonamethebookwhichnowstoodopeninmyhand,andwhoseveryprints,feebleexpoundersofitswondrouslines,hadproducedwithinmeemotionsstrangeandnovel?Scarcely-foritwasabookwhichhasexertedoverthemindsofEnglishmenaninfluencecertainlygreaterthananyotherofmoderntimes-
  whichhasbeeninmostpeople’shands,andwiththecontentsofwhicheventhosewhocannotreadaretoacertainextentacquainted-abookfromwhichthemostluxuriantandfertileofourmodernprosewritershavedrunkinspiration-abook,moreover,towhich,fromthehardydeedswhichitnarrates,andthespiritofstrangeandromanticenterprisewhichittendstoawaken,Englandowesmanyofherastonishingdiscoveriesbothbyseaandland,andnoinconsiderablepartofhernavalglory。
  Hailtothee,spiritofDeFoe!Whatdoesnotmyownpoorselfowetothee?EnglandhasbetterbardsthaneitherGreeceorRome,yetIcouldsparethemeasierfarthanDeFoe,’unabashedDeFoe,’asthehunchbackedrhymerstyledhim。
  Thetruechordhadnowbeentouched;aragingcuriositywithrespecttothecontentsofthevolume,whoseengravingshadfascinatedmyeye,burnedwithinme,andIneverresteduntilIhadfullysatisfiedit;weekssucceededweeks,monthsfollowedmonths,andthewondrousvolumewasmyonlystudyandprincipalsourceofamusement。ForhourstogetherIwouldsitporingoverapagetillIhadbecomeacquaintedwiththeimportofeveryline。Myprogress,slowenoughatfirst,becamebydegreesmorerapid,tillatlast,under’ashoulderofmuttonsail,’Ifoundmyselfcanteringbeforeasteadybreezeoveranoceanofenchantment,sowellpleasedwithmyvoyagethatIcarednothowlongitmightbeereitreacheditstermination。
  AnditwasinthismannerthatIfirsttooktothepathsofknowledge。
  AboutthistimeIbegantobesomewhatimpressedwithreligiousfeelings。Myparentswere,toacertainextent,religiouspeople;
  but,thoughtheyhaddonetheirbesttoaffordmeinstructiononreligiouspoints,Ihadeitherpaidnoattentiontowhattheyendeavouredtocommunicate,orhadlistenedwithanearfartooobtusetoderiveanybenefit。Butmymindhadnowbecomeawakenedfromthedrowsytorporinwhichithadlainsolong,andthereasoningpowerswhichIpossessedwerenolongerinactive。
  HithertoIhadentertainednoconceptionwhateverofthenatureandpropertiesofGod,andwiththemostperfectindifferencehadheardthedivinenameproceedingfromthemouthsofpeople-frequently,alas!onoccasionswhenitoughtnottobeemployed;butInowneverhearditwithoutatremor,forInowknewthatGodwasanawfulandinscrutableBeing,theMakerofallthings;thatwewereHischildren,andthatwe,byoursins,hadjustlyoffendedHim;
  thatwewereinverygreatperilfromHisanger,notsomuchinthislifeasinanotherandfarstrangerstateofbeingyettocome;thatwehadaSaviourwithaltowhomitwasnecessarytolookforhelp:uponthispoint,however,Iwasyetverymuchinthedark,as,indeed,weremostofthosewithwhomIwasconnected。
  ThepowerandterrorsofGodwereuppermostinmythoughts;theyfascinatedthoughtheyastoundedme。TwiceeverySundayIwasregularlytakentothechurch,where,fromacornerofthelargespaciouspew,linedwithblackleather,IwouldfixmyeyesonthedignifiedHigh-Churchrector,andthedignifiedHigh-Churchclerk,andwatchthemovementoftheirlips,fromwhich,astheyreadtheirrespectiveportionsofthevenerableliturgy,wouldrollmanyaportentousworddescriptiveofthewondrousworksoftheMostHigh。
  RECTOR。Thoudidstdividethesea,throughthypower:thoubrakesttheheadsofthedragonsinthewaters。
  PHILOH。ThousmotesttheheadsofLeviathaninpieces:andgavesthimtobemeatforthepeopleinthewilderness。
  RECTOR。Thoubroughtestoutfountains,andwatersoutofthehardrocks:thoudriedstupmightywaters。
  PHILOH。Thedayisthine,andthenightisthine:thouhastpreparedthelightandthesun。
  Peacetoyourmemories,dignifiedrector,andyetmoredignifiedclerk!-bythistimeyeareprobablygonetoyourlonghomes,andyourvoicesarenolongerheardsoundingdowntheaislesofthevenerablechurch-nay,doubtless,thishasalreadylongsincebeenthefateofhimofthesonorous’Amen!’-theoneofthetwowho,withallduerespecttotherector,principallyengrossedmyboyishadmiration-he,atleast,isscarcelynowamongtheliving!
  Living!why,Ihaveheardsaythatheblewafife-forhewasamusicalaswellasaChristianprofessor-aboldfife,tocheertheGuardsandthebraveMarines,astheymarchedwithmeasuredstep,obeyinganinsanecommand,upBunker’sheight,whilsttheriflesofthesturdyYankeesweresendingtheleadenhailsharpandthickamidstthered-coatedranks;forPhilohhadnotalwaysbeenamanofpeace,noranexhortertoturntheothercheektothesmiter,buthadevenarrivedatthedignityofahalberdinhiscountry’sservicebeforehissix-footformrequiredrest,andthegray-hairedveteranretired,afteralongperegrination,tohisnativetown,toenjoyeaseandrespectabilityonapensionof’eighteenpenceaday’;andwelldidhisfellow-townsmenact,when,toincreasethateaseandrespectability,andwithathoughtfulregardforthedignityofthegoodchurchservice,theymadehimclerkandprecentor-themanofthetallformandoftheaudiblevoice,whichsoundedloudandclearashisownBunkerfife。Well,peacetothee,thoufineoldchap,despiserofdissenters,andhaterofpapists,asbecameadignifiedandHigh-Churchclerk;ifthouartinthygrave,thebetterforthee;thouwertfittedtoadornabygonetime,whenloyaltywasinvogue,andsmilingcontentlaylikeasunbeamupontheland,butthouwouldstbesadlyoutofplaceinthesedaysofcoldphilosophiclatitudinariandoctrine,universaltolerism,andhalf-concealedrebellion-raretimes,nodoubt,forpapistsanddissenters,butwhichwouldassuredlyhavebrokentheheartoftheloyalsoldierofGeorgetheThird,andthedignifiedHigh-ChurchclerkofprettyD。
  Wepassedmanymonthsatthisplace:nothing,however,occurredrequiringanyparticularnotice,relatingtomyself,beyondwhatI
  havealreadystated,andIamnotwritingthehistoryofothers。
  Atlengthmyfatherwasrecalledtohisregiment,whichatthattimewasstationedataplacecalledNormanCross,inLincolnshire,orratherHuntingdonshire,atsomedistancefromtheoldtownofPeterborough。Forthisplacehedeparted,leavingmymotherandmyselftofollowinafewdays。Ourjourneywasasingularone。
  Ontheseconddaywereachedamarshyandfennycountry,which,owingtoimmensequantitiesofrainwhichhadlatelyfallen,wascompletelysubmerged。Atalargetownwegotonboardakindofpassage-boat,crowdedwithpeople;ithadneithersailsnoroars,andthosewerenotthedaysofsteam-vessels;itwasatreck-
  schuyt,andwasdrawnbyhorses。YoungasIwas,therewasmuchconnectedwiththisjourneywhichhighlysurprisedme,andwhichbroughttomyremembranceparticularscenesdescribedinthebookwhichInowgenerallycarriedinmybosom。Thecountrywas,asI
  havealreadysaid,submerged-entirelydrowned-nolandwasvisible;thetreesweregrowingboltuprightintheflood,whilstfarmhousesandcottageswerestandinginsulated;thehorseswhichdrewuswereuptothekneesinwater,and,oncomingtoblindpoolsand’greedydepths,’werenotunfrequentlyswimming,inwhichcase,theboysorurchinswhomountedthemsometimesstood,sometimesknelt,uponthesaddleandpillions。Noaccident,however,occurredeithertothequadrupedsorbipeds,whoappearedrespectivelytobequiteAUFAITintheirbusiness,andextricatedthemselveswiththegreatesteasefromplacesinwhichPharaohandallhishostwouldhavegonetothebottom。NightfallbroughtustoPeterborough,andfromthencewewerenotslowinreachingtheplaceofourdestination。