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第40章

  Taggartdidnotappeartobeinanyparticularhaste。Firstofall,hetookapinchofsnuff,then,risingfromhischair,slowlyanddeliberatelydrewhiswig,forheworeawigofabrowncolour,rathermoreoverhisforeheadthanithadpreviouslybeen,buttonedhiscoat,and,takinghishat,andanumbrellawhichstoodinacorner,mademealowbow,andquittedtheroom。
  ’Well,sir,wherewerewe?Oh,Iremember,weweretalkingaboutmerit。Sir,Ialwayswishtoencouragemerit,especiallywhenitcomessohighlyrecommendedasinthepresentinstance。Sir,mygoodfriendandcorrespondentspeaksofyouinthehighestterms。
  Sir,Ihonourmygoodfriend,andhavethehighestrespectforhisopinioninallmattersconnectedwithliterature-rathereccentricthough。Sir,mygoodfriendhasdonemyperiodicalmoregoodandmoreharmthanalltherestofmycorrespondents。Sir,Ishallneverforgetthesensationcausedbytheappearanceofhisarticleaboutacertainpersonagewhomheproved-andIthinksatisfactorily-tohavebeenalegionarysoldier-ratherstartling,wasitnot?TheS-oftheworldacommonsoldier,inamarchingregiment-original,butstartling;sir,Ihonourmygoodfriend。’
  ’Soyouhaverenouncedpublishing,sir,’saidI,’withtheexceptionoftheMagazine?’
  ’Why,yes;exceptnowandthen,undertherose;theoldcoachman,youknow,likestohearthewhip。Indeed,atthepresentmoment,I
  amthinkingofstartingaReviewonanentirelynewandoriginalprinciple;anditjuststruckmethatyoumightbeofhighutilityintheundertaking-whatdoyouthinkofthematter?’
  ’Ishouldbehappy,sir,torenderyouanyassistance,butIamafraidtheemploymentyouproposerequiresotherqualificationsthanIpossess;however,Icanmaketheessay。MychiefintentionincomingtoLondonwastolaybeforetheworldwhatIhadprepared;andIhadhopedbyyourassistance-’
  ’Ah!Isee,ambition!Ambitionisaveryprettything;but,sir,wemustwalkbeforewerun,accordingtotheoldsaying-whatisthatyouhavegotunderyourarm?’
  ’OneoftheworkstowhichIwasalluding;theone,indeed,whichI
  ammostanxioustolaybeforetheworld,asIhopetoderivefromitbothprofitandreputation。’
  ’Indeed!whatdoyoucallit?’
  ’AncientsongsofDenmark,heroicandromantic,translatedbymyself;withnotesphilological,critical,andhistorical。’
  ’Then,sir,Iassureyouthatyourtimeandlabourhavebeenentirelyflungaway;nobodywouldreadyourballads,ifyouweretogivethemtotheworldto-morrow。’
  ’Iamsure,sir,thatyouwouldsayotherwiseifyouwouldpermitmetoreadonetoyou’;and,withoutwaitingfortheanswerofthebigman,norindeedsomuchaslookingathim,toseewhetherhewasinclinedornottohearme,Iundidmymanuscript,and,withavoicetremblingwitheagerness,Ireadtothefollowingeffect:-
  BuckshankboldandElfinstone,AndmorethanIcanmentionhere,Theycausedtobebuiltsostoutaship,AnduntoIcelandtheywouldsteer。
  Theylaunchedtheshipuponthemain,Whichbellowedlikeawrathfulbear;
  Downtothebottomthevesselsank,AlaidlyTroldhasdraggeditthere。
  DowntothebottomsankyoungRoland,Androundabouthegropedawhile;
  UntilhefoundthepathwhichledUntothebowerofEllenlyle。
  ’Stop!’saidthepublisher;’veryprettyindeed,andveryoriginal;
  beatsScotthollow,andPercytoo:but,sir,thedayforthesethingsisgoneby;nobodyatpresentcaresforPercy,norforScotteither,saveasanovelist;sorrytodiscouragemerit,sir,butwhatcanIdo!Whatelsehaveyougot?’
  ’ThesongsofAbGwilym,theWelshbard,alsotranslatedbymyself,withnotescritical,philological,andhistorical。’
  ’Passon-whatelse?’
  ’Nothingelse,’saidI,foldingupmymanuscriptwithasigh,’unlessitbearomanceintheGermanstyle;onwhich,Iconfess,I
  setverylittlevalue。’
  ’Wild?’
  ’Yes,sir,verywild。’
  ’LiketheMilleroftheBlackValley?’
  ’Yes,sir,verymuchliketheMilleroftheBlackValley。’
  ’Well,that’sbetter,’saidthepublisher;’andyet,Idon’tknow,Iquestionwhetheranyoneatpresentcaresforthemillerhimself。
  No,sir,thetimeforthosethingsisalsogoneby;German,atpresent,isadrug;and,betweenourselves,nobodyhascontributedtomakeitsomorethanmygoodfriendandcorrespondent;-but,sir,Iseeyouareayounggentlemanofinfinitemerit,andI
  alwayswishtoencouragemerit。Don’tyouthinkyoucouldwriteaseriesofevangelicaltales?’
  ’Evangelicaltales,sir?’
  ’Yes,sir,evangelicalnovels。’
  ’SomethinginthestyleofHerder?’
  ’Herderisadrug,sir;nobodycaresforHerder-thankstomygoodfriend。Sir,IhaveinyondrawerahundredpagesaboutHerder,whichIdarenotinsertinmyperiodical;itwouldsinkit,sir。
  No,sir,somethinginthestyleoftheDAIRYMAN’SDAUGHTER。’
  ’Ineverheardoftheworktillthepresentmoment。’
  ’Then,sir,procureitbyallmeans。Sir,Icouldaffordasmuchastenpoundsforawell-writtentaleinthestyleoftheDAIRYMAN’SDAUGHTER;thatisthekindofliterature,sir,thatsellsatthepresentday!ItisnottheMilleroftheBlackValley-no,sir,norHerdereither,thatwillsuitthepresenttaste;theevangelicalbodyisbecomingverystrong,sir;thecantingscoundrels-’
  ’But,sir,surelyyouwouldnotpandertoascoundrellytaste?’
  ’Then,sir,Imustgiveupbusinessaltogether。Sir,IhaveagreatrespectforthegoddessReason-aninfiniterespect,sir;
  indeed,inmytime,Ihavemadeagreatmanysacrificesforher;
  but,sir,IcannotaltogetherruinmyselfforthegoddessReason。
  Sir,IamafriendtoLiberty,asiswellknown;butImustalsobeafriendtomyownfamily。ItiswiththeviewofprovidingforasonofminethatIamabouttostarttheReviewofwhichIwasspeaking。Hehastakenintohisheadtomarry,sir,andImustdosomethingforhim,forhecandobutlittleforhimself。Well,sir,IamafriendtoLiberty,asIsaidbefore,andlikewiseafriendtoReason;butItellyoufranklythattheReviewwhichI
  intendtogetupundertherose,andpresenthimwithwhenitisestablished,willbeconductedonOxfordprinciples。’
  ’Orthodoxprinciples,Isupposeyoumean,sir?’
  ’Ido,sir;Iamnolinguist,butIbelievethewordsaresynonymous。’
  Muchmoreconversationpassedbetweenus,anditwasagreedthatI
  shouldbecomeacontributortotheOxfordReview。Istipulated,however,that,asIknewlittleofpolitics,andcaredless,nootherarticlesshouldberequiredfrommethansuchaswereconnectedwithbelles-lettresandphilology;tothisthebigmanreadilyassented。’Nothingwillberequiredfromyou,’saidhe,’butwhatyoumention;andnowandthen,perhaps,apaperonmetaphysics。YouunderstandGerman,andperhapsitwouldbedesirablethatyoushouldreviewKant;andinareviewofKant,sir,youcouldintroducetoadvantageyourpeculiarnotionsaboutEXNIHILO。’HethenrevertedtothesubjectoftheDAIRYMAN’S
  DAUGHTER,whichIpromisedtotakeintoconsideration。AsIwasgoingaway,heinvitedmetodinewithhimontheensuingSunday。
  ’That’sastrangeman!’saidItomyself,afterIhadleftthehouse;’heisevidentlyveryclever;butIcannotsaythatIlikehimmuch,withhisOxfordReviewsandDairyman’sDaughters。ButwhatcanIdo?Iamalmostwithoutafriendintheworld。IwishIcouldfindsomeonewhowouldpublishmyballads,ormysongsofAbGwilym。Inspiteofwhatthebigmansays,Iamconvincedthat,oncepublished,theywouldbringmemuchfameandprofit。Buthowisthis?-whatabeautifulsun!-theporterwasrightinsayingthatthedaywouldclearup-Iwillnowgotomydingylodging,lockupmymanuscripts,andthentakeastrollaboutthebigcity。’
  CHAPTERXXXI
  Thewalk-London’sCheape-StreetoftheLombards-Strangebridge-Mainarch-Theroaringgulf-Theboat-Cly-faking-A
  comfort-Thebook-Theblessedwoman-Notrap。
  SOIsetoutonmywalktoseethewondersofthebigcity,and,aschancewouldhaveit,Idirectedmycoursetotheeast。Theday,asIhavealreadysaid,hadbecomeveryfine,sothatIsawthegreatcitytoadvantage,andthewondersthereof:andmuchI
  admiredallIsaw;and,amongstotherthings,thehugecathedral,standingsoproudlyonthemostcommandinggroundinthebigcity;
  andIlookeduptothemightydome,surmountedbyagoldencross,andIsaidwithinmyself,’Thatdomemustneedsbethefinestintheworld’;andIgazeduponittillmyeyesreeled,andmybrainbecamedizzy,andIthoughtthatthedomewouldfallandcrushme;
  andIshrankwithinmyself,andstruckyetdeeperintotheheartofthebigcity。