首页 >出版文学> LADY CHATTERLEY’S LOVER>第15章
  ToConnie,Cliffordseemedtobecomingoutinhistruecolours:alittlevulgar,alittlecommon,anduninspired;ratherfat。IvyBolton’stricksandhumblebossinesswerealsoonlytootransparent。ButConniedidwonderatthegenuinethrillwhichthewomangotoutofClifford。Tosayshewasinlovewithhimwouldbeputtingitwrongly。Shewasthrilledbyhercontactwithamanoftheupperclass,thistitledgentleman,thisauthorwhocouldwritebooksandpoems,andwhosephotographappearedintheillustratednewspapers。Shewasthrilledtoaweirdpassion。Andhis`educating’herrousedinherapassionofexcitementandresponsemuchdeeperthananyloveaffaircouldhavedone。Intruth,theveryfactthattherecouldbenoloveaffairleftherfreetothrilltoherverymarrowwiththisotherpassion,thepeculiarpassionofknowing,knowingasheknew。
  Therewasnomistakethatthewomanwasinsomewayinlovewithhim:
  whateverforcewegivetothewordlove。Shelookedsohandsomeandsoyoung,andhergreyeyesweresometimesmarvellous。Atthesametime,therewasalurkingsoftsatisfactionabouther,evenoftriumph,andprivatesatisfaction。Ugh,thatprivatesatisfaction。HowConnieloathedit!
  ButnowonderCliffordwascaughtbythewoman!Sheabsolutelyadoredhim,inherpersistentfashion,andputherselfabsolutelyathisservice,forhimtouseasheliked。Nowonderhewasflattered!
  Connieheardlongconversationsgoingonbetweenthetwo。Orrather,itbasmostlyMrsBoltontalking。ShehadunloosedtohimthestreamofgossipaboutTevershallvillage。Itwasmorethangossip。ItwasMrsGaskellandGeorgeEliotandMissMitfordallrolledinone,withagreatdealmore,thatthesewomenleftout。’Oncestarted,MrsBoltonwasbetterthananybook,aboutthelivesofthepeople。Sheknewthemallsointimately,andhadsuchapeculiar,flameyzestinalltheiraffairs,itwaswonderful,ifjustatriflehumiliatingtolistentoher。Atfirstshehadnotventuredto`talkTevershall’,asshecalledit,toClifford。Butoncestarted,itwenton。Cliffordwaslisteningfor`material’,andhefounditinplenty。Connierealizedthathisso-calledgeniuswasjustthis:
  aperspicuoustalentforpersonalgossip,cleverandapparentlydetached。
  MrsBolton,ofcourse,wasverywarmwhenshe`talkedTevershall’。Carriedaway,infact。Anditwasmarvellous,thethingsthathappenedandthatsheknewabout。Shewouldhaveruntodozensofvolumes。
  Conniewasfascinated,listeningtoher。Butafterwardsalwaysalittleashamed。Sheoughtnottolistenwiththisqueerrabidcuriosity。Afterall,onemayhearthemostprivateaffairsofotherpeople,butonlyinaspiritofrespectforthestruggling,batteredthingwhichanyhumansoulis,andinaspiritoffine,discriminativesympathy。Forevensatireisaformofsympathy。Itisthewayoursympathyflowsandrecoilsthatreallydeterminesourlives。Andhereliesthevastimportanceofthenovel,properlyhandled。Itcaninformandleadintonewplacestheflowofoursympatheticconsciousness,anditcanleadoursympathyawayinrecoilfromthingsgonedead。Therefore,thenovel,properlyhandled,canrevealthemostsecretplacesoflife:foritisinthepassionalsecretplacesoflife,aboveall,thatthetideofsensitiveawarenessneedstoebbandflow,cleansingandfreshening。
  Butthenovel,likegossip,canalsoexcitespurioussympathiesandrecoils,mechanicalanddeadeningtothepsyche。Thenovelcanglorifythemostcorruptfeelings,solongastheyareconventionally`pure’。
  Thenthenovel,likegossip,becomesatlastvicious,and,likegossip,allthemoreviciousbecauseitisalwaysostensiblyonthesideoftheangels。MrsBolton’sgossipwasalwaysonthesideoftheangels。`Andhewassuchabadfellow,andshewassuchanicewoman。’
  Whereas,asConniecouldseeevenfromMrsBolton’sgossip,thewomanhadbeenmerelyamealy-mouthedsort,andthemanangrilyhonest。Butangryhonestymadea`badman’ofhim,andmealy-mouthednessmadea`nicewoman’
  ofher,inthevicious,conventionalchannellingofsympathybyMrsBolton。
  Forthisreason,thegossipwashumiliating。Andforthesamereason,mostnovels,especiallypopularones,arehumiliatingtoo。Thepublicrespondsnowonlytoanappealtoitsvices。
  Nevertheless,onegotanewvisionofTevershallvillagefromMrsBolton’stalk。Aterrible,seethingwelterofuglylifeitseemed:notatalltheflatdrabnessitlookedfromoutside。Cliffordofcourseknewbysightmostofthepeoplementioned,Connieknewonlyoneortwo。ButitsoundedreallymorelikeaCentralAfricanjunglethananEnglishvillage。
  `IsupposeyouheardasMissAllsoppwasmarriedlastweek!Wouldyouever!MissAllsopp,oldJames’daughter,theboot-and-shoeAllsopp。YouknowtheybuiltahouseupatPyeCroft。Theoldmandiedlastyearfromafall;eighty-three,hewas,an’nimbleasalad。An’thenheslippedonBestwoodHill,onaslideasthelads’admadelastwinter,an’brokehisthigh,andthatfinishedhim,pooroldman,itdidseemashame。Well,heleftallhismoneytoTattie:didn’tleavetheboysapenny。An’Tattie,Iknow,isfiveyears——yes,she’sfifty-threelastautumn。AndyouknowtheyweresuchChapelpeople,myword!ShetaughtSundayschoolforthirtyyears,tillherfatherdied。AndthenshestartedcarryingonwithafellowfromKinbrook,Idon’tknowifyouknowhim,anoldishfellowwitharednose,ratherdandified,Willcock,asworksinHarrison’swoodyard。Wellhe’ssixty-five,ifhe’saday,yetyou’dhavethoughttheywereapairofyoungturtle-doves,toseethem,arminarm,andkissingatthegate:
  yes,an’shesittingonhiskneerightinthebaywindowonPyeCroftRoad,foranybodytosee。Andhe’sgotsonsoverforty:onlylosthiswifetwoyearsago。IfoldJamesAllsopphasn’trisenfromhisgrave,it’sbecausethereisnorising:forhekeptherthatstrict!Nowthey’remarriedandgonetolivedownatKinbrook,andtheysayshegoesroundinadressing-gownfrommorningtonight,averitablesight。I’msureit’sawful,thewaytheoldonesgoon!Whythey’realotworsethantheyoung,andasightmoredisgusting。Ilayitdowntothepictures,myself。Butyoucan’tkeepthemaway。Iwasalwayssaying:gotoagoodinstructivefilm,butdoforgoodnesssakekeepawayfromthesemelodramasandlovefilms。Anyhowkeepthechildrenaway!Butthereyouare,grown-upsareworsethanthechildren:
  andtheoldonesbeattheband。Talkaboutmorality!Nobodycaresathing。
  Folksdoesastheylike,andmuchbetterofftheyareforit,Imustsay。
  Butthey’rehavingtodrawtheirhornsinnowadays,nowth’pitsareworkingsobad,andtheyhaven’tgotthemoney。Andthegrumblingtheydo,it’sawful,especiallythewomen。Themenaresogoodandpatient!Whatcantheydo,poorchaps!Butthewomen,oh,theydocarryon!Theygoandshowoff,givingcontributionsforaweddingpresentforPrincessMary,andthenwhentheyseeallthegrandthingsthat’sbeengiven,theysimplyrave:who’sshe,anybetterthananybodyelse!Whydoesn’tSwan&;Edgargivemeonefurcoat,insteadofgivinghersix。IwishI’dkeptmytenshillings!What’sshegoingtogiveme,Ishouldliketoknow?HereIcan’tgetanewspringcoat,mydad’sworkingthatbad,andshegetsvan-loads。It’stimeaspoorfolkshadsomemoneytospend,richones’as’aditlongenough。Iwantanewspringcoat,Ido,an’wheeramIgoingtogetit?Isaytothem,bethankfulyou’rewellfedandwellclothed,withoutallthenewfineryyouwant!Andtheyflybackatme:“Whyisn’tPrincessMarythankfultogoaboutinheroldrags,then,an’havenothing!
  Folkslikehergetvan-loads,an’Ican’thaveanewspringcoat。
  It’sadamnedshame。Princess!Bloomin’rotaboutPrincess!It’smunneyasmatters,an’cosshe’sgotlots,theygivehermore!Nobody’sgivin’
  meany,an’I’veasmuchrightasanybodyelse。Don’ttalktomeabouteducation。It’smunneyasmatters。Iwantanewspringcoat,Ido,an’
  Ishan’tgetit,costhere’snomunney……“That’salltheycareabout,clothes。Theythinknothingofgivingsevenoreightguineasforawintercoat——colliers’daughters,mindyou——andtwoguineasforachild’ssummerhat。AndthentheygotothePrimitiveChapelintheirtwo-guineahat,girlsaswouldhavebeenproudofathree-and-sixpennyoneinmyday。I
  heardthatatthePrimitiveMethodistanniversarythisyear,whentheyhaveabuilt-upplatformfortheSundaySchoolchildren,likeagrandstandgoingalmostuptoth’ceiling,IheardMissThompson,whohasthefirstclassofgirlsintheSundaySchool,saythere’dbeoverathousandpoundsinnewSundayclothessittingonthatplatform!Andtimesarewhattheyare!Butyoucan’tstopthem。They’remadforclothes。Andboysthesame。
  Theladsspendeverypennyonthemselves,clothes,smoking,drinkingintheMiners’Welfare,jauntingofftoSheffieldtwoorthreetimesaweek。
  Why,it’sanotherworld。Andtheyfearnothing,andtheyrespectnothing,theyoungdon’t。Theoldermenarethatpatientandgood,really,theyletthewomentakeeverything。Andthisiswhatitleadsto。Thewomenarepositivedemons。Buttheladsaren’tliketheirdads。They’resacrificingnothing,theyaren’t:they’reallforself。Ifyoutellthemtheyoughttobeputtingabitby,forahome,theysay:That’llkeep,thatwill,I’mgoin’t’enjoymyselfwhileIcan。Owtelse’llkeep!Oh,they’reroughan’selfish,ifyoulike。Everythingfallsontheoldermen,an’it’sabadoutlookallround。’
  Cliffordbegantogetanewideaofhisownvillage。Theplacehadalwaysfrightenedhim,buthehadthoughtitmoreorlessstable。Now——?
  `IstheremuchSocialism,Bolshevism,amongthepeople?’heasked。
  `Oh!’saidMrsBolton,`youhearafewloud-mouthedones。Butthey’remostlywomenwho’vegotintodebt。Thementakenonotice。Idon’tbelieveyou’lleverturnourTevershallmenintoreds。They’retoodecentforthat。
  Buttheyoungonesblethersometimes。Notthattheycareforitreally。
  Theyonlywantabitofmoneyintheirpocket,tospendattheWelfare,orgogaddingtoSheffield。That’salltheycare。Whenthey’vegotnomoney,they’lllistentotheredsspouting。Butnobodybelievesinit,really。’
  `Soyouthinkthere’snodanger?’
  `Ohno!Notiftradewasgood,therewouldn’tbe。Butifthingswerebadforalongspell,theyoungonesmightgofunny。Itellyou,they’reaselfish,spoiltlot。ButIdon’tseehowthey’deverdoanything。Theyaren’teverseriousaboutanything,exceptshowingoffonmotor-bikesanddancingatthePalais-de-danseinSheffield。Youcan’tmakethemserious。TheseriousonesdressupineveningclothesandgoofftothePallytoshowoffbeforealotofgirlsanddancethesenewCharlestonsandwhatnot。I’msuresometimesthebus’llbefullofyoungfellowsineveningsuits,collierlads,offtothePally:letalonethosethathavegonewiththeirgirlsinmotorsoronmotor-bikes。Theydon’tgiveaseriousthoughttoathing——saveDoncasterraces,andtheDerby:fortheyallofthembetoneveryrace。Andfootball!Butevenfootball’snotwhatitwas,notbyalongchalk。It’stoomuchlikehardwork,theysay。No,they’dratherbeoffonmotor-bikestoSheffieldorNottingham,Saturdayafternoons。’
  `Butwhatdotheydowhentheygetthere?’
  `Oh,hangaround——andhaveteainsomefinetea-placeliketheMikado——andgotothePallyorthepicturesortheEmpire,withsomegirl。Thegirlsareasfreeasthelads。Theydojustwhattheylike。’
  `Andwhatdotheydowhentheyhaven’tthemoneyforthesethings?’
  `Theyseemtogetit,somehow。Andtheybegintalkingnastythen。ButIdon’tseehowyou’regoingtogetbolshevism,whenalltheladswantisjustmoneytoenjoythemselves,andthegirlsthesame,withfineclothes:
  andtheydon’tcareaboutanotherthing。Theyhaven’tthebrainstobesocialists。Theyhaven’tenoughseriousnesstotakeanythingreallyserious,andtheyneverwillhave。’
  Conniethought,howextremelylikealltherestoftheclassesthelowerclassessounded。Justthesamethingoveragain,TevershallorMayfairorKensington。Therewasonlyoneclassnowadays:moneyboys。Themoneyboyandthemoneygirl,theonlydifferencewashowmuchyou’dgot,andhowmuchyouwanted。
  UnderMrsBolton’sinfluence,Cliffordbegantotakeanewinterestinthemines。Hebegantofeelhebelonged。Anewsortofself-assertioncameintohim。Afterall,hewastherealbossinTevershall,hewasreallythepits。Itwasanewsenseofpower,somethinghehadtillnowshrunkfromwithdread。
  Tevershallpitswererunningthin。Therewereonlytwocollieries:Tevershallitself,andNewLondon。Tevershallhadoncebeenafamousmine,andhadmadefamousmoney。Butitsbestdayswereover。NewLondonwasneververyrich,andinordinarytimesjustgotalongdecently。Butnowtimeswerebad,anditwaspitslikeNewLondonthatgotleft。
  `There’salotofTevershallmenleftandgonetoStacksGateandWhiteover,’
  saidMrsBolton。`You’venotseenthenewworksatStacksGate,openedafterthewar,haveyou,SirClifford?Oh,youmustgooneday,they’resomethingquitenew:greatbigchemicalworksatthepit-head,doesn’tlookabitlikeacolliery。Theysaytheygetmoremoneyoutofthechemicalby-productsthanoutofthecoal——Iforgetwhatitis。Andthegrandnewhousesforthemen,fairmansions!ofcourseit’sbroughtalotofriff-rafffromalloverthecountry。ButalotofTevershallmengotonthere,anddoin’well,alotbetterthanourownmen。TheysayTevershall’sdone,finished:onlyaquestionofafewmoreyears,andit’llhavetoshutdown。
  AndNewLondon’llgofirst。Myword,won’titbefunnywhenthere’snoTevershallpitworking。It’sbadenoughduringastrike,butmyword,ifitclosesforgood,it’llbeliketheendoftheworld。EvenwhenIwasagirlitwasthebestpitinthecountry,andamancountedhimselfluckyifhecouldonhere。Oh,there’sbeensomemoneymadeinTevershall。Andnowthemensayit’sasinkingship,andit’stimetheyallgotout。Doesn’titsoundawful!Butofcoursethere’salotas’llnevergotilltheyhaveto。Theydon’tlikethesenewfangledmines,suchadepth,andallmachinerytoworkthem。Someofthemsimplydreadsthoseironmen,astheycallthem,thosemachinesforhewingthecoal,wheremenalwaysdiditbefore。Andtheysayit’swastefulaswell。Butwhatgoesinwasteissavedinwages,andalotmore。Itseemssoonthere’llbenouseformenonthefaceoftheearth,it’llbeallmachines。Buttheysaythat’swhatfolkssaidwhentheyhadtogiveuptheoldstockingframes。Icanrememberoneortwo。
  Butmyword,themoremachines,themorepeople,that’swhatitlookslike!
  Theysayyoucan’tgetthesamechemicalsoutofTevershallcoalasyoucanoutofStacksGate,andthat’sfunny,they’renotthreemilesapart。
  Buttheysayso。Buteverybodysaysit’sashamesomethingcan’tbestarted,tokeepthemengoingabitbetter,andemploythegirls。AllthegirlstraipsingofftoSheffieldeveryday!Myword,itwouldbesomethingtotalkaboutifTevershallCollieriestookanewleaseoflife,aftereverybodysayingthey’refinished,andasinkingship,andthemenoughttoleavethemlikeratsleaveasinkingship。Butfolkstalksomuch,ofcoursetherewasaboomduringthewar。WhenSirGeoffreymadeatrustofhimselfandgotthemoneysafeforever,somehow。Sotheysay!Buttheysayeventhemastersandtheownersdon’tgetmuchoutofitnow。Youcanhardlybelieveit,canyou!WhyIalwaysthoughtthepitswouldgoonforeverandever。Who’dhavethought,whenIwasagirl!ButNewEngland’sshutdown,soisColwickWood:yes,it’sfairhauntingtogothroughthatcoppyandseeColwickWoodstandingtheredesertedamongthetrees,andbushesgrowingupalloverthepit-head,andthelinesredrusty。It’slikedeathitself,adeadcolliery。Why,whatevershouldwedoifTevershallshutdown——?Itdoesn’tbearthinkingof。Alwaysthatthrongit’sbeen,exceptatstrikes,andeventhenthefan-wheelsdidn’tstand,exceptwhentheyfetchedtheponiesup。I’msureit’safunnyworld,youdon’tknowwhereyouarefromyeartoyear,youreallydon’t。’