Thenewkeeperhadnodoubtputinfreshpebbles。Sheheardthefainttinkleofwater,asthetinyoverflowtrickledoveranddownhill。Evenabovethehissingboomofthelarchwood,thatspreaditsbristling,leafless,wolfishdarknessonthedown-slope,sheheardthetinkleasoftinywater-bells。
Thisplacewasalittlesinister,cold,damp。Yetthewellmusthavebeenadrinking-placeforhundredsofyears。Nownomore。Itstinyclearedspacewaslushandcoldanddismal。
Sheroseandwentslowlytowardshome。Asshewentsheheardafainttappingawayontheright,andstoodstilltolisten。Wasithammering,orawoodpecker?Itwassurelyhammering。
Shewalkedon,listening。Andthenshenoticedanarrowtrackbetweenyoungfir-trees,atrackthatseemedtoleadnowhere。Butshefeltithadbeenused。Sheturneddownitadventurously,betweenthethickyoungfirs,whichgavewaysoontotheoldoakwood。Shefollowedthetrack,andthehammeringgrewnearer,inthesilenceofthewindywood,fortreesmakeasilenceevenintheirnoiseofwind。
Shesawasecretlittleclearing,andasecretlittlehotmadeofrusticpoles。Andshehadneverbeenherebefore!Sherealizeditwasthequietplacewherethegrowingpheasantswerereared;thekeeperinhisshirt-sleeveswaskneeling,hammering。Thedogtrottedforwardwithashort,sharpbark,andthekeeperliftedhisfacesuddenlyandsawher。Hehadastartledlookinhiseyes。
Hestraightenedhimselfandsaluted,watchingherinsilence,asshecameforwardwithweakeninglimbs。Heresentedtheintrusion;hecherishedhissolitudeashisonlyandlastfreedominlife。
`Iwonderedwhatthehammeringwas,’shesaid,feelingweakandbreathless,andalittleafraidofhim,ashelookedsostraightather。
`Ah’mgettin’th’coopsreadyforth’youngbods,’hesaid,inbroadvernacular。
Shedidnotknowwhattosay,andshefeltweak。`Ishouldliketositdownabit,’shesaid。
`Comeandsit’erei’th’’ut,’hesaid,goinginfrontofhertothehut,pushingasidesometimberandstuff,anddrawingoutarusticchair,madeofhazelsticks。
`AmAht’lightyeralittlefire?’heasked,withthecuriousnaï;veté;
ofthedialect。
`Oh,don’tbother,’shereplied。
Buthelookedatherhands;theywereratherblue。Sohequicklytooksomelarchtwigstothelittlebrickfire-placeinthecorner,andinamomenttheyellowflamewasrunningupthechimney。Hemadeaplacebythebrickhearth。
`Sit’erethenabit,andwarmyer,’hesaid。
Sheobeyedhim。Hehadthatcuriouskindofprotectiveauthoritysheobeyedatonce。Soshesatandwarmedherhandsattheblaze,anddroppedlogsonthefire,whilstoutsidehewashammeringagain。Shedidnotreallywanttosit,pokedinacornerbythefire;shewouldratherhavewatchedfromthedoor,butshewasbeinglookedafter,soshehadtosubmit。
Thehutwasquitecosy,panelledwithunvarnisheddeal,havingalittlerustictableandstoolbesideherchair,andacarpenter’sbench,thenabigbox,tools,newboards,nails;andmanythingshungfrompegs:axe,hatchet,traps,thingsinsacks,hiscoat。Ithadnowindow,thelightcameinthroughtheopendoor。Itwasajumble,butalsoitwasasortoflittlesanctuary。
Shelistenedtothetappingoftheman’shammer;itwasnotsohappy。
Hewasoppressed。Herewasatrespassonhisprivacy,andadangerousone!
Awoman!Hehadreachedthepointwhereallhewantedonearthwastobealone。Andyethewaspowerlesstopreservehisprivacy;hewasahiredman,andthesepeoplewerehismasters。
Especiallyhedidnotwanttocomeintocontactwithawomanagain。
Hefearedit;forhehadabigwoundfromoldcontacts。Hefeltifhecouldnotbealone,andifhecouldnotbeleftalone,hewoulddie。Hisrecoilawayfromtheouterworldwascomplete;hislastrefugewasthiswood;
tohidehimselfthere!
Conniegrewwarmbythefire,whichshehadmadetoobig:thenshegrewhot。Shewentandsatonthestoolinthedoorway,watchingthemanatwork。Heseemednottonoticeher,butheknew。Yetheworkedon,asifabsorbedly,andhisbrowndogsatonhertailnearhim,andsurveyedtheuntrustworthyworld。
Slender,quietandquick,themanfinishedthecoophewasmaking,turneditover,triedtheslidingdoor,thensetitaside。Thenherose,wentforanoldcoop,andtookittothechoppinglogwherehewasworking。
Crouching,hetriedthebars;somebrokeinhishands;hebegantodrawthenails。Thenheturnedthecoopoveranddeliberated,andhegaveabsolutelynosignofawarenessofthewoman’spresence。
SoConniewatchedhimfixedly。Andthesamesolitaryalonenessshehadseeninhimnaked,shenowsawinhimclothed:solitary,andintent,likeananimalthatworksalone,butalsobrooding,likeasoulthatrecoilsaway,awayfromallhumancontact。Silently,patiently,hewasrecoilingawayfromherevennow。Itwasthestillness,andthetimelesssortofpatience,inamanimpatientandpassionate,thattouchedConnie’swomb。
Shesawitinhisbenthead,thequickquiethands,thecrouchingofhisslender,sensitiveloins;somethingpatientandwithdrawn。Shefelthisexperiencehadbeendeeperandwiderthanherown;muchdeeperandwider,andperhapsmoredeadly。Andthisrelievedherofherself;shefeltalmostirresponsible。
Soshesatinthedoorwayofthehutinadream,utterlyunawareoftimeandofparticularcircumstances。Shewassodriftedawaythatheglancedupatherquickly,andsawtheutterlystill,waitinglookonherface。
Tohimitwasalookofwaiting。Andalittlethintongueoffiresuddenlyflickeredinhisloins,attherootofhisback,andhegroanedinspirit。
Hedreadedwitharepulsionalmostofdeath,anyfurtherclosehumancontact。
Hewishedaboveallthingsshewouldgoaway,andleavehimtohisownprivacy。Hedreadedherwill,herfemalewill,andhermodernfemaleinsistency。
Andaboveallhedreadedhercool,upper-classimpudenceofhavingherownway。Forafterallhewasonlyahiredman。Hehatedherpresencethere。
Conniecametoherselfwithsuddenuneasiness。Sherose。Theafternoonwasturningtoevening,yetshecouldnotgoaway。Shewentovertotheman,whostoodupatattention,hiswornfacestiffandblank,hiseyeswatchingher。
`Itissonicehere,sorestful,’shesaid。`Ihaveneverbeenherebefore。’
`No?’
`IthinkIshallcomeandsitheresometimes。
`Yes?’
`Doyoulockthehutwhenyou’renothere?’
`Yes,yourLadyship。’
`DoyouthinkIcouldhaveakeytoo,sothatIcouldsitheresometimes?
Aretheretwokeys?’
`NotasAhknowon,ther’isna。’
Hehadlapsedintothevernacular。Conniehesitated;hewasputtingupanopposition。Wasithishut,afterall?
`Couldn’twegetanotherkey?’sheaskedinhersoftvoice,thatunderneathhadtheringofawomandeterminedtogetherway。
`Another!’hesaid,glancingatherwithaflashofanger,touchedwithderision。
`Yes,aduplicate,’shesaid,flushing。
`’AppenSirClifford’udknow,’hesaid,puttingheroff。
`Yes!’shesaid,`hemighthaveanother。Otherwisewecouldhaveonemadefromtheoneyouhave。Itwouldonlytakeadayorso,Isuppose。
Youcouldspareyourkeyforsolong。’
`Ahcannatellyer,m’Lady!Ahknownob’dyasma’eskeysround’ere。’
Conniesuddenlyflushedwithanger。
`Verywell!’shesaid。`I’llseetoit。’
`Allright,yourLadyship。’
Theireyesmet。Hishadacold,uglylookofdislikeandcontempt,andindifferencetowhatwouldhappen。Herswerehotwithrebuff。
Butherheartsank,shesawhowutterlyhedislikedher,whenshewentagainsthim。Andshesawhiminasortofdesperation。
`Goodafternoon!’
`Afternoon,myLady!’Hesalutedandturnedabruptlyaway。Shehadwakenedthesleepingdogsofoldvoraciousangerinhim,angeragainsttheself-willedfemale。Andhewaspowerless,powerless。Heknewit!
Andshewasangryagainsttheself-willedmale。Aservanttoo!Shewalkedsullenlyhome。
ShefoundMrsBoltonunderthegreatbeech-treeontheknoll,lookingforher。
`Ijustwonderedifyou’dbecoming,myLady,’thewomansaidbrightly。
`AmIlate?’askedConnie。
`OhonlySirCliffordwaswaitingforhistea。’
`Whydidn’tyoumakeitthen?’
`Oh,Idon’tthinkit’shardlymyplace。Idon’tthinkSirCliffordwouldlikeitatall,myLady。’
`Idon’tseewhynot,’saidConnie。
ShewentindoorstoClifford’sstudy,wheretheoldbrasskettlewassimmeringonthetray。
`AmIlate,Clifford?’shesaid,puttingdownthefewflowersandtakingupthetea-caddy,asshestoodbeforethetrayinherhatandscarf。`I’msorry!Whydidn’tyouletMrsBoltonmakethetea?’
`Ididn’tthinkofit,’hesaidironically。`Idon’tquiteseeherpresidingatthetea-table。’
`Oh,there’snothingsacrosanctaboutasilvertea-pot,’saidConnie。
Heglancedupathercuriously。
`Whatdidyoudoallafternoon?’hesaid。
`Walkedandsatinashelteredplace。Doyouknowtherearestillberriesonthebigholly-tree?’
Shetookoffherscarf,butnotherhat,andsatdowntomaketea。Thetoastwouldcertainlybeleathery。Sheputthetea-cosyoverthetea-pot,androsetogetalittleglassforherviolets。Thepoorflowershungover,limpontheirstalks。
`They’llreviveagain!’shesaid,puttingthembeforehimintheirglassforhimtosmell。
`SweeterthanthelidsofJuno’seyes,’hequoted。
`Idon’tseeabitofconnexionwiththeactualviolets,’shesaid。
`TheElizabethansareratherupholstered。’
Shepouredhimhistea。
`DoyouthinkthereisasecondkeytothatlittlehutnotfarfromJohn’sWell,wherethepheasantsarereared?’shesaid。
`Theremaybe。Why?’
`Ihappenedtofindittoday——andI’dneverseenitbefore。Ithinkit’sadarlingplace。Icouldsittheresometimes,couldn’tI?’
`WasMellorsthere?’
`Yes!That’showIfoundit:hishammering。Hedidn’tseemtolikemyintrudingatall。InfacthewasalmostrudewhenIaskedaboutasecondkey。’
`Whatdidhesay?’
`Oh,nothing:justhismanner;andhesaidheknewnothingaboutkeys。’
`TheremaybeoneinFather’sstudy。Bettsknowsthemall,they’reallthere。I’llgethimtolook。’
`Ohdo!’shesaid。
`SoMellorswasalmostrude?’
`Oh,nothing,really!ButIdon’tthinkhewantedmetohavethefreedomofthecastle,quite。’
`Idon’tsupposehedid。’
`Still,Idon’tseewhyheshouldmind。It’snothishome,afterall!
It’snothisprivateabode。Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’tsitthereifI
wantto。’
`Quite!’saidClifford。`Hethinkstoomuchofhimself,thatman。’
`Doyouthinkhedoes?’
`Oh,decidedly!Hethinkshe’ssomethingexceptional。Youknowhehadawifehedidn’tgetonwith,sohejoinedupin1915andwassenttoIndia,Ibelieve。AnyhowhewasblacksmithtothecavalryinEgyptforatime;
alwayswasconnectedwithhorses,acleverfellowthatway。ThensomeIndiancoloneltookafancytohim,andhewasmadealieutenant。Yes,theygavehimacommission。IbelievehewentbacktoIndiawithhiscolonel,anduptothenorth-westfrontier。Hewasill;hewasapension。Hedidn’tcomeoutofthearmytilllastyear,Ibelieve,andthen,naturally,itisn’teasyforamanlikethattogetbacktohisownlevel。He’sboundtoflounder。Buthedoeshisdutyallright,asfarasI’mconcerned。OnlyI’mnothavinganyoftheLieutenantMellorstouch。’
`HowcouldtheymakehimanofficerwhenhespeaksbroadDerbyshire?’
`Hedoesn’t……exceptbyfitsandstarts。Hecanspeakperfectlywell,forhim。Isupposehehasanideaifhe’scomedowntotheranksagain,he’dbetterspeakastheranksspeak。’
`Whydidn’tyoutellmeabouthimbefore?’
`Oh,I’venopatiencewiththeseromances。They’retheruinofallorder。
It’sathousandpitiestheyeverhappened。’
Conniewasinclinedtoagree。Whatwasthegoodofdiscontentedpeoplewhofittedinnowhere?
InthespelloffineweatherClifford,too,decidedtogotothewood。
Thewindwascold,butnotsotiresome,andthesunshinewaslikelifeitself,warmandfull。
`It’samazing,’saidConnie,`howdifferentonefeelswhenthere’sareallyfreshfineday。Usuallyonefeelstheveryairishalfdead。Peoplearekillingtheveryair。’
`Doyouthinkpeoplearedoingit?’heasked。
`Ido。Thesteamofsomuchboredom,anddiscontentandangeroutofallthepeople,justkillsthevitalityintheair。I’msureofit。’
`Perhapssomeconditionoftheatmospherelowersthevitalityofthepeople?’hesaid。
`No,it’smanthatpoisonstheuniverse,’sheasserted。
`Foulshisownnest,’remarkedClifford。
Thechairpuffedon。Inthehazelcopsecatkinswerehangingpalegold,andinsunnyplacesthewood-anemoneswerewideopen,asifexclaimingwiththejoyoflife,justasgoodasinpastdays,whenpeoplecouldexclaimalongwiththem。Theyhadafaintscentofapple-blossom。ConniegatheredafewforClifford。
Hetookthemandlookedatthemcuriously。
`Thoustillunravishedbrideofquietness,’hequoted。`ItseemstofitflowerssomuchbetterthanGreekvases。’
`Ravishedissuchahorridword!’shesaid。`It’sonlypeoplewhoravishthings。’