Butinhispulsetherewasnothrob,Noronhislips。onedyingsob;Sigh,norword,norstrugglingbreathHeraldedhiswaytodeath。SiegeofCorinth。Mybrainrunsthiswayandthatway;’twillnotfixOnaughtbutvengeance。DukeofGuise。ImustnowgobacktoanhourortwobeforeMaryandherfriendspartedforthenight。Itmightbeabouteighto’clockthatevening,andthethreeMissCarsonsweresittingintheirfather’sdrawing-room。Hewasasleepinthedining-room,inhisowncomfortablechair。MrsCarsonwasaswasusualwithher,whennoparticularexcitementwasgoingonverypoorly,andsittingup-stairsinherdressing-room,indulgingintheluxuryofaheadache。Shewasnotwell,certainly。“Windinthehead,“theservantscalledit。Butitwasbutthenaturalconsequenceofthestateofmentalandbodilyidlenessinwhichshewasplaced。Withouteducationenoughtovaluetheresourcesofwealthandleisure,shewassocircumstancedastocommandboth。Itwouldhavedonehermoregoodthanalltheetherandsal-volatileshewasdailyinthehabitofswallowing,ifshemighthavetakentheworkofoneofherownhousemaidsforaweek;madebeds,rubbedtables,shakencarpets,andgoneoutintothefreshmorningair,withoutalltheparaphernaliaofshawl,cloak,boa,furboots,bonnet,andveil,inwhichshewasequippedbeforesettingoutforan“airing,“inthecloselyshut-upcarriage。Sothethreegirlswerebythemselvesinthecomfortable,elegant,well-lighteddrawing-room;and,likemanysimilarly-situatedyoungladies,theydidnotexactlyknowwhattodotowhileawaythetimeuntilthetea-hour。
Theeldertwohadbeenatadancing-partythenightbefore,andwerelistlessandsleepyinconsequence。Onetriedtoread“Emerson’sEssays,“andfellasleepintheattempt;theotherwasturningoveraparcelofnewsongs,inordertoselectwhatsheliked。Amy,theyoungest,wascopyingsomemanuscriptmusic。Theairwasheavywiththefragranceofstrongly-scentedflowers,whichsentouttheirnightodoursfromanadjoiningconservatory。Theclockonthechimney-piecechimedeight。Sophythesleepingsister
startedupatthesound。“Whato’clockisthat?“sheasked。“Eight,“saidAmy。“Oh,dear!howtiredIam!IsHarrycomein?Teawillrouseoneupalittle。
Areyounotwornout,Helen?““Yes;Iamtiredenough。Oneisgoodfornothingthedayafteradance。
YetIdon’tfeelwearyatthetime;Isupposeitisthelatenessofthehours。““Andyet,howcoulditbemanagedotherwise?Somanydon’tdinetillfiveorsix,thatonecannotbeginbeforeeightornine;andthenittakesalongtimetogetintothespiritoftheevening。Itisalwaysmorepleasantaftersupperthanbefore。““Well,I’mtootiredto-nighttoreformtheworldinthematterofdancesorballs。Whatareyoucopying,Amy?““OnlythatlittleSpanishairyousing,’Quienquiera。’““Whatareyoucopyingitfor?“askedHelen。“Harryaskedmetodoitforhimthismorningatbreakfast-time——forMissRichardson,hesaid。““ForJaneRichardson!“saidSophy,asifanewideawerereceivingstrengthinhermind。“DoyouthinkHarrymeansanythingbyhisattentiontoher?“askedHelen。“Nay,Idonotknowanythingmorethanyoudo;Icanonlyobserveandconjecture。
Whatdoyouthink,Helen?““Harryalwayslikestobeofconsequencetothebelleoftheroom。Ifonegirlismoreadmiredthananother,helikestoflutterabouther,andseemtobeonintimatetermswithher。Thatishisway,andIhavenotnoticedanythingbeyondthatinhismannertoJaneRichardson。““ButIdon’tthinksheknowsit’sonlyhisway。JustwatchherthenexttimewemeetherwhenHarryisthere,andseehowshecrimsons,andlooksanotherwaywhenshefeelsheiscominguptoher。Ithinkheseesit,too,andIthinkheispleasedwithit。““IdaresayHarrywouldlikewellenoughtoturntheheadofsuchalovelygirlasJaneRichardson。ButI’mnotconvincedthathe’sinlove,whatevershemaybe。““Well,then!“saidSophy,indignantly,“thoughitisourownbrother,I
dothinkheisbehavingverywrongly。ThemoreIthinkofit,themoresureIamthatshethinkshemeanssomething,andthatheintendshertothinkso。Andthen,whenheleavesoffpayingherattention——““Whichwillbeassoonasaprettiergirlmakesherappearance,“interruptedHelen。“Assoonasheleavesoffpayingherattention,“resumedSophy,“shewillhavemanyandmanyaheart-ache,andthenshewillhardenherselfintobeingaflirt,afeminineflirt,asheisamasculineflirt。Poorgirl““Idon’tliketohearyouspeaksoofHarry,“saidAmy,lookingupatSophy。“AndIdon’tliketohavetospeakso,Amy,forIlovehimdearly。Heisagood,kindbrother,butIdothinkhimvain,andIthinkhehardlyknowsthemisery,thecrime,towhichindulgedvanitymayleadhim。“Helenyawned。“Oh!doyouthinkwemayringfortea。Sleepingafterdinnermakesmesofeverish。““Yes,surely。Whyshouldnotwe?“saidthemoreenergeticSophy,pullingthebellwithsomedetermination。“Tea,directly,Parker,“saidshe,authoritatively,asthemanenteredtheroom。ShewastoolittleinthehabitofreadingexpressionsonthefacesofotherstonoticeParker’scountenance。Yetitwasstriking。Itwasblanchedtoadeadwhiteness;thelipscompressedasiftokeepwithinsometaleofhorror;theeyesdistendedandunnatural。
Itwasaterror-strickenface。Thegirlsbegantoputawaytheirmusicandbooks,inpreparationfortea。
Thedoorslowlyopenedagain,andthistimeitwasthenursewhoentered。
Icallhernurse,forsuchhadbeenherofficeinbygonedays,thoughnowsheheldratherananomaloussituationinthefamily。Seamstress,attendantontheyoungladies,keeperofthestores;only“Nurse“wasstillhername。
Shehadlivedlongerwiththemthananyotherservant,andtohertheirmannerwasfarlesshaughtythantotheotherdomestics。Sheoccasionallycameintothedrawing-roomtolookforthingsbelongingtotheirfatherormother,soitdidnotexciteanysurprisewhensheadvancedintotheroom。Theywentonarrangingtheirvariousarticlesofemployment。Shewantedthemtolookup。Shewantedthemtoreadsomethinginherface——
herfacesofullofwoe,ofhorror。Buttheywentonwithouttakinganynotice。Shecoughed;notanaturalcough;butoneofthosecoughswhichaskssoplainlyforremark。“Dearnurse,whatisthematter?“askedAmy。“Arenotyouwell?““Ismammaill?“askedSophyquickly。“Speak,speak,nurse!“saidtheyall,astheysawhereffortstoarticulatechokedbytheconvulsiverisinginherthroat。Theyclusteredroundherwitheagerfaces,catchingaglimpseofsometerribletruthtoberevealed。“Mydearyoungladies!mydeargirls!“shegaspedoutatlength,andthensheburstintotears。“Oh!dotelluswhatitis,nurse!“saidone。“Any-thingisbetterthanthis。Speak!““Mychildren!Idon’tknowbowtobreakittoyou。Mydears,poorMrHarryisbroughthome——““Broughthome——broughthome——how?“Instinctivelytheysanktheirvoicestoawhisper;butafearfulwhisperitwas。Inthesamelowtone,asifafraidlestthewalls,thefurniture,theinanimatethingswhichtoldofpreparationforlifeandcomfort,shouldhear,sheanswered,“Dead!“Amyclutchedhernurse’sarm,andfixedhereyesonherasiftoknowifsuchatalecouldbetrue;andwhenshereaditsconfirmationinthosesad,mournful,unflinchingeyes,shesank,withoutwordorsound,downinafaintuponthefloor。Onesistersatdownonanottoman,andcoveredherface,totryandrealizeit。ThatwasSophy。Helenthrewherselfonthesofa,andburyingherheadinthepillows,triedtostiflethescreamsandmoanswhichshookherframe。Thenursestoodsilent。Shehadnottoldall。“Tellme,“saidSophy,lookingup,andspeakinginahoarsevoice,whichtoldoftheinwardpain,“tellme,nurse!Ishedead,didyousay?
Haveyousentforadoctor?Oh!sendforone,sendforone,“continuedshe,hervoicerisingtoshrillness,andstartingtoherfeet。Helenliftedherselfup,andlooked,withbreathlesswaiting,towardsnurse。“Mydears,heisdead!ButIhavesentforadoctor。IhavedoneallI
could。““Whendidhe——whendidtheybringhimhome?“askedSophy。“Perhapstenminutesago。BeforeyourangforParker。““Howdidhedie?Wheredidtheyfindhim?Helookedsowell。Healwaysseemedsostrong。Oh!areyousureheisdead?“Shewenttowardsthedoor。Nurselaidherhandonherarm。“MissSophy,Ihavenottoldyouall。Canyoubeartohearit?Remember,masterisinthenextroom,andheknowsnothingyet。Come,youmusthelpmetotellhim。Now,bequiet,dear!Itwasnocommondeathhedied!“Shelookedinherfaceasiftryingtoconveyhermeaningbyhereyes。Sophy’slipsmoved,butnursecouldhearnosound。“HehasbeenshotashewascominghomealongTurnerStreetto-night。“Sophywentonwiththemotionofherlips,twitchingthemalmostconvulsively。“Mydear,youmustrouseyourself,andrememberyourfatherandmotherhaveyettobetold。SpeakMissSophy!“Butshecouldnot;herwholefaceworkedinvoluntarily。Thenurselefttheroom,andalmostimmediatelybroughtbacksomesal-volatileandwater。
Sophydrankiteagerly,andgaveoneortwodeepgasps。Thenshespokeinacalm,unnaturalvoice。“Whatdoyouwantmetodo,nurse?GotoHelen,andpoorAmy。See,theywanthelp。““Poorcreatures!wemustletthemaloneforabit。Youmustgotomaster;
that’swhatIwantyoutodo,MissSophy。Youmustbreakittohim,pooroldgentleman!Come,he’sasleepinthedining-room,andthemenarewaitingtospeaktohim。“Sophywentmechanicallytothedining-roomdoor。“Oh!Icannotgoin。Icannottellhim。WhatmustIsay?““I’llcomewithyou,MissSophy。Breakittohimbydegrees。““Ican’t,nurse。Myheadthrobsso,Ishallbesuretosaythewrongthing。“However,sheopenedthedoor。Theresatthefather,theshadedlightofthecandle-lampfallingupon,andsofteninghismarkedfeatures,whilehissnowyhaircontrastedwellwiththedeepcrimsonmoroccoofthechair。
Thenewspaperhehadbeenreadinghaddroppedonthecarpetbyhisside。
Hebreathedregularlyanddeeply。AtthatinstantthewordsofMrsHemans’ssongcamefullinSophy’smind:——Yeknownotwhatyedo,ThatcalltheslumbererbackFromtherealmsunseenbyyou,Tolife’sdimwearytrack。Butthislife’strackwouldbetothebereavedfathersomethingmorethandimandweary,hereafter。“Papa,“saidshe,softly。Hedidnotstir。“Papa!“sheexclaimedsomewhatlouder。Hestartedup,halfawake。“Teaisready,isit?“andheyawned。“No!papa,butsomethingverydreadful——verysad,hashappened!“Hewasgapingsoloudthathedidnotcatchthewordssheuttered,anddidnotseetheexpressionofherface。“MasterHenryisnotcomeback,“saidnurse。Hervoice,heardinunusualspeechtohim,arrestedhisattention,andrubbinghiseyes,helookedattheservant。“Harry!ohno!hehadtoattendameetingofthemastersaboutthesecursedturn-outs。Idon’texpecthimyet。Whatareyoulookingatmesostrangelyfor,Sophy?““Oh,papa,Harryiscomeback,“saidshe,burstingintotears……“Whatdoyoumean?“saidhe,startledintoanimpatientconsciousnessthatsomethingwaswrong。“Oneofyousaysheisnotcomehome,andtheothersaysheis。Now,that’snonsense!Tellmeatoncewhat’sthematter。Didhegoonhorsebacktotown?Ishethrown?Speak,child,can’tyou?““No!he’snotbeenthrown,papa,saidSophy,sadly。“Buthe’sbadlyhurt,“putinthenurse,desiroustobedrawinghisanxietytoapoint。“Hurt?Where?How?Haveyousentforadoctor?“saidhe,hastilyrising,asiftoleavetheroom。“Yes,papa,we’vesentforadoctor——butI’mafraid——Ibelieveit’sofnouse。“Helookedatherforamoment,andinherfacehereadthetruth。Hisson,hisonlyson,wasdead。Hesankbackinhischair,andhidhisfaceinhishands,andbowedhisheaduponthetable。Thestrongmahoganydining-tableshookandrattledunderhisagony。Sophywentandputherarmsroundhisbowedneck。“Go!youarenotHarry,“saidhe;buttheactionrousedhim。“Whereishe?whereisthe——“saidhe,withhisstrongfacesetintothelinesofanguish,bytwominutesofsuchintensewoe。“Intheservants’hall,“repliednurse。“Twopolicemenandanothermanbroughthimhome。Theywouldbegladtospeaktoyouwhenyouareable,sir。’“Iamnowable,“repliedhe。Atfirstwhenhestooduphetottered。Butsteadyinghimself;hewalked,asfirmlyasasoldierondrill,tothedoor。
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