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第67章

  ThepromiseddeparturewasallthatFannycouldthinkofwithmuchsatisfaction。Heruncle’skindexpressions,however,andforbearingmanner,weresensiblyfelt;
  andwhensheconsideredhowmuchofthetruthwasunknowntohim,shebelievedshehadnorighttowonderatthelineofconducthepursued。He,whohadmarriedadaughtertoMr。Rushworth:romanticdelicacywascertainlynottobeexpectedfromhim。Shemustdoherduty,andtrustthattimemightmakeherdutyeasierthanitnowwas。
  Shecouldnot,thoughonlyeighteen,supposeMr。Crawford’sattachmentwouldholdoutforever;shecouldnotbutimaginethatsteady,unceasingdiscouragementfromherselfwouldputanendtoitintime。Howmuchtimeshemight,inherownfancy,allotforitsdominion,isanotherconcern。Itwouldnotbefairtoinquireintoayounglady’sexactestimateofherownperfections。
  Inspiteofhisintendedsilence,SirThomasfoundhimselfoncemoreobligedtomentionthesubjecttohisniece,toprepareherbrieflyforitsbeingimpartedtoheraunts;
  ameasurewhichhewouldstillhaveavoided,ifpossible,butwhichbecamenecessaryfromthetotallyoppositefeelingsofMr。Crawfordastoanysecrecyofproceeding。
  Hehadnoideaofconcealment。ItwasallknownattheParsonage,wherehelovedtotalkoverthefuturewithbothhissisters,anditwouldberathergratifyingtohimtohaveenlightenedwitnessesoftheprogressofhissuccess。WhenSirThomasunderstoodthis,hefeltthenecessityofmakinghisownwifeandsister-in-lawacquaintedwiththebusinesswithoutdelay;though,onFanny’saccount,healmostdreadedtheeffectofthecommunicationtoMrs。NorrisasmuchasFannyherself。
  Hedeprecatedhermistakenbutwell-meaningzeal。
  SirThomas,indeed,was,bythistime,notveryfarfromclassingMrs。Norrisasoneofthosewell-meaningpeoplewhoarealwaysdoingmistakenandverydisagreeablethings。
  Mrs。Norris,however,relievedhim。Hepressedforthestrictestforbearanceandsilencetowardstheirniece;shenotonlypromised,butdidobserveit。
  Sheonlylookedherincreasedill-will。Angryshewas:
  bitterlyangry;butshewasmoreangrywithFannyforhavingreceivedsuchanofferthanforrefusingit。
  ItwasaninjuryandaffronttoJulia,whooughttohavebeenMr。Crawford’schoice;and,independentlyofthat,shedislikedFanny,becauseshehadneglectedher;
  andshewouldhavegrudgedsuchanelevationtoonewhomshehadbeenalwaystryingtodepress。
  SirThomasgavehermorecreditfordiscretionontheoccasionthanshedeserved;andFannycouldhaveblessedherforallowingheronlytoseeherdispleasure,andnottohearit。
  LadyBertramtookitdifferently。Shehadbeenabeauty,andaprosperousbeauty,allherlife;andbeautyandwealthwereallthatexcitedherrespect。ToknowFannytobesoughtinmarriagebyamanoffortune,raisedher,therefore,verymuchinheropinion。
  ByconvincingherthatFanny_was_verypretty,whichshehadbeendoubtingaboutbefore,andthatshewouldbeadvantageouslymarried,itmadeherfeelasortofcreditincallingherniece。
  “Well,Fanny,“saidshe,assoonastheywerealonetogetherafterwards,andshereallyhadknownsomethinglikeimpatiencetobealonewithher,andhercountenance,asshespoke,hadextraordinaryanimation;“Well,Fanny,Ihavehadaveryagreeablesurprisethismorning。Imustjustspeakofit_once_,ItoldSirThomasImust_once_,andthenIshallhavedone。Igiveyoujoy,mydearniece。“
  Andlookingathercomplacently,sheadded,“Humph,wecertainlyareahandsomefamily!“
  Fannycoloured,anddoubtedatfirstwhattosay;
  when,hopingtoassailheronhervulnerableside,shepresentlyanswered——
  “Mydearaunt,_you_cannotwishmetododifferentlyfromwhatIhavedone,Iamsure。_You_cannotwishmetomarry;
  foryouwouldmissme,shouldnotyou?Yes,Iamsureyouwouldmissmetoomuchforthat。“
  “No,mydear,Ishouldnotthinkofmissingyou,whensuchanofferasthiscomesinyourway。
  Icoulddoverywellwithoutyou,ifyouweremarriedtoamanofsuchgoodestateasMr。Crawford。Andyoumustbeaware,Fanny,thatitiseveryyoungwoman’sdutytoacceptsuchaveryunexceptionableofferasthis。“
  Thiswasalmosttheonlyruleofconduct,theonlypieceofadvice,whichFannyhadeverreceivedfromherauntinthecourseofeightyearsandahalf。Itsilencedher。
  Shefelthowunprofitablecontentionwouldbe。
  Ifheraunt’sfeelingswereagainsther,nothingcouldbehopedfromattackingherunderstanding。LadyBertramwasquitetalkative。
  “Iwilltellyouwhat,Fanny,“saidshe,“Iamsurehefellinlovewithyouattheball;Iamsurethemischiefwasdonethatevening。Youdidlookremarkablywell。
  Everybodysaidso。SirThomassaidso。AndyouknowyouhadChapmantohelpyoutodress。IamverygladIsentChapmantoyou。IshalltellSirThomasthatI
  amsureitwasdonethatevening。“Andstillpursuingthesamecheerfulthoughts,shesoonafterwardsadded,“Andwilltellyouwhat,Fanny,whichismorethanIdidforMaria:thenexttimePughasalitteryoushallhaveapuppy。“
  Edmundhadgreatthingstohearonhisreturn。Manysurpriseswereawaitinghim。Thefirstthatoccurredwasnotleastininterest:theappearanceofHenryCrawfordandhissisterwalkingtogetherthroughthevillageasherodeintoit。
  Hehadconcluded——hehadmeantthemtobefardistant。
  HisabsencehadbeenextendedbeyondafortnightpurposelytoavoidMissCrawford。HewasreturningtoMansfieldwithspiritsreadytofeedonmelancholyremembrances,andtenderassociations,whenherownfairselfwasbeforehim,leaningonherbrother’sarm,andhefoundhimselfreceivingawelcome,unquestionablyfriendly,fromthewomanwhom,twomomentsbefore,hehadbeenthinkingofasseventymilesoff,andasfarther,muchfarther,fromhimininclinationthananydistancecouldexpress。
  Herreceptionofhimwasofasortwhichhecouldnothavehopedfor,hadheexpectedtoseeher。Comingashedidfromsuchapurportfulfilledashadtakenhimaway,hewouldhaveexpectedanythingratherthanalookofsatisfaction,andwordsofsimple,pleasantmeaning。
  Itwasenoughtosethisheartinaglow,andtobringhimhomeinthepropereststateforfeelingthefullvalueoftheotherjoyfulsurprisesathand。
  William’spromotion,withallitsparticulars,hewassoonmasterof;andwithsuchasecretprovisionofcomfortwithinhisownbreasttohelpthejoy,hefoundinitasourceofmostgratifyingsensationandunvaryingcheerfulnessalldinner-time。
  Afterdinner,whenheandhisfatherwerealone,hehadFanny’shistory;andthenallthegreateventsofthelastfortnight,andthepresentsituationofmattersatMansfieldwereknowntohim。
  Fannysuspectedwhatwasgoingon。Theysatsomuchlongerthanusualinthedining-parlour,thatshewassuretheymustbetalkingofher;andwhenteaatlastbroughtthemaway,andshewastobeseenbyEdmundagain,shefeltdreadfullyguilty。Hecametoher,satdownbyher,tookherhand,andpresseditkindly;andatthatmomentshethoughtthat,butfortheoccupationandthescenewhichthetea-thingsafforded,shemusthavebetrayedheremotioninsomeunpardonableexcess。
  Hewasnotintending,however,bysuchaction,tobeconveyingtoherthatunqualifiedapprobationandencouragementwhichherhopesdrewfromit。
  Itwasdesignedonlytoexpresshisparticipationinallthatinterestedher,andtotellherthathehadbeenhearingwhatquickenedeveryfeelingofaffection。Hewas,infact,entirelyonhisfather’ssideofthequestion。
  Hissurprisewasnotsogreatashisfather’satherrefusingCrawford,because,sofarfromsupposinghertoconsiderhimwithanythinglikeapreference,hehadalwaysbelievedittoberatherthereverse,andcouldimaginehertobetakenperfectlyunprepared,butSirThomascouldnotregardtheconnexionasmoredesirablethanhedid。Ithadeveryrecommendationtohim;
  andwhilehonouringherforwhatshehaddoneundertheinfluenceofherpresentindifference,honouringherinratherstrongertermsthanSirThomascouldquiteecho,hewasmostearnestinhoping,andsanguineinbelieving,thatitwouldbeamatchatlast,andthat,unitedbymutualaffection,itwouldappearthattheirdispositionswereasexactlyfittedtomakethemblessedineachother,ashewasnowbeginningseriouslytoconsiderthem。
  Crawfordhadbeentooprecipitate。Hehadnotgivenhertimetoattachherself。Hehadbegunatthewrongend。