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第50章

  Edmundmight,inthecommonphrase,dothedutyofThornton,thatis,hemightreadprayersandpreach,withoutgivingupMansfieldPark:hemightrideovereverySunday,toahousenominallyinhabited,andgothroughdivineservice;
  hemightbetheclergymanofThorntonLaceyeveryseventhday,forthreeorfourhours,ifthatwouldcontenthim。
  Butitwillnot。Heknowsthathumannatureneedsmorelessonsthanaweeklysermoncanconvey;andthatifhedoesnotliveamonghisparishioners,andprovehimself,byconstantattention,theirwell-wisherandfriend,hedoesverylittleeitherfortheirgoodorhisown。“
  Mr。Crawfordbowedhisacquiescence。
  “Irepeatagain,“addedSirThomas,“thatThorntonLaceyistheonlyhouseintheneighbourhoodinwhichIshould_not_behappytowaitonMr。Crawfordasoccupier。“
  Mr。Crawfordbowedhisthanks。
  “SirThomas,“saidEdmund,“undoubtedlyunderstandsthedutyofaparishpriest。Wemusthopehissonmayprovethat_he_knowsittoo。“
  WhatevereffectSirThomas’slittleharanguemightreallyproduceonMr。Crawford,itraisedsomeawkwardsensationsintwooftheothers,twoofhismostattentivelisteners——
  MissCrawfordandFanny。Oneofwhom,havingneverbeforeunderstoodthatThorntonwassosoonandsocompletelytobehishome,wasponderingwithdowncasteyesonwhatitwouldbe_not_toseeEdmundeveryday;andtheother,startledfromtheagreeablefanciesshehadbeenpreviouslyindulgingonthestrengthofherbrother’sdescription,nolongerable,inthepictureshehadbeenformingofafutureThornton,toshutoutthechurch,sinktheclergyman,andseeonlytherespectable,elegant,modernised,andoccasionalresidenceofamanofindependentfortune,wasconsideringSirThomas,withdecidedill-will,asthedestroyerofallthis,andsufferingthemorefromthatinvoluntaryforbearancewhichhischaracterandmannercommanded,andfromnotdaringtorelieveherselfbyasingleattemptatthrowingridiculeonhiscause。
  Alltheagreeableof_her_speculationwasoverforthathour。
  Itwastimetohavedonewithcards,ifsermonsprevailed;
  andshewasgladtofinditnecessarytocometoaconclusion,andbeabletorefreshherspiritsbyachangeofplaceandneighbour。
  Thechiefofthepartywerenowcollectedirregularlyroundthefire,andwaitingthefinalbreak-up。WilliamandFannywerethemostdetached。Theyremainedtogetherattheotherwisedesertedcard-table,talkingverycomfortably,andnotthinkingoftherest,tillsomeoftherestbegantothinkofthem。HenryCrawford’schairwasthefirsttobegivenadirectiontowardsthem,andhesatsilentlyobservingthemforafewminutes;
  himself,inthemeanwhile,observedbySirThomas,whowasstandinginchatwithDr。Grant。
  “Thisistheassemblynight,“saidWilliam。“IfIwereatPortsmouthIshouldbeatit,perhaps。“
  “ButyoudonotwishyourselfatPortsmouth,William?“
  “No,Fanny,thatIdonot。IshallhaveenoughofPortsmouthandofdancingtoo,whenIcannothaveyou。AndIdonotknowthattherewouldbeanygoodingoingtotheassembly,forImightnotgetapartner。ThePortsmouthgirlsturnuptheirnosesatanybodywhohasnotacommission。
  Onemightaswellbenothingasamidshipman。
  One_is_nothing,indeed。YouremembertheGregorys;
  theyaregrownupamazingfinegirls,buttheywillhardlyspeakto_me_,becauseLucyiscourtedbyalieutenant。“
  “Oh!shame,shame!Butnevermindit,William“herowncheeksinaglowofindignationasshespoke。“Itisnotworthminding。Itisnoreflectionon_you_;itisnomorethanwhatthegreatestadmiralshaveallexperienced,moreorless,intheirtime。Youmustthinkofthat,youmusttrytomakeupyourmindtoitasoneofthehardshipswhichfalltoeverysailor’sshare,likebadweatherandhardliving,onlywiththisadvantage,thattherewillbeanendtoit,thattherewillcomeatimewhenyouwillhavenothingofthatsorttoendure。
  Whenyouarealieutenant!onlythink,William,whenyouarealieutenant,howlittleyouwillcareforanynonsenseofthiskind。“
  “IbegintothinkIshallneverbealieutenant,Fanny。
  Everybodygetsmadebutme。“
  “Oh!mydearWilliam,donottalkso;donotbesodesponding。
  Myunclesaysnothing,butIamsurehewilldoeverythinginhispowertogetyoumade。Heknows,aswellasyoudo,ofwhatconsequenceitis。“
  Shewascheckedbythesightofherunclemuchnearertothemthanshehadanysuspicionof,andeachfounditnecessarytotalkofsomethingelse。
  “Areyoufondofdancing,Fanny?“
  “Yes,very;onlyIamsoontired。“
  “Ishouldliketogotoaballwithyouandseeyoudance。HaveyouneveranyballsatNorthampton?
  Ishouldliketoseeyoudance,andI’ddancewithyouifyou_would_,fornobodywouldknowwhoIwashere,andIshouldliketobeyourpartneroncemore。
  Weusedtojumpabouttogethermanyatime,didnotwe?
  whenthehand-organwasinthestreet?Iamaprettygooddancerinmyway,butIdaresayyouareabetter。“
  Andturningtohisuncle,whowasnowclosetothem,“IsnotFannyaverygooddancer,sir?“
  Fanny,indismayatsuchanunprecedentedquestion,didnotknowwhichwaytolook,orhowtobepreparedfortheanswer。Someverygravereproof,oratleastthecoldestexpressionofindifference,mustbecomingtodistressherbrother,andsinkhertotheground。
  But,onthecontrary,itwasnoworsethan,“IamsorrytosaythatIamunabletoansweryourquestion。
  IhaveneverseenFannydancesinceshewasalittlegirl;
  butItrustweshallboththinksheacquitsherselflikeagentlewomanwhenwedoseeher,which,perhaps,wemayhaveanopportunityofdoingerelong。“
  “Ihavehadthepleasureofseeingyoursisterdance,Mr。Price,“saidHenryCrawford,leaningforward,“andwillengagetoanswereveryinquirywhichyoucanmakeonthesubject,toyourentiresatisfaction。
  ButIbelieve“seeingFannylookeddistressed“itmustbeatsomeothertime。Thereis_one_personincompanywhodoesnotliketohaveMissPricespokenof。“
  Trueenough,hehadonceseenFannydance;anditwasequallytruethathewouldnowhaveansweredforherglidingaboutwithquiet,lightelegance,andinadmirabletime;
  but,infact,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimrecallwhatherdancinghadbeen,andrathertookitforgrantedthatshehadbeenpresentthanrememberedanythingabouther。
  Hepassed,however,foranadmirerofherdancing;
  andSirThomas,bynomeansdispleased,prolongedtheconversationondancingingeneral,andwassowellengagedindescribingtheballsofAntigua,andlisteningtowhathisnephewcouldrelateofthedifferentmodesofdancingwhichhadfallenwithinhisobservation,thathehadnotheardhiscarriageannounced,andwasfirstcalledtotheknowledgeofitbythebustleofMrs。Norris。
  “Come,Fanny,Fanny,whatareyouabout?Wearegoing。
  Donotyouseeyourauntisgoing?Quick,quick!IcannotbeartokeepgoodoldWilcoxwaiting。Youshouldalwaysrememberthecoachmanandhorses。MydearSirThomas,wehavesettleditthatthecarriageshouldcomebackforyou,andEdmundandWilliam。“
  SirThomascouldnotdissent,asithadbeenhisownarrangement,previouslycommunicatedtohiswifeandsister;but_that_seemedforgottenbyMrs。Norris,whomustfancythatshesettleditallherself。
  Fanny’slastfeelinginthevisitwasdisappointment:
  fortheshawlwhichEdmundwasquietlytakingfromtheservanttobringandputroundhershoulderswasseizedbyMr。Crawford’squickerhand,andshewasobligedtobeindebtedtohismoreprominentattention。
  William’sdesireofseeingFannydancemademorethanamomentaryimpressiononhisuncle。Thehopeofanopportunity,whichSirThomashadthengiven,wasnotgiventobethoughtofnomore。Heremainedsteadilyinclinedtogratifysoamiableafeeling;togratifyanybodyelsewhomightwishtoseeFannydance,andtogivepleasuretotheyoungpeopleingeneral;andhavingthoughtthematterover,andtakenhisresolutioninquietindependence,theresultofitappearedthenextmorningatbreakfast,when,afterrecallingandcommendingwhathisnephewhadsaid,headded,“Idonotlike,William,thatyoushouldleaveNorthamptonshirewithoutthisindulgence。
  Itwouldgivemepleasuretoseeyoubothdance。
  YouspokeoftheballsatNorthampton。Yourcousinshaveoccasionallyattendedthem;buttheywouldnotaltogethersuitusnow。Thefatiguewouldbetoomuchforyouraunt。
  IbelievewemustnotthinkofaNorthamptonball。
  Adanceathomewouldbemoreeligible;andif——“
  “Ah,mydearSirThomas!“interruptedMrs。Norris,“Iknewwhatwascoming。Iknewwhatyouweregoingtosay。IfdearJuliawereathome,ordearestMrs。RushworthatSotherton,toaffordareason,anoccasionforsuchathing,youwouldbetemptedtogivetheyoungpeopleadanceatMansfield。
  Iknowyouwould。If_they_wereathometogracetheball,aballyouwouldhavethisveryChristmas。
  Thankyouruncle,William,thankyouruncle!“