首页 >出版文学> Mansfield Parkby>第47章

第47章

  andthegoodluckwhichattendedhisearlyexaminationofshipnewsthenextmorningseemedtherewardofhisingenuityinfindingoutsuchamethodofpleasingher,aswellasofhisdutifulattentiontotheAdmiral,inhavingformanyyearstakeninthepaperesteemedtohavetheearliestnavalintelligence。Heproved,however,tobetoolate。Allthosefinefirstfeelings,ofwhichhehadhopedtobetheexciter,werealreadygiven。
  Buthisintention,thekindnessofhisintention,wasthankfullyacknowledged:quitethankfullyandwarmly,forshewaselevatedbeyondthecommontimidityofhermindbytheflowofherloveforWilliam。
  ThisdearWilliamwouldsoonbeamongstthem。Therecouldbenodoubtofhisobtainingleaveofabsenceimmediately,forhewasstillonlyamidshipman;andashisparents,fromlivingonthespot,mustalreadyhaveseenhim,andbeseeinghimperhapsdaily,hisdirectholidaysmightwithjusticebeinstantlygiventothesister,whohadbeenhisbestcorrespondentthroughaperiodofsevenyears,andtheunclewhohaddonemostforhissupportandadvancement;andaccordinglythereplytoherreply,fixingaveryearlydayforhisarrival,cameassoonaspossible;andscarcelytendayshadpassedsinceFannyhadbeenintheagitationofherfirstdinner-visit,whenshefoundherselfinanagitationofahighernature,watchinginthehall,inthelobby,onthestairs,forthefirstsoundofthecarriagewhichwastobringherabrother。
  Itcamehappilywhileshewasthuswaiting;andtherebeingneitherceremonynorfearfulnesstodelaythemomentofmeeting,shewaswithhimasheenteredthehouse,andthefirstminutesofexquisitefeelinghadnointerruptionandnowitnesses,unlesstheservantschieflyintentuponopeningtheproperdoorscouldbecalledsuch。
  ThiswasexactlywhatSirThomasandEdmundhadbeenseparatelyconnivingat,aseachprovedtotheotherbythesympatheticalacritywithwhichtheybothadvisedMrs。Norris’scontinuingwhereshewas,insteadofrushingoutintothehallassoonasthenoisesofthearrivalreachedthem。
  WilliamandFannysoonshewedthemselves;andSirThomashadthepleasureofreceiving,inhisprotege,certainlyaverydifferentpersonfromtheonehehadequippedsevenyearsago,butayoungmanofanopen,pleasantcountenance,andfrank,unstudied,butfeelingandrespectfulmanners,andsuchasconfirmedhimhisfriend。
  ItwaslongbeforeFannycouldrecoverfromtheagitatinghappinessofsuchanhouraswasformedbythelastthirtyminutesofexpectation,andthefirstoffruition;
  itwassometimeevenbeforeherhappinesscouldbesaidtomakeherhappy,beforethedisappointmentinseparablefromthealterationofpersonhadvanished,andshecouldseeinhimthesameWilliamasbefore,andtalktohim,asherhearthadbeenyearningtodothroughmanyapastyear。Thattime,however,didgraduallycome,forwardedbyanaffectiononhissideaswarmasherown,andmuchlessencumberedbyrefinementorself-distrust。
  Shewasthefirstobjectofhislove,butitwasalovewhichhisstrongerspirits,andboldertemper,madeitasnaturalforhimtoexpressastofeel。Onthemorrowtheywerewalkingabouttogetherwithtrueenjoyment,andeverysucceedingmorrowreneweda_tete-a-tete_
  whichSirThomascouldnotbutobservewithcomplacency,evenbeforeEdmundhadpointeditouttohim。
  Exceptingthemomentsofpeculiardelight,whichanymarkedorunlooked-forinstanceofEdmund’sconsiderationofherinthelastfewmonthshadexcited,Fannyhadneverknownsomuchfelicityinherlife,asinthisunchecked,equal,fearlessintercoursewiththebrotherandfriendwhowasopeningallhishearttoher,tellingherallhishopesandfears,plans,andsolicitudesrespectingthatlongthoughtof,dearlyearned,andjustlyvaluedblessingofpromotion;
  whocouldgiveherdirectandminuteinformationofthefatherandmother,brothersandsisters,ofwhomsheveryseldomheard;whowasinterestedinallthecomfortsandallthelittlehardshipsofherhomeatMansfield;
  readytothinkofeverymemberofthathomeasshedirected,ordifferingonlybyalessscrupulousopinion,andmorenoisyabuseoftheirauntNorris,andwithwhomperhapsthedearestindulgenceofthewholealltheevilandgoodoftheirearliestyearscouldbegoneoveragain,andeveryformerunitedpainandpleasureretracedwiththefondestrecollection。Anadvantagethis,astrengtheneroflove,inwhicheventheconjugaltieisbeneaththefraternal。Childrenofthesamefamily,thesameblood,withthesamefirstassociationsandhabits,havesomemeansofenjoymentintheirpower,whichnosubsequentconnexionscansupply;anditmustbebyalongandunnaturalestrangement,byadivorcewhichnosubsequentconnexioncanjustify,ifsuchpreciousremainsoftheearliestattachmentsareeverentirelyoutlived。
  Toooften,alas!itisso。Fraternallove,sometimesalmosteverything,isatothersworsethannothing。
  ButwithWilliamandFannyPriceitwasstillasentimentinallitsprimeandfreshness,woundedbynooppositionofinterest,cooledbynoseparateattachment,andfeelingtheinfluenceoftimeandabsenceonlyinitsincrease。
  Anaffectionsoamiablewasadvancingeachintheopinionofallwhohadheartstovalueanythinggood。HenryCrawfordwasasmuchstruckwithitasany。Hehonouredthewarm-hearted,bluntfondnessoftheyoungsailor,whichledhimtosay,withhishandsstretchedtowardsFanny’shead,“Doyouknow,Ibegintolikethatqueerfashionalready,thoughwhenIfirstheardofsuchthingsbeingdoneinEngland,Icouldnotbelieveit;andwhenMrs。Brown,andtheotherwomenattheCommissioner’satGibraltar,appearedinthesametrim,Ithoughttheyweremad;butFannycanreconcilemetoanything“;andsaw,withlivelyadmiration,theglowofFanny’scheek,thebrightnessofhereye,thedeepinterest,theabsorbedattention,whileherbrotherwasdescribinganyoftheimminenthazards,orterrificscenes,whichsuchaperiodatseamustsupply。
  ItwasapicturewhichHenryCrawfordhadmoraltasteenoughtovalue。Fanny’sattractionsincreased——increasedtwofold;
  forthesensibilitywhichbeautifiedhercomplexionandilluminedhercountenancewasanattractioninitself。
  Hewasnolongerindoubtofthecapabilitiesofherheart。
  Shehadfeeling,genuinefeeling。Itwouldbesomethingtobelovedbysuchagirl,toexcitethefirstardoursofheryoungunsophisticatedmind!Sheinterestedhimmorethanhehadforeseen。Afortnightwasnotenough。
  Hisstaybecameindefinite。
  Williamwasoftencalledonbyhisuncletobethetalker。
  HisrecitalswereamusinginthemselvestoSirThomas,butthechiefobjectinseekingthemwastounderstandthereciter,toknowtheyoungmanbyhishistories;
  andhelistenedtohisclear,simple,spiriteddetailswithfullsatisfaction,seeinginthemtheproofofgoodprinciples,professionalknowledge,energy,courage,andcheerfulness,everythingthatcoulddeserveorpromisewell。
  Youngashewas,Williamhadalreadyseenagreatdeal。
  HehadbeenintheMediterranean;intheWestIndies;
  intheMediterraneanagain;hadbeenoftentakenonshorebythefavourofhiscaptain,andinthecourseofsevenyearshadknowneveryvarietyofdangerwhichseaandwartogethercouldoffer。Withsuchmeansinhispowerhehadarighttobelistenedto;andthoughMrs。Norriscouldfidgetabouttheroom,anddisturbeverybodyinquestoftwoneedlefulsofthreadorasecond-handshirtbutton,inthemidstofhernephew’saccountofashipwreckoranengagement,everybodyelsewasattentive;andevenLadyBertramcouldnothearofsuchhorrorsunmoved,orwithoutsometimesliftinghereyesfromherworktosay,“Dearme!howdisagreeable!Iwonderanybodycanevergotosea。“
  ToHenryCrawfordtheygaveadifferentfeeling。Helongedtohavebeenatsea,andseenanddoneandsufferedasmuch。
  Hisheartwaswarmed,hisfancyfired,andhefeltthehighestrespectforaladwho,beforehewastwenty,hadgonethroughsuchbodilyhardshipsandgivensuchproofsofmind。Thegloryofheroism,ofusefulness,ofexertion,ofendurance,madehisownhabitsofselfishindulgenceappearinshamefulcontrast;andhewishedhehadbeenaWilliamPrice,distinguishinghimselfandworkinghiswaytofortuneandconsequencewithsomuchself-respectandhappyardour,insteadofwhathewas!
  Thewishwasrathereagerthanlasting。Hewasrousedfromthereverieofretrospectionandregretproducedbyit,bysomeinquiryfromEdmundastohisplansforthenextday’shunting;andhefounditwasaswelltobeamanoffortuneatoncewithhorsesandgroomsathiscommand。
  Inonerespectitwasbetter,asitgavehimthemeansofconferringakindnesswherehewishedtooblige。
  Withspirits,courage,andcuriosityuptoanything,Williamexpressedaninclinationtohunt;andCrawfordcouldmounthimwithouttheslightestinconveniencetohimself,andwithonlysomescruplestoobviateinSirThomas,whoknewbetterthanhisnephewthevalueofsuchaloan,andsomealarmstoreasonawayinFanny。ShefearedforWilliam;bynomeansconvincedbyallthathecouldrelateofhisownhorsemanshipinvariouscountries,ofthescramblingpartiesinwhichhehadbeenengaged,theroughhorsesandmuleshehadridden,orhismanynarrowescapesfromdreadfulfalls,thathewasatallequaltothemanagementofahigh-fedhunterinanEnglishfox-chase;
  nortillhereturnedsafeandwell,withoutaccidentordiscredit,couldshebereconciledtotherisk,orfeelanyofthatobligationtoMr。Crawfordforlendingthehorsewhichhehadfullyintendeditshouldproduce。
  Whenitwasproved,however,tohavedoneWilliamnoharm,shecouldallowittobeakindness,andevenrewardtheownerwithasmilewhentheanimalwasoneminutetenderedtohisuseagain;andthenext,withthegreatestcordiality,andinamannernottoberesisted,madeovertohisuseentirelysolongasheremainedinNorthamptonshire。