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第46章

  asIshalldo——nottoloseaword;oronlylookingoffjusttonotedownanysentencepreeminentlybeautiful?
  Wewillprovideourselveswithtabletsandapencil。
  Whenwillitbe?YoumustpreachatMansfield,youknow,thatSirThomasandLadyBertrammayhearyou。“
  “Ishallkeepclearofyou,Crawford,aslongasIcan,“
  saidEdmund;“foryouwouldbemorelikelytodisconcertme,andIshouldbemoresorrytoseeyoutryingatitthanalmostanyotherman。“
  “Willhenotfeelthis?“thoughtFanny。“No,hecanfeelnothingasheought。“
  Thepartybeingnowallunited,andthechieftalkersattractingeachother,sheremainedintranquillity;
  andasawhist-tablewasformedaftertea——formedreallyfortheamusementofDr。Grant,byhisattentivewife,thoughitwasnottobesupposedso——andMissCrawfordtookherharp,shehadnothingtodobuttolisten;
  andhertranquillityremainedundisturbedtherestoftheevening,exceptwhenMr。Crawfordnowandthenaddressedtoheraquestionorobservation,whichshecouldnotavoidanswering。MissCrawfordwastoomuchvexedbywhathadpassedtobeinahumourforanythingbutmusic。Withthatshesoothedherselfandamusedherfriend。
  TheassuranceofEdmund’sbeingsosoontotakeorders,cominguponherlikeablowthathadbeensuspended,andstillhopeduncertainandatadistance,wasfeltwithresentmentandmortification。Shewasveryangrywithhim。Shehadthoughtherinfluencemore。
  She_had_beguntothinkofhim;shefeltthatshehad,withgreatregard,withalmostdecidedintentions;
  butshewouldnowmeethimwithhisowncoolfeelings。
  Itwasplainthathecouldhavenoseriousviews,notrueattachment,byfixinghimselfinasituationwhichhemustknowshewouldneverstoopto。Shewouldlearntomatchhiminhisindifference。Shewouldhenceforthadmithisattentionswithoutanyideabeyondimmediateamusement。
  If_he_couldsocommandhisaffections,_hers_shoulddohernoharm。
  Chapter24CHAPTERXXIV
  HenryCrawfordhadquitemadeuphismindbythenextmorningtogiveanotherfortnighttoMansfield,andhavingsentforhishunters,andwrittenafewlinesofexplanationtotheAdmiral,helookedroundathissisterashesealedandthrewtheletterfromhim,andseeingthecoastclearoftherestofthefamily,said,withasmile,“AndhowdoyouthinkImeantoamusemyself,Mary,onthedaysthatIdonothunt?
  Iamgrowntoooldtogooutmorethanthreetimesaweek;
  butIhaveaplanfortheintermediatedays,andwhatdoyouthinkitis?“
  “Towalkandridewithme,tobesure。“
  “Notexactly,thoughIshallbehappytodoboth,but_that_
  wouldbeexerciseonlytomybody,andImusttakecareofmymind。Besides,_that_wouldbeallrecreationandindulgence,withoutthewholesomealloyoflabour,andIdonotliketoeatthebreadofidleness。No,myplanistomakeFannyPriceinlovewithme。“
  “FannyPrice!Nonsense!No,no。Yououghttobesatisfiedwithhertwocousins。“
  “ButIcannotbesatisfiedwithoutFannyPrice,withoutmakingasmallholeinFannyPrice’sheart。
  Youdonotseemproperlyawareofherclaimstonotice。
  Whenwetalkedofherlastnight,younoneofyouseemedsensibleofthewonderfulimprovementthathastakenplaceinherlookswithinthelastsixweeks。
  Youseehereveryday,andthereforedonotnoticeit;
  butIassureyousheisquiteadifferentcreaturefromwhatshewasintheautumn。Shewasthenmerelyaquiet,modest,notplain-lookinggirl,butsheisnowabsolutelypretty。Iusedtothinkshehadneithercomplexionnorcountenance;butinthatsoftskinofhers,sofrequentlytingedwithablushasitwasyesterday,thereisdecidedbeauty;andfromwhatIobservedofhereyesandmouth,Idonotdespairoftheirbeingcapableofexpressionenoughwhenshehasanythingtoexpress。
  Andthen,herair,hermanner,her_tout__ensemble_,issoindescribablyimproved!Shemustbegrowntwoinches,atleast,sinceOctober。“
  “Phoo!phoo!Thisisonlybecausetherewerenotallwomentocompareherwith,andbecauseshehasgotanewgown,andyouneversawhersowelldressedbefore。SheisjustwhatshewasinOctober,believeme。Thetruthis,thatshewastheonlygirlincompanyforyoutonotice,andyoumusthaveasomebody。Ihavealwaysthoughtherpretty——notstrikinglypretty——but’prettyenough,’
  aspeoplesay;asortofbeautythatgrowsonone。
  Hereyesshouldbedarker,butshehasasweetsmile;
  butasforthiswonderfuldegreeofimprovement,Iamsureitmayallberesolvedintoabetterstyleofdress,andyourhavingnobodyelsetolookat;andtherefore,ifyoudosetaboutaflirtationwithher,youneverwillpersuademethatitisincomplimenttoherbeauty,orthatitproceedsfromanythingbutyourownidlenessandfolly。“
  Herbrothergaveonlyasmiletothisaccusation,andsoonafterwardssaid,“IdonotquiteknowwhattomakeofMissFanny。Idonotunderstandher。Icouldnottellwhatshewouldbeatyesterday。Whatishercharacter?
  Isshesolemn?Isshequeer?Issheprudish?Whydidshedrawbackandlooksograveatme?Icouldhardlygethertospeak。Ineverwassolongincompanywithagirlinmylife,tryingtoentertainher,andsucceedsoill!
  Nevermetwithagirlwholookedsograveonme!
  Imusttrytogetthebetterofthis。Herlookssay,’Iwillnotlikeyou,Iamdeterminednottolikeyou’;
  andIsaysheshall。“
  “Foolishfellow!Andsothisisherattractionafterall!
  Thisitis,hernotcaringaboutyou,whichgiveshersuchasoftskin,andmakeshersomuchtaller,andproducesallthesecharmsandgraces!Idodesirethatyouwillnotbemakingherreallyunhappy;
  a_little_love,perhaps,mayanimateanddohergood,butIwillnothaveyouplungeherdeep,forsheisasgoodalittlecreatureaseverlived,andhasagreatdealoffeeling。“
  “Itcanbebutforafortnight,“saidHenry;“andifafortnightcankillher,shemusthaveaconstitutionwhichnothingcouldsave。No,Iwillnotdoheranyharm,dearlittlesoul!onlywanthertolookkindlyonme,togivemesmilesaswellasblushes,tokeepachairformebyherselfwhereverweare,andbeallanimationwhenItakeitandtalktoher;tothinkasIthink,beinterestedinallmypossessionsandpleasures,trytokeepmelongeratMansfield,andfeelwhenI
  goawaythatsheshallbeneverhappyagain。Iwantnothingmore。“
  “Moderationitself!“saidMary。“Icanhavenoscruplesnow。
  Well,youwillhaveopportunitiesenoughofendeavouringtorecommendyourself,forweareagreatdealtogether。“
  Andwithoutattemptinganyfartherremonstrance,sheleftFannytoherfate,afatewhich,hadnotFanny’sheartbeenguardedinawayunsuspectedbyMissCrawford,mighthavebeenalittleharderthanshedeserved;
  foralthoughtheredoubtlessaresuchunconquerableyoungladiesofeighteenoroneshouldnotreadaboutthem
  asarenevertobepersuadedintoloveagainsttheirjudgmentbyallthattalent,manner,attention,andflatterycando,IhavenoinclinationtobelieveFannyoneofthem,ortothinkthatwithsomuchtendernessofdisposition,andsomuchtasteasbelongedtoher,shecouldhaveescapedheart-wholefromthecourtshipthoughthecourtshiponlyofafortnightofsuchamanasCrawford,inspiteoftherebeingsomepreviousillopinionofhimtobeovercome,hadnotheraffectionbeenengagedelsewhere。
  Withallthesecuritywhichloveofanotheranddisesteemofhimcouldgivetothepeaceofmindhewasattacking,hiscontinuedattentions——continued,butnotobtrusive,andadaptingthemselvesmoreandmoretothegentlenessanddelicacyofhercharacter——obligedherverysoontodislikehimlessthanformerly。Shehadbynomeansforgottenthepast,andshethoughtasillofhimasever;
  butshefelthispowers:hewasentertaining;andhismannersweresoimproved,sopolite,soseriouslyandblamelesslypolite,thatitwasimpossiblenottobeciviltohiminreturn。
  Averyfewdayswereenoughtoeffectthis;andattheendofthosefewdays,circumstancesarosewhichhadatendencyrathertoforwardhisviewsofpleasingher,inasmuchastheygaveheradegreeofhappinesswhichmustdisposehertobepleasedwitheverybody。William,herbrother,thesolongabsentanddearlylovedbrother,wasinEnglandagain。Shehadaletterfromhimherself,afewhurriedhappylines,writtenastheshipcameupChannel,andsentintoPortsmouthwiththefirstboatthatlefttheAntwerpatanchorinSpithead;andwhenCrawfordwalkedupwiththenewspaperinhishand,whichhehadhopedwouldbringthefirsttidings,hefoundhertremblingwithjoyoverthisletter,andlisteningwithaglowing,gratefulcountenancetothekindinvitationwhichherunclewasmostcollectedlydictatinginreply。
  ItwasbutthedaybeforethatCrawfordhadmadehimselfthoroughlymasterofthesubject,orhadinfactbecomeatallawareofherhavingsuchabrother,orhisbeinginsuchaship,buttheinterestthenexcitedhadbeenveryproperlylively,determininghimonhisreturntotowntoapplyforinformationastotheprobableperiodoftheAntwerp’sreturnfromtheMediterranean,etc。;