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第34章

  shewasperhapsasmuchatpeaceasany。
  Therewasagreatdealofneedleworktobedone,moreover,inwhichherhelpwaswanted;andthatMrs。Norristhoughtherquiteaswelloffastherest,wasevidentbythemannerinwhichsheclaimedit——“Come,Fanny,“
  shecried,“thesearefinetimesforyou,butyoumustnotbealwayswalkingfromoneroomtotheother,anddoingthelookings-onatyourease,inthisway;
  Iwantyouhere。IhavebeenslavingmyselftillI
  canhardlystand,tocontriveMr。Rushworth’scloakwithoutsendingforanymoresatin;andnowIthinkyoumaygivemeyourhelpinputtingittogether。
  Therearebutthreeseams;youmaydotheminatrice。
  ItwouldbeluckyformeifIhadnothingbuttheexecutiveparttodo。_You_arebestoff,Icantellyou:
  butifnobodydidmorethan_you_,weshouldnotgetonveryfast“
  Fannytooktheworkveryquietly,withoutattemptinganydefence;butherkinderauntBertramobservedonherbehalf——
  “Onecannotwonder,sister,thatFanny_should_bedelighted:
  itisallnewtoher,youknow;youandIusedtobeveryfondofaplayourselves,andsoamIstill;
  andassoonasIamalittlemoreatleisure,_I_meantolookinattheirrehearsalstoo。Whatistheplayabout,Fanny?youhavenevertoldme。“
  “Oh!sister,praydonotaskhernow;forFannyisnotoneofthosewhocantalkandworkatthesametime。
  ItisaboutLovers’Vows。“
  “Ibelieve,“saidFannytoherauntBertram,“therewillbethreeactsrehearsedto-morrowevening,andthatwillgiveyouanopportunityofseeingalltheactorsatonce。“
  “Youhadbetterstaytillthecurtainishung,“interposedMrs。Norris;“thecurtainwillbehunginadayortwo——
  thereisverylittlesenseinaplaywithoutacurtain——
  andIammuchmistakenifyoudonotfinditdrawupintoveryhandsomefestoons。“
  LadyBertramseemedquiteresignedtowaiting。Fannydidnotshareheraunt’scomposure:shethoughtofthemorrowagreatdeal,forifthethreeactswererehearsed,EdmundandMissCrawfordwouldthenbeactingtogetherforthefirsttime;thethirdactwouldbringascenebetweenthemwhichinterestedhermostparticularly,andwhichshewaslonginganddreadingtoseehowtheywouldperform。Thewholesubjectofitwaslove——
  amarriageoflovewastobedescribedbythegentleman,andverylittleshortofadeclarationoflovebemadebythelady。
  Shehadreadandreadthesceneagainwithmanypainful,manywonderingemotions,andlookedforwardtotheirrepresentationofitasacircumstancealmosttoointeresting。
  Shedidnot_believe_theyhadyetrehearsedit,eveninprivate。
  Themorrowcame,theplanfortheeveningcontinued,andFanny’sconsiderationofitdidnotbecomelessagitated。
  Sheworkedverydiligentlyunderheraunt’sdirections,butherdiligenceandhersilenceconcealedaveryabsent,anxiousmind;andaboutnoonshemadeherescapewithherworktotheEastroom,thatshemighthavenoconcerninanother,and,asshedeemedit,mostunnecessaryrehearsalofthefirstact,whichHenryCrawfordwasjustproposing,desirousatonceofhavinghertimetoherself,andofavoidingthesightofMr。Rushworth。
  Aglimpse,asshepassedthroughthehall,ofthetwoladieswalkingupfromtheParsonagemadenochangeinherwishofretreat,andsheworkedandmeditatedintheEastroom,undisturbed,foraquarterofanhour,whenagentletapatthedoorwasfollowedbytheentranceofMissCrawford。
  “AmIright?Yes;thisistheEastroom。MydearMissPrice,Ibegyourpardon,butIhavemademywaytoyouonpurposetoentreatyourhelp。“
  Fanny,quitesurprised,endeavouredtoshewherselfmistressoftheroombyhercivilities,andlookedatthebrightbarsofheremptygratewithconcern。
  “Thankyou;Iamquitewarm,verywarm。Allowmetostayherealittlewhile,anddohavethegoodnesstohearmemythirdact。Ihavebroughtmybook,andifyouwouldbutrehearseitwithme,Ishouldbe_so_obliged!
  Icamehereto-dayintendingtorehearseitwithEdmund——
  byourselves——againsttheevening,butheisnotintheway;
  andifhe_were_,IdonotthinkIcouldgothroughitwith_him_,tillIhavehardenedmyselfalittle;
  forreallythereisaspeechortwo。Youwillbesogood,won’tyou?“
  Fannywasmostcivilinherassurances,thoughshecouldnotgivetheminaverysteadyvoice。
  “HaveyoueverhappenedtolookatthepartImean?“
  continuedMissCrawford,openingherbook。“Hereitis。
  Ididnotthinkmuchofitatfirst——but,uponmyword。
  There,lookat_that_speech,and_that_,and_that_。
  HowamIevertolookhiminthefaceandsaysuchthings?
  Couldyoudoit?Butthenheisyourcousin,whichmakesallthedifference。Youmustrehearseitwithme,thatI
  mayfancy_you_him,andgetonbydegrees。You_have_alookof_his_sometimes。“
  “HaveI?Iwilldomybestwiththegreatestreadiness;
  butImust_read_thepart,forIcansayverylittleofit。“
  “_None_ofit,Isuppose。Youaretohavethebook,ofcourse。Nowforit。Wemusthavetwochairsathandforyoutobringforwardtothefrontofthestage。
  There——verygoodschool-roomchairs,notmadeforatheatre,Idaresay;muchmorefittedforlittlegirlstositandkicktheirfeetagainstwhentheyarelearningalesson。
  Whatwouldyourgovernessandyourunclesaytoseethemusedforsuchapurpose?CouldSirThomaslookinuponusjustnow,hewouldblesshimself,forwearerehearsingalloverthehouse。Yatesisstormingawayinthedining-room。IheardhimasIcameupstairs,andthetheatreisengagedofcoursebythoseindefatigablerehearsers,AgathaandFrederick。If_they_arenotperfect,I_shall_besurprised。Bythebye,Ilookedinuponthemfiveminutesago,andithappenedtobeexactlyatoneofthetimeswhentheyweretrying_not_toembrace,andMr。Rushworthwaswithme。Ithoughthebegantolookalittlequeer,soIturneditoffaswellasIcould,bywhisperingtohim,’WeshallhaveanexcellentAgatha;
  thereissomethingso_maternal_inhermanner,socompletely_maternal_inhervoiceandcountenance。’
  Wasnotthatwelldoneofme?Hebrightenedupdirectly。
  Nowformysoliloquy。“
  Shebegan,andFannyjoinedinwithallthemodestfeelingwhichtheideaofrepresentingEdmundwassostronglycalculatedtoinspire;butwithlooksandvoicesotrulyfeminineastobenoverygoodpictureofaman。WithsuchanAnhalt,however,MissCrawfordhadcourageenough;
  andtheyhadgotthroughhalfthescene,whenatapatthedoorbroughtapause,andtheentranceofEdmund,thenextmoment,suspendeditall。
  Surprise,consciousness,andpleasureappearedineachofthethreeonthisunexpectedmeeting;andasEdmundwascomeontheverysamebusinessthathadbroughtMissCrawford,consciousnessandpleasurewerelikelytobemorethanmomentaryin_them_。Hetoohadhisbook,andwasseekingFanny,toaskhertorehearsewithhim,andhelphimtopreparefortheevening,withoutknowingMissCrawfordtobeinthehouse;andgreatwasthejoyandanimationofbeingthusthrowntogether,ofcomparingschemes,andsympathisinginpraiseofFanny’skindoffices。
  _She_couldnotequalthemintheirwarmth。_Her_spiritssankundertheglowoftheirs,andshefeltherselfbecomingtoonearlynothingtobothtohaveanycomfortinhavingbeensoughtbyeither。Theymustnowrehearsetogether。
  Edmundproposed,urged,entreatedit,tillthelady,notveryunwillingatfirst,couldrefusenolonger,andFannywaswantedonlytopromptandobservethem。
  Shewasinvested,indeed,withtheofficeofjudgeandcritic,andearnestlydesiredtoexerciseitandtellthemalltheirfaults;butfromdoingsoeveryfeelingwithinhershrank——shecouldnot,wouldnot,darednotattemptit:
  hadshebeenotherwisequalifiedforcriticism,herconsciencemusthaverestrainedherfromventuringatdisapprobation。
  Shebelievedherselftofeeltoomuchofitintheaggregateforhonestyorsafetyinparticulars。Topromptthemmustbeenoughforher;anditwassometimes_more_thanenough;
  forshecouldnotalwayspayattentiontothebook。
  Inwatchingthemsheforgotherself;and,agitatedbytheincreasingspiritofEdmund’smanner,hadonceclosedthepageandturnedawayexactlyashewantedhelp。
  Itwasimputedtoveryreasonableweariness,andshewasthankedandpitied;butshedeservedtheirpitymorethanshehopedtheywouldeversurmise。Atlastthescenewasover,andFannyforcedherselftoaddherpraisetothecomplimentseachwasgivingtheother;andwhenagainaloneandabletorecallthewhole,shewasinclinedtobelievetheirperformancewould,indeed,havesuchnatureandfeelinginitasmustensuretheircredit,andmakeitaverysufferingexhibitiontoherself。