SuchwerethecounselsbywhichMrs。Norrisassistedtoformhernieces’minds;anditisnotverywonderfulthat,withalltheirpromisingtalentsandearlyinformation,theyshouldbeentirelydeficientinthelesscommonacquirementsofself-knowledge,generosityandhumility。
Ineverythingbutdispositiontheywereadmirablytaught。
SirThomasdidnotknowwhatwaswanting,because,thoughatrulyanxiousfather,hewasnotoutwardlyaffectionate,andthereserveofhismannerrepressedalltheflowoftheirspiritsbeforehim。
TotheeducationofherdaughtersLadyBertrampaidnotthesmallestattention。Shehadnottimeforsuchcares。
Shewasawomanwhospentherdaysinsitting,nicelydressed,onasofa,doingsomelongpieceofneedlework,oflittleuseandnobeauty,thinkingmoreofherpugthanherchildren,butveryindulgenttothelatterwhenitdidnotputherselftoinconvenience,guidedineverythingimportantbySirThomas,andinsmallerconcernsbyhersister。
Hadshepossessedgreaterleisurefortheserviceofhergirls,shewouldprobablyhavesupposeditunnecessary,fortheywereunderthecareofagoverness,withpropermasters,andcouldwantnothingmore。AsforFanny’sbeingstupidatlearning,“shecouldonlysayitwasveryunlucky,butsomepeople_were_stupid,andFannymusttakemorepains:
shedidnotknowwhatelsewastobedone;and,exceptherbeingsodull,shemustaddshesawnoharminthepoorlittlething,andalwaysfoundherveryhandyandquickincarryingmessages,andfetching,whatshewanted。“
Fanny,withallherfaultsofignoranceandtimidity,wasfixedatMansfieldPark,andlearningtotransferinitsfavourmuchofherattachmenttoherformerhome,grewuptherenotunhappilyamonghercousins。Therewasnopositiveill-natureinMariaorJulia;andthoughFannywasoftenmortifiedbytheirtreatmentofher,shethoughttoolowlyofherownclaimstofeelinjuredbyit。
Fromaboutthetimeofherenteringthefamily,LadyBertram,inconsequenceofalittleill-health,andagreatdealofindolence,gaveupthehouseintown,whichshehadbeenusedtooccupyeveryspring,andremainedwhollyinthecountry,leavingSirThomastoattendhisdutyinParliament,withwhateverincreaseordiminutionofcomfortmightarisefromherabsence。
Inthecountry,therefore,theMissBertramscontinuedtoexercisetheirmemories,practisetheirduets,andgrowtallandwomanly:andtheirfathersawthembecominginperson,manner,andaccomplishments,everythingthatcouldsatisfyhisanxiety。Hiseldestsonwascarelessandextravagant,andhadalreadygivenhimmuchuneasiness;
buthisotherchildrenpromisedhimnothingbutgood。
Hisdaughters,hefelt,whiletheyretainedthenameofBertram,mustbegivingitnewgrace,andinquittingit,hetrusted,wouldextenditsrespectablealliances;
andthecharacterofEdmund,hisstronggoodsenseanduprightnessofmind,bidmostfairlyforutility,honour,andhappinesstohimselfandallhisconnexions。
Hewastobeaclergyman。
Amidthecaresandthecomplacencywhichhisownchildrensuggested,SirThomasdidnotforgettodowhathecouldforthechildrenofMrs。Price:heassistedherliberallyintheeducationanddisposalofhersonsastheybecameoldenoughforadeterminatepursuit;
andFanny,thoughalmosttotallyseparatedfromherfamily,wassensibleofthetruestsatisfactioninhearingofanykindnesstowardsthem,orofanythingatallpromisingintheirsituationorconduct。Once,andonceonly,inthecourseofmanyyears,hadshethehappinessofbeingwithWilliam。Oftherestshesawnothing:
nobodyseemedtothinkofherevergoingamongstthemagain,evenforavisit,nobodyathomeseemedtowanther;
butWilliamdetermining,soonafterherremoval,tobeasailor,wasinvitedtospendaweekwithhissisterinNorthamptonshirebeforehewenttosea。
Theireageraffectioninmeeting,theirexquisitedelightinbeingtogether,theirhoursofhappymirth,andmomentsofseriousconference,maybeimagined;
aswellasthesanguineviewsandspiritsoftheboyeventothelast,andthemiseryofthegirlwhenhelefther。
LuckilythevisithappenedintheChristmasholidays,whenshecoulddirectlylookforcomforttohercousinEdmund;
andhetoldhersuchcharmingthingsofwhatWilliamwastodo,andbehereafter,inconsequenceofhisprofession,asmadehergraduallyadmitthattheseparationmighthavesomeuse。Edmund’sfriendshipneverfailedher:
hisleavingEtonforOxfordmadenochangeinhiskinddispositions,andonlyaffordedmorefrequentopportunitiesofprovingthem。Withoutanydisplayofdoingmorethantherest,oranyfearofdoingtoomuch,hewasalwaystruetoherinterests,andconsiderateofherfeelings,tryingtomakehergoodqualitiesunderstood,andtoconquerthediffidencewhichpreventedtheirbeingmoreapparent;
givingheradvice,consolation,andencouragement。
Keptbackasshewasbyeverybodyelse,hissinglesupportcouldnotbringherforward;buthisattentionswereotherwiseofthehighestimportanceinassistingtheimprovementofhermind,andextendingitspleasures。Heknewhertobeclever,tohaveaquickapprehensionaswellasgoodsense,andafondnessforreading,which,properlydirected,mustbeaneducationinitself。MissLeetaughtherFrench,andheardherreadthedailyportionofhistory;butherecommendedthebookswhichcharmedherleisurehours,heencouragedhertaste,andcorrectedherjudgment:
hemadereadingusefulbytalkingtoherofwhatsheread,andheighteneditsattractionbyjudiciouspraise。
InreturnforsuchservicesshelovedhimbetterthananybodyintheworldexceptWilliam:herheartwasdividedbetweenthetwo。
ThefirsteventofanyimportanceinthefamilywasthedeathofMr。Norris,whichhappenedwhenFannywasaboutfifteen,andnecessarilyintroducedalterationsandnovelties。Mrs。Norris,onquittingtheParsonage,removedfirsttothePark,andafterwardstoasmallhouseofSirThomas’sinthevillage,andconsoledherselfforthelossofherhusbandbyconsideringthatshecoulddoverywellwithouthim;andforherreductionofincomebytheevidentnecessityofstrictereconomy。
ThelivingwashereafterforEdmund;and,hadhisunclediedafewyearssooner,itwouldhavebeendulygiventosomefriendtoholdtillhewereoldenoughfororders。
ButTom’sextravagancehad,previoustothatevent,beensogreatastorenderadifferentdisposalofthenextpresentationnecessary,andtheyoungerbrothermusthelptopayforthepleasuresoftheelder。
TherewasanotherfamilylivingactuallyheldforEdmund;
butthoughthiscircumstancehadmadethearrangementsomewhateasiertoSirThomas’sconscience,hecouldnotbutfeelittobeanactofinjustice,andheearnestlytriedtoimpresshiseldestsonwiththesameconviction,inthehopeofitsproducingabettereffectthananythinghehadyetbeenabletosayordo。
“Iblushforyou,Tom,“saidhe,inhismostdignifiedmanner;
“IblushfortheexpedientwhichIamdrivenon,andItrustImaypityyourfeelingsasabrotherontheoccasion。
YouhaverobbedEdmundforten,twenty,thirtyyears,perhapsforlife,ofmorethanhalftheincomewhichoughttobehis。Itmayhereafterbeinmypower,orinyoursIhopeitwill,toprocurehimbetterpreferment;
butitmustnotbeforgottenthatnobenefitofthatsortwouldhavebeenbeyondhisnaturalclaimsonus,andthatnothingcan,infact,beanequivalentforthecertainadvantagewhichheisnowobligedtoforegothroughtheurgencyofyourdebts。“
Tomlistenedwithsomeshameandsomesorrow;
butescapingasquicklyaspossible,couldsoonwithcheerfulselfishnessreflect,firstly,thathehadnotbeenhalfsomuchindebtassomeofhisfriends;
secondly,thathisfatherhadmadeamosttiresomepieceofworkofit;and,thirdly,thatthefutureincumbent,whoeverhemightbe,would,inallprobability,dieverysoon。
OnMr。Norris’sdeaththepresentationbecametherightofaDr。Grant,whocameconsequentlytoresideatMansfield;
andonprovingtobeaheartymanofforty-five,seemedlikelytodisappointMr。Bertram’scalculations。
But“no,hewasashort-necked,apoplecticsortoffellow,and,pliedwellwithgoodthings,wouldsoonpopoff。“
Hehadawifeaboutfifteenyearshisjunior,butnochildren;
andtheyenteredtheneighbourhoodwiththeusualfairreportofbeingveryrespectable,agreeablepeople。
ThetimewasnowcomewhenSirThomasexpectedhissister-in-lawtoclaimhershareintheirniece,thechangeinMrs。Norris’ssituation,andtheimprovementinFanny’sage,seemingnotmerelytodoawayanyformerobjectiontotheirlivingtogether,buteventogiveitthemostdecidedeligibility;andashisowncircumstanceswererenderedlessfairthanheretofore,bysomerecentlossesonhisWestIndiaestate,inadditiontohiseldestson’sextravagance,itbecamenotundesirabletohimselftoberelievedfromtheexpenseofhersupport,andtheobligationofherfutureprovision。Inthefullnessofhisbeliefthatsuchathingmustbe,hementioneditsprobabilitytohiswife;andthefirsttimeofthesubject’soccurringtoheragainhappeningtobewhenFannywaspresent,shecalmlyobservedtoher,“So,Fanny,youaregoingtoleaveus,andlivewithmysister。Howshallyoulikeit?“
Fannywastoomuchsurprisedtodomorethanrepeatheraunt’swords,“Goingtoleaveyou?“
“Yes,mydear;whyshouldyoubeastonished?
Youhavebeenfiveyearswithus,andmysisteralwaysmeanttotakeyouwhenMr。Norrisdied。
Butyoumustcomeupandtackonmypatternsallthesame。“
ThenewswasasdisagreeabletoFannyasithadbeenunexpected。
ShehadneverreceivedkindnessfromherauntNorris,andcouldnotloveher。
“Ishallbeverysorrytogoaway,“saidshe,withafalteringvoice。
“Yes,Idaresayyouwill;_that’s_naturalenough。
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