Shecamenearer,andlaidherhandpersuasivelyonhisarm。
“Haven’tyouawordtosaytome?Noanswer?Notevenalook?“
Shewaitedamomentmore。Amarkedchangecameoverher。Sheturnedslowlytoleavethesummer-house。“Iamsorrytohavetroubledyou,Mr。Delamayn。Iwon’tdetainyouanylonger。“
Helookedather。Therewasatoneinhervoicethathehadneverheardbefore。Therewasalightinhereyesthathehadneverseeninthembefore。Suddenlyandfiercelyhereachedouthishand,andstoppedher。
“Whereareyougoing?“heasked。
Sheanswered,lookinghimstraightintheface,“Wheremanyamiserablewomanhasgonebeforeme。Outoftheworld。“
Hedrewhernearertohim,andeyedherclosely。Even_his_
intelligencediscoveredthathehadbroughthertobay,andthatshereallymeantit!
“Doyoumeanyouwilldestroyyourself?“hesaid。
“Yes。ImeanIwilldestroymyself。“
Hedroppedherarm。“ByJupiter,she_does_meanit!“
Withthatconvictioninhim,hepushedoneofthechairsinthesummer-housetoherwithhisfoot,andsignedtohertotakeit。
“Sitdown!“hesaid,roughly。Shehadfrightenedhim——andfearcomesseldomtomenofhistype。Theyfeelit,whenitdoescome,withanangrydistrust;theygrowloudandbrutal,ininstinctiveprotestagainstit。“Sitdown!“herepeated。Sheobeyedhim。
“Haven’tyougotawordtosaytome?“heasked,withanoath。
No!thereshesat,immovable,recklesshowitended——asonlywomencanbe,whenwomen’smindsaremadeup。Hetookaturninthesummer-houseandcameback,andstruckhishandangrilyontherailofherchair。“Whatdoyouwant?“
“YouknowwhatIwant。“
Hetookanotherturn。Therewasnothingforitbuttogivewayonhisside,orruntheriskofsomethinghappeningwhichmightcauseanawkwardscandal,andcometohisfather’sears。
“Lookhere,Anne,“hebegan,abruptly。“Ihavegotsomethingtopropose。“
Shelookedupathim。
“Whatdoyousaytoaprivatemarriage?“
Withoutaskingasinglequestion,withoutmakingobjections,sheansweredhim,speakingasbluntlyashehadspokenhimself:
“Iconsenttoaprivatemarriage。“
Hebegantotemporizedirectly。
“IownIdon’tseehowit’stobemanaged——“
Shestoppedhimthere。
“Ido!“
“What!“hecriedout,suspiciously。“Youhavethoughtofityourself,haveyou?“
“Yes。“
“Andplannedforit?“
“Andplannedforit!“
“Whydidn’tyoutellmesobefore?“
Sheansweredhaughtily;insistingontherespectwhichisduetowomen——therespectwhichwasdoublyduefrom_him,_inherposition。
“Because_you_oweditto_me,_Sir,tospeakfirst。“
“Verywell。I’vespokenfirst。Willyouwaitalittle?“
“Notaday!“
Thetonewaspositive。Therewasnomistakingit。Hermindwasmadeup。
“Where’sthehurry?“
“Haveyoueyes?“sheasked,vehemently。“Haveyouears?DoyouseehowLadyLundielooksatme?DoyouhearhowLadyLundiespeakstome?Iamsuspectedbythatwoman。Myshamefuldismissalfromthishousemaybeaquestionofafewhours。“Herheadsunkonherbosom;shewrungherclaspedhandsastheyrestedonherlap。“And,oh,Blanche!“shemoanedtoherself,thetearsgatheringagain,andfalling,thistime,unchecked。“Blanche,wholooksuptome!Blanche,wholovesme!Blanche,whotoldme,inthisveryplace,thatIwastolivewithherwhenshewasmarried!“Shestartedupfromthechair;thetearsdriedsuddenly;theharddespairsettledagain,wanandwhite,onherface。“Letmego!Whatisdeath,comparedtosuchalifeasiswaitingfor_me?_“Shelookedhimover,inonedisdainfulglancefromheadtofoot;hervoicerosetoitsloudestandfirmesttones。“Why,even_you_;wouldhavethecouragetodieifyouwereinmyplace!“
Geoffreyglancedroundtowardthelawn。
“Hush!“hesaid。“Theywillhearyou!“
“Letthemhearme!When_I_ampasthearing_them_,whatdoesitmatter?“
Heputherbackbymainforceonthechair。Inanothermomenttheymusthaveheardher,throughallthenoiseandlaughterofthegame。
“Saywhatyouwant,“heresumed,“andI’lldoit。Onlybereasonable。Ican’tmarryyouto-day。“
“Youcan!“
“Whatnonsenseyoutalk!Thehouseandgroundsareswarmingwithcompany。Itcan’tbe!“
“Itcan!Ihavebeenthinkingaboutiteversincewecametothishouse。Ihavegotsomethingtoproposetoyou。Willyouhearit,ornot?“
“Speaklower!“
“Willyouhearit,ornot?“
“There’ssomebodycoming!“
“Willyouhearit,ornot?“
“Thedeviltakeyourobstinacy!Yes!“
Theanswerhadbeenwrungfromhim。Still,itwastheanswershewanted——itopenedthedoortohope。Theinstanthehadconsentedtohearherhermindawakenedtotheseriousnecessityofavertingdiscoverybyanythirdpersonwhomightstrayidlyintothesummer-house。Sheheldupherhandforsilence,andlistenedtowhatwasgoingforwardonthelawn。
Thedullthumpofthecroquet-malletagainsttheballwasnolongertobeheard。Thegamehadstopped。
Inamomentmoresheheardherownnamecalled。Anintervalofanotherinstantpassed,andafamiliarvoicesaid,“Iknowwheresheis。I’llfetchher。“
SheturnedtoGeoffrey,andpointedtothebackofthesummer-house。
“It’smyturntoplay,“shesaid。“AndBlancheiscomingheretolookforme。Waitthere,andI’llstopheronthesteps。“
Shewentoutatonce。Itwasacriticalmoment。Discovery,whichmeantmoral-ruintothewoman,meantmoney-ruintotheman。
Geoffreyhadnotexaggeratedhispositionwithhisfather。LordHolchesterhadtwicepaidhisdebts,andhaddeclinedtoseehimsince。Onemoreoutrageonhisfather’srigidsenseofpropriety,andhewouldbeleftoutofthewillaswellaskeptoutofthehouse。Helookedforameansofretreat,incasetherewasnoescapingunperceivedbythefrontentrance。Adoor——intendedfortheuseofservants,whenpicnicsandgipsytea-partiesweregiveninthesummer-house——hadbeenmadeinthebackwall。Itopenedoutward,anditwaslocked。Withhisstrengthitwaseasytoremovethatobstacle。Heputhisshouldertothedoor。Atthemomentwhenheburstitopenhefeltahandonhisarm。Annewasbehindhim,alone。
“Youmaywantitbeforelong,“shesaid,observingtheopendoor,withoutexpressinganysurprise,“Youdon’twantitnow。Anotherpersonwillplayforme——IhavetoldBlancheIamnotwell。Sitdown。Ihavesecuredarespiteoffiveminutes,andImustmakethemostofit。Inthattime,orless,LadyLundie’ssuspicionswillbringherhere——toseehowIam。Forthepresent,shutthedoor。“
Sheseatedherself,andpointedtoasecondchair。Hetookit——withhiseyeonthecloseddoor。
“Cometothepoint!“hesaid,impatiently。“Whatisit?“
“Youcanmarrymeprivatelyto-day,“sheanswered。“Listen——andIwilltellyouhow!“
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